#i‘m devastated

[starlingstalk]

Eye, Soul and Hand

Been listening to ‚You‘ll never get to heaven‘ :D

[agerzionn]

richarlison choosing real madrid as a team to play and emerson man united… 🙊

[theformulaimagines]

Look at that woman (breaking my heart) | part 10

Pairing: Lewis Hamilton x Vettel!Reader

Summary: For one and a half years Lewis and y/n managed to keep their relationship a secret, until it blew up in their faces. Now, they're trying their hardest to pick up the pieces...

Warnings: angst but fluff at the end

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noella44: gang wake up it is time to suffer :(( they’re apparently on a break- so we won’t get any more cute interactions for a while … #y/nandlewis

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user 1: this is tragic on so many levels

user 2: i feel like if they hadn’t been exposed they would’ve been endgame

user 3: @/user2 ikr!! seemed really genuine

user 4: DEVASTATED

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user 1: casually cried before work

user 2: now why would you do this to me???

user 3: posting is always optional just fyi

user 4: it’s been a MONTH AND WE HAVE NO STATEMENT WHATSOEVER YET

user 5: we saw the rise and fall of them in real time i can’t do this

She hears how the balcony door opens again. „Seb, I told you I‘m not hungry.“

“Hey.”

At the sound of the more than familiar voice, Y/N turns her head around. Her eyes widen while she can’t help but stare at the man and the way he’s awkwardly shifting his weight from one foot to the other. His soft brown eyes becoming more and more shiny.

Her left hand quickly flies up to cover her mouth, while she stands up to rush over to him. However, nothing could stifle the guttural sob that escapes her lips the moment his arms wrap around her shoulders to pull her close.

“Hey, hey.”, Lewis whispers, while holding back tears himself:” It’s okay.” For a few moments they stay like that before Y/N ultimately pulls back to look up at him. Her eyes are roaming over his features as if she’s worried she will forget them any second.

“Oh my God? What are you doing here?“, she asks, a teary chuckle leaving her. He can’t help but do the same, his much larger hands cupping her face:“ I just had to see you. I was at home with my parents and we just- they both kept on talking about this whole thing. And I know they meant well, but the only one I want to talk to about this is you.“

“But what about our managers? They both-.“ “Well, fuck them.”, Lewis cuts her off, leaving her gazing at him with an open mouth. He playfully rolls his teary eyes before cracking a smile:” What do they know? Right?”

Y/N smiles at him, something inside of her is waking up again. And it feels so good. She nods before clearing her throat :”Yeah. What do they know?”

Inside Sebastian is standing next to Hanna with his arms crossed in front of his chest:” Still can’t believe this.” It makes his wife laugh: ” Lewis is a good guy, one of the best. I say it’s a match.” It makes him scoff in response, the way any older brother would:” I’m still concerned about the media. When they’re back at work they’ll be treated like prey. I just know it.”

“Yeah, you’re probably right. But they have one another, that’s probably going to be enough.”

[tys-kitty]

Kit constantly trying to enjoy his new life with his family but being so haunted by what he and Ty did, is just devastating.

And the fact that he isn‘t angry about Ty rejecting him. No, he‘s tired of living with a secret and not being able to be open with people. His father kept him like a secret. And throughout QOAAD Kit had to keep the secret that he didn’t want to raise Livvy (but he was too scared of loosing Ty and him doing it all by himself). The fact that he‘s primarily angry about that is just soo in character.

„You made yourself a different person than the one I loved“ is also showing that Kit is so freaking miserable about losing Ty. Not only losing him after QOAAD but also losing him in the obsession of raising Livvy and not finding peace with her death.

I‘m so sorry if you can hear me sob while writing this

[nalyra-dreaming]

Comments on episode 2x02 - aka episode 9!

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Intro change!! Love it!!

The coven immediately tracking them but Claudia and Louis not noticing for FIVE MONTHS?! Sweeties!!! Come ON! This is Paris! You know? “Paris? No!“????

But the ribbing about it is EVERYTHING

Sitting on the statue made me laugh out loud

I‘m living for the vaguely bitchy bantering between Armand and Louis!!! Yesssss 🙌

And Daniel not buying it lol

Loved the little moment re the racism (callout) there

Armand and the jab re Lestat - LOL (oh god he is being so PETTY)

Armand needling Louis lmao

The coffins beneath the beds - clever

Poor pidgeons

GO DANIEL!

The interjections with Daniel‘s memories - shivers down my spine!!!

CLAUDIA SAYING SHE NEED A NEW BRAIN IN HER HEAD?!!!!! I FUCKING HATE THEM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 God the foreshadowing

Madeleine and Claudia (and the dress 😭)

Daniel lecturing them about the gloves!!! I remember a post about this when s1 aired, because yes!!!! GOD THE DETAILS

Oh Louis. His photos. Going to that park to… watch?! Or snack and taste the lust in the blood?!!

Okay the groan and the elictricity … manifestations are definitely related to Armand.

They‘re very cute there on the couch in Dubai! If only Daniel would buy it lol. Also Louis‘ face when Armand says he never harmed him - oof. Pain and harm (for others) incoming 😭

God Armand seemed smitten indeed

The theater. HOLY SHIT. God they ate horrifically and left no crumbs.

Armand is maître. No hiding behind Santiago after all

Claudia choosing Bruce. Oy. Also Louis‘ face seeing the portrait

Daniel after had me laughing tears. Honestly. Drag them 🤣🤣🤣

Armand saying he fucked Lestat. Nawwww sweetie 😆

Louis going to Roget‘s to check if Lestat is actually dead. I… god. Honey.

Also: A part of the real Lestat!!!!!!!! I had not expected this (something similar yes, but THIS)??? GOD!! And Sam‘s presentation of it. Holy Hell. And making Louis his beneficiary. Right in the feels. “My Louis“. 😭😭😭😭 Mentioning the veil between them!!! Asking Louis not to give in to revenge!! But live his life 😭😭😭 FUCKING DEVASTATING 😭😭😭

The blood tears

Also Roget proposing Lestat is sleeping?!!!!!!!!! Does this Roget know?!!!

Whoa Daniel calling rebound

And Louis lashing out making Daniel remember Armand!!! HOLY MOLY

Louis called Daniel “Danny“

That smile Louis smiled there was vicious. Another little chip of surface humanity gone

Murder Mansion. Sex on motorbikes. It feels feverish.

Ohhhhhhhhh the flirtation. And Armand cutting it short by warning him and pushing Louis towards his shortcomings vampire-wise. OUCH. And also Armand commenting on her body and mind. Beheadings going on behind them. Oof.

The episode ending with a scream and the smile draining from Louis‘ face. Ruthless foreshadowing.

Next episode preview!!!

1556… the way they redirect for these snippets is interesting

Nicolas!!!!

God that gaze between Lestat and Armand is … *fans self*

Catacombs. Does Armand really show / (try to) teach LOUIS the fire gift? 😬

Justin fucking Kirk talking about the Great Conversion in broad daylight. Ohhhhhh I‘m still calling red herring lol.

Louis throwing Lestat against the wall 😈

Armand challenging Louis 🙌

Agh.

INCREDIBLE.

[therookieimagines]

Oh my God I absolutely fell in love with „Not that he cares“! So first of all thanks forever this brilliant story. I just saw that your requests are open so I came up with an idea for a one shot for this installment. What about they want to keep their very fresh relationship (or that little something which is slowly developing) as a secret. But one day one of Tim‘s ex comes back… maybe they‘re out with some friends and she is also in that bar. She flirts really heavy with Tim… reader is hurt cause Tim doesn’t seem to reject his ex. When reader discovers days later a message from Tim‘s ex on his phone she is devastated. Reader distances herself from Tim, feeling heartbroken and not good enough for him. Her health is spiraling, she doesn’t take care of herself… making herself sick. The colleagues at the station are worried and Tim is not concerned until something happens to reader (maybe collapsing at work or falling real sick, not coming to work something like that).

Sorry for that long request I‘m justice a sucker for angst and drama with a happy ending. Feel free to ignore my silly idea

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OMG I LOVE IT I am also a sucker for angst and drama with a lil sappy ending so I will make sure to get started on it so make sure you keep an eye out because this is an amazing idea! <3

[moomuzan]

༘⋆CHARA. — bnha men , kny men

ੈ INFO — single! dad! headcanons

༉‧TAGS — fluff , aged up

➶ ˚A/N — not to brag but i‘m devastated. this is so cute

#BAKUGO

Always Grumpy™ Dad.

Looks perpetually annoyed, even when he’s doing the most doting dad things.

“Don’t forget your lunch, brat!” he yells, shoving an intricately packed bento with heart-shaped rice balls into his kid’s hands.

When his kid’s team loses at a sports game, he’s the one fuming more than the children. “What do you mean that goal didn’t count?!” he yells while the coach desperately tries to calm him down.

Bakugo insists on strict homework sessions but barely understands the material himself. “Why the hell does this math problem have letters in it?!” He’s that dad who ends up calling Kirishima to “help” while pretending he’s got it under control.

Secretly Soft Dad: His kid walks in on him sewing their torn plushie back together at 3 a.m. “You didn’t see anything, got it?!”

#TODOROKI

Clueless But Trying Dad.

Todoroki is completely out of his depth when it comes to parenting. His child once asked him what’s for dinner, and he handed them soba for the fifth time that week. “It’s nutritious.”

He attends all their school events in the loudest Todoroki way possible: deadpan clapping. If they lose? He pats their head and says something like, “Winning isn’t everything. But… next time, we’ll destroy them.”

His child asks for help with a school art project, and he approaches it like it’s a battlefield. The result? A horrifying abstract mess. His kid still proudly shows it off, though.

“If you finish your homework, we’ll get ice cream,” he promises. Somehow, he is the one who eats three scoops by the end.

#KIRISHIMA

Encouragement Overload Dad.

Kirishima hypes his kid up for everything. “That macaroni necklace you made? It’s a masterpiece! We’re putting it in a display case!”

He cries during parent-teacher conferences when the teacher praises his child.

He volunteers to coach his kid’s sports team but gets way too invested. “No, no, you gotta feel the spirit of the game!” His pep talks last longer than the matches.

His kid asks for help with science homework, and Kirishima tries to turn every answer into something about being “manly.” “Volcanoes are super manly because they erupt with power!”

#MIDORIYA

The Scrapbook Dad™.

Deku documents everything. First steps, first drawing, first sneeze. His kid can’t even eat a sandwich without Deku taking a hundred pictures.

His kid complains about being tired during gym class, so Deku creates a whole training schedule. “We’ll work on stamina first, then agility!” His kid just wants to nap.

Homework: “Let’s research this together!” He ends up learning the entire curriculum while his kid stares at him, confused.

Crying at EVERYTHING: His kid does the smallest thing, like tie their own shoes, and Deku is wiping tears off his face. “You’re growing up so fast!”

#DABI

“Cool” Dad.

Dabi tries to act indifferent about everything, but when his kid brings home an art project, he lowkey keeps it on his fridge for years. “Don’t read into it.”

His kid always steals his snacks, and he complains every time, but he still buys extra just for them.

At a school match, he heckles the referee when they make a bad call. “Oh, come on! What, are you blind?” When the teacher tries to scold him, he just grins and lights up a cigarette.

He tries to tell his kid a bedtime story but gets bored halfway through and starts making up weird, chaotic endings. “And then the princess set everything on fire. The end.”

#TANJIRO

Soft Boy Dad.

Tanjiro packs lunch boxes with cute little notes and carved fruit animals. His kid opens their lunch in front of their friends and groans, “Dad, stop making my sandwiches into hearts!”

He cheers for his kid even when they come in last at a race. “You gave it your best! That’s all that matters!”

Tanjiro tries to help with math homework but ends up confusing himself. “Wait… so the train is traveling at 60 kilometers per hour…” His kid eventually takes the textbook and says, “Never mind, Dad.”

His kid tries to bake with him, but Tanjiro somehow sets the kitchen on fire. “We can fix this! It’s fine!”

#TENGEN

Flashy Dad™.

Tengen insists on making everything extravagant. His kid gets a birthday party with fireworks, live music, and a five-tier cake. “What? This is normal parenting!”

He’s the dad who shows up to the sports match wearing a custom jersey with his kid’s face on it. His cheers are deafening, and his kid is mortified.

“Math? Who needs math when you’ve got style!” He distracts his kid with ninja flips instead of helping with homework.

The first time his kid brings home a crush, Tengen interrogates them with full dramatic flair: “What are your intentions with my precious gem?”

#GIYUU

Quietly Overprotective Dad.

Giyuu doesn’t say much, but he watches everything. If someone so much as looks at his kid wrong, his glare could freeze them solid.

He sits silently during the entire match, but the one time his kid scores, he claps once. His kid notices and beams because that is high praise from Giyuu.

His kid asks for help with history homework, and Giyuu stares at the page for ten minutes before mumbling, “This wasn’t in my era…”

His kid falls asleep on the couch, and Giyuu carefully tucks a blanket around them, sitting beside them in case they wake up.

#ZENITSU

Over-the-Top Drama Queen.

His kid gets a scraped knee, and Zenitsu screams like it’s a mortal wound. “My baby! You’re too precious for this world!”

Loudest Sports Parent

He cheers so loudly at matches that the referee tells him to sit down. He’s also the dad who cries when his kid loses.

His kid brings him a math problem, and Zenitsu panics. “This is witchcraft! Why does the answer have letters in it?!”

Clingy Bedtime and drop-off Rituals: “One more hug! Okay, now one more! Alright, just one more after that!” — *Cries.*

#INOSUKE

Wild Dad™

Inosuke’s idea of parenting is throwing his kid in the air “to build their strength.” He accidentally throws them too high once and panics mid-air.

Unhinged.

He barges onto the field mid-match to yell, “NO! YOU CHARGE STRAIGHT AT THEM! NO FEAR!” His kid tries to explain that it’s not how soccer works.

His kid asks for help, and Inosuke just growls at the book, as if he can intimidate the answers out of it. Eventually, they both give up and eat snacks instead.

His kid brings home a handmade macaroni necklace, and Inosuke wears it for weeks. “It’s armor from my spawn!”

[reijamira]

The Heart Killers Episode 10: Through thick and thin (my reaction)

Uh, I’m so excited about this. Lots of stuff is going to happen. Let’s see what spoilers I caught this week:

Bison screams at Ruerat while Fadel aims a gun at him.

A lot of photos of Fadel and Bison sitting at different tables. 

Fadel and Bison all dressed up and wearing glasses! 🤓 

A sad looking scene between Fadel and Bison where Fadel hugs Bison. 

Miserable Kant at the bowling alley remembering Bison. 

Something about Fadel breaking down on Style‘s lap. Looks like he is devastated or crying. He definitely IS crying. I just saw another still. 😭😭 This scene (the last one of the episode?) is bittersweet and touching. Oh, okay, I think Fadel knows the truth about his ex now. OMG! I’m going to need this box of TISSUES for my ISSUES Joong posted on his Xitter. 

That scene with the four of them where Style assures Fadel he is all in, body and soul. 😍

Oh, help, I just saw a gif of Style in that sexy suit kicking Keen of all people! Oh lord! Love me some badass Style!

Dunk posted on his Xitter pics of Style in a vest suit with the lyrics for APOLOGIZE feat. OneDirection by Timbaland:  Now I’m sitting here and thinking what this is supposed to mean. It can’t be about the betrayal, right? That was already cleared. Is there another issue on the horizon? 

I hope I‘m strong enough to stay away from that promising FadelStyle rice scene that is P‘Jojo‘s favorite FadelStyle moment, and JoongDunk also liked it. (Yeah! Accomplished! I didn’t see any spoilers for that scene. ➡️ That is because it wasn't in EP10. 🤣) 

There is a still of Fadel tightly hugging Style, and we see Fadel’s face over Style‘s shoulder. He looks so tense and determined. Is he planning something stupid? Revenge, maybe? (No, that was just heavy-hearted Fadel realizing Style really is the one and only for him. 🫠😭)

FadelBison train a gun on Mother. 

Something about Bison appreciating Kant’s fingers. 🔥

Ooookay, I don‘t want to lose any more time. Let‘s delve into episode 10. 

Perfect! I love that these episodes all run roundabout one hour! 

Ohhh, sweet! The episode just started and I already get a dose of worried Fadel. It‘s so lovely how he cares for Style.

******SPOILER FOR THE NOVEL******

See? This is why I don’t want the brothers to go to prison like in the novel. This little separation they are planning is already enough to make me sad. Just like these four guys are sad and miserable. I couldn‘t endure the fact that Fadel and Bison have to go to prison for two years, especially knowing the horrible conditions in Thai prisons. It would destroy me. 😭

******END OF SPOILER******

Oh no, Kant and Style look like abandoned dogs. 🥺

Ahhh, beautiful KantStyle moment! I love all four of these characters so much. I wish the show were longer so that we could have more moments between all of them. 😍

I’m excited that we get to see some mission/ops action! Love Fadel and Bison planning their next hit. I’m a sucker for this kind of stuff. 🫠

Oh my lawwwwd, look at them brothers in these suits with the freaking glasses!! 🤓 Holy moly, what a look! 

I’m sorry, but am I the only one who thinks Ruerat is hot? Just like Captain Christ! I still vote for the middle-aged men BL dramas! 🤩😆

Bison is so freaking tense. He wants to go for Ruerat’s throat so bad. The way he moves his head is telling. 

Ah, yes, there it is. The attack! I love how Fadel sits back and just lets Bison handle this. He knows Bison needs to get it out of his system. 

Uhh, so NOW that Mother was accused, Fadel gets involved. This scene is so thrilling! 😃 This is the scene from the spoiler. 😍 Great! 

Whoa! I wouldn’t have thought Mother herself used to be a hitwoman. 

Lol, Ruerat, spitting on the ground. What a dramatic bitch? 😂

Damn, this scene between Fadel and Bison is so intense and emotional, I completely destroyed my nest of pillows. 😂

Geez, the way both their eyes are full of unshed tears. Bison’s hot fire rage and Fadel’s cool, icy one. I love how Fadel tries to keep his cool. Gosh, the way Bison just explodes. So much PAIN! Imagine what they just learned. A life full of lies and deceit. This is so heartbreaking. Omg! Now, Fadel is crying, too! I can’t. 😭 The hug is much needed. 

Oh, if Kant and Style only knew how much comfort their boyfriends need at the moment. Uh. I love how they both share their misery with each other. More KantStyle moments, please! They are so rare and so precious.

So, Fadel and Biron really offed Ruerat? I can’t stand Mother. She is so false!

The spider tattoo! 

SO, IT WAS KEEN WHO SHOT STYLE! 🫵🏻 I knew it! 

Oh, the wheels are turning in Fadel’s mind. He is so perceptive. 

I love how Mother places herself in front of the photo of Ruerat’s body. I’m laughing maniacally on the inside. Is this foreshadowing that she meets a similar end? 

I hope it is. 

Keen, better get the hell out of there while you still can. I’m curious what he will do. Maybe he will sacrifice himself? I feel like he will die at the end. 

Babe is such a darling! Giving his big brother a pep talk. 

This is the miserable Kant scene at the bowling alley. My god, what a beautiful song choice. 

Oh man, the way Bison so effortlessly jumps on Kant. 😍🫠🤩 Bison looks really good in that position on Kant's body. 🫠

Oh, there is the real Bison! Kant! Yes, pursue! 

Bison looks so cute with his little black hat. Oh, Kant got hurt a bit. My hurt/comfort sense is tingling. First, that little protective Bison scene, now wound dressing. 🤩

Yes, train Kant! He can be helpful! And by god, share your pain with Kant. Don’t keep it to yourself. 

It’s so heartbreaking that all Bison ever wanted is to be genuinely loved. And here is Kant who does that. 😍 I hope they will find happiness! 

Uh, Style looks so good in his white tank top! 😍🫠 

Hahaha, what is that, Fadel? Secretly loitering around your boyfriend’s place. 

Oh Jesus, I would have screamed if someone had pulled that move on me. 😂😭

Love how Fadel admits he can’t stop thinking about Style. And he worries about the wound again. 🫠 

Oh, Style! My sweet boy! He is so wholesome! Worrying about Fadel hurts him more than being shot. Aww, baby! 🥰 Yes, tell him! Fadel should take your feelings seriously. 

The “I don’t want to lose you” scene, ladies and gentlemen! I’m melting. So wonderful! 

Lol, Fadel is going through three different stages of torment and pain. 😂 He just can’t say no to Style. 😄

Ah, the “I’m all in” scene from my trip into spoiler land. Even Kant and Bison can’t hold back their smiles. 

Style is simply the best! 

“Your life is as important to me as my own.” Seriously, Style is loyal and in love to a fault. I love the way Fadel reacts to these declarations. Always so taken aback. He can’t believe them to be true even though, deep down, he knows they are. He loves to hear them. Needs the reassurance. All because he was hurt once by his ex. 

Love the scene where they stack hands. And of course, Fadel has to be asked twice. It’s a habit. 😂

Gods. I love this found family trope! Can’t they all just be happy together now? 

The black hat is back again. 😍 And Kant taking Fadel’s place as the voice of reason is so funny. They are so alike. 

Love how Bison can’t resist flirting on the job. Let’s see how Fadel will be faring. After all, Style will be in a vest suit, looking all hot. 

Lol, Fadel and Style are so funny. What is this? 🤣

Fadel about Keen: “We never really care about him.” Poor guy, I think he knows that. 

OMG! Our pure soul Style thinks the same! 

Lol, how fast Style changes his mind now that he knows Keen shot him. 😂😂 What a diva! 

Uh, Fadel’s neck grab! 😍

Gosh, this is all so hilarious! I need for them all to team up on missions. It’s great comedy. 😂 

What is Kant’s plan? And now Style also has a plan. 😂 

So, this is Kant meeting Mother. 😂 Puppy dog eyes full-on out. I bet even Mother can’t resist them. Ohhh, she can!! She has no heart. LOL but Kant is a stubborn puppy that won’t listen. 😂

If looks could kill. Lol, Mother really has a death glare. 

Hahaha, the background music when Bison sees Kant showing that lady where to put her leg. 😂😂 lol TONKHAO? Is this a reference to Khao? 😂 (I read on Xitter that Khaotung’s sister is called Tonkhao. 😆)

Kant really towers over these ladies. He is so huge! 😂

Mother doesn’t buy it.

Ohhhh, the vest suit really looks fantastic on Style! The first time I saw it, I thought he looked like Kamin. 

Uhh, okay, I didn’t see that coming. But we all know that Keen is not good at being a hitman, right?

I’m laughing how Kant plays boy toy for that lady. 😂😂

“Make sure your friends are handsome!” — “All my friends are, ma’am.” 😂😂😆 Yes, they are. 

Oh noes, Style is already kneeling on the ground. 😱

A shocking revelation to Keen. Has he never had any doubts about Mother?

Oh my lord! INTENSE! Style! OMFG! That move is straight out of an action movie! You really have some guts! Protect Fadel! 😍🫠

Lord, both of them with the guns. So hot. Now the roles are reversed. 

“I have something to tell you.” 

Jesus, no! I know what’s coming! 

OH NO! 

I knew it from the start. It was a hit, and Fadel’s ex is dead. Poor soul never left Fadel willingly. 

😭😭😭😭 

God, how much shit has Fadel to deal with? I feel for him so much. 

LMFAO! That kick from Style is so satisfying! 

So, they have a hostage now. 

I wonder how the elusive rice scene fits into this episode? Could it be that this scene isn’t in episode 10? The mood is much too sad for something spicy.

Bison found the necklace! No idea how he did that, but it’s back! That is so sweet! 🫠😃

I just realized they are at the same pool where Fadel took Style to after he chloroformed him. 

I’m pretty sure there is no spicy rice scene in EP10. Fadel will have his breakdown next. Oh my, I need my box of tissues. 

I love how Bison wants to reenact the car scene from Titanic. 😍😂🔥 They even mentioned the theory that Jack would have fit on that piece of wood. 🤣 I love this show so much! 

There is the finger whorshipping. 😍🫠 So romantic! 

Holy moly, that escalated quickly! What a passionate kiss! 🤩😍👏

I am not ready for this final scene. Help! Tissue at the ready. 

Fadel has been hurt so often and so deeply. 😭😭 

Oh, Style, you wonderful human being. Wiping one of Fadel’s tears away. Such a sweet and caring gesture. 🫠🥹

I can’t see this man cry! The tears are coming to me, too, now. 😭

He is so vulnerable here and so open. It’s beautiful. But it also breaks my heart. 

My heart is so heavy for Fadel. He blames himself. Oh my gooodddd. 

One tissue isn’t enough. 😭😭😭

Style is so sweet and so right. It wasn’t Fadel’s fault. 

“Please just leave me.” 

Noooooooooooooo. *Ugly crying.* I can’t! This is too much! Fadel’s vulnerability is killing me. His pain and anguish. All so raw. Omg!

Style, you are so sweet and precious with your words! I was clutching my chest the whole time. I’m so deeply touched by that scene. The forehead kiss, the soft kiss on the lips, the gentle way Style holds Fadel’s face and wipes his tears, the tight embrace and the way he strokes Fadel’s head. Soooo caring and loving and BEAUTIFUL! That fitting song, too. “Let it all out on me.” Ohhh, my! From the still I saw before I watched this episode, I thought Fadel was planning something. But that look he has is all because he mourns his ex, he is devastated about the situation, and he realizes Style is the one for him. He is his man! 😭🥹🥺😍🫠 

Lord above, what a stunning episode! How will I ever live on without my THK Wednesdays? 😭😭

Next week, EP11:

What the hell!

Confrontation with Mother! 

Captain Christ resurfaces. Shit! NO PRISON, okay!?! Eh, Kant, what are you asking of the Captain? A deal that grants them immunity? Please! 👏🙏 We’ve all seen that separation makes them miserable. No prison! 

A cut? Now Style’s dad is suggesting a marriage!!!! So many hints in this direction, I want it so bad! A double wedding, if you please! 🙏 

Ohhhh, Kant is proposing! He is PROPOSING! 

What about Fadel and Style? 

Marriage proposal, the second? 

Aaand that spicy rice scene probably will be in the next episode or the one after that. 

I hope nothing bad happens in these last two episodes! 

NO PRISON! 

NO SEPARATION!

[ellieandvilover]

Preparing for a concert

You are getting ready for a concert but Ellie wants everyone to know you are hers.

includes: smut, dom!ellie x sub!reader, fingering (r receiving), slight praise, slight spanking, marking k!nk

word count: 987 words

this is my first time writing smut and english isn’t my first language so I‘m sorry if there are a few mistakes.

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“Ellie… I have to go”, you whine devastated because Ellie won’t let go of you. She has you tight in her grip around your waist no chance for you to back away.

“Mhm j-just wait”, she mumbles against the crook of your neck while peppering kisses over your soft skin. A soft sigh escapes your lips even though you need to go.

“Ellie.” Your voice has a warning undertone Ellie can’t ignore. She lifts her head and looks at you with the cutest and most adorable eyes you’ve ever seen. The look on her face makes you want to full fill all her desires and wishes.

“What..?”, she pouts like a little puppy and the corners of her mouth are pointing downwards. You can’t help but chuckle at the sight.

“I need to go”, you grip her shoulders and push her away slightly which makes her pout even more. “The concert is starting in 3 hours.”

Her lips crack into a sly grin and she pulls you closer again. “More than enough time..” The hand she had placed on your waist before, travels down to your lower back and stops right at your ass. She gives it a gentle squeeze which makes you squeak a bit. You hear her chuckle softly and suddenly she guides you backwards to the bed. As soon as your legs hit the edge of the mattress she pushes you down and crawls over you to straddle your waist.

“Baby, what are you doing?” Your brows furrow to a frown. That cocky grin she has on her face doesn’t mean anything good.

“Just preparing you for the concert..”, she answers whispering before she leans down to gently nip at your jaw. Within seconds your breath gets heavier and your heartbeat faster. This girl has you wrapped around her finger and she knows it as much as you do. Her hungry mouth travels to your neck finding another spot to mark with a bite.

„W-what do you mean..?“, you ask with flushed cheeks, already a bit breathless. At your brabbled words she smirks and sucks your sweet spot which makes you moan out. „You know..“, her teeth graze your skin, „gotta mark my territory..“ With those words she pushes her knee between your legs and bites down on your skin. As soon as you feel the friction and hear her absolutely possessive and toxic words you whimper and grip her shoulders desperately. But as much as you might deny it you love her toxic side and her filthy little words.

„Els..“

„Yeah baby?“ oh how she loved that nickname. Especially when you say it.

Eventually you start to move your hips against her thigh which draws a whimper out of you. Every sound you make sends an electric wave straight to Ellie‘s core.

„mm need you to fuck me…“, you brabble whining. It’s almost pathetic how needy you are. Ellie hums against your collarbone, noticing the desperation in your voice. „Yeah..?“

„mhm… please…“

„patience love….gotta finish marking this pretty neck of yours“, she teases and she places another dark purple hickey on your flesh.

A moan escapes your lips and you tilt your head back to give Ellie more access, who hums in approval. Unintentionally your hips pick up the pace to get more friction. But you’re way to needy and impatient so you just whine: „els please…“.

Eventually Ellie pulls back, chewing on her bottom lip and smirking cheekily. Her hand travels down you body pushing up your skirt, to reveal you soaked underwear. Her eyes light up in lust and hunger while she hooks her fingers under the fabric and pulls you panties down. „Fuck baby.. you’re so wet.“

You can only respond with a nod, mouth parted, releasing soft sighs. The sight of you, desperate and needy, is almost to much for Ellie. She drags her fingers through your slick folds, making you moan out in pleasure.

Soon her fingers slip into your pussy, thrusting in fast and deep. Today she exceptionally doesn’t make you beg for it. No today she has to be quick but she surely has some plans with you when you come back home from the concert…

„Oh god els… yes.. oh my-“, you moan and whimper out, back arching off the mattress. The feeling of her fingers curling inside of you, hitting all the right spots is too overwhelming, bringing you to the edge faster than anyone ever could.

Drowning in pleasure you grip Ellie‘s shoulders for support as her palm meets your clit with each thrust. You’re a mess. A pathetic mess who is on the edge of tears. „Els need t-to come..“, you whine.

She just tsks and says as she keeps thrusting into you: „That’s not like you should ask me for permission baby and you know it.“

Now tears already stream down your reddened cheeks and you try your best to bring out a coherent thought. „Shit ‘s-sorry… ellie c-can I p-please come… need it s-so bad.. please..“

Ellie smiles and nods. „Good girl“

Your orgasm hits you like an earthquake, your walls clenching around her fingers, making Ellie moan and you scream. „Oh my god els… fuck… love you so much… hnghh so good…“

The pleasure is so overwhelming it’s making your head spin and see white lights.

It takes a while for you to come back to earth as you lay spent and spread out on the bed, taking deep breaths. Ellie‘s hand smacks your pussy lightly, making you yelp and whine cause you’re way to sensitive. She just chuckles and whispers: „Get up you have to go to the concert baby…“ Then she dresses you again before you can complain about her nonexistent aftercare.

Sighing you stand up and look into the mirror, the view making you gasp. You’re completely marked up. From head to toe. Ellie just chuckles and wraps her arms around you, whispering. „My pretty girl.“

[maysrinn]

Wait!!! How did I missed that?? What happened to Clementine in capitol au?

Lucy Gray lost Clementine at the end of her first trimester or the start of the second at 21 due to constant stress and pressure put on her from not only the capitol society but also Coriolanus himself who was running for president. He neglected her needs for a good social image, and used Lucy Gray as a tool in his own little game with a smile while saying „She‘s a victor, there's nothing we won’t accomplish“. Everything needed to be perfect in her husband's eyes and unlike District 12 where the environment was much better for Lucy Gray the capitol families she had to associate with were cruel and merciless. The perfect combination of panems grandma‘ams, Livias, and Mayfairs.

Lucy Gray lost Clementine at the end of the night in the bathroom at a gala of one of Coriolanus's political associates, she was beyond devastated. Coriolanus fortunately learned a lesson after witnessing the death of his unborn daughter and watching his wife screaming and crying in agony. Lucy Gray on the other hand fell into a monthly lasting long state of grief after her husband was declared president.

Sejanus was born 3 years after the incident in the presidential mansion while Lucy Gray cried tears of joy and grief, in the end, Tigress was the one to tell her that little Janus is considered a rainbow babe.

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I love Clementine a lot and I‘m sad she won't be in the Capitol AU, so much potential for a good character but I love angst Coriolanus had to learn that his actions in any timeline have consequences to a better or worse outcome.

[wholoveseggs]

What do you think:

If in Dark Star the reader wouldn’t have lost her memories would she have forgiven Elijah? Or would he go back to normal?

By the way the end is open I know, but I always thought Elijah killed the reader afterwards (maybe even himself too) because he couldn’t bare to look at her, what do you think?

(I‘m having to much time to think about your fanfictions)

Oooh I love this question!!!! But I honestly don't have a solid answer. Elijah’s actions, no matter how much they were fueled by love and grief, caused so much harm to everyone around him. Even if the reader could somehow understand his desperation, the trust between them would be completely broken. Whether the reader could forgive him would depend on whether Elijah was willing to take responsibility for what he did... and if the reader believed he could actually change.

As for him “going back to normal,” I just don’t see it. The Elijah we see in Dark Star is so far removed from the man he used to be, the man we know... that it would take something massive to bring him back. He’d need to fully reckon with himself and everything he’s done. He’s trapped in this spiral where guilt and love are both destroying him, and that’s what makes his story so tragic.

And the idea that Elijah might go on to kill the reader (and maybe himself????) Yeah, I can see it.

If losing memories gave the reader peace but left her disconnected from him, I think Elijah would’ve seen that as unbearable. She’d become this living reminder of all he sacrificed and destroyed to bring her back. His grief and self-loathing could’ve easily driven him to that kind of dark, devastating act. It’s got this whole vampiric Romeo and Juliet vibe going on, and I support it.

[cowboylikeyouu]

ok it’s official, i‘m quitting law school, can i get a wahoo??

i‘ll probably stay enrolled tho so that the state keeps sending me money (shush don’t tell them). i‘m gonna stay at the same uni and start a new major in a year (can‘t start earlier).

what i want y’all to do is to fucking scream at me until i write 200k words and read like 20 books in the next months, bc i will have a shit ton of free time. i‘m only allowed to earn a specific amount of money while i‘m getting a student loan from the state, so i sadlyyyy can’t fill all my free time with work, devastating i know

[katishyoo]

i just found out about adrianne lenker and her ex lover indigo sparke and i‘m freaking devastated.

lyrics from „ not a lot, just forever“

lyrics from „anything“

the songs are about how adrianne couldn‘t conceive as a queer woman. that’s also one of the reasons why they broke up. now indigo literally gave birth to a child AND POSTED A SELFIE WITH HER DAUGHTER TO ADRIANNES SONG

[chrysanthemumgames]

Hii 😄 i just wanted to say i loved this game sm and can‘t wait for the sequel, i‘m excited to see where the story goes!! The characters are lovely and i know i‘ll def replay soon to get a peak at the other routes ❤️ (also i‘m devasted that i can‘t pet kerberus irl)

Kerby tends to have that effect on people, doesn't he?

Delighted you've enjoyed the game, and good luck with your exploring. :)

[yuri-for-businesswomen]

I hope this isn’t too fucked up of me to say (because I know this is a controversial opinion) but I find it supremely disturbing and infuriating that out of all the people involved in the Jeffrey Epstein stuff - only a woman was punished. Obviously Ghislaine Maxwell is a terrible person and put young girls and women in unimaginable danger and harm, but why the fuck is she the only one in prison???? We know that she was procuring the underage girls for Jeffrey, but she wasn’t the one raping and abusing them. It will always devastate and enrage me to know that the men who hurt the victims will never face justice. I feel so conflicted because obviously it’s a good thing Ghislaine is being punished and some justice has been served, but her being the only one doesn’t sit right with me. That really goes to show the power dynamics that are involved in sex trafficking - the men will always look out for each other and throw the women and victims under the goddamn bus.

i dont think thats controversial, i think a lot of people are angry and frustrated that nobody was charged with anything except for her. i have to correct you though, as far as i know ghislaine maxwell also engaged in the abuse sometimes. so she got what she deserved. personally i‘m team #jeffreyepsteindidntkillhimself - even though it would be very male of him to go suicide to avoid consequences, it does make you wonder because he would have definitely spilled and incriminated a lot of very powerful male offenders and female accessories. it was an open secret in the usamerican wealthy elite that he was running a girl trafficking scheme.

[mara23451r]

Second Spoiler OBX 4 Part 2

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It‘s me again.

You know,I tought I said everything that‘s in my mind in that tweet i posted 20 or 30 minutes ago.

But know i‘ve come to realise I haven‘t and I want to share it,because i think many people feel the same as I do.

I said in my other tweet that I‘m ferious.

Angry beyond everything and so much more.

But now the anger is vanishing and all that‘s left is my devastated self.

I‘m truly and utterly devastaded.

OBX was my comfort show for so many years.

I watched it when I was sad,when I was angry,even when I was happy.

I watched it 10 times or more and it never got me bored.

But now I don‘t even know if I can watch it anymore.

And I know it sounds overdramatic.

But having something you can enjoy when you‘re sad or angry and then that something is taken away from you is truly sad for me.

Even if I wanted to watch OBX 5,I can‘t bring myself to do it,because it is just not the same.

My comfort has been destroyed.

My favourite show only makes me sad.

It is devastating.Truly devastating.

It‘s the same when Glenn from TWD died.

He was my favourite character.

I loved him.

But after he was killed of,I couldn‘t watch the show for months.

Because there was something missing.

Something to big to just ignore it.

He was missing.

And know JJ is missing.

Another character I loved.

Maybe I can bring myself to watch it again in a few days.

Maybe even today(What I don‘t believe)

Maybe I won‘t even care anymore in a month or so because i find something new or something better.

You know what,not even maybe.I know I will.Because this is one show in a see of many others.

We‘ll find another show that can give us all OBX has given us(With a better ending I hope)

I‘m sure some of you already have.

We all will get over it.That‘s for sure.

Sit and hope,girls🤞🏻

But right know I‘m just sad.

And for all of you who are as sad as me:

You‘re not alone.I feel with you.

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