#i wish i wasbt

[walnutcookie]

god. im so fucking selfish

[godisaknife]

not that anybody on here cares but i stopped short from killing myself so im still alive for now I guess

[pixelizedprince]

The work visit went /so well/ they are sending in a film crew I 🫠🫠🫠

[tenderloincherub]

fun fact. on low/bad days i may not start doing stuff until it's afternoon, maybe 4pm or later.

[spideyhexx]

ugh kit i’m lowkey drunk but im wishing i wasbt drunk do i could jerk billy of wtffh this sucks

fxkbhkdnbj anon take good care of yourself pls🫶im not drunk but i drank some coffee and i too wish i could jerk billy off rn

like his head leaning into your shoulder, giving you little kisses to your neck while you stroke him all nice, and he has an arm around your middle to keep you close to him.

[godza]

i have been overcome by the need to talk about books. heres a few ive read the past few years and reviews

rwrb: had to include this one. i read it all in one sitting at 3 am and sick so its a little hazy. id give it a 5.5/10. it wasnt as bad as people say it is but it wasbt as good as people say it is either. the politics were so trashy and i wish it had been less rooted in reality i hate the british and america. the characters were realistic but not in their roles in the story. they could be real guys but not real political figures. hated the sex scenes

things have gotten worse since we last spoke: 7/10, i thought itd be worse. it was only a tad gruesome, i thought thered be murder and stuff but both characters were pussies and flawed. you told your girl to do that you better commit to it. a lot was covered in a short time, for better or worse

they both die at the end: 8/10. good book! i have the sequel which i need to read. the first book was very very depressing as you can expect from the title but it kept subverting my expectations of what was going to happen next. maybe too much the last few pages of the book were so action packed it made me confused on the pacing for the rest of the book.

more than this: 9/10 THIS BOOK WAS SO GOOD. it made no sense but i still enjoyed it. absolutely wild twists, and i loved the blending of his memories and the final twists. tge book is one big plot twist it can get really overwhelming byt the rest of the book is done very well. the suspense is well done and i felt like i was with the characters

ive read a lot of webnovels too but this is my western officially publisged fiction review

[ghostoftheportmafia]

I’mm gonna cry im literally listening to her plsylist right now and sje unsaved mine that i made her why am i this attached to you kuni i wish i wasbt i wish we’d stop hurting each other

[kawaii-butt-crust-core]

I'm here, I'm queer, kinda wish I wasbt

[pulchregeist]

I miss working on this series of drawings sm its been 3 months..i wish my laptop wasbt damaged wah

[dolls-self-ships]

hey guys, I've been having a hard time lately and it's really hitting me hard today, would any of y'all mind maybe dropping a comforting message in my inbox? Could be from an f/o or just you I don't mind either way, I just need to feel like I'm not alone right now ;-;

[mrfreezebug]

;/ my brothers getting really frustrated with his 6 year old’s thumb sucking. and like he keeps bringing up my shit like it was some freakish thing i did for forever.

i had a really, really strong oral fixation from 4-26 thumb sucking, finger sucking, pen caps, whatever. Along with that any flannel sheets, blankets, whatever i had became a security blanket. whenever one got holes and my family would throw it away, id switch to a different one.

it was annoying because it really got in the way of my productivity due to it always being my dominant hand. and i could only stop if the blanket was warm everywhere and there were no cold spots lmao. idk its weird to think about it now. the blanket obsession came back during 2020 but everything else is still in the past.

i felt so shitty about it i only did it around my partners and while i was home.

idk what made it stop besides getting my OWN stable place away from my family. i cant figure out why that worked. maybe home life contributed more to my discomfort than i like think?

Like yea, its not good for your teeth but if their teeth aren’t bothering them like let it be?? i feel bad for my niece. Maybe figure out why they so strongly need that sense of comfort? idk. theres a reason shit starts up like that, maybe just figure out why for once instead of shaming them :(

[amorcito444]

A timeless classic

[un-tide]

x

[ask-his-flower-and-her-bear]

How did Britannia and Celt act around animals and/or mythical creatures? Did either one have a great fondness for any one animal/being in particular? Also, how did animals/mythical creatures behave around them?

They had a great respect for animals, on a hunt they would always respect the animal trying not to cause it pain and saying a prayer for it. Trying their best to use every part of the animal they can. Often to take on qualities from the animal if they were to wear its pelt for example.

I dont think they would have a fondness for one particular animal for example but when celt was a child would often disappear from time to time and be found with a family of lynx or wolves when the British isle still had them.

If they stayed still enough it wasbt uncommon for the animals to approch and get withing touching distance of the two nations. I like to think brit came back to the village one day with a rook or crow on her shoulder eating out of her hand, scaring the poor druids to death.

As for mythical creatures, dispite what you hear Britain doesnt have fairies that will look after you and sound like bells when they speak. Most of the fae here are out to get you, cause mischief, and drown you in a multitude of ways.

So both Britannia and Celt have a healthy 'you don't disturb me i won't disturb you' policy. But in the same breath they are on good terms with the benign fae, leaving little tributes for them often in exchange for well wishes and good luck

[phansprings]

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[twofacedbitchesneverlie]

I wish i wasbt too dumb to self harm i want to spew blood