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animorphssss.....2!
ok one L abt reading the series on my ereader is that the flipbook illustrations arent there ;_; those were my favvvvv
anyways I love animorphs still
I feel like I'll end up repeating myself a lot during these little liveblogs lmao but mannnn itâs so good. its so hardcore. like I know that thatâs the whole Thing but I still get shocked by some of the stuff that happensÂ
like a big theme in the series centers around the morality of killing your enemies - and itâs so all over the place bc in book 6 you have jake boiling a bunch of yeerks alive, which is kinda gnarly if you think abt it, but the alternative would be to leave them there and let them infest people soo...? and thatâs basically the point, that there are never any easy choices in warÂ
also I went on the animorphs wiki to look at trivia bc I love doing that and I cant BELIEVE (some of) the books were reissued in 2011 and they changed/removed some of the references to be more âmodernâ omfg....talk about erasing 90s culture smhÂ
likeeee I was born in 97 so I didn't exactly grow up in the 90s and therefore some of the references go over my head but its so charming and fun to have them there! and it makes sense given that the books are SET in the 90s
I don't remember ever being confused by any of the references as a kid (tho for sure a lot of them went over my head), but then again I read the books in like 2008 sooo
also some of the stuff that they change - like changing ârecorded w/a vcrâ to ârecorded w/the TVâ or âfloppy discâ to âflash driveâ may make more sense to modern audiences, but doesn't make sense in the context of the story still being set in the 90s
tho it is funny that the books use the phrase âhook upâ to mean âmeet upâ a lot bc that is a phrase that definitely has a different meaning nowadays
alsooooo as it turns out I'm p sure I only read a couple of the spinoffs - the hork-bajir chronicles and the ellimist chronicles (which was confusing lmao), bc my library didnât have the others :( 2007/2008 woes....
but now I get to read the spinoffs woooooooo so I read the first megamorphs and the andalite chroniclesÂ
I'm reading them in the chronological order (I think?) which is good bc part of the problem was that I read the ellimist book at a completely weird time and it confused me more lmao
megamorphs 1 basically felt like a regular animorphs book except longer, but the plot didn't feel like it needed all that extra page space tbh? even so it was an entertaining adventure
and rachel having amnesia was great, amnesia is one of my fav tropes lmao. and it was a lot of fun here, though a bit underutilizedÂ
another favorite trope of mine is time travel, so I'm gonna have a really fun time here w/that
as for the andalite chronicles, I really enjoyed that one. I thought it was a well done story about the horrors of war (which is a theme animorphs does excellently), kind of similar to the overarching story of the whole series, but fit into one book without feeling rushed
the way the story starts out with elfangor wanting to be a hero, not understanding what that entails, to the end where he IS going to be a hero, and he knows now that this is a burden rather than a rewardÂ
the horror elements are also really strong, with the taxxon morph being horrifying of course
and mannnn I loved that we got to see more of the taxxons as a species, and see that not all taxxons submitted to the yeerks - which breaks the previous theme of âall the taxxons are evil just becauseâÂ
this book also establishes that the taxxons gave themselves over to the yeerks due to their constant hunger being unbearable, so it isnât just that theyâre evil for funÂ
animorphs does such an excellent job showing that each âsideâ of a war will have good and bad (or at least sympathetic and unsympathetic) peopleÂ
also loren was awesome, what a cool character. though I didn't realize she was literally like 13 until the very end of the book, holy shit. that's crazy. i thought she was 16 at the youngest....geez. her throwing a rock at visser 3 is even more iconic knowing she's a middle schooler at the time
and chapman was here! I'm assuming this must be the same chapman as the assistant principal controller... I thought it was a little strange to put chapman in that role, bc in this book he was a huge asshole basically the entire time, but in the previous (âfutureâ) book it was revealed that he became a controller willingly only to spare his daughter, which is pretty far from this book where heâs actively trying to sell humanity out to the yeerks...people change I guess? (also he got his memory erased so I guess there's that)
alloran was a really interesting character. horrors of war again - we hear from his old buddy that he used to be a fun, witty guy, but war changed him into somebody who would do horrible thingsÂ
and him becoming a controller was horrifying, obviously, but I like that alloran wasn't portrayed as some perfect, holy guy in order to make it all the more tragic when he got infested. its already fucked up enough as it is, and making him flawed was a lot more meaningfulÂ
and him wanting to flush all the yeerks out into space....oooooof the (later) parallels hurtÂ
plus the fact that elfangor refusing to commit genocide against the helpless yeerks (even though theyâre the enemy) directly contributing to alloran becoming a controller.....oof. I love that it shows that even making the morally correct decisions during war can lead to awful things happening, but not in a way that endorses evil actions - the story isnât saying that elfangor should have killed the yeerks, itâs saying that there are no good choices in warÂ
arbron being trapped as a taxxon was fucked up. but also really intriguing, especially how he found purpose and led a free taxxon uprising. I don't remember if we hear from him/the free taxxons again but I hope so
also the plot twist of tobias being elfangors SON...bruh. I do remember that despite not having read this book so it must come up in the main story later but my memory of that is vauge so Iâm excited to see how that plays out. itâs always gonna be hilarious to me that ax is technically tobiasâs uncleÂ
and then the ellimist drops in and wacks up the time stream even more. classic. I love the crazy time travel stuff in animorphs
omfg and the bits where elfangor is a human tech guy and talked about his friends bill and steve LMAOOOOO
also the scene where elfangor drives the yellow mustang while blasting '(I cant get no) satisfactionâ by the rolling stones was one of the most iconic things I've ever read
basically I loved all the angles of war fucking people up. from lorenâs dad, to alloran, to elfangor himself learning about the true horrors of war...v well done imo
ok back to the main series - so my pick for the most fucked up scene SO FAR (in my own personal opinion) - the scene where they're in the jungle and rachel passes out in bear morph and a bunch of rainforest ants start EATING HER ALIVE and like crawling into her ears and mouth and HGGGGGG that was genuinely so fucking disturbing
its a good thing that the time travel made it so rachel couldn't remember that bc that was fuuuuucked
another contender is a scene we don't actually see - erek having his capacity for violence instated and then slaughtering a ton of human and hork-bajir controllersÂ
like damn, you know its fucked up when its too fucked up for ANIMORPHS to even âshow.â this is a series that doesn't pull punches but evidentially that would've been Too Much to actually portray (understandably). also i feel like seeing the aftermath/everyoneâs reactions had more of an impact than describing erek killing a bunch of people would have
also I forgot that marco Literally Fucking Dies during that scene and that's why he doesn't get to see the slaughter. wow
and then in the very next book JAKE dies too. jesus
oh it was also so sad and fucked up when marcoâs dad told him that he and his wife used to fight sometimes, but then all of a sudden they stopped fighting, and their relationship was basically entirely peaceful and perfect - and this is how marco knows exactly when his mom was made into a controller, bc of course a yeerk wouldn't care enough to get into petty arguments like that....ooooof
Okay and book 15 really got me...that was fucking heavy man. Geeeez. Everything w/Marco and his mom is so fucked uppppp
Like he literally has to deal with so much awful traumatizing shit. The scene where he pretends to be a controller and is face to face w/visser one and THAT HIS MOM but he canât even do anything, and he just sees the evil in her eyes and thinks about how thereâs no way she had been controlled by a yeerk that long before bc heâs never seen her look like that...that was so fucking sad.
Plus Marcos mom now thinking that Marco is a controller...aughh...and then later Marco knows he canât even think-speak to her bc heâll just talk about everything heâs wanted to talk about to his mom this whole time... ;_;
And the parts where Marcos humor slips and the utter rage he feels towards the situation comes through...man
Plus everything about him being understandably afraid of sharks after being nearly torn in half by one back during their first dolphin adventure
Augh oh and jake telling Marco that everyone can tell something is up bc Marco isnât joking around and talking about how insane their plan is like usual, so Marco fakes it sand does all that even tho heâs terrified and conflicted...aughhhh
Ok and the last scene where Marco is thinking about a future where he and his parents can talk plainly about how awful and traumatizing everything is, and then eventually theyâll feel okay enough to joke about it, bc Marcos mom is the one who taught him to look at the funny side of life...Oh The Pain
There were a lot of great fucked up individual lines in this book too. Iâm just so sad about these poor middle schoolers jfc
Also I do distinctly remember the scene where they collapse the shark tank at Ocean World or w/e, it was weird af reading it bc I remembered none of the rest of the book but got weird deja vu reading that scene and remembering having read it like 13+ years ago
if itâs not clear by now I have a pretty terrible memory for media which is honestly good bc then I can reread things and itâs like new
Also jake...man...I said it previously but I was kinda eh about jake when I first read these bc heâs kinda the âbasicâ character, but now I find his story much more interesting
His conflict over being leader is really good. KAA does a fantastic job capturing the pressure heâs under bc he was chosen by his friends to be the leader, so he REALLY canât back out, and he doesnât necessarily feel up to it, but feels he has no choice in the matter...
And constantly having to make really difficult decisions that could get his friends killed...geez. Itâs so much pressure. And he talks about wanting to go back to being a normal kid when this is all over, and it kinda strikes me as him being in denial - like, thereâs no way things can ever be ânormalâ again, but thatâs his way of coping.
Especially with Tom and all that. That conflict is so compelling...jake having to play all these different roles - as leader, as a son/student, as a regular brother to Tom - heâs constantly having to act a certain way and rarely gets to be Himself
Itâs actually kinda relatable in a way - that feeling of being In Charge, but in a somewhat abstract and informal way, so you feel like regular old you, but you have to carefully regulate how you act bc the people around you expect a certain standard of behavior from you...
And all the morally grey situations theyâre put in are fucked up, but especially for jake who has the final say on what they do, even when knowing it could lead to his friends being killed or made into controllers
Like in the book with the cannibal yeerk guy - thereâs basically no good choices there. Jake lets the cannibal live, and (at first) implies that itâs for the best that heâs cannibalizing other yeerks and therefore helping get rid of some yeerks - except that he kills their hosts too
but the alternative would be to directly kill another human being who isn't actively fighting/resisting you, which is a fucked up thing for a middle schooler to have to doÂ
And the conflict between jake and Cassie is really excellent bc jake has to make these awful decisions, and Cassie is the type of person who canât stand that sort of thing, so it gets left up to jake a lot, but then sheâs upset with jake for doing something awful, even while knowing that there were no better options
like, her asking jake to kill the cannibal guy for her was really fucked up, but also entirely understandable for cassie as a character to ask. it was an emotionally charged situation, and cassie is an emotional person. sheâs also somebody who like to Act, to do concrete good, and getting rid of an Evil Bad Guy in front of her would be a definite action
But Cassie is a great source of morality to the group - most of them are pretty jaded, but Cassie is able to hope in a way none of the rest are. It creates a really compelling dynamic between jake and Cassie that I kinda dismissed when I was like 10 or w/e
Also the scene where jake as a fly gets crushed and starts dying? Seriously fucked. And then after when heâs nearly breaking down in the airport and Cassie comforts him...that was a really good scene. Cassie is so good Â
And the continuity is so excellent - I love how in book 17, Cassie (and jake to an extent) doesnât really weigh in on the moral debate abt the oatmeal bc sheâs still shaken up by asking jake to murder a guy for her, and then (presumably) going ahead and lighting his house on fire when jake doesnât kill him
And augh jake and Marco have such a good and interesting dynamic - the entire group kinda pushes each other into their respective ârolesâ in the group, but for a few books thatâs really true for jake and marco
I don't remember what book it was but at some point marco (I think) mentions that jake understands what marco is dealing with w/his mom being a controller bc of tom, but that they donât talk about it bc they âdon't talk about stuff like thatâ or something and I'm just like noooo talk to each other :(Â
but at this point jake feels like he canât really express doubt and fear and stuff like that bc heâs the Leader and they look to him to be strong (which is ironically very similar to how rachel feels), and marco feels like he canât be serious bc heâs the funny guy.Â
Basically I love all the different dynamics in the group. How Cassie and Rachel are such opposites but are best friends and get along well, while Marco and Cassie are more directly opposed - as jake says, Marco is ruthless, and Cassie definitely isnât. Rachel and Marco are also pretty different which is interesting, bc they have a lot in common, and actually agree on a lot (even if they disagree out loud) but their commonalities combined with their circumstances make them react very differently to the same situations
I also love seeing the differences between characters from each otherâs POV - like, p much all the characters think that Rachel is completely fearless, but when the book is from her POV, we get to see that that isnât true at all - she feels plenty of fear, but she recognizes that her role in the group is to be the fearless one, so she pushes aside her fear to fit into that role (which inadvertently pushes her more and more into that âfearless warriorâ box - something that happens to all the characters more and more as the story goes on, like jake as âthe leaderâ and Marco as âthe jokesterâ).
Also I loooove the grey morality of literally everything. Like the book where ax discovers an andalite traitor - not a controller, just an andalite who betrayed them to the yeerks. This leads to the deaths of like a hundred other andalites, and that whole scene you really just feel for ax, bc he feels so awful about everyone else dying while he escapes, yet heâs also so grateful to be alive, which he in turn feels bad about...
And axâs conflict about being torn between his home w/his fellow andalites and his new home on earth w/his friends is great
And oh man I fucking love book 19. Any of the books where it goes more into the yeerks and their side of things are so good, just like the book where jake was made into a controller.
And book 19, where we meet a sympathetic yeerk, comes right after 18, where we meet an andalite traitor - again, I love how we clearly see that no one side is completely good or completely bad
So yeah book 19 fucking slapped. That shit was so compelling. I love how Cassie made a bunch of foolish decisions based on naĂŻve hope, but it worked out!! Things arenât always bleak and awful!
Except there were plenty bleak and awful parts of this book. It had a great balance of moods tbh, even though a lot of the situations were extremely contrived lmao. I love the stuff that aftran says, which is basically what I was thinking when I started my reread - being a yeerk fucking sucks, youâre literally a blind slug but also completely and fully sentient, on the same level as humans and andalites - and as afran pointed out this book, the yeerks are born as parasites, just as humans are born as predators - why is it okay for the humans to kill countless animals to eat, but not for the yeerks to enslave races to act as hosts? Well, the situation isnât totally comparable, which Cassie and Marco both point out when aftran makes that comparison - the yeerks are enslaving sentient species, and cows and chickens are not the same as the humans and hork-bajir (though the story understandably doesnât fall too deeply into the âwho deserves what right/animal sentienceâ rabbit hole).
And I like that aftran points out that the yeerks basically have 2 options currently - stay helpless and blind in a yeerk pool, or enslave a host. Itâs interesting to hear that a lot of yeerks donât like doing this but see it as the only options, as opposed to complete sensory deprivation. It makes me wonder if there are yeerks who are so staunchly against it that they elect to stay as pool-bound slugs forever
Also maybe itâs the shounen anime fan in me but I donât even care that much that Cassieâs entire plan was completely off the rails and hinged on only the slightest chance of success - with failure being much more likely and completely catastrophic, with the animorphs and their loved ones all being wiped out, vs success being unlikely and also achieving...a moral victory? Peace between two enemy combatants in a huge war? nothing all that concrete...anyways it was a bunch of good-faith horrible decisions on Cassieâs part, but I donât even care? I love stories where hope and love save the day against all odds, especially when theyâre wielded like weapons by a character and make everything end nicely
This is especially true here bc animorphs is generally a series that leans very far away from that type of thing, so when it does happen, it feels like a victory. Plus the David trilogy is next so we kinda need a happy ending while we can
also bc I compared animorphs to hxh last time, I now have to compare it to the other series I've (partially) liveblogged, transformers mtmte.
this is gonna be more abstract and brief but basically. mtmte is all about after the war, and everyone has so much trauma and everything just sucks, so they all go on a space cruise and work on themselves. basically.
but the series does a lot of exploration of how war fucks people up - same as animorphs, tho animorphs spans the beginning of the war (for the main characters at least) until the end, whereas mtmte starts when the war ends.
but the point is. both series do an excellent job showcasing the wide range of reactions people have to being put in unthinkable situations during wartime. all the major characters in mtmte go through arcs where they heal/change from the war, some more subtle than others
basically the animorphs needs to go on a wacky space cruise adventure with a bunch of other fucked up people and figure their shit out, mtmte style
ok this is wicked long already so Iâm gonna end it here. also I feel like I should start the next liveblog w/the david triology bc Iâm for sure gonna have a lot to say abt that
#i wrote like half of this in my phone notes while on vacation in the wilderness lmao#animorphs#lj reads animorphs
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Fic Writer Meme
Tagged by my dear @dancinbutterfly, and like, obviously I will take any excuse to talk about writing.
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1) how many works do you have on ao3?
168, although a few of those are podfics that the podficcer credited me as a co-author on. Actually less than I wouldâve expected, tbh.
2) what is your total ao3 word count?
1,431,989. Honestly also kinda less than I wouldâve expected at this point. I will blame all those old fics I never brought over from LJ and ff.net for this expectation.
3) how many fandoms have you written for, and what are they?
I literally cannot tell you, the ancient ways have been lost to me. I can give you my Ao3 fandoms, though!
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Overwatch
The Witcher (Netflix)
Young Justice (Cartoon)
Animorphs
Star Wars
Good Omens
Venom
Fantastic Four
Leverage
League of Legends
Daredevil
Supernatural
Care Bears
World of Warcraft
Spider-Man
X-Men
Slender Man Mythos
Additionally, long ago: Naruto, Gundam Wing, Digimon, Ranma ½, Bleach, Inu-Yasha, and many scattered other fandoms of my youth. So, so many others. So Iâve written for 25+ fandoms, at least.
4) what are your top 5 fics by Kudos.
a mark, a mission, a brand, a scar (13004)
I once started out to walk around the world but ended up in Brooklyn (8450)
itâs a long way forward (so trust in me) (6965)
oh donât you dare look back, just keep your eyes on me (6818)
if the bad times are coming let âem come (5362)
5) do you respond to comments?
Not really these days, though I hoard and treasure them like a freaking DRAGON. I used to respond to all of them but sometimes Iâm just not around and then it becomes awkwardly late to reply and also they kinda . . . pile up a bit. I do try to answer all the comments with questions in them, at least, as long as the questions arenât literally spoilers or anything like that.
6) whatâs the fic youâve written with the angstiest ending?
I donât usually write super-angsty endings, I think? I donât FEEL like I usually write super-angsty endings, anyway, at least not these days. I think I did it more often when I was more into, like, drabbles and shortfic. Now I just spend way too long on stuff to give it a downer ending.
The most recent angsty ending I can think of is wanna hold him, maybe Iâll just sing about it, though eventually I did write a sequel to that to soften the blow a bit. And also torment people a bit. Both, technically. Technically both.
7) Whatâs the fic youâve written with the happiest ending?
blondes really do have more fun, definitely. Itâs very . . . giddy, I guess? What with the gender euphoria and all. Thereâs angst and heavy emotions in the actual plot but the highs of the happy parts/ending are probably the highest/happiest ones Iâve written, and Supergirl gets everything she wants without having to compromise or give up anything else.
8) do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one youâve ever written?
I write fusion fic more than crossovers, really, but I have written a LOT of fusion fic. Some of it has been weirder than others, tbh, but probably the Avatar: The Last Airbender/Animorphs fusion that I have been lovingly slaving over deserves to be this answer if only for how much extremely sincere effort I have put into it over the years.
9) have you ever received hate on a fic?
Mild hate, but occasionally. I donât really tend to remember negative comments, tbh, though it does sometimes make me not want to reread the comment section I know theyâre in. But a lot of the hate Iâve gotten in the end just seemed like socially-awkward people being unnecessarily blunt instead of just hitting the back button, so I try not to take it personally. Canât please everyone. Donât WANT to please everyone, frankly.
10) Do you write smut? What kind?
Yes, and the kind is âa lotâ. Sometimes I donât really feel like it but definitely I have done a lot of it. I try for Feelings and also to be safe, sane, and consensual as much as I can.
11) have you ever had a fic stolen?
I . . . am not sure? Though probably, after being at this for all this time. Someone once told me that someone picked up a fic Iâd (at the time) abandoned and just started writing/posting more of it without asking or telling me about it, but I never actually found said fic and I donât know if that technically counts as âstealingâ anyway.
12) have you ever had a fic translated?
A few times, yup, itâs pretty gratifying! I also like to run them back through Google Translate and see what they say, haha.
13) have you ever co-written a fic before?
yoooo @dancinbutterfly, @rainnecassidy! Also done it with a few other people long, LONG ago, but that was back in the LJ era. Donât think Iâve technically collabed with anyone else lately, although sometimes people will give me ideas for stuff Iâm writing or offer suggestions when Iâm stuck on a thing, which is very helpful.
14) whatâs your favourite ship?
Like . . . per fandom? âCuz we could be here a while. Most recently itâs Jaskier/Geralt, for a while it was Aziraphale/Crowley, DEFINITELY for a while it was Steve/Bucky . . .
You know, I guess technically my all-time favorite ship is actually Naruto/Sasuke, because I made a LOT of friends in Naruto fandom and it actually hugely influenced the end of my teenage years and beginning of my adult life and so, SO much of my writing. So like, if nothing else it wins on influentialness.
15) whatâs a WIP that you want to finish but donât think you ever will?
Let âEm Come. @rainnecassidy and I wrote that AU a long-ass time ago now and I never did my half of the sequel fic because I got too distracted with another longfic I was working on at the time and then took a real long fandom break. I always felt kind of bad about it because people seemed to bother her for said sequel more than they bothered ME for it, since her fic was the last posted part. Unfortunately I just donât have the spoons or the MCU-focus for the research and effort itâd take anymore. Also, like . . . itâd probably be pretty long, so unless I was REAL obsessive about it itâd take a good long while.
Basically I think its time has just passed at this point, alas.
16) what are your writing strengths?
Sex, action, snark, and weird fusion fics. Also making people love things they usually hate, thatâs one I get told a lot.
17) what are your writing weaknesses?
Fitting physical descriptions of . . . literally ANYTHING into the story. Just, anything. Physical descriptions are hard.
18) what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in fic?
I try not to do it, personally, because I know soooooo very little about other languages. Sometimes Iâll sprinkle in a little bit of it, but usually I feel like itâs better to avoid it, personally.
19) what was the first fandom you wrote for?
I literally could not even tell you. The first fandom I REMEMBER writing proper âficâ for was . . . Ranma ½, I think. I thiiiiink. But that was a long-ass time ago and I never even posted it anywhere because those were the days when I despised typing things up beyond all measure, hah. And before that I remember writing Animorphs . . . comics? Storyboards? Something like that. Kind of a cross between the two.
20) whatâs your favourite fic youâve ever written?
I do not know! Thereâs really just too many, tbh. Some top options are you found me when no one else was looking, best friends means you get what you deserve, clay kids, Avamorphs, handmaiden!Anakin, oh donât you dare look back, just keep your eyes on me, and . . . and I could go on for a dang MINUTE, honestly, haha, Iâm just gonna stop myself here before I get too carried away.
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I tag whoever happens to be reading this that wants to be tagged; have fun with it!
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I read so many books and there is something seriously wrong with me that makes me almost completely unable to enjoy any fiction book I read. I feel dead to it tbh, apart from animorphs and harry potter fanfiction. Like that's probably the reason I've read almost exclusively nonfiction since I was in my mid 20s but I've been sticking with this one fiction series that my mom read and recommended to me and I kind of hate it but in a way that I've come to think about it endearingly as "that book series I hate but am continuing to read"
Not to get too personal but a lot of this is because my guardians and teachers made me feel like some kind of obsessed freak for enjoying animorphs to like, a neurodivergent degree when I was in elementary school. HP was kind of my second attempt at enjoying fiction. I read it at 19 with the specific intention of being able to read fanfiction but my otp was so "problematic" that that became something I felt like I needed to hide and be ashamed of too. This was in the era of the great purges of FF and LJ to give context on what I mean. I actually stopped working on my comic and all HP fanart for a few years because of that, and coming back to it was incredibly cathartic, like I was done punishing myself for liking the "wrong" things. I also started re-reading animorphs because I had stopped reading them out of fear and shame as a kid and never finished the series. All this time, I'd been getting more courage to be kinder to myself and my wants and started making some original characters and stories. Tbh they're nothing like the fics/comics I write now, and I have no idea if the people who follow my work now will go on to follow my original stuff when I'm ready to start making it, but even if no one does, this fandom has been a safe, healing place for me to accept myself and allow myself to enjoy creating the kinds of things I like to create. I'm not going anywhere or anything, I just felt like talking about this because I saw someone else sort of talk about something similar, and I wanted to say how much this fandom means for me in my life. It's literally the thing that has gotten me to the point of being able to make comics and illustrations and tell stories.
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For the Fanfic Questions: 3, 5, 9, 13,34, 54!
3. What is your most popular fanfic?
There's a few names in the ring depending on how you look at popular, but overall I think Royally Screwed is most popular!
5. What fanfic of yours should everyone have read?
I'm gonna say Little Monster because I think it's my magnum opus and I think is very well executed tragedy with an (arguably) triumphant ending. Or maybe the Switch the Beat series as a whole.
Or the The Love It Takes series. I think I did a really good job on crafting a magic system with limitations, on aligning the supernatural elements of Spn in a way that flows with some semblance of logic and consistency, made the non-human characters very non-human AND did my best to showcase how the Winchesters are products of their upbringing, and all the ways they've grown along their adventures.
9. What are your favorite fanfics?
My biggest fandom secret is that I don't read fic these days. That being said, here are my all time favs that I have read more than once over the years:
1. The Pushing Boundaries Series (Jurassic World, it's delightfully soft and grounded despite the premise being 'man forms psychic bond with dinosaurs') Hilariously I do NOT like the JW movies, and so I could not tell you how I ended up reading this series but I'm so glad I did.
2. Nine Eleven Ten. Xmfc and Beauty and the Beast mashup. Also a 'history of earth au where the cold war devolved into nuclear war' story. Absolutely insane worldbuilding and a masterclass of storytelling.
3. Named. Spn fic that had THEE most creative twist and delightful character voice I'd read at the time, and I still come back to it for the fun and drama of a good story.
4. Thursday's Child. Another Spn fic that was one of thee OG endverse stories. I originally read it on lj haha.
13. What is your planning process?
Get idea (usually cool Story Climax scenario)
Think about the idea a lot
Vibe on the cool idea even more
Finally think about where you would have to start the story to get the big emotional whammy of the Cool Story Climax Scenario
Decide not to write it
Start free-writing it
Now that I've started writing a scene, get a better feel for where the story needs to start
Make bullet point list of ideas to fit into fic
Organize list into a semblance of plot
Make sure there's character beats for main characters
Final scan to make sure ideas and concepts aren't falling into negative tropes or traits
Realize this can be finished in about 10k
????
I've written 40k and it's still not done
34. How did you find the magical world of fanfics?
I started writing self-insert animorphs fic, and self-insert stories about my and my friends into all of our fav media (notably my fav trope at this age was that I, me, Dem, kept having a limb eaten off because I thought it was cool). At some point in this time I was introduced to the concept of fanfic where other people would write the stories I wanted to read, and that I could post??? And get instant gratification??? I was hooked.
44. Does fanart of your fanfic exist?
I have been hashtag BLESSED to get so much fanart for a variety of works. I need to actually make a fanart tag to put it all under, but my Prince Rahjim tag is full of art, I got amazing art for To Exist Again (all from Rowingviolahere) and some beautiful art of Haggar/Malch for Little Monster from Ariasune. Not to mention all of Gitwrecked's incredible art and character designs for Lay to Waste AND the visualization of Shiro's combo druid/warrior armor. ALSO Kickingshoe's beautiful art for Alignment to Cry!!
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so as i was mentioning earlier today about my first fanfic experience being animorphs stuff from before even ff.net or lj existed... the earliest revisions of these pages preserved do slightly postdate ff.netâs founding, but thatâs probably just an artifact of how difficult it is to pull up stuff surviving on archive from that time.
these were from a site directly linked to by the yahoo directory for animorphs/ka applegate and the stories do seem vaguely familiar so i may well have read them all that time ago!
for simplicity of getting to the stories - since some browsers donât like how broken the page is, hereâs the links and summaries from the page in normal tumblr format after a read more
 THE UNTOLD STORIES
"Read and learn what you must know"---Cassie
These are the stories that have not been told. They are the missing link to a new future. An end to come. A new rebirth that we must face. It is important you know these stories. You must prepare yourself. Prepare for a new life. For a new understanding. For a new beginning . . .
THE TWINS These stories are created by Alyxandria AKA MoonlightWolf. Very well done I would say.
PROLOUGE
Read. Understand who Loki trully is...
THE COMING
Ax and Tobias keep having odd dreams about a Female Andalite searching for her brother. What is the connection to Tobias and Ax's dreams and that Andalite? Could there be some sort of relation? Will the ANIMORPHS reach this Andalite in time before Visser Three gets to her?
THE UNITED
Some strange things have been happening since Loki came into the ANIMORPHS' paths. Ketate is more aggressive, Tobias keeps having these dreams and odd psychic messages from Loki still, Ax has become more suspicious, and Loki has been acting more human like then Andalite. What is wrong?
E-mail Alyxandria at: [email protected]
LEXIA'S DREAM These stories are created by OceanAngel. Nice and detailed! Original plot also.
PROLOUGE
You must read this first. If not you will be lost...
MORE TO COME!
E-mail OceanAngel at: [email protected]
This place is for Fan-Fiction. Yep. This is the place where you e-mail me your stories. BUT there is one rule. Try to be original. Like THE TWINS for instence. It was originaly created by Alyxandria AKA SilverFalcon, SilverWolf. If you want a new character in it try to make sense about it. I like original stories. They surprise you! Make you jump! Like K. A. Applegate work jump!
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canât sleep, start reading the fanlore article on animorphs
realize i... kind of completely forgot that, uh, i created one of the major fic sites and helped mod the lj fic community back in the ancient days of the early aughts
#story time: i was a bnf for 5 seconds in my teens#its really weird looking back on it#lmao what do they even call bnfs these days#should i even tag this
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4, 6, 17, 25?
whatâs a fic that changed the way you write?
I donât know if itâs had an effect, but I absolutely WANT to write like urbanAnchorite wrote The Serendipity Gospels. Itâs so vivid and emotional and darkly hilarious, and the narration is colored by the viewpoint characters so well. Iâve read her professionally published stories too, and sheâs one of my favorite authors. I aspire to write like her.
fic youâd recommend to someone new in the fandom?
my blog is multifandom chaos so Iâm not sure if you had a fandom in mind, so Iâm gonna give this my all:
If youâre new to Tolkien & Silmarillion fanfic, Iâd definitely recommend And What Happened After. Itâs post-LOTR fic set in Valinor, and it captures the charactersâ voices incredibly well.
For TAZ, Iâd recommend Lunar Interlude: Something New. Itâs a fake episode written script-style, complete with made-up crosstalk between the McElroys. Which I guess makes this the only piece of RPF Iâve ever enjoyed. Hmm.
For Animorphs, is my stereo on is a good choice. Marco and Axâs voices are great, and it mixes the horror/sadness of their PTSD with their goofy, extremely 90s alien/teen shenanigans well.
I recommend Heroic for Homestuck. Itâs an AU thatâs rooted in the canon doomed timeline where Vriska fought Jack Noir, explores the Aradia/Vriska and Vriska/Terezi relationships in an interesting way, and has a cool take on how god tiers work.
I recommend She Got Both Feet on the Ground for RvB. This was the first RvB fic I ever read! Like Heroic, itâs got an immediately accessible AU premise (Carolina keeps Sigma), good characterization, and expansion on canonical relationships.
My Transformers rec is a little more unusual. Itâs Poetics: The Cybertronian Tradition, and Iâm recommending it because goddamn it, itâs one of my favorite fics and nobody will ever rec this but me. Plus itâs on LJ so itâs harder to find. Itâs very unusual in form, tone, and content for a Transformers fic (and really for fanfic in general), and I want it to get wider recognition.
That covers the fandoms Iâve blogged about in the past week!Â
any crazy first-time fanfiction experiences?
The very first story I wrote in Transformers fandom was about the scene in TFP where the dark energon zombies rise up. Someone posted the following comment:Â Not what I was expecting. Good. bit short. Half expected a horror short story of over-sexed zombies reanimated by dark energon craving some smexy action after theyre long time going without any action at all (due to being dead of course- but hey got to wonder if they wouldn't have the itch after reanimating- be it the 7 yr itch or the 7 million yr itch). Maybe you could do a lusting zombies go after their reanimator Megatron story in the future? Hope so. This was good but not what I expected from the description.Â
For reference here, my age was clearly stated in my bio as 14, and they asked me to write robot zombie rape porn.Â
name three fics you just discovered
the greater craftsman (The Silmarillion), Watch the Roots (Homestuck), If I Speak for the Dead (RvB)
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ani....morphs.....
ok so picking up after the david trilogy, which hit hard as FUCK, we have book 23, which basically was a semi truck that ran over my corpse, jesus christ, they really followed up the david trilogy w/all that....
23 was so so good and also painful. its the culmination of a lot of tobiasâs characterization in the series thus far and also we finally get the reveal weâve been waiting for about elfangor....ooooh manÂ
and there was a lot of painful stuff in this book but the worst imo was tobias wondering if it were possible that somebody wanted him and would take care of him, only to have it all come crashing down in the worst way when it turned out aria was visser three in morph, ouch.Â
that was so brutal augh. and when he figured it out and just crash landed and kept thinking about how he wanted to die and how he was stupid to think he could have a home...bro get these kids some THERAPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Â
so yeah that book was absolutely brutal but also so good...and it further fleshed out the animorphs working as a near-flawless team, w/the whole setup of tobias meeting w/the lawyer being so airtight and well-plannedÂ
also more free hork bajir!! its cool that there's stuff happening w/them offscreen, I like thatÂ
I literally had to take a break from reading the books bc the david triology + 23 was like so much, and also bc the olympics were on and all my time got dedicated to watching those, but then I opened 24, not sure what to expect, and BAM it was the helmacrons lmaoooo
I don't even remember the helmacrons but ig a lot of people hate them? lmao so that whole reputation preceded the book and I was like oh wow time for a change in tone
which wasn't wrong but also I liked that book?? I was never bored, even tho the whole thing was patently ridiculous and also had very little bearing on the overarching story
but I think it would be a standout if it were a TV episode w/a good budget - the visuals were amazing even in text, and I can imagine all the cool shrinking/growing/cellular stuff would be WICKED cool visually (ideally 2d animation but an ant man-esque live action adaptation wouldn't be terrible if they had the budget for it)
whatever let me dream. so yeah I didn't hate the helmacron book even tho the helmacrons themselves were...sure something. lmao I think they come back? that should be interesting
next book is the arctic one, we have yet another alien of the week style adventure - I liked this one too, it felt like more plot-y stuff happened since they destroyed the base, and marcoâs POV is always funÂ
I do find it funny/interesting how sometimes when the animorphs do something - like in this book, destroying that base in the arctic - it doesn't really seem to impact the yeerks much/it doesn't get brought up much after that. and then other things like them destroying the ground-based kandrona get mentioned a lot (that example is understandable tho bc that WAS a big deal). its just hilarious to me how blowing up entire building complexes has become so routine that it isnât even worth mentioning at this point
Also I adore when they meet other random people/kids and are chill w/them, like w/that kid they met in the rain forest earlier on w/the time travelÂ
the descriptions of the brutally cold weather were great. I hate the cold so I was like oof this is a nightmare lmao
also ig that was the first ghostwritten book and I did kinda notice it was slightly different than usual? maybe? I could be imagining it thoÂ
okay but book 26 tho...BOOK 26. bruhÂ
that was SO good and I really didnât know what to expect - but when we finally revisited Jakeâs dream w/crayak I knew it was gonna be good (but I didnât expect it to be a chess game war epic..!)
basically I loved it. SUCH a good Jake book - I really appreciate his character now as opposed to when I was 10 and often overlooked him (sorry jake).
similarly, when I was a kid and read these I sympathized a lot w/the chee and felt bad for them towards the end of the series when they had to get more involved in the war (genuinely donât remember what they even do but ik I felt bad)Â
but now I've basically 180â˛d and I'm like damn those chee sure are hypocrites huh.Â
like they could solve So many of the animorphs problems but their stringent adherence to nonviolence leads to them actively getting in the animorphs way sometimes? and obviously pacifism is a complicated topic, but in this case it also intersect w/the whole âchild soldierâ thing, and as beings who are insanely old and wise, the chee probably shouldn't just leave all the dirty work to a bunch of literal middle schoolers
aaaaanyways. thereâs so much I love about this book. the iskoort! they were sure something. and the âplot twistâ that they are actually 2 beings, the Isk and the Yoort - and the Yoort are essentially Yeerks - that slapped. the symbiosis of it all!Â
I loved the part where they all realize what this means, that this is why Crayak wants the iskoort destoryed - because someday the yeerks might come across them and realize parasitism is not the only way. I love it!Â
alas I donât recall the iskoort returning in the story (but also my memory is terrible so who knows?) but still that would be cool
basically I feel like this is the book where Jake Truly comes into his own as a leader, in every sense. he outmaneuvers Crayak, and even the ellimist, whoâs yanking them around in his own way
the scene where jake shoves the howler off the cliff and jumps off and morphs and acquires the howler...that was fantastic and tense.Â
also the murder is definitely becoming more overt. I mean, it has been for a while, but it isnât really pointed out as much anymore. oof
more on the chee - as Jake points out in this book, and other characters point out in other books - the chee could have saved the pemalites, but instead just stood by while their creators were slaughtered. on the other hand, jake says, what do the chee do AFTER theyâve killed the howlers - where to point them next? when is the end of their violence?Â
buuuuut also standing by while atrocities occur is pretty damning, as is frequently mentioned in this series - from the very beginning, when marco initially doesnât want to get involved in the war at all, and the other animorphs basically tell him that turning his back on the war and acting like he doesnât even know itâs happening would be immoral and cowardly (which imo this reaction helps to push marco in the direction he ends up going, but I digress) - this topic comes up again in 19 when cassie quits the team and rachel is upset bc she sees it as cassie elevating her own feelings above the greater good (as in, as long as cassie feels good about how she acts, it doesnât matter how much preventable evil the yeerks are committing while she turns away). etc etc. but thatâs essentially whatâs happening w/the chee - even tho they help w/intel, the lack of any sort of Action on their part means that theyâre essentially allowing awful things to happen when they could prevent them. this is rambly but basically...animorphs deals so much in grey areas, and the chee are noticeably black and white in their actions, despite falling, in a meta sense, in an extremely grey area. its such good, thought provoking writing!
anywayssss I keep talking about the chee lmao what else was there. oh YEAH jake and cassie kissed for the first time awww that was super cuteÂ
and ofc immediately marco teases them as asks jake if heâs gonna kiss him next, and all I can say is...marco is a biconÂ
also I love the background worldbuilding w/the iskoort, how they have all these groups and guilds and stuff - its not dwelled on much, which actually works really well to give the world/species a sense of lived-in realnessÂ
okay oh man and the reveal at the end that the howlers were just like...children who thought the whole thing was a game...AUGHH man thatâs sooo fuckedÂ
like, when jake morphs the howler and has rachel ready to knock him down in grizzly morph if he gets out of control due to the howlerâs murderous instincts, and he morphs to find that the howler is...playful, like a dolphin morph. SUCH a good fucked up sense of dawning horror thereÂ
and the fact that as far as I can tell the chee KNEW this, but wanted revenge anyways, so they let the animorphs assume that the howlers were Evil On Purpose
also I love smaller moments, like jake seeing that ax is ashamed for briefly running away during one battle w/the howlers, and then entrusts him w/an important task bc he knows that ax will see that as redemption - and when everyone thought jake was dead and were so happy when he wasn't (they all love each other so much im gonna cry about these child soldiers augh)
basically that book was so good
man one thing I absolutely love is that the longer the series goes on the more obvious it is that andalites, despite inventing morphing technology, barely use it themselvesÂ
like, most of the andalite characters we see barely morph. its kind of a last resort to them, as theyâre already plenty dangerous in their regular formsÂ
meanwhile for the animorphs, thatâs all they have to fight with. thatâs their only weapons against the yeerks, and its so fun to see them use the power in so many varied ways, and so creatively, while the andalites have barely scratched the surface of their own technology
its also interesting to contrast against the yeerks who start out w/absolutely no technology, and the andalites share some but not all of their technology w/them...its too bad that morphing technology was just starting out cause that wouldâve been interesting
like imo a lot of the conflict w/the yeerks couldâve been avoided if they could just nothlit into better forms - of course, thereâd still be plenty of yeerks who want to go start wars or w/e, just like pretty much any species in the series, but a lot of yeerks would probably be like âyeah I'm goodâ and just chill out as nothlits
also people online love to talk about how humans are alienfuckers and would definitely have sex w/sentient aliens and whatnot, and while I'm not saying that's untrue, its just funny bc in animorphs the truest alienfuckers are definitely the andalites
as of the hork-bajir chronicles, we now have a second instance of an andalite morphing another species to be in an inter-species alien romance (and eventually have kids)Â
speaking of, I donât think Iâve talked abt the hork bajir chronicles yet??? even tho I read it a while ago lmaoÂ
HBC was great...I honestly havenât really run into an animorphs book Iâve actually disliked at this point, Iâm sure itâll come w/all the ghostwriting and whatnot, but Iâve liked at least some aspects of every book
anyways HBC was great, and itâs funny bc I remember that I read this book as a kid, and yet rereading it now I didnât remember a single bit of it lmaooo
I really liked the framing device of the free hork bajir telling this story to tobias. I also liked how we know from the beginning that this story wont have a happy ending - we know all the hork bajir end up enslaved by the yeerks, but itâs still somehow hopeful at the end? I think this is largely due to the framing device tbh.Â
also I love toby, and I love that the First free hork bajir named their kid after tobias ;_;Â
and oooh mannn I LOVED the different POVs from this book. all the characters were so interesting! aldrea was fascinating - I really like the increasingly negative view of the andalites that the readers are getting, all while maintaining the sense that they arenât like, actively evil, just that they have their issues - like aldreaâs arrogance, and the general andalite arrogance which lead to the loss of the hork bajir. also, who knew andalites had their own brand of sexism? Ls
I did like getting a female andalite tho, that was cool. and dak was really cool, he was such a good, compassionate character who was able to maintain his morals in an interesting way throughout the story
and VISSER THREE...or should I say esplin 9466, because heâs not visser 3 yet...getting his âorigin storyâ was excellent - I really like how weâre learning about visser 3 backwards - we start off the series w/him as the main villain, and heâs campy and menacing, and then we see him in the andalite chronicles as a power-hungry sub-visser trying to climb the ranks and eventually getting alloran as a host, and then back even further here, w/the start of his focus on the andalites and the beginning of his ambition. its been very cool and interesting to see
plus, the beginning of the yeerks as we know them! seerow! alloran! itâs a party and nobody is having a good time, except for some of the yeerks.Â
I like how itâs pretty obvious that the andalites are well-meaning with their interactions w/the yeerks, but go about it the wrong way - they give them enough technology that the yeerks realize thereâs a whole world out there to experience, and then they blockade the yeerks on their planet and tell them they canât leave. nnnnot the best approach imo
again, as I said above, Iâm interested in how things couldâve gone if the andalites had given the yeerks morphing technology early on - could a lot of the conflict have been avoided, or would it have been worse? the yeerks seem pretty evil in this book, immediately jumping to enslave anyone they can. otoh we hear from esplin that not all yeerks like having host bodies, and find it overwhelming, preferring to swim around in the yeerk pool as a slug - I assume as host bodies became more available this type of thinking was probably stamped out in yeerk society or w/e, but there are a lot of interesting what-ifs in the situationÂ
I loved the scene where esplin first experiences having a host, and immediately knows he canât go back. there are a bunch of great sensory descriptions, and itâs a nice scene to pinpoint as a foundational moment for the visser three in the current story, who spent a lot of time and energy getting what he sees as the best possible host body, an andalite
I find it interesting how much visser three clearly respects the andalites, even while constantly deriding them. and you can see the origins of that here as he immediately focuses in on the andalites, working to become an expert on them in order to make himself useful enough to move thru the ranks
another thing I like is how esplin seems a lot more crafty and ambitious than the visser three from modern times - I would guess that reaching his goal (andalite host body) and being given all that power was detrimental, playing on his weaknesses instead of his strengths. basically, I donât think itâs ooc or anything, I can see how HBC-esplin became animorphs-esplin, especially w/TAC in between
as for seerow...poor dude. you really do have to feel for him, because you get the sense he really did just want to be kind to the yeerks, but it was borne from a place of pity, and he (and the other andalites) consistently held too much power over the yeerks for the species relations to ever be truly equal and functionalÂ
AUGH I have so many thoughts about alien space politics. omg. I need to talk about the actual story lmao
so yeah I also feel for aldrea, she had a rough time, watching her entire family die and being thrown into a hopeless war
and then the andalite council or w/e not listening to her bc she's a girl AND seerowâs daughter...oof
also, I really really liked the running theme of the andalites - specifically aldrea - looking down on the hork bajir as âsimpleâ and constantly underestimating them, especially dak
and I like how this is portrayed as a bad attitude for aldrea to have, and she still remains and interesting and sympathetic character even while having obvious flaws. itâs about being 3-dimensional baby!
and oh man I love that dak realizes that aldrea looks down on him, and his entire species, but he can see that thatâs how the andalites are, and it all connects back to the beginning of the story w/the yeerks, bc the andalites looked down on the yeerks and treated them with pity and kept them pinned under their proverbial thumb âfor their own goodâ and look how that turned outÂ
but dak is wise and kind enough to not hate aldrea for this, even acknowledging when sheâs using him, but not pushing her away because he recognizes good in her too - and she ends up changing, partially because of his faith in her
and I feel like it can all be compared to that scenario of like - a hypothetical creature that lives in a 2D world suddenly being thrust into a 3D world, and comprehending what its seeing, and understanding that thereâs so much more out there outside of the flat lines of its world - and then its dropped back into 2D-land with the knowledge of all the stuff its missing out on, and no way to get back to it or explain it to anybody else
I loooove that âtropeâ or w/e you wanna call it, and itâs done beautifully here w/the yeerks - whos the say they wouldn't have been fine in their pool swimming around; as esplin said, a lot of the yeerks were terrified of having a host, it was only from the andalitesâ perspective that their lives were sad and pitiful, and the andalites showed them what the world could be like, and then said âno, you canât travel the stars like we do, you have to stay here on your planet and do what we say.â
and then again, w/the hork bajir - dak talks about how, even though he drinks up the knowledge that aldrea gives him, in the end it might have been better to just have lived peacefully, not knowing what was in the sky or the Deep - as aldrea says: âIt was too late for Dak: he knew that the stars were not flowers.âÂ
plus the hork bajir having to go from a completely peaceful species who donât even understand the concept of violence, to a bunch of soldiers fighting a war...oofÂ
basically everyone in this story uses the hork bajir. the yeerks use them as hosts, the andalites use their planet as a convenient place to dump seerow and then take their sweet time coming to help, and the arn created them as means to stabilize the planet, but block them off from their society and refuse to help when the yeerks come
like, the arn modifying themselves to be un-infestable by the yeerks and then being enslaved for physical labor instead? oof guys. if they had teamed up w/the hork bajir resistance things might have gone better, but probably notÂ
more on aldrea - throughout the story I was always thinking âhow am I supposed to see her? as a good person, or as a bad person?âÂ
as a POV character, especially a âgood guyâ andalite, you just start off automatically thinking of her as a good person, but as the story goes on, she starts getting lost in revenge and begins using dak and the hork bajir, and youâre left wondering if this is a story about her slide into darkness, and then towards the end of the story her character development culminates in her making the decision to stay w/the hork bajir, and the be with dak, and thatâs about when I went âohhh right this is animorphs so every character is pretty much gonna be greyâ
I feel like that moral grey-ness was on full display w/aldrea, and I really enjoyed that. I love so much when characters who are good do bad things, for good or bad reasons, especially in media like animorphs thatâs aimed at kids. itâs so compelling.Â
oof, and the ending when aldrea convinces dak to mobilize the hork bajir and teach them violence...and dak asks her if sheâs ever killed another andalite, and sheâs horrified, and says of course she hasnât, and he says that thatâs what sheâs asking him, and all the hork bajir, to do - to kill their own people, even if they are being controlled by the yeerks. biiiig oof. I love that dak can keep up w/aldrea and her andalite supremacy attitude - it seems that the non-andalite characters who get along best w/the andalites are the ones who wont take their bsÂ
what else happened....oh my god how could I forget about alloran, and his quantum virus. oooof. I like how we find out about alloran in parallel to visser three, in the same backwards way - in animorphs heâs the tragic host of visser three, in TAC heâs the disgraced but still semi-respected war-prince who becomes the first ever andalite controller, and here heâs the guy who decides to commit some war crimes because, hey, we havenât tried that yetÂ
but yeah that was fucked up, I love it. Iâve said it before I think but I like that alloran isnât some perfect martyr tragically taken by the yeerks - itâs a lot more compelling that heâs a very flawed person who was taken as a controller partially due to his own bloodthirstiness.Â
but yeah, the part where aldrea morphs alloran and âsneaksâ into that room was great. aldreaâs dedication to disposing of the virus is a great indicator of her character development - it really feels like the straw that broke the camels back w/re: to the andalites not being what she thought they were, w/their tardiness coming to help the hork bajir planet and the way her father was treated being the precursors to this realization. it all culminates nicely in aldrea saying âfuck this actuallyâ and nothlit-ing into a hork bajir.
and itâs really tragic but realistic that even though aldrea and dak end up seeing eye to eye at the end and getting together, the virus ends up being released anyways (and fails in its objective to stop the yeerks from using the hork bajir - the whole thing was p much a lose-lose situation oof), and aldrea and dak still die fighting a hopeless warÂ
but then we have the free hork bajir on earth, including toby, who, like tobias, has andalite ancestry, but no DNA to show for it - I like that they have that connection as well as tobias being her namesake
so yeah I enjoyed that one and its many-layered themes
WOW this got long uuuuuhhh ok I think iâll leave this one off here. at the time Iâm actually finishing the writing and editing, Iâm on book 35 lol so I have some backlogging to do. never fear, I have a lot to say....
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animorphs!!!
ok I read animorphs when I was 10 or 11 I think? and I only read it once, along w/the spinoffs and stuff, and I've always meant to revisit it...SO HERE I AM....
and oh MAN I forgot how good this series is. like I knew it was good but some things from your childhood don't hold up yknow? especially books aimed at younger audiences
but oh boy does animorphs hold up. they're easy to read and perfectly balance the line between dark/adult topics and more kid-friendly lessons. excellentÂ
so yeah I'm loving it so far. I forgot how fast some stuff happens lmao, like I forgot that tobias gets trapped as a bird in the FIRST BOOKÂ
also I just adore how realistically disorganized/confused the animorphs are. like, they got the elevator pitch version of the conflict from elfangor before my mans got eaten, and also they're middle schoolers. of course theyâre always just like âwtf do we even doâÂ
so like...their plans mostly don't work. and even when planning they run into tons of logistical issues w/morphing, traveling, communicating etc.Â
and I love how they clearly need to maintain their normal lives as well in order not to raise any suspicionÂ
and I like the little details like them not spending all their time together at school because they didnât before so that would be suspicious
oh man and I love the different family dynamics in the series. you have jake, whose family seems pretty normal until we find out that tom is a controller, and rachel, whose parents are divorced, and who has to deal w/the complications of that. and then cassie, who is an only child (I like that we have a mix, with rachel and jake having siblings), and of course marco...
iirc marco was one of my favs (if not my fav, but its hard to choose) back in the day, and I forgot how reluctant he was to participate in the animorphs thing...and the fact that he was about to quit the team and then runs into visser 1.....
another fucked up little moment I liked - when they morphed dolphin and marco had to morph back to human bc he gets injured and he was like âI cant swim, and my mom drowned, I don't want to die like she didâ I was like oooof
also on that topic I adore how little the animorphs know about how anything works. like they once wondered if there's a limit to how many morphs they can acquire and they were basically like âidk guess weâll find outâÂ
and then when marco got injured as a dolphin and they were like âmorph back I guess and hopefully you'll be okay?â like damn luckily that workedÂ
basically these books do The Most Excellent Job showing that these are just kids. like they're literally in jr high which is 90s speak for middle school....they're like 13???? at most???
and the narrative reflects that perfectly!! all of them, even rachel who is pretty much the most gung-ho about fighting and stuff, have nightmares and all these terrible experiences bc they don't have basically any guidanceÂ
and even with ax, itâs immediately obvious that heâs also just a kid, even though heâs this deadly alien....
also oh mannnn I love so much how weâre introduced to the andalites as this heroic race and how that slowly changes over the course of the storyÂ
like, when elfangor introduces himself as âprinceâ you assume heâs part of the andalite monarchy - but later we find out that âprinceâ is a military rank, and the andalites are a lot more militaristic than we would assume at the beginningÂ
its so fantastic how it starts off as a fairly black and white conflict of andalites = good guy aliens and yeerks = bad guy aliens
and you even have some background stuff going on w/the taxxons being controllers by choice, and the hork-bajir being enslavedÂ
but as the story goes on, all of those lines get blurred in different ways...
also ooof the poor hork-bajir. I always felt so bad for them. itâs crazy that even in the first book, the animorphs are killing their enemies - at least I inferred that in book 1, but it becomes way more overt later on...the tough situation of them knowing that the hork-bajir are unwilling hosts but that theyâre so dangerous that not killing them could be fatal to the good guys
and ngl this time around I have a lot more sympathy for the yeerks, even tho they don't really deserve it (at least in the early parts of the story where I am rn)
like...they're just these blind helpless slug creatures, but they're also fully sentient and intelligent? like, that's so fucked up. imagine yourself as you are now, but you're just a sensory deprived slug swimming in a pool. that's pretty fucked. and then the fact that the yeerks are biologically made to be parasites...its kinda no wonder that they ended up the way they are (and it also makes stuff like the yeerk peace movement really compelling)
also wow I kinda forgot about all the body horror w/the morphing. like ik that's one of the things that animorphs is known for but like. I forgot how much it happens and how creative the horrifying descriptions are. I love it
and omfg so when I first read this series the ellimist stuff confused me a lot bc I didn't read the books That closely (I mostly wanted to see what would happen next) but I loooove time travel bullshit so Iâm really enjoying it so far
even tho tbh I think even if I had paid more attention as a 10 yr old I still would've been confused bc the ellimist stuff is kinda just inherently confusing lmaoÂ
ok and I just love the characters,,,I love that the books switch perspectives, and KAA did such a masterful job of portraying differing and realistic reactions to their situation....like, all the animorphs react so differently to their circumstances, but their reactions are all so grounded in realism and also their personalitiesÂ
like man I love rachel. she was one of my favs as a kid too bc I always loved female characters and she was just so cool. and she still is, and so excellently written tooÂ
liiiike the fact that even though sheâs so tough and brave, sheâs still a kid and has plenty of moments when sheâs scared or uncertain...
and I just really like the fact that she out of all of them is the one whoâs tough and loves to fight...and the fact that she also unapologetically loves shopping and stuff like that...its about the multifaced characters
just like how marco is the âfunny guyâ but they make it very clear from the beginning that this is his way of coping w/shit like his family falling apart, and then alien BSÂ
and also marco is really smart? I kinda forgot abt that (sorry marco) but I like that bc that's uncommon to see with âfunnyâ characters
oh mannnn and ax. I love ax. I forgot a whole bunch about the early stuff w/him and how conflicted he was w/keeping secrets from the other animorphs
KAA did such a fantastic job w/ax - he really comes across as the perfect mix of âfish out of water alienâ and âyoung teen/tweenâ and âalien from a strict militaristic society who is in training to become a soldier like his famous older brotherâÂ
n that was so sad n fucked up when he called the andalite home world and had to tell everyone (including his parents) that elfangor died, and then the elders or w/e forced ax to take blame for elfangor breaking their laws in order to preserve elfangorâs postmortem reputation, even at the cost of axâs career/life :(Â
and man I loved the part where ax is like âwell, we didn't help the hork-bajir even tho we could have and now they're all enslaved. I'm not letting that happen to the humansâ and the council or w/e is like âwell you should let it happen, don't interfereâ and ax basically realizes oh shit sometimes adults are wrongÂ
basically I love the conflict there, where the andalites are the ones who gave the yeerks the technology that led to them spreading across the galaxy like a disease, and now fight to stop them due to their guilt, but also refuse to directly help the less advanced species who are being invaded by the yeerks for fear of making a similar mistake like w/the yeerks....
ooooof and the part where ax is like âguess I have to go fight visser 3 and dieâ :( heâs just a babyyyy
and augh when alloran asks them to kill him....geeeez thereâs so much fucked up stuff already and I'm not even in the double digits yetÂ
oh my god and the brutally awful fact that any freed controller will just get tracked down by the yeerks and murdered so the secret invasion stays secret...and the animorphs think that by destroying the kandrona they've freed a bunch of controllers but really they just signed their death warrants - what a catch 22
oh and I love how even early on the yeerks aren't a completely unified force - we have the obvious rivalry w/visser 1 and visser 3, with visser 1 even arranging the animorphs release from visser 3â˛s prison bc of this, and that yeerk who told ax where to find visser 3 because he was pissed that his yeerk gf got killed by visser 3 - even though the reason she was killed was due to kandrona rationing, which was caused by the animorphs...i love the layersÂ
ok what else. oh yeah I love tobias sm, he was one of my favs as a kid too, his whole story is so deeply tragic but also interesting and we haven't even gotten into all the stuff w/his parents yet
the part where heâs freaking out as a hawk and heâs gonna fly into the windows even tho he knows itâll probably kill him...christttt
also tobias and rachel are so romance aughhhh
ok also jake - he was never my favorite when I was younger bc I felt like he had Basic Protag Man Syndrome but now I can appreciate his character a lot more. like, he basically got elected the leader and heâs kinda like âguess I have to do this now.â and that of course ends up fucking him up majorly in the long run bc even tho heâs more serious and responsible, heâs still just a kid too
and I loooove the horror of finding out that tom is a controller, and jake having to contend w/the fact that itâs very likely that heâll have to fight and/or kill his brother somedayÂ
also the book where jake gets infested w/a yeerk was one of my favs and still is. so fucked up and interesting. the fact that that yeerk was previously tomâs made it even more fucked, w/the yeerk taunting jake the whole time
and then the yeerk dying in jakes head...so messed up
omg and cassie too. I love cassie. I didn't appreciate her as much when I was younger bc I was a straightforward kid who liked action, and cassie is all about pacifism when possible and compassion, which I love a lot now that I Get it more.Â
cassie being such a gentle person but still fighting in this fucked up war bc doing nothing would be worse is super compelling. plus the conflicts with her having to figure out where she and humanity fit in the circle of life and whatnot is great
I loved the contrast of her being very aware of how nature works bc of working w/her parents and all these injured animals, but also being so compassionate that it still bothers her to see death and especially participate in itÂ
like her feeling awful about killing the termite queen even tho its âjust a bugâ and stuff
basically what makes the series great isn't that itâs got all these fucked up moments and horror elements and is overall quite dark - itâs that all of it comes together to make the point that war is hell, and child soldiers are gonna end up traumatized pretty much no matter what happens
itâs a very strong message, and the story never feels like itâs being dark just for the sake of being dark, but rather never letting the reader forget how awful things are
TL;DR: anirmorphs is to the YA genre what hunter x hunter is to the shounen genre
in animorphs, the heroes of the story are kids who get cool powers and get to fight aliens - in any other YA story they would have a bunch of fun adventures and come out on top most/all the time - things might get darker towards the end, but good would prevail. the evil yeerks would be stopped, and the main couples would get married and have kids and live happily ever after.Â
however, war isn't like that, especially when the soldiers are kids. so instead we get animorphs, and itâs brutally realistic. they barely ever get to enjoy their powers - on the rare occasion that they get to, something usually goes horribly wrong
compare to hxh - it seems like a regular shounen story about kids participating in a fantastical mostly-adult world and being able to match the adults bc they're Special - but as the story wears on it becomes clear that the kids are just very traumatized. this all leads to gonâs berserker collapse in the chimera ant arc, which is led up to masterfully w/a bunch of adults treating gon as an adult even though heâs a child.
essentially the same thing happens in animorphs - with jake being shoved into the leader role and becoming a military general as a kid, which leads to him committing horrific war crimes because heâs been put in a position no child should ever have to be in
similarly, kurapika has what would be a very straightforward revenge plotline in any other story - but this is hxh, so the bad guys aren't just 2-dimensional evil caricatures, and the road to revenge just leads kurapika to ruin. we root for kurapika to win bc theyâre a character we like, but it becomes clearer and clearer as the story goes on that getting revenge is not the path kurapika should be taking
nothing is ever as straightforward as we want it to be, basically. and the same applies to animorphs. so many times they're faced with conflicts that seem to have an obvious answer, only for it to be revealed later that the choices they made led to other unforeseen awful consequences
ok i need to stop rambling this is already super long. basically: animorphs good. Iâll probably do another post like this semi-soon as I continue reading (I'm partway thru book 10 now)
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the animorphs continues, david trilogy style
here we are...we finally arrived....the david triology
I did remember a good amount of these books from when I read these when I was like 11. but I also forgot a lot an hooooly shitÂ
WHERE TF DO I EVEN START. so that shit slapped obvs. it really felt like the series has been leading up to this - all the characters have had to make really difficult no-correct-answers decisions, and it leads up to this - the ultimate shitty situation with absolutely no good, clear solutions, and everyone gets to contribute to the awful conclusion!Â
one thing that really stood out to me is that with David's inclusion as this kind of âoutsiderâ within the group, even though none of it was from his POV, we still get a huge sense of the animorphs being an extremely well-oiled team, who all know and trust each other very well - especially w/Jake as the leader - Jake has to make a lot of decisions in these books but the other animorphs always listen to himÂ
this all probably didnât help David, who was already thrown into a completely crazy situation, and who now has to deal w/this group of kid superheroes who work very well together. it also doesn't help that David doesn't really try to find his place on the teamÂ
anyways I love how much wild shit happens in animorphs always. like they try to steal the blue box as birds and then David chases them off w/a bb gun? and then they end up in this huge alien showdown with visser 3 and his troops in David's house? batshit
also the hilariously 90s part w/the email...lmao. like its the 90s so there's no way to shut off the automatic email remotely, they HAVE to go to David's computer, and they also can just unplug it...lmao they should've just taken out the phone lines tbh
also I completely forgot about the whole plot w/the world leaders meeting and the yeerks and stuff. that really served to ramp up the tension and also make it obvious that David was an outsider as he consistently fucked things up then played it off
also KAA did a masterful job of making David juuuust a little sympathetic in book 20, but still Off enough that you're like ehhhh I don't know about this guy...then he goes full awful creep and it becomes obvious that thereâs no way theyâll be able to let him stick around in any capacityÂ
the bit where David kills the crow for no reason is the first Real indication that this is gonna go seriously wrong. but even before all that, his conversations w/Marco gave me like, school shooter vibesÂ
these books are full of some REALLY good tension. the whole end of book 21 was so tense - they've been gearing up for this mission for days now, and theyâve had to do some crazy stuff to get where they are, so the realization that itâs all a trap is completely chillingÂ
and then when David tried to betray them to visser three...the gravity of that decision is unmistakable, because then the yeerks would find out that the animorphs are (mostly) human children, and theyâd even know who they are, and that would be the end
I loved the part where David tries to act like he was just setting up an ambush w/his betrayal to the visser, and Jake immediately has everyone play along - and they do. earlier in the series someone - probably Rachel or Marco - likely would have ignored Jake bc of how slimy David was acting, but they've basically become a highly efficient military squad at this point, and it was a perfect slow slide into that over the last 20 books, and now is the time when the reader kinda realizes this (at least for me)
even if they donât agree w/Jake and think they should just address the David problem right then and there, they all trust Jake as their leader to make that decisionÂ
also the fact that these are the first books to do the âto be continuedâ thing rather than wrapping the plot up...it really made it feel all the more tenseÂ
in other books I normally look at the page count and go âok so this conflict will be solved in this scene cause there are only 15 pages leftâ (which is st I do a lot I now realize lmaooo I can pretty much gauge whatâll happen based on how many pages are left - and I do this when I read fanfic too, by looking at where the scroll bar is...anyways)
BUT w/these books its totally up in the air cause they can end anytime and just get continued next book, which makes it so much more tense imo
also I fucking loooove the part in book 21 where theyâre hiding out with that little pool of yeerks - and I actually bookmarked some pages for these liveblogs, so I have quotes, this one from Jake -Â
âThere was something wrong about killing defenseless slugs. I was pretty sure about that.â
Oh, Jake, that opinion is gonna change someday....
it is a little ironic considering he jacuzziâd those yeerks in like book 7 or w/e. but alas its still a fantastic line that serves to show in the end how much things have changedÂ
also I love that the decision not to kill those defenseless yeerks end up helping them later - the yeerks check the pool bc theyâre so certain that if the andalite bandits HAD snuck in, they surely would have killed the helpless yeerks. but they didnât, so that means the andalite bandits didn't sneak in....
I like when the characters do a morally good thing and are then rewarded by the narrative for it - itâs pretty rare in this series, where there are usually NO morally correct choices (such is life) or theyâre actively punished for making a âgoodâ decision (one could argue that the decision to make David an animorph instead of letting him become a controller was a morally good decision, but it had dire consequences).Â
Ok and the part I have to talk about w/these books of course - everything w/Rachel. bc damn Rachel really goes through it in this trilogy. I absolutely LOVE the character development she gets, and I especially enjoyed the way her and Jake's relationship was developed
anyways, one of the best and most fucked up quotes of the series, from Jakeâs POV in book 21Â Â -Â
<Ax? I think Tobias is dead,> I said. <I think David killed him.> <That would be a most terrible thing,> Ax said. <Yeah. Get Rachel. If Davidâs killed Tobias, we may have to do a terrible thing, too. Get Rachel.>
AUGHHHHH fucking chills I swear. also eternal love for them saying dead/killed/etc and never shying away from it. it really wouldn't have the same impact if they used the normal kid-safe PG wordsÂ
but yeah Jake asking for Rachel when he thinks that they may have to hunt down and kill David? phewwww.Â
and the significance of this is never downplayed. this essentially confirms that Jake sees Rachel as the one who is willing and able to do the dirty work - and specifically in this case, itâs also likely bc it was Tobias who was âkilledâ and he knows how Rachel feels about Tobias
but like, thatâs so fucked up, I love it. they give this situation the exact amount of weight it requires - ch1 of book 22 has this part from Rachel -Â
âIf David had hurt Tobias, I would... But what was the point in making threats? I didn't need to make threats. I knew what I would do. So did Jake. Thatâs why heâd sent Ax for me.â
at first, it seems like Rachel is on the same page as Jake, but when it becomes clearer later that Jake sent Ax specifically to get Rachel bc she could do the terrible thing that had to be done - instead of just bc they needed reinforcements and she was closest - then things changeÂ
but even when Rachel gets rightfully upset later over this, you get the sense she still never really sees any option other than to kill David. itâs not even the âkilling Davidâ part that upsets her, itâs that Jake, her cousin, immediately thinks of her as the person to do the deedÂ
so, another fantastic quote from Rachel -Â
âTobias was dead. Jake might still die. And I was going to have to go after David. I was going to have to hunt him down. I was going to hunt him down and destroy him. No, not destroy. That was a weasel word. It was vague, meaningless. I was going to kill him.â
fucking WOW. like really. that bit right there is just perfect quintessential dark animorphs. it just subverts the classic kid-friendly phrasing, using words like âhunt downâ and âdestroyâ instead of kill. But Rachel says it like it is. sheâs not going to destroy David, sheâs going to kill him.Â
But then a few pages later, after Ax tells her the quote where Jake asks for her specifically -Â
âIt definitely made me feel strange. Jake had called for me specifically. Because he wanted someone who would do precisely what I was planning to do. Like I say, Iâm not big on feelings, but something about that felt wrong.â
I say it a lot but wow do these kids need So Much Therapy. these are like...8th graders. jesus christ. when I was in 8th grade I was busy planning sims-playing get-togethers w/my fellow 13 year old friends. christ animorphsÂ
and fuck, the part where Rachel threatens Davidâs family, and shoves a fork in his ear? jesus. and the fact that Jake knew that Rachel was going to threaten David and let her go do it...
and then afterwards, Rachel says -Â
âI felt...not exactly ashamed. But I knew I never wanted to talk to Cassie about what Iâd just told David. Or Tobias. Or even Marco.â
I'm gonna make some leaps here but I think itâs really interesting that Rachel even mentions Marco here, and says âor even Marco.â like, the âevenâ seems to imply that Marco would otherwise be somebody she WOULD talk to about something like this.
which...kinda tracks, tbh. Marco is Mr Ruthless, heâs a cold, pragmatic strategist when he isnât cracking jokes as a coping mechanism. it makes sense that Rachel would talk to him about things like this - he would make jokes, but heâd also understandÂ
I'm just so interested in all the highly varying dynamics that exist within the group okayÂ
and then right after Rachel says -Â
âBut I swear at that moment I hated Jake far more than I did David. I should have told them all what had happened. But Jake already knew, didnât he? Jake, the smart, determined leader, already knew all about me.â
that's fucking daaark okay. It paints this picture of Jake having become this master manipulator who knows all about Rachelâs violent tendencies and is using them to his full strategic advantage
Oh my god okay and then all the stuff w/Saddler, christ. I had completely forgotten about that plotline but there was so much fucked up stuff there, too
and the scene where Rachel gives some good life advice to her little sister, and itâs a good bit to remind the reader and characters of the world outside of animorphs conflict...and then David speaks up.Â
that was such brutal mood whiplash, when you realize that David is morphed and hidden in Rachels room somewhere...fucking chillingÂ
that whole scene just oozes disgusting creepiness. Davidâs fixation on Rachel specifically, and his rage at being âbestedâ by her, really feels like misogyny to me. while David butted heads w/Marco, you never got the same sense of anger and disgust that he displays towards Rachel.
and the line where he says âhey, enjoy your showerâ made me shudder in disgust. christ. there are a lot of revolting, dark implications there.
also, book 22 obviously does a ton of fantastic character work for Rachel, but it does the same for Jake, too. and Cassie, but ill get to that later
we get to see so much of Jake as a leader and a strategist here, and pitting him and Rachel against each other (so to speak) makes for some excellent characterization, like when Rachel starts questioning why he asked for her -Â
âI thought David had killed Tobias. I thought he might kill me. I wanted...firepower.â âI see. You wanted me for my morphs.â It was a good answer. It could have almost been true.Â
and then we get a brief pit stop at the children's hospital where the fucked up parade continues - David morphed Saddler, Rachel and Jakeâs injured/dying young cousin, and is pretending to be him, miraculously recovered from his accident
and meanwhile he DUMPED THE REAL SADDLERâS BODY DOWN AN ELEVATOR SHAFT. I literally cant, what the FUCK.Â
and they never really follow up on it but the whole family and all the Drs think its this miraculous recovery against all odds, but then obviously David disappears and therefore so does Saddler - do they ever find his real body? how completely fucked up that must have been - so much worse than if saddler had just died from his injuries - the miraculous recovery completely overturned by a bunch of stuff that doesnât even make sense to anybody except Jake and Rachel....
anyways, after all that completely fucked up bullshit, we have the Jake and Rachel confrontation, Jakeâs whole speech about Rachel is amazing, but here are my highlights -Â
âI think youâre the bravest member of the group. I think in a bad fight Iâd rather have you with me than anyone else. But yeah, Rachel, I think thereâs something pretty dark down inside you. I think youâre the only one of us who would be disappointed if all this ended tomorrow.â
I mean, christ. imagine your fellow 13 year old cousin saying this to you. oh MAN. and I love so much that Jake isnât wrong, but he also is? he understands what Rachel will do, but not why sheâs doing it. and I talked abt it before but Rachel has found herself in this box of âthe brave/reckless blood knight,â and feels pressure to live up to that reputation.Â
so how much of it is a façade that she puts on bc sheâs expected to, and how much of it is how she really feels? well, she got that reputation initially for a reason, but she gets pushed more and more in that direction as the series progresses, both bc of the unintentional pressure to live up to her role as the Xena of the group, and bc itâs really, really useful to have somebody like Rachel on your side
Then Rachel says -
âI tried to look at myself the way Jake saw me. Was it true? Did I love this war?â
I'm gonna lose it, these poor fucking middle schoolers. Rachel, listen, youâre 13, youâre a child soldier, of course you don't love the war youâre fighting...I need every child therapist on the block to come here right now
like jesus being 13 is hard enough without all this nonsense. itâs such a tenuous time in development, and add something like this - someone like Rachel, who is somewhat pigeonholed by society as âvapid, pretty blonde who loves to shopâ would of course flourish in an environment where she gets to show how much of a 3-dimensional Person she is - she can love shopping and also kick ass! nice! but also, like, trauma.Â
So then Rachel says this about Jake -Â
âJake, youâre a leader now. You make life-and-death decisions. All the time. Youâve learned to do that. And,â I added bitterly, âyouâve learned to use people. You use them for their strengths and their weaknesses.âÂ
Fucking read, wow. I feel like Rachel is absolutely correct here, if not simplifying things a lot. like, yes, Jake does make these unfathomable decisions on the regular, but heâs got tons of conflict over every single thing he does, and there was a lot of uncertainty and trial-and-error leading up to this. but she is correct that heâs learned, and is clearly a lot more comfortable in his role as a military leader now.Â
I just love the contrast these two have. Rachel, with the burden she carries as the bravest - the fighter of the team, who must be relied on in battle and to do the things that nobody else will do - and Jake, the leader, who has to make decisions knowing that he could get his friends killed at any time, and still trust that theyâll listen.Â
And then Jake says -Â
âBut everyone draws their own line[...] For example, see, I used to think my line was drawn at using my friend, my cousin, to do my dirty work. Guess that turned out not to be true. Sorry, Rachel.âÂ
And then they hug and vow to murder David together, as a team. Heartwarming cousin bonding! Again, so much therapy.Â
So yeah I love that scene. especially when you take into consideration Rachelâs ultimate fate, and Jakeâs part in it. excuse me while I go weep.Â
Anyways, to the end. THE ENDING....it gets me every time. Iâll never be over it. I donât remember much about animorphs from when I read it at age 11 but I really really remember the ending to book 22. The way they masterfully set David up, the rat morph, the pipes, THE LEGO, the reveal that they planned the entire thing, the moment when David realizes whatâs going to happen to him....oof. Itâs not something I could forget, even w/my notoriously horrible memory when it comes to mediaÂ
Also I feel like there was more subtle misogyny when David insists on humiliating/subjugating Rachel, just because she proved earlier that she was stronger and smarter and better than him...eugh David is just such a disgusting creep that you donât even end up feeling bad for him even though heâs a middle schooler being handed a fate worse than death. I mean, he tossed a dead/dying kidâs body down an elevator shaft in a children's hospital. Iâm pretty sure he deserves this.Â
And hereâs the part where I talk about Cassie. because even though she didnât get a POV book in the David trilogy, she still got some brutally fantastic character development. here we see David starting to realize whatâs happening -Â
âCassie was crying. David hadn't asked who the mastermind of the plan was. Who it was who had so accurately appraised his emotions, his need to build his ego, the fact that he would choose me to be his âcompanion.â Cassie, of course. Cassie had worked it out, step by step, after Jake and I had failed to come up with anything. For Cassie, it was an improvement over the alternatives. See, no one was going to have to die. But Davidâs life would end, just the same.â
CASSIE. The dark horse, except not really, bc this is perfectly in line with what we know about her, especially coming off book 19, her last POV book before this. in that book she makes some absolutely awful decisions, all to avoid having to kill somebody.Â
After all of Jake and Rachelâs badass vows to take David down, itâs Cassie who finds the solution.Â
To a lot of people, Davidâs fate could be considered worse than death. To Cassie, itâs a better alternative. That speaks volumes about her, and I love it.Â
Also, the MANIPULATION. Cassie in the David trilogy really gets to flex her interpersonal manipulation skills, which I love to see. Itâs such a fascinating aspect of her character; a really interesting use of empathy
Like the scene in book 20 where David freaks out as a roach and she manipulates him into not giving them away by pitting him against Marco, someone who David doesnât get along with, by saying âif Marco can do it, canât you?â because she knows heâll fall for it. And he DOES.Â
And then the part in the cafeteria where she basically plays the âgood copâ to everyone else in the groupâs âbad cop.â Not ONLY does she manage to get David to shut up and listen to her, she also posits her theory that he wants to blue box to trade it for his parents - which his reactions to her questions confirms as true. and nobody else in the group suspected this.Â
She lures him into a sense of security by talking kindly and quietly about how she understands how he feels, then hits him with what she knows and gets him to confirm it, which then allows Rachel to accurately threaten him.Â
And then Cassie, offscreen, comes up with the entire plan on how to trap David as a rat, because from the beginning she had him figured out. David didnât pay much attention to Cassie - more misogyny tbh, as Cassie is the girl on the team who isnât an aggressive, feminine blonde - and that ended up being a huge reason for his downfall.Â
David also didnât pay much attention to Tobias, and clearly didnât see him as human at all, and that made Tobias very valuable after David assumed he had killed Tobias.Â
Ok, back to the ending - the fact that it was Rachel and Ax who stayed there to wait the two hours for David to become a nothlit....
Rachel says -Â
âJakeâs a good leader. He knows when to use us. He knows when to protect us. He knew he had to protect as many of his people as he could from what was going to happen.âÂ
fucking brutal. TWO HOURS of listening to this awful kid beg and threaten and barter. I canât even imagine.Â
And Ax too! He gets overlooked a lot as an alien, and itâs probably true that all of this impacts him differently than the other human animorphs, it canât be in any way pleasant to have to sit there for two hours and act as a living timer to count down this kidâs life. Ax is a kid, too, and an isolated one at that, being the only Andalite on the team.Â
So yeah that scene is awful. Rachel even says -Â
âTwo hours. But that two hours of horror will last forever in my mind. If I live a hundred years, I will still hear his cries, his threats, his pleading, each night before sleep takes me. And beyond sleep, in my dreams.â
I know Iâm beating a dead horse here, but jesus christ, THEY NEED SO MUCH THERAPY. The fact that one of the constants in all of the POVs is the nightmares that all the animorphs consistently have....geez
Okay so I know in my last two liveblogs I ended them by comparing animorphs to another series - hxh and mtmte - but I honestly am drawing a blank for this...
I guess the only thing I can think of is to compare it to mob psycho 100, which is another very good, very subtly subversive seriesÂ
In mp100, the entire Point is that the very powerful psychic middle schoolers DONâT end up using their powers to fight life-or-death battles against adult enemies in order to save the world and whatnot. the Point is that thatâs fucked up, and these kids shouldnât be responsible for something like that, no matter how powerful they areÂ
and basically the character who says all that is Reigen, an adult who actively prevents the middle schoolers from joining what would be some very traumatizing fightsÂ
basically my point here is less to compare the two shows and more to say - the poor animorphs could really use a Reigen huh. like, they seriously need an adult whoâll step in and say âwait a second, these kids are doing WHAT? hold the fucking phone, no way, get some actual adults in here to solve this shit. not today!â
the closest they could've come to an adult figure in their lives is Elfangor and he dies like 5 minutes after giving them superpowers, soooo....
man mp100 slaps I should rewatch it. anyways yeah the theme of this post is âthe animorphs need therapy and also a stable adult figure in their lives to help them not get traumatized all the timeâ thank you for coming to my ted talk
#this is like a whole ass thesis lmao i have quotes and everything look at that#lj reads animorphs#had to fix that tag bc it used to say 'read' instead of 'reads' smfh#animorphs
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