#i would like let yall know that this post is much more censored than it is in my head

[theduckeminence]

Hot take: More ATLA old men should be cherished and loved.

[ophernelia]

let's chit chat! i've got a few updates and i could use some input on stuff too cause idk. please read and give me feedback lol

first thing, i wanna delete my tik tok. idk! i'm just kinda over it. and now they're making it harder for your content to be seen o the fyp if it isn't a minute long. and i don't wanna make tik tok specific content so. i just feel like it might be time.

twitter too. i haven't been on there in a minute. it's been a big source of growth for my youtube channel and my tumblr BUT i don't want more growth. i just wanna chill with y'all. i don't want my community to grow much larger than it has. i can only manage so much. never wanted to do the simfluencer thing. and i wanna mitigate the growth without just locking everything up.

youtube.. idk. i'm not deleting it any time soon. the main traffic i've gotten is from other socials so it should be okay. as long as i curb stuff with other socials i think i should be able to keep it the same. i'm experimenting with some other things. i don't wanna post jackpot on youtube. kinda wanna post it only on patreon and another blog i made. it would act as like a hub for all censored episodes, non-censored episodes would remain on patren.

i still wanna make lykaia and jackpot. my patreon will remain the same but idk yall! idk what to do. i just know i don't want any more growth. like i feel bad cause that means some people won't be able to discover lykaia or jackpot butttttt i gotta do what i gotta do. i don't wanna be a big creator, i don't want the attention. like that girl that was on antm and walked out lol. "idk i just can't handle the pressure of it"

[flyingspicerack]

alright we're posting abt all these

MMMMMMMMM look at that fluffy hair.... I wanna run my fingers through it... I wanna help him solve his mystery... be his little watson while he finds out wtf happened to his dad or whatever the plot is... i love him

Ok.... i know there isnt much a difference between reg and 2 except for the gold accents and i think they just add such nice contrast... anyway I want him to save me from a burning building, get me to safety, then leave, never to cross paths again.... idk

.... Ok.... uh .... hmmmmmm normal ... i am NORMAL ABOUT THIS..... ESPECIALLY THE DAMAGE ONE...... uh .. i uh ... hmmm ....nfejihfjhgkghnskghnkghnaegharkghnkjghkjghkrghkgr my lawyers have expressed that i shouldn't speak without them present

oh god... oh lord oh jfc hes... hes so hot... his hair is... ... his shirt undone is...... his .fseklfgl his his his earring...... grjshglgfhlsgzl;ghbkds hes so ...... zoo wee mama

WAHHH musical ichi is so cutie.... i love his little emo hair..... i love his little everything ..... WAHHHHHH wahahhahaah

As a vampire fucker.... yes... mmhmm yes uh huh yep.... yeah.... sweep me off my feet and make me your little blood slave yeah mmmhmmmm yep yeppppppp

UWUWUWUUWUWUWU cuddles wuddles uwu whaaaaaaa i snuggle with him on his widdle moon with esp kitty.... ehehehhe hehehe

b.....belly.... his belly.... the gloves.... his non binary flag swag too.... hehheh

,,,,,, i ..... hmm ///// yall already know.... i already made yuri art...... i cannot speak

I uh .... theres no real reason i like this otther than i think he looks cute... ALSO like,., one of my fav patterns is this like smoke type pattern?? i cant find its name anywhere.... but its so pretty and looks really good.... on him.....

LET ME ADVENTURE WITH HIM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I WANNA DRINK HIS WEIRD POTIONS AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS I WANNA TRAVEL I WANNA DO MAGIC WAHHH SO COOL HES SOOOOOOOO COOL!!!!!!

I am.... kinda scared of spiders.... just a lil bit... i think ..... he would make me fear them more <3

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..... HIS WHOLE look is really good..... and his .... his smirk ..... weh .... i am in love with all the... everything... WAHHHH the skirt thingy with the buckles.... the flowy fabric... i die

i ADORE the aus where hes like... a little guy tinkering... like he just makes things.... fixes things.... is doing something meticulous..... its so him.... i cry hes so cute i want him to fix my pocket watch or smthn

specifically wizard of the rainbow ichi.... u single..... ur so prety..... your glinda energy..... my ***** quivers.....

the end goodbye

ok fave hesowars ichis (in no particular order)(Stars next to big favs)

Denki Mystery Hero (Mark2) Magical Girl (Darkness)* Matsu Noir* Musical Vampire Animal Pajamas (Awakened) Casino Hot Teacher* Kimono Magic Mononoke Princess (Gothic Lolita)******* Reaper Steampunk* Village Band

[heliosoll]

"I know I'm being very cordial in this response but I do hope it comes across that I'm sorry about hurting your feelings." Bestie shut up that is your sincerity 😭 the way you handled that whole situation has me 🥺🥰 love u and this safe and drama free blog!! Also not sure if im overstepping here but i did want to give my unsolicited personal opinion (yikes) just because i think it would give some perspective to u maybe idk jskaka. You've mentioned a few times that you to some extent see yourself coming across as blunt or maybe even me@n (censoring that bc u r not spoiler alert) and i was trying to think of how to word and explain this and i must have ✨️manifested✨️ the answer bc u literally gave me the perfect example in the tags of the ask u posted after that. A lot of shifting/loa bloggers have that really weird coddling+mean thing going on, kinda condescending and makes the bloggies feel ashamed or a bother to ask for help. There's also a lot of entitlement between those who have and have not and then mixed in with the frustration from people who are not believing in results and all that stuff, you know how it is. You aint got none of that bs here. You're very patient and I'd like to think more than blunt, it's a better word to say simple. You don't try to fluff it up or 'ive answered this a hundred times already, yall need to stop overcomplicating lol'. It has a lot to do with the way someone speaks yanno? Even in a few asks ago, you were very empathetic and gentle in saying that you know it's frustrating to hear but persist in there not being a problem and then even suggested that blanket affirmation. That kind of understanding nature is so rare to come by and its the reason why for the last few months u have become the sole shifting blog i follow and while yes i am the one who 'did' everything, it was under your guidance that i have let go of so much anxiety and disbelief. You promote the barebone necessities on this blog and that's literally all u need to shift. No limiting beliefs or backwards bragging. Your shifting post can literally be summed up by 'intention is all you really need' but you made a whoooole post about the ins and outs plus fine print. Like any question someone could possibly have, any loophole or limiting belief that could arise, you think of it beforehand and address it before it can be asked. I see that dedication and I applaud you for that like you really out here feeding a bunch of shifters for FREE 🤧 Anyways my life is so much better after finding this blog and learning how to do things the proper way. Thanks for all the effort and not enforcing any miniscule limiting beliefs. I think most people would agree that ur very friendly, kind and generally a good person, not mean at all. I've never once felt frustrated, discouraged or uncomfortable here. You're like the cool senior who looks sharp but is actually really sweet and tells all the freshman which courses to take and how to pass the class. Tldr; ur not blunt, ur just stating the facts as u should and we love u for it. This blog has brought me a lot of sollace (see what i did there) so i wanted to take the time to write this all out bc ur like my fave person evurrrrr. This is uhhhh also a bit of a doozy to post so u can absolutely delete this after u read it lmao anyway love u bestie 💓

I don't think I'll ever be able to truly express how much this means to me. This is literally the nicest ask I've ever gotten! And a little embarrassing to admit but this made me tear up a bit. Everything you said is exactly how I wanted this blog to be for people. I wanted it to be a safe space for all kinds of shifters - new and experienced. I wanted it to be an easy going space with no limiting beliefs and acceptance of all different kinds of beliefs.

I can't thank you enough for this 🥺 It makes me really happy to know that so many people feel safe and comfortable here. And I'm so glad I was able to help you too! Every now and then I wonder if I'm actually helping people so it was really nice to hear :')

This ask helped me a lot actually because I can see where you're coming from! I think I just get worried that some of my more "to the point" answers could come off as mean to people but I can see why they wouldn't as well. I don't really know what else to say this is just such a sweet message and I'll be thinking about it for a long time. Thank you so much for taking the time to quell my worries and bring in a new perspective 🥺 It really helped!!

[nightswithkookmin]

Hi!💜 Your theories about jikook not being together during a portion of the ON era are interesting. It seemed like they were vibing together in some bits we saw in that era. Like a level of intimacy and comfort (like when they 'played hide and seek' during that sirius radio interview in the states, when jk wouldnt shut up about🎶jm jm yeah jm🎶. What are you seeing that i am not?

Oh lord! Uhmm...

I honestly don't know the answer to your question quite frankly. It's not a competition is all I can say.

We see from our experiences not from our sight? From our intuition not our vision? So, I don't know. We are all experiencing Jikook differently and perceiving them differently is what I think. Some see Jikook and see two brothers, some see them and see two best friends. We see them and see two lovers. What do we see that they don't?

The answer wouldn't matter because at the end of the day, it's all just theory and opinions and not facts. Until Jikook themselves come out as LGBTQ plus and in a relationship with eachother nothing we say here about them matters.

You don't need to see what I see to have an opinion on Jikook or feel your opinion on Jikook is valid. And I don't need to convince you of my opinion for my opinion to be valid.

I am not in this to convince anyone of my opinion about Jikook. Let me set that record straight. And all these concerns about brainwashing people... how stupid do y'all think people are? Yall keep talking as if shippers are dumb and gullible and don't have the brains to distinguish between people's opinions and actual fact. That's very presumptuous, obnoxious and condescending quite frankly. People have brains you know? Chilee.

Mine is just to support Jikook the best way I can- which is to treat them as people and individuals, not fantasies. Thus, I do not want to engage in and will not engage in any argumentative discussions about what these kinds of moments are and what they mean. At the very least we can agree to disagree.

And if it's my opinion you want, I think I have already exhausted this topic across several posts so you can kindly refer to that. Quiet frankly I would rather read your opinion about the topic at this point- Jikook in that era or the era before it. So please share your thoughts as well.

My belief about Jikook don't cancel yours, nor does yours cancel mine- if it did there would be only one ship in BTS and yet here we are amongst a sea of ships all waving the 'it is real' flag.

And these moments you mention are/were very cute and honey I love them too uWu- but are they moments you consider as indicative of two people in an intimate, sexual relationship with eachother? I gotta ask.

Or did you just miss everything else that was happening within that period from their trip to New York and back to S.K?

I think the moments you mention are really cute interactions and there is even much more cuter interactions within that period- my favorite of which would be Teleporter Jeon teleporting his ass from next to Tae all the way to his man because a certain Idol behind him was getting too close- uWu!

I rate teleporter Jeon much higher on my Jikook is real assessment tab than the moments you mention because that is right of authority and claiming right there.

But the moment you mentioned, honestly if I see two people in other ships do it too I am not gonna yell they are a couple you know? And if you wouldn't consider any other ship that did that in BTS to be real too when they do it, then why ask me to believe Jikook is real just because they do these kinds of things?

I mean Jikook is also a tradship like any other ship in BTS after all. And people are going to swoon over their skinship and interactions each time and lament when they think they are not interacting or doing much skinship. But none of that is proof Jikook is real. To me.

I think a distinction ought to be made here between Jikook the tradship and Jikook the alt-ship. To see what I see in Jikook as an alt-shipper, you would have to also be an alt-shipper or at least a tradshipper with an open mind. It's as simple as that.

Jikook in On era is just the climax to a series of tensions between them starting in November 2019 that had nothing to do with Jikook as a couple but was affecting their dynamics anyway. I said I felt it was a period of JK trying to push back against the group putting a leash on them and censoring their interactions in public etc. I said I felt Jimin wasn't there with him- on the same page I mean and I tried to talk about GCF Helenski, MMA 2019 and all that Jazz.

I kept referring to JM as very Kumbaya in nature who would put the interest of the group above his or even JK's and would often shade him for it and joke about it. But after reading his Weverse magazine interview where he talked about doing things to please people because he wants to be loved- I don't find it funny anymore.

And I kept saying I felt JK was trying to assert himself against Jimin and the group. That Jikook in this period had been trying to assert themselves against eachother and against the group and I'm glad Jimin talked about trying not to be a people pleaser as much and focusing his energy on people who love him- I think I need to take his advice. I'm glad to see him show this level of growth and maturity but I don't trust him. Lol. He isn't exactly known to be one to keep the promises he makes to himself- if what the members say about him is anything to go by. Sigh. But I support this agenda. Self love is everything. You go Park Jimin!

Let's just hope he doesn't relapse because if he do he and Kook are gonna have a problem. In my opinion.

People often see JM as very nurturing of JK but JK pushes JM to be a better person too. That's one way he nurtures Jimin. And I don't have proof of this, but I believe in my heart of hearts based on everything I've seen and said so far about them, that Jikook make each other better individuals. They are perfect for eachother and I support them.

Just as JK, I think, pushes JM to be emotionally assertive, JM pushes JK to be emotionally vulnerable and less possessive- it seems of late.

If you missed all of that happening in the background then certainly On era would fly over your head too. So you can start there.

You can start reflecting on Jikook's moments as individuals who don't exist to feed ships, to try and understand the motivations behind their interactions as humans because that's what I do as an alt-shipper. And when I do and draw conclusions about them, those conclusions are not facts or meant to be. They are just my opinion. I could very much be wrong about them. But it is still my opinion. What's your opinion of them? Whatever it is, it's valid too.

Then there is the whole BigHit releasing content out of order thingy and so you would have to look at all of that and try and reconstruct those too- which is something I do a lot. It is why I haven't commented much on Jikook post JM's birthday. I simply haven't seen enough to theorize on the state of their relationship in this era. When I do I will post a comprehensive theory and analysis and ruffle some feathers while at it. Lol.

Ever wondered why in one moment JM seems to be leaning forward in their relationship, 'acting clingy," chasing JK and in the next JK is the one doing all clingy and the chasing? Their push and pull dynamics is it? Ever wondered why they have that going on with them? Or to you, that just happens?

It's not rhetorical I would like to know. Lol.

I think this trad vs Alt ship wars needs to stop. Let's stay out of eachother's business. It's not a competition. It's really not that deep. We can have our own biases but we can't battle it out with pens and keyboards because none of us know the truth about Jikook. Saying Jikook is not together is a theory just as much as saying Jikook are together. None is factual at all.

And if you believe they are together because believing they are human and can have issues will disrupt your fantasy of them then yikes- miss me with that. Tradship alert. Alexa play Jimin's sirens. Wwwuawwwuawwua. Lol.

And I get that to some people, it's their fantasies on the line, their egos on the line and they would want to protect these interests- but I'm not in the validation business. My ego is not on the line, my fantasies is not on the line. Jikook kills me as much as they heal me and guess what- I like it. Stock Holmes is real people. Lol.

Just do you. No one is right when it comes to Jikook. That's just the gist of it.

You talk about those moments as intimate... True. But intimacy to me is when Jimin, in a euphoric state turns instinctively to hug JK but stops himself as he did in the recent Grammy reaction video or even throughout the recent Runs- when he shot the hoop and won and turned around in excitement towards Kook but then didn't know what to do with himself. He is a physically affectionate person and he is used to a certain level of intimacy between him and Kook and that shows.

Intimacy is when JM reaches to kiss the top of JK's head but stops himself because he is in the middle of filming a run episode. Intimacy is JK reaching to touch Jimin in excitement, in Soop when they were playing puzzle or whatever, but stops himself because there are cameras filming.

You can't hide this kind of intimacy nor can you fake it. Your instincts will always give you away.

It's like that moment in the elevator from Bangtan Bomb when the doors were closing and Jimin was left behind and when JK noticed Jimin was not in there with them he panicked and yelled for them to stop the door from closing or something but it was too late. Probably pouted and glared at whoever didn't hold the door open for Jimin throughout that right- poor Kookie. Lmho.

Or when Jimin yelled at JK when JK was contemplating whether or not to join Jimin's team in Bon V or Run I don't remember which lol. He seemed like he had reached his limits there- now if you would excuse me, I have tears to shed.

When they exhibit these involuntary reactions in certain moments I think it speaks more of how close they really are and the level of intimacy between them not when they play hide and seek in a middle of an interview- that just shows they are goofy. It's nothing TaeJin haven't done or wouldn't do. Jin and Tae do same too. I mean they tried to kiss or whatever they were trying to do during the dynamite MV reaction VLive. I wouldn't say that is proof Taejin are dating eachother too.

But when one of them can't exercise a right of authority over the other like they often do when they are together together, or when they are not claiming eachother, minding their boundaries like they usually do most times, reassuring eachother when one of them clearly is seeking reassurance and validation or closeness or when the others around them suddenly stop respecting the right of authority either one of them has over the other- then that is a sign because all of these and a lot more I can't even get into is what makes them a couple. In my point of view and opinion.

Jikook are friends and lovers. They were friends before lovers. They were interacting and goofing around and trying to kiss and what not too when they were just friends. They were doing all of that before they starting getting into eachother- that's not a metaphor.

Unless, you mean to tell me they started dating from day dot? In which case I have no words. Skinship is not a sign Jikook is real.

Jikook is real, they try to play off most of their interactions as fanservice but they are real. And for Jimin, because 'the boy in love with the Maknae' is also a key aspect of his persona and a facade he hides behind to love JK, it's easy for him to act it up for the cameras.

Most people see this persona of Jimin too and I think it is why they dismiss his feelings for JK as bro love or even claim Jikook is fanservice. That what Jimin feels for JK is fanservice and they could be right but I just don't believe or share that view simply because I see what they see and more. You may not see that aspect of Jimin but that doesn't mean others don't. Perspective is everything.

It's why I said if you look at JM's way of expressing himself as the sole indicator that Jikook is real and prefer his way of expressing himself over that of Kookie that you've been played.

It takes two to tango. JK is part of that dynamic and he is also expressing his feelings for JM too- in a different less loud way. Jikook is not one sided. Jimin cannot be the only one carrying their relationship on his back. His feelings for Kook is not unrequited. Jimin just over expresses himself sometimes. Jk doesn't express himself enough but when he does it is much more louder and intense than Jimin- I'd say in my opinion but fuck it. I'm tired.

That kind of intimacy between Jikook is something I would consider with high regard in deciding whether or not two people are dating and not just their skinship or interactions. But to each his own.

BTS in general are a very intimate group. You can expect a certain level of closeness and familiarity between them- all of them including Jikook. But that in no way indicate they are dating eachother. Please, your honor. Thank you. Lol.

May be you should go back and reevaluate the timeline with the new content we've got and the new information and try not to latch on to the good stuff but critically examine all the questionable moments that happened within that time frame because dismissing all those clues is how Tae Kook is real and Yoonmin is real and VMin is real- ok not VMin, Tae wants him some piece of Jibooty but let's not talk about that. Lol.

If Tae kook is real it's unrequited, if VMin is real it's unrequited. If Jikook is real it's mutual and I can't be mad at that- it feels random but those who sent those asks would understand. Lol.

Keep supporting Jikook. Jikook is real. By real I mean HUMAN. Deuces.

Signed,

GOLDY

[onepunchmiss]

OPM s2e2 Liveblog

The Human Monster

So I posted my (vague) predictions for this episode yesterday, lets see how wrong I was! As last time, I’m watching this from the perspective of someone who’s read the manga and webcomic. Long post ahead, but let’s get to it!

Alright, looks like we’re picking up right where we left off. This marks the first legitimate Garou episode, doesn’t it? I’m so excited to see the trash son in action.

Garou’s! VOICE! I know we’re already heard it briefly but AHH! I didn’t look into the voice actor ahead of time so I didn’t have much more of an idea as to what he’d sound like but I was expecting it to be...deeper? And honestly I like this way better than what I thought it would be please keep talking my boy you cocky bastard please please

Woah ok I had to pause again to point out how much I appreciate this music. Is this gonna be the recurring Garou theme? I hope so, it’s way darker sounding than any other music in the show that I can recall and I am LIVING

Oh FUCK Heavy Tank’s arm is some body horror right there why is the skin so lumpy???? “Baaaka~” Garou is not one of my top favorite characters but at this rate I think the anime might get him there pretty quickly. And I see JC staff is cutting no corners when it comes to animating his physique I’m sure LOTS of people are gonna be happy for that

Oh my fuck Aaaand more body horror, the sound effects make it worse. I knew this was coming but I forgot. Somehow.

Um excuse me but JC STAFF WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? WHAT ARE THESE COLORS. WHY. ITS NOT EVEN LIKE YOU’RE CENSORING IT. YOU’VE ALREADY SHOWED THE WHOLE SEVERED HAND AND THE BLOOD WHAT IS THIS EYESORE. Like, the sudden randomly fast animation of Blue Fire’s hands caught me off guard completely and had me laughing even though I don’t think that was supposed to be funny? I though that was a kinda jarring animation choice but what the hell is this?

Ah yes thank you opening theme please cleanse my eyes of what just happened.

Yeah I’m never gonna get over seeing Zombieman’s pissy face at least TWICE every episode thank the heavens for that really. Also Phoenixman. I just think he’s neat ok

Also, I just realized they gave Choze silver hair when I totally imagined it blond. I guess they figured the Nazi imagery would be TOO MUCH given the character already?

OH MY GOSH ARE THEY GONNA DO A DIFFERENT S CLASS EVERY TIME?? LOOK AT THIS BABY. DOES THAT MEAN Z WILL GET ONE TOO IT WAS TATSUMAKI LAST WEEK FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

As expected, on to the Fubuki confrontation. But first I’d like to take a moment to appreciate Geno’s apron. Oh sonic SONIC! we ARE getting the TOASTER VS NINJA THIS EPISODE YES! YES! WAIT a 20 minutes later cut?? I swear they better not skip the action….

“Yo, I’m Saitama” Fucking hell the inflection of his voice when he says that is perfect. Anyway- the boarding in this sequence is messing with me. Is it just me or is every really monotone? Something just feels kinda off. There’s so many panning shots? Keep the screen still its making me a bit motion sick. This isn’t an action sequence there doesn’t need to be movement 100% of the time, it doesn’t fit well here. I’m gonna need to rewatch this beginning to end without pausing for the blog to judge it better [EDIT: after watching it in one go, its still noticable, but not AS BAD. Slightly more forgivable imo]

Fuck the fucking obligatory boob jiggle god damnit

“Are you gonna fight me with rocks n stuff? Better not” Was that a Geryuganshoop callback??

ok I put my finger on it. This whole sequence has been riddled with unnecessary panning of the camera. (90% of which is focused on Fubuki for whatever reason). This shot for example would have been fine with just gusts and rocks flying everywhere. but instead they panned up in this shot in a crooked gliding motion. why?? It keeps happening?

Why is it zooming in and turning sideways it’s getting distracting when the subject matter within the frame is relatively stagnant. Also, it got much better quickly with more action, but the Saitama speech on newbie-crushing felt kind of underwhelming. Maybe it’s just because I was already so distracted but it felt much more impactful and forceful reading it than listening to/seeing it just now.

WAIT

YES! YES!

Please let this fight be on a better note! aww, no smug Genos face. Let the boy smile for once in the anime pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? And side note- I can’t wait for every single Shot of genos to be turned into a compilation of gifs, cause thats how the fandom do these days

This whole fight just had me shouting YES at the screen THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT it got so much better! So much better!! A huge sigh of relief from me over here. There are so many good shot of Genos here oh my god thank the heavens yes. Oh that muffled voice effect with the clones is cool too, oh man. JC Staff loves sonic I’m convinced. Yeah, some bits are over the top with the flashing but I kinda don’t care

YEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SAITAMA YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I’m so glad they nail this art style! Also I’d like to say that the anime delivered the serious series: Serious consecutive side hops 100% that is some GOOD SHIT.

OH MY FUCK did they seriously just rip the face directly out of the manga panel???? I Mean it’s perfection so i can’t blame them???? Oh Shit that’s fuckin gold and the now-vocalized ‘DOAUGHU’ is perfect.

Y’know, I knew they had to animate the tatsumaki spoon panel that shit was just too cool looking to not include. AH! Atomic Samurai’s Disciples! Oh my god I can’t wait to see them actually! Look at Kama my QUEEN

And ya know, I was completely willing to forgo the lil Aamai mask cut away but here it is. I’m gonna spare yall his stupid face. If you like Amai mask I’m sorry, you’re stronger than me.

Hah, “there’s also King, the world’s strongest man.” I just paused it before he walks in the door. Little do you know, gurl, little do you know. Oh, I appreciate the little ‘Hmph’ Fubuki does, too. Reminds me that she and Tatsu really are sisters. Ah, aaaaand there King is. AAAaaaaaaand its over just like that. Lets get through the end credits before I summarize my thoughts i guess!

well FUCK I WAS SPOT ON WASNT I?? The episode ended with Saitama and Genos getting their Hero Names and Garou walking away from Tanktop Vegetarian. Not gonna lie I’m proud I called it to a T.

All in all, I didn’t love it as much as the first episode, but I loved it nonetheless. Aside from the one color disaster and the Fubuki confrontation scene (which admittedly, is a big deal) I was REALLY digging it all the way through. It seems to me they struggled with making an emotionally impactful scene with only minor elements of action. The King scene last week was great, no nauseating camera movement or anything- just exactly what it needed to be. The full on action sequences were also fine this and last week. I don’t know if it was the combination of dialogue and static characters mixed in with Fubuki using her telekinesis that threw them for a loop but it definitely felt like they had issues with that scene. Not as bad as I initially felt, like I’m not mad at it per se, but they’re still there. Otherwise no pacing issues or anything- actually they covered exactly as much ground as I guessed they would and it felt great! I have today come to the conclusion that JC Staff loves Sonic and also has a weird thing about panning shots of Fubuki. Good episode still had me shouting YES repeatedly at the screen.

Seeya next week!

[800-dick-pics]

White wlw you have let me down, and will sadly continue to do so

durring the past few months ive really woken up and seen how much white wlw are quick and ready to throw both cishet and lgbt black and brown women under the bus, so ready to believe that they are not coming from a racist place, so ready to ignore our pleads of help and our demands for better treatment

recently i left my ex girlfriend because i saw/felt that she was not treating me / giving me the same quality of attention as her white partners, and that i wasnt being included in her life like her white partners were. I was being called “wife” but i didnt feel like i was getting the treatment a wife was susposed to get. I felt like a token and a diversity quota for her larger that humanly sustainable polycule.  when i did bring it up to her wrote tons about how i felt and what i was seeing/feeling 

“[...]I feel like the space i take up in your life is smaller than i would like it to be and it hurts

 It hurts when we havent talked in a long while but i still see you interacting with your other partners and/or going on tinder dates, I feel like the level of care attention interaction/ love you give to your other partners or other people who are mainly white is a lot more than i feel than i get from you 

I just want to do more coupley relationship things with u, and i understand like im far away but we still dont discord/rabbit or like talk in general a whole hell of a lot, and it really just makes me feel like “ just some thing to be had and called “wife” bc you dont have a black one yet”

When i see all the other parters who get called wife getting the attention i wish i had from you i just makes the hurt feel even more intense bc i know its not distance bc you date people from all over it just really makes me feel like its my blackness that makes you give me less than what your other partners get 

Even if youre not doing that conciously, i still can see and feel the differnce between the level of care interaction attention and overall energy you give to white partners vs me, this may not be something you can clearly see and feel but i can see a herierchy even if its an unintenttional  subconscious one Reguardless of your intent id really like to be/feel like im more to you/your life[...]” this was only a portion of what i wrote but really conveys the other side of the coin of racism from white wlw, because even after i brought this up to her nothing changed, and then i decided i was going to leave because I realized i dont have to endure racism/racist treatment in a realtionship. and when i did finally have the courage to tell her how i feel again a very important thing i included was 

“My self censorship around white people is very real and i realize that i've been not expressing how i fully feel for fear of making u upset/addressing race and like I felt / feel like a token bc i see all the very visible appreciation you give to white partners,It makes me feel and known im loved and appreciate when its visible, and i see how visible it is/has been for your white partners, tinder dates and tumblr fans.I don't wanna feel hidden from your lifeI've felt very hidden with my white partners just in general, felt very kept away from their families, friends, and other relationships, and seeing that unfold in front of my eyes again is very painful,I feel like an outsider to your “group” (friends/partners). Just like you have to actively go out of your way to unlearn your racism and anti blackness you have to go out of your way to active make sure your black partner is getting attention and is feeling included in your life/community/world and i have not felt as included in these things as i feel like your white partners are.It's heartbreaking when i see the patterns over and over of you treating me differently than your white partners, heartbreaking when i feel ignored and excluded from your life while you are on a tinder date or flirting with ppl on tumblr and i can't get a “hey babe how ru?have you eaten today?” I'm not even getting the bare minimum,I get less, less time, interaction, less you, i feel like get a censored cut off dollar tree version of Franziska” but her response was saddening and just gave me a smack in the heart, i realized that white wlw arent going to unlearn their racism for their partners (friends and fuck buddies) when we address it , that if we (black and brown wlw) advocate for ourselves and treatment we will be ignored it hurt more that she didnt want to accept what she was/is/has been doing is racist, that she didnt want to make her only black partner more included in her life, that she wasnt going to unlearn the racism/race dynamics that made me a “second class” partner than the hurt of actually breaking up with her ive been through this many times before of white women esp white wlw who have excluded me from parts of themselves their lives and community but expect me to be ok isolated while also being an open book

white women have excluded me from friend groups and social circles, have stopped their niceness when i speak up for myself, have given up on working on relationships bc it involves changing their behavior, have denied me medical access when i needed it the most, have bullied me for my body, my blackness and my culture  my bestfriend is white and shes let me down too, just like ive been let down by white past friends and partners, just like im being let down by racist white wlw and lgbt folks

ive learned to accept that white (ppl) women letting me down is something i will face for a life time, that being lesbian bi trans queer doesnt change how whiteness interacts with blackness, that i will always be the bad guy in a white womans story or her fetish or her item to fawn over  ive learned that asking for basic treatment and for white women to unlearn their racism while changing their behavior is too much to ask for  white wlw yall have let me down, and continue to do so

weather is outcasting and overly criticizing black n brown wlw esp if theyre trans, only boosting white wlws donation posts, forgetting you still can hurt us and not realize it, mocking features found on woc esp since yall get real transmisogy/noiristic real quick an just by ignoring the struggles we face because we are people of color and gay!!!!

[this post is not for reblogging, do not ask me personal questions about my past relationships thank you]

[sjweminem]

hi dennis! i noticed that some of the blogs who send/reply nsfw asks r minors! i dont want to censor u & i hope this doesnt come out the wrong way bc im in my early 20s too & i know that bandom mostly consists of kids. i know u dont know who ur interacting w most of the time and i remember reading that ur uncomfortable with that kind of interaction so i wanted to let u know. i dont want u to stop making posts bc it's ur blog but i thought a lil heads up on who messages u would be important to u!

i do appreciate the gesture, i try to keep track of people’s general ages and don’t follow kids anymore myself but also the vast majority of folks who follow me aren’t my mutuals and lots of them interact w me/my posts so it’s a recipe for ppl to slip thru the cracks. and god i remember bein a kid and doing everything possible to access some Grownup Content.....i should probably mention more often since i get lots of ppl coming and going that my blog has been flagged as adult for 5+ years for a reason, and i can’t/don’t want to sift thru everybody who hops on board, and like i said i remember being in my teens and i know yall are gonna do what you want but i DO ask that any replies/messages (even anon) don’t get explicit, cuz i don’t wanna unwittingly do to you what weird folks knowingly did to me at like 14/15. even when you don’t find an issue with it then one day you’ll grow up and understand why they shouldn’t have interacted like that w you.....

tbh i can’t recall anything like. vulgar i’ve responded to lately but maybe you and i just have different bars for what counts as nsfw interaction, and how much leeway to give high schoolers. like for me the major specific thing i don’t want kids trying to engage me in is discussing dirty concepts/stories/thoughts/etc, or asking questions that would prompt that kinda response (either fandom related or regarding personal lives), since that’s specifically something other folks HAVE appropriately come to my blog to do for like as long as i’ve been here. that’s not the only application, i just think it’s more effective to point out clear examples for do’s/don’ts than just say “don’t say anything dirty to me” bc it’s both too subjective and removes responsibility from me personally. 

i know it’s a vague concept but to hopefully clarify my standards and what i hope from everyone else online i’ll try to explain what i mean more....under a cut bc it’s long and boring:

the standard i have for interacting with minors online basically comes from both my experience as a younger party, particularly with my cousin who’s been almost exactly like a sister to me for my whole life, and is 7 years older than me, and relationships w younger coworkers. regarding the former, we’re both only children but that lifelong relationship exposed us to the range of normal jokes and conversations among older and younger siblings. from the latter, i developed an ever-present real-life standard that translates into my online behavior.  for instance at the hospital job i held for years, we had a lot of high schoolers come in for a few hours every evening, and this squad of 16/17 yr old girls i got like....honorarily inducted into at 22 yrs old were some of the funniest fucking people i’d ever met, and we joked the same way, i knew they were smart and aware, but if talk turned to their own sex lives or whatever that’s when i’d step away (except to get lecturey and overprotective and they would make fun of me). if my input was wanted in some way that wasn’t for advice or understanding then that was the line, so that’s what i carry online bc i have a sense of what normal joking and talking looks like among varying ages. 

like if some 17 yr old replies/messages me sumthin like ‘juicy buttwhole 👅💦💦💦’ that’s something i would first of all laugh at for real with my real mouth, and register as something akin to regular younger-older sibling behavior, and probably reply to w britney_spears_yeah.gif. but if something doesn’t seem like just a silly (or even terrible bc i have Disgusting youths who torture me w their digital words) but self-aware joke or statement, and instead gets too detailed and personal and hoping to yield something other than my standard sarcastic and/or tongue in cheek reply, that’s when i don’t touch it. i actually don’t respond at all bc i don’t want to draw attention to this provocative statement made by a kid who didn’t know any better

lastly i know i come off more ambiguously online than irl, so for everybody if all else fails just read my reply in complete deadpan monotone and if it makes sense that way you know it’s just my standard way of talking 98% of the time and doesn’t go any further than that

[jaredackles]

i was made to believe james flint was the supreme gay icon only to find out he was in a polyamorous relationship with the hamiltons, so i think yall ment a bi icon.

and i’d probably be able to let it go if i didn't keep seeing people being attacked for calling him bi. so you know what let me just go ahead and reply to some of the points against, i’ve seen over tumblr.

but flints relationship with miranda doesn't compare with thomas’s!! be as that may. just because the love of your life is the same sex doesn't erase your differnt sex attraction. (and on a side note your attraction doesn't have to be even between genders to make you bi, you can have preferences.)

but sexual intercourse doesnt determine sexaul orintaion! true! but sometimes it does, also he was attracted to miranda fyi.

you can be attracted to different genders than your own and still be gay. um...ok?????? but how are people not realizing that argument is used mainly in bisexual erasure? use whatever terms you feel comfortable with to describe your own sexuality but don't pretend liking 2 or more genders is not the definition of bisexuality.

he was using her as a beard! yep picking a married woman to have sex with in a carriage where no one can see them. yea makes sense to me. and at the start they were trying to keep the relationship secret which it the opposite of a beard.

that awkward sex scene out of context, yeah. but once you see the history and the shit they’ve been through.that scene seems more like being emotionally tired. BUT even if at that point he wasn't attracted to her he was at one point. which goes back to the first point.   (also he was pissed off at her in that scene, so either way)

I also saw a post saying the stakes would be not as high if he was bi, it diminishes the danger he faced with being found out? and honestly i'm not even going to touch on that becasue its so disgusting & i would need a whole post to dedicate to that biphobic crap.

y’all want to know the character that had sex with the “opposite” sex but is most likely just gay? anne bonnie. (honestly i should make a whole separate post for the anne & flint parallels and differences) (they are a perfect example of having similar experiences and relationships but one is more arguably gay)

the real question is why even after the canon possibility of filnt being bi, does it bother you so much bi people see and connect to flint?  it literally takes nothing away from his love for thomas, the pain he goes through becasue of that love. it doesnt make him any less of a mlm icon.

bi men are real and valid and deserve to love men without being ashamed or have their bisexuaity torn away from them. they deserve to see themselves represented. 

BASICALLY this whole thing can be summarized as: most of the time the only rep bisexuals get are fanworks, so stop trying to censor fanworks/canon-interpretations/headcanons you don't agree with.