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atomicradiogirl · 2 months ago
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i was today years old when i realized the significance of this scene is eugene falling in love with nature and biology and finding his calling in life omfg why did it take me this long??? he literally mentioned in ‘china marine’ how he only ever really felt at peace when he was in nature and science gave him so much comfort. he said that if he stayed up working on a difficult problem or reading he didn’t get nightmares and could fall asleep easier :’)
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mycrofts-gunbrella · 3 years ago
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Caring is the Greatest Advantage- Mycroft Holmes x Reader (Part 11)
A/N- Okay so this is just a short 2k fill in chapter! It’s kinda cute and kinda sad but it was too long to add to the last chapter, and it doesn’t fit in with the theme of the next chapter (though it sets it up quite nicely!). The next chapter is likely going to be a bit angsty but I promise it’ll have a rewarding ending to it! I hope to have it written and up sooner rather than later but, until then, enjoy this little piece.
Word Count- 2028
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The ten minute drive from Baker Street to the Natural History Museum went by in a flash- most of it being spent by Mycroft giving you a mental tour of the building's various rooms and the 'most appropriate route to take'. Though it did also take a minute or two for you to convince him to not get everybody kicked out for a private visit, no matter how many people were there.. Admittedly, you hadn't been to the museum for 6 years or so now- after living so long in London it feels less of a luxury being only round the corner from it- but walking through the doors made you feel like a child again. Entry to the museum was free, but that didn't mean you didn't see Mycroft swiftly pushing a few notes into the donation bin at the front before guiding you forwards. Glancing up, you eyed the blue whale skeleton that hung from the ceiling and frowned. Mycroft caught your look and spoke up.
"Ah yes, Hope has been a relatively recent addition to the museum. She was found dead on an Irish beach back in 1891. It's a rather beautiful marvel to gaze upon, though, large as she is, she doesn't quite fill the hole in my heart that was left after my beloved Dippy was removed." Your eyes scanned the skeleton of the large mammal once more before looking back at Mycroft. "I did try to convince the board to keep the diplodocus somewhere but all attempts were futile. There's only so much force you can put into such a topic without exposing yourself as-"
"As a man who loves dinosaur bones more than he loves people?" Mycroft shoved his hands in his pockets and sighed.
"The very thing." Lifting your arm, you rested your hand at the crook of Mycroft's elbow to encourage him to move on.
"When we get home and have dinner we can raise a toast in Dippy's honour.. but for now, my mind's been taken over by that huge statue of Darwin." And the pair of you headed off, your hand very much staying place at Mycroft's arm as you wandered through the rooms- Mycroft more than willing to reel off facts about every deceased animal of history and, more often than not, even impressing the workers with his spiel of facts. Though you were very much enjoying wandering aimlessly through the room of human evolution, you most definitely noticed the pull from the man beside you as he was eager to reach his beloved dino-pals. As you turned the corner into the slightly darkened dinosaur room, you tripped over your feet slightly as you felt Mycroft stop in his tracks, his eyes wide and taking everything in. He looked as happy as a boy at Christmas and, quite frankly, it was adorable. You nudged him slightly when he still didn't move. "You okay?"
"Sorry, it just seems as though, no matter how many times I come here, it always feels like the first." He had shaken his head as though to bring his thoughts back to focus before taking a few steps into the gallery and leading you over to the skeletal remains of a Baryonyx. "The name Baryonyx roughly translates to 'Heavy Claw' from the Ancient Greek's 'Barys' meaning heavy and 'onyx' being claw or talon." He spoke, his voice smooth and relaxed as his fingers brushed over the board that announced the name of the creature within the glass. "It was also an excellent swimmer which it would use to its advantage while hunting." You listened to his every word as he spoke, grinning as he excitedly told you how many teeth it had and it's preferred techniques for capturing food before he moved you onto the next one.
"Oh these beauties have always been my favourite." You almost whispered, taking in the sight of the huge triceratops skull. You barely noticed Mycroft's hand shift from his pocket until you felt the heat of his palm against the small of your back, fingers squeezing slightly by your hip as he spoke.
"Mine too. Sherlock used to say they were boring and that we might as well have gone to the zoo to look at rhinos. He ended up spending 5 months trying to prove that the rhinos were descendants from the triceratops and then avoided me for 3 weeks when he realised there was no connection at all."
"That sounds about right. Though I can't imagine Sherlock enjoying it here very much anyway.." Mycroft began to guide you to a small bench just off the side to sit down, still giving you the view of the beautiful dinosaur bones.
"He didn't. When we were much younger he would kick off until Mummy and Father would tell us it's time to go and I had to go with them.. Then as we got a little older and Sherlock properly found his legs, he would simply run from the doors round to the science museum. Of course mummy and father had to follow him as he was so young, but one time I decided to stay here. They didn't realise I hadn't followed them until it was time to go home 5 hours later." Mycroft spoke quietly.
"Found his legs? That's at, what, four? Five? How young were you?"
"I was 9 the first time, I think." Now, Mycroft, you don't just 'think'; you know. Your hand moved to rest above his own on his knee, brushing your thumb fondly over his knuckles. "But it isn't all bad. Some of my best days as a child were spent here, and a lot of the staff were very kind and would teach me extra facts that weren't displayed. There was one gentleman who even gave me his own copies of some books that they had here. I'd wander the whole museum in time but I always found myself back here on this bench just.. watching. This room felt more like home than my very house sometimes. It was the room where I could escape the real world and find peace. Eventually Mummy, Father and Sherlock stopped bothering with the visits because Sherlock found the science museum boring after he'd prove them wrong on something each time, but I'd still pop back in on occasion without them.. Coming to think about it, I've never actually brought anybody here with me at all." You squeezed at his fingers and settled back into the bench.
"Well I am incredibly glad that I found out about your little interest, and I feel even more honoured that you let me come here with you." You beamed. And it was the truth. Evidently, this little museum meant much more to Mycroft than you could have ever imagined and it warmed your heart to know that he trusted you to see him nerd out over some bones.
"Eventually I used this very building as the scaffolding to build my mind palace. My files on Sherlock, very appropriately, are nestled in the human biology room. But most people's information is either stored in the entrance, where Dippy remains over Hope, might I add, or in a few of the rooms I find less interesting.." You didn't have to ask to know he was referencing 'that room with all the bloody rocks'. "I love most of the galleries too much to taint them with information on people that aren't important. The likes of Gregory and Doctor Watson now reside in Hintze Hall as the years have passed." His eyes remained focused in front of him, unblinking, as though he was wandering the very halls at that moment.
"And where.. where are my files?" You had to ask, really. Since he was on the subject anyway. "If you've put them in the marine reptiles room when you know I'm terrified of the ocean I shall never forgive you." Mycroft's hand flipped beneath yours so the pads of your fingers brushed before he blinked and looked over to you, a small smile on his face.
"Here." Oh. Well that's.. something. You shifted to give him a quick kiss on his cheek, knowing he wasn't overly fond of PDA and tugged him to stand.
"And on that note, I think we should go and grab some lunch before you make me cry in front of the dinosaurs."
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After lunch, you both spent a few more hours walking from room to room (and of course circling round to the dinosaur gallery again) before you decided to call it a day at 4pm. Before departing, you headed towards the toilets that happened to be beside the little gift shop and you had a browse while Mycroft was occupied. Grinning, you picked up a deep blue plush triceratops and stroked a finger across its back. It was just small enough that, after purchasing, you could hide the little guy in the loose fabric of the sweatshirt you wore, acting innocent as you waited back outside near the wall. After going to the bathroom yourself, the pair of you headed outside where a car was waiting for you. Sliding in the back seat, you couldn't contain your little gift anymore.
"Surprise!" You laughed, producing the small toy from under your clothes and into the hands of the man beside you. He studied it briefly before beginning to laugh himself as he reached into his inner pocket and handed you the matching dinosaur, though purple in colour. "God, we're such children aren't we?" You noted as you swapped plushie companions, each of you brushing a finger on its nose as though it were a small pet. "I daren't think what your colleagues would say if they knew you were now the proud owner of a baby triceratops teddy that's.." You glanced at the tag. "..Suitable for children aged 12 months plus!"
"Probably nothing as bad as if they realised said triceratops was going to take proud placement on my desk at home." He beamed. "Thank you, this really does mean a great deal to me." You knew he wasn't just talking about the toy that rolled around his long fingers and you shifted to rest your head lightly on his shoulder.
"We can come back any time. I, for one, know I'll never get bored of looking through the galleries.. Or I'll never get bored of watching you light up as we walk through said galleries. Either or works, really." He hummed in response, his emotions slightly overwhelmed from the day and its revelations into his past. "Plus there were about 10 other little dinos in the shop and I've always been one to want a full collection.. so, if we pace ourselves, that's at least 10 more trips."
"13.. Although that could be tripled if we take the colour variations into account."
"Oh, of course! Can't half-arse a collection or it's just pointless."
"I concur."
"That's settled then. Almost 40 more trips to finish off our collection.. And thennnn we can move onto the figurines." Mycroft let out a laugh beside you and tilted to rest his head atop yours for the remainder of the journey home.
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The evening between you was shared over a meal (where, as promised, a small toast was made to the memory of Sir Dippy) before Mycroft sat to finish the papers for Greg. Eventually you collapsed into bed at a relatively reasonable time, groaning at the throbbing in your legs from the day's adventure before finally slipping into rest.
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The next day passed relatively quickly. The morning was spent visiting Greg in his office to drop off the papers before the pair of you took a small stroll through the streets of London. Eventually, Mycroft and yourself even got a text message from Sherlock giving a (albeit half-arsed) apology for his behaviour the day before and the rest of the day was spent in bliss. That was until exactly 17 minutes after you got back home when Mycroft's mobile began to ring. He swallowed deeply, showing you the caller ID of the person he had been dreading to speak to post-Eurus and answering.
"Ah, yes.. Hello, Mummy."
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solastia · 4 years ago
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Shadow Of You | 2
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Pairing: Seokjin x Jungkook
Summary: Alpha Seokjin is sixteen when his best friend’s baby brother is born. When he finally gets to visit and meet the new baby Jungkook, he’s dismayed to discover the infant is his true mate. Or: Seokjin and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Long Wait For His Mate.
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Seokjin bounded down the stairs of his family’s entirely too large house with his backpack slung off one shoulder. His hair was still damp as he’d rushed through getting ready and his clothes were thrown on without a thought. He hadn’t even had enough time to finish up his homework this morning like he’d been hoping.
“Where do you think you’re going without breakfast?”
He grinned sheepishly at the old housekeeper as he stuffed his feet into his shoes.
“Sorry, Yeona. I’m going to be late as it is.”
She sighs and offers up an apple she had in her apron, obviously having expected such an answer.
“At least eat this. It should tide you over until your first break. And stop staying up so late. You look thin and ragged. Do I have to move in to make you behave?”
Seokjin chuckles, having heard the same threat since he was a young boy.
“But Yeona, I have to study well so I become a doctor someday and can steal you away!”
“Oh, off with you. Have a good day. I’ll make your favorite for dinner tonight, alright?”
He cheekily saluted her and munched on the apple as he rushed to his car, finishing the fruit in just a few bites and throwing the core in a random bush for the gardener to find later. His poor stomach wasn’t happy with just a few bites of fruit, but hopefully, it would hold off until he had a chance to sneak off the grounds and get himself a real meal.
His phone was already rumbling with a barrage of messages, probably from Hoseok complaining that he’d had to walk to school since he’d never showed. He felt bad, but he’d hadn’t even been sure he was going to go to school today since he was just coming off of the most horrible rut in his life - never mind that it had only been his second.
After the life-changing visit to the Min household, Seokjin had rushed home, expecting to shut himself in his room to think about things. However, his body had decided to take matters into its own hands and he’d been horrified to feel himself going into his second rut - three months too early.
For once he’d been thrilled about the fact that Yeona had the weekends off and that his parents were at an event in Jeju. While it probably would have been safer to have someone around to check on him, he was glad he hadn’t had to explain why he was in so much agony. Why he refused to touch himself - instead curling up and sobbing as his body wracked with pain.
As someone who actually paid attention during his science classes due to his future career, he knew that it was simply his body's way of preparing itself since he’d found his mate. And since there was no mate around to sate him, his body increased its demands and he’d been forced to deal with high fevers, horrible cramping, and vomiting. He probably would have been able to reduce the severity with a couple rounds with his own hand, but it felt horribly wrong considering what had triggered it in the first place.
Jin drives with the radio off for once, the silence forcing him to finally think about his situation. And the honest to God truth was that he had no idea what to do. He’d never heard of anything like this happening before. He didn’t even know how to start looking for the information he needed.  
When he was being realistic he’d always thought he’d never even find his true mate. It was becoming a rare thing for anyone these days. He’d pictured his life looking pretty much exactly like his fathers - marry someone his parents picked and work at the hospital until he was forced to retire. If he was lucky like them, he’d at least become friends with his mate and maybe pop out a pup before they start a life of celibacy (hopefully. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to know if his parents had others).
Now...what kind of life could he have, always being drawn to something he couldn’t have? Now that he’d scented his true mate, had skin to skin contact as he’d held him in his arms, his body was going to be thoroughly fucked.
The horrible ruts were just going to get worse for at least a couple of years before his body would finally accept the loss. His scent was going to spike enough that he’d probably have to start showering several times a day and practically smother himself in scent masking products.
Worst of all, if he decided to just move on with his life and let his parents assign him a mate, no bite would ever take. He could marry and produce pups just fine, but he’d never be able to officially mate anyone else in the traditional sense. That would be a big deal-breaker for a lot of people.
Even in this modern world, the wolf and their instincts were still held in high regard. Being married without being mated would be looked at as taboo by his family and their circle, right up there with him mating a beta or becoming a janitor.
Jin sighed as he pulled into the school’s parking lot and finds Yoongi standing there with his arms crossed, giving him no chance of escaping unless he drove off and skipped school entirely.
Jin was many things, but a total coward he was not.
He grabbed his bag and slid out of the car, pasting a grin in his face that he hoped would pass for authentic even under the shrewd eyes of Min Yoongi.
“My darling Yoongichi, were you waiting for me? Chivalry isn’t dead!” he says dramatically, heading straight for the school building and ignoring Yoongi’s grumbles as he tries to catch up to him.
“Don’t give me that. I’ve been trying to call you all weekend. What’s going on?”
Jin shrugs, going for nonchalance, even as that subtle fragrance clinging to his friend began to call to him. “I guess all the stress from school got to me. Went into rut early.”
“Really?” Yoongi clucks in sympathy. “That sucks. Wait...weren’t your parents gone? You spent your rut alone?”
Jin waves away his worry. “I was fine. Some mild cramping. Five packets of beef jerky and a few rounds with myself and my Kumi Koda poster and I’m good to go.”
“You’re gross,” Yoongi groans as he pushes past him to open the door to their first class, which happened to be together.
He was incredibly happy to slide into his first period for once, as that teacher was notorious for not allowing talking and making everyone turn in their phones before class. For now, he was free from any more questions and could simply focus on his shitty schoolwork in peace.
Until lunch, that was.
And when it came around, the nerves roiled in his gut but he sat in his usual spot anyway. He watched his friends quietly as they all settled in like a pack of hyenas on a sugar rush. Yoongi settles into the spot right across from him and Jin nearly groans because that scent is still on him. Understandable, considering. Was he ever going to be able to eat strawberries again without thinking about how fucked up his life was?
“What about you, hyung?”
He snapped to attention when Hoseok jabs him with his elbow. “What?”
“We are heading over to shoot hoops at the park then have dinner at Yoongi’s.”
“Oh, ah,” he stammers, scratching the back of his head as he searches for a way out. “I was going to work on my biology project. Really big deal. At least forty percent of my grade, you know?”
“You can do it there,” Yoongi says with a shrug. “Ma has been asking about you, and you know if you make her wait much longer she’ll kidnap you.”
And that was the heart of his dilemma because the Min household was basically his real home, and he longed to be there. Ached for the feeling of belonging and acceptance that the family gave him. But he also knew that all of it would fly away if they learned the truth.
“Besides,” Yoongi continues after swallowing his food (the only one of his friends that actually bothers to do that by the way), “She’s been really worried since last time. She said she had a feeling she knew what was wrong but she wouldn’t tell me. Like having a rut is something to be embarrassed about,” Yoongi scoffs.
Jin’s nerves went wild. Did she know? Mama Min knew? He supposed she had been closer to him at the time so she would have seen his eyes, and he had growled at her but...shit. He was so fucked. She only wanted him to come by so she could warn the destined pervert away from her son.
But...he supposed he should go. Just one last time. One last moment to soak in as much of that feeling of home as he could get before he was banished. And now that the initial imprinting and rut had passed, he’d even be able to look at him without losing his mind. So maybe he’d take the chance to apologize to Jungkook too because he was going to grow up longing for something he couldn’t understand and unable to bond properly all because fate had chosen poorly for him.
He sighed and pushed around the food on his plate. “I’ll go.”
“Great, hyung. Ma will be happy and stop blowing up my phone.” Yoongi smiled gummily at him.
That seemed to be the end of it, as they all went back to eating and talking over each other about video games. Listening to them made Jin feel ancient, despite the fact that just last week he had nothing better to talk about than video games himself.
The rest of the day went by much too quickly. All of his teachers seemed to be in great moods and willing to cut classes early or assign easy work, so there wasn’t much to keep Jin’s mind occupied. He declined to play basketball with the others afterward because he felt the overwhelming urge to go home and get prepared to go to the Min’s.
It wasn’t until he noticed that he was wearing Burberry from head to toe and had spent twenty minutes styling his hair that he realized he’d been primping for his mate. For an infant that would be more likely to vomit or piss on the outfit than admire the cut or pattern. He scoffed aloud, practically hating his wolf at that moment.
“Get used to disappointment, you bastard,” he muttered wryly.
Still the wolf wouldn’t settle. Jin drove with gritted teeth, wondering what his instincts were screaming at him to do now. It wasn’t until he passed a shopping center and he nearly crashed into someone trying to control his arm from turning the wheel that he understood. Shopping? Why the fuck did he want to go shopping?
The urge grew until stopping abruptly, letting Jin’s mind clear.
Oh! The bastard wanted to bring a courting gift. Not in this lifetime, buddy.
He breathed with mingled relief and wariness when he finally pulled into his usual spot at the Min household. He saw all the scooters and skateboards laying in the lawn that meant his friends were already here.
He gulped and climbed out of his car, walking towards the door with an odd sense of deja vu. It was just a few days ago where he made this same journey that changed his life forever.
He stared at the door, suddenly wondering what to do. Normally, he barged in like he had the right to...but did he any more?
The choice was taken from him when Yoongi flings the door open and scowls at him like he’d just grown three heads.
“Why the hell are you just standing there, weirdo? Come in already.”
“Yoongi, be nice!” Came the familiar command from the living room.
“Yes, Ma,” Yoongi grumbled as he closed the door behind Jin and waited for him to take his shoes off.
They walked together towards the living room as Jin tried to control his racing heart. He was so nervous but his wolf finally seemed content with that strawberries and cream scent filling his nose like a balm.
The moment they walked into the living room, Mama Min pierced him with a meaningful look. Then she turned and handed Jungkook to Hoseok.
“Take him into Yoongi’s room and you guys hang out in there for a bit. I just want to check on Jin without you guys hearing a bunch of embarrassing questions.”
They all chuckled, having dealt with the same concern after one of their own cycles. Jin eyed the bundle in Hoseok’s arms warily, both wanting to run from it and to protect it from Hoseok's too loose grip.
“Seokjin,” Mama Min said softly, bringing his attention back to her.
She was...crying? Was she going to kick him out right away then?
She held out her arms and thickened her scent, the comfort and reassurance she was exuding exactly what he’d needed.
“Come here, sweetheart.”
He keened and ran towards her arms, letting her pull him close. She rocked him as he finally cried for the first time since it happened. He could feel the wet droplets as she joined him.
“Oh, you sweet boy. I’m so sorry. So, so sorry,” she crooned, pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head.
“I’m sorry, Mama. I didn’t do anything. I won’t do anything! I promise!” he cried hysterically, desperate to keep her from ever looking at him with disgust. “I can stay away from him, I will.”
“Oh, darling boy. I know you would never do anything you shouldn’t. I’m just sorry it’s like this,” she said softly, cradling his cheeks to make him look up at her. “I always knew that you were meant to be a part of this family, but this seems like such a high price to pay for it. I wish I could have had him sooner for you.”
“What do I do now?” he asked softly, sniffling.
She sighed and pet his cheek. “I don’t really know, Jinnie. I’ve never heard of this before. I suppose your parents don’t even know about this yet?”
He shook his head. “No. They’re not even home right now.”
Her eyebrow raised in shock. “But...Kim Seokjin! Did you just have a rut all alone in that mausoleum of a house?”
“Uh, yes? Yeona is off weekends and my parents were out of town so I had no choice. BUT! I didn’t do anything! I swear! I just slept a lot and I swear I didn’t think anything bad.”
He clutched at her as he swore, and her eyes softened even as they filled with more tears.
“Hush, sweet thing. This is an...odd and difficult situation, but I like to think I know you well enough to know you’re trying your best. I’m not going to automatically think you’re feeling...things...for an infant. If anything, your alpha should just be feeling super protective of him, and judging by the way you growled at me last time, I think it’s safe to say you are.”
He cleared his throat with embarrassment. “Sorry about that.”
She waved it away. “It’s alright. You can’t help it.”
The conversation lulled to silence after a few moments, with him simply enjoying the way she was petting his hair.
“Mama Min?” he finally asked softly.
“Yes?”
“Should I...um...do you want me to stop coming by now?”
She sighed and tilted his chin up to face her.
“No. You are always welcome here, sweetheart. Always. I trust that not only will you be able to control yourself, but that I will be able to be a fair judge of whatever is going on.”
She waited until he nodded in acknowledgment. “However, if at any time it becomes too hard for you to be here, know that we understand and will love you no matter what you decide. If you think it’s better to stay away, that’s fine. I’ll still expect you to write, call, send a pigeon. Whatever. We won’t be upset if you decide to find a mate your own age and move on with your life. You deserve to. No one will judge you for not waiting for eighteen years for a mate. That’s unrealistic and unfair.”
He nods and looks down. “Does Yoongi know? He’ll be pissed.”
“Not yet. I’ll tell him tonight after you all leave. I think he’ll take it better one on one. But you know him. He’ll take the night to process it and then he’ll be angry at you for two days because you thought he’d get mad at you, not because of the situation.”
That much was true, he supposed.
“Alright,” she said with gusto, pecking him one last time on the head. “Go round the hooligans. Dinner will be done in a moment.”
He jumped up, feeling lighter than he had in days. His life still royally sucked, but at least for the time being he still had his home.
“Everything okay?” Yoongi asked the moment he flung open the bedroom door.
They were all gathered in a little circle in front of Yoongi’s bed, with Hoseok sitting on top of it. He was bouncing and singing something entirely inappropriate for a child.
“Yeah. It’s cool. Dinner’s almost done.”
“Finally!” Namjoon huffed, his stomach rumbling loudly to agree.
“Here!” Hoseok huffed and shoved the bundle towards him. Jin accepted it without thinking.
He looked down and locked eyes again with the creature that had so changed his life. His wolf quieted almost instantly, finally content to be in the general vicinity of its mate. The others shuffled out of the room and he barely noticed, so enthralled he was by the eyes blinking up at him. The baby was so quiet. Aren’t they supposed to be loud?
And...he supposed as far as infants went he was decent looking. Didn’t look like a potato like some infants he’d seen. His eyes were larger than the rest of the Min’s, and his nose seemed a bit longer. Maybe it was just a baby thing and he had to grow into himself.
All he knew was that he was very glad that all he scented was strawberries and pup, and it just made him protective. He didn’t feel any crazy urges or have bad thoughts - he simply wanted to make sure this pup was safe and happy.
Huh , he could live with that.
“Well, how’d I do?”
He looked up to find Mama Min watching him from the doorway, leaning against it and smiling softly.
“He’s only seven weeks old and already makes Yoongi look like a gremlin,” he scoffed playfully, standing up.
She laughs and holds out her arms. “He is a pretty one. Yoongi’s not so bad either when he sleeps more than four hours and showers.”
He hesitates, his wolf unwilling to release the pup now that he had it. But no, he was more than instincts. He thrust Jungkook towards her and pretended that his wolf wasn't howling against the loss.
Who else would he be safer with than his own mother, you bastard? He growled to himself.
When they gathered for dinner it was the usual chaos. Everyone was screaming and talking over each other, tons of laughter and teasing. Amazing food and even better friends.
Maybe I can keep this, he thought to himself. He smiled hopefully as he observed everyone he cared about sitting around him. Maybe things don’t have to change too much. Jungkook will just be another friend. Eventually. When he learns to talk that is. I can keep on with the plan.
Nothing will change.
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artificialqueens · 5 years ago
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don't play the fool now (multi) - chapter 3 - lily2
[ summary ] : aquaria is having a ball of a time with her new mission though sharon can’t help but be worried for her daughter and shea has definitely bitten off more than she can chew.
[ authors note ] : I’m not dead! just busy, I’m not trying to neglect this au, I hope y'all enjoy, can you tell I’m struggling to write characters that aren’t sasha / katya / adore ?
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Sharon nervously sat in her chair, attempting to play it off by staring at her phone though she quickly put it down and turned, sipping her drink in the seclusion of her office, the anxiety in her face must’ve clearly been showing as Alaska snickered, putting a comforting hand on her shoulder, “Jesus, I can smell your worry from about a million miles away, she will be absolutely fine.”
“You think so?”
Of course Sharon trusts Aquaria with everything in her, that was her own teammate and more importantly her daughter. Sure, there wasn’t any official paperwork truly stamped and saying in bold print that they were related or that she was adopted but never did she feel so strongly about someone in a motherly sense, Aquaria came when she was ten and when Sharon was twenty two, a hopeless and homeless child who was tossed place to place constantly until her parent’s rotted in jail and she had nowhere to be but the streets.
Sharon couldn’t get all the credit for finding and raising Aquaria, it was really Alaska who first found her, passed out and extremely cold in the dead hit of winter and took it upon herself to take the risk and bring her back to the underground, Bianca was of course furious but now she kicked herself for it: Aquaria was loyal, she was beautiful, she was intelligent and didn’t once speak of her old life, thankful for what she was and where she was brought into.
“Of course, she’s your daughter, with quotes around the word.” Alaska smiled brightly and stole a sip of her alcoholic drink, “Jesus that’s something.” She coughed out the words before clearing her throat, “Besides, she’s been asking Bianca for a mission for who even knows how long, she’s trustworthy and just as good as her mother I’m assuming.”
The flirtatious nature of her tone didn’t sit too well in the moment with Sharon who was just stressed, wanting to hear from her atleast a text but she knew she could ruin the entire mission if she did, her nerves would have to spike down for the moment and luckily the best distraction was Alaska since Bianca was also gone but more to see Katya, that wasn’t a major concern.
It had been three hours, Alaska counted for Sharon she had waited in her office, staring at the clock and occasionally laughing at some weird joke or story the blonde had beside her to tell, to get her a bit out of the mood and herself again.
Curling a piece of hair around her fingers Alaska gave a kiss to Sharon’s head, “Relax.” She whispered, she repeated it as she gently grabbed her shoulders and crouched a bit to be at eye level with her, “I know, I know, it’s an assignment and I should know she’s trustworthy and trained well, I know.”
Sharon had been with Bianca from the beginning of it all, they met at fifteen, Bianca raised well into the underground markets of hitmen, mafia, druga, violence, all that— it didn’t take long for her to absorb all of it and own it, all under her fingertips and so oddly at peace and calm with it, almost as if it was boring and the expected. When a dazed Sharon begging for something to do, definitely having a few kills under her belt even with her age, a job, Bianca quickly jumped on it and here she was: thirty two and still changed her hair color every three or four months.
And then there was Alaska who joined right after Sharon, at nineteen she had just come from escaping the cops and her own problems, hearing about the underground from Jinkx who knew her since they were kids. She was definitely Sharon’s favorite and anyone could sense it from a mile away, their relationship however was a bit complicated. Not complicated but maybe strained— Alaska didn’t want commitment or a relationship in a business where she could be killed or targeted at any moment and Sharon could only nod and let whatever happened, happen.
Multiple times of kissing, sharing a bed, sleeping together, everything possible had happened to them already. Alaska didn’t ever mind the affection or them being obvious in front of the rest of the teammates, it was really just when Sharon tried to make things permanent that Alaska had a problem, never wanted to go on a date, no cutesy romantic gestures allowed.
Alaska didn’t want commitment.
It wasn’t them playing around either, the jealously that boiled through Alaska’s veins whenever Sharon spoke about men or women flirting with her on various missions was enough of a satisfaction to her, seeing the blonde so winded and so aggravated.
Bianca, Sharon, Alaska, Jinkx and Bob were the original five who had met, become engulfed in the business and really built the team up but it was Bianca (who always had the final say regardless), Sharon, Bob and Raja who had the power and leadership tendencies with their own circles and ranks though it always all boiled back to the throne, as Alaska called it, which was Bianca unsuprisingly to everyone.
A sudden burst of the door had Sharon completely jump from her seat and dust off her dress, looking at Alaska who looked around and shrugged, unaware of who it was though Aquaria or Violet seemed like the most viable options.
“Mom!”
Sharon heard it in a voice so clear that she ran out her office, Alaska shaking her head. “Aquaria!” She yelled out her door before the two made eye contact and quickly collapsed at the couch into eachother, “Fuck kid, you can’t just not text me.” She kissed her head and smiled, gasping once she looked at her face and noticed the dried blood from her nose and the skin open on her neck in three slashes, “I’m fine, I’m fine, really!”
The panic running through Sharon was enough for Alaska to widen her eyes looking at how deep the cuts actually ran and went to go out the door, “I’m getting some stuff, hang on.”
Aquaria sniffled and groaned as Sharon was quick to take a tissue and brush the dried blood off, “I’m fine, really!” She insisted, her rose gold sequin dress was stained with blood at the sides but she ignored that, usual part of the job, focusing more on her face and looking at her neck, “No you’re not, what happened?” She spoke as she bit her tongue, they looked awful and battered.
“Well we killed him, Violet took the shot because he punched me after I tried to hold him down, I should’ve thought through the fact he was about five inches taller than me and definitely twice my size.” She laughed though Sharon didn’t find it too amusing so she continued with a small grin, “Basically we brawled and fingernails got involved but—” she showed her hand that had perfectly sharp and studded long stiletto nails, “I think we know who won that.”
She had to grin a bit at Aquaria’s clean and primed nails, “I’m fine, I’m fine.” She muttered to Sharon who worriedly hugged her and sighed into her shoulder, pulling back and nodding, she was okay just bruised up but they got the target, Aquaria held up a wallet and smirked wildly, Sharon laughed and clapped, “So even is he, Bianca didn’t tell me too much.”
“So originally we needed to find his daughter, more for finding out who this original person was, Bianca said he was Alaska’s old laywer who betrayed her and all that jazz but instead, we found something else, his daughter was far too busy with poker to notice that his own assistant was there.”
Now I’m starting to see why Bianca didn’t want to tell me too much.
“So we flirted around, got drinks, acted normal, all of that preliminary shit.” Aquaria ran a hand through her straight hair, “Long story short we got to a private area, reserved for special members, killed him, grabbed his wallet and ran.”
“So this isn’t the father? Just his assistant?” The disappointment in Sharon’s voice quick to make Aquaria stand and pull out some of the cards in the wallet, “Yes but guess what? He has a copy of every ID and identification of the father since he was his personal assistant.”
Slowly she puzzled it together, “Because of security measures, they’d never let him carry it since he is so desired and wanted and easy to rob let’s face it, the man is beyond his years, but the assistant would be a smart choice since no one really gives a shit, no one would show up at his house thinking he had any good information or valuables of the guy but he does, all in his leather wallet.”
She threw it on the table, it was slightly perfectly clean and Sharon couldn’t help but groan, smiling and hugging her daughter, “I’m such a proud mother.” Aquaria’s eyes glimmered with nothing but pride, “I’m so glad, it was fun and sometimes a bit tense but, I’m glad.”
The door opened again and they both sat, Aquaria laying down and putting her head in Sharon’s lap, beyond tired. Alaska nodded once more, “I’m back and with the best medic!” She winked before Peppermint presented herself and carried her in her two boxes, all full of supplies.
“Sorry to intrude so late.”
Peppermint was far too soft for her own good, it was almost suprising she was still here though she was definitely the best medic they had, she had a damn bachelor’s of science in biology until she decided to drop out, school and especially nursing school far too much to handle. Her real name was Agnes but no one really used it, Peppermint was her nickname and it stuck with everyone for years. The lingering risk of hospitals and having to expose identities was why they all were so thankful for the medics they had with them.
“Oh c'mon, you’re acting like your job isn’t important.” Aquaria sweetly replied, “I know it is, I hear it everyday.” Peppermint gently moving Aquaria around and crouching so she should look around at her nose, “Okay, are you currently having any difficulty breathing?”
“I did when being driven back home but once I cleaned out all the blood that was dried I’m breathing easier, it’s just a bit more difficult.” Peppermint nodded and glanced from back before coming in close again, “Well, it’s not good if you’re not breathing easy and I can tell from a mile away your nose is crooked, you broke your nose is what I’m trying to say.”
As expected, Aquaria didn’t find it much of a surprise though Sharon almost wanted to collapse to which Alaska sat right next to her and latched onto her arms, “It’s fine, she’s fine.” She muttered close to her ear before nodding at Sharon’s uneasy glance.
“As for these around your neck, these are awful, I say we do these as soon as possible because they look open and god forbid you get an infection, do you mind doing it now or would you rather wait in the morning? You’ll sleep through it or pass out either way with the medicine.”
Aquaria looked at Sharon who only shrugged and left it up to her, “Yeah, let’s do it now.” No hesitation in her voice from the reply as Peppermint smiled and helped her up, taking her by her arm and making sure she didn’t touch anything and told Aquaria to lift her head a bit. “I’ll take her back when she’s finished, don’t worry about her, she’s in good hands!” The door closed and Sharon was left with Alaska, she completely had all faith in their medics but nothing could really make her worry less about Aquaria, it was the “motherly instincts” as Bianca would tell her when she was far too paralyzed about Aquaria being hurt or bruised up.
“She’s an adult, she knows what she’s doing, don’t worry.” Pressing a kiss to her head before shaking her hair, grabbing Sharon’s hand, “It’s late, let’s sleep please.”
For once she didn’t refuse and nodded, getting up knowing it be better to just rest and wake up with a more clear mind in the morning, Aquaria would be fine, she would be fine and getting all the stitches done meant she wouldn’t have to worry about infection or other underlying problems.
She will be okay.
*.✧
“Pep, I met the most gorgeous girl yesterday during the mission.” Shea whispered, hitting her close friends shoulder, Peppermint rolling her eyes, “You’re playing with fire if you’re trying to win a girl over especially one you met while on a damn mission.”
Completely lovestruck Shea flushed, laughing and feeling all her nerves come out. “Well about that…” She begun as Peppermint crossed her arms, extremely curious to where this conversation was going as they sat and ate, the food from the small Chinese market across the block, there was absolutely nothing Peppermint loved more than Asian food and if ten dollars meant twenty five dumplings then she and Shea were sold.
She plopped one of the dumplings into the soy sauce before waving a hand, wanting Shea to continue, she covered her mouth to speak, “And?” She said on the edge of what exactly Shea wanted to say.
“You know Katya right?”
Peppermint glared, “I would hope so after being here for five fucking years!” She yelled laughing as her friend shook her head, trying not to laugh at how stupid the question was once she said it a dumpling in her mouth, she swallowed before continuing, tapping the marble table that they sat in, biting her lip, knowing she couldn’t possibly lie or get out of this.
“It’s her sister.”
The second the three words left her lips Peppermint gasped and almost dropped her entire bowl of dumplings, quickly catching herself and slamming her plate on the table before looking around, knowing no one would be up at seven anyway, they all slept in until noon unless Bianca called for it.
“Please tell me you’re joking.” She whispered as she stared at Shea square in the face, “I need to know everything and anything!” She yelped, clapping her hands before pointing, “But don’t get it twisted, I don’t support this, you’re putting yourself in real danger here messing around with her sister who Bianca said is now a detective.”
Even Shea’s face bleached white at that point, “She— she’s a what?” Her face and tone unclear and confused, Sasha hadn’t brought it up at all though in retrospect why would she? In a casino, late at night, that seems a bit too much to give away. “She’s a detective Shea, Bianca told me when I was getting Aquaria stitched up.”
Suddenly everything became more clear to Shea: why she hesitated to speak more about Katya, keeping the questions closed on her job, why she seemed so anxious someone had spoken to her, why they exchanged numbers— Sasha was a detective and of course blissfully unaware of what Shea was doing as a job, seeing her as a normal human which was refreshing to say the least but this was a bad combination already.
“But she’s so gorgeous and intelligent and she just oozes personality and wit.” She whined to Peppermint who could only sit and laugh at her misfortunate encounter gone right and also wrong.
“Well, I’m not going to snitch, that’s not my job.” She paused to laugh before clearing her throat and extending a hand to Shea who grabbed it and frowned, “But I’m going to say this, she might be Katya’s sister but that doesn’t mean we can be soft and nice to her, she’s still a detective and from what Bianca told me, Katya understands that we’d do what we have to if circumstances rise and she tries to play us out and locate what we do.”
God, you are playing with me too hard right about now.
“I understand.” She swallowed her words hard, knowing that dammit there was something there! Shea hated to sound like a romance novel and blinded by her emotions but Sasha was different and interested in her just as Shea was interested back.
“Good morning!” Yelled Vanessa who quickly stole a dumpling from Shea’s plate, as expected. “These are fucking great, I should start waking up earlier to actually go on food adventures with you guys.” Peppermint smiled sweetly, “It’s the perks of insomnia that comes with the job.”
The Pureto Rican cackled, “Okay but seriously, this is from Bianca.” She tossed the black file to Shea as Peppermint leaned back into her chair, offering her more food which she graciously accepeted, going at it immediately.
“I’m gonna go.” Shea stood up and grabbed her bag and phone, leaving the file after she skimmed through it and landed on what she needed to do, immediately getting up. “I’ll be back in a few hours.” She replied quickly to a confused Vanessa and Peppermint who glanced with furrowed brows, not even getting a word in before Shea shut the door and was running down the building.
She knew she wouldn’t but Peppermint grabbed the file anyway and opened it, beyond bewildered by Shea’s response, staring at Vanessa out of curiosity who only shrugged with innocent hands, “Hey now, I only delivered this, I didn’t take one peak.”
Putting the file down she sighed, shaking her head, completely unsurprised at what the file entailed for Shea.
“She has a lot of trouble on her hands.”
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sherrybaby14 · 7 years ago
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Who Am I? Part 14
Summary: My take on A/B/O with Marvel
Pairings: Bucky/Reader this chapter
Warnings: A/B/O, oral, light smut
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You went up on your toes and placed a kiss on Steve’s lips.  He looked so pleased with himself as you dropped back down.
“Have fun today.”  He reached out and ran his hand down your arm.  
“I’ll miss you.”  After your shopping trip yesterday you could barely keep your hands off each other all night.  This morning was no exception.  
“Don’t worry Doll.”  Bucky pulled you back against his chest. “I’ll keep you company.”
Steve laughed as you spun around and touched Bucky’s face.  
“I’m excited to spend time with you today, but my favorite is always when we’re all together.”  You leaned back as Bucky gently kissed your forehead.  
“Us too.” Steve kissed the top of your head. “Tomorrow is Saturday, the three of us will have all weekend together.”
“You two spoil me.”  You glanced back at Steve.  
“You deserve it.” Bucky dropped your waist and took your hand in his, leading you towards the elevator.
“Hey Buck, remember to watch the clock.” Steve crossed his arms.
Your eyebrow went up as you looked back towards Bucky.  
“Aye aye Captain!” The dark haired Alpha smiled at you as the elevator opened up.  
The two of you stepped inside, waving goodbye at Steve who blew a kiss as the doors shut.  
“I missed you yesterday.” You turned towards Bucky and put your hands over his shoulders.  
“Not as much as I missed you.” His hands ran down your back as he pulled you in for a kiss.
Your tongues rolled against each other’s as the elevator started to rise. Bucky gave an appreciative moan and you deepened the kiss.  
“If you keep this up Doll, we’ll end up skipping your surprise and spending the entire day in bed.”  He placed a light kiss on your lips.
The idea was appealing, but you winced a little.
“What’s wrong?”  His blue eyes flashed with concern. “Are you alright?”
“I���m fine.” You nodded.
“Tell me the truth.”  His grip on you hardened.  
“Just a little sore.” You gave a nervous smile. “Steve and I may have overdone it.”
His features relaxed and you were glad to see his pupils returned to normal size.
“I think I have just the day planned for you then.” He moved to the side and slid his arm around your shoulder.  
“I love it that there’s no jealousy.” You leaned your head against his chest. “I feel the exact same about both of my Alphas.”
“We know Doll.”  Bucky kissed the top of your head. “Having you, it’s a blessing. You’ve brought Steve and I together in ways I don’t even think you understand.”
“Mmmm.” You let out a feeling of satisfaction as you rested on Bucky. “I’m the luckiest Omega in the world.”
The elevator dinged open and Bucky led you out.  You expected to enter the same strange virtual room as yesterday, but instead the doors opened to a soft lit reception area.  
“Normally this place has some staff, but today we have it all to ourselves.”  Bucky grinned as he walked into the beige room.  
A woman appeared right in front of you out of the blue.  She had on white scrubs and bowed in front of you.
“Mr. Barnes, Ms. Y/L/N. I’ve been expecting you.”  She stared in between the two of you. “My name is Marsha.  If the two of you will follow me?”
“Hologram?” You looked at Bucky.
“I am one of Mr. Stark’s many A.I.s.” Marsha didn’t turn around as she started walking. “You will meet several of us today, and some robotic models as well, although they will not resemble the human form.  Mr. Stark found that offputting.”
“Impressive.” You let out a giggle.
“This is funny?” Bucky smiled.
“I love science, but I was always more on the biology side, less engineering and robotics.”  You walked behind the desk and down a hallway. “This technology, it’s crazy.”
“When I was growing up having a radio was a big deal.” Bucky shook his head. “This, makes no sense to me.”
“You will find your robes in this room.” Marsha stopped. “Please change and meet me back here for your first appointment.”
“Bucky…is this a spa?” You’d never been to one before, real or holographic.
“Tony’s personal retreat.”  Bucky opened the door. “We’re starting off the day with a deep tissue massage, then some hot rock thing, I think there’s a mud treatment in there. Manicure, pedicure. A bunch of other stuff that I can’t remember.  Marsha has it all planned out.”
You followed him into the room and as soon as he shut the door you jumped on him.  He almost stumbled as he picked you up.  Your mouth pressed against his and you kissed him with the same passion you were feeling in your heart.  Nobody in your entire life had ever pampered you this way.  James hesitated to kiss you back, but then let out a low growl and lifted you higher in the air, supporting you by your ass.  
The kiss deepened and you felt a tingle grow between your legs.  It wasn’t because of his saliva, it was because of his actions.  You had no doubt about that.  Even though he didn’t say the words you never felt so loved in your entire life.  You had to tell him.  It was eating away at you.  The kiss broke and both of you were breathing heavy, his erection pressing against you.  
“I know.” James’ chest went up and down. “You’re sore.  It’s okay.”
“No.” You shook your head. “I…I…”
You looked deep into his eyes.  The word was on the tip of your tongue.  Yesterday you almost professed your love to Steve, but chickened out.  It didn’t feel right saying it to one without the other.  Plus, neither had used the L word yet.  James looked at you as if he was staring at your soul, the need of an Alpha on his face.
“I want to taste you.”  You licked your lips as you dropped to your knees.  
“Ah.”  James didn’t hesitate as he leaned against the wall.
He wore comfy pants and you did not hesitate to pull them down with his boxers.  His cock was harder than you expected.  You were surprised, but greedily wrapped your lips around it and started bobbing your head back and forth, taking more of him in with each movement.  
The sweet and salty goodness of his pre-cum touched your tongue and you let out a moan.  
“Doll.  That feels fantastic.”  James bit his fist as you looked up at him.  
A feeling of selfishness washed over you and you started swirling your tongue around his shaft.  Your poor Alpha went over twenty four hours without any release.  No wonder he was so aroused.  You brought a hand between his legs and started tugging on his balls, making another groan come from him.  The noise motivated you further and you brought your free hand to his base, spreading your spit for lubrication as you started to move your hand with your mouth, taking him as deep as you could.  
There was a slight gag, but you ignored it and swallowed more of him down, willing your throat to relax.  He brought the hand he was not biting on to the back of your head, not applying any pressure at all, just lightly massaging your hair making you moan.
“Fuuuuu…” He through his head back and you felt his cock spasm.
The glorious taste of his seed filled your mouth and you doubled your efforts, not wanting to lose a drop of his seed as it coated your throat and stomach, tasting more delicious than a five course meal.  You continued to slurp as you noticed his thighs twitch.  
That was a sign it was time to relax and you slowly pulled away, making sure your tongue gathered every bit of his white spray. Once he was all the way out of your mouth you placed a kiss on the tip of his dick and went back on your ankles.  You stared up at your Alpha with pride.  That was all you.  Only you could make him feel this amount of pleasure.  You licked your lips in satisfaction as he straightened up against the wall and looked down at you.
“You’re an Angel.” He held his hand out for you, which you readily excepted.  
When you were standing he brought his head towards yours.  His mouth went straight for your neck and started licking and sucking at where you should be claimed.  It sent a different wave of satisfaction down your spine.  Soon.  Your body knew the pills were almost completely gone.  Soon you would be claimed.  It brought a sense of peace.  
“I want to return the favor.”  Bucky grabbed the bottom of Steve’s shirt you were wearing.  
“You already have.”  You stopped him.
He looked up at you with confusion.  
“I can’t explain it, but I have this strange feeling.” You gave him a half smile. “I’m more Omega right now than I ever have been.  Pleasing my Alpha like this…it’s heavenly.”
Your half smile turned into a full grin and tears start forming at the corners of your eyes.  James opened his mouth to speak, but closes it right away.  Instead he pulled you against him and placed a kiss on your forehead before moving you so your head is against his chest.  There is a purr coming from him that vibrates to your core.  You feel pure happiness.
“We shouldn’t keep Marsha waiting.” He rubs your back. “I’m supposed to be the one spoiling you today.”  
James kisses the top of your head again and you back away, letting him get off the wall.  He hands you a robe.  You really were the luckiest girl alive.
~~~
The day was more perfect than you could have imagined.  Couples massage by robots and more beauty treatments than you thought possible, which Bucky gladly participated.  You were so relaxed you forgot about any problems in the past or possible future. When you stopped for lunch you hadn’t even realized you were hungry.  Bucky made you laugh like no other, and the time flew by.  
“I believe that is all you had scheduled.” Marsha spoke as a robot cleared away the plates of fruit and cheese. “Please enjoy the rest of your day Mr. Barnes and Ms. Y/L/N.”
“Thank you Marsha.” You let out a sigh of contentment, it was easy to forget she was a hologram.
“I hope you don’t think the day is done Doll.”  Bucky’s skin glowed as he winked at you from across the table.
“There’s more?” You were sure any more massages would result in sleep.  
“One last activity.” Bucky rose and waved for you to do the same.  
You stood up from the chair and took his hand as he led you further into the spa.  He turned down a hall and there was a pair of clear doors.  His eyes were glued to you as he pushed them open.  
When you made it through the doors you looked up in awe.  
“Is….is this real?” Your idea of reality had shifted the last few months.   “Yes.” Bucky studied your reaction. “None of this is a hologram.”
It looked like you had stepped into a rainforest. There was crystal clear water, about the size of an Olympic swimming pool, but there was no concrete.  The floor was covered in sand and a giant palm tree was at the end, with a waterfall flowing into the lagoon.  
Several cabanas were set up in the sand, your eyes continued to wonder to the stack of inflatable rafts and toys.
“Except the ceiling.” Bucky pointed up.
You took in the blue skies, partially covered by the tree tops.  
“It feels like I’m in the Bahamas.”  You curled your toes in the sand.  
“I knew you would love it.”  Bucky circled his arm around you. “I love seeing this look on your face.”  
“I love…it.”  You turned your attention back to Bucky. “Thank you.”
He walked you along the wall towards a door you wouldn’t have noticed.  The lagoon vanished and you were in a locker room, albeit the fanciest locker room you had even seen.  
“Tony has some rules though.”  He went to hooks on the wall. “No skinny dipping. No sexual activities, and you have to shower before entering.”  
Bucky handed you a bikini.  You looked at the black and silver material.  You used to love swimming, but the idea of wearing anything so skimpy in public turned you off.  Even a one piece speedo would show too much of you body before.  It made you cringe with everything you had given up to hide your makeup.  
“What’s wrong?” Bucky’s brow furrowed.
“I haven’t been swimming in a long time.” You reached out for the bikini. “I didn’t realize how much I missed it.”
“Hey.” Bucky brushed the hair out of your eyes. “Don’t dwell on the past.  Look for the future. Change and we can get in there right away.”
“What about the clock?” You thought back to Steve’s warning.
“Plenty of time Doll.” He squeezed you tight. “I’ll never neglect you in that way again. I promise.”
You nodded, needing to give your Alpha full trust.  The robe slipped off of your shoulders and you started to dress as Bucky grabbed the pair of trunks off the wall.  You couldn’t wait to get in the water.
~~~
Once the two of you dipped in, there was no getting out.  Bucky had flung in a bunch of rafts and right now the two of you were laying on a giant swan, staring up at the fake sky.  Today was perfect.  You didn’t want to ruin it, but some questions were gnawing at you.
“I can tell something is bothering you Doll.”  Bucky’s fingers traced up your stomach.
You flipped over and brought your legs in the air.  There wasn’t the threat of the black pupils on his face, but genuine concern. You didn’t know where to start, but felt comfortable enough to bring it up.
“I feel more like an Omega today than I have in my entire life.” You parted your lips, unsure if he would respond. “When you kissed my neck earlier, I could feel it.  You and Steve can claim me soon.”
“Is that still what you want?” Bucky turned to his side.
“Yes.  But only both of you.” You had done enough research to know what it meant if only one of them could. “If only one of you could, I’d have to give up the other.  A bonded Omega can only be with her Alpha.  Both of you are my Alphas.”
“We’re working on it.” Bucky kissed your head. “I spent all day yesterday talking to experts.  Steve is following up today.  It’s going to happen.  Don’t worry.”  
You exhaled with relief. There were two sides to your neck, and two glands for claiming.  You hoped that meant there was a way.  
“Anything else on your mind?”  Bucky stroked your lower back.
“Have you been with an Omega before?” You didn’t want to dwell on the past, but it was the best lead in question you could think of.
“I have.” Bucky nodded. “Never claimed.”
Your heart raced at the answer, not expecting that.
“I was forced to participate in a lot of actions that I didn’t want to.” Bucky must have sensed your change. “Nothing like what we have Doll. I promise.”
“Was it a heat?” You rolled your lips between your teeth.
“Yes.” Bucky went stiff.  
“I’ve never had one before.” You wanted him to know this conversation was about you. “I’m a little scared.”
“No.”Bucky relaxed. “Don’t be. Steve and I will both be there to take care of you. I promise.”  
“The papers I’ve read. They say the first heat is nothing, but they get worse.  That’s why Omegas are normally mated by a younger age than I am.  What if…what if it comes on too strong?” A chill went down your spine.
“Maybe that’s why fate has two Alphas for you?” Bucky winked. “We were meant for each other.  All three of us.”
He leaned over and kissed you.  It was supposed to be a light kiss, but you reached behind his head and pulled him tight, parting your lips and pushing your tongue into his mouth.  He deepened the kiss and rolled you on to your side.  Everything felt so right.  You never felt more safe, loved, or protected in your entire being.
“You’re being quite the rule breaker today.” Bucky moved back. “Tony will never let us back in here again if we have sex in his lagoon.”
“I don’t care.” You yanked his head back to yours. “I need you Alpha.”  
Your hand pushed down his trunks as a growl escaped his lips.  James pushed you on to your back in the same movement as shoving down your bottoms.  You kicked them off your ankle as he climbed on top of you.  
With one solid movement he was all the way inside of you.  There was no soreness, only a sense of completeness as he rocked back and forth.  The sound of the waterfall almost deafening as your desire to focus on your Alpha grew.  
You ran your nails down his back and arched your hips to meet him.  An almost animalistic feeling came over you, forcing you to bring your teeth to his shoulder and bite down.  James growled in response.  His noise making more pleasure course through you. Life was perfect.  
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izabelatwirybody · 4 years ago
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Resurge Supplement Reviews – Does Resurge Work?
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Have you heard of REM? Rapid eye movement. This is a stage in your sleep that helps you to expend a lot of calories. During this period of your sleep, your brain becomes active. It requires a sufficient amount of glucose to sustain its functionality even when you are asleep. This stage of sleep, REM, is preceded by four sleep cycles. In other words, you would need to have an adequate amount of sleep to attain REM.
Resurge Supplement Reviews – Does Resurge Work?
However, one of the most rampant occurrences amongst the general global population is the lack of proper sleep hours. You have to go to work so early and come back late. Besides, we still find ourselves locked down with various activities, thereby resulting in a little and insufficient amount of sleep. I’ll tell you four to five hours of sleep per day will not move you into that peaceful and restorative realm of sleep(REM).
However, the subject of sleep isn’t our focal point of discussion but a weight loss program. This weight loss regimen will restrict you from following a strict diet and exercise regimen and still give you your desired results. Aside from lack of sleep, another intriguing and challenging battle that we have found ourselves today is weight reduction. Everyone wants to stay fit and healthy, but not everyone can be disciplined enough to do the necessary things to keep their body weight.
There has been various weight loss regimen all over the world today, but only a few have proven to be efficient. Most weight loss regimens will involve strict diets and workout routines, which seems to be a problem for many people. I know you are thinking, how does my sleep correlate with weight reduction? I’m glad to inform you that your sleep plays a vital role in your metabolism and weight reduction and increment.
In summary, the less sleep you get, the hungrier you become, the more you eat. Yeah, you guessed right, the more you eat, the more you gain weight. However, if you love to shed some weight, and you struggle to find adequate sleeping hours, one new solution to all of your weight loss problem is RESURGE. In this article, we will discuss in detail everything you need to know about this product. So, sit back and relax.
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What is Resurge?
Resurge is a weight loss pill that you can use orally. Resurge weight loss pill will help you slim down, but it will enhance your well-being and fight against aging. This pill focuses on getting you an adequate amount of sleep necessary to get you to the Rapid Eye Movement stage in your sleep.
Thereby regulating your hunger for food and resulting in keeping your body weight in check. Furthermore, Resurge does not contain any elements that will aid your weight loss process while damaging your health. It is a product based on well researched natural ingredients. This weight loss product does not suppress your appetite or cause you to be dehydrated. Instead, it merely improves your sleep and enhances your metabolism.
Pros
It enhances your health in more ways than just weight reduction.
It’s is natural and safe.
Resurge weight loss product comes with a 60-day money-back guarantee.
It has been tested to be genuine by countless users.
It is easy to use
Reduces your appetite
Cons
People with an underlying health issue cannot use the Resurge supplement.
The product is quite expensive.
It is not advisable for pregnant women or breastfeeding mothers.
It is only available for purchase on its official website.
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Resurges Effectiveness
Resurge involves a safe process for reducing your weight. It is made from natural ingredients and so far so good, there haven’t been any suspecting side effects. Also, it is made from natural herbs such as Ashwagandha, an essential element in Indian traditional therapy, Ayurveda.  Let us talk about some of the key ingredients responsible for its effectiveness and naturalness.
Arginine/Lysine
Arginine and Lysine are essential amino acids found in the foods we consume. These amino acids can lower your level of anxiety and stress. Furthermore, they regulate our brain function. Lysine secretes collagen, which is responsible for the improvement of skin elasticity. Also, it enhances the transportation of fats through the cells that can be lightened for energy. As a result, it helps erase the unnecessary fat build-up in the body, keeping your body weight regulated at all times.
Hydroxytryptophan
This amino acid is responsible for the production of serotonin. Serotonin is a hormone that makes you have a night of better sleep and helps you battle anxiety and depression in the long run.
L-Theanine
This amino acid is often found in tea and mushroom. It is responsible for relaxation and focus. It helps to improve your sound sleep and improve your concentration.
Magnesium and Zinc
These elements are part of the essential minerals needed by the body to stay in good health. Having them individually is always beneficial to your health, but combining them is magical. It makes it easier for the elements to get absorbed into your body. They improve your sleep quality and also help you deal with stress in their best possible way.
Melatonin
This is another hormone that regulates your sleep cycles. It is secreted naturally in the human body.
Ashwagandha
I saved the best for last. Ashwagandha is an ancient herb with great functionality for human health. This herb can manage stress and improve your brain functions. Also, it is perfect for regulating your blood sugar. It is a good fit against depression and anxiety disorder, and it helps you stay fully concentrated.
Simplicifolia
Griffiona Simplicifiona is a plant found in the western parts of Africa. The seeds of this plant contain natural substances that work our brains and central nervous system to by secretion of the hormone serotonin. Simlicifolia is often used against some health disorders and diseases where serotonin is believed to play essential roles.
These are just the leading ingredients that make up the Resurge supplement. There are some other ingredients in this product that still aim to improve your metabolism and your sleep.
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Mechanism of Weight Reduction
Most people think to resurge works by utilizing its herbal mixtures in melting fat off the human body. Yes, it’s true. But that is only from a lame man’s perspective. However, Resurge capitalizes on its ability to admit restorative and restful sleep to its users. Remember, the less you sleep, the more you crave food. The more you eat, the more pounds you begin to pile up. Science has proven that adequate sound sleep helps the brain to function better, reduces stress. Good sleep will reduce your craving for sugar, fat, and salt. It will give you a sense of satisfaction, happy and healthy living.
Aside from these facts, Resurge also helps to prevent you from aging so fast. Once you get enough rest, stress is reduced. With Lysine’s help, an essential element of the Resurge composition, there is an improvement in your skin health, and your longevity is increased.
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How to Use Resurge
We recommend seven hours of sleep, but if you find it challenging to attain this level of sleep, Resurge might be the solution you need. Resurge capsule is designed for oral use. Take four capsules and some water about an hour before going to bed and let the awesomeness of the Resurge come into play. I promise you, that is the best sound sleep you would have had in a long while.
Who Should Consume Resurge
The originator of this weight loss pill has stated that the resurge supplement has been tested by a third-party laboratory and is safe. However, from our research, here is a list of people we think are better suited for Resurge supplement;
People who fall in the middle ages and desires to lose weight
People that have a problem having a good and sound sleep
People that eat and workout well but require some motivation in the right direction
People aged at least 18 years’ old
 Who Shouldn’t Consume Resurge
People below 18 years of age
People with an underlying medical condition
A pregnant or nursing mother
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Possible Side Effects of Using Resurge Supplement  
Over the years, most supplements aimed at weight reduction often came with one or more side effects. But in the case of the Resurge supplement, it is safe to conclude that the Resurge supplement has shown little or no side effects. Most users have stated that they have experienced zero side effects: no stomach aches, no heart flutters, no inflammation. However, despite the promising signs shown by this supplement, we recommend that you see your doctor if you notice any changes once you start using the Resurge capsule.
Shipping and Return Policy
One of the setbacks of this product is that it is quite expensive to purchase. The shipping of this product should be free since consumers pay a costly amount of money to buy this product. However, this con is balanced out by the 60-day refund policy placed on the product by its developer. If you are not satisfied with the product’s results in any way, you have the grace of 60 days to return the product to the company and ask for a refund.
About the Creator of Resurge
John Barban is the creator of the Resurge supplement. After excelling in various disciplines such as biology, physiology, and nutrition, John graduated from Florida University. John Barban has dedicated the majority of his career to helping individuals battling weight loss. After many years of research, John discovered a significant relationship between sleep and human metabolism. Furthermore, he found that the lack of deep sleep could subsequently result in excessive weight gain.
He went further in his studies to discover a natural and safe way of battling weight loss problems. As a result of this researches, John Barban finally came up with a solution. He developed the Resurge supplement, which helps to induce deep sleep to burn excess fats from your body.
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Conclusion
Truthfully, there has been the inception of many weight loss products. But most of these weight loss products often come with underlying side effects such as heart palpitation, chest pains, drastic appetite reduction. Some products go to the extent of causing you severe hydration. Resurge supplement, on the other hand, eliminates all of these side effects while giving you your desired result over time. Take your time to decide what you want. You might have to choose between a weight loss regimen with a strict diet and strenuous exercises or a product that capitalizes on your sleep to aid your weight reduction process. The choice is yours to make.
Resurge supplement seems to be the right and more natural way for us.
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August 27, 2020 at 01:51PM
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