#i’m actually really normal typically and u should forget everything u know about me agfksg
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i think anyone who met me anytime between like april of 2022 until jan of 2023 should forget everything they know about me actually
#i look back on that WHOLE period and am just like *ough* agdj#like fr so sorry to all the people who had at least one (1) conversation with me when i studied abroad agdh#i was like. Crazy Bonkers Insane and not in the funny haha way agdh#the way i was overcomponsating for *everything* and it really showed agdjsg#look sometimes 6+ close relatives and friends die in a single year#and you spend that whole year living as a shell of yourself and behaving in a way that is very much Not Normal Hfjsb#like i think about how i was when i studied abroad and just want to die in shame agdjs#like i was skipping class not making friends behaving like an Actual Crazy Person#who tf EVER thought i was okay i would stay up like 48 hours or smth crazy i wAS UNWELL#anyway yeah to all the individuals out there who’ll never read this and had the unfortunate circumstance of knowing me during that time:#i’m actually really normal typically and u should forget everything u know about me agfksg#it actually haunts me day in day out😭#if u wanna know how bad it was: i got ghosted like. *multiple* times by people i was trying to befriend in my classes agdjs#i at some point just called it quits cause i could Not make a good impression agfhs#it was Bad Bad y’all like its all on me for being hashtag despicable but it was BAD
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