#i’m either gonna private or delete this when i wake up cause god 😭

[havockingboo]

EXISTENTIAL CRISIS AU WRITERS DUMP PART 1

OKAY ITS ABOUT TO BE 3 AM AND I KNOW NOBODY WILL SEE THIS OR WILL GET A LOT OF ATTENTION BUT I CANT DRAW RIFHT NOW MY IPAD IS GONNA DIE SO I HAVE TO WRITE THIS OUT GOD OGOGOFGKFKDO yeah far warning im not going to make sense like at ALL just im just ya know dumping all of this 💀 so bare with me

THIS IS SPOILERS FOR WHAT I HAVE PLANNED CAUSE I CANT HOLD IT IN ANYMORE!!!!! ITS STILL CONCEPTS. LIKE 90% CHANCE THIS IDEA WILL BE SCRAPPED OR BE REWRITTEN so uh yeha!!

SO THERES THIS ONE PART IN THE STORY OH SHIT I GOTTA EXPLAIN THE DAMN EPILOGUES CRAP I REALLY NEED TO MAKE THAT MASTERPOST ABOUT THE AU BUT URGH SO THERES 3 EPILOGUES TO EC AU why am i yelling okay okay whew one of the epilogues is “Endless Genocide” which you can guess is a repeated genocide resets SO BACK TO MY IDEA FUCJCDIFUFJCK IVE LITERALLY BEEN GOING CRAZY ABOUT THIS

you knoW THAT SANS POSSIBLY MIGHT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESNT HAVE DEJA VU THEORY?!?!?!? BRO…SO THIS THEORY. AND HOW ITS JUST THE BIGGEST QUESTION WHY HE NEVER STOPPED THE PLAYER IN THE GENOCIDE RUN UNTIL THE VERY END LIKE THE LAST SECOND . ..

SLAMMING FIST.. NOW JUST HOLD THOSE THOUGHTS. so. there’s this one run, where the player some fucking how cheated out papyrus’ own death. LIKE I CANT EXPLAIN IT BUT THEY SOMEHOW FAKE HIS DEATH IN ONE RESET. SO you can imagine. oh shit would sans know?? SHIT PROBABLY, god idk idk ALL I KNOW IS I WANT PAPYRUS TO LIVE IN THIS RESET.. LITERALLY WITNESS THE PLAYER CAUSING GENOCIDE BUT BECAUSE HE WAS NEVER MEANT TO LIVE THIS FAR, HE IS. LOST. HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT. he feels stuck. BUT he still follows the player!!!!! THEN… THE SANS FIGHT. idk how HOW but papyrus was stagnant for a good while before he finally made himself follow the human, but ofc they’re far from where he was. SO .. what if. papyrus witnessed sans death. gdo im losing it. he’s devastated. like absolutely devastated at what you’ve done. he doesn’t even pick a fight with you because he already spared you!!!! idk abou this next part like oh the ending of the genocide proceeds of idk smth else happens but that’s BASICALLY IT. SO BACK TO THE SANS POSSIBLY BEING THE ONLY ONE NOT HAVING DEJA VU…and the whole “standing by in the genocide run” like. i NEED to draw this out. This Scene. in my mind, of papyrus piecing together a few things about his brother after that One reset. like, god this is starting to not make sense. ITS LATE MAN but i feel it in my bones of how this scene would play out, the tension the conflicting emotions going through papyrus, and sans can see it. he knows, and that’s what’s this scene is about. these two, giving each other this fucking knowing look. LIKE THEY KNOW… PAPYRUS KNOWS, SANS KNOWS… THEYRE BOTH FUCKED.. ITS SOURUGGURHGVUHGH IT MAKES ME CRAZY I NEED TO DRAW IT OR ELSE IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE THE UTTER CONFLICTINGNGNG FEELINGS PAPYRUS HAS THAT HE BROTHER KNEW… WHY DIDNT HE TEL LHIMM… OR WAS HE TOO NAIVE OR WILLING IGNORANT BEFORE TO NOT NOTICE GOD GOOODODIDDODO