#i’m giving myself the ick rn

[allamericanb-tch]

the first time i learned about abraham and isaac, i asked my father if he would sacrifice me too, if God asked. 

“God would never ask that of me,” he would say.

we talk about how abraham felt, we praise him for being a perfect follower of God, but what about isaac? 

how would isaac have felt, knowing his father was prepared end his son’s life in the name of God?

you tell me that you love me, but if He commanded you to do the same, how could you say no? 

it was only a test, and God is merciful because he spared isaac.

but you should have failed the test. instead of failing me.

because i would watch the world burn before i put you on any altar.

[smilesrobotlover]

HAHA BUT ACTUALLY

I’d planned Abel blowing up on Til for months, it was actually Breath of the Sky that copied it, but I didn’t realize it until I was working on Blood of the Hero since I’d updated Sky first 😂 It’s Angst Season for the Married Couples in my fics apparently 🤷🏻‍♀️

Anyway, I hope you’ve been having a good Christmas! :D

It does make sense that Abel was gonna blow up eventually. Poor dude. But yeah angst angst angst

And I’ve been having a great Christmas! Yesterday was fun, got some cool stuff. I’m just burnt out from work and stressed from packing lol. But otherwise it’s been good :))

[vxmpdxllie]

I know it’s Halloween and all and I should stay happy cause it’s a holiday but I honestly feel like such a shit girlfriend. I just feel like recently I’ve been too in my own head and just getting mad at everything and idk if it’s me overthinking but I feel like it makes me hard to talk to. I know there’s a small possibility in like that not being true but I’m just scared that everytime I get mad like this he starts to loose interest in me move and move and I get really scared that he’s gonna wanna break up with me soon and I’ve just been really worried about that lately

[chlorinecake]

hi!! i wanted to ask you your opinion about writing NSFW of riki. ive been seeing so many posts that disagree with it, and i also received both anon and open hate for saying that i am not against it. I'm the same age as jungwon btw, a little younger.

hi !! so, I’ll try and be nice abt this with you bc you’ve really given me no reason to be rude. I just find it creepy / disrespectful how some ppl are viewing Riki’s birthday as a green light for them to write NSFW content abt him instead of celebrating his transition into adulthood normally, y’know? I get that ppl will have differences in opinion concerning this, but you being “a little younger” than jungwon doesn’t make it less odd to me?? like, I’m more than a year younger than jungwon, and the idea of sexualizing someone born in my birth year (2005) gives me the ick, esp bc most of us are only 17/18 rn. Anyways, I appreciate you asking me abt this in a mature way. Still, ik that ppl are gonna write whatever their heart desires abt Riki, and in a way, it’s “okay” because he is technically legal now. And sure, every human has a sexual side, even 17/18 year olds like myself, but I’d rather ppl just wait until he turns 19 at least before they start, uh…. putting him down on some gangster shit :D But ofc, I’m not gonna stress myself out over this bc it’s too easy to block the content I’d prefer not to see on here 🥰 Ty, Tumblr ~~

And yes, there is a difference between 18 and 19, just like there’s a difference between 20 and 21 when it comes to drinking :D

[cloveroctobers]

SHELTER — E.BUCKLEY | sept. prompts !

A/N: okay I failed myself in saying I wouldn’t fall victim to being in love with Buck…sorry Eddie. I also did say I was going to write for Eddie too in my other sept. prompt but when you do dives on tiktok they always provide the tea/controversy so idk rn lol maybe,,,maybe not! if you catch my drift��it’s giving thee ick. Anyways here’s some fluff! I’ve been binge-watching the show for awhile now ( I occasionally watched it from time to time when it was live on tv) from the beginning and I’m currently half way through season five and don’t want to get to season six just yet since who knows when the next season will be. I’m looking at you companies who feel like it’s okay to take advantage of people :) 🖕🏾

Prompts are from here + I’m using: 22.) Misty morning at the beach + 23.) Cold night cuddles + 29.) Rain storm

WARNINGS: mentions of mental health + hints of SAD, mentions of cults, mentions of death, slight language, protectiveness + fluff.

*GIF AND PHOTO DO NOT BELONG TO ME!

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there was something about September’s that never sat right with Amaryllis, “Lissy.” It always brought nothing but gloom along with dread to her entire being and perhaps it had to do with her upbringing (was it the fact that her father was also born in September?) that set the chemicals off in her brain; even if she didn’t intentionally think about it. It always happened around this time but Lissy knew what it was physically but learned to push it away especially when the disappearance of Maddie came to surface.

And when she returned to Buck’s place spotting the purple bruise that took up a good portion of his eye, she also stuffed this dull feeling further away although it almost always still lingered no matter how much she shooed it away. When she witnessed the harm done to Buck, her instinct was to immediately go after the person who gave that to Buck. Her gut feeling was telling her that this didn’t come from work, of course it could have (being a old fire fighter herself) if things went left on the job but Lissy’s seen enough wounds in her life to know this was blunt force inflicted by someone else.

Her fiancé couldn’t lie for anything, trying his best to dodge her brown eyes and move around the house but once someone brought anguish to her man, a fire bubbled in her chest. She was always ready to protect despite knowing Buck’s impulsive behavior, she was already pointing the finger at someone else. Until she learned it came from Chimney, which made her stand frozen at the top of the steps that led to Buck’s bedroom.

“I’m sorry, who?” Lissy had her eyes in slits, making sure what she heard was right.

Buck peered down at his folded hands as he took a seat on the edge of the bed, “It was Chimney, okay? He found out that I knew more than he did about Maddie and he didn’t take it so well.”

“…I understand being frustrated but taking it out on you is not okay.”

Buck held his head down as he whispered, “Maybe I should have been more vocal about what Maddie was going through…then maybe just maybe my sister would be here right now.”

Lissy bit down on her bottom lip harshly. She also knew about Maddie’s mishap with Jee-Yun when Buck told her one night—just venting and she didn’t say anything to Chimney either, her concern was also just trying to talk to Maddie and check in with her but unfortunately that was not enough. If Chimney knew this would he have taken his anger out on Lissy too? Regardless Lissy was the type of person to always have her guard up with a smile yet she was also good friends with Chimney, he was a great friend but she wouldn’t lie and say she also wasn’t pissed with him right now.

She was just itching to call him up or pull up on him to give him a piece of her mind too. Lissy knew what mountains of pain can do to you and sometimes you don’t react the way that you should, which is why she tried her best to swallow her anger so that she could comfort the man she gets to call her husband some day.

“We don’t know that,” Lissy starts as she steps to Buck to grip his warm face, “because Maddie is going through a dark space and she wants to figure it out on her own, without us, when she doesn’t have to but felt like that was her best option for her and Jee. Sure we absolutely could have mentioned it to Chimney but Maddie is always going to seek help the best way she knows how. That’s just how she is, we know that and it’s not any of our faults or her’s. Life is hard sometimes…even harder when your head is against you opposed to your heart…and I’ll forever stand by the fact that you did not deserve what Howard did. You hear me?”

Buck wouldn’t meet Lissy’s ink colored eyes but she fought to catch his and when his fresh spring rain colored ones met her’s, he held her stare. Her eyes swam with so much determination and care, although he didn’t necessarily believe or agree with what the woman with the simmering auburn hair was saying to him in this moment, he felt how sincere her words were.

She was always going to be by his side, much like his big sister was, even if it was at a distance for a split time.

Maddie’s time.

“I love you Liss,” Buck croaked out, his hands sliding over her hips to lock around the small of her back before pressing his cheek into her stomach.

Her hands cradled the back of his shoulders and the other pressed to the back of his head. She leans down to place a kiss to the top of his deep brown hair, “And I love you back.”

A trip to the east coast was a drastic change in weather and scenery. Buck was originally from the east coast so this felt familiar while Lissy’s roots were in South Carolina. She came up with the idea to go on this trip to just get away from everything, even if it was only for a weekend. Buck was reluctant to go on his trip since he felt like maybe he should be out there with Chimney and his niece searching for Maddie, if he picked up his damn phone that is! Chimney did however when Lissy called him the next night while Buck was in the shower. Although in Buck’s perspective, he just wanted to know where Maddie is and if she was safe. If she left without him or Chimney, then there was a reason for that. That was something he understood although Chimney did not.

“Hello, Amaryllis.” Chimney greeted dryly as he decided to answer that night.

No one’s ever simply called Lissy by her government really���unless you were her wicked deceased father, everyone had nicknames in the 118 family but they both knew this conversation would be serious. Chimney kept the phone ringing for what seemed like forever and Lissy was also prepared to leave a voicemail if needed.

Lissy scoffed, “huh. Howard. so glad you know how to pick up a phone. I have something very simple to tell you so I’ll keep this brief. Don’t you ever put your hands on Buck like that again, or we’re definitely going to have some problems and I don’t want to have a problem with you brother-in-law.”

“Oh, Is that so?”

“That’s what I said, yeah.”

“Imagine if Maddie did what Buck did, how exactly would you feel?”

“I wouldn’t put my hands on another abused woman that’s for damn sure.”

Chimney’s quiet then, “no you probably wouldn’t…but I’m not ready to forgive Buck so tell him to stop trying to reach out and you can also cut the shit with your threats.”

Chimney knows Lissy’s backstory and how much that screwed her brain up, considering they had to pull her in on a case that had to do with cults once in the outskirts of the city.

She had to get into the mind of a cult-leader much like her own father was. That was what really pushed her to seek out help again (the years of dealing with child psychologists would forever be embedded into her brain) and it really wasn’t that long ago that Lissy stopped. After all, maybe she understood Maddie more than she was letting on, although it was different with Maddie being a mother and Lissy handling childhood trauma, she was still the most empathic; which commonly threw others for a loop majority of the time. However Chimney’s anger was blinding everything and he couldn’t be reasonable right now.

Lissy states, “As long as I make myself clear.”

“Well let me make this clear to you, Maddie is the mother of my child, I love her and she deserves to be here with us. She deserves to know that she’s not a terrible person or mother although I’m ticked with her too but Jee-Yun deserves a mother in her life! I can’t just sit on my ass like Buck and let her figure this all out on her own. what kind of man would I be if I wasn’t by her side?”

Lissy talks with experience,“I get that Chimney and we love her too, never stopped. Maddie practically raised Buck so why would you think for one second that he would ever stop loving her? because he chose a different route than you would? He’s her brother. I get that you want to be there but not everyone heals the best or copes well when their loved ones are hovering, especially if they’re afraid to hurt them again.”

“Maddie never hurt anyone! Don’t you get it?!”

More than he would ever know.

“She doesn’t see it that way.”

Chimney snaps, “You seem to have the answers for everything don’t you Amaryllis? do you know where Maddie’s run off to huh? Are you also keeping secrets like your shit stain of a fiancé?”

“I’m telling you to watch how you talk about him,” Lissy deeply exhales her warning as her fingernails dig into the palm of her hand, while she stands at the island counter before carrying on with her phone pressed to her ear, “Buck is still your chosen family and you love him too despite the anger you’re throwing around. I hope you get through that at some point, Howard. Best of luck to you, give Jee my love.”

Her calm demeanor irritated Chimney so he finalizes, “I won’t, so save it.”

And with that the line goes dead.

When she’s off the phone, she’s pinching at the space in between her brows and jumps a bit as she feels hands circle around her waist. She smells Buck’s body wash of Cedarwood, Vetiver, tangerine, and Oud before he presses his chin into her shoulder.

“Everything okay?” he quietly asks, his voice almost soothing that feeling that wants to seep upwards to her brain again.

A small smile stretches onto her full lips as she rests a hand right on top of Buck’s locked ones that are wrapped around her waist, “it will be, baby. What do you think about heading out to Hampton Beach this weekend?”

“Like? New Hampshire?” Buck questions, a slight furrow appearing against his brows, “Not that I wouldn’t love a baecay with you but is now really the best time for that?”

Lissy snorts at the nickname for vacation which lets her know he’s been watching some vlogs again and says, “everyone needs a get away once in awhile. We can discuss it more over dinner…so what are we feeling tonight? Anything except Thai, my stomach needs a break, Ev.”

He raises his hands in surrender as Lissy turns to face him. His eyes scan over her face, noticing the bags on her pretty freckled face that slowly became more prominent. She still looked stunning to him in any state and when she sent him a sweet smile that usually seemed to reach her eyes, he couldn’t tell her no.

“How about Venezuelan?” It was one of her favorites and Buck knew how to compromise in this loving relationship, “and that trip? I’ll really think about it.”

He couldn’t promise but since his mind was always running, he knew he would anyway.

With some persuasion from mainly Bobby and everyone else, that’s how Buck and Lissy were on a flight to “The Switzerland of America!”

Lissy’s not sure how long she’s been awake in the bed post, laying beside Buck, head resting on her tucked hands as she stares out towards the curtain covered window. The hotel was surely giving bed and breakfast with its colonial style and old like furniture but felt charming nonetheless. That’s until the creaking sounded with each movement, more so than at night that had her questioning if there were ghosts watching them sleep which happened to be much louder than Buck’s snoring apparently.

The auburn haired woman completely forgot to put a nose strip on him when they got here while he shuffled around in the bed like he commonly did but after the afternoon flight, they rushed up to their room, shared a shower and went downstairs to the tavern in the late afternoon a little before it closed at five for: one glass of Riesling and a bottle of Heineken for Buck, a cup of chowder on the side that Buck raved about, whereas Lissy personally thought it was bland and steak tips for himself, while Lissy went for the linguini tossed with herb roasted vegetables, which of course Buck teased her for.

“You’re not getting any of my beef, those veggies are not gonna feel you up, babe.” Buck laughed as he stabbed his fork into the steak.

Which wasn’t necessarily true since he had no issue sharing a spoon full of chowder about ten minutes ago before their main dishes came out.

Lissy hummed, disagreeing since she was definitely a pasta loving woman and got filled off carbs pretty quick but decided to taunt the man as she said, “I’ve already had my share earlier in the shower don’t you remember? I think I’ll be just fine.”

Buck stopped chewing to meet Lissy’s wink and had a few flashbacks of what was supposed to be a innocent shower turned not so innocent, “Behave.”

Now it was Saturday morning and she was awake before Buck. Lately she’s been waking up pretty early although she mainly worked the night time shift as a medical examiner, which Buck hated if she stayed over at his place. They hardly got the chance to spend nights together with their hectic schedules. Trust this wasn’t always Lissy’s desired path of careers but ultimately it probably made the most sense. With Lissy’s draining violent and psychological upbringing, she thought she would never see the light of day until she got away from the farm and was placed into an orphanage and then a helpful foster home that ended up wanting to adopt her.

She learned so much throughout her twenty-eight years of life and wanted to provide some sort of comfort to those who have passed on along with those that lost them. She wasn’t able to do that for her own mother who died not long after the birth of her baby sister, granted she was only six but she had to witness it. At least with death on the farm where the cult her father led, they gave each a proper send off.

That always stuck with Amaryllis no matter how twisted it may seem to outsiders.

“What are we doing today?” Buck says with sleep still deep in his tone, pressing his nose into Lissy’ shoulder, breathing her in, as he curls up against her.

It’s seven-nineteen in the morning.

Lissy blinks, “let’s go to the beach.”

“To get our early morning work out in? We didn’t get to go on our walk last night, so hell yeah, let’s go!”

Buck is full of cheers but Lissy let’s out a small laugh.

“I didn’t say all that. We’re on vacation! Who wants to work out on vacation?”

Gym rats, that’s who! Buck was 75% there.

“I’m gonna have alcohol poisoning by how many times you say ‘vacation’ on this trip aren’t I?”

“Oh, Shut up, Ev.”

Buck got used to Lissy appreciating the little things and yeah he found it enduring. Although he initially thought of someplace better than New Hampshire, he still planned on taking her all over the world since she never had that experience. Buck wanted to try his damn hardest to give Lissy the world.

Once upon a time, Lissy had a sheltered life, it was what she was used to and Buck was rebellious and always strived to do what someone told him not to do. They might have not liked it but at least he was able to say he fucking did it no matter the outcome.

Take that how you will.

And he found something special in the woman that lay before him. He wanted to share and see the world with her because there was no one else he wanted or imagined that more with. She made him happy and feel truly understood, always ready to listen to his side first, to be adventurous, and open to loving all that he is. In a way sure she made him nervous at times, since he’s never felt like he could be so raw in relationships before but he didn’t have to question when it came to her.

He guess it was true when they say you know you found the one the day you peer into their eyes long enough.

He’s chuckling before he presses a kiss to her clothed shoulder underneath the sheets, turning over his shoulder to reach for his phone to peer at the time since the alarm clock was turned on a odd angle on Lissy’s side of the bed.

“Eh, I’d rather lay here a little longer first. Let’s get up around seven-thirty or seven-forty five, huh?”

They were both early birds.

“Sure,” Lissy shrugs as Buck gets comfortable throwing his arm over her comforter covered body.

His touch was all she needed to close her eyes.

It was eight fifty when they settled onto the beach which was eight minutes away by car. The plaid blanket Lissy had spread out for them on the sand was just enough as they sat shoulder to shoulder, eyes out on the pale blue-gray waves that spun around on this Misty morning on the beach. Buck had his cup of flat white coffee, which he had to switch with Lissy since his iced coffee was too cold for him now on this sixty-five degree beach. He didn’t even care for coffee like that but he really got accustomed to it once he became a firefighter and it kept him wide-awake during over-time shifts.

“You know? this flat white isn’t too bad. It’s not what you always get right?”

Lissy’s nose crinkles a bit in humor as she sips at the cold iced mocha, which was a little too sweet for her liking but she masked it well, “I asked for extra milk and two sugars just in case.”

“So you knew—wow.” Buck stuck his tongue into his cheek, “You really do love me.”

“Yeah I do and don’t you forget it,” Lissy playfully pointed at the blond who slipped a hand around her back to rub as she leaned into him so he could kiss her temple and provide some warmth back.

And they sunk into each other as they watched the ocean come alive. Normally Buck didn’t mind the ocean but after with what happened with Christopher…the thought of the big body of water did give him a bit of anxiety until therapy gave him some peace. It also helped that he always had the love of his life to steer his mind away from the worries of life…for a little while at least.

The beach was serene and there werent too many people around that lingered yards away; Buck was sure that would be a complete contrast as the town rose to the day despite the gloom the skies brought.

Buck mumbled against Lissy’s hair, “Will you still say the same when I kick your butt at the arcade when it opens later?”

“Thats debatable.”

“I knew it,” Buck shared a laugh with the freckled face woman.

The couple later ventured off to another restaurant on the boardwalk for lunch around eleven thirty, eating lightly since their bellies were slightly full from the coffee before trailing down the boardwalk hand in hand. From souvenir shops where they got dorky but cute matching lounge shirts, to candy stores where Buck had a field day and wanted to take some home for Christopher since he was sure he would eat his share before they boarded the plane on Sunday afternoon, to finally stopping at a jewelry shop where Lissy went crazy buying all sorts of crystals that Buck still had no idea what they even mean. She even bought him a little glass turtle necklace that he just had to proudly wear around for the rest of the evening.

They ended up at the arcade by five pm and it was basically all fun between the two. Of course both wanted to win and it was close but the last game…Lissy had Buck in the end.

Literally and figuratively.

Buck sighs, “Alright fine, what do you want?”

“Kiss my ring first.”

“Oh this ring? The 1.5ct 18k opal stone with Moissanite accents? I don’t think your partner would like that very much.” He’s holding onto her fingers with pride and a smirk.

“Who’s to say he’s the one who gave it to me? Perhaps I’ve made this purchase all on my own, Mr.! Loving yourself first is the true key to finding love in someone else.”

“Well that’s true and I can’t be mad at that…but just curious, did you find that somebody?”

Lissy grins up at Buck as she locks her arms over his shoulders and Buck keeps his hands playfully raised, “I sure did, sugar. I’m looking right at him.”

And Buck seals her words with a kiss, guiding her right by the chin so their lips could meet. Buck can feel the soft tickle of her breath beneath his nose as they held each other in place, before they slowly moved their lips together in sync. His rosy lips were always so soft against her full and sweet ones and Lissy never got tired of kissing Buck. He always held her with so much tenderness and any day in his arms felt like a vacation to her.

When they broke apart, forehead to forehead, her round eyes flicked up to Buck’s awaiting spring floating into summer eyes, “I want the stuffed lobster.”

Buck snorted as he rolls his eyes up to the ceiling a bit, “yeah, of course you do. C’mon then.”

She bounced on her toes, letting her hands slide down from his chest just for him to grip her hand once more, leading her to the counter to claim her gift.

They’re back on the boardwalk with Buck snapping solo pictures of Lissy modeling at ease (along with off guard ones) with the vibrant red lobster and people moving about. It’s around seven with the sky slowly shifting to navy and the puff of clouds remaining gray; the air is still steamy but breezy and the married couple to be realizes their time on the illuminated boardwalk will be cut short as a single raindrop falls to the center of Lissy’s parted hair.

“Hey,” Lissy peeks up at the sky then, while Buck is getting his poses out in the mirror outside with a bucket hat and shades on.

Buck is asking Eddie on FaceTime, “How do I look man?”

“Like an assclown.” Lissy hears as she looks around the boardwalk, noticing that people began to take cover into the nearby stores.

Lissy takes that as a sign and starts, “Ev…”

Just as the rain begins pelting hard against the wooden walkway, giving the indication that it would definitely hurt if they decided to run through it.

“Liss?” Buck calls out as he watches her balance the stuffed lobster in between her thighs then gathered her blown out hair up into claw clip after quickly tying it into a ponytail, “Eddie it’s down pouring. I’ll call you later!”

She steps back into the hard rain, a single arm spread out in her copper sweater, while the other holds her lobster, russet dress underneath twirling a bit with a spin she does, a wide smile spreading out onto her lips as she calls out over the loud water, “let’s go!”

He calls back, “Where to?”

“Anywhere!” She laughs and Buck can’t help but to shake his head as he tosses the hat back on the hook then places the shades onto the near by table.

He runs out to her then, interlacing his soft but strong hand into her own, water saturating both of their faces harshly and he dips his head at Liss before they take off together into the rain storm full of laughter and full of love.

Buck and Lissy couldn’t tell you how long they sat in the rental car but it wasn’t nearly as long as they ran in the rain together. He questioned if it would be weird ordering some delivery service for dinner to arrive at the hotel that had a tavern downstairs but Lissy simply shrugged her shoulders as her drying hair became bigger in its natural state.

Buck left briefly to sit in front of the fireplace outside of the tavern in the lobby which reminded him of his stuffy grandparents living room, waiting on their dinner after yet another lengthy shower. Everything seemed to be more in slow motion, like time was infinite for them both. When their dinner arrived, Buck wasted no time getting back to their charming bedroom to see Lissy sitting cross legged on the bed, still in a robe eating a mud pie that looked real familiar on the menu last night.

“No way are you eating that without me.” Buck comments as he places the bag onto the desk nearby.

Lissy covers her mouth as she tries to chew through the heaviness, “surprise! I’ll share.”

“How nice of you,” Buck laughs as he begins taking the containers of food out just for Lissy to appear behind him holding the dessert up to his lips with a fork.

Buck sighs in contentment, opening his eyes back to see Lissy nodding at him in agreement, “That has no business being that freaking good…you think we can have that as the wedding cake?

Lissy’s chest swells just thinking about the day, although they haven’t set a date yet and Buck talks about the wedding more than she does lately, it still brings her immense joy that someone like Buck would want to do life with her. He was patient and she learned all about his past relationships, which were way more than her’s—which she didn’t judge him for by any means but sometimes she still had to pinch herself to see if this was all real.

“It’s certainly a option, baby.” She runs her fingers over his stubble.

Together they sit back against the bed, Lissy in between Buck’s legs as they eat out of their containers of food, Lissy holding her own in her lap while Buck’s is off to the side of his, the brick wall behind the post bed makes the room chiller but being in each other’s space was all the shelter they need.

Lissy finds herself turning over her shoulder to look at Buck as he’s stuffing his face. When he feels her dark eyes burning into him, he flicks his gaze away from his meal, cheeks full as he sends a boyish laugh her way with a lift of his chin.

“Stop looking at me Mrs. Buck and eat your food.” He says, holding her stare as a single hand gets lost in her much thicker auburn hair.

Lissy laughs, “only if we can have a late night cuddle?”

“Is that not what we’re doing?” Buck asks, sliding his hand to rest back on her thigh.

Lissy shrugs as she faces her meal again, “I’m actually kinda cold.”

“What? Not my woman who likes to keep the thermostat on Antarctica. Wait…are you wearing anything under there?” Buck slides his hand up her torso first but she slaps his hand from lifting the opening of the robe.

She wags her finger in front of Buck’s eyes repeating, “Not uh, eat your food.”

Buck rolls his head around with a groan, “well how am I supposed to eat this if I’m curious now?”

“Just look at Brutus over there.” She points at the stuffed lobster that sits in the desk chair.

Buck pursed his lips after a moment, “My god that thing is ugly.”

“Don’t talk about our son like that!”

“Our what?” Buck side eyed Lissy who fought back a laugh.

“He has feelings.”

“Babe, I don’t know if you know this but that’s a stuffed animal and it doesn’t have emotions.”

“That’s the problem with men, y’all don’t know how to be in touch with your feelings.”

“Now wait a minute,” Buck frowns, “Karen or was it May? Somebody! did tell me I’m a cancer moon or something like that. I think I’m very much in touch with my feelings.”

“Hmm, I’m still in disbelief and think you’re more on the Gemini-Cancer cusp.”

Buck blinks, “yeah…whatever that means but it feels offensive so I think we’re ready for bed now.”

“I didn’t finish my nachos,” Lissy whines as Buck is closing up their containers and moving them elsewhere.

Buck shrugs as he leans back against the pillows still sitting up somewhat and pulls Lissy to rest against his chest, “Too bad. It’s my turn to hold you tonight, you did say you were cold and I don’t want you getting sick.”

Lissy huffs as she nestled her cheek into his chest, “…I won’t complain.”

“I know you won’t,” Buck laughs as he squeezes her shoulder and let’s his other hand rest on her hip.

She leans a kiss on his neck and before she can close her eyes for the night, she spies the light box on his side of the bed. She fears that feeling will come back and settle in like dry cement once they’re both back in Los Angeles but for tonight, she revels in the safety of Buck’s arms.

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Read my October anthology prompts here.

[ficklecat]

imma bitch about gender™️ stuff real quick

getting married in the same year I realise I’m not cis is WHACK BRO wtf

like literally I’m going through one of the MOST gendered societal practices that exists while barely understanding my own identity and it’s so fuckin stressful and upsetting and fucking with me way worse than I thought

my fiancé is incredible and so is my best friend but even they aren’t used to it yet and I’m still barely comfortable with correcting anyone about my pronouns because I still have a voice in my head that’s saying none of this is real and I’m just overthinking and/or my illness is skewing how I feel about myself

but every time I have to encounter this whole “omg you’re a blushing bride to be!” I want to VOMIT it gives me such a visceral ICK and I’m so uncomfortable about it but I’m not even “out” to anyone besides a very intimate circle of people (and some people at work that I wanted to ‘test it out’ with who have probably already forgotten)

idfk I’m just in this weird gender limbo rn and I have this big event thing this week to go to to taste stuff and discuss details and it’s just about to be so miserably dysphoric for me

and I’ve never really experienced gender dysphoria in a real or intense way, so this is still new to me and it fucking sucks so much because my own brain isn’t even backing me up and is just telling me “you’re being dramatic just stop trying to be cool and different” even though I know that’s not true

UGH

this is so stupid

just don’t perceive me please I’m begging

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

Wah this is a little embarrassing to write down but could I get an obey me match up? I’m super obsessed w Nightbringer atm haha

I go by they/them, I’m 5’10 and I tend to dress mostly feminine but I’m also super hairy LMAO (shaving is too much work), I’m not too confident about my appearance but yknow it’s whateves as long as I get to wear bright and sparkly stuff looool

I’m a capricorn? Dunno much about zodiac stuff, but I would describe myself as a cheery optimistic person!! I like joking around and being silly and I’m described as childish quite a bit 🤷 I can be a bit shy and nervous though so it’s not like I’m SUPER extroverted, I actually tend to be a bit of a hermit sometimes since I don’t like to go out much (ya boy also can’t DRIVE LMAOO) parties and stuff are super overwhelming and I kinda have a hard time making friends ☠️ but I do like talking to people!!! Especially about my interests, I’m super into games and cosplaying rn (currently on my 5th morrowind playthrough, playing all the mainline persona games, working on climbing in ranked league of legends, etc) but I also love to read comics and books as well as write occasionally!! Poetry mostly but I also roleplay online if that counts, plus I do DnD,, I love my character creation 🤧 Tangentially related but psychology is also one of my main interests I absolutely love learning about it!!!

Oh I’m also currently studying art, my skills are mostly in traditional drawing and painting but lately I’ve tried pottery+ceramics and I’m slowly cracking away at digital art too!! My goal is to one day be able to write and illustrate my own stories someday ✨🌈 My favorite genres are fantasy, mystery, romance, and horror!!!

I rlly love spooky stuff teehee, I tend to be a lil thrill seeking, mostly just for stuff like roller coasters, horror movies and games, haunted houses, escape rooms, etc, I find it SO fun I love Halloween sooo much

I guess my love language would be words of affirmation? Sometimes I’m not too big on physical touch but I do like being told stuff lmao

As for things I don’t like, I’m a super picky eater ig? Oh and bugs they give me the icks lmao (I’m so sorry Beel it’s not personal) I also don’t like when things are super chaotic, messy, or out of my control, I function best with at least some semblance of structure in my life 😭

Anyway uhhh I hope this is enough? I’m not rlly sure how these things work lol but I’d love to hear who you think would suit me best!! God knows I’m terrible at picking my men ☠️☠️☠️☠️

Hello Anon! You put a great amount of information! I'm trying to finish the original Obey Me game before I get too into Nightbringer, but with me only being up to Lesson 18, it could take a while. Hope you like your matchup!

In Obey Me, I match you with...

Okay, I know what your thinking! You're a picky eater and I pair you with the one character that canonically can't cook? But hear me out!

If you can cook, you'd be able to make things you know you'll like, and you won't have to worry about dying from Solomon's attempts at cooking.

If you can't cook, either the brothers or Barbatos would be more than happy to help you out, making dishes for you while also teaching you how to make them yourself.

Solomon loves spooky stuff so he's right there with you in haunted houses, cinemas to watch the latest horror movie, on rollercoasters...you name it, Solomon's up to the challenge!

He also loves sitting down with you and trying to copy whatever you're drawing or painting. He's probably not as good as you but he tries his best. He can always just use a bit of magic while you're not watching to make his scribbles look a bit better.

Solomon loves that you have the desire to write and illustrate your own books. He'd feel honoured if you would share your progress with him. But he's also happy to wait until the final product is finished. It just means more anticipation and surprise when he finally gets to see your work.

Solomon playing D&D would be an experience. He's got so many stories from his years of life that all of his characters are probably just him from different eras. I really want to write a fanfic about the Obey Me character playing D&D now...

Because Solomon's been around so long, he's also a ready reference for a lot of psychology questions you have. He's seen so many people and how they think so there are very few questions you could ask that he wouldn't be able to answer.

[tchaikovsgay]

1, 3, 5, 7, 9.

1. chipotle order?

Veggie bowl (occasionally burrito) with brown rice, extra black beans, mild and medium salsa, corn salsa, cheese, guac, maaaybe light sour cream if I’m feeling extra, and a side of chips and queso (side note I’m craving chipotle so badly it hurts rn)

3. a specific color that gives you the ick?

I’m creeped out by any teal shade that sits a little too close to green

5. favorite form of potato?

Specifically McDonalds hashbrown

7. what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?

PENGUINS (if they have them; if no penguins, substitute seals)

9. do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it?

I don’t think of myself as being someone with a skincare routine but, upon review, I actually do and it’s like five steps 🥲

[inact-ice]

911 season 2 episode 10

- Christmas episode!! Is this the one with the elf who calls Buck Christopher’s dad?

- this show is so funny and unserious, jesus

- BATHENA!! Athena trying to invite Bobby to live with her, girl the only thing he’s ready to live with is eternal TRAUMA!

- Aww he called her Thena that’s so cute. I love how good at relationships and communication they are

- lmao not chimney kicking Buck out, deserved!

- Hi Shannon, you are soooo hot. Sorry this gay man is terrorizing you. Eddie you should care more about what Shannon’s yapping about. Oh no this is the episode where he shooes her out of his room right? OH SHIT YEAH! Shannon I’m putting my hand over my mouth too, this man is MEAN! Also the way his face dropped when he saw Shannon’s face peeking out the door… Eddie you are a very mean man

- hi Maddie! Istg if this stupid man trapped in a gift box emergency makes me cry I’ll sue

- Eddie stop serving face a man is trapped in a BOX

- yay he survived! Maddie and chimney are giving hella Buck and Abby vibes

- helloooo girl dad buck! HI SHANNON! Shannon lets dump this bozo, after you finish clocking his shit ofc.

- yeah Eddie WHEN AND WHERE?? TWO MONTHS?!! Eddie that is her SON! Eddie are you having a different conversation or something, you have like all the answers. Eddie and Shannon please stop serving face, you’re having a custody dispute! Actually it is really nice of Shannon to not sue eddie

- hi Athena and her mean gay ex husband. Thank you for showing up just after the Eddie and Shannon scene so we can all compare and contrast.

- hen and bobby yap sesh??? Oh im seated (lying down sideways on my bed)

- Bobby getting advice from hen yesssss, I like their relationship and interactions.

- hello buck talking about Eddie and Shannon’s relationship, I didn’t realize you were so involved

- hello handsome man talking to chimney, I was also wondering if chimney was talking to god. Chimney you’re so hot thank you. Jason Bailey, you might be Santa clause or god but I either way I hope you join the madney throuple

- the way chimneys so much better at respecting Maddies boundaries than Buck, they’re so siblings

- aw chimney don’t be sad, it’s not your fault dude!

- EW THE DRONE TOOK HER NOSE GROSS!

- Bobby and Athena please don’t insert yourselves into nose girls thing rn

- HOT SANTA CLAUSE/MAYBE GOD GUY, hi Jason Bailey… not chimney being a little disappointed that Jason Bailey has a significant other, he wanted that throuple real bad. That Alan rickman impressions gonna give chimney the ick tho

- Eddie and Bucks knees are like pressing against each other real hard during this Shannon convo and I just find that interesting

- anyways, glad eddies acknowledging his hypocrisy. Eddie if sex complicate this then just don’t fuck her jesus. Thank you queer baiting Santa’s elf, they do have a really cute son

- wow Eddie and bucks friendship progressed really fast, like when did they start hanging out one on one like this

- Christopher is sooooo KAYOOOT

- Eddie stop serving face a man just had to stick his finger into another man’s neck! God Eddie is like so distractingly, nervous makingly hot like what the hell

- aw it’s so nice for them to do this, but they do not have to go into the building like that lmao. They just wanna see the reunion lol

- hi atheeeena! That shirt is like gorgeous on you damn. Athena flinching when Bobby proposed LMAO! Honestly I flinched too wtf, how long have they been dating?

- Christopher is so teeeeny weeeny! YAY SHANNON AND CHRIS ARE BACK TOGETHER! Diaz family stop serving face you’re gonna make me cry

- henren and bathena being such close friends warms me deeply. AND BUCK! YAY! Remember when Buck and Athena didn’t get along? Neither do I!

- awwww madney my beloved, they always make me feel so much. Ope maddie and Doug flashback. OH NO DOUG IS GOD/SANTA CLAUS! AND HE STOLE CHIMNEYS WALLET NOOO

Well that was a really cosy episode for the most part. I’m emotionally preparing myself for the next few episodes though, can’t wait to see Maddie kill Doug!

[m1ckeyb3rry]

FHE JUSTIN BIEBER GIF CRYINNGGGGGG LAMAOAOAOAOAO im assuming its the sae oaeu cooking rn

LMAOSOA YOUR POST trust I take all of your ramblings as rewards your brain is fr so big all of these fire ideas >>>>> ok but the pokemon au is so good…extraordinary….exquisite….remarkable (if you’ve watched as much pokemon as i have you’ll probably get this but if not just take it at face value) the Barou sibling angst is actually my fav

LMAOO YOUR MOM AND HER BROTHER THATS SO ACCURATE

ISAGIS HAIR I feel bad for his hair and his hair alone they always weirdly slick it back or comb it up and he looks like a middle aged man

IM CRYING “I cry but because I have to deal with his shit” LMFAOOO yuki fr tweaking atp or repeatedly saying his mantra in his head trying to keep his sanity like “god never gives us more than we can handle god never gives up more than we can handle god never-“

LMAAOA NO IT MAKES SENSE my brain just grouped up the letters that way that I had to double take ok so we’ve had kaneshiro possesses Mira moment and we get canon characterization of kiyora it’s time to freaky Friday reverse you should take over kaneshiro and write bllk i fr wish Karasu actually scored more literally my exact thoughts like “ARE YOU A STRIKER???” Channeling my inner ego…..but agreed glad he still at least has SOME presence and is consistently shown active in game

Bro kurona was so random…like with epinagi and s2 you can see them sneakily trying to add him in the bg cameoing to make him feel relevant but he fr was dropped out of nowhere like wdym the one who ranked fourth in second selection who we’ve never even seen a glimpse of and didn’t do anything in u20 is suddenly good friends with Isagi and others and gets field time HUH his first appearance is quite literally in BM when he’s holding the iPad showing Isagi Kunigami new stats (yk it’s bad when I rmr this info off the top of my head) something about the wording “using religion and blindness” has me laughing so hard LMAOOOO it’s giving that one meme “I’ve got the power of god and anime on my side” except it’s god and optic neuropathy UAHSHSHA ok but on a serious note that fr would go so hard like let’s expand on his character please….id honestly love to see more of him as he was shown in the LN because nel yuki is SO diff than what he actually seems to be based off the LN but anyways…

Kunigami being the main rival makes sm sense tbh when I first read I thought he WAS going to be the main rival but no it’s Kaiser ig….wait the morally greyness of wildcard being discussed would fr be so interesting…..guys….also ness is one of my least fav characters tbh so slander him all you want LMAOO gotta agree w some dudebros he’s fr a Kaiser glazer you’re fr cooking though….we gotta get you in touch with kaneshiro asap

LMAO REAL I also (clearly) enjoy bllk quite a bit but yes many things to be improved…sometimes I think to myself if only I was an Isagi Rin or Kaiser stan I’d be having the time of my life but alas we cannot be MEDIOCRE

Wait the terminally ill route fits his character fr….where he’d be unwilling to tell his family about it because he wants to strive to be the best despite it and won’t settle for a comfy life…I can also see him getting murdered though LOL either way I’m sure it’ll be good (even though he’s dying oops)

Yeah I lowk forgot people who have such audacity exist the Tullia hate kinda insane and just generally when people comment “he’s mine [chafacter] better get away from my man” ICK imagine in the tags you just put every reader pairing possible as a jic disclaimer like “reader and Tullia talk to men so beware!”

I always found the rival characters so funny like why are you jumping me when I’m trying to get to the next city no I don’t wanna battle you rn LMAOO it’s funny in how like every version you end up teaming up and double battling the villain team somehow but the way they come and go was always so funny to me

When you first said may I thought you meant May from pokemon but now I realize…anyways love Tullia sooo glad to have her alive!!

LMAOOOO Lowk I had a subconscious thought like galvanthla interesting choice (i personally collected joltiks bc they looked cute LMFAO) Isagi the most basic of basics so an all basic team is perfect for him LOL I mean hey you gotta have an op basic pokemon somewhere right I already consider infernape relatively more niche amongst most popular pokemon too LOL

Otoya using his pokemon as chick magnets is so real LMAOO I wanna analyze the breloom yuki vibe like why does it work so well

Nagi fr got the short end of the stick omg LMAOO ofc it had to be a fire type too for once thank you reo for spoiling him HSHSH

SHSHSBD THATS TOO CUTE I bet chigiri would take sm time grooming and caring for his rapidash too (in line with what we talked about for his hair and skin LOL) sometimes I forget you make money from battling LMAOOO like yeah I just beat your pokemon up now hand me my check

REAL BUT LMAOOO the light blue team never fails for him honestly when in doubt just match the hair color I can definitely see him genuinely having an aurorus and ice types though maybe he’s like (I like them calm and cold unlike my parents) hiori running a fossil pokemon conservation wait id never thought of that that’s also so real….atp this should just be an expanded universe that exists time to world build (on that note imagine Aryu grooms and styles pokemon for coordinators and especially furfrou, I forgot exact which gen you were into pkmn until oops I’ll elaborate if you didn’t get to kalos/xyz)

LMAOOOOO i was already linking up aiku and Brock the moment you brought him in lowk that interaction set up you have is so pkmn verse coded its great

I SECOND THAT if no other inspo comes out lowk pokemon au….guys…..also Noel noa being the actual champion while reos dad just holds the title is actually such an interesting dynamic and would work so well

SHSHS sounds like you’ve got it all down still praying for your safety though all those experiences in one lifetime is crazy

HAHAHA I LOVE THE CHATTER reading the convo responses brings me just as much joy as reading ur actual fics im always down for yap sessions

- Karasu anon

LMAOOO that’s just me irl tbh like i hope that’s what you picture when you think of me 🤩 surprisingly it wasn’t in reference to the oaeu!! someone had just posted that they wished there were more otoya fics because they’ve read all of them already and i was like “just working…working hard to please you” because i am an occasional otoya writer for sure

OMG MR REMARKABLE (i forget if he had an actual name KFNSJSN my brother and i always just called him mr remarkable he’s like that elderly man who has a tv show or smth right??) and HAHA tyyyy 🥹

maybe they do it like that to distinguish him from rin or smth?? idk but it’s specifically only isagi who gets the horrendous hairdos they don’t give ANYONE else that treatment 😭 i fr feel bad for the guy even though idgaf abt him…

bllk karasu’s like “can we switch places” because a universe where otoya’s not as much of a dumbass AND he has the chance to rizz up reader is the universe for him (he def is so pressed that hollyhock karasu never made any moves LMAOOO “wdym you lost her to OTOYA” and hollyhock karasu is like “i never wanted her in the first place 🤔” so bllk karasu is like “WHAT”)

HAHAHA possessed by kaneshiro fr i felt his energy flowing through me in that moment 😭 someone needs to get me on the phone with him like idk much about soccer BUT i can definitely cook in terms of characters and plot!!

I REMEMBER WHEN KURONA FIRST SHOWED UP I HAD TO REREAD THE CHAPTER BECAUSE I THOUGHT I JUST MISSED HIS INTRODUCTION 😭 agreed there’s such a discrepancy between ln/third selection/u20 yukimiya and nel yukimiya!! especially with that rlly cool panel of him in the u20 game where they’re like “his style of soccer is street soccer 😰⁉️” and he looks gorgeous af i was looking forward to more elaboration on that!! like really showing how he plays differently compared to the other players (maybe giving him some special weapon because of that kinda like metavision) it also could’ve been a really cool point of connection between him and kaiser given that both of them kind of learned how to play soccer in unconventional ways…but alas…here we are

NO BECAUSE KUNIGAMI VS ISAGI RIVALRY COULD’VE BEEN SO GOOD it would’ve built up the hype for kuni sm more and him feel much more relevant imo!! honestly along with wanting to know what wc is all about i’ve always wanted to know noel noa’s reaction to it…like his biggest rival from the past has destroyed this child’s body and life and future in order to make a copy of him THAT’S LEGIT INSANE??? kaneshiro could’ve given us such a scrumptious kuni and noa dynamic and then he just didn’t 😭

honestly i think one of the main problems w bllk is that kaneshiro is spreading the cast too thin and making people care about too many characters but it’s impossible to effectively manage such a huge cast given the premise of the story and still have emotional impact when stuff happens to them and that also means that characters aside from the protagonist aren’t given a ton of fleshing out (this is relatively common in shounen sadly…jjk had a similar issue but almost to the next level) where by focusing on lesser characters and just giving them insane depth the story would’ve felt much stronger ☝🏻 like realistically there’s 0 reason for kurona to exist in nel when reo (as per our earlier convos) or yukimiya could’ve easily taken that role and had their characters developed much more!! kiyora could also have been replaced with yukimiya (as much as i love him) and tbh?? get sendou out of ubers and focus more on aryu (how’d he go from number 2 in scoring goals to a defensive player?? flesh him out more instead of sendou literally nobody cares abt him…hot take but only memorable u20 players were aiku sae and shidou the rest did not need to be there), get rid of tokimitsu entirely (show how his nervous personality doesn’t jive with egoism) and give zantetsu + karasu more opportunities to shine in pxg (honestly if they wanted to keep the cutthroat feel of second selection then get rid of nanase too and show how kindness doesn’t cut it in bllk where you need to be insane; that way the cast is still large but these characters aren’t fighting for a main spot they’re more naruhaya-esque) 😰 and another hot take but they should’ve saved all of the other ng11s besides sae until the world cup arc (so no kaiser and lorenzo in nel) to really build the hype and stakes of the wc because rn it’s like…ok the bllkers have already managed to beat lorenzo and the whole kaisagi rivalry is going on so the ng11s don’t feel as threatening?? whereas they could’ve been a really cool obstacle in the wc and would’ve provided a baddie of the week feel and higher stakes without it being boring or random since they’ve been so foreshadowed already with sae

i agree i rlly like the terminally ill aspect it also explains why his pokémon are willing to go along with his possessed body (they’re not able to accept that he’s gone) as well as why isagi knows so much without him being a villain…it’s also just sad to think about like he didn’t want his family to worry about him but he wanted to accomplish his goals so he just pushed forward until he literally couldn’t anymore 😭 also now i’m realizing lowkey kunigami would fit better in barou’s role (given the whole canonical wildcard thing being similar to the possession) however idc because i like barou more

yeahhh unfortunately fandom people can be a little weird to say the least and especially now that i have a decent amt of followers i know there are going to be interesting individuals in my comments so it’s not even worth it to not tag…okay but hear me out i wasn’t even thinking about this when i assigned teams (nagi got his team based on cuddly fluffy vibes and barou got his team as all dark types because of his “villain king” thing and reader was forced to have one of the same pokémon as him for the sibling theme…of barou’s team i liked houndoom the most so that’s what reader got) BUT the parallels between nagi’s starter being arcanine and reader’s being houndoom kinda go crazy?? like they both have huge fiery dogs but as per the pokédex arcanine symbolizes loyalty justice protection etc and houndoom is like death hell horror and whatnot 😭 however as we know nagi’s aura is death and reader’s character’s main theme is love (for barou, for her pokémon, etc) so narratively nagi x reader would be so good…especially if they’re each other’s “rivals” but they’re not really rivals and half of the time are helping each other out��there’s a vision here and it’s cooking imo 🤩 ALSO i’m thinking…hear me out…karasu reminds reader of barou so he becomes like her surrogate older brother while they’re searching for barou and reader is the annoying little sibling karasu never had which makes him respect yayoi more and teaches him responsibility and maturity which in turn makes yayoi finally respect him too 🤔

honestly galvantula is such a random pokémon but realistically in terms of type matchups it’s absolutely CARRYING reader against barou’s team considering dark is weak to bug 😭 honestly it’s such a cool little pokémon i think it’s so fun for her to have it on her team!! and the gyarados plot line is going to be so entertaining (basically she gets scammed into trading a freshly caught pokémon for a magikarp and shenanigans ensue) that i think the basicness is excusable

otoya constantly getting girls via his fairy type pokémon vs reader and tullia being like “ladies STAY AWAY” who wins 😭⁉️ and agreed breloom + yuki goes so hard…tbh i rlly like steelix and yuki too it works surprisingly well

no literally justice for nagi 😭 the way the government did NOT gaf abt him is crazy like they could’ve at least given him a water type (although tbf he’s meant to show how the pokémon training system takes advantage of people so it makes sense) honestly though i love his character in this au he goes through sm development and his slowburn w the reader will be legendary fr

YOU KNOWWWW chigiri’s rapidash is SPARKLING he def takes such meticulous care of all of his pokémon (same w reo) whereas nagi’s just like eh as long as they’re healthy 😄 KFNJSSB so like manshine trio will be chilling and in their downtime reo will be brushing his cinccino and chigiri will be polishing his rapidash’s hooves meanwhile nagi’s arcanine is rolling in a pile of mud somewhere having the time of its life

hiori and ice types just go so well together (even though he only has one on his team I think 😭) and agreed i can see him retiring from battling after his arc w reader and co and following his actual passion of helping endangered pokémon instead of listening to his parents (maybe karasu inspires him because he also stood up to his family [yayoi] and that gives hiori the courage to do the same)

gen six is where i left off!! i played gen seven (namely moon and a bit of ultra moon) but i didn’t like them that much so as far as i and this au are concerned the pokémon verse ended with xy/oras 🤩 omg wait aryu as a pokémon groomer slays…maybe he’s the one yuki takes his pokémon to before contests?? and perhaps the itoshi bros are mentioned in passing as gym leaders in another region…kaiser as noel noa’s apprentice who’s going to be a new e4 member like isagi (but a bitchier one who never knew barou and never directly interacts with reader) and same with bachira + kunigami (kaiser to replace noel noa, bachira to replace lavinho, kunigami to replace chris prince, and isagi to replace snuffy) there’s just so many different roles that characters can play!! the world building would be so fun

LMAOO honestly aiku trying to be the rizzler but getting cock blocked by big bros otoya and karasu is so funny to me 😭 also speaking of brock link ups since we know karasu and reader are like a sibling duo i’m imagining otoya and tullia to have that brock and croagunk dynamic where she just punches him whenever he flirts with girls because he’s so cringe it’s embarrassing 😰 speaking of tullia atm i’m think she’ll likely end up with either chigiri (since he’ll probably pull up quite frequently as a nagi companion so there’s ample time for development), isagi (since he’s a classic tullia pairing and all), or maybe even hiori?? like her and hiori really hit it off and after the main story is over instead of becoming a show/competition breeder like she planned she decides to go back to his nature preserve and help in breeding for species conservation or something 🤔 many many options fr

NO BECAUSE LISTEN THE TIK TOK AUDIOS ARE BURSTING WITH POTENTIAL FOR THE POKÉMON AU i’m getting soooo many ideas for the story now!! like the entire gyarados arc, the aegislash arc (this one goes crazy because it’s basically “reader and nagi somehow end up in a period drama for an entire arc” yet it makes perfect sense given the pokémon verse and the backstory), EVERYTHING with barou especially the final fight between the cousins (i’ve decided they’ll be cousins but as close as siblings!! so y/n’s mother is barou’s father’s sister and her houndoom is barou’s houndoom’s sister so it’s like three generations of brother/sister-esque bonds making up the story), the random evil team encounters…i’m sure you saw but i put requests on hold for a few reasons: so i can finish the ones i have, work on the oaeu, AND also start this story hopefully!! also i want to deny people from requesting for a bit so the hype is built for my 1k event whenever we reach that milestone FJDJSJSJ

LMAOOO the craziest thing is that’s not even scratching the surface unfortunately i have had many insane experiences with men i’m sure you’ll hear about more whenever they’re relevant to the convo 😭 and YESSS i love chatting w you hehe always a little rush of dopamine when i see the little “anonymous asked you a question” notification on my phone (when tumblr isn’t an OPP and actually gives the me the notifs) 🥹

[bcnooneasked]

09/06/24 - 1:32am - in bed “gut, p, and my man, my man, my man”

so day 2 of a bone broth fast is over and it’s crazy how out of touch i was with my body. like i knew i was out of whack but i really had no idea to what extent.

it really is true that a upset gut bacteria can cause upset in your mind and life.

like i can’t wait to see how i’ll feel tomorrow.

sometimes when i eat the wrong thing it will l give me a headache and this was no different. i literally couldn’t get rid of my headache. it started binging on a pizza - definitely emotional eating for sure. i had just weighed in using the scale at work and 3 lbs of fat down and 3 pounds of muscle up.

like i have been fighting fasting for so long because i truly really do love food, but with the help of a lil bone broth, soda water, and kombucha i really be making it through. lots of salt in the water, and maybe a celsius or pre-workout today in the gym bc i am very much so not working out fasted but tbh i really pushed myself with weight and felt great!

i was there for almost 2 hrs… that’s not normal for me much anymore as i usual;y stick to just 1 hour or so but i spent time lifting and then i also did a little sauna and also some fascia stuff i think it’s called - massaging my muscles with a lil stainless steel gua sha lil thing. sweat is the lubricant during those massages and it might be in my head but they also might help break down fat for fat loss? idk in my head i’m beating them fat cells tf up lol.

also ugh there were some cuties up in the gym late at night. i’m def trying to not be too of a horny diva but when i say i miss dick i mean it with my chest. give me a big ol man rn. big. masculine, someone i respect, someone who rides for me, someone who teaches me, someone i look up to

i have been thinking lately i def do have daddy issues like i can’t ever be in love with someone who is a child. like i get the ick so dang quick when they try me like that. i get disgusted at someone not being impressive. i need to be enamored by you. i need to feel magnetic with you. i need electricity. i need you to push me to be a better person.

but he gotta be a masculine mf. i think i have in the past tried being with my more feminine sisters but like damn, i just wanna be like yea sis hey diva kitty gurl the house down boots with them,

it just ain’t cute. not for my forever man. no one needs to be my forever man besides that one dude and that’s why i think dating a waste. all i need is one good one and i trust and believe if i vibrate myself right, if i gravitate to godly good energy, if i lead with love, if i heal my bs, if i am the best most relationally healed self he worn’t be afraid to say hello, or maybe i say hello too but we won’t be able to deny our connection. every other relationship i’ll look back on and feel stupid for ever thinking that is what love felt like.

i can’t wait to be held and loved and prosper with him. prosper. heal. the christian in me wants to say praise too because honestly if he gives me a real man of god my pussy gonna praise the lord too.

he will come i just have to continue this fight to be celibate and prepare myself and heal myself of past sexual dysfunction so i can truly be me best self and set up my time with my life partner for success.

ok i need to go to bed but

since i been talking bout my godly pussy i really haven’t felt digestively efficient since i was douching regularly.

like my gut been off fr for a while now. i am solidified in that because even 2 days in and only bone broth and the things mentioned above, i still have bm in me. like i’m trying to play before bed but it’s still there and not glam or easy at all.

but like i can’t truly imagine how long these things been in me. like i truly haven’t felt together in my digestion for a while and i know i keep saying that but i imagine sometimes those things happen. clogs and buidup when your diet isn’t right.

[spookwyrdie]

listen, I’ve only been officially writing fic for the last couple of months and I through I was going to struggle a lot with writing smut BUT! Turns out the thing I’m actually having a hard time with rn is fluff! The line between cute and cringe is so razor thin for me that I can give myself the ick so easy lmao

Anyway, I’m working on something Felix flavored for my best friend rn and I’m trying REAL HARD lol

[p0rkbun]

Nah cuz fr like I don’t get why they make some of them have so much chemistry just for them to be straight. They’re always more than just friends fr

Ming-Na Wen deserves many awards. She’s such an amazing actress and she’s so underrated

Nah cuz I was watching Dior’s live that she did a few weeks ago. I wanted to watch it back then cuz I saw she was live but I was at my internship so I had to work😭 so I rewatched it on YouTube and I kept catching myself smiling at my screen. I’m so in love with her it’s not okay. Like I don’t even stand a chance but a girl can dream🙄

Avantika is so beautiful! I don’t know how she’s only like a year older than me. I wanna watch the musical too but the main actress that plays Cady cant sing and it’s giving me such an ick😭 why would they cast her if she can’t sing. Don’t get me wrong she’s an amazing actress but there’s so many people they could’ve hired that can actually sing

URGHH im upset! My damn old ass phone has reached its limit and now it’s stucks on the restarting screen which means I can’t use it anymore and check Dior or Melissa’s insta 😭😭😭 using my iPad temporarily but I’m genuinely tweaking rn, it’s been a day-ish

I haven’t seen that much of cady haha, all the content I got from mean girls are renee rap and avantika 😭 avantika is such an airhead I love her sm, I’m collecting poc actresses that I’m absolutely in love with,,,,

[happychappy]

I hate that this is the first post but I’m really upset about it so I want to vent and leave it here :( I love my girl so fucking much. She’s everything to me. But right now, I’m so fucking mad and sad and overthinking everything. So she texted me saying that her and her friend saw her ex, WHO I THOUGHT WAS IN A DIFFERENT COUNTRY. But no. She was fucking HERE. Anyways, a whole 6 minutes after that, she wanted to say that her ex is ugly and I’m an upgrade. But did she really think that? Like truly, with all her heart? Why’d it take so long? What if she saw her and thought oh I miss her. Or damn she looks good. I DON’T FUCKING KNOW! And idk, we talked about it and she said she was just busy with course but the way she said it sounded so sus 🧍 like she kind of mumbled it? And that’s all she said. She didn’t say I promise you right now that I have no feelings whatsoever for her and she can fucking die. No. She just said she was busy. That’s what you hear from all the cheater or people who’s done something they shouldn’t have. I know she’s said it before but I think I need to hear it right now. And I don’t want to tell her that’s what I need because she’ll just say it bc I want her to. I want her to MEAN it. I want her to reassure me so bad rn. I cried myself to sleep last night because I was thinking about her leaving me or cheating on me. The only reason they broke up was because her ex moved away and she became distant. But she’s back 🧍 she’s here. What if she’s here for good and they talked yesterday or there was tension or something? What if they still love eachother? What is she still loves her? Should I end it and let them be happy together? 🙃 should I end it while I have the courage to? She makes me so happy and I really, really love her. I literally can’t imagine my life without her, but if she’d be happier with someone else then okay haha…I’m fucking kidding. Who the FUCK? If she’s not happy with me, then I’ll become a fucking comedian because huh? Her? With someone else? Fuck. No. I’ve claimed her and she’s fucking mine. Only I can make her happy :)

I say that, but I end up getting insecure again and thinking oh she’d be better off with someone else. My mind is so contradicting. I would rip whoever she gets with apart. Literally hospitalise them. I honestly don’t care. Anyways…I don’t want to get hurt. I know I love her more than she loves me. I can feel it, and I fucking hate it. I want to leave so I don’t have to deal with these emotions. I’ve never fucking been like this before. This is my first relationship and idk how to fucking handle it. Too much happening all the time. I like catering to her needs, but I do it to the point where it gets in the way of what I need or want. But that’s just how I love. I’ve always done that for people I love, but thinking about it in the long run…it’s gonna drain me. I don’t know what to do.

Alsoooo I want to be FUCKED. Like I actually do. I was thinking about it before and I kind of miss the feeling I’d get with men. The fantasies and the need to be dominated. But I feel so uncomfortable when she does any of that with me. It makes me feel disgusted and I think that’s because of my “alpha male” mentality. I’m the man in the relationship, so I fuck her and make her cum. The thought of her fucking me gives me the ick. Every time I’ve cum since I’ve been with her, it’s because I’d imagine me with a strap and she’d be riding me. Her fat ass is bouncing and she’s staring at me with that desperate slutty look on her face. “That feels so good, daddy.” Anyways 💀 every single time, it’s me fucking her. And OH MY GOD. When we’re fucking, I talk to her in my head 😭 when she says stuff, I’ll reply but in my fucking head and it’s so hot but I feel like my voice doesn’t suit it so I just shut the fuck up.

I’m getting off topic 🧍 no surprise there. It’s just my trust issues. I have no fucking idea how to make them disappear. Okay, so I always think she doesn’t actually like me. I just don’t see how such a beautiful and amazing woman could be with such an ugly and boring person like me 💀 It’s crazy because I’ve seen the way her eyes dilate and I know she loves me but at the same time…WHY?! WHY ME? And she liked ME first. It just doesn’t make sense 😭 I’m not fucking complaining, I just don’t understand. She’s so fucking beautiful and sexy and perfect. I’m a literal loser 💀 I think if she was a bit uglier, it’d be easy to trust her and believe in how she feels about me. But no. She has to be the most beautiful woman in the world 🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍 like bro even when she just wakes up and she’s in track pants and a jersey! HOW DO YOU PULL THAT OFF?! When she eats, she makes it look fucking sexy! It literally turns me on 😭 HOW?! WHY?! Her body is so fucking perfect and her face is symmetrical like COME ONNN. She literally has an hourglass body, she’s shorter than me, her hair is so nice and soft, her eyes are beautiful, her nose is fucking adorable, her lips and big and kissable like fuck me bro. And oh my god her ass. Her fucking ass. It’s HUGE 👺 I love gripping it and jiggling it, it’s so fucking hot. She has the perfect ass I swear to God. Fuck this, I’m getting horny and side tracked 🧍 AGAIN.

But she’s also there for me when I need her. I know I talk led about her body a lot but who she is so much fucking more than that. She’s always so prepared to listen and she’s so caring and giving like idk how someone can be so perfect. She’s funny and weird and comfortable and everything. She feels like home and I wish I could spend every second of my life with her. I just like that we can sit in silence as well. We don’t need to talk to be okay, we can just enjoy eachother’s presence. There aren’t many people I can do that with 😔 OH MY GOD and she’s SO SO SO talented! She moves so gracefully, it’s like she was born to dance. Ykw? I just thought about what else I love about her and I can only see her smile 😭 is that weird? I think that’s weird. But her smile is my most favourite thing about her, I swear to God. It just makes me so fucking happy and I’d embarrass myself over and over again if it means she’d smile. I carried her on my back and pretended to struggle so she’d laugh *sigh* I miss her so much. I wish she was here with me rn. Okay I think I’m fine now HAHAHA I really fucking needed that 😭😭😭 this helps a LOTTTT. Anyways, that’s my story 💅

[thelovelybitten]

vera's first watch of south park -- season four (part 2)

jfc i want 2 unalive... slowly

EPISODE 6: THESE THE BOYS ARE SO FERAL BYE messing w the sub with switching names NO KYLE IS SICK :’((((( MY POOR BOY NOT BUTTERS HE’S SUCH A CUTE CARD I LOVE BUTTERS SM miss information…. bffr garrison writing a SMUT FIC BYE MDFNVIFDMIMMVS miss information BYE STAN IS TRYING 2 HELP there’s only so much natural herbs can do :’( “KYLE’S MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD” SO TRUE SO TRUE CRYINGGGGG “I’LL GIVE HIM MY KIDNEY I’LL DO IT” stan would die for kyle and that’s on god babe not cartman being the only person in south park that matches kyle SMH kenny and cartman being actual kids ofc cartman won’t give it up “how much is ur life worth to u, kyle” cartman u fucking JACKASS if kyle dies i’m gonna be pissed stan worried abt kyle :’(((((( kenny >:( rightfully so garrison just come out as gay babe it’s not that hard clyde and tacos >>>> kyle’s life this is so fucked ew oh stan is serious he’s gonna get his kidney i forgot abt cartmans pig cartman is so smart okay that kinda slayed stan DON’T CRY “nobody cares if i die” KENNY THAT WAS OUTTA POCKET BUT ALSO SO TRUE MY SON “I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT. SCREW U GUYS I’M GOING HOME.” PIANO FALLS ON HIM :’( very cartman of u kenny OH THEY KILLING HER OOF wait how is cartman not dead ?!?!?!/! his whole ass kidney was cut off by an eight year old oh they defo put his kidney into kyle’s bod but faked it for cartman epic EPISODE 7 Chef winning U GET THEM KING. Ending racists PERIOD who TF is this teacher Cartman winning debates ??? Weird Oh LMAO THE CLASS AGREES HES A RAT MY FUCKING FAVE KIDS ON TEAM CHEF !!! WENDY, BEBE, CLYDE AND BUTTERS. ICONS Stan obvs on his uncles side but BIG BOO WENDY GET THEM BABY WENDY TELL UR MAN HES AN IDIOT STYLE VS WENDY AND CARTMAN ??? oh this abt to be good cartman tho… fat boo Chef schooling the kiddies (style respectfully) WENDY PROTECTING STYLE SO REAL THUMBS DOWN CARTMAN BOOOOOOOO NOT THE KKK 💀💀💀💀 THE MAYOR RLY DIDNT DO SHIT oh crap leaving it up to the kids WHACK Wendy and cartman in the same frame is just giving me the ICK NO WENDY DONT LAUGH ALL CUTELY AT HIM EW no bc cartman and Wendy together makes me physically I’ll wtf KENNY EATING THE MINTS “FUCK YOU” so real “I don’t think we stand a chance in this debate bc Wendy’s leading the other side” “Dude, ur just saying that bc she’s your gf” TRUE AND REAL Kyle so real for that omg OH SHIT KENNY NOOOO HE EXPLODED NO CRYING not Wendy & Cartman again LORD ARE U TRYING TO TEST ME I WANNA OFF MYSELF WHY IS TREY AND MATT GIVING WENDY AND CARTMAN AN ENEMIES TO LOVERS ARC HES EVERYTHING SHE HATES AND VICE VERSA STAN PLS COME COLLECT UR GF IM GONNA THROW UP MY DINNER NOT THE HAND TOUCH IM UNALIVING I CANT I FUCKING HATE IT HERE NOT WENDY FANTASIZING CARTMAN I WANNA SKIP IT SO BAD BUT I NEED TO HAVE AN HONEST FULL REACTION NOT THE ROLL DOWN THE HILL WENDY WOKE UP IT WAS A DREAM THE LORD SAVED ME FROM THIS HELL Wendy me too bc what the fuck Dunks head in water me too Wendy seeing cartman everywhere and haunting her NOOOOOO Wendy “please don’t let this be happening” I WISH IT WASNT BABY GIRL This KKK stuff is weird “BEBE IM ATTRACTED TO CARTMAN” Bebe IMMEDIATELY SCREAMS THATS MY DAUGHTER SHES THE MOOD no but Bebe is me rn BEBE NO DONT TELL HER TO KISS HIM ?!1?1!1) THE FUCK ARE U DOING Wendy PLEASE DOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT I DONT NEED THAT IN MY BRAIN PLEASE IM BEGGING WHAT WOULD STAN THINK ??!?!? WENDY ARE U DELULU STANS LOOK OF CONCERN AS HE LOOKS AT WENDY STUTTERING AND PANICKING NO WENDY ARE U FUCKING FOR REAL NOOOOOO STANS FACE NO IM BREAKING IM DESTROYED IM IN SHAMBLES HIS SAD FACE NO STAN IM SOBBINGGGGGG cartman feeling so smug abt Stan’s girl kissing him I know stan is gonna go HAM ON HIS ASS Stan still upset NO I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT CARTMAN IS ADDING FUEL TO THE FIRE TEASING STAN OH STOP IT STAN IS STILL SHOCKED STILL. S T I L L S T I L L S T I L L IM SOBBING AT STAN 😭😭 CARTMAN HAS FEELS FOR WENDY OH FUCK defo my least fave episode out of all seasons so far

[punkscowardschampions]

Nancy & Teddy Pt.4

Nancy: She shouldn’t be, why do you think she liked it so much

Teddy: I know why she liked it, what there is to like about you, more than she or anyone else ever will

Nancy: No one else knows how evil I really am, I hold back and I’m sick of it

Teddy: No holds barred with me, baby

Nancy: I feel like I’m rolling, I’m too happy

Nancy: no one is safe from us, we’re going to elevate each other, go further

Teddy: You are, this is the best drug you’ll take

Nancy: Fuck me up

Teddy: You thought you craved me after today, but this is the real feeling you won’t be able to stop chasing, the high I can give you with more than just my body

Nancy: Your mind is better

Nancy: and that isn’t to discredit just how good your body is

Teddy: We’ll be legendary

Nancy: In our own right, fuck our families

Teddy: You have such a perfect mind

Nancy: The way you say perfect, I want to sear that into my brain

Teddy: If I could fuck your brain too, I would

Nancy: Try

Nancy: I believe in you 

Teddy: I will, that’s what this game with your cousin is

Nancy: I remember what you wanted

Teddy: Remember everything I want

Nancy: and give it to you, yeah?

Teddy: We’ve come so fucking far in a day, Nance

Nancy: We have so many plans to put into action, it’s the best

Teddy: Now I feel like I’m rolling

Nancy: We shouldn’t come down, ever

Teddy: Let’s not

Nancy: 🥰🥰

Nancy: or ever sleep again

Teddy: We’ll sleep when all our enemies are dead

Nancy: How have you not made a single misstep? It’s impressive

Nancy: The amount of times I’ve usually had the ick by now

Teddy: It could be my ? too

Nancy: I am feeling pretty smug with myself, this couldn’t have gone better

Teddy: Your face must be a picture, figuratively & I literally demand it is

Nancy: [send him a picture of your 😚 face rn]

Teddy: I agree, this couldn’t have gone better

Nancy: I just realized

Nancy: you’ll have to come to all the family functions with her

Teddy: Oh, that hadn’t occurred to me yet either

Nancy: You’re going to be fascinated again

Teddy: I wasn’t thinking any further ahead than your birthday

Nancy: What are you getting me?

Teddy: 🤔 Before, [something she would have liked but isn’t feelsy obvs], but it simply won’t do now

Nancy: Maybe you could fuck me and not her, just for the night

Teddy: Top of the list, but not all I’m going to give you

Nancy: OBVIOUSLY you have to get me real presents too, you’ve set a precedent

Teddy: & there’s a precedent for being too out of it to fuck after any of your parties, she can be even if I’m not

Nancy: She’s a lightweight, you wouldn’t even have to spike her for that to be achieved 

Teddy: Her socials have highlighted that, yeah

Nancy: Last ones standing is a given

Teddy: It doesn’t really count as a deliberate gift, only another precedent which we’ve both set

Nancy: It only gets truer as you get older

Nancy: Practically none of the people I started out with are still partying at all

Teddy: My tedious siblings are yet more proof, I’m already the last one standing

Nancy: Likewise

Teddy: We’ll drink to it

Nancy: Their lack of stamina and imagination

Teddy: How different we are

Nancy: and that being a good thing

Teddy: A blessing undisguised & actually extremely blatant

Nancy: Being the favourite wouldn’t have got me anywhere, look at Ava

Teddy: You can be my favourite, that’s what you really want

Nancy: Yeah, it is

Teddy: & I may let you be Rex’s, if you’re good

Nancy: you’re his too though, you heard him pining

Teddy: Is he asleep?

Nancy: he is now, I gave him his dinner a while ago 

Nancy: [send snoozy dog content]

Teddy: I should’ve ordered you the baby monitor J had for his brats, you distracted me too much to consider it at the time

Nancy: I could watch you sleep like a super stalker

Teddy: I’m going to have to cuddle with her, the least you can do is watch so we both suffer

Nancy: Oh no, I don’t want it, thanks 🤢

Teddy: I regret agreeing to your evil plan

Nancy: It’s too late now

Teddy: 🥺💔 but there are hundreds of repulsive aspects I haven’t thought about until now

Nancy: We can call it hasty but what else are we going to do?

Teddy: I’m going to force you to endure it with me

Nancy: Alright, I will, promise

Nancy: it’ll hurt me more than you

Teddy: You’re more sensitive than I am

Nancy: I’m not

Nancy: but there are no perks for me, however small yours are

Teddy: Liar, I’ll give you GIANT perks

Nancy: Okay, okay

Nancy: I still have to watch it and see everyone else think you two are a couple and be happy about it, it’s a much harder job

Teddy: You get to be passive, an observer, while I’m actively pursuing her & keeping her interest at the expense of my own

Teddy: my job is way more challenging

Nancy: Hmm

Teddy: I’m not going to get any enjoyment out of her, you know I won’t

Nancy: Not none, same you could get from anyone

Teddy: None in the sense you mean

Nancy: Really? 🤔

Teddy: Come on, she does absolutely nothing for me, to suggest otherwise is insulting 🤢

Nancy: Yeah but still, friction is friction

Teddy: Yeah & you could fuck your bedpost while I’m out with her

Teddy: we’ll be satisfied by the identical perks we’ll both get out of this arrangement, you & I, don’t get it twisted

Nancy: Yeah, I suppose so

Teddy: I want you, I’m doing it for you

Nancy: No, I know that

Nancy: It did seem easier, before

Teddy: It’ll be worth it

Nancy: Very

Teddy: My loyalty lies with you, trust that, not what you’re going to see

Nancy: You’re too nice, actually

Nancy: You only agreed in the first place to party with me, it’s never been about her, I know that

Teddy: Imagine you called up every single one of your exes, it would mean nothing because I’m who you want, it’s the same principle

Teddy: no one is a threat to you

Nancy: If the third wheeling becomes too intolerable alone

Teddy: Ha ha, I’m not actually signing off on a reunion tour for you to fuck all of your former boyfriends

Nancy: 😏

Teddy: If they go near your new bed, if anyone does, it’s game over

Nancy: I was only ever suggesting they pay for my drinks and provide me with something to do whilst you suck face, don’t worry

Teddy: I pay for your drinks & you’ll have plenty of scheming to do

Nancy: Fine, if that’s what you want

Teddy: It is

Nancy: Because you’re you

Teddy: Because you belong to me

Nancy: I’m yours, in secret for now

Teddy: & when it’s public it’ll be SO fucking public

Nancy: now he wants matching collars

Teddy: Yeah

Nancy: He does look really handsome in his

Teddy: We’ll try not to outshine him, but I have a feeling you will

Nancy: you

Nancy: I can’t think straight now

Teddy: You don’t have to think to shop

Nancy: It’ll be too long ‘til you can wear it, I’ll get you something you can until then

Teddy: We can still match

Nancy: You looked so good today

Teddy: I wanted to dress nice for you

Nancy: I appreciated it, more than I could let you know

Teddy: All of my friends wear the same things, like they’ve joined [a posh cult lol]

Nancy: You stand out, in lots of ways

Nancy: Boys your age can really be like a hivemind with no personality

Teddy: It worked, you noticed 🦚

Nancy: I noticed you ages ago

Teddy: When specifically? 

Nancy: I think it was at [someone]’s party when you [something he did that we found suitably outrageous and thus a vibe, probably ages ago so we didn’t pursue you because knew how it’d look and that our friends would be like no bitch]

Teddy: I’m too turned on to hear that

Nancy: It’s not my fault you’re so intriguing, is it

Teddy: Nor is it mine everyone else is boring

Nancy: I didn’t even realise who you were at first, you look nothing like your brother

Teddy: But then [his uncle who she said he looked like earlier] clicked?

Nancy: Something like that, yes 🤭

Teddy: What happened between you two?

Nancy: Nothing too scandalous 

Teddy: Spill, he’ll be at my family functions

Nancy: I don’t think you’ll want to hear it, no

Teddy: I do

Nancy: A few dates and a hookup, before he met his current partner, by the way, so he won’t need to avoid me

Teddy: That’s it, you aren’t going to share any of the details?

Nancy: I was being considerate 

Teddy: To who? I’m asking & he’ll never know you told

Nancy: well, it wasn’t bad, at all

Nancy: but I had ulterior motives, you know how it is

Nancy: I wasn’t looking to be 😍🥰

Teddy: Was he devastated?

Nancy: I highly doubt it, he met [this partner] not long after

Nancy: I’m not the one

Teddy: OR she’s a rebound & you’ll rekindle things over [a family function he’s specifying but I’m not]

Nancy: Not you working out my actual evil plan, so awkward 

Teddy: It’s what I would do if I’d fucked your uncle

Nancy: You’d be making some very strange life choices if you had

Teddy: Perhaps, I have form for that

Nancy: Pinky promise I won’t make comparisons when we finally fuck anyway

Teddy: I don’t care, I’ll come off looking better in each of them if you do

Nancy: I already know it

Nancy: it was standard decent sex, rough but how everyone likes it, you know

Teddy: 🥱 I know all too well

Teddy: [give her some more kiss and tells of yours that fit that vibe exactly, whether it’s with lads or girls or both]

Nancy: and I can’t even blame anyone, ‘cos they can’t give me what I want when I can’t ask for it

Nancy: tell me about the best you’ve ever had, please

Teddy: I can’t it hasn’t happened yet, when we finally fuck, I’ll tell you

Nancy: Vivid detail

Teddy: Always, what do you take me for?

Nancy: You’re an excellent storyteller

Nancy: I don’t think I sold your uncle’s dickdown very well

Teddy: Because it wasn’t very good

Teddy: I’m ashamed of him, truly, what an embarrassment to the family name I should have, would if my mother dared to keep it

Nancy: Poor man, he will think I’m weirdly obsessed with him if he thinks I’m trash-talking him now

Nancy: not a +1 option to your wedding

Teddy: Who are you bringing?

Nancy: You shouldn’t actually marry her, that’s too much of a mess for you, just let it all get planned and paid for

Teddy: Okay

Nancy: Don’t you think?

Teddy: I’m thinking about her waiting there for me with everyone, how crushed she’ll be when I don’t walk through those doors

Nancy: How long will she wait, hold out hope…

Teddy: Until the venue’s booked for the next happy couple & they have to kick her out

Nancy: You’ll need a new phone, new number, the texts and calls will be insane

Teddy: But we’ll keep my old one, read the messages together

Nancy: Definitely

Nancy: because once she realizes, she won’t ever talk to you again, or me, until she has to, so we have to savour it

Teddy: It’ll be delicious while it lasts

Nancy: her trying to piece herself back together after we’ve decimated her will take years 

Teddy: The amount of damage we’re going to cause, any meaningful recovery will be impossible for her

Nancy: Ruined for real, barely holding it together for the cameras and the family and friends

Teddy: She’ll have no trust in her remaining family or friends, it’ll be the first thing to go, & once it has, there’s no reason to even attempt holding anything else together

Nancy: How could you trust anyone or anything again? It’s not just this event, she’ll question everything about our relationship and see it finally for what it is

Teddy: She’ll lose everything, her mind included

Nancy: As small of a loss as it is, comparatively, it’s all she has

Teddy: I promised you could have it all, no stone unturned 

Nancy: You’re too much in the best way and I want it all

Teddy: You’re my ideal amount

Nancy: I’m too much too, you’ll see

Teddy: You’re intending to make me eat my words, are you?

Nancy: Absolutely

Teddy: I look forward to seeing you try

Nancy: Said as if I haven’t impressed you all day, quite rude

Teddy: I’d hate for you to get bored either having things come to you too easily

Nancy: Nothing else does, you’re quite alright 

Teddy: Darling, no, that will not do at all

Nancy: I know 💔😔

Teddy: Life is about to change

Nancy: It’s already started, babe

Teddy: Yeah, it has

Teddy: & when she arrives it won’t stop, you’ll forget you’ve ever been 💔

Nancy: You’re the distraction I need, this is what I’m meant to be doing

Teddy: It is quite impressive seeing you this focused

Nancy: I know it seems like I have none, just because I’m not like my parents or my brother

Nancy: My priorities are just different, you could be one of them

Teddy: I’ve heard it all before myself

Teddy: our priorities match, that’s why this is such an amazing plan

Nancy: All parents compare, I don’t know why they bother with the pretence that they don’t and would never, it’s so obvious

Teddy: We’ll do it openly, like we did with Rex’s brothers & sisters before we picked him, line each of the accidental babies up

Nancy: 😁 There’s going to be enough for a line, yeah?

Teddy: An annoyingly long line, I’m sure

Nancy: Sorry I’m not infertile, darling

Teddy: My parents need some grandchildren they can show off without it being through gritted teeth, you’re doing them a truly HUGE favour

Nancy: I just know they want you to pass on your cuteness

Teddy: & if they inherit yours it won’t be the dire tragedy it is for J’s youngest brat looking the spitting image of her mother

Nancy: Awkward, her face isn’t quite as chubby, it’ll have to be consolation for the poor thing

Teddy: I take consolation in my doting uncle duties being minimal as he’s managed to finally realise I am in fact not, however obsessed with those children he is

Nancy: Thankfully my terrible reputation precedes me there, no one wants me anywhere near their children

Teddy: If you’re ever forced, nothing will get you out of it, or his tedious company, quicker than calling her Tilly like Chlo used to do for the second she stayed on the scene, he HATES the reminder

Nancy: That is handy information to have 😏

Teddy: It’s G’s trick actually, I just steal it whenever necessary

Nancy: And she’s really gone ahead and done the same thing herself? People are so predictably boring

Teddy: The only consistent thing anyone can be relied on for is to be disappointing, we’re apparently out here as the sole exceptions, which is why we have to stick together

Nancy: Amen, the last ones standing

Teddy: 🥂 first & foremost to how fertile you are, you wouldn’t enjoy yourself half as much otherwise, meaning neither could I

Nancy: It certainly is an exciting thing to think about here and now

Teddy: You know how excited I am 

Nancy: I’ve still got the pictures open

Teddy: [send her some new ones just to keep her updated lol]

Nancy: Please 🤤

Teddy: I can’t wait to find out how many times you can drop your pleases into conversation in front of your cousin

Nancy: I’ll be on my best behaviour, obviously, manners cost nothing

Teddy: Your manners are going to cost me, I won’t be able to resist buying you whatever you want

Nancy: I already have your card info, you’ll be spoiling me whenever she makes me too jealous

Teddy: Providing you take your jealousy out on me sometimes too

Nancy: Whenever I get the chance, naturally

Teddy: I’ve no qualms about spiking her as well as J, there’s all the more reason in her case

Nancy: I bet we can do it with her just asleep but

Nancy: It isn’t as if I care, if you want to, we should

Teddy: She’s bound to get tired more easily, with her body giving up on her the way it is

Nancy: 👩‍🦳 hours

Nancy: Don’t you trust that I can sneak? I’ll be so quiet, if she’s sober, awake, in the room with us

Teddy: You could always prove it to me right now

Teddy: because no, I think the prospect has you very loud

Nancy: [a video that’s purposefully just of your face but it’s obvious what you’re doing and how hard you’re focusing on being 🤐]

Teddy: If your parents could see you, they’d be extremely proud of your focus & what you’re prioritising, just as I am

Nancy: Fuck

Nancy: I wish anyone could see me right now, Rex is the only one here

Teddy: I’m all alone too

Nancy: Invite [whoever he was on the phone with] over

Nancy: I hate being alone

Teddy: I could invite lots of people over, no one would think twice about you being here for a party

Nancy: I can’t

Teddy: Why not?

Nancy: Because I promised I wouldn’t sleep with you before you got her to go out with you and I have to stick to it

Teddy: Because you don’t trust me to stick to it

Nancy: No, myself

Nancy: I know what would happen, I’m not deluded

Teddy: Yeah & you think you know that without you as my incentive I wouldn’t go through with seducing Grace, but I will, I’ve promised

Nancy: It’s not just incentive 

Teddy: What are you afraid of?

Nancy: Nothing

Teddy: It’s a promise you made before, it doesn’t need to stand now

Nancy: Why are you so impatient?

Teddy: You like telling me no, but you can’t deny you’ll love when you finally say yes

Nancy: I’m not denying that just because it’s still a no

Nancy: The timing needs to be right or it’ll fuck everything up

Teddy: You’re denying yourself so much by insisting the timing isn’t right

Nancy: What if I turned around and said I didn’t want to do it anymore, what then?

Teddy: We’d come up with a new plan

Nancy: No because this plan is good and I’m not going to let myself back out of it now

Nancy: if I slept with you, I might

Teddy: Okay, Nance

Nancy: You’ll still want it or I’ll make you again

Teddy: Do you seriously want me to invite [that person] over?

Nancy: I seriously don’t want you to be lonely

Teddy: Can’t you continue to keep me company from there?

Nancy: Of course I can, if you want me to

Teddy: How I feel has absolutely nothing to do with [that random person], you did this to me

Nancy: Tell me how I can make you feel good, from here

Teddy: It’ll make me feel better to hear you’re pining for me how Rex is, despite your show of willpower

Nancy: [the MOST 🥺 selfie that is also more blatantly inappropriate with what you’re showing because how else are you getting across the desperation]

Teddy: [call her up so you can also blatantly hear her and let her hear you even if you then hang up to be a bit of a tease as she’s still holding out and keeping this promise]

Nancy: I deserved that

Nancy: You sounded like you’d been working out for hours

Teddy: You do motivate me more than my personal trainer does

Nancy: I’m too embarrassed by my total lack of coordination and skill to get one

Nancy: so work me out

Teddy: I’ll only make you blush like I did in the car

Nancy: You’re so nice to me

Teddy: It motivates you

Nancy: I only want to be nice to you from now on

Teddy: You want me to cum after all this edging & surfing we’ve been doing

Nancy: I need it, let me have it

Teddy: I’d be able to totally cover your body if you were here

Nancy: Someone needs to 👅 it all off of me

Teddy: When you’ve got your pet back, she can

Nancy: She will, her mother is constantly in some kind of throuple, she wouldn’t even blink

Teddy: It’s a pity she doesn’t look more like her mother

Nancy: We’ll find pretty girls, she wouldn’t be as devoted if she was

Teddy: You’re my pretty girl, we’ve found each other already

Nancy: Stop it 😭

Teddy: After the last pic you sent you can’t call yourself anything but, look at it

Nancy: but, I can look at you instead

Teddy: I can feel you looking at me

Nancy: You’re so gorgeous, it makes me wanna act so reckless

Teddy: Call me back & do it

Nancy: [do call him back on a facetime to do that]

Teddy: [live your best feral lives, nobody is around on either end so]

Nancy: 🥰🥰🥰

Nancy: I finally saw you cum

Teddy: & I did get to cum all over you, on a screen still counts

Nancy: it definitely counts, I felt it, feel everything you did

Teddy: You were incredible

Nancy: I do feel it now

Teddy: You’ve outdone [just nonchalantly describing a VERY feral act you’ve recently done with someone else that until rn you’ve been classing as your fave thing]

Teddy: you should

Nancy: Be for real 😳

Teddy: I love your 😳

Nancy: MORE than you love [said feral act]? 🤔

Teddy: Yes

Nancy: I’m going to need you to marry me right now

Teddy: Where are you going to wear your 💍 to keep it a secret?

Nancy: Good question…

Nancy: I’ll have to invest in really high necklines if I put it on a chain

Teddy: Which would be devastating, you’ll have to put it somewhere more intimate

Nancy: But I can’t lose it

Nancy: we might have to try out a couple places

Teddy: In order to find the perfect place, I’m willing to try anything

Nancy: I’ll do anything for you when it’s official

Teddy: It’ll be too much fun testing you out

Nancy: Gotta try before you commit, even if you already have verbally

Teddy: Oh I see, you’re doing a nice thing making me wait

Nancy: I could be as bad as your first wife

Teddy: Your devotion hits different

Nancy: You want mine, it’s a nuisance otherwise, ask her

Teddy: Desperately

Nancy: You know it’s mutual, even if I struggle believing I could ever have yours

Teddy: You’ll believe it soon, all the evidence will be laid out in front of you, her struggles, me

Nancy: I want to so I will

Teddy: [send her a pic of you literally lying there like hello, this is how it will be]

Nancy: you better enjoy the bed space whilst you still have it

Nancy: [send him a picture of this giant pup taking up a load of this bed rn]

Teddy: When we move in together he can have his own bed

Nancy: but you have to let me share your bed

Teddy: Every night, I’ll never tell you no

Nancy: Even if you’re very cross at me, promise

Teddy: Especially, how else could you say you’re sorry?

Nancy: We think the same

Teddy: Sometimes I may let my favourite child in, to upset the others, but mostly it’ll exclusively be you & I

Nancy: You’re going to turn me on, again?

Teddy: Constantly, I vow to as your husband

Nancy: What if we have different favourites?

Teddy: I hadn’t considered it, we do think the same

Nancy: This is true

Nancy: Competition to be the real favourite can’t hurt though

Teddy: & having one child would be an affront to how fertile you are

Nancy: and how often you have to cum in me

Nancy: just doesn’t work

Teddy: They’ll have to fight for our attention, there’s no other way

Nancy: Never actually succeeding in getting it fully

Teddy: We’ll have a separate wing of the house to leave them in whenever they aren’t away at school

Nancy: Between school and nannies, they’ll have nothing to complain about, I didn’t have either

Teddy: My mother was raised like that & until she met my father she had no complaints 

Nancy: It’s weird, when people are obsessed with their kids, like you said

Nancy: it doesn’t end well

Teddy: Jay’s a horrific mess of a brat, there’s the proof if anyone requires it

Nancy: Neither of her actual parents truly wants her, that’ll be fun for her to grapple with in therapy in a few year's time

Teddy: His overcompensation talks a good game, but you’re so right, he isn’t going to be good enough

Nancy: Being raised by her mother’s ex and her auntie, like, what the fuck are either of them thinking?

Nancy: But I’M the mess

Teddy: An addict & his barely legal girlfriend, it’s a great look when your substitute mother is a few years older than you

Teddy: at least G’s husband is ancient & those children of his are past the age of being impressionable

Nancy: Hmm, okay, don’t impregnate me for a while then

Teddy: I will when I want to, you can’t force me to wait for everything

Nancy: Okay, Mr barely legal 🙃

Teddy: I’m not in school like Ava was, fucking you in my uniform

Nancy: God 🙄 It is so… I don’t know how my parents still let her act so high and mighty like she didn’t do all that

Teddy: I don’t know how J can act it, he seriously thinks he’s superior to my entire family

Nancy: Tell that to the statutory you committed because you couldn’t resist the cliche

Nancy: I could almost be impressed if she just admitted it but she acts like it’s some love story for the ages and not what it actually is

Teddy: So does he, I’m not pretending or actually trying to take the moral high ground at least

Nancy: So many people can���t cop to who they are, how can you respect that?

Teddy: Catch my father behind his family man facade while none of us can stand him & he fucks girls around the age of his daughter, J doesn’t just look like him, the apple’s that close to the tree it barely fell

Nancy: Rotten to the core sounds about right

Nancy: fuck them all

Teddy: You’re my family now

Nancy: You’re mine

Nancy: I have to get over them, get away from how they make me feel

Teddy: We’ll start over once their lives are, do this much needed payback & focus purely on ourselves

Nancy: and everything we want

Teddy: Yeah, my priorities are & always have been unquestionably correct

Nancy: you’re smart as hell

Teddy: So are you 

Teddy: completely 😈

Nancy: we never have to stop, there’s so many people in this city who deserve us fucking them up 

Teddy: I’m certainly not concerned we’ll run out of targets, there are people who deserve us in every city

Nancy: But not like that, not like we deserve each other 

Teddy: You’ll never deserve me like that & they don’t vice versa, you’re special, no jokes

Nancy: Never? 

Teddy: I’ve got no interest in hurting you, I told you earlier

Nancy: That’s all you 

Teddy: We deserve each other, it’s you & I

Nancy: I can’t be without you, I need you to fuck this feeling into my bones, don’t let it fade

Teddy: It’ll last as long as us

Nancy: I don’t let go easy 

Teddy: You can hurt me like that

Nancy: Nails and teeth if you’re serious 

Teddy: I’m taking my 👰🤵🏼 proposal seriously, you should too

Nancy: I’m dead serious 

Nancy: do you believe I’ll do it?

Teddy: I believe you’re capable of almost anything, given suitable provocation 

Nancy: We could call it provocation, all the reasons you’re giving me to say yes to the dress and all of the rest

Teddy: We have to, you’re deliberately causing my sexual desire, that’s the dictionary definition

Nancy: See, smart

Nancy: just not boring about it

Teddy: I don’t get turned on by old books like my brother would, but I can’t live life dimwitted like your cousin

Nancy: It isn’t as fun as some people burdened with their big brains suspect

Teddy: You’re too intelligent to know that, wits as sharp as your nails

Nancy: You’re too hot to be this nice 

Teddy: You’ve masterminded a fantastic, life ruining scheme today, that’s a fact

Nancy: It’s just instinct

Nancy: to be as cruel as I can be at any given moment, I don’t have to think about it anymore 

Teddy: But you aren’t cruel to me

Nancy: Not yet, I haven’t needed to be

Teddy: You’re smart enough to know you don’t need to be

Nancy: It wouldn’t benefit me at all

Teddy: No & recognising that is why you’ll reap the rewards

Nancy: I find it easy, being kind to you

Nancy: maybe not without thinking but

Teddy: The truth is, I’m not clever, I’m a clever 🦜

Nancy: You know what people want, whether you deliver or otherwise

Teddy: As you said earlier, it’s predictable

Nancy: Predictable doesn’t always mean achievable though

Teddy: Well, I too can achieve almost anything given suitable provocation 

Nancy: ⭐️🧑🏼

Teddy: Your schoolboy fantasy rears its head after all

Nancy: Predictable is right, baby 😏

Teddy: I understand, uni is hardly a respectable fantasy setting unless we switched with our siblings 🤓

Nancy: Yet they didn’t pick the same one… like, do it properly if you’re going to

Teddy: Give it a term or two more before I will no longer be welcome at the same one as him, they’re eventually going to realise our assignments are alike because they’re copied, not because we share an identical passion for [whatever business course James did that Teddy is now being forced to do for the same reason he was] years apart

Nancy: Do you care?

Teddy: I’d like to get as far as possible, to let my father believe I intend to stick it out to the finish, but beyond that, no

Nancy: just like the wedding, take it as far as you can

Teddy: Precisely

Nancy: and then we can leave, go wherever we want to first

Teddy: I’d even go to [the honeymoon destination they mocked Grace for earlier] with you

Nancy: We’ll go wherever she wanted to, that’s an excellent idea

Teddy: Try & convince her to choose somewhere vaguely bearable though, please

Nancy: Duh

Nancy: and you’ll be paying for everything, so she isn’t going to have any control over her dream honeymoon going ahead without her

Teddy: It’ll be so romantic

Nancy: Yeah

Nancy: but do we take ALL the photographs or do we keep it vague and let her use her imagination with the rest?

Teddy: Does she have any imagination? The girl is baby raised by TV & everything else online if I ever saw one

Nancy: You’re right, I’m giving way too much credit, we’ll have to plaster it all over the feed

Teddy: You’ll have such an expensive manicure to use, all paid for from the wedding budget 

Nancy: Do you think she’d tell if I sent her pictures of my nails and what they’ve done to you?

Teddy: Tell who? Nobody cares about her

Nancy: 😈

Teddy: We’re untouchable thanks to the hard work you’ve done

Nancy: And she’s going right back to untouched when you betray her

Teddy: & the backwards country you rescued her from

Nancy: How long do you think this will take us, all in, your first date to nearly the altar

Teddy: Imagining this was a speedrun & we weren’t savouring every moment, showboating aside, I sincerely believe I could get us there in 6 months max & a couple at a push

Teddy: what do you think?

Nancy: I think that if we got this done in 6 months, everyone would think she had lost her last brain cell, and precisely no one would feel bad for her when you were obviously not the guy she thought you were

Teddy: I’ll take however long you’d like to me to

Nancy: We might want to linger, prolong the suffering, like you said

Nancy: but if you’re lovebombing her and she buys it, the effect is going to be the same

Teddy: It’ll be immediate, hence the shorter timescale of 2 or 3 months also being possible without any of my ego involved, but that would mean it’s over far too quickly to enjoy it

Teddy: we could do it in 9, in honour of the baby she can’t conceive? 

Nancy: That’s so unbelievably nasty

Nancy: I love it

Teddy: You love me

Nancy: Yes

Teddy: Then it’ll be the first deadline I don’t blatantly ignore

Nancy: I was going to have a drink but I don’t want anything to blame for this feeling but you

Teddy: Fuck, you’re staying sober for me

Teddy: you do love me

Nancy: I make no promises to even get through the night but I was halfway through making a [some drink, I don’t care, we have a stocked home bar is the point lol] and now I don’t even care about finishing it

Teddy: Nobody has ever admitted doing something like that because of me before, I usually have the opposite effect & they’re reaching for the bottle

Nancy: I feel like I’d die with how out of it you make me feel just by talking to me how you do

Nancy: I could OD on this

Teddy: I know the feeling, but I also know you can’t because I need you

Nancy: I’ll keep you on the edge if you promise to do the same

Teddy: I promise 🤝

Nancy: Daddy 💘

Teddy: If I impregnated you in [whatever month it would be so she started to really show by the time they are wrapping up this evil plot, going on his limited knowledge of pregnancies via Chlo] she’d see it in the honeymoon pics

Nancy: Will you think I’m disgusting though?

Teddy: It would destroy her, think about it

Nancy: I know it would, it’s all she cares about because she can’t have it 

Teddy: Even she’d be able to do the maths & work out it happened while I was with her

Nancy: I’m just unsure

Teddy: About your body? You’ll get it back

Nancy: No, not that

Nancy: We could get a divorce, if I let a pregnancy go too far, I can’t just get rid of it

Teddy: But you can get rid of a baby, if I leave you, leave it on my doorstep, it’s what I’ll deserve

Nancy: Yeah, right

Nancy: You’re nothing like your brother, I’ve heard

Teddy: I’ll take care of it in the sense I’ll pay someone to, the same as I will when we’re together

Nancy: Okay

Teddy: I told you, there’s nothing I can’t protect you from

Nancy: Kids ruin everything, sometimes

Teddy: They can ruin my parents, we won’t let them ruin us

Nancy: I’m just saying, it would be very mean if you wouldn’t fuck me on her honeymoon

Teddy: I’m nice, remember?

Nancy: For now

Teddy: I understand if you don’t want to, it was just an idea I thought you’d like

Nancy: I’m scared, of this one thing

Teddy: What can I do so you aren’t scared of a single thing?

Nancy: Make me believe you want it, you’ve got ‘til [whatever the timeframe of it would be for the date he said]

Teddy: Okay, I will

Nancy: I could fake a pregnancy and destroy her with it

Nancy: If we don’t really want to, we won’t

Teddy: True, but I don’t want her to think our relationship is being faked at the same time

Nancy: I’ll bang on about my fake miscarriage all the time, [a girl y’all know who is obviously more Nancy’s age] never shuts up about hers

Teddy: Thankfully I can be strong & silent about it because I’m not doing all that

Nancy: You’re so lucky you get to be so manly 😏

Nancy: I want to want it, you know?

Teddy: It’s noted, but I’ll have to leave you if you want the baby too much & it does become all you talk about

Nancy: You’d be jealous, that’s why

Teddy: It’s less fun than I am, it doesn’t deserve more attention

Nancy: You’re reminding me of when you put your head in my lap in the car

Teddy: Remember my 🥺

Nancy: Oh, I am

Nancy: you’re far too cute to not give all my attention to

Teddy: Stay on the phone with me until I have no attention left to give you?

Nancy: I’m not going anywhere, talking to anyone else, it would be wasted time

Teddy: [call her up and just be feral until y’all pass out and sleep because we’ll never get you to hush otherwise and this convo needs to end somewhere]

Nancy: [my boo says shut it please and she’s right for that, because clearly you’ll be in constant communication until Grace is here so hush]

Teddy: [and lowkey always as much as you can while she is too because you’re both highkey]

Nancy: [Mhmm, tis very much the vibe but I’ll post this part now, good job us]