#i was so confused yesterday morning
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i woke up yesterday fully thinking it was christmas. what
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i rearranged my room and am packed like a sardine by my desk :)
#it’s actually not as bad as i thought it’d be#bc my chair reclines and swivels#and the bed isn’t too high up so i can still fully recline the chair#legroom is iffy but if i turn my chair to a 45 degree angle i can fully extend my legs#the dogs are confused but they’ll get the hang of it#still not done organizing and everything yet but i’m getting there#i worked all yesterday and this morning#am weak and frail
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was sitting in a barely filled bathtub with lukewarm, clear water to cool down a little, because it's pretty warm today, and suddenly my cat, with what's possibly her last strength, jumped into it and started drinking like a maniac. i was so stunned i couldn't do anything but stare at her, then picked her up and got out and now i've filled a bowl with water and she's *still* drinking.
#she's refused to drink for a few days (beyond the fluid we had to administer her)#so she's likely parched but she's never done anything like jump into a bathtub before#she's always been avoiding that#i think she's incredibly confused; yesterday she couldn't find her litterbox#we have a appointment at the vet tomorrow morning and that's it then i think
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So crazy how suicidality is stored in the uterine lining
#yesterday i was legit in like a dark night of the soul#woke up this morning discovered i had started and my period and was like “oh yeah everything is fine”#girl so confusing feat. lorde
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Hmm how long do u wait for a scheduled phone call before going on about your day bc they didn’t call lol
#it was w a counsellor so im confused bc it’s in my calendar and my government app as 10 this morning#and it’s 10:30 now#she also didn’t text me yesterday as a reminder#but I s2g we booked it for 10 today#hope I don’t get penalised for missing it lmao
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my bunny has to spend the night at the vet, and I miss him so much.
#yesterday my mom took him to the vet after i noticed him limping and turns out he broke a toe#so then they put him under anesthesia and put a cast on his foot#and he wouldn't eat anything other than banana (his fave) and hadnt gone to the bathroom so we brought him back to the vet this morning#my poor baby is all alone at the vet and probably scared and confused#my mom thinks he's just being stubborn with the eating because he's mad about his foot because he's eating banana
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Left: “You think, then, definitely, that Barker and Mrs. Douglas are guilty of the murder?” Valley of Fear, Frank Wiles, The Strand Sep 1914 - May 1915 Characters: Watson, Holmes
Right: “He tossed it across with a laugh.” Wisteria Lodge, Arthur Twidle, The Strand Oct-Nov 1908 Characters: Holmes, Watson
#acd holmes#sherlock holmes#tumblr bracket#sherlock holmes illustrations#polls#R1#just posting todays all at once starting w this one#not sure what happened with the scheduling yesterday that only 3 went up and one was this morning???#but im assuming its bc i put them in the queue after it started for the day so#i wanna avoid that again it was confusing sdkfkdsf#polls full bracket
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tell me why i am awake at 7am on a saturday :(
#kai.rambles#my eyes can’t even open all the way bro#i told my mom yesterday that if she was going to the supermarket today that i’d go with her bc i also need to buy some things#so it can be a little market date just the two of us before celebrating mother’s day tomorrow#tell me why this woman called me at 6am to tell me she was getting ready MAAM?!?! the sun is still coming out?!?!?#alsoo why is tumblr completely forgetting the shit i do?!?#i have to redo my tags every once in a while and i just noticed it unfollowed some people i recently followed#now i gotta embarrassingly follow them againnnn and they’ll probably be hella confused about it#dove if you see this now you know why lol#anywaysss good morning lmao!💗
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good morning!! <3
#so apparently they calculated the exploration for that area wrong#bc i went in after that little mini-update yesterday and now that region's at 100% for me so~#i got to work on the new region & go up to 24% (i should start the world quest for this one soon I'm sure)#(i just wanna see what i can explore without it)#anyway that was a pleasant surprise (bc i got like nearly all chests & was confused why i wasn't closer to 100% lol)#anyways~#i hope you have a good day/night!! <#morning rambles
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I AM SEEING SABRINA CARPENTER TMR (today?) SO HERE IS THE HAT I SPEED CROCHETED TODAY (yesterday?) TO WEAR BC IM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF
#i started crocheting two weeks ago but i have the it can’t be THAT hard gene#also i have adhd#yes i can be into the inherent eroticism of cannibalism and also crochet heart bucket hats on the side#i am a very complex person#it’s midnight which is why i’m confused as to tmr today yesterday#i’m just very happy with myself so i just show everybody#i’ll probably freak out and delete this in the morning#so if i see it now be happy LMAO#imeda rambles!!
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forgot how stupid I am when my boyfriend's in town he is so sweet tho..... what am I supposed to do ...
#he came back yesterday and i slept over w him :-)) this morning he was all 'sorry for keeping u up so late 🥺🥺'#he always says this and i think he rlly is sorry but im always telling him not to be bc well i kept myself up late#no one made me stay up least of all him. hes the only reason we ever get any sleep anyway i would keep us up all night bc i am so stupid#anyway i was rlly nervous abt him coming back just bc i hadnt seen him for two weeks and i thought maybe it would be weird when he got back#and over the break we had this long conversation i was like in 2023 i am cracking down on crime committing to the bit#we r all using all my pronouns all the time and im serious abt it. and u have to be rlly good abt it bc ur my boyfriend#and he said ok i do not rlly understand but i will try my best#and i thought yeah this guy is not going to be able to get w the program. i think tho he is actually getting w the program pretty well#(he's asked me abt this several times in the past and i basically told him not to use my other pronouns)#(bc i didnt fully know what i wanted yet and if it was going to be confusing to him it would stress me out and not be worth it)#(and he said he would be able to get w the program and i didnt believe him but i think that was true)#anyway!
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last two days have been so.. umm a lot they’ve been a lot
#my grandmother has been so confused even more so than usual#yesterday she couldn’t understand why my grandfather was dead and who wanted him dead#and she’s so mad that I have to keep her up in the evening ans she can’t just sleep#she fought me on it all day today and they won’t even give her sleeping pills to help it like.#you want me to go days without sleep I guess.#then I called my aunt back for her and she goes idk why she even calls me she doesn’t care. I’m like what the#sense when do you say that she used to love talking on the phone#then she kept talking about this brad guy coming out to see her even tho her pt isn’t even brad#his name is Derek and he was already here this morning.#I feel like I’ve just wanted to cry this last week and everyone keeps getting annoyed#and not wanting to take it out on each other but we always do inevitably#ans my mom went to the store tonight for groceries and grandma goes why would she do that she doesn’t even have any money.#ok.. low blow lmao.
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Okay I have a story.
So my birthday is this Sunday (May 26th). My mom ordered some presents for me but one of them (an Etsy purchase) was seemingly stuck in transit and might not make it on time. I tell my mom all good, no worries. She gets in contact with the seller. After a long delay in response they get back with "Right we'll fix it!" It ships, tracking label and everything, good to go! ETA May 22nd (yesterday.)
During the work day I check the tracking and it says it's been delivered in/at mailbox! I double check with my mom "hey, is it mailbox size?" because if not, I don't want it sitting at the front door where anyone walking by could snag it.
She says "it's definitely NOT mailbox size." Okay. I text my neighbors in the building "Anyone seen a package delivered? It's a birthday gift from my mom and I wanna make sure it gets inside!" Success! Floor 2 David (not to be confused with Floor 1 David) had brought it inside. Inform my mom. All good!
I stop by home briefly around 4pm, because yesterday was hot-hot and I just installed my window A/C that morning in the living room, and according to my cat cam my stupid cat hasn't spent a single second in the climate controlled living room and is, instead, voluntarily baking herself elsewhere so I'm like "great" and hop on my bike to go home (10 minute ride) to check on her.
I get in the building door. Patches is crying from the top floor because she heard me. I maneuver my bike in the front hall. The ugliest fucking 6-foot-tall cat tree(?)/totem(?)/statue(?) I've seen in my entire life is just. Standing there.
My first thought is "What the fuck is that." My second thought is "Oh fuck that is for me." I look around at the floor in case there's perhaps anything else that might, in fact, be the gift.
No. Me and Cat Pole.
It's taller than me. I turn it around to face me and its face is painted and this is, in fact, uglier than it looked from the back.
Um.
Patches is crying. So I just haul it up to my level. MAYBE it was supposed to come with twine that I wrap around it (and hide its face from the world) for Patches to scratch. Maybe this is a prank. Maybe this is an inside joke, because when my mom moved into her current house the neighborhood gifted her some ugly-as-hell totem that apparently, by tradition, each newest-comer to the neighborhood is required to have and display in their window so maybe this is a very good riff on that.
Patches rubs against it. She's not afraid of this horrid facsimile of her kind.
Great.
Meanwhile SHE'S fine and the condo is a little toasty but totally liveable so I'm like "Good, cool, you're not baking. You're having a good time. Enjoy your new sister, I guess, I'll see you later."
I go back to work because this is a problem for later me.
After work, after my run, after whatever, I get home and it's like 8:00pm and Patches is so happy to see me and the totem pole is still just. There.
I text my friends like "so a bday gift is here from my mom and it's the Biggest Ugliest cat pole I've seen in my life. Is this a bit? Did my mom go 'that's so ugly haha! send!' Maybe she genuinely found it cute. How do I navigate this." My friend Sarah has the good advice to maybe text my mom neutrally like "Got the cat pole!" and feel the waters whether my mom is like "Isn't it ugly? 😂" or "Hope Patches likes it! 🥰"
My mom goes to bed early so I don't do any of that yet. Problem for tomorrow me.
This morning, Patches wakes me up for breakfast. I get her situated and I'm staring at the fucking Cat Pole again. I wonder if my Mom's been wondering all night what I thought of it.
I take a picture. I text her.
Okay.
I get on call with my mom. I ask for clarity that the ungodly horrid thing is NOT my birthday gift and is in fact a mix-up from the seller who sent me this instead of my actual gift. She's wheezing between words. She thinks I'm being too charitable for the amount of Absolute Fucking Ugly this is. I have to gently talk her out of using the word "monstrosity" while messaging the seller asking what the hell happened here.
I tell her I need to apologize for harming her dignity with Floor 2 David, who thinks this fucking thing is my mom's idea of a great birthday gift for her to-be-28-year-old daughter.
My heart goes out to the poor soul who did actually order this cat totem and is lacking it on this lovely day.
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daily kestrel 10:
the spot the vet removed from Peggy a few weeks ago did contain cancer cells. she's referring us to a veterinary oncologist that she knows personally, so hopefully we'll hear more about setting up an appointment with her soon. we're trying to be hopeful about it all; Peggy is only 8 years old, and having one leg removed due to cancer in December hasn't affected her quality of life at all, so hopefully we can knock the rest of this stubborn shit out with some radiation and call it done
it's been a long day, not just because of that call at the tail end of work today. i agreed to go in early, so i got to work at 7 - lo and behold, the closing floater who usually takes my kids when I go home had a doctor's appointment this afternoon, and since I'm only working four days a week right now, I agreed to stay late too. i didn't get off until around 5:45 when the last floater got down to 8 kids in her room. i bounced around to the mobile and infant rooms for their lunch breaks today, which is always fine with me, but i'm kinda glad i'm in an older room now instead of with the littlest littles
on my lunch break i asked the d&d group if they wanted to confirm for doing my long-discussed (and little planned) oops all warforged one-off for tomorrow night and I got a resounding yes from most of the group, so i get to DM for the first time in my life tomorrow night
i called my mom on the way home from work because I needed to talk to someone about the cancer call - someone other than my director at work, who gave me a hug and told me to let them know what days I need for Peggy's appointments when I told her why I was upset. i was able to get my crying out to mom so I could put on a brave face for Paige and Peyton when I got home and not break down to them
i ditched my optional meeting for my online class tonight bc i just wasn't in the mood & instead used my time to send out character creation guidelines, set up a map on roll20, get a few enemy stat blocks, and draft the first encounter. there's still a whole bunch of variables and i'm honestly not sure where the story is going quite yet, but i've got a few different ideas so I'll see what starts to take shape tomorrow. i don't anticipate that we'll get super far, our "one shots" always turn into three or four session affairs anyway, so i think i've got enough together to go on for now. i've even tried my hand at drawing a regional map for the first time ever and i'm proud of it, even though it's only the most basic pencil sketch with a few labeled towns and a mountain range
it's almost 11 so i should go get ready for bed, there's a whole day of work tomorrow before i can even play d&d. i'm still in the office typing this on Wildberry Poptart, my phone is almost dead and i type faster on a real keyboard anyway, but inertia is a hell of a force and Peggy is standing on my lap and doing biscuits so it may be another few minutes before I actually close up for the night
#i also realized today that i may have totally blown off the book club at the elementary school yesterday on complete accident#i didn't even think about it at all but i'm pretty sure she mentioned sometime in the morning yesterday that book club was starting#i was so focused on getting my day done that when the bell rang i packed my stuff and told her i'd see her next week and headed to my car#she looked slightly confused but i chalked that up to us not realizing what time it was when the bell rang#it's only now on the next day that I think i may have missed something - way too late to do anything about it#i may mention it to her when i'm there on Monday just like a “hey sorry i totally realized way too late that this may have been a thing”#it's not the end of the world i'll get plenty of other chances esp if i keep volunteering there after the semester is over#but it did make me feel bad today like damn i hope she doesn't think i blew her off#i just have a really bad short term memory and didn't write anything down about the book club start date so it left my mind instantly#and bc i didn't write anything down about it i can't even go check my notes to confirm or deny my suspicion about it#Thursday#September
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:p personal
#bro i hate to mess something up so mug#* much ffs#because my mood has really been declining lately...#yesterday it wasn't even 10 in the morning and i was one push away from crying#today i tried to at least seem like im put together but imagine like#i literally just got confused bout two things and i feel horrible about myself#and insecure about if i deserve to be doing what im doing...#when i have these days i try to remember that i do deserve to be where i am#but its hard bro :( and im the ome making it hard for myself
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My boyfriend was on the phone with his dad yesterday so I went out to sit on the patio to pet the geese and play on my phone for a bit, and while out there I came across a comic of baby Grimace (yes, that Grimace) being sad because everyone hated his milkshake and saying he wished he never had a birthday. Then there was a follow up where tons of people had commented saying they loved the shake and wished Grimace a happy birthday, and that made him happy again.
This, for whatever reason, emotionally devastated me. I was sobbing. I was ugly crying so bad that even the geese waddled away side-eyeing me.
After a while my bf yelled from inside, "Okay, you ready for dinner?" and I was forced to accept I had to go back in the house a defeated sniffly little wreck.
My boyfriend, who has only ever seen me cry once in the whole year we've been together, looked horrorstruck. He assumed the worst. Someone got hurt. Something was wrong with my family. Someone was mean to me (a cardinal sin). The panic that washed over his face was unparalleled.
He, upon seeing me, (somewhat theatrically) rushed over and grabbed me by the shoulders. "What's wrong, what happened? Are you okay?" he asked, frantic. "What is it?"
I realized how ridiculous the whole situation was and just shook my head.
He was growing more panicked. "What is it? Why are you crying?"
I then had to stand there and look him, this completely normal human being, in the eyes, and blurt out "Grimace"
Confused silence followed.
"....Grimace?"
I nodded.
"...The McDonalds guy...thing?"
I nodded.
"What...what did...Grimace...do to you?"
I then tearfully recounted the silly internet comic that had absolutely broken my heart. And this poor guy--this poor, wonderfully sweet, nice, patient guy--kindly stood there trying to figure out how to comfort me that Grimace was not, in fact, sad. (Nevermind that he's a corporate mascot who isn't real)
This morning my phone rang just after 5am. It was my boyfriend. It was my turn to panic, to assume the worst.
I didn't even have time to say hello before he started excitedly yelling, "Look at the TikTok I just sent you! Look! Open it!"
Confused and not entirely convinced I wasn't still asleep, I opened the TikTok.
An official release from McDonalds confirming Grimace (who still isn't real) did, in fact, feel special on his birthday.
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