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i got slapped with the flu and the covid last week, so i have been away. anyways, i'm doing better so i'll try to get to drafts in the coming days.
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give this post a like for a random starter, please. would like more threads and things. (:
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@pyratezlife, my 13 year old niece came up with a possible ship name thingy dealio for our randm ass pairing of jack/emily. JACKRABBOTT. fight me if that's not both super hilarious and lowkey adorable.
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#mhm mhm#a doodley#delete later#see im having trouble bc even here i had to skew proportions so u cld see face detail#if i draw centaur al...he'd be enormous... further obcuring their faces due to the zoom out#i knowwww that not every piece needs 100% detail on every aspect#but this is why its easier to avoid full bodies like i dont want less detail on the face i love faces why cant we have both
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Referenced from this, La sirenetta illustration by loputyn💓
#ok this was just an hour long thing I might delete it later😆😆😆#but on Mondays I teach an art/english class to a 5 year old girl and we just drew princesses today#since Eloise is my princess…🥹#this was super heavily referenced from a GORGEOUS illustration of the little mermaid so it’s nothing original#but I just wanted something I could do in an hour with her😆💓 without having to think…#everything I always draw is from my imagination etc so this was fun to do bc all I really had to think about was the colors etc#anyways that’s why I might delete it though…even though I changed things a lot idk#it’s weird to post something not 100% from imagination#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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Imaginary stoat voated most annoying animal in the world 2024
#hoof draws#BWAH whatever i will delete this later#i just hate having to account for the random days where i might just be 100% self-hatred mode#I CANNOT plan ahead when I might randomly self-destruct and undo everything in a little self-pity episode#fuck this thing... (brain)
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tbh my fav sim right now sorry not sorry 🤷♂️🤷♂️
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Some unfinished pin up style strickpage stuff
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#wrestling#swerve strickland#hangman adam page#strickpage#hangman#adam page#still dont know how to tag him#aew#disappointed this couldve been hornier give me time ill learn#wip#i actually might delete this later idk not feelibg 100% about it#eggon
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Being a guardian is so damn hard..
I don't know how Sonic did this. I want nothing more than to destroy everything that hurts my kid. His restraint is incredible.
#seldomspeaks#Lore drop: I actually have my own unbreakable bond situation#Younger sister has been living with me since June because the world and the systems in it failed her spectacularly#Seeing the aftermath of everything is heartbreaking and all I can think is man#Sonic did this at 11..what a trooper#100% deleting this later tonight but I just need to yell into the void#Especially because Sonic's way of brothering is actually getting me through this#Who knew that a little funny hedgehog would help me through a real situation
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like this post for a random little starter. i really could use more people to role-play with. that or just send me an ask meme; i don’t care if we never spoken before. i just want to write with new people. (:
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have some family issues ( medical ) and have been away for a while. i am slowly coming back to the blog. will be changing the alt!face by the way.
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me coming up with the idea that emily is a femme sole. an unmarried, 25 year old woman who can own property and run her own business, etc ... HOWEVER she is also the caretaker to her father's property and is set to inherent some of her father's merchant business. this would mean when her father dies, she is the owner of a few merchant and fishing boats ( which would be amazing ). but she mostly handles all her business in port. plus atop of that -- she got the witchcraft stuff. and her pirate drunk ass fuck old man lover is BROKE AF -- which i can totally see her letting JACK have a little fishing boat. but when she loses her business bc her "witchcraft" and her having to give up everything because the governor of nassau wants to publicly hang her she on the run and doesn't have anything. yup. business witch lady just trying to help people and be nice but get's fucked over.
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tickling your human host is SO unfair
(ns//fw and/or fetish blogs please dni🙏🙏)
#my art#tickle art#um. i dont know what to say about this#this is EASILY the most self indulgent thing ive ever posted. so much so that i worked THIS HARD and still considered not posting it#might delete later :pensive:#but you guys SAID YOU WANTED SA//M AND MA//X ART!!!!!!!!! bet you didnt think itd be about this guy huh#im gonna be real with you all papier///waite is just my favorite character Of All Time. easily#why? dont ask questions. just look at him#SPOILERS for tdp obviously#but the first time me n rocket played 304 together#and we saw the reveal of. THESE GUYS.#we both paused the game and went 'HMMMMMMMMMM' out loud#because we both thought the SAME THING.#honestly summoning a tentacle god is lee behavior. whats he gonna use those for? wrecking you?#the answer is yes#imagine being ticklish and also being a lee and accidently fusing with your Favorite God#and he can READ YOUR MND. and picks up on being a ler SO fast.#THATS BEEN THIS GUY'S LIFE FOR 100 YEARS#sam and max the devils playhouse spoilers#sam and max tickle#anyway. *closes eyes for the last time*
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the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)
but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.
the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore
#talkys#my dad scaring me but also giving me no advice on what to do instead only saying if i do this it will be the wrong choice leading#to more wrong choices well yep you got me i am scared. i am inept. i fear regret and punishment for wrong decisions.#i struggle to make decisions because i cant go back on them.#''ill never have savings again'' and ''you cant value friends over family they'll abandon you''#and ''living here is only a problem for you because you dont communicate. there is a way to work things out''#i wish i could work it out and stay i dont know why i cant work it out ! and what do i want#to leave so badly for... to continue to never have stable housing#never have savings again? be alone and in danger?#to be able to wear whatever i want and...buy things? really? that doesnt seem very worth it#nothing seems very worth it#im miserable here but maybe i'd be more miserable away...it is true#well at least the chances to leave are very slim. and will continue to get slimmer the more time passes.#but maybe its fine i dont want to ruin my life or be even more of a burden or reason for distress in someone else's#moving out wouldnt fix anything. wherever you go there you are.#my friend said i have to be a little selfish (positive) to push myself to leave. bt i dont want to be selfish. im ashamed of that as a trai#delete later#even now i feel immense guilt and stress when my dad does things that hurt or bother me bc i know ill miss him when he's gone.#(and ill have nobody after all of that. due to the being kept in a cage)#that sucks. why does everyone else always win. why am i always the weakest pliable one. i wish i had no emotions#my surgery is the only decision in my life ive been 100% sure on for years#and even then my parent's words had me crying and rapidly changing emotions daily until the day came#im not strong enough or sure enough about anything else to withstand More of that#<- and i know that tomorrow im gonna be like actually you know what who cares lets try to leave#and the next day ill be resigned to staying here forever#and the next day ill be like actually you know what who cares l
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i get critiquing plot holes and power differences/disadvantages and systemic things like sexism and sexualization/fetishization and racism in manga and stories in general, and i also understand loving your favorite character and wanting a certain outcome for them, but it's always a little bonkers to me that people geniuenly believe they could have come up with better endings or outcomes than the authors themselves... like i know people get attached to their favs and everything but manga and story telling is an artform and it's art that's created by a real life person who chooses to share their story with you there is no "better" ending that you could have come up with because you couldn't have come up with those characters in the first place! sure you think you could worm them around in better scenarios but even that is wishful thinking because you couldn't have, wouldn't have, and didn't come up with the world and scenes around them to navigate them in canon in the first place! idk i get wishful thinking and hopes and cracking jokes and fix-it fics and ships all that but sometimes i feel like people need to be humble and take a step back lol.... it's not your story and there's nothing for you to change, much less publicly scream about how the author fucked up just bc your favorite character didnt end up how you wanted them to.... and if u feel that strongly just like... do it in your own little online or irl community lol there's no need to scream on the internet every 3 months about how u think the mangaka who gave u the character u love so much is a piss poor artist
#delete later#like yeah i have my critiques of aot and jjk and naruto but i would never go so far as to say 'i could have written this better'#or 'x-mangaka didnt know what they were doing' bc they did..... and i couldnt have come up w those characters#there are things like ok based on events of other characters and rules about power scales#i can say i think sakura should have had ying/yang chakra abilities and i can say i think her story should have been as clear as others#but that's different than say lol sakura was NEVER meant to marry sasuke or catch up to him and naruto bc clearly she was 😭 bc she did#and even with jjk like sure ur attached to sukuna for whatever reason#but calling it disney kaisen and saying its cooked bc sukuna lost is crazy....#like of all the things to critique jjk on ur mad bc th evil guy the author planned to defeat was defeated........#and obvs im for making up little scenarios where everyone is happy and well and gets to do what i want thats what fics are#but thats so different than standing 10 toes down and saying gege is a trash author because nanami died#like OFC i want nanami back but the world is still spinning....#also im not saying that anyone is immune to like. the quality of their story declining bc that can 100% happen but its different#than trashing an artist just bc ur fav didnt get what u thought might happen to thenm
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I just need to be told "You Can Do It" right now.
#I've gotten about 3 hours of sleep within the last 48 hours and I'm still behind in my classes#I don't know how I'm supposed to keep up at this point#Just grinding constantly for hours every waking moment of my life#I'm stuck wondering the same things#'When will it slow down?'... 'Will it actually ever slow down?'#If it doesn't i don't think i can keep up#Full time in college and full time in work#However#every time i try to speak my troubles or stress to someone they just chuckle#and ignore me saying ''well college is like that. welcome to the adult world''#Why does college have to be like this? why is everyone so fine with this?#I'm very unmotivated right now#My grades are all low despite the numerous 100%s I've been getting#And they're not going back up no matter how many A+ s I get on assignments#I don't like talking to people - it scares me terribly#So i don't like it when I'm constantly forced to talk to over 10 people every time i go to school (talk to your professor they say#I like to think of my job at my second home#at least that's not too hard and i love the people#But I just need things to get less intense school-wise#Just for me to get a decent amount of sleep please#Just a little bit#Please#i don't know#I'm not going on hiatus no worries#I love my blog dearly and cannot abandon it for my mental health#I just need encouragement#Because I'm so tired#Sorry for the rant I hate to vent#I'll delete this later if i remember#💬
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