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Something in the Rain - “Interruptions”
A/N: I hope you like it. As always, your comments and suggestions are very much welcome.
A modern day meet cute instance between Jamie and Claire.
AO3 / C1: A Day In June : C2: Definitely, Maybe : C3: So We Meet Again : C4: Friday Lunch : C5: Finding Solid Ground : C6: Situations
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“What should I wear tomorrow?” Claire texted Jamie on the eve of their first official date. She wanted to have an extra time to shop should the need there be.
“What do ye mean?” he replied.
“I want to dress appropriately to wherever you’re taking me, James Fraser.”
“I see. Smart casual would do. :) Sorry, I dinna thought of informing ye earlier but wouldn’t it be hilarious if you dressed to the nines and we’re going to some sort of cattle farm”
“Exactly.” Claire replied with the eye roll and laughing emoji. “Can I know where we’re going?”
“Don’t ye want to be surprised?” Jamie messaged back and saw three dots typing afterwards.
“Hmm, thinking about it, yes. I’m excited to see the Jamie Fraser Date Experience.”
“Hope it doesna disappoint. I, too, am excited to see the Claire Beauchamp Date Experience. ;)” he replied, knowing the use of emoji will make her smile as he rarely uses one.
“I hope it doesn’t disappoint, too.” she replied with a winky face too. “Are you back in Edinburgh?”
“Just about to arrive home. I might just wash and then hit the sack.”
“Rest then, Jamie. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Thanks, Sassenach. I’ll message ye tomorrow when I’m on my way”
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It has been four weeks since their accidental meeting at the sidewalk. After countless run-ins, lunches, and an absurd amount of consumed soy chicken, the day of their date has arrived.
When Claire accepted his invitation three days earlier, Jamie went into a slight overdrive trying to plan what to do. He meant to ask her out when he got back - but when he found out that she met Laoghaire, something pushed him to go for it before Claire had any wrong idea about his connection with Mrs. Fitz's granddaughter.
His first idea was to go all out - book the fanciest rooftop restaurant in the city, get the best chef he knew, and plan a private dinner for them. Fancy and exclusive seemed like a safe choice and a sure hit.
Then he thought about Claire and all their interactions so far - hole in the wall kitchens, asian street food, very light and casual. Jamie pondered on the idea and realized that jumping from that to an uber private dinner might not be the best, so he kept that card to play for later.
It was then he decided to just take their casual lunch to a casual dinner. He’ll just exchange one-hour savory chicken meetings for a comfortable, popular city restaurant and longer conversations. He also decided on wearing more casual clothes, opting out of his office suits that she’d seen him often in for a navy turtleneck, khaki pants and white sneakers.
Arriving at her front door, Jamie took one last stock of himself, suddenly feeling a wave of nervousness, and knocked on her door.
What he saw next knocked him out.
Claire opened the door wearing a burgundy sleeveless jumpsuit that was both modest and sexy, yet casual enough. Pairing the ensemble with black heels, the garment hugged Claire’s curves in just the right places that left Jamie staring for a hot minute.
“Hi” Claire broke through his thoughts and he remembered his manners.
“Hi, Claire. Wow, ye look beautiful”
“Thank you. You’re not so bad yourself. Going to stop traffic pairing blue on blue like that”
“Ye ready to go?”
“Yeah. Are we going to walk?” She asked as she locked the door to her place.
“Yes, I hope ye dinna mind. Ye live close by all the nice places to eat.”
“No, I don’t mind and also, very true.”
It was a short 10-minute walk before they arrived at Howie’s Restaurant.
“Howie’s. Interesting choice.” Claire commented as they walked to the hostess.
“We can go somewhere if ye dinna like it here.” Jamie offered.
“No, I actually quite like it here” she had to stifle a laugh at how adorable she found his tenseness was.
The hostess pointed them to the bar to wait for their table. Claire excused herself to the bathroom and Jamie ordered a light whisky for some liquid courage.
When the bartender served his drink, a familiar bloke sat beside him and greeted him.
“Jamie Fraser, hello!”
Jamie gulped the drink and turned to the man beside him. “Joe! It’s good to see ye, man!”
The two shook hands and exchanged more pleasantries.
“I’m actually meeting my wife.” He looked at his watch and then to the front door. “Oh, good, she just arrived!” Joe quickly waved her in and introduced her.
“Jamie Fraser, meet Gail Abernathy. Gail, Jamie.” he paused when Jamie extended a hand to her. “He was the guy who volunteered at our center two weeks ago. All the kids were just drawn to him.”
“No wonder.” Gail observed, her comment earning a jokey sigh from her husband. “So, Jamie, what brings you to this side of town on a Saturday evening?”
Jamie was about to share that he was on a date, but then right on cue, Claire arrives to greet the trio.
“Hello, everyone!”
“Claire!” Gail squealed as she gave her friend a tight hug.
“Lady Jane, you clean up good!” Joe remarked.
As they finished their greetings, Jamie quietly whispered to Claire to order any drink she’d like. The husband-and-wife duo caught on and couldn’t resist to pry.
“You guys on a date?” Joe asked frankly.
“First one, actually.” Jamie replied as Gail raised an eyebrow while Claire returned to his side, drink in tow.
Joe leaned closer to Jamie and pretended to whisper in his ear, “My date advice is don’t challenge her or don’t allow her to challenge you to a drinking game. You will lose”
Claire groaned while the rest laughed at her expense.
Just then, the hostess approached the pairs and told them their tables were ready. They exchanged their goodbyes and were led to their areas.
---
Jamie had been a perfect gentleman.
He opened her seat, allowed her to order and choose whatever she wanted from the menu (They both went to the steak and fries!), and is making just the right amount of banter.
Claire actually liked this dining choice - Howie’s comfort food really brought out the easy ambiance and conversation to their date. She didn’t mind going to a fancier place but she knew that if they were there, things would be too formal, delicate and shy. This was much better and she’d Jamie props for this.
Moreover, what made this official first date a little bit more fun is much of the first date awkwardness is gone. They’ve covered much of the basics about their life during their lunches - their families (both their parents are alive and have retired away from the city, Claire’s an only child while Jamie had an older sister), how they chose their careers and where they went to school (Jamie is Oxford Law while Claire is Cambridge Med, the school rivalry something they joke about), their current or main interests (horses for Jamie, herbs for Claire) and many other things.
So the evening was more or less less a continuation on what they’ve normally done - catching up on their days, sharing an interesting story at work or a photo they found on the web, asking more random questions - the only difference now is, there’s a more clear and intentional purpose for knowing these things and whole lot of shameless flirting in between.
Forty-five minutes in and halfway through their steak, a man approached their table. “Dr. Beauchamp, it’s nice to see you here!”
Jamie and Claire looked up and saw a slender man, not much older than they are with grey eyes.
“Tom, hi!” Claire swallowed a fry and grabbed a cloth to clean her mouth.
“I’m sorry to interrupt your evening but I saw you from the bar and just had to pass by and greet you. I mean at least, this time, not at the hospital or during check ups”
Claire smiled and made the introductions. “Oh, I’m sorry. Tom Christie, this is Jamie Fraser. Jamie, Tom. He is a teacher at the public elementary school. We met when I did the annual medical checkup for the kids. Also, I’m the peds of his kids, Allan and Malva.”
The mention of the word kids made Jamie release the tight fist he didn’t know he held beneath the table. He didna like the way the man eyed Claire but it was not his place - not yet at least.
Jamie gave the man a nod but ultimately wished he’d go. When neither said or did anything, Tom said his farewells and confirmed his kids check-up schedule in two weeks.
---
They decided to share a slice of chocolate cake and one last glass of wine each to cap off their dinner.
As they waited for their order to arrive, they got startled with a loud noise.
“Jamie, is that ye?!” one man said.
“Oh, heavens, tis!” another man replied.
Jamie could not hide the embarrassment he felt as the two blokes approached their table. Once they noticed Claire, they did not waste time introducing themselves.
“Hello, I havena seen ye before. My name is Angus” the thin, beardly man extended his hand. “And ye are?”
“Hi, I’m Claire.” she reached out but eyeing Jamie for confirmation that he knew these people.
“I’m Rupert.” the other man said. “We’re Jamie’s cousins”
“Distant cousins” Jamie retorted back. “What brings ye here?” he asked while glaring at them to leave.
“We have a double date” Angus shared, pointing to the table where two ladies were indeed waiting for them.
“Then I suggest you return to your dates then.” Jamie replied then proceeded to converse with the two men in Gaelic.
When the conversation was apparently over, Rupert sighed and turned to Claire. “It was nice meeting ye, lass. Please ask Jamie here to bring around one of our office events and meet the rest of the clan. I’m sure they’d love to get to know ye as well.”
Jamie stood up quickly and had to push the two back to their table before they said anything else that may ruin the evening.
“I’m sorry about them, Claire. They are quite the more, erm, rowdy members of my family.” he said as he sat down again.
“It’s alright. They seem really nice” Claire said, smiling. “So, clan huh? Just how big is that family of yours really?” She brought the conversation back up again hoping it would ease his discomfort.
Jamie visibly relaxed and then, they were back in their bubble, “How many generations back?”
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Desert went by swimmingly with the chocolate cake and red wine proving to be a winning combo. After an almost three-hour dinner, Jamie asked for the check and insisted on paying for the meal.
They were one their way out of the restaurant then Claire was greeted by incoming guests.
“Dr. Beauchamp!”
Claire turned to look who called her. “Oh, please call me Claire. It’s nice seeing you here”
“Likewise. Please call me Meredith.” she quickly signaled to the man beside her. “This is my husband, Derek.”
“Of course, Dr. Shepherd.” Claire politely acknowledged him with the man insisting to be called casually as well.
“Anyway, I’d just like to say that I just read your latest paper in the Journal of Pediatrics. I look forward to hearing all about it in your visit to Seattle.”
Claire graciously accepted the complement with a smile and bow. “Thank you. We’ll catch up in Seattle in a few weeks, then.” Remembering her companion, she turned to her back where Jamie was patiently waiting for her. “Oh my, where are my manners. Meredith, Derek, this is Jamie Fraser. Jamie, this is Meredith and Derek Shepherd. They’re visiting doctors from Grey Sloan Memorial in Seattle.”
Jamie returned the pleasantries and shook hands with the doctors.
“Alright, I’ll let you guys go on with your evening. Sorry for the sudden call out” Meredith said.
“It’s no problem at all. A good night to you both as well.” Claire replied as she looked at Jamie and motioned for them to head out.
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Once they we're out of the restaurant, Jamie lets out a light laugh.
“What’s so funny?” she asked.
“I was just thinking that I’d never unexpectedly run into that many acquaintances in one evening, let alone in a date!” he shared, chuckling more as the thought further sank in his mind and Claire joined him in his mood. “It isna exactly part of the Jamie Fraser Date Experience”
“I’m really sorry.”
“Don’t be, there’s nothing to apologize for. I mean, who would’ve thought, right?” Jamie retorted, his humor infectious.
She was touched by his honesty, not just with the situation but the entire night. He was caring, makes great conversation, and is always authentic with who and how he carries himself. She cannot make a full judgement of his character yet, as that is something she is still getting to know, but she likes what she is seeing so far.
Taking a bold step, she wrapped her arm around his as they started walking side by side back to her place.
Jamie looked at her hand, smiled and hoped it conveyed to Claire the joy he felt at the moment. “Is this part of the Claire Beauchamp Date Experience?” he asked nonchalantly.
“Only to a rare few” she said as she slightly tugged him closer.
The walk back seemed shorter than the one they did earlier. Before they knew it, they were already standing in front of Claire’s building.
“Oh, before I forget!” Jamie exclaimed as he fished out his car keys and a grey miata lit up open beside them. He pulled out an exquisite posey bouquet of red roses and handed it to her. “These are for you.”
Claire took them and smelt it, “The flowers are beautiful”
“I hope ye had a good time, Sassenach”
“I had a great time, Jamie. Thank you”
After a beat, Jamie took a deep breath, gathering strength to what he was about to say next. “Claire, we’ve known each other for about a month now, became unexpected friends in a short amount of time, had our lunches and now, our first date. I hope ye dinna think this is too forward of me but...I like you and I would like to see you again or keep seeing you, I guess.“ They we’re holding each other’s gazes as he laid out his intentions and waited for her reply.
Claire sighed and was just amazed by him. Her previous encounters are usually with male friends who constantly hang out with her then a few months down, asks her “what they are” as if she had to know or feel that something was happening from the get go. So, Jamie's forthrightness and old-fashionedness was truly refreshing and she was more than willing to give it a go.
As a final check to their chemistry, she stepped closer, tilted her head and leaned in to him. Quickly responding to her actions, he held her face on one hand and placed the other on her hips to pull her closer. He followed her lead until their lips crashed into each other in a single deep kiss.
In that moment, both Jamie and Claire knew something big shifted in the dynamic of their relationship.
This was not usual.
This is different.
And oh so good.
They felt each other smile against their lips just as they pulled apart for air.
“I like you too, Jamie and yes”
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A/N: Maybe not the first date you might've thought of but hope you liked it! As always, thank you for reading! Your comments, suggestions, and questions are always welcome. If there's a story or scene you'd like to know, feel free to drop it! :)This was my original idea for the date but as I was writing it, I was going back and forth about scraping the entire thing and think about something else. But the original thought kept developing in my mind so I went back and stuck with it and cross-fingers, hoped it worked and made sense. I knew she had doctor friends but adding the Greys Anatomy characters just came about since I've been binging the show and thought it'd be fun to crossover. Hope you're keeping safe and in line to get vaccinated for the COVID-19 shot! See you all in the next one!
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