#i’m just still rattled and while rattled I’m paranoid of the ol’ Pattern
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…I really hope I’m not just a footnote in my current friends’ lives. I’m kinda tired of filling the slot of Substitute Until Something BETTER comes then ultimately left behind. (I’m also tired of dealing with my damn avoidance regarding relationships with people older than me ‘cause I don’t want to drain and burden them.)
#tiger’s roar#mental health bullshit#rejection sensitive dysphoria#…there’s no real risk going on#i’m just still rattled and while rattled I’m paranoid of the ol’ Pattern#esp since I get a few months to maybe 4 years tops#then I’m cut off. the other persons’ find others#Unless I’m a rebound friend. then it repeats#but the alternative is being alone entirely
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