#i wish i was a weird little kindergartner again who got the Red Card every day bc i talked 2 much ....... wah
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me in the not being able to read social cues..............
#me in the feeling annoying whenever i talk abt things i enjoy because i've been conditioned to feel that way............#literally like.... 1 person will b like 'mia do u ever talk abt Anything else. do u ever stop thinking abt this interest. do u ever stop'#and then i will never speak 2 anyone abt it ever again w/o feeling annoying and weird . no matter the amt of reassurance i receive#and then Soemtimes... i will Overanalyze everything .. and if i notice a Slight Change in someones tone i will get freaked out and cry......#😕#why cant i just have conversations normally......#hanging out w a neurotypical for the past 24 hours rly made me realize how bad i am at. social skills#like i thought i was pretty good but like . wow theres a rly noticable difference between me and my nt friend n how we communicate#like bro... i thought i was Pretty good at masking the everything about me ... but holy shit#i dont know lol. im stressed out#i wish i was a weird little kindergartner again who got the Red Card every day bc i talked 2 much ....... wah#anyways#tem.txt#vent#??!?! idk. im just talking
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