#i was soso happy when it did hehe

[pasteleclipsee]

SLINGSHOT + HYPERLASER PAPERCRAFTS!!!! my bf worked on hyper n i did slingshot! i had to help him but it all worked out in the end hehe

+ progress shots i took (in total it prob took us abt 4 hours)

templates r by fishybox_ for both!! i didn't even notice when i added the creds in one of the shots lol

also idk why slingshot came out so small when i printed him?? but it's ok lol it's so cute seeing a tiny sling next to tall ass hyper

[alwritey-aphrodite]

pookie first of all: CONGRATS ON 1K OMG!!! SO PROUD OF YOU🫶🫶

also: loving all the arranged marriage fics they’re all soso good I’m so happy and grateful ❤️

anywayss, I have a new idea!!

-either a new girl reader, and sejanus is immediately infatuated w her

-orr more of a peacekeeper!sejanus with a district/covey reader bc it’s literally stuck in my head so badly rn😭

thank you so much, congrats again🫶🫶

ps: wish me luck on midterms this week, I’m dying🙏

AHHH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH 🥰🥰🥰 im sorry this took so long, but im sure you did amazing on your midterms <3 also, peacekeeper!Sejanus and covey!reader mean the world to me (as does matchmaker Lucy Gray hehe)

The Covey are a flashy people, performers to their very soul and the most lively bunch you’ve ever seen. With a love of bright colors and music, it’s hard for any of you to fly under the radar when compared to the rest of the citizens of District Twelve, the people who will never claim you as their own but are happy to dance to your songs and send your cousin to fight to the death.

You, however, aren’t built for the stage. Your voice is better suited to singing lullabies than it is to performing on stage, and even the thought of that many eyes on you makes you feel like you’re on the verge of throwing up. Still, you contribute where you can, helping your cousins write their songs and being a willing audience when they need to test out something new, and you still work, sewing new clothes and patching up the old.

Lucy Gray is something of a momma bird, despite the fact that she’s only a handful of weeks older than you, and she’d rather see you set up and happy before running off with Coriolanus. Luckily for you, he has a friend who, in your opinion, is much kinder and cuter than his blonde counterpart. You’d tell him that, if only your tongue didn’t tie up in knots every time you made eye contact.

Walking towards the lake, Sejanus is sure to push any low-hanging branches out of the way for you, holding out his hand to help you over loose rocks and tangles of roots. The two of you talk the entire way there, almost oblivious to the people surrounding you and the feeling of Lucy Gray staring at you. If you turned around, you’re almost certain you’d catch her grinning.

When you finally make it to the dock, you try not to stare as Sejanus pulls off his shirt, turning away to pull off your own clothes, completely unaware of the way he blushes as he turns back towards the water, for reasons unrelated to the beating sun. No matter how obvious Sejanus makes his affection, it seems impossible to you that somebody like him could love you, and even just friendship seems a little unbelievable sometimes.

The two of you wait for your younger cousins to go splashing into the water, certain that if you had jumped in first, you would have gotten pummeled with water and flying limbs. Launching yourself into the water, you resurface with a giggle as you watch Lucy Gray leap into the lake with Coriolanus hot on her heels. Sejanus is treading water next to you, and the two of you share a smile as you watch Lucy Gray out of the corner of your eye.

“They’re something else, aren’t they?” You wish you were as trusting as Lucy Gray, able to just accept affection like you deserved it, but you’re too busy daydreaming to realize that Sejanus is looking at you like you’re something to be admired.

After about twenty minutes of Maude Ivory’s splashing, you grow tired and heave yourself onto the dock, drying off in the sunshine and dangling your feet into the water. Sejanus sits next to you, claiming that he’s never been the strongest swimmer and he’d rather sit with you on mostly-solid ground, but from the way Lucy Gray winks at you, you’re almost certain it’s just an excuse to sit next to you.

The rest of the afternoon is spent lying side by side with Sejanus in the sun, talking about whatever comes to mind and kicking at your younger cousins whenever they decide to try and tug you back into the water. It’s all sunshine and giggles, and there’s a strange feeling forming in your chest, right in the center of your ribs, a feeling that grows whenever Sejanus looks over at you, eyes half-closed from the sun but still full of a sort of adoration that’s completely foreign to you.

These are always your favorite days, your favorite moments, little pockets of sun dappled peace for you to hold close to your heart and revisit whenever you’re feeling down. The way Sejanus looks at you, smiles at you, laughs at your jokes, places a gentle hand on the bottom of your back to guide you over rough terrain, catapults today to the top of your heart, a precious little jewel to hold onto.

In those moments, replaying the day over in your head with a dreamy smile on your face, you don’t have to worry about saying the wrong thing or reading too much into the way Sejanus seems to orbit you like you’re the sun, you just get to smile at the memory of the way his eyes crinkle with the intensity of his joy and the ghost of his warm palm on your back. And, no one can scold you for replaying these moments over and over, even though you’re much too nervous to ever say anything to Sejanus about the way your breath catches and your heart constricts whenever you see him.

Tagging my beloved @beybaldes because it feels illegal not to at this point

[sorryimananti-romantic]

i read your reblog last night right before bed and i really shouldn't have because i couldn't fall asleep because of how damn giddy it had me like skjkdjjd kicking my feet with the biggest dorkiest smile on my face like this is MY WIFE FRFR we're 🤞😤🔐

i can't believe light was inspired by the absolute bread crumbs that i threw into your ask box like i had to go back and read what you could have even taken from that lmao 💀💀 what's crazy is that i remember being 🤏 so close to adding light to my favorite ateez songs (mostly bc of that yunho fancam iykyk) but yes, seonghwa is just soso made for angel fiction, it's woven in his dna.

speaking of light!seonghwa, your explanations do make much more sense now concerning his romance arc and the dynamic with reader. i'm also very prone to bad-boy-blindness so 😔😔 i can fix him frfr (reader is a scientist after all). and omg the sequel ideas, i think it'd be time to bring that betrayal arc to life. reader.. cleans up the angel with dr. choi's help and then he rids of them and all otherworldly messes they left behind once and for all. & goes public about his (and reader's) research under a heroic preface. 😈 and since the angel ended seonghwa's business by then. they can fight it out in heaven or hell, wherever they end up. everyone's happy ever after?

it's like the answer was there all along. if everything/everyone has evil and good inside of them of course there isn't one or the other to find balance with each other. only out-doing each other's evilness/goodness. 😮‍💨

you can use me anytime to yap your brains out. i love love love hearing about the behind the scenes, the process and (original) train of thought and how different our interpretations can turn out to be. i'd read it over and over again, like enrichment that gives the story more life. 🥰

still can't believe light was for me. like. huh? me? 👉👈 i caused this? and you did all the amazing work. 😭 this is one of the sweetest things anyone's ever done and you being so shy to mention it until the very end!! like skjsdfjkn i was already rolling around in bed and you had to put the cherry on top and break me 🫨🫨 is there another step after marriage because?? pls don't say divorce lmao

YOU'RE A GIFT! MOST PRECIOUS! ALL THE LOVE FOR YOU! MWAH MWAH 💖🫦 (tell me these essays we write aren't the modern way of handwritten loveletters)

○ chron 🃏

omgg stop that's exactly what happened with me when i read your reblog I SPENT AN HOUR ON IT A SOLID HOUR i did it for my wife frr 🤞😤🔐 and then i kept thinking about it and ugh readers like you make writing so worth it :'))

omg yes bruh bc i had no idea what to write next, and ever since your dazzling light reblog it got me thinking if i could write more angel fics and then you sent your preferred tropes and genres in the ask and i um cooked sth up with what i had hehe (seonghwa was the member of choice bc i hadn't written him in a while, and the title just fit so well even tho it was mostly unintentional lmao) and omg yes light is such a sweet song and yunho fancam hehe i think i know what you're talking about

bad-boy blindness is so real, me as the writer had it and then i had a few days off from writing in between and that's when clarity hit me-- that seonghwa is supposed to be the villain, the baddest. he gets no redemption, and that is his tragedy. and omg not you going strong with the betrayal arc AHAHAHA i mean... greed is a real thing. reader had it. dr. choi def has it too. he's capable of doing that heuheuheue. i don't think we could ever get a happy ever after in this fic tho 😭 we did it with hala hala we couldn't do the same thing here :')

aw that's literally so sweet of you. i mean it when i say, readers like you are genuinely what makes this site worth it and what makes me want to write and post. and honestly, talking about the process of writing a certain fic or the different interpretations of it etc makes me the happiest! it's my fav thing and i always look forward to talking about it in the reblogs, comments or anywhere (and i'm glad readers are able to pick them details or ask about it-- and you def do every time it's the best thing ever :')) thank you!)

YES. light was for you. i honestly should have tagged you (i'll tag you next time i promise) but i have to credit you for the trigger that brought this fic to life- the dazzling light reblog (which got me thinking about angels) and then the tropes/genres (which got me thinking what if seonghwa angel and angel bad) LMAO yes that was my thought process. and i'm very shy even tho i may not seem like it lmao

OMG did i break you AHAHAHAHA next step after marriage is definitely divorce (i'm about to say sth 18+ i have to stop myself but just read that rolling around in bed putting the cherry on top and breaking you line in a diff context-)

NO YOU ARE THE GIFT YOU ARE SO SOOO PRECIOUS AND THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU LOVE 💖💖 HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY WEEK!

[cheruib]

what did you do to become so positive and mentally strong? is it someone in your family that guides you ~~ what inspires you ? how can you chose to shift your focus in a way that seems very easy for you,,isn't it borderline painful and uncomfortable to have to do it everyday?, does your ego ever get in the way? soso curious as i'm also going through this positivity journey, sending lots of love to you <3 hope you answer hehe

i think mostly it was a decision and a choice i took — i remember reading this book called childhood treasures by a french author and i was mesmerized by the way he talked about his childhood like it was a magical time (the truth is it wasn’t but he had a way of focusing on the veryyyy smallest things. like the smell of the bread in the very early mornings and the sound of the footsteps of his grandmother as she woke up to start working in the farm and the color the eyes of his grandpa’s took when he was happy etc..) and i never really perceived life that way before and that gave me a whole new way to look at it. so i got a journal and i slowly started writing about some things that gave me a good feeling/made me happy. it was easy until i went through some bad days where i found it hard to find something to be joyful about. and then i thought maybe this is where i should dig deep and really try to see what happened during my day that could possibly be a positive thing. And that’s when i noticed that no matter how bad it gets, there’s somehow almost always something that makes it better. but what’s even more important i believe, is to embrace those bad days, those bad feelings, and look at them in the eye and talk to them like a mother. write to them. feel them. or take them with you on a walk, let them run into the hands of nature. come back with some of them. cook them dinner and sit with them. ask them what they’re demanding and if you could do something about it, try the next day. And if you couldn’t it, accept them and let them go. it takes bravery and a lot of love towards the world and oneself, but we all have that in us, we just need to let it float to the surface so we can hold it and shine it on us and around us. ❤️‍🩹

[puppyie-innit]

(activities an games dat i enjoy playin when slipped! aka 24/7

inspired by big bruder :3 @jogabsha @jogabsha2

-hide an seek! i always liked to hide underneath bubbie’s red blankie an he would always pretend to not where i am an jus tickle me soso much an it was so much fun!!!

-tag!!!! OOH, we did dis at school together at lunchtime an i could never outrun him hehe! an again.. ended in tickles >w<

-we pway da video game sky:children of the light a lot like every single night an i always end up slipped an happy an warm an fuzzy inside an it’s jus aaaahhh!

-FETCH! again only wif big bruder, we played this at school wif a red bouncy ball he gave me once an then at his house once, NOW WE DO IT ON SKY TOOSSSS!! it’s jus so cool cuz he treats me like his real dog ninja! like wif the baby talk an eeeeeeppp! jus so so fun an wholesome an yes

i LOVE drawin when slipped, it’s jus so so fun an awesome an i get to COLOR after an den giv my pictures away to people an it jus such a good feelin, m so happy i didn’t giv up on it completely- am makin a biiigg one for my bff’s (yes, it’s still the same person) birfday when i go to calli an i can’t wait to see his reaction!!!!!

-dude, i jus incorporate the t-word in everythin can yous tell?!?!?!?! ehehehe

-i LOVE absolutely LOVE WHOLEHEARTEDLY when big bro an i would play dis game he made up called arm chair!! basically he would sit down an i would sit in between his legs an place my arms on his knees! (i also would squeeze his knees sometimes jus to make him flail >:3) ANYWAYS, he would rock me back and forth wif his legs like i was on a rollercaoster an it was jus super duper EPIC!! i loved it so much an i miss it an think bout it constantly!

-oki last game I swear! the turkey thing, this was just so flusterin a sweet an SAPPY! i miss it so so much but don’t tell him alright? oki so it goes like this:

he starts by tappin my arm while sayin “the chicken goes peck, peck, peck!” then he forms his hand into a c-like shape, an “scratches” it against my nose an face “the ducky goes quack, quack, quack!”

AN THEN, he purposefully changes his voice pitch to that of when yur talkin to a baby “but the turkey!~” he continues, signalin i should tighten my torso an brace myself cuz i know this will tickle a lot.

mmmmhh he does this dramatic inhale which makes it all the more embarrassin “the turkeeeyy~”

dontbreakdontbreakdontbreak

“the turkey goessss-“ a single hand restin intently on my tummy, gosh dangit this is fun >\\\<

then he goes in for the kill.

he lets his hand dig vigorously (not painfully tho) into my ribs, tummy, an sides, an all i can do is take it, it’s the best worst thing in the world!!!!)

[satorisoup]

wanna be so straight forward w/ u bc ur acc is so cute and under normal circumstances u would be an immediate follow but the post explaining why u type the way u do comes off as very fetishizy... i rlly doubt this is ur intention but the way u type just seems rlly strange considering ur age and then the reason why being put as smthing romantic just seems rlly iffy 😥 no hate just kinda wanted to let u know so its smthing u can keep in mind

hi hi, nonnie !! ah, thank you for bringing this to my attention !! i appreciate you explaining how you’re viewpoint is, it helps me to give you a response that might explain things for you !! (˶ᵔᵕᵔ˶)

first, i want to thank you for the sweet compliments of my bloggie !! im soso happy & i appreciate your sweet words !! THANK YOU TEEHEE !! <3

my blog is completely sfw, meaning there is absolutely no smut or suggestive things on this blog, in my rambles, or in my writing !! so yes , you are right ehe, it’s not my intention !! ( っ˕‹̥̥̥ )

fetishism / fetishization refers to things that are sexual, or the intent of making something a “ turn on ” or finding something sexually pleasurable. this is something that is not at all involved in the way i type / the way im intending when i type !!

in my original post about this linked here !! 🍓 & also the other ask i got about this linked here !! 🍰 i explained things about the possibility of age regression (?) or simply wanting to let out my inner child (?) which i am still figuring out, and how typing with quirks/shortening words makes me feel more comfortable & really, its fun !! that is all !! after that, in order to distract myself after revealing something that was quite personal to me and made me nervous, i talked about my f/os !!

the reason i did is simply because, they make me feel comfortable !! it’s not really too much of a romantic intent, but more over me wanting to feel safe, comforted & cared for expressing myself by them !! like me wanting to be held closely/rocked to sleep, holding fingers or hands, or wanting to do a fashion show !! fashion shows are so fun !! >//<

i think what you might be referring to is a ddlg dynamic, ( which would also involve me using the term daddy which i do not do ) which is not at all my personal intended sense !! its me wanting to feel safe and happy with myself !! <3

i also mentioned this but, i actually dont type like that all the time !! the times i do is mostly when im talking to my mutuals !! this is because my mutuals have shown a respect and understanding towards me, and i want them to know i appreciate them !! its something that shows them “ i feel relaxed and comfortable with you, so i want to express myself with you !! ” its my special way of showing im happy & being me !! ^_^

my blog is a safe space for me, so i like to express myself in this way, and also while talking about my f/o’s !!

even when talking in real life, i sometimes shorten my words like that ehe !! so it’s also partly portraying the way i talk !! the main ones ill say are “ n’ . . . “ realsies ” . . . and “ sho ” !!

my blog is about spreading kindness and positivity, always !! no matter what, i always want to show others that i can be a safe space !! i love making friends and showing that i truly care ehe !! :>

thank you for bringing this to my attention nonnie !! i appreciate you sharing your viewpoint, and i hope i was able to clear some things up for you my love !! (つω`｡) if any of this makes you uncomfortable, please do feel free to block me so you aren’t exposed to something that makes you feel bad !! <3 i wouldn’t ever want to make you feel that way !! :<

with all of that said, i hope you have the bestest of days nonnie !! mwuah, mwuah !! (੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ 🍓

my typing quirks are listed here, for better understanding !! ◝( ´ᗜ` )◜ it’s mostly just words that are abbreviated !!

m’ = my / i’m

n’ = and

sho = so ( like “ shooo cute !! ” )

ehe/hehe/teehee = laughing

tha/da = the

dis = this

fink/fank = think/thank

yous = you

mwe/ma = me/my

ouh = oh ( just another way of saying oh, but more of a dramatic effect )

[lampiridaes]

NOT A REQ, JUST DROPPING BY TO SAY

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE OF THE BEST PERSON I EVER MET IN THIS PLATFORM, I HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY, KIYO!!

Thank you for being my friend and even brainrotting with me hehe, it was so fun after finally getting to know you !! When I found your blog, I was honestly so shy to approach at first but after getting to know you and getting to talk to you on a casual level was honestly the best Christmas gift I could ask for ><

Congrats on getting 30 followers!! I hope more people find you because I absolutely adore your works and I want more people to visit your blog because you are one of the nicest people I know so I'm wishing you the best with all of my love and support for your blog's growth!! <333

i literally read this when u sent it but i was giggling sm i forgot to answer

MERRY CHRISTMAS YUE!!! THANK YOU FOR ALSO BEING MY FRIEND!!! i remember seeing your rb for my rui and shizuku hcs and being like "WAAHHHH THIS PERSON IS SO SWEET OHMG"

AND!!! I WAS SUPER DUPER HAPPY WHEN U SENT THAT ASK!!! i literally didn't know how to make friends here on tumblr since i've used twitter since i was 12 and subtwts were the only way i knew how to make friends... so ty for also kinda giving me confidence to send other ppl asks !!????

BRAINROTTING IS SO FUN WITH YOU!!! SO MANY IDEAS COME JNTO MY HEAD AMD THEY MAKE ME HAPPY!!! im pretty sure i wrote the kaoru fic as quickly as i did bc of you lmao so tysm <3 ALSO I WAS SUPER SURPRISED WHEN I GOT THE NOTIF THAT YOU REBLOGGED IT!!???? had so much fun reading ur tags btw

THANK YOI SO MUCH!!! IM SO GLAD PEOPLE LOVE MY WORK IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. i was so worried when i started like "what if nobody likes my writing" BUT SURPRISE!!! SO MANY PEOPLE DID!!! AND IT MAKES ME SOSO HAPPY IM SO GRATEFUL THAT EVERYONE HAS BEEN RLLY NICE AND WELCOMING TO ME <3

HAPPY HOLIDAYS YUE!!! HAVE AN AMAZING DAY. OR NIGHT. WHATEVER TIME IT IS I HOPE IT IS AMAZING ૮ ˶´ ᵕˋ ˶ა

[jils-things]

skips in hello hi jil i'd love to talk abt them im so sorryy i've been thinking abt them too much teehee ty soso much for letting me gush abt my loves eek ♡ random bit of lore but ? marianne moves and when she's getting her trainer card changed over at the lab sina mentions they've been studying fairy types and since it's a ' new phenomena ' marianne goes ' what ? ' - she has . . no clue what that is months later when marianne's having catchup w augustine abt data on mega n stuff she mentions she loves flowers and has a flower press handed down from her grandma from galar but hasn't had a chance to go out and do anything yet since she came to kalos - kind of like a side note - and he goes ' oh i'm actually double checking this field work sina and dexio did out on route 4 - bunch of flowers there do you want to come ? ' and she's super shy but says sure , i wanna see what fairy types are anyway i still don't really know ? ( she's not a dex holder so she has like no way of . . . being that knowledgable ? ) they go there and she's like v nervous because he's just going over notes and looking through his tablet or whatever but encourages her to go ( vulnerability ? huge lore theme ) and she starts collecting flowers and opens her press and he's like ' oh so this is what you do ? ' and she's so nervous and is like ' yeah . . v_v ' and he's basically completely forgotten abt what he's there for bc he's just v interested in people anyway and his main focus / passion is mega not typing matchups so starts asking her abt flowers and she's so so happy to talk abt flower language and turns out he knows it too ( he loves lavender it turns out since - although its different in kalos ( ' french ' lavender ) it reminds him of home + he also has fond memories of floaroma back in sinnoh so he really really likes flowers ) and they sit there talking about ' i think a persons favourite flower reveals a lot abt them ' and it's one of their first like , one on one moments thats not at a cafe or at the lab and she has this cute interaction w the flabebe obv bc they ride on flowers ? she's totally smitten w them and he's like ' oh yeah fairy type ! look - it's a bit like you ' ok thank you thank you so sorry this was super long forgive mee . . i should be asleep hehe ; bye bye + niniii ! ( priv or not up to you ! )

CHARM HEWWO... omg dude im so... i just learned the deeper meaning of marianne and her flowers this is so.... homaGAD.... NONO IM SO SPEECHLESS IN A WAY THAT IM JUST AMAZED HOW IT PLAYED OUT.... what was supposed to be a little visit to see the fairy types ended up being sycamore slowly learning more about this kind lady and her little interest with flowers... and given how he's reminded of the flowers in sinnoh OHHGFO IT JUST PIECES TOGETHER NICELY IM SOOO EEEEEE 💚💚💚 he even FORGOT what were they here for (silly man.. silly silly)

i appreciate people who are more fascinated in the person they're talking to its just shows they're super attentive and im sure this little flower fact will come in handy for him when he wants to... dare i say, impress her??? 🤭 egads... do you think at one point in their relationship she makes a pressed flower plate or something for him??? or maybe the other way around???? 😳 me brain wanderin oopsie....

UEUEUEUE I LOVE FLABEBES SO MUCH (i had one in my xy gameplay and im. very overprotective of it) I LOVE SEEIN THEM INCORPORATED IN THEIR WIDDLE LOVE STORY EHRHRHHEHRD sycamore would absolutely just... watch her with a flabebe in silence and realize how similar they are... in beauty and gentleness wiwiwiw (also now it just hits harder for me cuz i remember one of the sycamari comms you shared had flabebes in it im hrujrururr 🥺🥺🥺🥺)

[teenyweenyeenymeeny]

🧨 for everyone u can think of! This is always one of my favorites 2 know

everyone omg … okay !!!!! if I forget anyone tell me and I will reblog !!! + this is Kind of hard for me perhaps as someone who is kind of little All of the time without many specific triggers so if I can’t think of anything or wander off topic you have to be nice to me !!

🧨 - What triggers their regression? (Positive or negative)

Mystic Messenger

Jumin - mostly it is stress !! He is always a Little bit stressed he is very busy all the time !! But when things get to him on a Personal level [like if Elizabeth III is in danger or the RFA or when he has to interact with his dad’s new girlfriends… I think there is one more thing the game said bothered him Especially but I can’t remember what it is !! Oops !!!] ALSO if he is overstimulated he regresses too !! when he is more comfy regressing he has positive triggers too like being called certain nicknames or certain cat characters he might see OR actually this one is not really positive but Also it is not negative but he thinks it is. Very Inconvenient !! But wearing a mask starts to be something that makes him feel little just because it is something he does most often when he Is little and similarly !! Sometimes putting a diaper on for bed makes him feel small !!

Yoosung - if ANYONE babies him he WILL be a baby in response 🤍 including praising him and calling him cute OR teasing or worrying for him which !! Happens often hehe… SO much makes him regress like. Thinking too hard about regressing triggers it !! Talking about Rika makes him regressed and upset though :(

Seven - he doesn’t regress too often especially when he is Big Brother In Charge but. EXTREMELY easy way to make him regress is. Vanderwood getting frustrated with him jsjsjsj Vanderwood isn’t Exactly his caregiver but he definitely has a. Naggy mom role tehe

Saeran - for positive triggers… ice cream! It reminds him of the good parts of his childhood… but unfortunately that is kind f… the only good happy one 🥺 most f th time he regresses for a specific reason it is becaus of nightmares :(

Ray - he has a lot of similar negative triggers as Saeran but more positive ones !! He regresses when people are affectionate toward him 🤍

Persona 5

Akira - soso many once again… affection… praise… AND also when he feels like he did something wrong :( he ALSO regresses if he does stuff he does when he is little !! Like consuming kiddy media or colouring or playing games or I don’t know !! Wah !! Oh accidents too !! They make him feel Very little

Futaba - she regresses when she is scared or overwhelmed :( but more POSITIVELY she mostly regresses when Kira is already regressed !! She loooves being his cool big sister 🤍

Akechi - regresses when he is overwhelmed and when he is frustrated he throws BIG tantrums

Mishima - he !! regresses when he feels safe I think ๑❛ᴗ❛๑ like hm. After something scary when things are okay again !! he is. Forever Relieved he doesn’t regress IMMEDIATELY when things are scary he doesn’t like to think about what would have happened if he regressed in front of Kamoshida :( and being praised of course. He is a good baby ๑>ᴗ❛๑

Persona 4

Yuu - weh… difficult I was just about to say But perhaps not. As much as I first thought he regresses when other people baby him and this is Vague it. Includes even when Yosuke buys food for him and stuff like that !! Also specifically !!! Bunny apples because Ayane and he eat them when they regress together 🤍

Yosuke - often he regresses when he is anxious !! mostly in a jealous way like if he feels left out he is like 🥺🥺🥺 but Also when either Chie or Yuu are regressed he almost ALWAYS does he is their big brother !!

Chie - sometimes when she is watching kung fu movies and practicing her moves she is having so much fun and she regresses !! And also when Yosuke is regressed she is almost ALWAYS his little sister + when Yuu is regressed she likes to be his big sister but she doesn’t always regress to do that

Kanji - cute things 🤍 especially more “girlish” cute things because he is more comfortable presenting in a more traditionally “feminine” way when he’s little !! He loves soft things especially like stuffed animals and blankets AND he also loves cute little animal crackers 🤍 all of these things help him regress !!!!! AND also when his friends are gentle with him 🤍

Naoto - he regresses either when he is overwhelmed OR when he is having fun !!! Especially if he is solving puzzles !!!! He loves those 🤍

Teddie - it is kind of hard to tell when he is regressed or not because VERY little changes but he does it when he is having fun OR when he and Yosuke fight that is an INSTANT little brother trigger

Ayane - I think she is. Like me !!!! She is almost always kind of little she is just also almost always able to pretend she’s not around people she doesn’t trust [everyone but Yuu] the only triggers she has to make her feel so little she can’t as easily hide it are when she has to settle for things she doesn’t like for the sake of others’ happiness and also !!!! Bunny apples ๑❛ᴗ❛๑

Lookism (no one cares but me 🤍)

Jay - getting attention especially from Daniel !!! He is kind of easy to trigger most of the time it is not specific but when Daniel talks to him it certainly makes him regress

Vasco - ouuuu being taken care of and fussed over 🤍 like after he gets in a fight when Jace cleans him up Easy start to baby time !!! Especially if he gets a cool bandaid !!!!!!!

[cherrypeaking]

my baby~~ 🥺🥺 i hope you slept well! i woke up a few hours after we went to sleep together and i was so soft that i teared up hehe like omg we really went to sleep at the same time and said goodnight 🥺🩵🩵 it really made my heart so soft i wanna go to sleep and wake up with you my love 🥺🥺 like omg if my domestic thoughts were frequent before they’re even more abundant now >///<

i wanna take you to all the cute little gift shops in my city and then feed you sweets and lay around and watch cartoons with you 🥺🥺

we’re having real food for dinner again!! my mom’s making lasagna and i just wanna remind you that i make a great lasagna 😏 i’m pure wifey material~

i can’t stop thinking about you and your pretty face and your pretty voice everything about you is so delicate and pretty 🥺🥺 and you’re so selfless and kind and sweet and soft and you’re so funny too dkhsjs 😭😭 like i’m still not over how you’re my ideal type to a T and you just,, walked into my life like?? 😭 how did i get so lucky??? i’m so so thankful for you 🥺🥺🥺🩵

i miss you 🥺🥺🩵🩵 i wish i could kiss you right now >3< 🩵 i love you so much my cherry beary fairy~ the sweet rose to my tulip 🥺🥺🌹🌷🩷

mommy omg when i went to sleep the only person on my mind was you 🥺🥺🩷 i thought it was so cute too that we fell asleep at the same time… aaaah you didn’t sleep that much did you mommy? 🥺😭 i feel like i slept a lot compared to you dhsbfbd i kept hugging my blanket i need you 🥺🩷

that would be a dream that would mean getting to have sweets and watch cartoons with my one and only crystal gem 🥺🥺🥹💎🩷 i really wanna take you to stores and shops too 🥺🩷

hehehe that i do remember 😌 hehe you’re such an amazing wifey mommy 🥺🥺 i hope to be a good wifey for you too~ also so relieved that despite the new potatoes you got something else for dinner hehe 🤭🩷

this part made me cry mommy fhsbfbd you make me so happy mommy, i can’t believe you are just my ideal type my love 🥺🩷 i remember when we first told each other how we felt it’s one of the first things i brought up… you’re so kind, considerate, sweet, funny and an amazing listener 🥺🩷 and you’re so so beautiful pretty cute and sexy mommy 🥺🥺😚🩷 i always feel like i’m dreaming with you and i never want to wake up if it’s indeed a dream 🥺🥹😭🩷🩷 i love you so so much mommy 🥺🥺🩷

the mood board is soso adorable my love omg 🥺😭😭😭🩷🩷 i love it so much it’s so us 🥺🥺 love the little taehyuns and tyuntwinz stars ofc 🥺🥺🩷🩷

i wish i could kiss you all the time mommy ;////; i’m so glad i’m up now 🥺🥺🩷 hehehe the beautiful tulip to my rose mommy 🥺🩷🌷🌹

[sunmoonjune]

chapter fifteen was so so amazing when i tell you i woke up early this morning and it absolutely made my day?.?.?. from the moment i finished to now at 4am it’s been on my mind and AGH.. the story has been progressing so beautifully and like the little details like the parallels btwn bug’s mask and woo’s chain :’(( i notice new things every time i reread and that’s such a remarkable thing to do as a writer i cannot word enough how much i love your works ?? like i can’t believe the emotional attachment i have to your world and your characters?? i genuinely think they’ll forever have a place in my heart. especially san’s character like he is so impossible not to love,, woo is growing so much on me too i luvluvluv him <3 all the physical touch in ch15 made me soso happy and the way they’re all so observant n attentive to each other <33 i sometimes shy away from writing these but just know i come back literally every other night to read ltm before bed :D didn’t mean to get all gushy on u so i’ll stop here but i hope uve been doing amazing n taking care !!!

uwaah I'm so so happy you enjoyed it!!

hehe I also really like to hear that you guys catch little details when you reread! I throw a lot of them in so it warms my hear to hear that you catch them :D both bug's mask and wooyoung's chain play a big role in their backstories so there will be much on them in the future!

ahh but fr you'll make me blush :>> I'm so happy that others got attached to bug and the boys and this story like I did! It is definitely not something I expected but it makes me so proud <33

ateez and their bond with each other and bug <33 it is most definitely my favorite relationship I've ever written,, they're so tender and caring and I crave for a bond like they have with each other :"))

(also no worries hehe!! I love reading stuff like this so feel free to get as mushy as you want xD)

thank you so much my dear <33 I hope you're doing well too <3

[sighs-deeply-and-dreadfully]

Forgot to say in my last ask (the one with the garden question) that I absolutely LOVE the Drabble you did for the prompt I sent (male x Wally) it absolutely made my day <3 was a little down and sad about all the work I have to do for projects tomorrow(working around weather urhhhpmth) when I’m in some pain but it cheered me up alot!! Thank you!!!

I'm soso glad you enjoyed it!!! I was practically giggling the entire time I wrote it-- I absolutely adore fluff and it was such a cute prompt and agrjgrjgrjgdrgnrmsyuifabfwsfs8nmtvfgiyufg /pos HAHA I'm also soso glad it could cheer you up, too!! I'm really happy to hear that! Things like that are one of the main reasons I write for blogs like these :] hehe,, But I hope your workload eases up soon, though, friend!! And that any pain also eases up soon!!!!! /g

[sammyluvr]

‘hmmm . i think he'd maybe like that i'm a realistic optimist! i think he's is too and i think it'd important/nice for him to have someone around him that's just as hopeful about things <3’

that would be his saving grace basically ��cause why is everyone on that show so depressed (yeah I get it you got tortured in hell, bro I go to uni same thing) like they need optimism so bad and basically idk if you watched walker but the scene where Jared’s telling his kid ‘you make all of us feel’ that would be you to tfw and they’d all just be like, ‘you’re basically our angel’

LMAO THIS WAS SO RANDOM SORRY BUT I THOUGHT OF THIS IMMEDIATELY AFTER I SAW THE POST

okay and for signing off I have come up with something

— kiss (does that work? I’m fighting with my parents because they didn’t name me kiss when they first had me (which in their defense I would be weirded out if they did but that’s not the point))

aWE WAIT THIS IS SUCH A SWEET ASK :((( thanks hehe aghhh

wagh i haven't seen all of walker and i have a shit memory but maybe i remember that part?! and it's making me so :(( that's soso sweetttt aghhh oh to be a positive soft and optimistic influence for them <33

NO DON'T BE SORRY THIS ASK MADE ME SO HAPPY <33

and YES that's perfect it's so adorable ahhh <333

[dollivication]

OMG HELLO AGAIN!

You got my vibe you definitely match my freak 💋

I love how you said it "spiders in the tummy" just- that's exactly what I wanted to say

But now imagine the second reaction?

Girl this just keeps going around in my head-

He's sobbing in front of her, demanding an explanation as to why she's suddenly lost interest in him, did he do something wrong? Something she don't like? He's so dense that cannot understand that his attitude was the whole problem!

He even tries to gently take her hands, looking for some contact, something to keep him focused, but the speed with which she pulls her hand away hurts him almost physically.

Now, what if reader gets even ruder? Saying something like 'are you seriously asking that? Dude just- fuck off...' and looking at him in disgust? Bro he is no longer crying suddenly he thinks he's had enough

The last thing he sees pass before his eyes is how, by instinct, his hands travel to the collar of her shirt, pushing her hard against the wall. There are no more tears, now there is pure fucking anger, Shaking her hard demanding that she stop being a little bitch and go back to the way she was before-

I dunno maybe him forcing her to kiss him and get in her knees and apologize for being rude then he kneels in front of her with a smile knowing that he got his way again.

Dollie you don't know how bad I want to make him cry and then make him angry 😞

-🌮

HAIIIIII 🌮NON!!! >.< AND OMGGFHFHD…!!?!!?1!? TITTERING RN IM BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS U GET ME SO WELL…🩷🩷🩷‼️‼️

THERES JUST SOMETHING ABOUT MEN BEING SO DESPERATE!! especially nero… nero my waif..

starting off so pathetic, in tears,, begging before straight up snapping and just taking what he wants in retaliation to yur hurtful attitude.. he think he deserves to get what hes desired 4 so long, especially after everything you’ve put him throuh ‼️‼️

HES SOOO AGGRESSIVE WHEN HES HAD ENOUGH! thinks he’s the one being rational, when it looks like he’s lost his mind! (honestly? he might as damn well have >.<!) and thinks it’s up to him to knock some “sense” into yew!

he’d cup your face in his hands without a hint of tenderness, and force your lips onto his! don’t try fighting back, his grasp is only shy of your throat after all hehe :3 !! makes yu kiss him sloppily too, he’s obviously still desperate to taste you, feel you, in spite of his aggravation! there’ll def be a string of saliva after you guys pull away <3

THE KNEELING,??? IM DIZZY IM DIZZY IM SICK HE WOUULYDHJFDD… nero is a bit delusional!! he’s just soo happy you’ve finally come to yur senses and realized that yew loved him back （^人^）!!

and now that he’s gotten yew all submissive for him, he’ll snap everytime he thinks yur stepping out of line! soso rough with you; can’t yew just act like you’re supposed to??

im ILL IM SICK iyuuhuhhhgds… 🌮non u cooked so hard w this crumb of thought i lauv yew…

[taintedcigs]

*cracks knuckles* lets START. i wont be able to quote but i will DELIVER STILL I PROMISE. first of all buckingham inclusion in this fic was not a want it was A NEED I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT. I JUST LOVE THOSE TWO SOSOSOO MUCH. WITH MY WHOLE HEART.

CHRISSYYY IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND!!! GOD I LOVE HER. AND I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE ROBIN TOO!! IT BRINGS SUCH A REALIST ASPECT OF BOTH OF THEM AND HOW DIFFERENTLY THEY SEE THINGS!!!!! i love chrissy defending reader and robin FULLY understanding whats going on because damn chrissy is SO good w her words!!!!!!! also their little girls night!?!? im so so obsessed. i need them to invite me to their next one ASAP. 😭😭😭💗💗💗 also where reader apologized to chrissy ARGUWHWHW I LOVE THEIR FRIENDSJIP SOOO SO MUCH. i love the way you explore friendships and other relationships in your stories!! they are always such a good addition and make the GUT WRENCHING ANGST so much softer to swallow!!! i love reading abt them sm!! you write these characters w such depth that i feel so soft w all of them. even w the ones im mad at!! thats why i feel so bad for steve even when im mad at him i think😭😭 I CRACKED THE CODEE

ANYWAYS ONTO THE WILD PART…. EDDIE AND READER ARE SO CUTE OH MY GOD. EDDIE GETTING WORRIED ABT R… FEELING SO SO SAD ABR NOT SEEING HER… AND THINLING HE HAS NO CHANCE AGAINST STEVE ANDNDJSJSJJSSJJSSJSJ LIKE HELLO U SHOULD SEE HOW MANY READERS ARE ON UR TEAM EDDIE I PROMISE U HAVE AS MUCH OF A CHANCE THAT JE DOESS😭😭😭😭 i just wanna cry. i wanna hug him wrap him in a blanket and read some stories to him!!!!!! hes so precious soft loverboy im gonna lose my mindddd

ALSO HIM GETTING ALL BLUSHY WHEN READER CALLS HIM PRETTY STOP HES SUCH A LITTLE LOVELY PRETTY BB I NEED TO EAT HIM.

NOW ONTO THAT FUCKING ENDING. OHMTGOD. MY JAW IS ON TJE FLOOR?!?? EDDIES FONNA FUXKING FREEEAAK OUT. THIS IS IT. IT CHANGES EVEEERYTHING NOW. I MEAN WE KNEW THERE WAS MORE BETWEEN THEM BUT TJIS CHANGES EVERYTJING.

IM SOSOS EXCITED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER AMD EVERYTHING TJAT WILL HAPPEN IN THIS SERIES. i luv it soso much. your writing is so beautiful. and i luv how i always change teams when i read a steve-centric or eddie-centric chapters LMAO. i have no backbone atp. im just along for tje ride. ill be happy for both outcomes bc those are my lil babieeesss i luv them w my entire heart and i loooove you w my entire heart thank yoı for this story. i love you so so much. so in order not to get to sappy. i will end this review w this;

(u r the mastermind for creating this masterpiece of a fic. mwah mwah mwah. giving u smooches for it hehe🧸💗)

I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss | part 24

Warnings: slight angst, weed and alcohol consumption, mentions of heartbreak, mentions of unrequited feelings, love triangle. not proofread

Pairings: Steve Harrington x fem!reader | Eddie Munson x fem!reader

Summary: You take Robin's advice and take some time to yourself in hopes that it will help you figure out your feelings.

Word count: 5k

A/N: If any of you mind the Eddie x reader in this story, you might want to stop reading cause there will be more Eddie x reader from now but also, still a lot of Steve x reader, as well.

series masterlist

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Chrissy is watching you with curious eyes as she leans against the counter in Robin’s kitchen, she is snacking on the raspberries that Robin had gotten for her. Robin is mixing the cocktails that you have wished for. 

The Cure is playing in the living room, you are sitting on the couch, crossed legged with a magazine on your lap. The rain is paddling down the windows, distant thunder rumbling in the sky. This summer has been a hot and rainy one. 

Robin looks over at you, watching the way you change positions and lie back, holding up the magazine as you hum along to the song. 

“How long will it take her? What do you think?” 

Robin looks over at Chrissy, eyes skipping down to her lips as she pops another raspberry into her mouth. 

“What do you mean?” Robin asks, blushing when Chrissy catches her staring. 

Chrissy looks down at the counter, hiding her smile. She might not ever get over the very visible effect she has on Robin. 

“For her to call Eddie.”

Robin snorts. 

“Well, I told her that she needs time to herself.”

“She really does but there is no y/n without Eddie anymore,” Chrissy chuckles.

“Seriously,” Robin mumbles. 

Chrissy furrows her brows, eying her slowly, “I mean, it’s not a bad thing. Eddie is good to her.” 

She nods. 

“Yeah, well, she needs to figure out her feelings and who she wants.” 

Chrissy frowns.

“Robin, I don’t think that she wants anyone, right now,” she mumbles, shaking her head at the taller girl, “even if she has feelings for Eddie, it doesn’t mean that she will get into a relationship with him now, she’s not ready and he knows it, that’s why he hasn’t made a move on her yet.”

Robin and Chrissy are aware of Eddie’s feelings – everyone is, everyone except for you. 

Anyone can see the way he looks at you. The way his eyes light up whenever he sees you, the way his cheeks flush a deeper color whenever you lean closer to him or take his hand. The way he looks so much happier when you’re around.

“It’s not just Eddie, she still loves Steve and one of them is gonna end up with a broken heart,” Robin mumbles as she reaches for the straws in the drawer. 

Chrissy frowns at her, “you’re acting like she’s leading them on, Robin. It’s not like she’s messing around with them both. As far as I know, Steve was the only one she kissed and that was only one time. She’s not even hanging out with him unless we’re all there. I don’t think that he’s ever getting a second chance.” 

Robin sighs as she puts the straws into the drinks she just finished making. 

“I get it, you care about all of them but nothing is happening between them–”

“Nothing is happening yet. You didn’t see what I saw.” 

Chrissy rolls her eyes, she reaches for Robin’s hand, squeezing it tightly as she looks at her. 

“Robin, you’re the best, my favorite girl ever, you know that.” 

Robin’s heart skips a beat and a smile tugs at her lips as she looks down at the pretty blonde. 

“But you need to leave them be. I can assure you, she would never hurt anyone on purpose, lead them on or mess around with them both. She’s not that kind of girl. She needs to figure out her feelings, yes. But she needs to do it on her own, I mean, we can be there for her and give advice but that’s all, nothing we will say or do will change the way she feels or thinks. We all know that she has feelings for them both and that fucking sucks because yeah, one of them will end up hurt if she has to choose between them but that’s not something that she or we need to worry about now. She is not even looking for a relationship and she’s certainly not looking for one with her ex-boyfriend – I mean, maybe in the future but not right now. Besides, I don’t think that he deserves her, not now, not ever.” 

Chrissy looks at her with slight disappointment in her eyes, something that makes Robin shrink back a little. Robin has been more protective over Steve’s feelings than yours, it’s something that upsets her a little. 

“I know he is your new best friend or whatever but, she is still your friend too and she’s been through a lot, don’t forget about what he did to her. The fact that she even took him back as a friend is more than he deserves. If I was in her place, I would’ve never even given him that chance.” 

Guilt crosses Robin’s features and Chrissy knows that she had talked some sense into her. 

“And don’t forget that it was Steve who made moves on her. He kissed her. She didn’t kiss him, she didn’t give him false hope, she also never gave Eddie false hope. So, let her deal with her feelings, let her feel – even if she ends up kissing them both or even hooking up with them both, it’s not your problem.” 

She is right. Robin knows that she is but all she wanted to do was to keep her friends from hurting. 

“Now let’s just drink these cocktails and have some fun,” Chrissy says, smiling at her. 

Robin nods, “yeah.” 

Chrissy steps closer, putting her hand on Robin’s shoulder, she inches closer and presses her lips against her cheek, kissing her. 

It’s not the first time that Chrissy kissed her cheek but it makes her heart explode every time. 

“You’re a good friend to them all, Robin. But you need to let them figure it all out on their own.” 

Robin is too busy freaking out over the little kiss to come up with any words. 

Chrissy moves away, hiding her smile as she looks down. She takes the bowl of raspberries and one of the drinks. 

“Let’s go.”

“Y-Yeah,” Robin squeaks out, she closes her eyes when the blonde walks out of the kitchen. Taking a deep breath, she takes the other two drinks and follows her out.

You sit up when the two girls finally join you in the living room again. You close the magazine and throw it on the little table. Robin sits down next to you, handing you the drink she made. 

You wrap your hand around the cold glass, taking it from her hand. You notice her pink cheeks and how she tries to hide her face behind her short hair. 

“Took you two long enough, what were you doing in there, making out?” You tease her causing her to blush even harder. 

She turns to you with wide eyes, hitting your arm, softly. 

Chrissy giggles, staring at Robin. 

“So, what kind of cocktail is it?” You ask, looking down at the pink drink. 

“It’s a pink mojito,” Robin mumbles, rolling her eyes at the smirk on your face. At least you look a little more relaxed than you did earlier. 

“Ooh! That sounds good!” You smile, looking between the two blushing girls, you hold your glass up, “well, cheers, girls!” 

Chrissy smiles at the excited look in your eyes as you eagerly take a sip of the drink. 

“Cheers,” Robin chuckles, flashing Chrissy a smile as she wraps her lips around the straw. 

Your eyes widen as the sweetness hits your taste buds. You place your hand on Robin’s shoulder, turning towards her, excitedly.

“That’s so good, Robin! What the hell are you doing at Scoops Ahoy? You should be working at a bar!” 

She chuckles, giving you a proud smile, “thanks.”

“You could be a bartender.”

Robin shrugs, patting herself on the shoulder as she takes another sip. 

“A really hot one too,” Chrissy comments, causing Robin to almost choke on her drink. 

You can’t hold back your laughter this time. You look at Chrissy, who is giggling at Robin’s reaction. You would be lying if you said that you are not impressed by Chrissy’s ability to flirt without turning into a blushing mess. She used to be so shy and awkward, now she seems more confident and happier than ever. It makes you happy to see her like this. 

When you turn back to Robin, you almost burst into laughter again. Her cheeks are glowing. 

When you first met her, you were a little intimidated by her, thinking that she was a little mean because of the way she would tease Eddie sometimes. You thought that she was someone who is very sure of herself and knows what she wants and how to get it. But it turns out that she turns into a shy, stuttering mess around the girl that she likes. You watched her flirt with Chrissy and fail miserably, something that makes Chrissy adore her even more. 

“You good, Robin?” You ask, wiggling your brows at her. 

“Yes, I’m fine! I’m gonna need a few of these tonight,” Robin mutters under her breath, staring down at her drink. 

You know she expected something else of this night, something like you spilling all your true feelings to her but instead, she is the one getting teased. 

By the look on her face, you already know that, that is gonna change soon. 

Robin looks at the smile on your face, the one that doesn’t even reach your eyes. She knows what's going on in the back of your mind. A part of her wants you to just let all your guards down and spill all your feelings to her but the other part wants you to just let loose and have fun. 

“Drink up, girl. I got some more cocktails for you to try.” 

“Don’t have to tell me twice.” 

It’s been a long time since you had spent time with them alone, a girls night was long overdue. There are certain things that you can’t talk about with Eddie or Steve. Only as your mind finally relaxes after a few drinks, do you realize just how much you missed them. You missed Robin and her rambles or how she tries to make you laugh with stories about her work days with Steve. You missed Chrissy, it’s been a while since you had been with her, since you had gone shopping with her or had a girls night like this. You have been so in your head, dealing with your own thoughts and feelings that you haven’t even been aware of how much you’ve neglected your friendship with them. 

Neither Chrissy or Robin have ever pulled away from you. It was you who pulled away from them. Not because you didn’t want to be around them anymore but because you wanted them to have the chance to be alone and get to know one another without you standing in between them. And, it wasn’t just that. Chrissy’s past feelings for you made you worry about how Robin would feel about you and your friendship with them both. 

Heather is rarely ever around anymore. It’s not something you blame her for. You know what it’s like to be in love and wanting to spend every moment with that person. You just miss her and your girls night with her.

The smell of nail polish and alcohol and the vanilla scented candle all mingle together, normally, you would have had a headache already had you not been so tipsy. 

Chrissy is trying not to mess up your nails as she carefully applies the black color to your nails, all while giggling after a few too many drinks. 

“I swear, you’re gonna mess this up, Chris,” you say, giggling as she shakily holds the applicator. 

“I’m not gonna mess it up! I’m a pro!” She flicks her hair back. 

You snort. 

“I told you not to do it drunk!” 

“I am not drunk, do you see me struggling?” She tilts her head, giving you a pointed look as she gestures to your left hand.

You hold it up, squinting your eyes as you look at the colored nails. Not a single drop of black is painting the skin around your nails. You are impressed to see it done so perfectly, considering how the girl was giggling the whole time as she applied the nail polish. 

“Wow, that’s actually impressive.” 

“Told you, I’m a pro.” She gives you a proud smile. 

You hear Robin in the kitchen, preparing another round of drinks. You watch Chrissy, a smile tugs at your lips. She looks content, her skin is glowing and she is wearing a constant smile on her face. 

She is happy now. 

How have you not noticed how sad she had been before she met Robin? 

How have you not realized why she hated Steve so much?

How have you not figured out how she felt about you? 

You had always been so focused on him, on your feelings, on your pain. You never noticed what was going on around you or who you were hurting. 

She did so much for you. She was always there for you. She was there when you cried over him. She was there when he kept hurting you. She was there when he broke your heart. 

Could you have done the same for someone you were in love with? 

You have spent so many nights wondering what could have been if you and Steve had never crossed that line, if you just stayed friends. 

Would you have to watch him fall in love with Nancy? 

Would you have to watch him get hurt?

Would you have to watch him get his heart broken by her over and over again?

Would you have to pick up the pieces over and over again when he’d crawl back to her only to get hurt again? 

Would you have to watch him get his heart completely crushed when she’d leave him for someone else?

Would you have to watch him love her even after what she did?

Could you do what she did? 

Could you pick up the pieces and be there for him while loving him so much? While he’d love someone else?

Your smile falls and your heart sinks a little when you think about the way she felt. 

“Hey,” you whisper. 

She looks at you through her bangs, “hi.” 

“I’m sorry.”

Her brows pull together, she eyes the sad look on your face. She leans back, letting go of your hand so she can put the applicator back into the little bottle. 

“What are you sorry for?”

“I was a pretty shitty friend for not noticing how you felt, back then.” 

Her eyes soften, a sigh falls from her lips. She shakes her head at you, “no, it’s–”

“It’s not okay and I’m just really sorry. You were always there for me and I was only ever focused on my feelings.”

Her blue eyes flash with understanding. She is not mad at you, she could never be. 

“Well, I would be too if I was in your place. You really loved him and he really hurt you. I don’t blame you for how you felt or how you dealt with your pain. He was the one for you – hell, if I imagine myself in your place, I’d probably forget about everyone around me! I would just pack my stuff and run away just because I wouldn’t be able to look at her!” 

“Would you?” 

Her shoulders slump and a sad smile tugs at her lips, “no, I could never leave you and Heather.” 

“And Robin.” 

“She’s the heartbreaker in this scenario.” 

“Oh,” you nod, giggling before you realize what she just said. Your face grows serious and your eyes widen, “o-oh!” 

Her eyes flash with amusement when she watches the realization cross your features. 

“You’re in love with her? Like, you’re in love with her! Like, she is ‘the one’, the one?!” You say in a hushed whisper. 

She nods, unable to hide the smile on her face. 

You squeal as quietly as you can, clapping your hands together as a bright smile appears on your face. 

“Oh my god, Chrissy!” 

You throw your arms around her, pulling her into a tight hug. 

“Careful with the nails!” She says, panickedly before she falls into a fit of giggles when you squeeze her tightly.

“This is so exciting, Chris. Oh, I’m so happy for you– wait, are you two together? Please tell me you are, you are so cute together, oh my god, I’m gonna cry.” 

You feel her body shaking a little as she pulls back from the hug, still laughing at your reaction. 

“Yeah,” she whispers, “but it’s still a secret!” 

“Since when!? How? Who asked who? I need to know everything!” You whisper. 

She grabs your hands, grinning from ear to ear, she opens her mouth but before she can tell you anything, she gets interrupted by Robin who comes back with more drinks, cheerfully humming along to Everywhere by Fleetwood Mac. 

She halts in her tracks, looking between you two, “what are you two whispering about? Some gossip you can’t share with me?” She jokes. 

“Oh no, y/n was just about to tell us something.” 

“Huh?” 

“Oh, really?” Robin asks, smiling when she notices how carefree and relaxed you look, for once. 

Chrissy presses her lips together, trying not to laugh when you keep smiling despite not knowing what to say. 

“I-I uh, I just, I love you guys so much. You’re my best friends.”

Chrissy smiles at you and so does Robin. 

“We love you too,” Robin chuckles, “is that the alcohol speaking though?” 

You shake your head, “no, I really do love you, you’re both amazing and I appreciate you two so much.” 

Robin’s gaze softens, she gets down on the ground next to you, “alright, group hug, please.” 

You and Chrissy laugh a little as scoot closer to her, throwing your arms around Robin’s shoulders.

“Careful with the nails!” Chrissy scolds you when she realizes that they haven’t fully dried yet. 

“Yeah, yeah,” you sigh.

-

Five days had passed since you had last seen Eddie. You have never spent this much time without him, you and him have been inseparable from the moment he stepped into your life. 

Robin told you to take some time to yourself, to spend time with her and Chrissy or to just be by yourself because apparently it’s something that you desperately need. Some alone time. So, that’s what you did. You took some time to yourself. You got your hair done. You went shopping with Chrissy after work on Tuesday, you went out for dinner with Heather on Wednesday and on Thursday you fought to urge to visit Eddie at work. 

You had already caved on Tuesday and called him late at night. He sounded sad when he picked up the phone, until he heard your voice. You had spent two hours talking to each other, both wearing smiles on your faces as you laid on your beds and talked like you haven’t seen each other in forever. 

And then you did the same on Wednesday and Thursday. 

Tonight, you are at Heather’s party. 

You are wearing a new outfit, you did your hair differently and let Heather do your make up before you helped her prepare everything for the party. You didn’t feel like coming, you didn’t feel like spending your Friday night like this. But, Robin, Chrissy and Heather all convinced you to come. 

You would rather be somewhere else. 

Now, three drinks in and a few drags from Argyle’s joint, you feel sadder than ever. Instead of having fun on the dancefloor, you are in the garden, laying on one of the pool loungers and looking up at the stars in the sky, thinking about Eddie and Steve. 

A cold bottle of beer resting in your hand. The music from the house, the chatter and the laughter filling the silence out here. 

It’s been a long time since you had spent this much time by yourself or with just your girls. Robin wanted you to confront your feelings but, it’s not something that you had done this week, at all. If anything, you had done everything to avoid it.  

You keep running and running and you don’t know how to stop. You are afraid of what you are feeling. You are afraid of what would change if you would finally acknowledge your feelings. 

You don’t want to acknowledge them, you don’t want to risk losing something great. 

In the past few days, you have spent a lot of time thinking about what it would be like, if you and Steve tried again. 

Would things work out this time? 

Or would you ruin everything beyond repair this time around? 

What would it be like if you let your feelings for Eddie in? 

Would you ruin yet another amazing friendship? 

You sigh, closing your eyes as you shake your head at yourself. You finish the rest of your beer before you get up, swaying on your feet a little. Only now, do you realize how tipsy you really are.

“Shit,” you mumble, placing your hand on your forehead. You squint your eyes, staring down at the grass, your vision blurs a little. 

You certainly can’t drive home like this, but it’s all you want. You want to go home. You don’t want to be here. You walk around the house, not bothering to get back inside and tell your friends that you’re leaving. 

-

Eddie had a lot of bad days, though the past few ones have been one of the worst. His life had gotten so much better ever since you had stepped foot in it, you gave him something that he never had much of before; happiness and love. Though, the love was more platonic on your side, he never minded it, it’s more than he had ever gotten before. It’s something that he always felt privileged to have. 

Who would have thought that he would ever get the chance to have someone like you in his life, in the first place? 

Now that you’ve been gone, he got a taste of what his life would be like if you left again. And he hates it. He can’t stand it. The thought of you leaving makes him feel so lost and sad. 

You’d take his heart with you and you would never even know it. 

It was bad enough when you had called him on Monday, telling him that you’d be busy with Robin and Chrissy later that night and had to cancel your plans with him. He knew that Robin was the one who got in between you and it angers him a little. 

She is doing it because of Steve. 

‘Take a step back, Eddie. I don’t want you getting hurt.’ She had said to him the day at the lake. Except, she doesn’t really care about his feelings anymore. Eddie had done nothing to indicate that he was planning to make a move on you. You are still vulnerable. You are not ready for another relationship and you haven’t given him any big signs that you are even interested in him. Besides, you still love Steve and you might not ever stop loving him. 

That’s why he would never think of making a move. He would rather stay your friend than lose you because he cannot keep his feelings to himself. It was bad enough when he had lashed out on you after he found out about the kiss. 

If you had to choose between Steve and him, he is certain that he would lose. 

Eddie looks down at the notebook and the song he had finished writing this week. At least, his sadness had inspired something. 

A knock on the door startles him a little, he furrows his brows as he looks up at the clock on the wall, it’s almost 12am. He gets up, closing the notebook before he makes his way over to the front door. 

He opens it with a frown on his face. 

“What– y/n?” 

“Hi!” You say with a cheerful and very drunk voice. You are swaying on your feet a little with your hands behind your back. “I got something for you,” you smile, excitedly. 

“You – what? Sweetheart, what the hell are you doing, walking around at night?” 

You don’t seem to care about the seriousness on his face. Instead, you reveal the ‘surprise’, holding up a bat plushie in front of his face. 

“I saw this and it reminded me of you, so I got this for you – well, I actually stole it from the gas station after I went inside to buy doritos,” you mumble, as realization crosses your face and you start frowning, “I forgot the doritos, fuck!” 

Eddie’s eyes soften, the worry still stays in his features but he’s more focused on the cute pout on your face and the bat that you had gotten for him. 

He takes your hand in his, pulling you inside the trailer, “c’mere.” 

“Are you okay?” He asks, eyeing you up and down, he notices the new outfit. 

“Yeah. No, I mean, yes, I am okay. But, the party was boring and I-I missed you, Eddie,” you say as your shoulders slump and you look up at him with sad eyes, still holding the plushie. “I missed you so much.” 

His heart flutters in his chest, his gaze softer than ever as he looks down at you. 

“I missed you too, sweetheart.”

Your eyes light up and you smile, holding up the bat, “I think I might have to keep him so I don’t have to miss you anymore.” 

Amusement flashes in his eyes and he laughs, “I thought you bought – wait no, stole him for me! Jesus Christ, sweetheart. I’m a bad influence for you, you’re out here stealing plushies.” 

“I just needed to have him! He’s my little Eddie.” 

He chuckles, shaking his head at you, “you’re so weird.” 

You pout at him and that alone causes his stomach to flutter and his heart to beat a little faster. He will never not welcome the feelings you leave him with. The effect that you have on him is unlike anything he had ever felt before. Eddie was always afraid of this, of falling for someone, because he always knew that he would end up hurt, that love means pain. But with you, he doesn’t mind what it will be, even if it ends in pain and heartbreak for him, he doesn’t care. You will never know. 

He stares at the happy look in your eyes as your eyes flicker back and forth between the bat and him. The glitter on your skin glistens beneath the golden light in the living room. Your skin looks so soft, your hair so shiny from whatever you had put in it. The smile that lingers on your lips makes his heart flutter so strongly. 

“You’re so beautiful.” 

Your brows knit together, a bigger smile appearing on your face, “thank you.” 

You step closer to him and he watches with curious eyes. You inch closer and closer, until you’re right in front of him. You throw the bat on the small table and then, you wrap your arms around Eddie’s middle and hug him tightly, taking him by surprise. 

He chuckles, trying to hide the fact that he is freaking out, right now. 

You’re always affectionate, just not like this. 

He wraps his arms around you, moving his hand through your hair. He smells your shampoo, your perfume, the hairspray in your hair but also, the weed and the alcohol. 

“How much did you drink tonight?” He asks, mumbling into your hair as he leans down. 

You press yourself further into his chest, tightening your grip on him, “not that much.” 

“Right,” he chuckles, “that’s why you stole a plushie and are so cheerful – I’m still mad at you for walking through town, by the way. It’s dangerous.” 

“I’m fine, aren’t I?” 

“Yeah, but you still should’ve called me. I would’ve picked you up.” 

“I wanted to get some fresh air, and some doritos,” you frown. 

“We’ll get you some tomorrow, okay?” 

“Okay,” you sigh, pulling back to look up at him, “can I stay over tonight?” You ask, before you hold your hand in front of your mouth, yawning. 

He smiles at you, “of course, come on. Let’s get that make up off first.” 

He takes your hand in his, giving it a squeeze as he leads you into his bedroom. You take a seat on his bed and tiredly lean down to take your shoes off but he tells you to sit back. He kneels down in front of you, pushing your hands away. He wraps his hand around your right ankle, placing your foot on his lap, his fingers graze your skin softly and you suddenly feel more awake than ever. He slowly loosens the strap around your ankle. His brows are pulled together, a concentrated look on his face. 

All you can focus on is his touch and the way it makes you feel. The way something more blossoms in your chest as you feel his hands on your skin. 

When he is done, he looks up and you quickly look away with a blush on your cheeks. He gets up and walks over to his dresser, opening the first drawer, he picks out a shirt. 

“Alright, you get changed and I’m getting those makeup remover thingies,” he mumbles as he hands you the shirt. 

You giggle at the confused look on his face. 

He gives you a smile before he leaves the room, closing the door behind him. 

You get up and take your jewelry off first. Placing the rings and your necklace on the little nightstand. You take your top off first and then your skirt, throwing both items over the chair in his room before you put his shirt on. Instantly feeling much better in it. 

You sit down on his bed again and lay back on the pillows, closing your eyes for just a moment before you already feel the tiredness washing over you. 

“Uh, don’t fall asleep on me now, sweetheart,” Eddie says as he walks back into the room. 

“I’m tired,” you whine. 

“You can sleep in a few minutes,” he chuckles as he sits down beside you. 

It’s not the first time that you are wearing his shirt, but every time he sees you in his clothes, he feels his heart skip a little faster. 

“Come on,” he whispers, reaching for your wrist to pull you up. You groan but let him pull you up. You open your eyes, looking at him tiredly. 

“So, tell me, what did you do tonight?” He asks, brushing your hair back. “Besides being a little thief?”

You giggle, leaning into his touch when he cups your cheek. He takes out one of the wipes. 

“Well, I smoked a little weed and then I watched Chrissy and Robin being all flirty with each other.” 

“What’s new?” He laughs as he begins to remove your makeup. 

You sigh at the feeling, loving how gentle he is. 

“And then I was just by myself cause I didn’t want to talk to anyone.” 

“No?” 

You shake your head, watching him. You eye his hair, the curls that never seem to look bad, you stare at his soft skin, at the beautiful brown eyes that always give you so much comfort, the ones you could stare into forever. Your eyes flicker down to his lips and for a moment, you let them linger, letting your mind go to places that Robin tried to keep you away from. You look at his nose and wonder how it can still look so perfect after all the fights he had been in. 

Eddie is so beautiful. 

Your eyes move down to his neck, to the chain hanging around it, to the tattoo that peeks out from underneath his shirt before your eyes move back to his, you watch the way he stares at your lips, you feel the way your heart races in your chest. 

“Eddie?” You whisper. 

His eyes meet yours. 

Unbeknownst to you, his heart is racing like crazy. 

“Yes?”

You look down at his lips again and suddenly, you feel the urge to feel them on yours. 

“You’re really pretty.” 

His eyes widen, he freezes, halting his movements but still cupping your cheek. His cheeks heat up. 

“Thank you,” he whispers, blushing. 

“And so sweet, you’re always so good to me.” 

“You deserve it, y/n,” he whispers. He tries to hide his nervousness behind a smile. 

You don’t say anything else after this. You just keep smiling at him, staring at him the way you did before as he continues to carefully take your makeup off. But, something shifts in your eyes and something puts a shadow over the happiness in your eyes, your smile begins to fade the longer you spend too much time in your thoughts. 

Eddie knows exactly what or who you are thinking about at this moment and it makes his heart sink a little. 

You might find your way to him late at night. 

But Steve will always be the one that lingers. 

At least, that’s what Eddie believes. 

But then, you say something that might change everything forever. 

“I wish I met you first, Eddie.” 

-

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[lovings4turn]

oh my gosh, thank you so much !!! it was a surprisingly easy exam for a STEM field, right !? knocking on wood rq !! but, i shall update you and i'm actually pretty proud of myself too !! i was often worried that i was underprepared because it just felt like a continuation of highschool biology and ecology so i just felt like everything was... known in my head, and if i could say some facts and add smart bs, it would make sense but it did make sense !! i also checked my notes upon arriving and i think i did pretty well !!

aww, you're incredibly sweet !! and, we're definitely bringing our fencing little whatchamacallits because those are amazing and we love em WITH PASSION !! (ahem, the inner sebastian stan - former stan in me screamed at that) but, i definitely get that !! i once had a situation where a parent was talking to me at the bachelor's open day given i am an ambassador for my uni's health department/faculty - so she asked me some questions, and at one point, it all went over my head and all i could get out was "ja" but i do hope you've recovered from embarrassment because i would take a whole ten minutes thinking about the incident 😭 erm, inchident.... hehe.

ooh, well that's happy actually !! nothing chaotic is always a good thing, we love stress-free vibes !! but, good luck with your midterms !! 🫶🫶 and, what colour have you dyed your hair !! i bet it looks great !!! i've been pretty good actually !! i have been freaking out for the past 20 minutes but, other than that, pretty decent and tired from all the studying but... not... bad? surprising but... not. woah.

LOF YOU, BECCA !! 🤍🤍

oh i know you'll have absolutely aced it !!! i know exactly what you mean omg - i hate when exams feel like you have all the basic knowledge and you're like wait .. is it really this simple ??

our fencing whatchamacallits will never die !!!! they remain superior !!!!! oh that's so real of you though nonnie lovely like ,, sometimes your brain just goes and all you can do is smile and nod 😭😭 the inchident ;) definitely played on my mind for the whole day but luckily she was very nice about it 😭😭

thank you so much lovely !! slowly but surely hacking away at my assignments (i was not built to write 3000+ word essays i fear) but i'm staying strong 🫡 and i dyed it blue !!! i've had a blue-purple before but never fully blue so i'm loving it !!!

i'm soso glad you've been pretty good ,, make sure to get some well deserved rest n look after yourself nonnie my sweetheart ,, you deserve it after all your hard work !!

SENDING YOU ALL OF MY LOVE !!! 😽💌🫶