#i’m 23 tho so i just whine on tumblr & go to bed. coping mechanisms have def improved 🤩
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love how ive been trying to find my inner peace via painting and all i have gotten is um. worse. lmfao……
#michelle speaks#have been plagued by dreams of my ex best friend once again for absolutely no reason#past 2 nights i have literally only dreamed abt her. multiple dreams both nights.#on top of that i am just like. so tired of the way that no one cares abt me as an individual yk…..#like genuinely i don’t think anyone sees me as a person fr 😭 maybe it’s smth abt my personality#or maybe ppl are just like. idk self focused. but no joke fr no one ever asks me how i am#but like it’s not even just that but like even if they did they don’t want me to really answer ykwim#i am the person that literally all my friends go to to complain abt stuff but i don’t talk to any of them abt like anything#bc in one way or another they’ve made it clear they don’t care and i’m soooo tired of saying things to ppl who don’t care#well not all of them but it’s to the point where ive tried to talk w enough ppl that u get discouraged from doing it at all eventually#if i was 15 i would be drafting my s*icide note every night over this lmfaooooo#i’m 23 tho so i just whine on tumblr & go to bed. coping mechanisms have def improved 🤩#however if i have more dreams abt her tonight. reverting & kmsing myself just to send her a letter & be petty……..#anyway i’m just sick of caring abt ppl more than they care abt me. my eternal struggle 🤪
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