#i will delete this later im just shouting into the void

[badjokesandbones]

maaaan its so hard when you wanna talk about a piece of original fiction in general, but especially when you're shy, and the subjects and themes are like a really raw, weird, personal thing so there's no like...casual way to talk about it?

like how tf do you bring up a slowburn horror/romance about "it is what it is"-ing and overworking yourself into a catatonic survival state in the face of trauma? With semi-nonhumanoid/objectum monsterfucker shit it in that centers around pain?

And its not even explicit or horny????

WHOMST DO I TALK TO ABOUT THIS???? WHOMST IS THIS FOR????

[milktian]

there's not enough discussion about how being excluded from social activities during primary school severely fucks up your ability to make friends and how, when you do make them, you think friends perceive you

[butch-chastity]

the longer I exist online the more I feel like a lot of people think politics are like. awareness fairs. about awareness.

[yourlocalcreativeproblem]

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[brian-fuxing-may]

Loving these 8+ hour long migraines that are starting up again

Add a dash of insomnia and we're having a party

[marvelyningreen]

Crushes are at least 70% due to proximity, and that’s that.

[wisecrackingeric-2]

Um uh. I’ll delete this later but uh. I am giving my friends and my friends ONLY permission to read under cut because holy shit I NEED to shout this to the void or I’ll explode

Legit the only thing stopping me from going on testosterone (besides the literal roadblock of having no money, unsupportive parents etc) IS THIS MAN. THIS MAN.

IM SO SCARED OF GOING ON T BECAUSE. HOLY SHIT. IF THIS MAN IS MAKING ME QUESTION MY ASEXUALITY T H I S MUCH??????? THIS O N E FUCKING GUY???????? MAKING ME QUESTION MY LIBIDO????????????? AINT NO WAY ID SURVIVE TESTOSTERONE

(Like i am DEFINITELY ACE But Like. Fuck man. Luis. What are you doing to me this isn’t even funny anymore this is just. Unenjoyable)

[seasonschange-butpeopledont]

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[clumsyclifford]

x

[verytamenow]

The absolute bitch of living through 2020 with an anxiety disorder and ptsd amongst other things is literally almost every is trying to trigger it and it’s all getting worse and it needs attention because as a queer neurodivergent transman I have multiple reasons to be alarmed but at the same time if I tune in fully I will lose it. I’m so fucking tired guys. I’m prioritizing functioning at work and not going into a spiral and so many things are backsliding because of it.

[friendly-jester]

Sometimes when I can't sleep my thoughts will get negative. Like tonight. I'm thinking about how if I get corona I'll probably die because I'm high risk and if I die I'll have died without ever going on an actual date or been kissed which has now led me down a self esteem spiral because holy shit I'm 24 and I haven't been kissed or gone on an actual date am I really that unwanted hahahahahaha now I'm crying

[jjongleurs]

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[transaurus]

okay modifying clothes and buying second hand clothes is the FUCKING BEST like sure h&m have like trendy clothes or whatever but would I have found a zara waistcoat for a tenner in an actual store? and where would I get three funky and way too big flannels for 13 quid other than a dodgy as fuck thrift store???? AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE LEATHER JACKETS NONE OF THEM FIT BUT THEY WERE FUCKING GORGEOUS AND I'VE NEVER LOVED CLOTHES MORE okat that's all have a nice day

[quillwritten]

I oscillate wildly between just wanting to shout into the void in the vague hope that it echoes and also not wanting to be overly dramatic and call attention to myself even in this yawning chasm

[mecharose]

its 2019 and I still don’t confess my problems to people I know in real life so

[dyingbluerose]

Hey,,,could someone send me links to some good erikar fics,,,or davekat,,,