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oh shit october that makes a lot more sense
#blog archival#i was. WONDERING when i left tumblr#couldnt fit it on the timeline#anyway im not coming back this is just to keep dumblr from deleting my stuff#also SORRY TO ALL MY MUTUALS FOR BASICALLY GHOSTING YALL i.#am having an inch arresting one.#wonky ahh busy style complete lack of business#my discord has my alt i Actually Fucking Use linked in its description#(as opposed to my main; who has been in a coma for five yewars)#if yall wanna contact me again SOSORRY for disappearing#or it should. i. havent checked on it in a while#but anyway enough on that#im gonna go get my other blogs now byee
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girl am i crazy or does anybody else also feel like tumblr has been pushing a lot of anti zutara and anti zuko posts from people u don't even follow on ur for you page these past days??? or is it just my tumblr??? someone please tell me they also noticed this cause it's getting really annoying
#like omg i literally left atlatwitter bc of this shit!!#why are there suddenly so many bad takes on my timeline keep this shit away from me i didnt ask for this#i'm not even interacting with those posts idgi#i keep blocking those accs but then other antis just show up#like i do NAWT care what they have to sayyyy omgggg#like first it was a post from a kat@anger getting mad at zutara shippers for talking abt why katara didnt keep her scars#followed by several more posts with bad takes#and just now there was a kata@nger/zuko hater talking about zuko being a horrible person and colonizer#and while idc what these people talk about i AM wondering why TUMBLR THINKS THAT I WANT TO SEE THESE POSTS#why does the muting system suddenly not work anymore hello???#dont piss me OFF#zutara#anti anti zutara#tumblr when i catch you
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#my art#arcaea#insight#compassion#Um should i start putting arcaea as their last name LMFAO#… i’ll add it to all the character tags when i open tumblr on laptop…#anyways expect this shit to be ooc when update drops tomorrow! orr like 17ish hours for me#at the time of posting#but uhhh#its like skg throws herself into loving miracles (which finding true miracles was her real conviction)#and loving other worlds and creations in general#to not focus on the fact she isnt receiving any love back (and the last time Ever was from compassion who she left behind with that world)#and like by throwing herself i mean she goes completely bonkers Freak territory in loving#girl what if the real miracle was compassion’s hand hmm#jkjk#in the first pic look at that fool focused on whatever cube she made instead of compassion looking right at her come on man#i wonder at what point skg began to feel unsettled#im so intrigued by that little bit of her story#HOORAY FOR LORE PLEASE L0W1RO THROW ME GOOD CRUMBS#also yeah it starts off one sided between them (compassion -> skg)#f for compassion guys she could Not get skg to stay#im not entirely sure why for this next bit#but i think compassion has some slight cheeky vibes#more of a front when she’s older .whatever countless years is#so like. ‘found you!’ is said like hide n seek game#(how would skg confront her anyway knowing that she left her behind)#oh and compassion was taller when they were young but for some reason skg just shot up in height lololol#yeah sorry mess of tags Guys i really need arcaea update NOW
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inspired by the comprehensive rygel bitch compilation by @gayspock, have the total farscape bitch tally. 88 episodes and a 2 part miniseries lead to 70 instances of the word bitch.
#i left this to post last night and it just...didn't.#so I'm trying again#farscape#mine#my edit#john crichton#ben browder#claudia black#aeryn sun#d'argo#zhaan#rygel#chiana#jool#scorpius#i mean...it's half the size of the max video file on here#it's only three minutes when the longest video tumblr supports is 10#it's just not processing#I wonder if my internet's just being shitty
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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN
#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago#and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since#someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line#that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation#where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had#thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was#super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh#that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated#as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying#to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit#because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha#could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to#believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in#the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of#development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school#and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility#and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai#anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin#or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post#addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad#writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into#doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao
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Small drawing collection of my latest creation Emran as a teenager/freshly minted Air Acolyte, for my dear partner in unhinged OC shenanigans @katkastrofa, as promised <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#I need to figure out a way to tag these guys#like with renny and dori I just put sotrl in front of their names and that works#but emran is technically an LaF character. though not uniquely tied to that verse. and idk what to do with Ila and Alasie#maybe I need to have some unique oc tag or smth. I’ll figure it out#if you’re wondering why I stayed up until half past 7 a.m to draw this it’s because I needed some way to cool down#after the kuviren smut absolutely broke my brain#and what better way to do that than by drawing my sweet baby boy?#yes lmao he went from baby girl to baby boy in like 24 hours. fucking sue me#but actually. actually!! they’re both. they contain multitudes :)#they probably haven’t even realised that at this point and are still in disguise#convinced that she’ll be punished for her deceit if anyone found out that she’s actually a girl#(okay off topic but the switching pronouns are really fun lmao)#but give them time. they’ll figure it out soon enough. in these pieces they’re slowly getting used to temple life#and that is the first step to self acceptance#I’m actually extremely proud of these. especially the one with the apple basket. I feel like the androgynous vibes are really there#and he looks like his brother the most in it#but the others are fun too. I loved doing the portrait. I should do them more often#and.. I will admit. I traced the lemur. I can barely draw people okay how do you expect me to draw animals#but I just think that Aiza would really love a little lemur friend#animals don’t judge and she doesn’t have to watch herself around them. she can just be. plus the lemurs are really cute <3#I want to eventually do a companion to this with Aiza instead. maybe from back before she ran away#probably something based on reflection from Mulan too bc the vibes are there. though.. to be completely honest#I’d say they have a lot more of Shurochka Azarova’s vibes than Mulan. but that’s just my love for Soviet cinema taking over#it’s essentially if mulan fought napoleon instead. and when discovered instead of left to die they promoted her to lieutenant 😁#I realise the comparison is completely incomprehensible to everyone but me but.. go watch the hussar ballad. it’s free on YouTube with subs#okay enough rambling. i shall now go to bed. @ Kat I hope this brightens up your morning at least somewhat. I love you!!
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9 15 movies that I could watch 500 times :
because it's hard to pick even just 15, here's my letterboxd.
tagged by : @hexsreality ( thank you, this was a fun challenge 💜 ) tagging : @revenantinflames @mastcrmarksman @silverjetsystm @webheadedhero @hubofhellfire @overclocks @gammaragee @gwenbiote @spybiote @raisedcold + you !
#no but i couldn't pick just nine 😭#that would have been a lil too difficult for me -#are any of these surprising i wonder#or are they like Not A Shock at all#i left out some big time favourites#just because they are harder on a rewatch#for a variety of different reasons#even if they are good films ykim#( yes i know the shawshank redemption is right there )#meanwhile these i KNOW i have seen these easily dozens of times each already#( d a s h g a m e s . )#( o o c . )#also rip idk if the tags are working -#they show up on the post in edit#but not when it's actually posted so yk#Tumblr Being Tumblr i guess as per
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been scrolling through my old art and I'm in pain
#not bc the art sucks. I dont resent myself for making bad art when my skill level wasnt that developed#but its sad to think of like. all the people who interacted with it#so many of them aren't on tumblr anymore#and I deleted my deviantart so I cant click through to see comments that nice people left on my art.....#I dont fuck with r*by anymore#but thanks to it I met so many wonderful friends#it was the first time my art got popular..
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After the absolute carnage and chaos of Session 3 and 4, I desperately wanted to see a graph of everyone’s life left compared to each other, and this is the result of that. I will include close ups of each session below the cut, as well as screenshots of the full (colour-coded!!) data. Updates: Session 5, Session 6, Session 7, Session 8.
Note that I’m using the times that everyone should have based on their kills and deaths, and not what was actually shown (since I know Tango was accidentally given 1.5 hours for his boogey kill instead of just 1 hour, and Skizz hasn’t yet received his 30 minutes for killing Tango), so we’ll see if these times are rectified for Session 5, or if I will adjust my graph to show what is actually used.
Before I show the close ups, I just want to explain the colours used. I picked a base colour for each team and then used a different shade of that colour for each member of the team, to make it easier when looking at a mess of lines. TIES are red because Tango made the bowtie on the tower red (and also because of the red tie in Skizz’s skin, and also Tango’s skin is red). The Bad Boys are green because of all their crops (wheat and potatoes and carrots so far). The Nosy Neighbours are purple because of Watcher-related reasons. Mean Gills are teal because of the coral reef and the warm water colour (and also Scott’s hair). Clockers are orange because Minecraft clocks are gold, and orange is the closest colour to that. Below is a screenshot of all the colour choices I had, and I labeled each one with the player I picked for it
Now for the close ups of each session, with labelling for where each player is at at the end of each session. The grey squiggly downward line is simply the average of all the players’ times at that instant, and the green, yellow, and red horizontal lines mark out 24, 16, and 8 hours respectively. There are no markings for the number of hours, but each gridline is an additional hour, so you can count up and down from the colour-coded lines.
Session 1 close up
Session 2 close up
Session 3 close up
Session 4 close up
So as you can see... there’s less than three hours between the bottom nine people, and a much larger gap from them to the top five. And all three of Skizz’s teammates are amongst those with the most time, so I don’t think Skizz will be first out if TIES play their cards right.
Next I am going to show the data tables I used to generate the graphs! I colour coded them so you can easily see green lives vs yellow lives, and also how often some people switched between them (and you can also see the single second Scar technically turned green during Session 3 before dying, which is also the weird orange vertical line on the graph).
There’s a new row every ten minutes, and every death created two new rows, the first of which is the times a second before the death, and the second is after the death, in order to create the sudden vertical drop.
Deaths are marked with red borders around the box, and time being gained is marked with a green border. All times are in hours and only display to two decimal places, but were calculated down to the second (and the times in hours, minutes, and seconds can be seen at the very left.
Without further ado:
Session 1 data
Session 2 data
Session 3 data
Session 4 data
I find this is a super good visualiser of all the green and yellow switches during the session.
And to visualise the absolute chaos of a specific ten minute segment during Session 3... below shows how much space the chaotic ten minutes takes up in the data due to all the deaths... compared to the entire two hours before it (remembering each row is a new ten minutes or a new death... so for a single ten minute segment to take up almost as much space as two hours, really shows a lot)
Anyway, I had an absolute blast putting all this data together and I’ve spent so much time since the weekend just staring at all the pretty graphs and data. I hope this helps other people keep track of all the death and carnage and times and so on, like it helped me.
#limited life smp#traffic life smp#24lsmp#limlife#i cant remember what other tags people are using for limited life lmao hopefully that works#anyway i love numbers and data and i made this and then couldnt show any of my friends bc none of them had seen session 4 yet#and then i remembered tumblr exists as a place to show things ive made#since my friends werent available yet#anyway follow me for more nerdy maths things or whatever#anyway :D this graph makes me so happy#the only illegal kill that was awarded time was joel in session 2#no one else has counted#except for tango's extra 30 minutes#which got me thinking bc like tango had 42 minutes left when skizz killed him#but he was supposed to only be on 12 minutes#and i cant help but wonder. if he was on the correct time (16:12:xx) would he have tried to hide for another 12 minutes and go down to#go down to yellow naturally? rather than brute force lose an hour?#because obviously tango didn't think he'd be able to run and escape for another 42 minutes#really makes you think#also i hope they gave skizz his bonus 30 minutes from killing tango when they recorded earlier today#anyway i should stop rambling in the tags so i can actually press post and you guys can see my cool graph haha#also its 11pm i need to go to sleep too probably#edit: my sister wants me to mention that she helped me pick the colours lmao#thanks sister i appreciate it#altho i think i made most decisions and you just agreed with them but whatever#my spreadsheets
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I keep forgetting I can't seem to get the current version of xkit to work on my new laptop and going to do stuff that it let me do fjldksafjdlsaj
#text post#im p sure the mutual marker thing was a feature w/them bc i'm missing them on everyone that#as far as I know I was still a mutual with#then again I did drop like. fifteen followers over the last week#but that usually happens whenever I start actually posting my personal thoughts on my personal blog lmao#have also gotten a few messages both politely and not so politely asking me to essentially shut the fuck up re: my personal posts#idk what to tell y'all on that bc like. i have a lot of folks I follow n' enjoy who post just as much /even more than me re: personal stuff#I think im just particularly irritating even when I'm trying really hard not to be and try to edit my posts down/keep them under readmores#but im trying to be better#not trying hard enough tho apparently and this tag essay probably won't help but. idk.#i think we're all allowed to be as irritating/post as much personal stuff as we want on our blogs#but i also think im still operating uselessly on how tumblr was a few years ago. ppl don't like that anymore it seems#and that's okay but I gotta work on catching up to that and do better#anyway. it's possible i did lose most of my mutuals and tbh it's not a big deal it's just a lot of ppl at once like. damn.#makes me wonder what the last straw was just out of curiosity#bc if that's really what happened then im down to like. maybe three or four mutuals left and it hasn't been that low since I first started#on here back in like. tail end of hs beginning of college#I also keep missing the quick reblog feature which was my fave but. someday I will figure out why xkit isn't working for me#and i will fix it. at a time when im not sick and feeling cruddy lol
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Hi
I’m fucking dying
#just spent like over 3 hours detailing two clocks in one drawing#i. i cannot do this. i dont got this.#this is only one drawing bro#i have to make multiple as well as write an at least 50 page thesis on the project#i have like only a little over a month left ughhhhhhhhhh#im gna go into some deadass horrible burnout after this istg#i also have to make a trailer/survey/idfr what else#i miss tumblr i miss my games i miss bring able to FUCKING SLEEP#sobbing crying wailing throwing up on the floor running up the walls laying on a train track going insane#so yeah if anyone has been wondering why ive completely disappeared#this is why#im dying from my final college semester#i do not live#if i do succeed in completing the fucking drawings imma post it on my art blog for yall to see bc i need you to understand bro this is pain#im fucking putting myself through the five stages of grief and torture rn#anyways good talk hope yall have a good one see you when i next decide to appear if im not dead by then
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i love when gimmick blogs make a non-gimmick post. its a fun reminder that there's a person behind the gimmick, someone (presumably) with a main blog where they post who knows what. they could be anyone! they could be your best friend! unless they share their other blog(s), you have no way of knowing! idk man, theres an air of mystery around gimmick blogs thats just so appealing to me.
#this has been an original post#personal spewage#tumblr culture#its especially fun when there's not much “personality” in their gimmick posts#and then they answer an ask or put smth in the tags and its like#ahh!! they speak!!#i always wonder like. whats their main blog like? are they a fandom blog? are they a whatever blog?#do they draw or write or reblog cat memes?#are they a nobody blog with none followers and left beef or are they a big name blog with tens of thousands of followers?#its fascinating
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i hit a neat follower milestone and i wanna thank all y’all for following me for whatever i contribute to this big blue marble
#I dont believe in tumblr popularity so i wont say the number but i appreciate each and every one of you#to those of you i get to know irl i promise im alive im just ill at the moment#if youve ever reached out or sent me an ask thank you so much#i think i have all of five followers left over from when i started this blog many many years ago#and yes yes they are all now inactive#so to everyone whos followed me in the past year especially#thank you v much#i love y’all and i hope youre having a wonderful day and are being kind to yourself#sorry for the lack of posts lately#life has been f u c k i n g weird lmfao#personal post#grey speaks
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yknow as much as i know in my heart that i am never gonna finish my de.ath no.te omegaverse fanfiction it was still a cowardly move to delete it off my ao3 in preparation for the enstars fanfiction
#it was a comedy if youre wondering. time travel comedy#target audience was slim due to it not being E rated but still got some comments#like one guy being like “im usually scared of omegaverse but since this isnt E rated i like how it looks so far” lmfao#anyway i think ive posted enough about the es ga.chal.ife omegaverse to not have any dignity left for this to affect#wouldve just orphaned it but i thought maybe id go back to it someday#me when the weirdo space (fandom on tumblr) is occupied by weirdos (me)
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i fully applied this today 😌 was interviewed about a job and it seemed nice enough but smh i knew that's not what i wanted. the whole time i wanted to leave bc i knew i was wasting my time. so when the person interviewing me asked me to do some simulation exercise i just... hit da bricks lmao. i'm already not a fan of simulations during interviews but i also found this one dumb and i felt my anxiety RISING and idk, i just couldn't do it. so i stopped the interview, explained why, apologized and left.
i left.
#ngl i'm still anxious bc my brain is screaming WHY DID YOU LEAVE YOU STUPID FOOL THAT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU'RE ALLOWED TO DO#with a side of guilt bc turning down an employer is not something i can really afford rn#+ poor girl who interviewed me was barely above my age and dumbfounded when i stopped the interview and left and i feel bad for her#BUT#it was either walk out#either humiliate myself (or feel like it) and risking a panic attack#so yeah. i decided to give myself a break#and thank you tumblr bc while i was wondering whether to leave‚ this meme was on a loop in my brain#anyway i hope the two interviews i had with other structures go somewhere bc i really need a job 🙃#even if these and this one weren't for actual jobs but for services civiques aka glorified internships with the same shit pay as interns#but better this than nothing eh#lise raconte sa vie#lise au travail
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Something about the way Roxane with the cadets lifting their mood parallels Cyrano with the nuns lifting their mood
#The similarities between them are EVERYTHING and it's outrageous how left aside they are in so many adaptations#I keep coming back to this play every night but I can't help it. It's so funny and it's heartbreaking and so full of details and parallels#Well written plays always amazing in their craft. Spending five years and having a novel full of small details and motifs scattered#through the entire work is awesome‚ but how playwriters do that in the little time they often take to write plays amazes me#And yes‚ they have some plots‚ dynamics‚ motifs‚ schemes and even lines they repeat over and over#But at times they write something so well written‚ with so much depth‚ so many details and relationships so intimately crafted#And yes when I reread this play I sometimes think that I may be overinterpreting‚ or that the author himself didn't notice this or that#But the fact it's that for the most part things are *there* ans are there intentionally. And wow how to do that so well in so little time#Lope de Vega my beloved#I talk too much#Cyrano de Bergerac#Cyrano#Roxane#I should probably delete this later#And write things down so I can actually delete these posts#always amaze me in*#is that*#Let's pretend there are no typos I give up#When is tumblr going to implement tag editing in the app I wonder#In three years perhaps
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