#i will be in ma later this yr tho which is crazy

[mueritos]

declined my offer to nyu, but at least now i can say i was able to decline nyu instead of saying i was never accepted 😈

[tfw-no-tennis]

animorphs!!!

ok I read animorphs when I was 10 or 11 I think? and I only read it once, along w/the spinoffs and stuff, and I've always meant to revisit it...SO HERE I AM....

and oh MAN I forgot how good this series is. like I knew it was good but some things from your childhood don't hold up yknow? especially books aimed at younger audiences

but oh boy does animorphs hold up. they're easy to read and perfectly balance the line between dark/adult topics and more kid-friendly lessons. excellent 

so yeah I'm loving it so far. I forgot how fast some stuff happens lmao, like I forgot that tobias gets trapped as a bird in the FIRST BOOK 

also I just adore how realistically disorganized/confused the animorphs are. like, they got the elevator pitch version of the conflict from elfangor before my mans got eaten, and also they're middle schoolers. of course they’re always just like ‘wtf do we even do’ 

so like...their plans mostly don't work. and even when planning they run into tons of logistical issues w/morphing, traveling, communicating etc. 

and I love how they clearly need to maintain their normal lives as well in order not to raise any suspicion 

and I like the little details like them not spending all their time together at school because they didn’t before so that would be suspicious

oh man and I love the different family dynamics in the series. you have jake, whose family seems pretty normal until we find out that tom is a controller, and rachel, whose parents are divorced, and who has to deal w/the complications of that. and then cassie, who is an only child (I like that we have a mix, with rachel and jake having siblings), and of course marco...

iirc marco was one of my favs (if not my fav, but its hard to choose) back in the day, and I forgot how reluctant he was to participate in the animorphs thing...and the fact that he was about to quit the team and then runs into visser 1.....

another fucked up little moment I liked - when they morphed dolphin and marco had to morph back to human bc he gets injured and he was like ‘I cant swim, and my mom drowned, I don't want to die like she did’ I was like oooof

also on that topic I adore how little the animorphs know about how anything works. like they once wondered if there's a limit to how many morphs they can acquire and they were basically like ‘idk guess we’ll find out’ 

and then when marco got injured as a dolphin and they were like ‘morph back I guess and hopefully you'll be okay?’ like damn luckily that worked 

basically these books do The Most Excellent Job showing that these are just kids. like they're literally in jr high which is 90s speak for middle school....they're like 13???? at most???

and the narrative reflects that perfectly!! all of them, even rachel who is pretty much the most gung-ho about fighting and stuff, have nightmares and all these terrible experiences bc they don't have basically any guidance 

and even with ax, it’s immediately obvious that he’s also just a kid, even though he’s this deadly alien....

also oh mannnn I love so much how we’re introduced to the andalites as this heroic race and how that slowly changes over the course of the story 

like, when elfangor introduces himself as ‘prince’ you assume he’s part of the andalite monarchy - but later we find out that ‘prince’ is a military rank, and the andalites are a lot more militaristic than we would assume at the beginning 

its so fantastic how it starts off as a fairly black and white conflict of andalites = good guy aliens and yeerks = bad guy aliens

and you even have some background stuff going on w/the taxxons being controllers by choice, and the hork-bajir being enslaved 

but as the story goes on, all of those lines get blurred in different ways...

also ooof the poor hork-bajir. I always felt so bad for them. it’s crazy that even in the first book, the animorphs are killing their enemies - at least I inferred that in book 1, but it becomes way more overt later on...the tough situation of them knowing that the hork-bajir are unwilling hosts but that they’re so dangerous that not killing them could be fatal to the good guys

and ngl this time around I have a lot more sympathy for the yeerks, even tho they don't really deserve it (at least in the early parts of the story where I am rn)

like...they're just these blind helpless slug creatures, but they're also fully sentient and intelligent? like, that's so fucked up. imagine yourself as you are now, but you're just a sensory deprived slug swimming in a pool. that's pretty fucked. and then the fact that the yeerks are biologically made to be parasites...its kinda no wonder that they ended up the way they are (and it also makes stuff like the yeerk peace movement really compelling)

also wow I kinda forgot about all the body horror w/the morphing. like ik that's one of the things that animorphs is known for but like. I forgot how much it happens and how creative the horrifying descriptions are. I love it

and omfg so when I first read this series the ellimist stuff confused me a lot bc I didn't read the books That closely (I mostly wanted to see what would happen next) but I loooove time travel bullshit so I’m really enjoying it so far

even tho tbh I think even if I had paid more attention as a 10 yr old I still would've been confused bc the ellimist stuff is kinda just inherently confusing lmao 

ok and I just love the characters,,,I love that the books switch perspectives, and KAA did such a masterful job of portraying differing and realistic reactions to their situation....like, all the animorphs react so differently to their circumstances, but their reactions are all so grounded in realism and also their personalities 

like man I love rachel. she was one of my favs as a kid too bc I always loved female characters and she was just so cool. and she still is, and so excellently written too 

liiiike the fact that even though she’s so tough and brave, she’s still a kid and has plenty of moments when she’s scared or uncertain...

and I just really like the fact that she out of all of them is the one who’s tough and loves to fight...and the fact that she also unapologetically loves shopping and stuff like that...its about the multifaced characters

just like how marco is the ‘funny guy’ but they make it very clear from the beginning that this is his way of coping w/shit like his family falling apart, and then alien BS 

and also marco is really smart? I kinda forgot abt that (sorry marco) but I like that bc that's uncommon to see with ‘funny’ characters

oh mannnn and ax. I love ax. I forgot a whole bunch about the early stuff w/him and how conflicted he was w/keeping secrets from the other animorphs

KAA did such a fantastic job w/ax - he really comes across as the perfect mix of ‘fish out of water alien’ and ‘young teen/tween’ and ‘alien from a strict militaristic society who is in training to become a soldier like his famous older brother’ 

n that was so sad n fucked up when he called the andalite home world and had to tell everyone (including his parents) that elfangor died, and then the elders or w/e forced ax to take blame for elfangor breaking their laws in order to preserve elfangor’s postmortem reputation, even at the cost of ax’s career/life :( 

and man I loved the part where ax is like ‘well, we didn't help the hork-bajir even tho we could have and now they're all enslaved. I'm not letting that happen to the humans’ and the council or w/e is like ‘well you should let it happen, don't interfere’ and ax basically realizes oh shit sometimes adults are wrong 

basically I love the conflict there, where the andalites are the ones who gave the yeerks the technology that led to them spreading across the galaxy like a disease, and now fight to stop them due to their guilt, but also refuse to directly help the less advanced species who are being invaded by the yeerks for fear of making a similar mistake like w/the yeerks....

ooooof and the part where ax is like ‘guess I have to go fight visser 3 and die’ :( he’s just a babyyyy

and augh when alloran asks them to kill him....geeeez there’s so much fucked up stuff already and I'm not even in the double digits yet 

oh my god and the brutally awful fact that any freed controller will just get tracked down by the yeerks and murdered so the secret invasion stays secret...and the animorphs think that by destroying the kandrona they've freed a bunch of controllers but really they just signed their death warrants - what a catch 22

oh and I love how even early on the yeerks aren't a completely unified force - we have the obvious rivalry w/visser 1 and visser 3, with visser 1 even arranging the animorphs release from visser 3′s prison bc of this, and that yeerk who told ax where to find visser 3 because he was pissed that his yeerk gf got killed by visser 3 - even though the reason she was killed was due to kandrona rationing, which was caused by the animorphs...i love the layers 

ok what else. oh yeah I love tobias sm, he was one of my favs as a kid too, his whole story is so deeply tragic but also interesting and we haven't even gotten into all the stuff w/his parents yet

the part where he’s freaking out as a hawk and he’s gonna fly into the windows even tho he knows it’ll probably kill him...christttt

also tobias and rachel are so romance aughhhh

ok also jake - he was never my favorite when I was younger bc I felt like he had Basic Protag Man Syndrome but now I can appreciate his character a lot more. like, he basically got elected the leader and he’s kinda like ‘guess I have to do this now.’ and that of course ends up fucking him up majorly in the long run bc even tho he’s more serious and responsible, he’s still just a kid too

and I loooove the horror of finding out that tom is a controller, and jake having to contend w/the fact that it’s very likely that he’ll have to fight and/or kill his brother someday 

also the book where jake gets infested w/a yeerk was one of my favs and still is. so fucked up and interesting. the fact that that yeerk was previously tom’s made it even more fucked, w/the yeerk taunting jake the whole time

and then the yeerk dying in jakes head...so messed up

omg and cassie too. I love cassie. I didn't appreciate her as much when I was younger bc I was a straightforward kid who liked action, and cassie is all about pacifism when possible and compassion, which I love a lot now that I Get it more. 

cassie being such a gentle person but still fighting in this fucked up war bc doing nothing would be worse is super compelling. plus the conflicts with her having to figure out where she and humanity fit in the circle of life and whatnot is great

I loved the contrast of her being very aware of how nature works bc of working w/her parents and all these injured animals, but also being so compassionate that it still bothers her to see death and especially participate in it 

like her feeling awful about killing the termite queen even tho its ‘just a bug’ and stuff

basically what makes the series great isn't that it’s got all these fucked up moments and horror elements and is overall quite dark - it’s that all of it comes together to make the point that war is hell, and child soldiers are gonna end up traumatized pretty much no matter what happens

it’s a very strong message, and the story never feels like it’s being dark just for the sake of being dark, but rather never letting the reader forget how awful things are

TL;DR: anirmorphs is to the YA genre what hunter x hunter is to the shounen genre

in animorphs, the heroes of the story are kids who get cool powers and get to fight aliens - in any other YA story they would have a bunch of fun adventures and come out on top most/all the time - things might get darker towards the end, but good would prevail. the evil yeerks would be stopped, and the main couples would get married and have kids and live happily ever after. 

however, war isn't like that, especially when the soldiers are kids. so instead we get animorphs, and it’s brutally realistic. they barely ever get to enjoy their powers - on the rare occasion that they get to, something usually goes horribly wrong

compare to hxh - it seems like a regular shounen story about kids participating in a fantastical mostly-adult world and being able to match the adults bc they're Special - but as the story wears on it becomes clear that the kids are just very traumatized. this all leads to gon’s berserker collapse in the chimera ant arc, which is led up to masterfully w/a bunch of adults treating gon as an adult even though he’s a child.

essentially the same thing happens in animorphs - with jake being shoved into the leader role and becoming a military general as a kid, which leads to him committing horrific war crimes because he’s been put in a position no child should ever have to be in

similarly, kurapika has what would be a very straightforward revenge plotline in any other story - but this is hxh, so the bad guys aren't just 2-dimensional evil caricatures, and the road to revenge just leads kurapika to ruin. we root for kurapika to win bc they’re a character we like, but it becomes clearer and clearer as the story goes on that getting revenge is not the path kurapika should be taking

nothing is ever as straightforward as we want it to be, basically. and the same applies to animorphs. so many times they're faced with conflicts that seem to have an obvious answer, only for it to be revealed later that the choices they made led to other unforeseen awful consequences

ok i need to stop rambling this is already super long. basically: animorphs good. I’ll probably do another post like this semi-soon as I continue reading (I'm partway thru book 10 now)

[milca-is-l0v3]

A day I will never ever forget 💕

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung bakit ko sya niyaya dun. Sinabi ko pa naman sa kanya na hindi ko siya dadalhin sa ganun although nung huli, desisyon na naming dalawa na pumunta dun. In other words, oo nap)apayag ko siya at naging masaya kami sa desisyon na ginawa namin. Lust? Definitely not. We just love each other so much that we push our desires to the limit. Love wins eh. Hehe sorry in advance baby kung pati ito nilagay ko dito. ✌🏻️😘 I love you Mikmik! 💕PS: In case you get to read this in the future baby, you should have your wildest imagination on. Rated SPG ☺️ It happened a month before 3 yrs of dating. Actually, it wasn't our first time seeing each other naked, and definitely wasn't our first time na alam mo na haha. But it's not what you think. Virgin pa ang baby ko no 😇 (Actually chineck ko yun bi nung nasa bahay niyo tayo just don't ask how hahaha) and yes confirmed, she's still virgin. Though sobrang pabor sakin yun, it wouldn't really matter anyway if she wasn't. I just love the fact that she wants to keep herself pure until marriage and that's a big check for me. So yun nga, punta kami sa D**** L**** sa may Paliparan, Cavite. Layo diba haha! Imagine taga San Pedro, Laguna pa ko around 2 hours byahe ko papunta dun hahaha! Natatakot kasi kami na baka may makakita samin or sa kanya kung sa mga nearby areas lang kami magchecheck-in. Cancelled yung class nila that day pero umalis sya sa kanila na ang paalam nya papasok siya. To get there, nagusap kami na sa may terminal ng GMA kami magkikita then dun kami sakay going to PalIparan. Nauna na ko umalis ng bahay since manggagaling pa ko sa malayo kaya nauna rin ako nakarating sa GMA. Pagdating ko dun pinuntahan ko kaagad yung terminal ng jeep biyaheng Paliparan para pagdating nya may idea na kami kung san sasakay para makakaalis na kami agad. Tapos bigla syang nagtext na nasa meeting place na daw siya (Babaan ng jeep sa GMA). Pagbalik ko dun sa babaan ng jeep, nakasimangot siya sakin sabay tanong na "Bakit ang tagal mo?" Ako naman, "Ha? Kanina pa ko nandito pinuntahan ko lang yung sakayan pa-Paliparan. Tara" Sabay kaming naglakad papunta dun sa sakayan habang magkahawak kamay. Nagtaka ko kung pano siya nakaalis ng bahay ng hindi nakauniform. "Pano ka uuwi nyan? Baka tanungin ka sa inyo kung bakit di ka nakauniform." "May dala ko dito sa bag ko." "Ahh." Puno yung jeep kaya medyo siksikan. Dun ko napansin na clingy siya bigla sakin. Ang sarap sa feeling nung kinikiss kiss nya ko sa pisngi ng paulit ulit tsaka humihiga sya sa balikat ko. Antok pa yata kase 7am pa lang yun eh. Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdam, I felt loved and secured.. At siguro namiss nya ko ng bongga kasi 1 week ata kami di nagkita nun. Nung nakarating kami dun sa inn, medyo hiya hiya pa kami haha first time kasi. 6 hours yung inavail namin then akyat na kami sa room. As soon as we entered the room niyaya ko na agad sya maligo. "Tara baby ligo muna tayo ulit para fresh hehe." Sigurado ko kinakabahan siya (sa pwedeng sunod na mangyari, dalawa lang kami dun at madilim eh haha) halata ko sa mukha nya. Sagot nya lang sa tanong ko, "Ehh biii.." Tapos ayaw nya kong paalisin sa kama para pumuntang CR, kaya kiniss ko na lang siya. At dun na nagsimula ang lahat.. It was quiet all of a sudden, but it wasn't dead silence at all. The blissful sound of our kiss took over she kissed me with more passion than ever. That felt really good, and while we were kissing, dahan-dahan akong humiga which means sya nasa ibabaw ko, kaya sinettle nya yung weight nya between my legs. Her lips tasted like candy. It was soft and sweet and I just couldn't stop kissing her. She was breathing heavily, siguro dahil sa excitement, kaba, at sarap na nararamdaman nya all at once. Hinug ko sya sa bandang hips as we continued kissing at alam ko nang mas intense ang mga susunod na pangyayari. I pressed my body onto her and turned sideways para sya naman yung nasa ilalim at ako naman ang nasa ibabaw. Kinagat nya yung labi ko bigla ng sobrang diin so suddenly, I stopped. With pabebe sounding voice, "Aray ko baby.." Nginitian nya ko bigla, obviously she's really happy sabay sorry sakin. I smiled too then grabbed both of her hands, stretched her arm across the bed and started kissing her on her neck. It was a playful and wet kiss, and for sure she liked it due to the fact that she was moaning lightly all along. Basang basa yung leeg nya ng laway ko at sarap na sarap siya sa bawat halik ko kaya di ko na pinatagaI pa. I undressed her, took her bra off and immediately kissed her on the side of her breasts. Naging mapaglaro ako sa bawat halik, haplos at tikim ko sa katawan niya. Nagskip ako sa nipple nya kahit alam kong yun yung inaantay niya, kase gusto kong magcrave muna syang halikan ko yun, kahit sa loob loob ko gusto ko na rin talagang sipsipin. I left it untouched, focused on kissing and licking her body again mostly around her breasts. With closed eyes I smooched her right breasts wildly while fondling the other one, still, not on her nipples yet then down to her belly while my index finger was in her mouth. She sucked it and played her tongue with it which gave me a tingly feeling that turned me on. 🙊 Back to her breasts, I knew that it is time. Her nipples were already so hard just by looking at it. Ive loved her nipples so much ever since I saw them, thats why I couldnt stop licking them inside my mouth. As we enjoyed the moment, I decided to move my hands down to her pussy and carress it very gently. It was warm, puffed up and soaking wet 💕😍I felt like I already wanna eat it, put my tongue inside it or whatever I wanna do with her wet pussy but I don't wanna mess up the foreplay (cause that's the most important part of the scene for me). Eventually, she then helped me take my clothes off sabay balik ulit sa paghalik sa bandang pusod nya pababa. Dali dali ko na rin siyang hubaran ng damit, wala kong itinira! Her panties smelled really good gusto ko na ngang iuwi eh. Kaso ayaw nya haha! 😹 That moment, I was so hard already, nakahubad pa kami at sarap na sarap sa bawat segundo. So guess what? Yup. I wanted to put mine inside of hers so bad pero may usapan kami na we won't do it until after we're married and I respect that decision of hers. — It won't make me less of a man naman kung di ko man siya magalaw agad eh, right? — Same position, nakahiga siya habang nakadapa ako sa ibabaw nya pero bandang lower part na ng body nya. Her legs were on my shoulders while I was passionately worked my way down... She went crazy over sucking my finger as if it was a lollipop at naramdaman ko yung pag pound ng heart nya dahil sa excitement lalo nung dinidilaan at hinalikan ko na yung side ng pussy nya at yung isa ko pang kamay nakadakma sa suso nya at pinaglalaruan yung nipple nya. One of my hands was on her breast, the finger from the other one was in her mouth habang kinakain ko siya sa baba. Naimagine mo? Good. It took some time before I finally ate her out, kasi nga gusto kong itease sya pero before yon tinakpan ko yung bintana ng shirt ko para lights out kase pakiramdam ko mas gusto nya yun. Pagbalik ko sa kama sininulan ko na siyang dila-dilaan sa basang pussy nya. I gently unfolded the hood of her clit and kissed it very slowly. She must have loved it. — Did you baby? Hehe, kaso di mo na tanda. Anyway.. — I did my best to be able to satisfy her. She was moaning all throughout, sarap na sarap. I felt her pressing herself towards my mouth so binilisan ko ang pagdila, ginalingan ko pa lalo sa pagsipsip at kinain ko siya nang buong buo. Wala kong sinayang sa segundo kahit pagod na ko at hinihingal, ang sarap eh. Ang sarap mo bi.. At sobra din naman ang sayang naramdaman ko dahil naaappreciate niya yung ginagawa ko. Sinipsip ko lahat ng katas na lumalabas sa kanya and all I can say is hahanap hanapin ko yung sweet taste na yon.. Hindi ko alam kung gano katagal ko siyang kinakain sa baba, basta ang alam ko pareho kaming nagenjoy. Hindi ko madescribe yung ligayang naramdaman ko nun at talagang napaka-unforgettable lang. Saglit pa lang I then decided to lie down beside her for a cuddle. Parehas kaming hinihingal, hubo't hubad at nakangiti. I wanted to kiss her, nagbiro sya bigla with a pacute face "Ayoko nyan galing yan sa ano ko eh." Hahaha! Natawa ko bigla. Isip isip ko, oo nga no, tapos medyo basa pa yung lips ko sa laway dahil nga kinain ko kasi sya. 😅 Pero hindi kami nakapagpigil. Nagpunas lang ako ng labi gamit tshirt nya tapos nakipaghalikan na ko ulit. How could resist each other? How could I? Siya ang pinakamagandang nakita ko sa buong buhay ko at mahal na mahal ko siya, more than anything.. At yon, nagkumot siya dahil medyo nailang siya na wala kaming saplot. Nagpahinga kami ng nakahiga habang magkayakap, nakaharap siya sakin at tinitigan nya lang ako. Later on hinawakan nya ko bigla sa ano at dahan dahan niyang tinaas-baba kaya pumwesto ako sa ibabaw nya at tinutok ko sa bibig nya yung akin. Galit na galit, tayong tayo. She stared at it for a sec, held it then put in her mouth. Malaki ba baby? Hehe. Even if it's already her second time na ginawa yun sakin, inosente pa rin siya tho I can't blame her kase alam ko she's a good girl. And that's one of the things I like the most about her, she knows a little about these stuff kaya sabay kaming makakapagexplore every time. Siguro, narealize niya na hindi nya alam kung pano sumubo ng maayos kaya umibabaw nalang ulit sya sakin at naghalikan na naman kami habang nilalamas ko yung boobs nya. Tinapat nya yung left nipple nya sa bibig ko kaya kinain ko. Sinipsip ko hanggang sa umayaw sya. Sobrang wild na namin so I asked her to turn around para makapag-69 position kami but she refused to do it. I asked her, "Ayaw mo bi?" she answered lightly, "Wag muna ngayon bi.." Kaya ang ginawa ko, pinaupo ko nalang sya mukha ko. I ate her out again and it was the best feeling ever. First time namin pareho sa ganung posisyon at masasabi ko na gusto kong ulit ulitin yun. I sucked her clit like a mad man while fondling her breasts at wala syang nagawa kundi ang panoorin akong iconsume ang ang pagkababae niya. Alam kong mamimiss nya yung pakiramdam na yun.. Ang tagal namin sa posisyon na yun haha sarap eh. Tapos nung napagod na ko pinabalik ko na sya sa previous na pwesto namin which is yung nasa ibabaw ko. She started moving upwards and downwards while she was on all fours. Up, down, up, down. Ni-rub nya ng paulit ulit yung pussy nya sakin habang umuungol sya, "ahhh.. uhhh.. agghhh.." It sounded like heaven at lalo akong na-turn on kaya lalong tumigas. That moment hindi na ko makapagpigil, gusto ko na talagang ipasok sa kanya. She suddenly stopped, nilakihan ako ng mata sabay, "Bi..? Napagusapan na natin to.." Pilit ko siyang pinapayag pero ayaw talaga niya. Pwersahan kong sinubukang ipasok yung akin sa kanya pero di talaga sya napayag kaya tinakpan nya yung kanya habang tinatabig yung kamay. I probably scared the hell out of her kaya hindi ko na tinuloy. So ni-rub nya ulit nang ni-rub, ang tagal na namin ginagawa yun napapapikit nalang ako sa sarap and I doubt that she ever wanted to stop until.. Yes, I had an orgasm. — Whatever way ng pag-rub ang ginawa mo baby, t'was just perfect kasabay pa ng pag ungol mo na ang sarap sa tengaaaaa! 👌🏻 Ang galing mo dun baby wala kong masabi! 😘 — Pero pakiramdam ko nabitin ka baby ko.. Sorry po. Ginalingan mo kasi msyado hihi ☺️Then I washed up and pahinga ulit sa bed habang magkayakap kami, hanggang sa nakaidlip ako. Yung moment na yun ang favorite ko sa lahat kase nasatisfy ako, katabi kongg nakahiga ang babaeng mahal na mahal ko, at higit sa lahat, nakaidlip ako. Ang saraaaaap sa pakiramdam!! 😍 Sana maulit baby..💕 Maya maya nagising nako without knowing na nakatulog pala ko. I stared at her beautiful face for a while at tulad ng palaging nangyayari, napapangiti nalang ako sa ganda nya.. Sobrang happy ko na ako ang mahal nya.. Hihi ☺️ I kissed her on the forehead, lips then nipple. Hahaha manyak style 😅 Tahimik lng syang nakatingin sakin kaya tinuloy ko yung paghalik ko sa boobs nya. Kinain ko nang walang patawad hanggang pababa ulit sa ano nya. This time I was wilder, para kong gutom na halimaw kung pano ko siya kinain. Diniliaan ko ng paulit ulit, pinaglaruan ko yung clit nya with my tongue at sinipsip ko ng mabuti. Pinasok ko yung dila ko sa loob at nilaro laro ko then back to her clit while holding the hood to prevent it from hiding her clit again. looked at her while I was doing it, at wala siyang magawa kundi ang manood, umungol sa sarap at kumagat labi habang nakabukaka sa pagmumukha ko. Baby, bakit sobrang sarap mo po? 💖 pero sorry baby ang manyak ko.. grabe ka naman kasi eh.. Ang perfect mo lang wala kong masabi. Iloveyoubaby! ♥️😘 Hanggang sa nangalay na yung panga at dila ko habang sya puro laway yung ano nya. Tumulo na nga pababa sa pwet nya eh papunta sa kama kaya biglang sabi nya, "Ano ba yan kasi eh (😅) grabe maglaway eh!" Natawa na lang kami pareho sabay hablot ng tuwalya at punas sa may bandang pwet nya at kama. Pumatong naman ako sa kanya padapa at nagpahinga habang dinidila dilaan ko yung nipple nya. Ang sarap.. Nakayakap lang siya sakin, pahalik halik sabay ngiti. "I love you Paaaaaaaaau.." with a weak voice. "I love you miiiiiiiik.. Thank you.." Hinihingal pa. Tapos tumabi na ko sa kanya at umalis nako sa ibabaw nya kase medyo nahihirapan sya huminga tapos inilalim ko yung arms ko sa may ulo nya para makapatong siya sakin at mayakap namin ang isa't isa ng maayos. Nagpahinga lang kami saglit then pinahawak ko sa kanya yung akin at nilaro laro nya.. Maya-maya pa pumatong sya ulit sakin ng paupo at ni-rub nya ulit ng ni-rub yung pussy nya sakin back and forth na para syang nangangabayo. Sobrang gusto ko nang ipasok sa kanya pero bawal talaga kaya napapikit nalang ako habang ineenjoy yung nangyayari. Di ko na kayang dumilat. Ang init ng katawan ko, ang saya ng sitwasyon ko at sarap mo pakinggan masarapan baby.. First time kong makaranas ng ganun, ganun ka-intense at ganun kasarap sa buong buhay ko. Habang nakapatong siya sakin sinisipsip ko yung isa nyang suso habang pinipisil pisil ko yung kabila and vice versa. Boom, nilabasan na naman ako.. Sa may bandang tiyan ko pumutok, habang sya walang kamalay-malay kaya bigla ko syang hinawakan ng mahigpit sa bewang at binuhat pahiga sa kama. Sarap na sarap pa rin siya without knowing na nilabasan na ko kaya bigla nalang ako at naghugas sa banyo at iniwan ko siya sa kama. Nagmadali ako dahil somehow natakot ako na baka madikitan sya nung sperm ko sa may ano nya at mabuntis ko pa sya. After ko hugasan yung sarili ko, niyaya ko na siya maligo dahil malapit na rin matapos yung time namin sa room. "Bi tara naaaa. Papaliguan kita." Habang nakangiti kong sinabi yon pinipilit ko syang pumasok sa banyo. Di naman siya nagpahard-to-get at sabay na agad kami naligo. Medyo nailang lang ako kasi ang laki nung bintana sa CR na nakatapat sa emergency staircase nung inn. Kaya kinuha ko yung towel sa kama at pinangtakip ko dun sa bintana. Dun ko nakita ng malinaw yung katawan niya na walang saplot. Kadalasan kasi nakapikit ako tuwing naglalambingan kami o di kaya madilim yung place kase nga mas gusto nya yung lights off. Habang nagbubuhos ako ng tubig sa katawan niya hinawakan ko yung boobs nya at pinisil pisil ko ng konti haha! (di na nagsawa 😂) Tapos sinabon ko na sya mula leeg hanggang paa, pinakapaborito kong part nung sa pwet na ang lamboooot 😍 hahaha! Sinabon ko din yung buong likod nya tapos sa may ano, at muntik na kong di makapagpigil, gusto ko nang ipasok yung daliri ko at gusto ko na siyang kainin dun sa cr kaso parang di appropriate that time kaya tinuloy ko nalang pagpapaligo sa kanya. So happy! Nagbiro pa siya, tinakpan bigla yung katawan niya sabay banat, "Di pa nga tayo kasal eh sabay na tayong naliligo!" HAHAHAHA Laughtrip lang! Ang cute cute pa ng pagkakasabi niya 😂 haaaay.. Then after maligo kinain namin yung longganisa na binaon ko with fried rice hahaha! Nagbaon talaga ko kase walang wala talaga ko eh 😟 Pero happy naman kami kahit ganun lang food namin. Tapos punta kami sa jollibee para makapagpalit siya ng uniform then kain kami ng kwek kwek sa may papuntang sakayan. She was blooming at bawat smile niya patuloy akong kinikilig. Wala nang mas nakakakilig pa kapag nakikita ko yung ngiti nya 😍💖 This day was full of love, happiness, at contentment. Di ako magsasawang pasayahin ka at suportahan ka baby ko maging mabait ka lang po hehe okay na ko. Sana maging masaya ka habangbuhay mik para habangbuhay din akong masaya.. Mahal na mahal kita Claren Milca Legacion Cañada! My one and only...♥️♥️