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I Won't Be Afraid — Willi Carlisle
and I will love whoever I well please I will kiss my friends upon the cheek repeat 'til I believe I don't have to be ashamed of what I love
#seems like the city on the hill is gettin CROWWWWWDED#i won't be afraid#peculiar missouri#willi carlisle#music things#LORD KNOWS I'VE DONE SOME DUMB SHIT AND I PLAN TO DO SOME MORE#i will do a third thing i am sure i am able#i will say a nice thing before noon BEFORE ONE BEFORE TWO#BUT I WON'T BE AFRAID ANYMORE
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Halfway
Whats up, A? It's halfway between our birthdays. Well actually tomorrow is, but I have that all day library meeting tomorrow, so I came today. Academic team is 2-0 winning big both times, after 2 seasons of mediocrity until the playoffs, and I can't help but feel you in that. Happy birthday a bit early, I guess. I'm gonna try to come back on November 1, which is Day of the Dead. I know we're not Mexican, or any kind of Latin American, but we're not Jewish either, and the rocks seem to be working out. Hurricane force winds last week knocked our idiot neighbor's dead tree over to bust a big hole in our back fence, but the storms didn't move your rocks off your stone at the cemetery. That's why I'm leaving rocks. L came home right before my birthday and she gave me a piece of sea glass her niece gave her off a Florida beach to give you, so I brought that. And we did a charity walk in the city this weekend along the river past the ballpark, so you got a rock from there too. I told a coworker about you late last week. She told me my locket had opened up on your hinge with the Boy, like it does all the time except for when I'm with J, and does nearly constantly when I'm at work and I snickered a little. She asked why I was laughing. I told her that it feels a lot like you're talking to me at the library, and that's the hinge popping (among other things). I was waiting for her to give me this face 🤨🤨🤨 and call me crazy, but she didnt. She agreed. 'Oh yeah. He's definitely messing with you.' She didn't even know you alive, but she said it with confidence. I told her about the rocks and she's in Maine with her family this week, so she said, 'Well I think A needs a rock from Maine.' There's my first person who barely knows ME now that cares about you. I'm getting better at it. Letting people know me, so that they consequentially have to know you.
I started writing again last week. Something new. Not so raw and alight with grief that it's not even fiction like the last piece I wrote (which was straight up about you). But still about you.
I'm gonna try and find you an all weather bell for next time. Not a rock. Because 'bells.' And I'll be back unless there's another freakish Kentucky hurricane on November 1. That's the day you're supposed to be able to meet me halfway. I hope you do. I miss the fuck outta you still every single day. Love you and still hate that you're here. 💔❤️😥
#grief#I miss my friend#meet me halfway next time A#I won't be afraid#I'll be here even if it's pouring down rain
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
#adhd#autism#Dad: Don't worry little man it's super simple! Just let me - the figure you seek support from - tell you to not be afraid#and then - stay with me here! - juuuuuust do it!#voila. my job is done you're welcome have fun doing all the research and figuring out without issue now <3 no problem#(and no of course I won't acknowledge your previous adulting accomplishments bc that's just expected stuff anyway)#||#vent#i guess? man#i don't have opinions or feelings on the internet often but man
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tail end of season seven you will always be famous
#so#i started this on krita w my old wacom tablet#well ! it won't calibrate anymore so i got as far as the base with what is my favourite digital brush of all time#before porting it back to my ipad and finishing it in procreate w my more recent brushes#so it's a bit all over the place#and i wasn't going to post it#but then. i'm trying to get over my art doing badly#so exposure therapy#ANYWAY HONEY CASSSS#i know it's been.... so much cas lately#autism i'm afraid#my art#spn#supernatural#spn art#spn fanart#castiel fanart#castiel#castiel art#supernatural art#honey!cas
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When I had the idea of drawing toxic yuri and a warm comic about siblings for Christmas at the same time
I chose to draw both🙂
#hollow knight#hollow knight fanart#silksong#silksong fanart#hk the hollow knight#hk hornet#hollow knight comic#hk the knight#hk ghost#hk lace#lacenet#hk#I think vessels don't have body heat because they are corpses#and even if they can feel hot and cold#they were hatched from the Abyss- a place that looks very cold so they probably won't be afraid of the cold#but they still deserve to receive warm things
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cw. gn!reader, worker!reader, prohero!katsuki, aged-up (25), pining (the tiniest bit), a lot of cussing (typical of bkg), reader has an ex-boyfriend, reader is alluded to being smaller than bkg
masterlist | part 1, part 2 (they're all bite-sized, dw), part 4 (this one not so much), part 5 (this one too), part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9
You drop your new 0.38 ballpoint pen and it goes tumbling down, down, to the pristine carpeted floor.
Right where your jaw is.
“My what?”
The man of the hour has the audacity to scoff and roll his eyes.
Is it too late to actually follow through with your fantasy of strangling him?
As if he’s daring you to go for it, he tosses you the nth annoyed look of the night. “What did I just fucking say about not making me say things twice?”
You feel yourself flush with what you think is anger and embarrassment. “Bakugou, sir—”
“And I thought I told you to stop calling me that.”
Smartass.
That’s it.
Before you know it, you’re already on your feet, stalking your way toward the man with the proverbial steam coming out of your nose and ears. His eyes widen in surprise as you get closer and closer before you stop right in front of his desk, towering over him for once.
“My date? Really?” You sound so incredulous, even to yourself, and you can’t help the seed of pride that blossoms over what you think is worry dancing across his features. He’s out of his goddamn mind, and between the two of you, you’re not about to be the only whose feathers are visibly ruffled over this dumb-as-shit idea. He has no business being so cool about it.
Never mind that your heart is hammering in exasperation.
Yes, just that.
Shaking your head, you press on. “In case you’ve forgotten, we’re coworkers.”
You gesture to the space between you, and he merely raises his eyebrow in response with his strong arms crossed in front of his chest—snobbish as ever. “You’re my boss and I’m your underling. And I’m the HR head, for crying out loud.”
You pause to debate whether or not to say the next thing before deciding fuck it. “And what makes you think I don’t have—”
“Do you?”
Your face scrunches involuntarily at being cut off, “What?”
He leans forward, not breaking eye contact as if he’s challenging you. “Do you have a boyfriend?” He cocks his head to the side, “Or a date, at the very least?”
Your voice is small when you respond with the pitiful truth.
“…No?”
At that, Bakugou grins. If you didn’t know any better, you would say the fucking behemoth of a man looked pleased. He pushes against the edge of his desk, effectively creating a much more appropriate distance between the two of you. “Well, that settles it then. I’ll be your dashing date, we show up to your shitty ex’s wedding, and I finally teach that dickhead a lesson or two.”
A million questions start racing in your head, like: Why is this his first solution to the problem? Did he even consider whether or not you wanted to go in the first place? What did he mean by finally? And just—why?
But the one you manage to stammer out is: “Dude—what the fuck are you going to do? Are you about to mangle a guy at his wedding?!”
He looks at you like you just unceremoniously bit his ass. “What? No. What do you take me for, a brainless Nomu who just goes apeshit?”
You can only grumble in response. Yes, sometimes.
He sighs for the umpteenth time as if you’re the one who has steered the already unpleasant conversation into this bizarre topic. He stands up from his seat, and you’re back to being the one looking up at him.
The same thing probably registers in his mind because a smug look takes over his features within seconds.
“And, if you must know, I’m going to do so by being the best trophy date ever.”
You fight the reflex to choke at his words. Instead, you squint your eyes and muster your most scrutinizing gaze. “Why are you doing this?”
Bakugou doesn’t respond for a while, choosing to circle his desk and plant himself to your right. Before you can even comprehend what’s going on, let alone jerk back at the proximity, he bends toward you until his mouth is a breadth away from your ear. His minty breath tickles your skin when he finally says: “I’m a hero, remember?”
With that, the “hero” in question sashays to the glass doorway like he didn’t just drop a bomb on you, leaving you slackjawed and unresponsive.
He’s almost out of view by the time you manage to collect yourself and blurt out a reply.
“Hey, where are you going? We still have work to do.”
“Relax,” he calls out from the hallway, his voice receding as he walks farther and farther away from you. “’m just gonna take a piss.”
When you’re sure he’s out of earshot, you slump back in your seat, all the strength that’s left apparently having dissipated after that ludicrous exchange.
How could he throw every caution to the wind just like that? Did he forget he was just one spot away from being number 1? His PR team is going to kill both of you for even thinking this.
As you wait for Bakugou to finish his trip to the comfort room, you can’t help but contemplate the absurd idea. Needless to say, and despite Bakugou’s apparent nonchalance, there’s planning involved.
What are people going to say? If (once) the people from your agency—no, anyone who knows the #2 Prohero, really (which is virtually everyone)—find out, you’re toast. You’re going to be the subject of every tabloid in Musutafu—no, the entirety of Japan and maybe even in some news sites overseas—and you are absolutely not ready for that scrutinization.
And all that over a one-day fake dating stint? You’ve got to be kidding yourself.
But the more you think about it, the less foreign and preposterous the idea becomes. You know you shouldn’t even be considering it, but you can’t help it.
Getting dumped by your boyfriend over the phone only for him to reconnect with his high school sweetheart (did they even ever lose touch?) and get engaged five months later was humbling enough, let alone going to his wedding alone?
The first, obvious answer when you first saw the invite in the mail was to not go. But the more you sat on it, the more you realized how pitiful it would be to be a no-show. Was not going wiser than going alone? Probably. But you’re sick of hiding— avoiding—and you promised yourself this year that you’ll be facing your fears head-on.
Chewing your lip in deep reflection, your brain drifts back to the very person who came up with the proposition.
He seemed sure and determined enough—and it wasn’t like Bakugou to not be calculating and to not have everything mapped out, as similar as he can be to a raging bull. He probably has thought about the consequences to the T, in the few minutes of processing your situation, potentially more than you have.
And damn it, the man is attractive.
If there’s anyone you’d bring to your ex’s wedding to make him regret everything he did to you, it would be Bakugou Katsuki. Although you’d never admit it to the man even if you were held at gunpoint.
“Oi.”
Speak of the devil.
You startle at the sound of his gruff voice, abruptly dragging you out of your reverie.
He’s now standing beside you, hands in his pockets and face studying yours closely as if he’s searching for something.
You stare him back down before you finally decide on what to say.
You can’t believe what you’re about to do.
Gulping, you maintain your gaze. “Are you sure about this?”
“Would I be suggesting it if I wasn’t?”
Fair point.
To your surprise, Bakugou crouches down to regard you and you find yourself directly face-to-face. Despite yourself, you gulp in nervousness at the sudden proximity, and you think he notices because the jackass has the nerve to flash you a smirk.
You furrow your brows in an attempt to regain your composure and any semblance of control over the situation. “And you’re sure you’re gonna succeed as, and I quote, my ‘trophy date?’”
He sneers, although he doesn’t seem to be offended by your challenge. It’s probably because the statement means nothing to him—at this exact moment, the guy is practically oozing with confidence.
Bakugou chuckles, and you find yourself grateful that you’re seated because the next thing he is about to say instantly floors you.
“One thing about me, princess, is that I always win.”
tagging. @kitthepurplepotato @chelbyisbord @lovra974 @katsukis1wife @brunnetteiwik @bunnysaursushii
#LAUGHING at him#he's sooooooo#mans is desperate for any proximity and time spent with you I fear#i'm scared to write the wedding scene bc I'm afraid I won't do it justice but I'm excited too#just something about weddings!!!! nevermind that it's gonna be your ex's lmao#bakugou x reader#bakugou x y/n#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugou imagines#mha imagines#bnha imagines#bnha scenarios#mha scenarios#bnha x reader#mha x reader#bakugou x you#bakugou imagine#bakugou drabble#bakugo x reader#bakugo x y/n
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Happy Year of the Dragon!
#non mdzs#lunar new year#digital art#Still struggling with figuring out digital art stuff but I’m getting there#The year of the rabbit really was a special and lucky one for me. Maybe because sometimes it is also the year of the cat.#The energy of the rabbit might not be with me but I hope to have the wisdom of the dragon leading my days#This week is going to be filled with a lot of sappiness so I won't go into yet.#But thank you to everyone for making me feel less anxious and afraid with all the kindness you have shown me.#I have become somewhat domesticated now. I will sniff your hand if there is a treat in it. Maybe blink slowly at you from a distance.#HAVE A WONDERFUL LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERONE! We are all gonna do great B*)
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beach boys 🏖️
#my art#quinncent#qv art#oc: quinn lacey#oc: vincent craft#one of them is British and the other is a British Vampire this does not bode well for the epidermis I'm afraid 😔#melanoma be upon ye#quinn's not this buff most of the time he's just flexing for his boo#and vincent won't *die* from the sun but he might get a lil crusty about it#anyway-this is the last piece I had of my wips so if you see art from me in the upcoming weeks just know I'm cheating on my vacation time 😤
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He's my Roman Empire... 💜💜💜
#dragon age#datv#dragon age the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#sometimes i draw stuff#i was afraid i won't be able to finish him before the release lol#it was spontaneous#but bw conveniently dropped cosplay guides so#i was able to change couple of things and swatch colors#i love my miniman so much already ;;
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#masterchef roleplay (that might turn into a crime scene)
#the heart killers#1x02#style sattawat#fadel#fadelstyle#gifset#*brace's#tw meat#//#I'm afraid I would have already killed that man... I hate when people tell me what to do in the kitchen 😀🔪#but listen#if it turns out Fadel gets anything that is not just Annoyance out of [gestures to the above] all this I swear to god#even if it's only the tiniest little bit of reluctant but genuine amusement#I am NEVER letting this go#there better NOT be any flashbacks to this moment in a day when Fadel is all alone in this kitchen#or I won't let you hear the END of it
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Snoopy #11
12/10/2024
#peanuts#snoopy#art#11#*coughs this up and dies*#the desperate all scrawl really says it all i'm afraid#me @ myself: well girl now you're just projecting. he would not fucking say that... snoopy's got all the free time in the world!#well actually. maybe he would say that tbh.#this is hashtag cloudcore actually. i've decided.#(i won't actually tag it as cloudcore hahaaha i am many things but i am NOT a tumblr tag spammer!)
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Big brain and big chin moment
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insane about the fact that both mav and ice buzzed the tower at the end of top gun. do we have fics about this?
#i read one#which i'm afraid i won't find again#and i need more#top gun#top gun 1986#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#icemav
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Anisse!!!!
#anise tatlin#tales of the abyss#tales of#tales of series#rpg#I won't lie her relationship with her parents got to me a lil#she's got so much on her back....#im afraid for when (redacted) happens bc I found out... before I got there...#peachie5000art
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🥀 when touch averse becomes touch starved 🥀
#so i had certain vision in my head#it's gonna be pretty long so you don't have to read this 👀#peppino is afraid to fall in love cause he's very scared and convinced that if he gets very attached to someone he may lose them#because of his fault#so this case fell to gustavo and now gus does everything to show him that this won't happen#he shows peppino that it's not bad to get closer to someone if you really care about that person#so back then peppino refused closeness or touch#but the closer he learned to get attached to gustavo the smaller steps he began to show him his feelings through gestures#this had never happened to him before and gustavo was proud of him#sorry you had to read this all hxdgjkdsa#pizza tower#peppino#peppino spaghetti#gustavo#pepstavo#my art#my stuff
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lonsdaleite dot ✷ photo shoot behind
#baekhyun#baekhyunedit#exosnet#exoedit#exogif#exo#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopedit#kpop#ksoloists#my gifs#lonsdaleite dot#lonsdaleite#userbexrex#skyehi#melontrack#sunflowerchen#yeonzzen#bunnybbh#yoonkyoong#rumtumtag#lunacchy#was gonna schedule this but I'm afraid I won't have a good time to post this bc of the comeback#I don't want to push this to September so you folks get it now
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