#i’m in my destiel feels 😔

[loosethreadsofyoursoul]

destiel is just. you weren’t made for me. we weren’t made for each other. we were both made to serve heaven. but because of the love i have for you, i created a better way; i forged a better life. you weren’t made for me, and i wasn’t made for you. but here, in this one life, we chose each other. in an infinite number of universes we’ll never know, we don’t exist in, we didn’t mean this much to each other. but in this one, despite everything, we chose each other anyway.

[slum-eater03]

DESTIEL FANFIC RECS NOBODY ASKED FOR BECAUSE WHY NOT😍😝

let’s just right into this, for number one, with zero regrets, is Exodus 3:2 by Stayawake (i’m placing links at the bottom of this post dw😘)

this is a very well written fanfic, like beautifully done. i love Deans relationship between Cas and i love how the author wrote his and John’s dynamic, same as Deans and Sam’s and plenty of other characters mentioned.

Cas is written pretty close to canon, i enjoy him in this fic just as much as i do in the show.

it’s pretty much abt Cas moving into a small town and being a pastor there (Dean’s POV of written in third POV) Dean is a hardworking 23 year old who’s trying to keep food on his and his schizophrenic dad’s plates.

the two hang out together and generally, i love every interaction i’ve gotten from the two.

there’s smut but it’s not shown all the way through the whole process, but build up is written very well. over all score, 10/10 i wasn’t able to look away until i finished it.

number two on my list is taken by a 8 chapter fanfic, whom i am proud to present on my list, Damn good times (all the people applaud).

this one, out of all my recs, has the best and most realistic writing. the author put much time into this eight chapter series, and i’m feeling a little guilty this master piece only places second. (again, the link is at the bottom of this post😔).

this beautifully written fanfic is abt just graduated Castiel and Dean (whom are best friends) decide to go on a trip before heading to college. this, just like the other, is only in Dean point of view but also 3rd POV.

Dean is shown in a more realistic way, him being homophobic but also growing. this fanfic shows character growth, and this almost pains me to say, but, “i wish you were a girl”.

the ending is happy and i almost sobbed with joy at the very end scene. this fic is also a 10/10 and the only reason it’s placed second is because i like ranking systems😔 (don’t blame a girl for autism) also there is heavy smut, only in the last chapter tho, i love the build up tho😝 i lied, there’s a joinking scene in like chapter 7?? still peak tho.

and for third and with the same author as seconds place, i proudly present, Roshambo.

i love this fic, it’s, again, realistically written and is written so very well. this one is a one shot, unlike the other two, but this one also has almost 20k words. i enjoy this one a lot because, unlike the other two, this one is based in the OG universe.

i like this one sm, it gets me giddy just thinking of it now.

this one is multi-POV, the POV still in 3rd but this time being of Sam, Dean, and Cas. i especially love Sam’s POV, it’s written amazingly for him (i’m just a angst addict and they added angst into his even tho the main focus of the fic is Destiel).

this one is pretty much one bed trope as a whole ass fanfic. still amazing. i love it.

it’s showing different POV’s, Cas’ being how he likes sleeping next to Dean, Dean being frustrated with his feelings, and Sam being happy for Dean for finally getting a lover.

this one is honestly my favorite Destiel one shot, and, just like the other two, a straight (more like gay🤭) 10/10 fanfic. def recommend.

FANFICTION LINKS😍😍

exodus 3:2

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62725417

damn good times (all of the people applaud)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38426173

rashambo

https://archiveofourown.org/works/41591274

don’t be shy, comment yours😍 (pls i’m desperate😀)

[that-barn-in-illinois]

main blog

hi! i’m em (@loosethreadsofyoursoul) and this is my spn sideblog bc i realized my spn hyper fixation was interfering with the whole multi-fandom/interest thing

some things about me:

23, queer, she/they

chronic dean girl 😔

destiel truther

queer!sam truther

would kill for any of the spn women

watched spn after it ended because my best friend asked me to and i shake my fist to the heavens about it daily

relatively new to tumblr so i am still feeling my way around

follows from loosethreadsofyoursoul are me :)

*minors & wincest shippers dni*

[lateral-org]

Tagged by @vicarious-rebel​

Pick 10 ships without reading the questions.

1. Klance (Keith Kogane and Lance Mclain) Voltron: Legendary Defender

2. Viktuuri (Viktor Nikiforov and Katsuki Yuuri) Yuuri On Ice

3. Catra/Glimmer (idk their shipname) She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

4. Nygmobblepot (Ed Nygma and Oswald Cobblepot) Gotham

5. Ineffable Husbands (Crowley and Aziraphale) Good Omens

6. Entrapdak (Hordak and Entrapta) She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

7. Troy and Abed (In the Morning) Community

8. Glinda and Elphaba, Wicked

9. Destiel (Dean Winchester and Castiel) Supernatural

10. Quirrelmort (Prof. Quirrel and Voldemort) A Very Potter Musical

1. Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 6?

Ah yikes. I think it was the scene where Entrapta broke into Hordak’s lab without asking and didn’t really react when he got upset? Somewhere around there.

2. Have you ever read a FanFiction about 2?

Some

3. Has a picture of 4 ever been your screen saver/profile picture/tumblr?

Yes

4. If 7 were to suddenly break-up today, what would your reaction be?

*Community Spoilers* Probably the same as it was when they broke up in the show :/ 5. Why is 1 so important?

It brought me and one of my closest friends together (even though they swear they aren’t a shipper)

6. Is 9 a funny ship or a serious ship?

Well, it was serious to me

7. Out of all of the ships listed, which ship has the most chemistry?

Quirrelmort. Tell me I’m wrong.

8. Out of all of your ships listed, which ship has the strongest bond?

Nygmob, for sure. They’ve been through so much but still ended up together*. 

9. How many times have you read/watched 8’s fandom?

Soooooooo many times. It was the first musical soundtrack I remember listening to and I used to have it blasting all hours of the day. 

10. Which ship has lasted the longest?

Probably Klance. I still love looking at fanart and comics of them.

11. How many times, if ever, has 2 broken up?

There was almost that one time, but then they got engaged so...

12. If the world was suddenly thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive, 2 or 8?

8 100%. Viktor and Yuuri have no marketable skills outside of skating, Glinda and Elphie have magic.

13. Did 5 ever have to hide their relationship for any reason?

YES! They’re an angel and a demon. They had to keep it on the DL for a whiiiile.

14. Is 4 still together?

In my mind, always. I mean how else are they gonna defeat the Batman?

15. Is 3 canon?

No 😔

16. If all 10 ships were put into a couple’s Hunger Games, which couple would win?

After a very scientific bracket, I’ve decided Quirrelmort. Just think about it. 

17. Has anybody ever tried to sabotage 10’s ship?

Bellatrix Lestrange, but Voldy enabled her. Also the institution of Azkaban. 

18. Which ship would you defend to the death and beyond?

Catra/Glimmer, honestly. I feel like they would have been great together. 

19. Do you spend hours a day going through 1’s tumblr page?

Not as much as I used to but honestly I should. I love me some Klance art. 

20. If an evil witch descended from the sky and told you that you had to pick one of the ten ships to break up forever or else she´d break them all forever, which ship would you sink?

Destiel. I mean they basically already got a divorce in canon, soooo

Tagging: @beat-got-sica​, @twyly57​, @larazea​, @bulletsandlilia​, @yanderebeat​

[destielette]

Wow, I spent more than 4 hours working on this, for 43 miserable notes, while some new bloggers are getting 2 or 3k for fucking screencaps.

I don’t know what’s happening anymore, it’s like people no longer see my posts or worse: ignore them? 😒

This is disheartening, I spent years on this fandom and i wasn’t going to leave it even after the show ended, because it was never about the show for me, i was there for Destiel, Cas and Cockles, I always did my best for the fandom and being ignored like this makes me feel unloved, and I don’t know what’s the reason of this.

I’m being more and more discouraged with every new edit and I don’t think I can keep going on if things stay like this 😔

I did my best to get you the official wedding photo. That was difficult and it took me hours.

Aren’t they gorgeous ?

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