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#i wasnt free of guilt but ultimately i was a traumatized teenager. most of my shit was just me struggling with that
orcelito
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honestly. reading posts from that time period just makes my heart ache
18 is far too young to have to deal with those things
#speculation nation
#like no one deserves it of course
#but i was struggling even just figuring out who i was. figuring out my place in the world.
#& they were just so awful to me. determined to misinterpret everything.
#and then After Everything. after i decided Fuck That Actually
#they fucking stalked me for Years. bc they were obsessed with me
#an inflated idea of who i was as a person & a tendency to lash out at me anytime i didnt live up to that
#which was often bc i was only 18 and Also mentally ill & self destructive
#also in the sense of Them And Me
#oh mutually destructive high school romance that feeds off itself to make something explosive
#i wasnt free of guilt but ultimately i was a traumatized teenager. most of my shit was just me struggling with that
#idk i know they apologized a few times (after they stalked me for years lol) but i still kinda wanna take potshots at them
#like i dont care that ur trying to be better <3 go fuck yourself
#i genuinely hope they have to deal with the guilt for the entire rest of their life
#negative/
#sorry for trauma posting i guess. just kinda processing
#the fun thing is there was very definitely a Worst Time that triggered me finally cutting them off. but i barely remember it
#from my posts at the time it's as stupid as you'd expect it to be
#stupid as in the source of their anger was so fucking trivial
#just. ugh.
#this is stupid. i should stop digging through old shit.
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