#i was so down bad for yunho after the concert so if i had a cutesy dream about him i would be soft for him too

[thisisjustmywritingblog]

I'm soft for Yunho now, so uhhh A B andd I for him 😭

ahaha come back for more i see

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

bro just gets cuddly and giggly right after. he'd just wanna lay there with you for at least a good 5 minutes before he's like "okay babe ill go get us cleaned up" and he almost always go gets the towels/washcloths/ect.. so that you dont have to

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He's totally aware of how big his hands are and how nice they look and feel so he'll use that to his advantage. Whether his fingers are in or on you, he knows the affect hey have As for his partners body part; I think he's an ass guy. he the type of bf to just lay his big ass hands right on your booty just randomly. loves being able to squeeze it when you ride him or when he's got you bent over

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect...) 

Yunho has such a duality so he's normally super romantic and sweet and intimate. Is just such a sweet lover and always listens to you to make sure youre comfortable and feeling good. BUT if you let him know you want him to be more rough, he can totally do that as well

[holybibly]

I think my brain refuses to accept anyone else but Seonghwa today. Sorry not sorry, bunnies, but if I suffer, you'll suffer too.

These are my unholy thoughts.

You've been an Ateez fan for a long time, so when you got the chance to go to their concert, even with VIP passes, you went crazy. God, to be able to see Ateez in real life—isn't that a dream come true?

You had a liking for all of the members—well, maybe not all of them. Seonghwa, you just weren't interested in him; you didn't really understand all the hype around him, and he wasn't really your type on the outside.

The sound check went well, and then you had the opportunity to have a quick chat with the members before the start of the show. You literally melted under Hongjoong's gaze, almost flowing across the floor and shining like the damn sun just from Yeosang smiling at you. The boy was an angel; you could see the divine light that was in his surroundings. San was such a gentleman, and Woo was so playful and full of fun. God, the way Mingi said your name in that deep voice of his took your breath away, and Jongho was so adorable you couldn't help but want to kiss his soft cheeks. Need I mention how gorgeous Yunho's hands were? He could literally wrap his whole arm around your neck.

And then there was Seonghwa, of course. You greeted him politely but were happy to escape his dark, feline gaze whenever you had the chance. He was... Intense and his presence beside you sent a shiver down your spine.

It would be an understatement to say that this drove Seonghwa crazy. The blood in his veins was literally boiling with rage.

"How dare you disregard him! He's a fucking Park Seonghwa."

But Seonghwa was determined that by the end of the concert, you would be drooling and your juices running down your thighs just looking at him, and damn, the boy did his best.

The fans went crazy, literally swooning over his sexy moves, demonic charisma, and, of course, his tongue. Seonghwa was even moving his hips a hundred times harder than usual, but you... you didn't even look in his direction; you were completely captivated by San and his damn dimpled smile. Seonghwa wasn't jealous. No, of course he wasn't. He is Park Seonghwa. He is the epitome of sexiness and greatness, and you didn't care about him. He hated you like hell.

For you, the concert was just great; you enjoyed every second of it, had a lot of fun, and seemed to have completely lost your mind over San. God, the man was literally a wet dream. All in all, you could say that your night had been a meaningful and joyful one, but Seonghwa was left with a bad taste in his mouth after you had left. When you met for the second time that day, this time for a sweet farewell, you didn't even approach him. You just turned towards him and bowed formally as a farewell.

You did fucking bow. As he watched Wooyoung shamelessly spin you around in his arms, his sensual, plump lips curled in disgust. A bit more, and his hands would have been on your buttocks in a kneading motion. Seonghwa didn't want his hands to touch your soft, plump flesh at all. And he didn't stare at your tits at all, which literally bounced with every move you made and made Yeosang's cheeks blush. He was a second away from the words to them:

"Go ahead, fuck her right here; don't mind me."

But it all ended as quickly as it had begun. Now you are leaving with the rest of the VIP fans, taking Seonghwa's interest in you with you.

Even the day after the concert Seonghwa couldn't stop thinking about you, you just wouldn't let him go. He needed to relax, clear his mind and forget about the stupid fan who didn't even understand her own happiness. He looked at you, maybe he even could fucked you, and you just kept on staring at San's damn dimples.

Seonghwa was literally seeing red.

So he had recourse to his favourite form of relaxation - dancing. And let's just say: Park Seonghwa had a very creative approach when it came to relaxing.

This club was not a big one, and it was certainly not known to the general public. It was very private, and it was by invitation only, which was more difficult to get hold of than tickets for a BTS concert. It made you feel very privileged, like royalty.

In the last few days, your life couldn't have been better. Yesterday you had an Ateez concert, and today a private strip club that was completely inaccessible to ordinary people—hell, not even all the rich and famous could be on the guest list. But you were. And you couldn't be more grateful to your friend, who was fucking the owner. Pussy power, as they call it.

The evening passed under a soft, sexy bass, and the alcohol consumption heightened the senses. Your inhibitions became more and more vague, which is why you didn't even think twice before you agreed to a lap dance with a super-elite and fucking unrealistic stripper. You didn't know what to expect when your friend laughed and pushed you into the small room, giggling and saying, "Have fun."

Waiting for the show to begin, you slowly sat down on the soft plush couch in front of the small stage. Before you entered the room, your friend pushed some papers into your hands, something about confidentiality or security. You still didn't understand it; your brain was foggy from all the cocktails you had drunk, but you signed everything they told you.

The lights dimmed and a sensual, slow bass filled the room. God, you have to fuck with music like that. Your eyes were fixed on the tall, lithe figure, surrounded by shadows, as he bent down around the pole. It was a man, and you had to say it was incredibly handsome, even though you had not yet seen his face, but you were sure of it.

His legs were long and slender, his hips swaying vulgarly as he fucked the air, and that slutty waist... Your mouth was in drool.

He made a few more turns around the pole, sliding down the length of it and arching his plump ass. And then, at last, you saw his face, and you froze like a deer caught in the headlights, your mouth opening and closing helplessly in a complete stupor.

With cat-like eyes, sharp cheek bones, and full, wet lips, the man standing in front of you was none other than Park Seonghwa.

When Seonghwa met the gaze of his 'client', he stopped breathing for a second. It was you, the girl, because of which he had come here today. He was supposed to point out that you looked damn sexy, all petite, curvy, and voluptuous in a tight, shiny sequin dress. It showed off your luscious big tits and sweet thighs. Seonghwa's teeth ached with the desire to bite when he saw the naked skin untouched by the sun.

You were so stunned that you didn't even notice the idol who was standing in front of you until his fingers had wrapped themselves around your chin.

"Isn't this my luck, kitten, hmm?" Seonghwa asked you as he stroked the side of your cheek with his thumb.

"I-I even..." But as Seonghwa straddled you with ease and rolled his hips sensually against you, all words died on your tongue. His tall figure towered over you, and in the purple light, he looked like a real demon who had come to take your soul away from you.

As he tilted your head back so that you looked into his eyes, his long fingers ran through your hair, tugging hard at the strands.

When he spoke, it was in a deep, sexy, angry voice.

"I'm going to teach you some respect, kitten. When I'm done with you, you'll know better than to ignore your mommy."

And Seonghwa meant every word, bending down to plant a harsh kiss on your soft, supple lips.

Yesterday's concert may have been great. But Seonghwa is going to give you a private show that will be a million times better.

[reallychaoticwoo]

Can we get an ATEEZ reaction to an atiny accidentally being in the same hotel room as member. And they walk in on her squirting from her fingers?

⛓️ Ooo! This sounds super fun 🫠 I'm not gonna lie it took me a while to figure out how to do them being in the same room since i couldnt wrap my brain around how that'd even happen lmfao but yeah. Also, this will be two parts as these ended up being a bit longer! Anyways, i hope you enjoy! Thank you for your support!⛓️

✨️ Hotel Happenings Part 1 ✨️

Part 2

❤️Pairing: Ateez x reader

⚠️Warnings: MDNI!! Cussing, suggestive, smutty, demon line Hwa, teasing dom Joong, nervous to dom Yu and Yeo

‼️This is purely for entertainment purposes and does not represent the idols in any way‼️

🖤Hope you enjoy!🖤

YOU: After the concert you'd made your way to your hotel room. Replaying the events of the night and how good Ateez on stage. You laid down in bed imagining all the way those silks from Wake Up could be used, or how good it'd feel to have them shh you like they do the floor. It wasn't very long before your fingers made their way south and brought you closer and closer to your climax.

HONGJOONG:

After a long day on stage he was glad to get to his room to relax. As he opened the door his eyes widened and his mouth gaped. You whipped your head quickly towards him, embarrassment rising up to your face. "I.. uh... sorry. How'd you get in here?" His shock quickly turned to a too composed smirk. "Well it is my room so I think I should be asking you that. Though what I'd really like to ask is which one of us where you thinking about?" He'd noted the lightiny with his own aniteez on it and his picket sitting on the desk in the corner of the room. He stalked his way closer to you waiting for your response. "I.. uh.." You trailed off feeling too embarrassed, too vulnerable to finish. "Was it me? Is that why you can't say it? Too bad. If it was me I'd have helped you live out whatever fantasy you were thinking of." He tsked, before turning to leave you to yourself. In a self induced panic you quickly blurted out, "It was you! I was thinking of you!" His smirk returned as he made his way to you and replaced your hand that had been resting on your thigh with his own. He leaned into you, so close you could pucker your lips and you'd be kissing, and whispered, "Good girl. Now lay back and tell me what you were thinking about while I take care of tour pretty little pussy."

SEONGHWA:

He was ready to relax, maybe go live and build legos with atiny, he just was ready to be in his room and off the stage. He'd opened the door but hadn't even noticed you until the door shut behind him and he finally looked up. There you were scrambling to cover your lower half with the soaked sheets. Your cheeks flushed and your chest heaving. "I didn't realize I'd have such a glorious surprise waiting for me in my room. Who let you in, beautiful?" He cocked his head to the side, a soft smile on his face as he awaited your answer. "Uh, no one let me in. I have a key it's my room. I'd ask you the same but I'm not complaining that you're here so by all means make yourself comfortable. I'll ask room service for new sheets." He chuckled at tour forwardness, but nodded to himself. "No need for new sheets yet cutie. Let me see that pretty little outfit again. I'm assuming from the corset I saw before you covered up, you either like me or mingi." You blushed and nodded. "Mingi's not bad, but he doesn't compare to you. Your stage presence is unmatched and that inner demon you release may have brought me to my own release." He eyed you up and down taking in every inch. "Stage isn't the only place the demon can come out. Now why don't you lay back and let me earn another release in person."

YUNHO:

Walking into his room, ready to game the rest of his night away he came to a halt as the door shut behind him. His cheeks reddened and he immediately looked to the floor. "I'm so sorry I didn't realize someone would be in my room. The staff must've mixed up the key cards." You tried hiding the soaked sheets and pushed your skirt down before hopping off the bed. "Its okay, and I'm covered now. You don't have to stare at the floor. Sorry you saw that.." He only blushed harder before he willed himself to speak again. "I.. I mean I didn't mind. Not gonna lie it was really hot. But I don't want to make you uncomfortable, that wasn't for me to see." You giggled at the flustered giant of a man and walked closer to him stopping about two feet away. You rocked back and forth on your feet smiling softly. "Would you feel better if I told you that in a way it was. Well, it was because of you at least. You looked great tonight and I uh thought I'd be alone so I got a little carried away." You were the one blushing now. "Oh.. OH. Really?? Well in that case, why don't you tell me all about your night and we can see were things take us?" You smiled and nodded but quickly added "Not to be too demanding or anything but couldn't I just tell you while I sit myself on your lap? I'm dying to see if the rumors are true." He smirked before going sitting on the office chair and pulling you onto his lap. He leaned forward his breath brushing your ear and said, "Oh they are, and you'll get to see for yourself if you can be good while you tell me about your night."

YEOSANG:

He just wanted to eat and sleep. That's all that he was thinking about as he made his way into his room and shut the door. He was heading towards the bathroom when your moan finally alerted him that someone was on his room. He turned his head in time to catch your glistening release soak the bed he was supposed to be sleeping in tonight. His cheeks immediately turned a deep shade of pink. Unable to avert his eyes, he just froze in his spot staring at you. "Uh, Yeosang.. you don't have to keep staring. You could uh, you could maybe join me If you'd like?" Your words where breathy and you hoped he wouldn't immediately run at your forwardness. His eyes just widened and he slowly made his way closer to the bed where you still laid. "Do you, uh, think you can do that again?" He asked, his hands busy undoing his belt. "For you? I'm sure I could do it again just looking at you." He chuckled and slid his pants down along with his boxers. Pulling his shirt off next he said, "As much as I'd love to see that, and to tease the hell out of you, I really want to feel you wrapped around me." You gulped in anticipation. "Please, don't hold back. I promise I won't break, just might make a mess." You blushed as you pulled him down onto you, eager to feel his skin on yours. "I wasn't planning on it, tiny. Do me a favor though, don't hold back on your moans. I wanna hear that pretty voice of yours slowly dissappear tonight." He punctuated his words by entering you with one swift thrust that had you moaning loudly. "Good girl."

[hoesheez]

Bad Apple…

Jongho/OT7

A/N: you know, the fleeting thoughts in my head don’t t always need to turn into a damn fic but uh, here you go haha 😳 i cant stop writing for ateez HELP!!

WARNINGS: language, unprotected sex, vouyerism

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!

Choi Jongho adored his members, that was known to them. He proved it time and time again with his acts of service and kind words. But unbeknownst to them, sometimes he’d have more, perverse thoughts about them. He’d have these fleeting thoughts when they’d be in their dressing room, where he got a good look at each one of them. It wasn’t weird to be naked in front of each other, especially during concerts where everyone had to be quick to get back on stage. So he shouldn’t ever feel some type of way when he’d see them naked, but sometimes he just really couldn’t help himself.

His mind would go to those places where he’d imagine his members in lewd situations. He observed how touchy San and Wooyoung were whenever they had their shirts off. Wooyoung would stare and steal touches when he though no one else was looking, while San would lean in and tease the younger and whisper things in his ear. He couldn’t help but think what it’d feel like to run his curious hands along San’s defined chest, or how soft Wooyoung’s ass would feel in his hands. He’d watch Hongjoong quickly dress, admiring the little skin he would show and how he’d look around to make sure not too many people were looking. The man had absolutely nothing to be ashamed of, although he was small, his body was still so beautiful to behold. His chest and ab muscles were softly lined, his rear end was tight and inviting. But most impressive was what was between his legs, his Captain sure was packing, his bulge ever so prominent in his tight pants.

“Jongho?” Yunho’s voice pulled him out of his trance. As if the big dick gods read his mind, Yunho appeared before him clad only in his boxers. Jongho fought every fiber of his being to not look down. “You’re up next,” he said sweetly to the youngest. Jongho had spaced out so much he forgot his place in line for the fitting.

He stood up and headed towards the stylists who quickly started to measure him and go through the fabric samples they had set up. From his position in front of the mirror, he could see the other members and stylists through the reflection. To any outsider it would look like chaos, but with how skilled the KQ staff was from their years of experience and how well he and his members listened, work was still being done despite the frenzy. He had a good look at the others through the mirror, his eyes began to wander further. He caught a glimpse of Seonghwa, his inability to not get ticklish whenever the measuring tape was put on him was starting to irk the stylists. Hongjoong came over and gave him a look and Seonghwa laughed hard before pulling it together. Jongho watched as the stylist was finally able to measure the man’s tiny waist. Hongjoong continued to talk to Seonghwa, the shorter man looking up into his eyes as he spoke, a bright smile flashed on his face. God he had the prettiest smile. “Can you turn around?” the stylist asked and the youngest did as he was told. Just as he turned he was met with Yeosang trying on one of the sample jackets for the stage. His thick arm muscles barely fit in the sleeves and the stylist quickly helped him out of it. His muscular arms that he had been working so hard on flexed as he tried on another garment. Jongho could feel his stomach erupt, a fire suddenly starting after seeing Yeosang in particular. The thing that topped it all off however, was catching a glimpse of Mingi’s bare ass as he changed behind a privacy curtain. The small crack between the fabric and the wall was enough for him to get a peak of Mingi’s beautifully plump rear. “Oh my god!” the stylist measuring him whisper yelled. Jongho quickly looked at them, realizing what had happened as he felt his dick begin to tighten in his pants.

A wave of embarrassment filled him as the stylist tried to reassure him that this kind of thing happens and if he needed to excuse himself he could. Jongho, as red as those apples he split in half, hurried out of the room. The others watched as he left, wondering what could’ve happened. Once he returned, after splashing cold water on his face and willing his dick to calm the fuck down, the stylists finished with him and helped him try on some pieces. After another thirty minutes, the stylists all bid farewell to them, the eight men thanked them all as they left and proceeded to get dressed. Jongho sat on the nearby couch, desperately hoping their manager would soon announce the cars had arrived so he could finally go home and really take care of his problem.

Seonghwa came over and leaned over him, placing a hand on his forehead, “You okay?” his voice was as soft as the hand he put on his forehead to check his temperature. Seonghwa smiled his signature smile when the youngest nodded. And of course, Jongho couldn’t help but wonder what Seonghwa’s pretty mouth would look like wrapped around his-

“Did you get a boner?” Mingi asked, his voice deep and curious. Hongjoong sighed as Wooyoung held back a laugh. “What? It happened to me before, when someone’s touching, so close to there, it just happens.” San giggled at the younger man, “What? You have no self control or something?” Wooyoung laughed harder and Jongho’s face got redder. “Will you all shut up, you’re embarrassing him.” Seonghwa exclaimed and patted Jongho’s head. Yeosang came over and sat next to him, putting one of those well toned arms that drove Jongho crazy around his shoulders. “Serves him right, for eyeing us all up and down like we were his prey,” his voice was impossibly low, sending a jolt right to Jongho’s gut. San sucked his teeth, “Oh? I thought i felt eyes on me, ones that weren’t Wooyo’s” the absolute unit of a man said as he walked up in front of him to stand next to Seonghwa.

“I wasn’t! No I wasn’t looking at you guys.” Mingi laughed, “And here I was hoping you could see me through the curtain that I purposely left open, what a shame.” Yunho walked over to where Mingi was seated, “I saw you, nice ass.” he said before leaning down and kissing his friend on the lips. “Hey now, this is about the youngest, why not save that for him?” Hongjoong said as he tilted his head, “I mean, if that’s what he wants?” Jongho locked eyes with his captain, nodding eagerly at him and earning one of his million dollar smiles.

Yeosang took the new opportunity to undo Jongho’s belt, quickly unbuttoning his pants and pulling out his cock. “No wonder they couldn’t get a proper measurement, just look at it.” Yeosnag said as he pumped Jongho’s dick lazily. Seonghwa moved to sit on the other side of him, reaching over and helping to pump the youngest’s cock along with Yeosang.

Jongho was frozen in place, not believing for a second what was happening. Was he really getting a joint handjob from his members? While the others were pulling out their cocks from their pants? Yeosang and Seonghwa adjusted themselves so that they were laying on the couch, taking turns licking up his thick shaft. He watched as the two older men licked and slobbered all over his cock and balls, their tongues sometimes meeting each other as they licked eagerly. “Hey I wanna taste it too.” Wooyoung said with a laugh and knelt down in front of Jongho, adding his tongue into the frenzy while his hands squeezed Jongho’s thick thighs. The three men soon took turns sucking and taking his fat dick in their mouths. Jongho would take the opportunity to thrust his hips up into their mouths, one by one, earning moans of approval from them and the four men who watched behind them.

San, Yunho, Hongjoong and Mingi had since taken out their dicks and were stroking them, some of their mouths hanging open as they watched. Jongho patted the heads of the men who were sucking him off messily so that they could allow him to move closer to the waiting men behind them. “Come on Jongho.” the captain instructed and Jongho opened his mouth, taking Hongjoong’s cock in first. Wooyoung looked up from where he was kneeling, moaning deeply when he watched Hongjoong’s long cock thrust into Jongho’s mouth. He pulled away from him, pulling Seonghwa along with him to assist San. Yeosang moved over to the last two men who were without a mouth and knelt in front of them without needing to be told a word. Jongho moved to be on his knees, holding Hongjoong by the thighs and graciously sucking his cock as hard as he could. He moaned softly as his own dick throbbed between his legs, desperately needing to be touched, sucked or fucked. San threw his head back with a growl as Seonghwa and Wooyoung took turns sucking on his thick manhood. Yeosang was busy with spitting on Mingi’s and Yunho’s cock and stroking them eagerly. “So good Jongho, your throats gonna be ruined by the end of this though.” The captain took him by the back of the head, pistoning roughly into his mouth with those same powerful hips he used on stage. Jongho gagged but didn’t stop him as he fucked his mouth, tears beginning to sting at his eyes. It didn’t take long for Hongjoong to stutter against him, releasing his sticky seed into the youngest’s mouth. “Fuck, who’s next?”

Seonghwa pulled away from San and quickly got to his feet. He gave Hongjoong a deep, open mouthed kiss before undoing his pants and shoving his thick cock into Jongho’s waiting mouth. Hongjoong tucked himself into his pants and sat on the couch, watching the lovely display in front of him. Seonghwa smiled down at Jongho, “Look at our youngest, so pretty on my cock.” he sighed out. He was gentler than Hongjoong as he patted his head and thrust into him slowly. San and Wooyoung had taken off their clothes amidst the sucking and moaning. Wooyoung was bent over the couch, San’s thick fingers knuckles deep in his asshole. Jongho looked over at Yeosang who’s hair was being fisted by Mingi as he sucked Yunho’s long dick. He felt so overstimulated and he hadn’t even cum yet. Seonghwa noticed his desperation and caressed his cheek softly. “Who’s cock do you want next my love?” his voice trailed off into a moan as he thrust harder into Jongho’s mouth, finally cumming while he held the younger’s head gently. Seonghwa pulled out of his mouth, his white seed dribbling from Jongho’s swollen lips. “Yunho,“ Jongho’s voice was hoarse by now, his ability to be able to sing on stage tomorrow looking bleak. Yunho smiled wide and quickly came over to Jongho who was busy taking off his pants. He assumed the same position as Wooyoung and waited for the elder to rid himself of his clothes. Yeosang and Mingi followed suit and it wasn’t long before Yeosamg was bent over for the rapper as he prepped his asshole with his tongue. Hongjoong and Seonghwa lay in each other’s arms and watched as the other six men had fun with one another, admiring the way their moans sounded together. “Fuck Sannie!” Wooyoung’s shrill voice cut through the moans as San began a brutal pace behind him. Yunho entered Jongho from behind, taking it very slowly, knowing it was the youngest’s first time. He leaned over and praised him, giving him kind words of reassurance. “Just relax baby, and I’ll make you feel so good i promise.” Jongho buried his face in the cushion as he felt Yunho reach his prostate upon bottoming out. Mingi had Yeosang in a strong grip, fucking the elder so hard loud smacks resounded in the room. “Fuck!” Jongho yelped as Yunho picked up his speed. Jongho gripped his own cock, tugging on it hard, feeling Yunho deep inside. He felt his peak nearing, the sounds of his fellow bandmates moaning and fucking, the two eldest members coaxing them all on as they ravaged each other in sheer bliss. “Everyone, give your cum to Jongho, let him know just how much you love him.” Hongjoong said and the five men currently fucking and getting fucked moved to stand before Jongho. They all tugged on their cocks feverishly, looking down at Jongho and moaning when they saw he already had his tongue out waiting for them. They all groaned as they began to cum one right after the other. Jongho felt their hot seed spurt all over his face, some of it getting in his mouth where he eagerly lapped it up. He grabbed his aching cock and tugged hard, his peak nearing once again and threatening to completely ruin him. The five men around him finished cumming, covering him in a thick, beautiful bukakke. “Jongho.” they moaned out, watching as the man chased his own release. “Hello? Jongho?!” Yunho’s voice echoed in his ears loudly, his intense orgasm that was building soon stopped abruptly as he woke from his peaceful slumber.

“What?!” Jongho awoke with a yelp. The other members looked over at him, Yunho just laughed hard. “You dozed off, come on it’s your turn to get measured.” Yunho spoke as sweetly to him as he did in the dream. Jongho finally got his bearings and sighed, heading over to the stylists to get measured. He shook his head and felt like he was about to cry, reassuring himself in his mind that as soon as he got home he was going to have the most intense masturbating session of his life.

A/N: i think it’s fair to say all of ateez is dating each other, no wonder why all the ships just work??? SIGH!!! theres more after this as I’ve said i have a PROBLEM 😭

[k-sickies]

1. “My stomach really doesn’t feel so good all of a sudden.”

Sick Yunho & caretaker Seonghwa? Pretty please with sugar on top? 😊

Warning: description of throwing up/vomit

Yunho usually was awkward to tell anyone if he wasn't feeling well. It doesn't happen often in the first place and if it happens he usually deals with it on his own. However, he didn't expect to feel unwell while he was out shopping with Seonghwa in a foreign country. They were currently on tour and had the day off so they could relax before the next concert started. Seonghwa found out there is a big Lego store in town so obviously he wanted to check it out but not on his own. As Seonghwa asked Yunho couldn't say no. His Hyung rarely asked him to join him in buying new stuff for his lego collection. And Yu ho didn't expect to feel sick. He was fine earlier. Maybe he ate too fast or he had jet lag. Whatever it was he was feeling really bad right now and there's no way he would get sick in the middle of the street. So he had no other choice than to tell.

"Hyung, my stomach really doesn't feel so good all of a sudden." Yunho admit.

Seonghwa furrowed his eyebrows in concern. "Do you want go back to the hotel?"

Yunho shook his head. "I need the bathroom. I feel like throwing up." He bit down on his lower lip.

The older one widened his eyes and looked around. Luckily there was a restaurant around the corner. Seonghwa grabbed the younger by his arm and carefully pulled him with him. The two immediately went to the bathroom and Yunho made a dash to the nearest stall. Sickness rushed up his throat as undigested food splashed I to the porcelain of the toilet. Seonghwa was close behind and kneeled down. Behind the younger. Rubbing his spine up and down. He knew that Yunho usually doesn't like anyone to be close if he's throwing up so Seonghwa decided against saying anything and just keep him company. Yunho couldn't be more grateful for that. He was glad that someone was beside him but he would be too overwhelmed with someone talking to him. That's why he relaxed after a while and only spit a few times into the toilet to get rid of the taste. To his surprise he felt good after throwing up. As if nothing bothered him in the first place.

"Are you okay?" Seonghwa asked as he handed Yunho as tissue.

The younger nodded "Yeah. Surprisingly I feel really good now."

Seonghwa hummed "Take it easy, okay?"

"Sure. Give me a few minutes and we can go to the store." Yunho said

Seonghwa tilted his head in confusion. "What?"

"Yeah just 5 minutes. Sorry to let you wait." Yunho said.

Seonghwa shook his head "We're going home. There's no way I'll go shopping with someone who threw up out of nowhere."

Yunho sighed "But you were so excited.."

Seonghwa ruffled the youngers hair and shook his head. "You're an idiot. Let's go back"

[berryunho]

omg hi i’m BACK and the first thing i see on your profile is a san reblog? being san anon really was meant for me!

anyway it’s been so long 😭 i’m sorry i’m busy n struggling but i check your page every now n then and i keep wanting to check in but then forget to send an ask and AAAA anyway HOW ARE YOU i missed it here and i missed you ! i hope you’re doing good DID YOU GO TO THE ANCHOR SHOWS? i finally got to put up my ateez stuff in my room so yay to that and also uh i might have.. started collecting san quite a bit.. uhoh good bye wallet AHRJRHSJF anyway love u mwah mwah i hope life has been and will continue to be very vey good to you -san anon

AAAAAAAAAAAA HIIIII <333

omg dw about it i totally get it !!! hehe i did also miss you though and i hope everything is okay !!!? take care of yourself ........ [stares like concerned friend] but JA;DFJASDFJS;DFJJ

i am very good ... and yes ... i did ... go to both of them ....... and obvs they were amazing and iconic and i had the time of my life LKLAJ;DFDJF i went the first day w 2 of my besties and that was great hehe we were up on the third level and our ENTIRE section was foreigners so it was a very typical concert for me (minus the... eerily dead silence that hangs in the air during ments... like my god its weird) but then i went the second day alone and i was in the lower section . not another foreigner in sight . i was trembling . when i sat down the girl to my right gave me the craziest side eye ive ever gotten and listen in my experience the vast majority of koreans are very nice and do not care about my presence at all but im still filled w a dread that im always doing something wrong here and ANYWAYS that was so scary tbh but all was well........... until dazzling light ..... my favorite song of theirs ...... and my brain went "girl this is the last time youre EVER hearing this live lol" ............ and then i started bawling . and i could not stop bawling . and when i say bawling i mean it . like my mask was SOAKED . my entire body was convulsing . its a good thing they were performing otherwise i would have been audible . i had to bend over . my makeup was destroyed . i couldnt even cheer bc the sounds coming out of me were so pathetic . atp i had no regard for my surroundings . i have never in my life cried like that in public . and i can only imagine what the girls around me were thinking . but ANYWAYS IT WAS A GOOD CRY like it started as a sad cry but then i was just happy lol and anyways i cried a lot more after that too but whatevs . yunho also cried so . yk . we're just connected like that 😋😋 LKDLKFJLF;JS;DF SLDJF BUT ANYWAYS IT WAS A VERY GOOD TIME AND ONLY REINFORCED MY INFINITE LOVE FOR THEM

BUT ANYWAYS !!!!! YAY !!! hehehe not to encourage any bad habits but ... collecting is worth it tbh hehehe thank you again i hope everything is good w you too !!!! MWAH ILY !!!!! <3333 :]]]]

[yun-fangz]

omg hi you have returned 🙏🙏🙏

bro life is so 💀 I get u it's okay sending kisses 💖

about the concert jongho actually perceived me 🫣 did hand hearts 🫶 at me during soundcheck (was the only one with a jongho sign there in that corner before ga came in) with his adorable smile and chuckle I have ascended fr 🛐✨🧎🏻🙏🤸🏻 if u want vid it has to be dms cuz I don't wanna reveal my watermark on a smut account 😂 djdbsh

also girl don't feel bad if u only wanna write jongho for now, it happens to all artists to just have like a hyperfixation period we r not machines we gotta follow our feelings, and as I said there's not a lot of fics of him so I'll always eat it up even if I gotta read from the pov of a sub lmao he's my only exeption

I'll have to think of a real ask now cuz I feel like I'm spamming.. what are ur thoughts on threesomes and more 👀💦

I HAVE RETURNED KINDA 😭 ur right life is absolutely killer rn 🙁 not only am i working full full time but i'm also going through lots of personal family changes which is 💔 let's hope it dies down after the holiday season 🤕

THE HEARTS I WOULD HAVE DIEDDDDDDDD NO MAAM ! but yunho waved at me and i literally cried. i would die if jongho waved at me ever idk how ur alive !!

IDK I DO KINDA FEEL BAD THO BC I HAD FICS PLANNED OUT AND NOW I DONT RLLY HAVE ANY INSPIRATION TO WRITE THEM😭 like it's bad and i want to try but idk that's a rant for next time 🚶‍♀️

THREESOME AND MORE.... all i gotta say is 🚂🚂🚂🚂

put me in a room with more than one member and give me an hour, shit is going DOWN !! honestly though, yes. especially yungi 3-way or even yungiho 4-way SIGN ME UP 😜 i'll take anyone tho tbh LMFAO

[cherryatiny]

𝐒𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐃𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲! 𝐀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐳: 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲

𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 ��ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑡 (𝑠𝑚𝑢𝑡) 𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠

𝐺𝐼𝐹𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒, 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑠

⩥ 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠

„Are you done, baby?“ Resonated the voice of your sugar daddy Hongjoong from outside the luxurious bathroom you were dressing up in. As you were finishing putting on dark red matte lipstick - the last detail of your makeup to decorate your perfect image, you opened the door and stepped outside into the wide hallway of his house.

Hongjoong was taking you out tonight. He had to use this opportunity of the only performance the worldwide famous soprano singer had in your city.

Coming out of the bathroom, you were wearing the black satin gown made by the best French tailors, Hongjoong bought for you when he was staying in Paris last week. It was as if the dress was made for you and you only, perfectly accentuating every curve you wanted to show off.

„Gosh, you look like an angel who fell straight from the sky, beautiful. Words can't explain how pleased I'm to accompany a lady this charming. Ladies first, we should get going to the philharmonic orchestra, shall we?“

Hongjoong bowed a little as he saw you, holding out his hand for you to take. A true gentleman. Going outside the luxurious mansion, a limousine was already waiting for you two in front of his grand house.

If there was anything Hongjoong loved more than you, it was spoiling you with everything you wanted, so when he heard that the primadonna you were fond of, was going to sing in your city, he had to buy the tickets with the best seats for you two.

Walking down the red carpet, straight to the VIP lounge of the philharmonic orchestra. Leaving your purse on one of the hangers, along with the coat Hongjoong helped you to take off, you sat down on one of the two velvet sofas there were, as Hongjoong did the same next to you.

The waiter who was previously waiting by the door came up to you two, a bottle of red wine from the best French winery in his hand as he poured you two a glass.

Throughout the concert Hongjoong’s hand never left its place on your upper thigh, your one, on top of his, fingers playing with the rings he had on.

However, the concert was kind of forgotten as you two just peacefully enjoyed the presence of each other.

The sound of a steak being grilled, vegetables being roasted, the tastiest smell of the chocolate lava cake that was being baked only added to the sight of your handsome sugar daddy Seonghwa, as you two enjoyed your time together in his black & white marble kitchen.

You were sitting on a kitchen counter, watching Seonghwa who had his back facing you as he stirred the vegetables, however, your mouth wasn't wetting at the vegetables, but the immaculate sight of his broad shoulders in the white shirt.

It wasn't a problem for Seonghwa to afford any 5-star Michelin restaurant or rent the best chef in the country to cook for you, but it didn't have the same atmosphere, nor was it a gesture that came straight out of his heart, like cooking for you himself was.

As he turned off the stove, he served the meal on pretty ceramic plates with golden lining. Pouring champagne into a fancy glass and dropping some strawberries into it, Seonghwa picked you up, your legs wrapped around his waist, and arms around his neck to not fall, he seated you on a dining chair in front of the glass dining table

Flashing him a smile, you dipped your tongue into the bitter alcoholic liquid, cutting the vegetables and the meat on your plate, you put some of it into your mouth, the tasty food melting on your tongue.

Like seriously, is there something this man is bad at? He is the most lovable person you know, he's smart, he's handsome, he can cook, and he can definitely bring you a lot of enjoyable moments in bed...

„Enjoy the dinner, beautiful. I hope you’ll like what I’ve cooked for you and don’t get too full, because there are also some desserts waiting for you.“

You laughed at his flirty comment because you knew the chocolate cake wasn’t the only dessert waiting for you tonight.

⩥ 𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐮𝐧𝐡𝐨

Spoiling his sugar baby, buying expensive clothing and accessories for her, or just spending money on her in general, was probably Yunho’s favourite activity. So when he was scrolling down different blogs trying to look for some place to take you to next a photo of Milan in Italy popped up.

Travelling there wasn't a problem as your sugar daddy Yunho owned a private jet ready to take him wherever he pleased. And before you could say anything, you were already laying in a king-sized bed with a tray full of different types of breakfast food, because in Yunho's opinion there was no better way to start a day than with a tasty breakfast in bed.

Laying next to you, he fed you crepes with fruits, pouty smile showed up on his face as he saw how much you seemed to have enjoyed the food he ordered for you, his hand tucking your hair behind your ears so it didn't get to you face as you ate.

After the breakfast you had to take a shower because let's say, there just wasn't much energy left to shower the night before. And as you finished showering an outfit Yunho prepared for you was already waiting there, since you two were supposed to go out today and do some shopping for the next week's ball Yunho was taking you to.

And there came his favourite part of this day - shopping. It wasn't a coincidence he chose Milan for your trip, since it was a city of fashion you two adored that much. Shops like Gucci, Prada, Louis Vuitton, or Versace, you name it. Yunho's hand found your as you two intervened fingers and headed your way through the beautiful city.

„Princess, take this dress as well. I’m sure it'll look amazing on you, this shade of blue is totally your colour.“

You know, when shopping with Yunho, everyone would feel like the prettiest person alive, he won't stop hyping you up or complimenting you as you show yourself off in different robes. The current blue satin robe, that was accentuating your curves went perfectly with the clear high heels with diamond straps that adorned your ankles. However, the diamonds on the straps weren't that shining as the ones in Yunho's eyes when he looked at you in awe.

„Oh god, no words needed, we must get you this dress, it's just so... perfect on you baby. Now… what do you think of us going shopping for lingerie and you give me another private fashion show afterwards?“

⩥ 𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐞𝐨𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐠

After you got into a sugar daddy type of relationship with Yeosang, you learned the difference between secret and private relationship. Even though people knew you two were in some kind of relationship, no one knew what it was about and apart of that, Yeosang liked to keep things rather private and just between the two of you. So the best dates in his opinion were the dates where you two weren't in public and could be just by yourself, which was quite difficult to carry out considering your busy schedules.

„Good evening, Mr. Kang. Your table is ready, the restaurant is closed down as usual, so you two could dine and enjoy each other in private.”

Said the young waitress, who was here always at the times you two came.

Showing you the way wasn't necessary as you always took the same table. The one right next to the glass wall with a panorama of the city covered in the dark, shining lights that decorated the evening in the streets.

You usually just stood there quietly for a few minutes, while the best cooks in the city prepared your meal. A glass of red wine, in one of Yeosang’s hands and the second one, wrapped around your waist, keeping you close to him. At this point, dinner at this restaurant was like a ritual, always keeping your schedule free for a few hours on a friday evening no matter what.

Every friday, Yeosang would reserve the whole restaurant for two hours, just so you two can eat in private, and spent the time talking and enjoying each other's presence.

„The view today is magnificent, the lights are shining bright, not as impressive as my girl though, but it's still very beautiful.”

Giving you a soft peck on your cheek, Yeosang's hand motioned for you to sit down on the leather chair with soft cushions, and talk to him about your week while enjoying your favourite food with the best man in the world.

⩥ 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐒𝐚𝐧

„Gosh, princess come on, why does it always take you so long to pack when we go somewhere, it isn't like you're gonna wear something half of the time though. I told you that you don’t need to bring anything, I’ll buy you anything you need when we get there, so please hurry up already...”

You couldn't quite understand why San was being so impatient to leave when the jet you were flying by was his, therefore, it probably wouldn't be that much of a problem if you came a few minutes late, but you still listened and obeyed his complaints, zipping up the luggage you decided to take with you.

Turning around, your eyes fell on the already impatient figure of you sugar daddy San, the unbuttoned top buttons of his white linen shirt exposed how in shape he was, sometimes making you wonder why he hadn't become a model with a face and body like that, but when you came to think about that, if he were famous, he wouldn't have been yours...

San needed a well-deserved rest at some peaceful place for a while, since his job was stressing him out so much, and there wasn’t a better rest than a week on a private island with his beautiful sugar baby. And since you already finished your semester, there wasn't a problem with you leaving for two weeks.

His limousine along with a driver, with who you were well acquainted, was already outside his mansion, waiting to take you to the airport. San, like the true gentleman he was, immediately took the luggage out of your hand and opened the door of the limo for you.

Throughout the drive to the airport, you were sitting on the back seat next to him, your head on his shoulder and his fingers playing with your hair.

You fell asleep on the way to the airport since San for some unknown reason woke you up at 5 fucking am, and San just couldn't help but admire how beautiful you looked as you were in the peaceful state occupied daydreaming. And because of that, he didn't have the heart to wake you up, so as you two arrived at the airport, his strong arms picked you up close to his chest as he carried you to the jet bridal style.

⩥ 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢

Seeing the impact your overly stressful work had on you lately, Mingi couldn’t leave you to suffer and cope with it by yourself, that’s why he had to come up with a way to help you relax, and there wasn't a better way to make you relax than to take you to a luxurious spa resort in mountains.

He wanted to dedicate you a week full of massages, swimming pools, jacuzzis, saunas and of course himself. While you two were there, Mingi had carefully planned out your daily routines, so you can get as much relaxation as possible.

According to his in your opinion completely unnecessary schedule, it was time for a good massage. But for real, what was the point of creating a timetable, when you could just be spontaneous. However, it was still really cute and thoughtful of him.

The male masseur hasn't even massaged you for more than five minutes, when Mingi told him off, jealous at having to watch the way the male's strong arms rubbed on your bareback rather inappropriately in his eyes. And that was why Mingi was currently massaging scented oil into your skin, certain that he'll do better than the male masseur because he knows what's the best for his princess.

His hands roamed all over your body, not leaving any part of it untouched, and by that time, you both knew that it wasn't just a massage to relieve stress anymore. He tried to hold himself back to not tug at the towel that covered your bottom half from him, his eyes drifted to the wet swimsuit you previously had on when you two went swimming.

„Princess, what do you think of jacuzzi right now? You know, the one that's outside on our balcony, we could watch as the snowflakes fell onto the ground, while mountains covered us from the sun, while enjoying the hot water and bubbles. And since it’s private I don’t think there would be any need to wear a swimsuit…”

⩥ 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠

„Mr. Jung, here’s the virgin mojito for you and Ms. Y/L/N” interrupted the waiter you and your sugar daddy Wooyoung in a conversation full of teasing and sexual tension. Poor boy, the awkward discomfort visible on his face. You two smiled at him and took the drink he handed you „Hmm, virgin mojito, just like the first time we met, well except for the virgin part...“

You two were laying on the couchette, the beach umbrella keeping you safe before the piercing sun rays. You cringed at the reference about your virginity from the first time you two met in the club. „Oh my god, Wooyoung can you not-“

Looking at him in disbelief through the expensive sunglasses you had on, you both fell into a burst of deep laughter at the memories from a few months ago that were flooding back. Taking a sip from the cold drink in your hand, you eyed the people that were playing around on the beach or in the sea.

„Wanna go swimming, princess?“ giving Wooyoung a side-eye, you pondered over his idea, without any word being said you stood up from the couchette and made your way to the sea. Looking back you saw Wooyoung still sitting there under the umbrella watching you in the distance.

„You going or not?“ and with that, he ran over to where you were, a mischievous smile on his face as he picked you up unexpectedly, running with you deeper into the water, „Jung Wooyoung, if you throw me into the water, I'll fucking kill you.“

⩥ 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨

Opening the massive door of your sugar daddy Jongho’s penthouse, with the golden entrance card e gave you, you stepped into the marble hallway. His housekeeper took the purse from your hand and helped you take off the coat you had on.

And as you arrived in the living room, he was already waiting for you there, his eyes shining brighter than the beaming smile he had on when he was you standing there in all your glory. You two haven't seen each other for almost two months he spent abroad.

And as soon as you caught the look in his eyes, you ran towards him, not wanting to wait any longer until you can finally hug him. Jongho's strong arms effortlessly picked you up as your legs wrapped around his waist to get closer than possible to him as you hugged him, probably squeezing the soul out of him.

„Baby, I’ve missed you so much, my pretty little princess, I promise to never leave you for this long, every day I had to spend without you was like a punishment. And the guilt I felt for neglecting you was eating me alive, that’s why I had to bring you some gifts to make it up for you. Come on, let me show you.”

You pecked the tip of his nose as you always did, the look in your eyes telling him that you felt exactly the same without him, allowing him to take you wherever he wanted. Not letting you go out of his arms that held you up, he took you to the guest room of his penthouse.

The one that was usually empty, because you of course always spent the night in his room, when you were staying over. Opening the door of the room for you, you almost fell from his arms as you saw all the designer dresses, shoes or accessories there were. „Jongho, baby, but you didn’t have to buy me anything, I just wanted you to finally be home.”

„Well, then now you not only have me but all of this. I too wanted to get back to you as soon as possible, but you know how much I love spoiling the heck out of you, so buying these things for you helped me overcome the sorrow I felt from not being able to be with you, princess.“

[blu-joons]

When Their Best Friend Suddenly Holds Their Hand ~ Ateez Reaction

Seonghwa:

Your eyes looked across at Seonghwa as the nominees were read out for the award. You could see how nervous Seonghwa was, leaning across to him.

Instinctively, your hand rested against his, squeezing the back of it gently. “Don’t worry,” you whispered as his head span around to look at you.

“I’m not,” he smiled, staring down at the hold you had on him, feeling a heavy breath run down his throat. “Are you nervous?”

Your head shook, squeezing his hand once again, “I know that you’ll win, so there’s no need for me to worry about anything. I’m just here to support you.”

“I’m glad I’ve got you to support me,” he responded, altering his glance so that he looked across at you, “what would I do without you supporting me?”

“I reckon you’d be just fine,” you chuckled, tapping against the back of his hand.

His head shook as the VT ended playing out all of the nominees. The two of you sat closely to each other as there was a short pause before Ateez were read out as the winners.

“I told you,” you smiled, feeling Seonghwa squeeze your hand, “I knew you’d win.”

“You must be my good luck charm.”

Hongjoong:

Your body jumped yet again as the movie played out, Hongjoong had warned you the movie had several jump scares, but you never imagined it would be this bad.

As another one came, you reached across to hold onto his hand, trying to hide your face. “I don’t like it,” you whined, turning your face away from the screen.

“Y/N,” he whispered, unable to take his eyes off the tight grip you held onto his hand. “If you’re that scared then we can just turn it off.”

Your head shook, reluctantly turning back around to watch the screen. “I’m fine, we don’t need to turn it off, I just wish you’d warned me about all the scares.”

“I didn’t think you’d be this scared,” he chuckled, brushing his thumb over the back of your hand, “none of this is real though, it’s all just a movie.”

“If I have nightmares tonight, you’re the one to blame,” you scolded.

Hongjoong chuckled, nodding his head back at you. “I’ll look after you,” he assured, “you can just sleep with your hand in mine and I’ll be able to keep you nice and safe.”

“Oh,” you muttered, as you’d realised what you’d done, “do you want me to let go?”

“No, don’t be silly, I don’t mind.”

Yunho:

Your heart broke as Yunho let go of yet another sigh as he messed up his routine. You stood up from your chair, walking over to him before he could try again.

You reached out to take a hold of his hand, stopping him from moving. “Just take a moment,” you instructed, keeping a tight hold on him.

“It’s impossible,” he whispered, glancing down to your hand in his, enjoying the warm feeling it brought. “Nothing is working.”

Your head shook, smiling widely up at him. “You’re just having a bit of a rough day. Why don’t you just come back tomorrow and do something else today?”

“What do you suggest?” He quizzed, raising a questionable glance at you. You tightened your grip on his hand and pulled him towards the studio door.

“Let’s head out somewhere, grab something to eat,” you suggested, tugging him along.

His head nodded, happily being pulled in the direction that you led him. “That might be the best idea you’ve come up with in a long time, I swear you can read my mind sometimes.”

“See,” you laughed, “I know you a lot better than you think I do.”

“Maybe you do know me well after all.”

Yeosang:

Yeosang groaned at the loud squeal you let go of as you reached the shopping centre, looking around at all the open shops you would spend the next few hours browsing.

In your sudden excitement, you held onto Yeosang’s hand to try and make him smile. “I promise, shopping with me won’t be as bad as you think it is.”

“You’ve trapped me now,” he joked, lifting your intertwined hands into the air. “I wouldn’t even be able to escape if I wanted.”

Your hip stretched across to nudge into his, “we can go to a few places for you too, but I really need to find some new outfits, and you are here to carry my bags.”

“I’m just a slave,” he clarified as your head quickly shook. “The only reason you’ve invited me here is because everyone else was too busy, or not stupid enough to say yes.”

“Stop making this sound like a chore,” you teased, squeezing tightly onto his hand.

Yeosang groaned, rolling his eyes across at you. “I know at the end of today I’m definitely going to end up agreeing to ever come shopping with you.”

“You’ll have fun,” you smiled, “time with me is never boring, I promise.”

“We’ll soon see about that.”

San:

Your stomach dropped as the rollercoaster went up, barely able to open your eyes and look down at just how high the carriage was taking the two of you.

San smiled as he glanced across at you as you reached the top. “I don’t like it,” you whined as the ride paused before tilting you closer to the drop.

“Just let yourself go,” San laughed. You reached across to hold his hand at the sound of his voice, holding onto him for dear life.

Your body tensed up as the ride finally flew, feeling San lift your connected hands into the air. “No!” You yelled, screwing your eyes tightly shut as it fell.

“You’re alright,” San chuckled, as the ride slowly came to an end, allowing your eyes to open. “Were you really that scared you had to hold onto me.”

“Well, there’s nothing else to hold onto that high up,” you groaned in response.

San frowned, keeping his hold on you as you climbed out of the carriage. “Why did you agree to go on it if you were that nervous, you should have just said no.”

“I didn’t want to disappoint you,” you sighed, as his eyes widened at your honesty.

“You never disappoint me, ever.”

Mingi:

Your eyes lit up as the boys all ran off the stage, glancing around straight away for Mingi. As soon as he saw you, he ran down to you, pulling you into a hug.

Just as he stepped away, you grabbed onto his hand to pull him back. “You can’t walk away without letting me tell you how amazing that concert was.”

“I don’t need you to tell me we’re amazing,” he teased, nudging your hip with his free hand. “Am I not allowed to go and see anyone else now?”

Your hand quickly let go of his as he nodded down to the grip you had on him. “I don’t know what I was thinking, sorry, it just felt like the right thing to do.”

“Don’t apologise,” he joked, moving his hand to rest against your shoulder. “I’m not complaining, you just took me by surprise, that’s all.”

“I didn’t want you to walk away from me just yet,” you whispered down to the floor.

Mingi frowned, taking your hand once again. “I didn’t ask you to let go either, in fact, I want you to hold onto me for the rest of the night so I can keep you nice and close to me.”

“Seriously,” you chuckled, as he held onto you tightly, “you’re not going to let go?”

“No way, you’re staying right here with me.”

Wooyoung:

Your feet stopped as you reached the large step up to the arena. Wooyoung leapt up with ease, glancing back at you still stood in front of the hurdle.

Without thought, your hand reached out for him to take to pull you up. “There’s no way I’m going to be able to pull myself up this, give me a hand up, please.”

“Hold tightly,” Wooyoung instructed, offering his hand out for you to take, pulling you up the step with ease, catching you as you stumbled.

You smiled across at him, carrying on walking without much thought. “Steps like that aren’t built for people like me, they’re for strong people like you.”

“Yeah,” he whispered, noticing that your hand was still firmly holding onto yours. “I’ve got you up the step now though, do you still want to hold onto me.”

“Do you want me to still hold onto you?” You queried, taking him by surprise.

His head shook, squeezing your hand gently. “It’s actually not, weirdly it feels quite normal to just hold your hand,” he smiled, carrying on walking down the street with you.

“I never realised how big your hands were,” you joked, “I’ve never held it before.”

“There’s a lot that you don’t know about me.”

Jongho:

The room erupted into laughter as Jongho told the group the joke he’d been dying to share for most of the afternoon, sending everyone into fits of giggles.

You threw your head back as you felt your stomach hurt, gripping onto his hand to steady yourself. “That was such a stupid joke, it’s not even that funny.”

“Y/N,” he sniggered, noticing your hand resting over his. “If you didn’t find it that funny then why are you sitting in tears right now?”

Your head shook, barely able to look across at him as a result of the tears in your eyes. “It was just so dumb, that’s why it’s funny. I don’t even get the joke.”

“You’re impossible,” Jongho grumbled, trying to subtly move his hand away from yours, but instead you kept a strong hold around him. “Are you alright?”

“Yeah,” you stuttered, as you suddenly realised what he was trying to do. “Sorry.”

His head shook, grabbing your hand as you tried to move it away. “It just took me by surprise, that’s all. You’ve never really held onto my hand like that before.”

“You’ve never been funny before,” you teased, “I can let go, it’s no big deal.”

“Don’t, you just do what makes you comfortable.”

---

Masterlist

[haechanniesunflowers]

Ateez reaction to you being hurt

notes: I'm feeling angsty today

Seonghwa

He had a hard day, practicing for hours on end for Ateez's 10th year anniversary concert. He wanted to get home and pour his heart out in front of you and just spend time with you. But he came home and you weren't there much to his dismay, but he waited for you. It was raining heavily. He called you again and again but you weren't answering making him anxious and adding to his frustration. Three hours later, the rain still hadn't stopped and he was scared and furious. The bell rang and Seonghwa opened the door. You stood there, completely drenched in the rain. He stepped aside to let you in. You walked inside and got to the living room when he pulled you by your arm to make you face him.

"where the hell were you? And why weren't you answering your damn phone?" he tone was harsh.

"Seonghwa please, not now I-"

"no we need to talk about this now! answer me! Do you know how worried I was? And I was already frustrated to begin with!"

You lowered your head and let the tears spill but it seemed like the rain water was dripping down your face.

He shook you arm to pull you, making you lift your face and roughly pull out of his grasp. That's when he saw the tears.

"I had a bad day too! Okay? My awful coworkers took credit for my project that I worked so hard on! And on top of that I locked the car with the keys, my wallet and phone inside! And I had to walk home because I didn't have any money for a bus or a cab! There! Got your answer!"

Seonghwa's eyes softened at your words and he tried hugging you but you pulled back.

"no I'm not in the mood and I'm drenched"

You went to your room and locked yourself in the bathroom to cry in the shower.

Hongjoong

The track he was working on was almost ready and he wanted you to be the first person to hear it so he called you to invite you over to his studio.

"hey babe what are you doing?"

"nothing much Joong. What's up"

"can you come over in the evening? I want you to listen to my song"

There was a pause from your end.

"hello? Baby can you hear me?"

"ye-ah Joongie. I'm busy these days, I'm so sorry. I'll try to come after the next week."

"no that's okay, you don't need to put your work aside. I'm free today since I finished the song, I'll come over. How does that sound?"

"I'll tell you in a few hours, okay?"

Hongjoong felt something was off so he quickly got done with his files and saved the track and packed up. He drove straight to your apartment and knocked on the door. You didn't expect to see Hongjoong at the door so you hid behind the door after opening it. He eyed you suspiciously.

"are you okay?" he asked, pushing the door slightly to get inside.

"yeah why do you ask?" you spoke nonchalantly, standing in the akimbo pose.

"you're acting... unusual"

"nonsense"

He slid it aside and took you towards your bedroom. He found it unusual how you were walking slowly and stopped.

"you're hurt." he stated and his suspicion was confirmed when you didn't answer.

"I slipped and sprained my ankle. I didn't want you to worry so I didn't tell you and I didn't agree to meet you"

He picked you up and laid you on the couch, snuggling next to you.

"I'm here to take care of you" he whispered and turned the TV on.

Yunho

Yunho is always in a good mood when he gets to see you. He wants to make the best use of the time he gets to spend with you. So during his break, you guys went to his home town to meet his parents but you stayed in a hotel even though he insisted that you stayed at his house. But you were a woman of principles and didn't think it was appropriate to stay at your boyfriend's house before marriage. He came to pick you up in his car and took you to an amusement park. You guys took roller-coaster rides and other scary looking rides too. He asked if you wanted to eat something and proposed the idea of going to a restaurant but you you told him that hotdogs from the vendors in the park would be nice and that you wanted to stay there longer and get on more rides. After eating you two took that discovery ride. While getting off you felt a little dizzy and tripped on something and fell. Yunho quickly helped you up and asked if you were okay and you told him yes, even though your ankle hurt a lot. After the fun time, he drove you back to your hotel. As you got off, you winced in pain and knelt to the ground, clutching your ankle. He worriedly got out the car and came to your side.

"your ankle is swollen" he spoke, concerned.

"it's fine, I can manage"

"are you kidding me? Why didn't you tell me you're hurt?"

"because I didn't want to ruin tee date"

"you can't stay here y/n, you're coming out with me"

"I said it's okay Yunho, I'll take painkillers and an ice pack, I'll be fine"

"I'm sorry you got hurt"

"you don't need to be sorry babe" you said and kissed him.

Yeosang

Yeosang wanted to go skateboarding with you but you didn't know how to ride a skate so he took it upon himself to teach you even though you gave the idea of him skating and you cycling next to him but he said no. He took you to a nearby park and helped you learn for over a month. When he deemed you ready, he encouraged you to ride it on your own with him holding your hands or your waist. You took a deep breath.

"you can do this" he smiled.

"I hope so" you replied and steadied yourself.

"I can already see us skateboarding down the road. I can't wait"

"okay here goes nothing"

You gained momentum with your foot pushing the board forward and continued with a steady pace.

"I'm doing it! Yeosang I'm doing it!" you cheered but made the mistake of looking back towards him which made you lose your balance since you were relatively new to this. You fell on your back but broke your fall with your arm.

Yeosang rushed towards you and helped you up. You yelped in paid when he grabbed your arm.

"it hurts so much" you shook.

He took you to a hospital where the doctor told you your wrist was dislocated.

He felt awful and blamed it on himself. He stayed by your side before and after your surgery and even helped you with your daily life stuff until you got better. You were happy to spend a lot of time with him and told him it wasn't his fault.

"you are never riding a skateboard again. Like ever."

San

You were visiting Namhae to meet San's family. He always talked about them and told you how important they were to him so you paid them a visit, knowing it would make San the happiest.

You were sat on the couch, chatting with his sister while the TV was on. It was a random drama which none of you were interested in, rather wanting to talk about girl stuff.

"Sannie is a sensitive one, though he doesn't show it" his sister let you know.

"I know, I have never seen him cry. I used to think he doesn't care but then I found out that he's just very good at controlling his emotions."

You two were indulged in the conversation and didn't see San entering the room with Byeol in his arms.

"Y/N I want you to meet our family's master"

You and his sister giggled.

"Byeol, this is Y/N. I hope you come to terms with the fact that your position as the girl I'd die for has been taken by her."

You were a blushing mess and had butterflies in your stomach. San was always kind and loving towards you. And as if Byeol had understood what San had said, she started acting up.

"can I pet her?" you asked, earning encouraging nods from the Choi siblings. You stretched your hand you gently pet her head but Byeol acted first and violently scratched your hand, drawing blood.

"Byeol no!" San whined as the cat hissed at you and ran to the other room.

You clutched your hand tightly, trying to soothe the pain but it came in waves and burned. San worriedly came closer to you and him and his sister examined your hand. There was definitely blood coming out of the claw marks. They had to take you to the hospital to get you tetanus shots.

"I'm so sorry Y/N, your hand is ruined and you're in pain because of me"

"not because of you Sannie, it was Byeol but you can't really blame her, she an animal after all"

Mingi

Mingi took you to the dance studio to show you the new dance he choreographed. He was happy with it and spent a lot of time perfecting it and wanted you to see it. You were supportive of his ambitions as a rapper and a dancer, aside from Ateez. He was grateful for you for being by his side and understanding the time and effort it required. You never complained when he was unable to make time for you sometimes, knowing that he was working hard. The bond you shared was strong and you two were inseparable.

"okay I'm gonna start, queue the music"

And with that he started dancing. You were in awe of the way his body moved and how effortlessly he executed the difficult moves. You clapped when he finished.

"wow Mingi... this is... wow... I'm so proud" you were at a loss of words.

"come on I'll teach you the floor move, it's the easiest"

It was the easiest, for a trained dancer that is. You both didn't realize how difficult it actually was. You, because you weren't a dancer and Mingi made it look like a piece of cake. Mingi, because it came naturally to him and he had insane body control so he thought it was actually easy.

He taught you how to slide using your core strength. You didn't have a strong core to begin with, so you landed on your knee and pain shot up in your leg. You clutched it and let out a whine. Mingi took a look at it saw it reddening.

"I'm sorry for making you do this" he shook his head.

"nah I shouldn't have said yes" you smiled, not wanting him to be upset.

"let's get you home"

Wooyoung

He kept his artist of the month news a secret from you. He wanted to surprise you with it. So when you saw it on twitter you called him and congratulated him.

"this is huge Woo, I'm so proud of you!"

"I know you're rooting for me. I want you to come at the practice session we're having, just so we can perform on stage too"

You agreed to come and dressed up for him. When he saw you enter the studio in your black jeans that hugged your curves and the loose green cardigan which you styled and tucked in from the front. You had your hair down and mere sight of you took Wooyoung's breath away. His dancer friend from bb trippin' knew about your relationship but some of the staff was different that day and didn't know who you were.

Your eyes gleaned, watching Wooyoung dance. He was in his element and looked ethereal. The practice session ended and before you could run to him and hug him, you saw another woman, a staff member get close to him, handing him a water bottle and wiping his sweat off with a cloth. You were stunned but didn't think muhh about it, since his job required him to be around other women too. You watched from a distance how she talked to him for some time and subtly placed a hand on his thigh, giggling and telling him he did well. You were hurt to say the least. He didn't spare you a glance and then talked to her as if you weren't in the room. You didn't ruin the mood for him at the moment but were screaming internally watching her flirt with your man in broad daylight and him going along with him.

After the session ended, his choreographer called him to discuss important matters with him and the staff started leaving. You noticed how the same woman was hanging around, until another senior staff member told her to pack up and leave. After the discussion, Wooyoung came running to you.

"did you like it?" he asked excitedly.

"the performance? yes. The little show with that staff woman? absolutely not"

His face fell at your words.

"baby listen, I had to let it slide. It's not like I could've swat her hands away and tell her to go away. Having good chemistry with the staff results in good performances. Please try to understand"

"I don't know Wooyoung. And this is just what I saw. I can't stop imagining what else goes on since I'm not around all the time"

"I want you to trust me. I'm all yours. No one can take me away from you. No one. You don't know the hold you have around my heart. You don't know what you do to me. It's you and only you. Never forget that."

Jongho

If there's one thing in this world that Jongho liked doing the most, it was comparing how strong he was compared to you. No, you didn't even compare. You didn't even come close. He loved lifting you like it was nothing, tightening jars on purpose so you would ask him to open them for you and lifting the furniture with one hand while you both cleaned. He also loved arm wrestling with you with just two of his fingers of his non dominant hand, while you struggled to win with your dominant hand.

You both sat in the middle of the living room. Jongho challenged you to arm wrestling and the loser would have to clean the dishes. He wasn't even trying while you were shaking by using the entire strength in your arm. He got a little cocky when his hand got tired and decided to end it with a bang. He used intense force and your hand landed on the table with a thud. You pulled it back and rubbed it. He didn't fully realize how hard he hurt you until he saw just how red the back of your hand was. He immediately apologized but you got up to give yourself first aid, not responding to him. He followed you to the kitchen and tried helping but you shoved him aside.

"leave me alone"

"I'm sorry I hurt you. Let me help"

"Jongho please just leave me alone right now"

He felt awful to have hurt you and after you went to your bedroom, he did the dishes. You had invited him to stay the night at your apartment so he was glad he could be around to make it up to you.

He came to you some time later and apologized again and took responsibility of his actions.

"you scared me Jongho"

"I'm so sorry, I'll be more careful I promise"

[lovesanmotion]

yandere!fanboy!ateez reacts: s/o writing a song about them

This is: requested | I guess....the yandere!ateez as fanboys are a success from what I can see. I only uploaded them without thinking. Also, don’t hesitate to blow up my request box! I’m jobless like Hongjoong, Yeosang and Wooyoung. Also, to the sender who requested this, thank you so much for appreciating my blog and writing! 

Lyrics I placed in order:  Love Battery - LOONA (Immortal Songs)  Shadow - F(x)  Going Crazy - Secret Jieun ft. BAP Yongguk Peekaboo - Red Velvet Shampoo - After School Babe - Hyuna Into You - Yuri Love Foolish - TWICE 

Hongjoong: 

“Even if you are not handsome, I like it. Even if you’re not buff, I like it. You are just for me, to me, you are the best.” 

Hongjoong stood among the crowd with a foolish smile painted on his lips. His hands placed on top of his chest as he listens to your new song that you are performing at your comeback concert. 

“Hold me one more time. Hold me tightly until I burst. Love’s effect must be fading. I need you.” 

A soft sigh escapes his lips dramatically. Lovestuck as he watches the love of his life sing a song about him and how she constantly needed his touch or else she’d die from his lack of attention on her. 

“Fill me with love. Love battery has drained. I can’t live without you, I really can’t live without you. You are my battery.” 

He clutches his chest tightly, his heart beating loudly inside. He didn’t cared how wild the others were cheering for your comeback stage, all that matters to him is that this song was made for him. Just for him. Normally he would promote your songs by requesting them on radio stations, but he hesitated on the idea of promoting it. This was his song. And only he gets the full rights to enjoy it. The others are just listening to it, he thought that you were kind enough to let everyone hear the song you made especially for him. 

“To me, you are everything. I like you so much, I totally like you. My only love, there’s no other, my love. You are the best.” 

As the comeback concert ended, everyone inside the concert hall talked about how your comeback song is a hit and promised to get you another music show win. The others gushed how you must be in love that you wrote a song about affection. 

Hongjoong could only chuckle to himself as he walks out of the venue, hands filled with your individual merchandise and a wallet almost empty after emptying the shelves of your concert goods. 

“Stupid fools think that the song is for them when in fact the song is about me. Me! Only me! Why would Y/N ever notice all of you when a whole me exists?” Hongjoong thought to himself as he walked alone late that night. 

Seonghwa: 

“Everyday, I secretly chase after your footsteps. I’m always careful so you won’t notice. No one says it but our date has started, our own date.” 

Click click! Seonghwa focuses his camera on a different angle before taking another shot of you. Click click! 

“Where are you going? Step by step, I follow you. Without a word you lead me. Step by step, did you notice me? I have nowhere to hide anymore.” 

Yesterday, Starlight made a comeback and today, they are performing their comeback song at a radio station. For this comeback, Starlight’s Y/N participated in the song writing, having been credited two songs in the mini album. She partook writing the comeback song! 

“When the sun rises, I walk in sync and together with you. I am really really into you. When the moon rises, you fall asleep in my arms. I really really like you.” 

Seonghwa’s parents had been praising him for landing a wonderful job in the corporate world. When in reality, he was only hired by a fellow sasaeng that gave him much flexible work hours so he could still manage to slip out of his work and follow your every footstep in the country or out. He was being paid fairly well even when all he did was just to follow you around.

“Day by day, we resemble each other more and more. Your laughter and tears, I know it all. Don’t be scared, were a fate tied by the sun, its our destiny to be together.” 

As the performance ended, the girls sat back down on their seats and the interview rolled in. Fansites can only hang outside of the studio, and of course, Seonghwa is up close, nearest to Y/N. 

“Congratulations to Starlight! This is their third comeback and the song is really catchy!” The MC remarked. 

“It’s sounds like a summer song! I heard Y/N took part in the production?” The second MC asked, the cameras then turned to face Y/N. Y/N who was flustered, nodded her head. “Yes” 

“Can you tell us the story behind the song? Your fans are dying to know the meaning behind such a good song.” The first MC says. 

Y/N held the microphone in her head, smiling, she explained: “This is a true to life song. I made a song about a guy who was really handsome and captured my heart. We were always going in the same direction and one time, his hand brushed into mine. And I felt so happy by the small connection.” Y/N chuckles. 

When Seonghwa heard about it, he lowered his camera and stared at Y/N. The song was about him. He remembered how he would spend his vacant period at work to follow Y/N when they were shooting an ad around Namsan because of the newly built skywalk. His hand brushed on hers when they were buying food at the convenient store. Seonghwa was so moved by the explanation that he felt like his feelings grew more for you. 

“My sunshine likes getting attention. My attention. That’s right, my sunshine, bathe in my attention only. ” 

Yunho: 

“It’s not love, this isn’t love. It’s just your obsession. Wherever, Whatever I do. It’s frightening. The you who watches me.”

Yunho watched as Y/N practices for her upcoming comeback stage at The Show next week. He admired how she dare approached a bold and mature comeback. And he was so happy to see this new side of his girl. However, he felt like he needed to be more protective of her since she was going for a more risque concept. 

“Have you gone crazy? Why are you like this? Please just leave me alone now. Seeing you is suffocating. Please disappear from my sight.” 

Yunho stood behind the cameras as he watches Y/N and the featured artist practice. He heard a few staffs make a comment about how the featured artist looks like him. And maybe how you might’ve fallen in love with him. Yunho’s feeling swelled when he heard of those comments. In fact, he was so happy that he heard it from them. But you on the other hand, why do you still deny your feelings for him? Why was it so hard for you to be up front and honest with what you feel? Is it because he works as your manager? You’re in the same company as he is? And that you kept insisting to be professional? At this point, Yunho would resign if that was the case. If he can’t have you because of his line of work, he would be more than pleased to resign and be in your arms everyday. 

“Get lost. Just back off. I really can’t breathe. Wherever I go, wherever I am. It’s frightening. The you who follows me.” 

Yunho managed to lift the debts off his family. After paying the debts, he was able to even buy a new home for them around Gangnam area. His parents hesitated on the idea at first since owning a land in Gangnam costs way more than renting, Yunho told them not to worry. Not to worry since he is being paid royalty in his job. After that, he was able to spoil you with luxurious gifts and live with you in your apartment. More like forced himself into your home. 

“This ain’t right, this isn’t love. It just hurts me, don’t be like this. I loved you. But I don’t now. Erase me from your memory.” 

And when the song was released, Yunho was all up for promoting it. He made everyone he know listen to the song in various streaming platforms and watch the MV as well. Whether you would like it or not, Yunho is here to stay in your life. Permanently. 

Yeosang: 

“Peekaboo! This is new, is this love? All my friends yell at me, they say I have a problem. I’m fine fine fine fine fine fine.” 

A small painted Yeosang lips as his eyes followed you on stage. He watched you as you danced in a tight red dress. That was his gift for you last Christmas to be exact. The designer brand didn’t really put it out for sale. They only made one and had it up for auction. It was a dress that accentuated your curves and complimented your skin. Yeosang won the auction and had it included in your next comeback. 

“Tag you’re it! It’ll be fun! I’ll include you here. Til the moon hangs on the jungle gym, let’s play” 

Since Yeosang is someone who holds a high position in the company, he made a proposal to be your sponsor. At first, your members didn’t like the idea since sponsors have a bad reputation attached to it. But you were naive and still proceeded with the sponsorship. You thought it would go bad, but Yeosang made you feel comfortable in his home and gave you all the fame that you wanted. Never did he once ask anything that was against your morals. 

“Peekaboo! It’s strange, you’re different. I stop this game and I look at you again. I’m not a fraid, because I just felt that a new story will begin” 

Your members were still cautious about Yeosang orbitting around you. There was something about him that they could not lay a finger on. Scared that they would find their contracts terminated the following day. But seeing you happy, they felt like they needed to stop. As long as you are happy, they are happy. Yeosang included. 

“Don’t worry, my love. You’re safe with me. Anyone who accuses you will come to me first.” 

San: 

It was 9pm when you made a surprise V live alone in the recording room of your company building. San was actually nearby, he was hid inside the convenient store where he bumped into you before. 

“Hello everyone! Have you all eaten? I missed you alot.” He watches his Y/N pout in the screen. His heart raced a bit, 

“I ate already, my love. Don’t worry.” San responds, as if it was only him that you were talking to. 

“I made a new song and I’m in the recording room. Apparently, I was given permission to spoil the song for you!” Y/N happily takes her phone and draws it closer to the company phone of where she is doing her live. 

“I wanna be shampoo Trickling down your hair I wanna embrace you With my strong fragrance  I will wrap around your entire body With white foam  So even the mirrors can’t see you I will cover you  So no one can have you You won’t ever get rid of my scent” 

“That’s all the spoil for now.” Y/N stops the recording and turns the camera to her face again. She leaned her face closer and read a few comments about how would the fans think. 

“What is your inspiration behind this song?” She read aloud. She leaned back in her seat with her lips pursed. “In all honesty, I met a male fan last week. I actually bumped into him and I was able to smell his perfume and...” Y/N paused. “He smelled so good that...was it possible to fall in love just by smelling their perfume?” Y/N chuckles softly. 

San had his eyes wide. The song was about him. He felt like bursting from his seat but he refrained himself from doing so. 

“I hope he isn’t a weird fan. I also have a fan who constantly bothers me even at the late hours. It’s bothering me. And I hope the person stops soon.” Y/N said. Double jackpot! He got mentioned twice by you. He couldn’t wait until the song releases, he was already booking train station platforms in honor for the release of your song. 

Mingi: 

Was it possible to fall in love with just a touch? Ever since the incident at the Incheon Airport, your company has become stricter and hired more bodyguards when it comes to outside activities. From what you heard, VS Media is even rewriting their rules when it comes to fan and idol gift giving. 

“Come on, let me play some more. Why treat babies gently, I cannot count on you, my age. You’ve walked in any magic. I am the one for you. Everyday I wake up. This is mine.” 

Ever since the incident at the airport, you slightly became uncomfortable with the idea of leaving the dorm. Despite your feelings, rest assured that your members were always there for you. 

“I am not sleeping today. I remember my eyes. I’m not sleeping.”

It’s been a month since you stepped foot inside the airport again, things were going okay. You were able to walk inside and through the gates without any problem. The fans still following your footsteps, you tried to loosen up yourself a bit - smiling and waving at them. Nothing could go wrong. 

Until, you saw a figure from your peripheral vision. You turned your head to take a look, but no one was there. Strange. As you and your group were able to board the plane, you took a seat near the window and pulled out your lyrics notebook. Flipping through the pages, you stopped at an unfinished work. The unfinished work is your solo song used as an outro for Starlight’s upcoming full album. 

“Babe babe babe in your eyes. Babe babe babe in your hand. My appearance is babe babe babe babe. I want to hear it again.”

“Are you writing a song?” You were startled with the question. You turned your head and didn’t noticed how a man with a mask and cap sat besides you already. 

“Yes I am” You spoke softly. “Can I read it?” the man besides you asked. 

You hesitantly gave him the notebook, the man took it and read through the lyrics. 

“I like how you composed the song. It’s still in its raw form too. You’re a genius.” The man complimented. You smiled and thanked him for the compliment. The next thing you knew shocked you. 

The man placed a hand on your knee, his other free hand removed his mask and cap. Song Mingi. At that moment, you couldn’t process what was happening. All you knew was that your mind kept telling you to tell at least your members. But your body started heating up at his touch. 

“Did you miss me?” 

Wooyoung: 

Wooyoung had disguised himself as the photographer for your album. The night before it came, he worked on creating his fake ID and borrowed a spare camera to use for the production. 

“At that smile that sees my eyes. For me, the whole world is bathed in light. Hold my hands and I close my eyes. I hope this time stops here.”

Wooyoung’s breath almost took away as he saw you in black under shorts and wrinkled and almost unbuttoned white button down. He didn’t know what the concept was but his eyes were already feasting on your body, not ever feeling full. 

“Fall in love more deeply, you and I. Let’s fall in deeply, you and I together. The one thing that I want. You seep into me, you spread inside of me.” 

“Ms Y/N taking the bold move of doing her first sexy concept.” Y/N’s manager teased her. Wooyoung knew everyone who was on set. Him, Y/N, Y/N’s manager, stylist, make up artist and a few production crew that wasn’t part of VS Media. 

“What’s the story behind this concept?” Y/N’s manager asked, Wooyoung could only stare in awe at Y/N. Never did he see this side of her. He always knew of Y/N as the sweet and bubbly girl in soft concepts. But of course, Wooyoung love to break the types. 

“I actually like to search my name on the internet. And I came across fanfics of myself.” Y/N chuckles. Oh that sweet sound that made Wooyoung’s heart beat fast. The audio recorders can never outdo it. 

“There is a certain blog that possibly does a lot. That blog posts photos of me, writes fanfics and posts my schedules too. He’s doing god works for my other fans.” Y/N chuckles. As the production of the photoshoot started, Wooyoung did his best to capture the real beauty of this side of Y/N. 

“What a hardworking fan. What’s the name of the blog?” 

“ForY/N” 

Wooyoung’s eyes widens as he heard the name of his blog. His blog inspired you to make a song....about him? 

“Filling my whole heart. With you, I feel my heart. Fall in love more deeply, you and I. Let’s fall in deeply, you and I together.” 

“The way that person writes really amazes me. I’d like to get to know the person.” Y/N explains. His mind fell into a spiral. Part of him wanted the song to be released already but there was also a part of him that wanted the song to be released for him only. 

“Wish will soon become tomorrow. Today is more heart fluttering than yesterday. I want to go together with you. Closer to the place where my dream reaches.”

The bonus thing about what Wooyoung did today is that as a photographer, he was able to keep some of the photos. Running away even with some. 

Jongho: 

Jongho fell in line for the release of your album. He was actually second in line as he was actually camping outside of the building of your company. 

“Everyday I called out your name, about a thousand times, about ten million times Before you finally heard it Cut and rewind, why can’t you be mine? Ooh the one who spins my head like this It’s you, just running running running around you  My repeatedly-midnight promise  I don’t know what to do”

Jongho, who had his arms crossed over his chest, looked up and down to turn around where that song was coming from. He hasn’t heard of this song but he knew that was your voice.

“Crazy love!  I love you, love you, hate, foolish Crazy love!  I love you Make me feel so high Love!  I love you, love you, hate, foolish Crazy love!  I hate you Make me so bad It’s weird, the more I fall for you I’m sorry, I’ll hate you I don’t know, I can’t explain this I’m trapped in a labyrinth of strange emotions”

The whole room was adorned with your own merchandise and on the TV display was actually an MV of your b side. Jongho took a basket and grabbed a handful of your limited and regular version of your albums, along with a packet of your photocards and a griptok. 

As he was in line to pay for his orders, in which his basket was filled as he actually bought more of your items. You made a sudden appearance into the room. For Jongho, he felt as if the room got brighter when you suddenly stepped inside. When it was his turn to pay for his items, the people behind the counter were amazed at how many he was able to fit into his basket. 

Tapping his feet impatiently, he wanted to be able to greet you before you left the room. When his bag was handed to him, he immediately took it and sped walk towards your direction, talking to a few. 

He felt as if the gods were with him. As he drew closer to you, the ones you were talking to left and it just you and him now. 

“Hello Y/N!” Jongho greeted. You turned to him happily. “Hello!” 

“I really really like this song of yours!” He gushed happily. “Can you tell me about it?” 

You nodded happily. “The song is actually about someone who makes me feel happy, the idea of love in a dangerous way? The idea send me thrills.” You chuckled. Jongho felt ecstatic. Beyond the moon even. You wrote a song about him! 

That afternoon when he got home, he made sure that everyone in Seoul would be able to hear the song that you made. It was for him so he had full brag rights to do so. 

[k-pop-imagines]

ATEEZ Reaction || You call him in the middle of the night

>>> HONGJOONG <<<

You had a pretty bad day and when you come home from your shift, you badly need to talk and maybe vent to someone. 

You try calling Hongjoong but he doesn’t pick up. You give up after about three tries, remembering that he’s probably in the studio and his phone is either on silent, airplane more, or completely shut off. 

He calls you back as soon as he takes a break and checks his phone for the first time in hours. 

You playfully scold him, telling him that he shouldn’t be up this late since he’s got a schedule early in the morning, in a few hours. But you also understand that once he’s got an idea stuck in his head, he simply can’t rest until it’s written down. 

You confess that you haven’t had a very good day and despite his work, he’ll take the time to listen to you. 

Hongjoong rambles about his own day afterwards to take your mind off of your issues. He’ll talk about what he’s working on and ask your opinion on a few things before urging you to go to sleep, promising he’ll be home with you soon. 

>>> SEONGHWA <<<

When his phone starts ringing on the nightstand, he stirs almost immediately. 

He’s a little disorientated at first but as soon as he sees your name on the display, he’s wide awake. 

Seonghwa is super confused and very, very worried. You never called him this late - or this early - before. Did something happen? Were you hurt? Did you get into an accident? The wildest scenarios run through his head in the few seconds it takes for him to reach the phone and accept the call. 

“What’s up? Are you okay?”  When you hear the worry in his voice, you instantly feel bad for contacting him. You beat around the bush for a while, feeling embarrassed about the reason you were calling. 

“I just wanted to hear your voice...” 

After hearing your words, he sighs in relief and lets out a small chuckle. 

Even though Seonghwa is really tired, he talks about his day for a while and will even sing you a lullaby, if you ask nicely. 

>>> YUNHO <<<

It takes quite a while for him to wake up and realize what exactly is going on. He spends a few minutes searching for his phone, almost missing your call. 

His voice sounds hoarse and drowsy when he picks up and asks what’s up, making you feel bad for waking him up. 

“So, uhm. I’ve got a small problem. No. A big one, actually.” 

He forces himself to sit up straight and focus on your words despite still being half-asleep. “Which is?” 

“There’s a bug in my bedroom. A huge one. Like, a moth the size of my head.”

Yunho lets out a small laugh, not because he’s making fun of you, but because he finds it absolutely adorable. He also feels kind of honored that your first instinct was to call him. 

Even though it takes some convincing, he agrees to come over to save you from the vicious beast, secretly hoping you were just exaggerating when you described its size. 

>>> YEOSANG <<<

You feel lonely. ATEEZ left to go on tour around two weeks ago and while you try to keep in contact, Yeosang is often very tired after performing or busy with oversea schedules. 

Today, after an extremely stressful argument with your boss, you just need to hear your boyfriend’s voice, even if it’s only for a few seconds. 

When he picks up the phone and drowsily asks if you know what time it is, it hits you. Somehow, you completely forgot about the time difference and that it was the middle of the night for him. 

Yeosang playfully scolds you but he’s secretly very happy that you decided to call him, even if the timing wasn’t the best. 

He talks a little about the concert, keeping his voice as quiet as possible so he doesn’t wake up his roommate. 

You end up talking for almost an hour when he realizes that he has to get up soon and has to end the call, but you’re more than thankful for the time you got to have with him. 

>>> SAN <<<

San is utterly confused when he wakes up to the personalized ringtone he set for you. It’s 2am and you had met just a few hours earlier, was everything alright? 

“What’s up, love?”, he asks, trying to sound as awake as possible even though he could barely keep his eyes open. 

“I’m sorry for calling you in the middle of the night... but I had a nightmare and I can’t fall back asleep.”

He tries to comfort you, even offering to come over but you decline, knowing that he’d have to get up early and you didn’t want to inconvenience him even more. 

His comforting words turn into mindless talks about literally anything that could distract you but he’s so tired that he ends up falling asleep in the middle of the conversation. Lucky for him, the same thing happens on the other end of the line. 

>>> MINGI <<<

The sound of thunder and the flickering night sky wake you up abruptly.  Instinctively, you reach for your phone and dial your boyfriend’s number. 

Mingi blindly tries to find his phone, head still pressed into the pillow. The only sound greeting you is a barely audible “Mhm?”, indicating that he was fast asleep until know. 

“Ah, did I wake you up? I’m sorry,” you quickly apologize but Mingi tells you not to worry and that he was awake anyway, even though that was a blatant lie. He just didn’t want you to feel bad. 

“I know you don’t like thunderstorms, so I just wanted to make sure you’re okay.” He smiles softly at your words. 

The two of you talk about each other’s day, trying to distract and comfort the other through the loud noises outside. All the fear either of you had was washed away. 

You talk for a long time, a few hours until the storm is over and both of you can go back to sleep peacefully.

>>> WOOYOUNG <<<

It’s the middle of the night and you want, no, you need cuddles. And you are willing to risk an annoyed or even angry Wooyoung to get them. 

It takes a few minutes and two failed call attempts for him to wake up and pick up his phone. 

He’s cranky and does not appreciate the fact that you woke him up. When you state your reasoning, he does soften up a little, though. 

“I’ll give you a kiss if you come over and cuddle me.” “Meh.” “Two kisses?” “You got anything better?” “Fine, I’ll order pizza as well.” “I’m on my way, babe.”  

There is no way in hell he would admit that he would have come over anyway. He craves affection just as much as you do and was genuinely glad you woke him up for a cuddle session. 

>>> JONGHO <<<

Jongho doesn’t wake up by himself, Seonghwa comes over from the other room because he heard the phone ringing and shakes the maknae awake to have him pick up his call. 

“I think there’s a ghost in my apartment.” 

Once he’s awake, as awake as one can be at 3am, he listens intently. 

A part of him desperately wants to tease you but when he hears in your voice that you’re genuinely scared, he stops himself and tries to take you seriously.

You explain what kind of paranormal events have been happening recently, and especially this night. He tries to give reasonable explanations but you refute all of them.  “It’s probably your neighbor walking around upstairs.” “She’s on vacation.”  “There could be mice in the walls.” “We had an exterminator here yesterday, he said everything was clean.”

He sighs, and even though he is definitely sleep-deprived, he decides to rush over to protect you.  

[tohokuu]

i'm back. did you actually think i was gone ? last night was just a small moment of weakness. i am okay now teehee

i realized that if i leave tumblr, i don't have an outlet to complain about my garbage life

so let's start with everything that has been happening wrong:

so, yesterday my mom yelled at me all day. she yells at me anyway but yesterday was just... horrendous. it's like she doesnt understand how bad the things she says are. like .... i don't think she realizes how much it hurts me and how long that shit sticks in my head

i remember a while back she called me a burden and i just simply never forgot about that.

and then i wasnt able to go with my friend to the p1h concert yesterday and i was actually about to just.... yk..

and then i stayed up finishing assignments last night because i thought it was all due today but then my prof was like, you have until friday. it's okay, i forgive her because she's a milf yk ?

moving on, my car broke down this morning. like i was trying to start it but it wouldn't start and i genuinely wanted to just lay on the highway. it's fucking odd bc i started my car last night and it worked perfectly fine, so maybe my battery just died.. so I'll have my mom give it a jumpstart when she gets home from work. hopefully it's just a dead battery and not anything seriously wrong.

my dads been giving me a hard time bc gas has been 5 dollars a gallon and it's been incredibly irritating

anyway, i was gonna get starbucks this morning because we lost an hour of sleep due to daylight saving time.. i was gonna get something for myself and i also planned on getting something for my professor bc she helped me out w some stuff, but i couldn't even get her anything so i legitimately just... wanted to give up.

then i couldn't find my hijab cap this morning. i had to use a grey one rather than my usual black one and i was so ready to just... scream

and then after my dad drops me off to school, i quit the tennis team because I'm so sick of it and i don't have a car so... no practice

but i got a gym membership but once again, due to the lack of VEHICLE i can't fucking go there either

and my insecurities have been shining these days. i look like a fucking man. i hate how my hair is. i hate being overweight, i hate literally everything. i keep picking at all my insecurities. i look at any photo of mine and just... coil in on myself in disgust.

I'm literally at my lowest right now and i don't know how to fix it. i get so unreasonably angry when things don't go my way. which isn't a good thing but i think i just get scared when stuff isn't in my control. but i tend to express that in anger or i laugh it off instead of being sad.

after that, i was trying to connect my laptop to my hotspot and it just WOULD NOT work... like i was genuinely so sick of it... beyond annoyed and then my eyeliner wasn't fucking even. this is just the absolute worse.

then my yunho fic got fucking flagged this morning for explicit content like go fuck yourself, god

but i filed an appeal and it got accepted 3 minutes later and i know that's a good thing but why the fuck- like can't they do the same for other writers ?? jesus fucking christ

anyway, that's all. thank you, bye

[kpopchangedmylife44]

Ateez reaction: realizing they‘re in love with their best friend and confessing to them

Hongjoong

- he always knew it, but when you got the acception letter for your dream university, he felt like his own dream just came true

- your happiness is his happiness and he knew it would be enough to just be friends, but he wanted more than this

- feels like the risk is worth taking, but overreacts when he starts planning his confession

- ,,If I screw this up, our whole relationship is ruined.”

- prepares everything for weeks until its perfect

- has a plan for every possible outcome

- his confession is straight out of your dream, but Hongjoong is still anxious and a hot mess

- but since you also have feeling for him, it goes well and he didn’t need his 10 backup plans, cause the best possible scenario happened - you are finally his

Seonghwa

- when you went to a family wedding together he was having an epiphany

- he could imagine you both getting married

- and not only that: he started to really want to (one day)

- Seonghwa always knew you would be a part of his whole life and he never thought of anyone else but you, so why did it take him this long

- after this realization he was struggling

- he screamed inside and judged himself for being this oblivious of his feelings

- he ignored you for a week, because he didn’t know how to cope with this situation

- he wanted to see you, but was also afraid to ruin it all

- when you finally met, he was dying inside and needed to let it all out to take this weight off his heart

,,Y/n I’m so badly in love with you” he blurted out and cursed afterwards under his breath

- you saw his face go through all emotions

- he felt like disappearing, but then you started to beam at him all his worries vanished into nothingness

Yunho

- god this boy

- he starts smiling like crazy when it finally hits him, that he is in love with his best friend for all this years

- he always was and he always will be

- you have been childhood friends, growing up together and going to the same school, always sitting next to each other

- he helped you overcome your first heart break and maybe that was when he first realized

- Yunho couldn’t see you being this sad, it actually broke his own heart

- and you were the person he always wanted to be happy

- in his eyes you deserved the world

- so when your next love interest appeared, he is happy that you’re so contented with your life, although he wished that he could be the source of this happiness

- after the break up he realizes that he was jealous and is relieved to still have the chance to become yours

- when you meet up he is over the moon and while hugging you, his feelings get the best of him

- ,,Y/n, I love you.”

- you were not sure if you heard right, so when he pulled away (flustered and his face bright red) he tried to repeat his words, but you were quicker this time

- ,,I love you too”

Yeosang

- he realized it when he was going through a stressful time

- everything was overwhelming and you were the only thing that calmed him down

- you were one of the few people who made him happy just by being there

- he never got tired of seeing you

- after a week of a packed schedule he visited you, cause he couldn’t way any longer

- for the first time in forever he felt like he could breathe freely

- you brought him peace and he didn’t want to leave you as you were his comfort zone

- he realized what love should feel like when you were together

- Yeosang was so in love with you, that it left him breathless and overwhelmed

- he slowly started to freak out, cause what if you don’t return his feelings and he loses you completely

- you knew something was wrong with him in this second

,,Yeosang, what is going on? You can tell me everything.”

- his voice broke slightly when he said the following words ,,It’s you.“

- you looked at him slightly confused, but he looked at you like you were everything he ever wanted (because you were)

- and you knew it by then, of course you knew it

- you reached out to him, giving him a long hug

,,Dont worry about it, I feel the same way.”

- with that he relaxed, feeling completely safe with you in his arms

San

- he realizes that he is in love with you when he has a day off

- instead of exploring the city with the rest of Ateez, he just wants to hang out with you

- since he’s on tour you haven’t seen each other for a while now and it shows

- he misses you like crazy so he decided to take a 5 hour train journey to visit you for a day

- during the journey he had a lot of time to think, but the realization hit him after a talk with a friendly old lady

- she sat next to him and chatted about visiting her grandchildren and also asked San about his destination

- he talked about you and just by explaining how you were best friends, the old lady knew everything

- ,,This person must be really special when you take 10 hours of your day just to see them for a few hours.“

- San agreed, but in his eyes it was totally worth it

- before she left, she said ,,Falling in love with your best friend is the best thing that can happen to you, sweetheart. I can tell you this much.“

- she wished him all the best and San finally knew she was right

- when San surprised you in front of your door you knew by the look of his eyes that something has changed

- you were lost in the moment and you didn’t need to hear it now, cause you kind of knew deep down

- when he took your hand into his and smiled at you like a maniac, everything fell into place

Mingi

- Mingi and you were hanging out in a diner, just joking around and laughing like crazy

- he laughed at all your jokes, as you both shared the same kind of humor

- this was a wonderful thing in itself, just getting along in this way, really understanding each other

- your laugh was a little weird and also loud, so everyone turned around to look at you

- it actually made you a little insecure about your laugh, but Mingi always got your back

- ,,Don’t worry about it, y/n. They are just looking at you, because you’re so pretty. And you have such a cute and unique laugh. Don’t let them stop you from laughing.“

- you were always grateful for him, especially in this moments

- he always adored your laugh as it was his favorite melody in the world cause it meant that you were genuinely happy in the moment

- he had always been a supportive friend, not only tolerate your ,,flaws“ but loving them

- so when you two continued to laugh so much that you needed a break, everyone was still looking at you

- ,,Hey, can you stop looking at my girlfriend/boyfriend? I know she/he is way too pretty for me and has the best laugh in the world, so you’re all just jealous.“

- everyone was now minding their own business, which made him smile brightly

- but you were just repeating his words

- ,,Did you just call me your bf/gf?“

- he got really flustered and just stared at you, feeling exposed and vulnerable

- when speaking the words out, he knew that he wanted it to be true, but now he felt so embarrassed

- ,,Oh I didn’t mean it that way.“

- ,,Well that’s to bad, cause I actually enjoy the idea of you being my boyfriend.“

- and just like that it happened, it was so easy since it was with Mingi and you continued to smile and laugh because of your happiness

Wooyoung

- Yeosang invited you for the concert this evening to surprise Wooyoung

- when he found out minutes before the show started, he immediately freaked out

- he stopped working properly, laughing manically while breaking a sweat

- by the bewildered look on his face you would think that he has lost it completely

- how dare they didn’t told him earlier

- he felt not prepared at all, getting more nervous by the minute

- you were so important to him and he wanted to show you the best performance to impress you

- the other members didn’t get what was going on ,,Wooyoung, just calm down. Why are you like this.”

- ,,ARE YOU SERIOUS? IM IN LOVE WITH Y/N AND I CAN’T GO ON STAGE WHEN SHE/HE IS WATCHING ME. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME.“

- the look on the members faces were priceless, while Yeosang broke in a tiny laughter ,,Finally you admitted it.”

- and the realization of his feeling for you and the way that Yeosang betrayed him made him feel all kinds of emotions

- but when he went on stage, his eyes landed on yours only and it was strange how all of his nervousness went away

- it was his best performance ever and because his eyes never left you, he noticed your huge sign saying ,,I’m in love with you, Wooyoung.”

- and he knew that you were speaking the truth

- after the show Yeosang winked at Wooyoung ,,you’re welcome”

- this boy was the mastermind behind it all, but Wooyoung had more important things to take care of now ^^

Jongho

- you have been friends for your whole life, so you were one of his biggest supporter for his music career

- he would get quite a lot of fanpost, but one letter stuck out to him

- it was a love letter, which arrived at his private mailbox

- this was really strange, as nobody knew where his apartment was

- it was signed with the initials of your name

- there were a lot of possibilities- this could be just a random person or a prank

- but he kept wondering if it was you and he wasn’t repelled of the idea of dating you

- he actually came to the realization that he could see you in this way and he also wanted it to come reality

- before overthinking for too long he wrote you a love letter in return

- 2 days later you visited him at his apartment

- ,,I got your letter, Jongho.“

- ,,Yeah, I also got your letter.“

- and you were like what in the world is he talking about, but continued regardless

- ,,I also thought about us in this way and I would love to give it a try.“

- Jongho broke into his gummy smile

- ,,So do I.“

[muselin]

Hey! I'm the 2nd gen anon that sent you the ask the other day. I agree with what you said especially the thing about social media.

For the past few years, I've been wondering why I fell out of Kpop because at that time, Kpop was gaining more attraction. I think the first reason would be that many older groups were disbanding. Then, it would be the presence of social media (toxic fans are the loudest). Other than that, I couldn't get myself into the newer songs. I remember thinking that the reason for this was due to newer songs being too westernized. However, foreign producers have been making songs for Kpop artists for a while. Over time, I noticed that a lot of the newer songs (even non-Kpop songs) don't have full choruses. The songs are mostly focused on the beat and the title of the song is repeated in the chorus. I don't hate this type of music but I tend to get sick of it quickly. A lot of 3rd and 4th gen groups are coming out with this kind of music now which makes sense into why I couldn't get myself into them. Even when my favs, which are 2nd gen and early 3rd gen (I actually regard them as 2.5 gen because they had similar styles to 2nd gen) come out with songs that don't have full choruses, I rarely listen to it.

I know in my previous ask, I did say I stopped being a Kpop fan at one point but I did still listened to my favourite Kpop songs as well as trending songs. I don't think I can ever stop listening to Kpop or music in general. I guess you can say I just became a casual listener. I'll check kpop news from time to time but that's it. I couldn't keep up with the fandom.

I don't know if you ever felt this way before but I feel bad for not putting in time for my favs or ults(?). What I'm talking about is things like streaming and voting. Luckily, my favs don't really care because they've been in the industry for a while but I still feel guilty because streaming and voting is a form of supporting the artists you love.

Sorry for the long ask. It's just hard to find 2nd gen fans on Tumblr. Also, thanks for bringing awareness about mental health. Like you said, it's sad that such tragic events have to happen in order for us to bring light to an important topic. With this, I hope people will care for the mental health of others and themselves.

I definitely agree with a lot of what you said. And thank you for dropping in again! I personally don't like songs where the structure is "skimped on", e.g. not having a full chorus, or several lines of lyrics being just the same word or phrase repeated over and over. Although that said, "Sorry Sorry" and "Ring Ding Dong" are what got me into kpop and are the most iconic songs ever and you can't tell me otherwise lol.

For me personally, rediscovering Super Junior and SHINee after 7+ years of not keeping up and being a casual listener was like a shock to the system. With Super Junior it was like, hold up, you mean Kibum, Hangeng, Kangin AND Sungmin are not in SJ anymore?? And with SHINee it was like... how can we go on without Jjong?? And hold on, Taemin is now the biggest solo artist of all of them?? TVXQ was now only Yunho and Changmin and the rest had left?? It was so much to take in.

When I was coming back into kpop circa late 2017, besides BTS I wasn't that thrilled with what I arrived to as a 2nd gen fan to be honest. Monsta X and KARD were a breath of fresh air, as a proper very EDM focused and a mixed gender group, respectively. Musically though, aside from BTS it was VIXX I loved the most and they sit awkwardly in the time line, somewhere between 2nd gen and 3rd gen. They're usually considered 2.5 gen.

It was sad learning about everyone I knew from 2nd gen that was disbanding or not active (f(x), 2NE1, SHINee were just recovering from Jonghyun's passing at the time). But at the same time I was thrilled that so many were still going strong. I felt i could relate to them because I was getting into that later-twenties stage where I was worrying about getting older, but I was comforted knowing my 2nd gen idols were growing older with me, they were already a few years ahead of me and still rocking it.

You see, with feeling guilty about not streaming and voting, I didn't really experience that. When I was an early kpop fan it wasn't even possible to vote outside of Korea so I never felt like I had missed out on these opportunities or let my idols down. When i got into kpop again I did take advantage of the fact that I could stream, vote for MAMA and vote on some music shows. I never felt guilty though because I knew that the majority of these voting drives were for the younger fans, who didn't have full time jobs, families or that many responsibilities. So I always felt I was doing my best as a fan in moderation, without sacrificing all my time, money and sanity.

With 4th gen, I don't even bother with voting. Some people might say that makes me a shitty or lazy fan, but my ults are 2nd and 3rd gen, and I'm only one person. I know 3rd and 4th gen have loads and loads of young fans who do the streaming and voting better than I ever could. I just stream on comeback day and enjoy the music, and buy the occasional album. When I was a young fan I had no money at all, I couldn't buy any albums or go to any concerts. So I don't feel guilty because I can do more now as an older fan than I ever could before to support my idols. I save my voting rights for my 2nd gen faves who aren't as popular anymore, because I know it would mean much more to them to still win awards this late into their careers :)

[ateezthings]

ATEEZ Reaction: You’re having extreme menstrual pains

*Whining ahead*: I’m currently having the worst menstrual cramps, I can’t get out of bed because i will collapse as my blood circulation is horrible, i feel like someone’s stabbing me repeatedly with a rusty knife in the stomach and in my lower back, so I decided to write this, it helped to not feel so crappy.

 Fluff

 This turned out pretty dramatic, it’s based on what I and many other people with periods experience every month.

Feel free to leave your worst period experiences in the replies so we can cry together.

 Seonghwa

- Seonghwa came home from a concert to you cooking dinner in the kitchen

- you were standing when suddenly you got incredibly dizzy

- your knees gave out but Seonghwa was quick to react

- he caught you by holding you under your arms

- he carefully brought you down to the floor

- he was so scared tho, he didn’t know what was happening

- you were conscious again after a few moments, you didn’t remember what happened tho

„Baby, are you okay?“

„Uh yeah, I think so, when did you get home?“

- he put you in bed and fed you dinner

- also he cuddled you until you fell asleep

 Hongjoong

- Hongjoong and you were supposed to go on a date today but he found you curled up on the sofa, eyes squeezed shut

„what’s wrong babe?“

„I’m on my period and it feels like someone’s stabbing me in the lower back with a dirty knife 19564 times“

- after that he knew what to do

- he made you some Yarrow tea, he knew that it helped with period cramps

„How would you feel if we had our date here on the couch? I could get some pastries and we could watch a Disney movie“

- you didn’t know it was possible to fall in love with this man even more

 Yunho

- Yunho got home from a business meeting at lunch time

- you were in bed, extremely pale and not being able to speak much

„Honey, is there something I can do to make you feel better?“

- you could only shake your head, you hated him seeing you like that

- Suddenly you felt extremely nauseous, so you got up and ran to the bathroom where you emptied your stomach into the toilet

-Yunho followed you so he could hold your hair back

- when you were done he carried you back to bed

- he also brought you a glass of water and made you some soup so you wouldn’t get dehydrated

 Yeosang

- Yeosang came home from recording a new song

- he found you lying in bed, crying so *worried Yeosang* was activated

„Honey, what’s wrong?“

„I’m having the worst period cramps“

- he tried to comfort you by holding you close to his chest

- at some point you told him that you would try to breathe the pain away, so you did some weird I’m-in-labour-right-now breathing exercises

- he did them with you

 San

- when you told San you were on your period he didn’t expect you to be lying in bed half unconscious

- he got so worried he started calling an ambulance

- luckily you could stop him

„San, please put the phone down, this is normal for me at this time“

„Are you sure you’re okay?“

„Yeah I’ll be fine, but could you make me a hot water bottle maybe?“

- Of course he could

- he also brought you some pads and tampons in the evening even though you didn’t ask him to

  Mingi

- now Mingi would be a lost and scared little puppy, he wouldn’t know what to do when he arrived at your place and your face clearly showed that you were in a lot of pain

„Shit, baby, what’s wrong?“

„I’m on my period“

- after a while though he would get into bed with you and try to cuddle the pain away

- he was a little hurt though when you told him you were too hot to cuddle him at the moment

- so he gave you the space you needed

- after a while you were cold so you asked Mingi if he could warm you up and massage your hip joints as they were killing you

- he knew this was not a time to make the massage sexual as he would risk being banned from your place for at least 4 weeks

 Wooyoung

- would be scared shitless when you scream out in pain

- he would come running from the living room

„Oh my god, are you okay“

„Not really I’m having really strong menstrual cramps“

- after he got himself together again he would bring you tea and chocolate

- he would probably make jokes about it after a while which led to you pushing him off the bed

 Jongho

- would be the most uncomfortable with the topic out of all of them

- at first he didn’t really understand what was so bad about bleeding out of your vagina

- so you told him what symptoms came with it and that it was indeed extremely painful

- after that he would try to be helpful

- he would bring you everything you asked for in a matter of seconds

- chocolate? He got it, a homemade dinner? Give him 20 minutes and he got it, a heating pad? He’ll run to the store to get it for you

- in the evening he would carry you out to the living room to watch a movie if you weren’t able to walk yourself