#i’m gonna eat drywall

[eclispedmoon]

i can pump out ideas like a madwoman but writing them? putting words to paper? nuh uh. go pout in the corner, bee.

[aria-greenhoodie]

I fucking HATE them.

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[vagrantclown]

SO. HELLUVA BOSS FANS. HOW ARE WE FEELING…..?

[ltlemon]

thinking about how if tsubomi accepted mob’s confession for whatever reason, how utterly Shit it would go. the world’s most autistic aroace boy and the school popular girl are like so doomed to crash and burn and it would be Incredibly fun to watch.

first off, mob really doesn’t have a crush on her.

he knows her from kindergarten and they’ve rarely spoken since-they might’ve counted as friends before, but now they’re much closer to just acquaintances. fact is, he doesn’t know her. he’s interpreting these feelings of adoration, nostalgia, and a desire to reconnect, as what’s entailed for a romantic crush. he likes a girl, she’s pretty and popular, so this must mean he likes her.

tsubomi is the shape of a person. she’s an ideal to adore, a fantasy to think towards, but she’s not a part of a real grounded relationship, nor is he ever setting her up to be.

don’t get me wrong here! he definitely likes her well enough, and maybe thinks she’s beautiful, in an aesthetic sense, but he doesn’t really ever involve himself in those feelings. they’re very analytical, they’re treated not as reasons he loves her, but just as…things. when mezato asked him “what exactly do you like about her”, he seemed genuinely shocked, like he’d never really thought about it. he stood there and tried to think about something that he loved about specifically her, some reason or some sign that he was in love, and there was nothing. all he could say was that she respected him.

so anyways. what i’m getting to with this, is that i honestly don’t think mob planned any further ahead than just…”confess”.

she’s the ideal crush, this far away idea of the girl he should like, and she doesn’t exist outside of that. since there isn’t anything deeper, if she accepted him…??? GOD.

i actually don’t think he’d know where to go from there. he didn’t plan that far ahead, even though she was the goal, this carrot on a stick the whole time.

there’d be so many weird attempts at dates and outings, they’d do “couple things” but neither really knows the other enough to know what they like, or how to talk to each other, especially with the sudden change in relationship.

mob never thought to bring her flowers or a gift until teru told him that was a thing couples usually do. so following that, he’d probably mainly instigate things in that same sort of “well, this is what couples do” sort of way. adhering to the societal expectations of how you should act when you get the girl. their relationship would be empty and forced, dragging each other along… and i just think it’s interesting because. that would be the standard ending right? boy gets a crush, works really hard on himself, musters up the courage to confess, then they get together and it’s great and everyone’s happy forever!!!

but one of the main messages of the whole show is literally “we’re all living our own lives, and we have to be ourselves despite it all.”, and having the classic guy meets girl ending specifically and loudly not click with who mob is as a person is a Very Interesting Choice. dating tsubomi, while also obviously not what she would ever choose, would also crash and burn for mob. him ending up with her would mean not being himself, and that’s basically textual. mob’s happy ending is literally accepting his emotions and walking away smiling at rejection. if that’s not so incredibly aroace of him i don’t know what is. 🎉

[glitchedcosmos]

Do you feel any kind of remorse for what you do..

[rotteneldritchhorror]

The twinkle.

I’m actually dead and deceased.

[welcome-to-green-hills]

Not I kinda want to encounter Maria’s sister in a future game. Wouldn’t it be funny if she’s the one building the robots for GUN? Oh! Or she’s an archeologist! Like one of the Professor’s sons!

The sudden urge to info-dump on different archaeological theories and practices for different sites/peoples instantly spiked up when that possibility was mentioned.

[allpromarlo]

for my own mental health i‘m choosing to believe that yuta is surviving this

[thecollectionsof]

true love :3

me when i . when i’m. me when . agh

[lesbian-phoenix]

if I could edit it would be joever for everyone like the amount of mitski Winslow edits I’d make… don’t even get me started

[aroace-shumika]

anyway i may or may not have to remove the ryuseitai songs from my school work playlist. bc i’m getting the wondersho feelings from them. that being im smiling like an idiot and about to cry FUCKKKKK

[ijustreallylikepirates]

Images you can hear:

[riighteouspath]

there are rumors happening .

[ylajali]

sometimes im dying under the burden that comes from denying my full self and then i eat a cookie and it’s like okay

[anachronistic-falsehood]

dsmp brainrot has set in i thought abt c!samponk for half a second and felt such intense feelings i grabbed at the air like i was strangling it and clenched all my muscles so i wouldn’t frantically kick my legs in a frenzy. i’m having Problems

[davilasinfiltro]

Why did I hear a Michael “mama mia… FUCK— here I go again” audio in the year of our lord 2024