#i yearn for dnd so badly

[bucket-hat-benjamin]

Do other people get withdrawal symptoms from not playing dnd or is this just me and one of my friends.

[kodigobacktosleep]

Keeping an eye on mods and hoping one helps toggle gore in Baldur's Gate 3

[sunstar121]

when I can draw again its all over for you fucks. all over !!!

[paladinslays]

there's only like , a very small portion of you that feels mildly guilty for turning down lucas' invitation tonight . it's not exactly like you're much of a party person , but it has been a while since you've hung out with any of your other friends outside of dnd campaigns or discord calls . you do miss them . not enough to turn down a night spent inside with @wizardslays . something casual & light , just the two of you . . . and maybe it is you being completely & utterly selfish , bordering on delusional . ( no , he has to feel it too , right ? that gravitational pull between the two of you . that ache deep in his chest to be near you , the lingering , persistent thought so heavy you can almost taste it of just how badly you want to kiss him . ) sometimes you feel like he does , in the moments where you're laughing together & eyes meet , when it feels like it's just the two of you existing & nothing else matters . what if . . .

another explosion of fireworks jolts you from thoughts & you let out a breathy laugh , turning your attention back to will at your side . " nothing like ringing in the new year with your best friend allowing you to kick his ass in smash , huh ? " you bump his shoulder & can feel the way the heat all but rushes to your cheeks . you lean forward to place your controller onto the coffee table , stealing a glance to your phone that reads 12:01 . " um , happy new year , by the way . it's actually midnight now , so . " you say , a gentle smile curving onto lips as you fall to rest beside will on the couch again . head turns to look at him , & suddenly all of those thoughts come rushing back . the what ifs ----- what if i just like , kissed him right now ? it's tradition , new years kiss , but is it acceptable to kiss your best friend for that ? the answer is no . no , because you don't think you want to be just his friend anymore , and that thought makes your stomach drop .

the longer you hold his gaze , the deeper that feeling pushes into you . heavy & demanding , a yearning that refuses to be ignored . " will ? " his name is breathed out in a breath you hadn't even realized you'd been holding , & you situate yourself a little closer to him . " i'm , um . . . i wanna like ---- i'm going to try something and ------ " okay , no , stop trying to explain & just do it before you talk yourself out of it ! so , you do . hand lifts to gently grasp at the back of will's neck and you lean in almost too quickly for lips to clash . a soft , tentative kiss . still enough to set your whole fucking body alight . you don't give it a chance to linger , withdrawing almost as quickly , & you can feel the flush all over you . " i just , uh ---- NEW YEAR , y'know ? and i thought , i mean , i just wanted to like ---- sorry ! i'm really sorry if that wasn't ---- what you wanted . "

[addcolortomysky]

Amortentia, babbling beverage, invisibility potion, veritaserum, and wolfsbane !

Hey there!! Sorry this took so long!! But I found the question list, so here we go!!

Amortentia: Talk about three things you love!

I love baking, and ironically enough I started baking and cooking because it reminded me of potionmaking. Now I’m a kitchen witch, so cooking is literally witchcraft. Who knew!

I love acting, and character creation and development in particular. For those reasons I desperately want to start getting involved in DnD, so I can play and be and get attached to characters. 

I love clothes, and fashion!! I’m obsessed with the idea of a Look and an Aesthetic, I love being able (and I suppose this ties in with being different sorts of people) to show off the various aspects of my personality as I walk down the street. Honestly, I love when people stare. 

Babbling Beverage: What kind of person are you when you’re drunk or hyped up on caffeine?

I’m afraid this is going to be a terribly boring answer!! I don’t drink alcohol at all, so there’s no ‘Drunk Emily’. I have been high before, one night when I was in college, but I had a panic attack at the on-campus nightclub, so that wasn’t fun. Aaaaaand when I drink coffee, it really depends on how I feel when I start. I will either be super peppy and positive, or Anxiety! Speedrun Edition.

Invisibility Potion: What would you do if you were invisible for a day?

Hey, this is super fun but I have no idea. I might just go wandering around, because if nobody can see me, then they can’t bother me, and then I get AN ENTIRE DAY BY MYSELF.

Veritaserum: What is one truth you’ve wanted to get off your chest?

I am perhaps the loneliest person I know. I don’t like how badly I want a companion, a romantic partner, anything. Someone alike to me who I can spend this excess time with. I don’t like how much I’ve been yearning for that kind of connection, because I don’t need it, but I want it, so much. This is a lot, it’s probably ridiculous, but hey here we are.

Wolfsbane: What’s the biggest change you’ve experienced in the past year?

This absolute shitshow of a year has been a trip, babe. I think that’s it. My biggest change has been the hurdle of living with my whole family all together at the same time for the first time in a while.