#i was playing lobotomy corp because i am. stressed

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

Childe loves it when you call him nicknames or terms of endearment. he's the one who started it first, playfully calling you "comrade" when you first became friends and transitioning into softer words, like "love" or "starlight". he adores seeing you duck your head, lightly punching him in the shoulder as you mutter about how mushy he is. yet you're unable to hide the small smile on your face and the warmth in your cheeks, and with a laugh he'd sweep you off your feet into a hug, brushing the tip of his nose with yours and grinning cheekily. you'd always sigh, flustered from his blatant displays of affection but a little pleased all the same. once Childe got stuck in Foul Legacy though, he lost his voice and with it, his ability to call you sweet nicknames. he tries, he really does, even if you don't ask him to, but it's a struggle to even say your name, the words getting stuck in his throat and coming out as sobs until you rush over and wrap your arms around him, hushing him gently and stroking his hair. you tell him that it's alright, you know what he's trying to say, but he hates the wordless whines and trills that come out of his throat. so to fill the silence, you begin to come up with names of your own. you're not naturally talkative, so at first they simply stayed in your head as you gazed at Childe, affection shining in your eyes, until the day you were snuggling, Childe happily nudging his head against your hands to the point you nearly tripped and fell over. "Sweetheart, please!" it slipped out as you laughed, the weight on your hands immediately vanishing as Childe pulled back and stared at you in shock and awe, before his single crystalline eye filled with tears and he pressed his head to your chest, whimpering and hiccupping not in sadness, but in overwhelming joy. since then you often use terms of affection, singing them into the house when you return home from work, errands, anything- everything from "sweetheart" to "my darling" to the playful "Sir Fluff". and Childe adores it to say the least, preening and happily fluttering his wings in pride, because it reminds him that he's your beloved Abyssal moth, that there is someone who loves him and doesn't think he's a monster. if you're ever cuddling and you mumble one of you nicknames, his purring increases by a factor of at least 10. and when you're asleep, he practices, whispering over and over again. something simple, to not strain his voice, but still with all the affection he holds for you- "my love, my love, my love, my love"- so that maybe one day he can say it back to you again.

[tamisdava-blog]

Lobotomy corps: Sephirahs

Lets start with a Sephirahs that everyone who started the game met her from the start, Angela. The guide in our game who tries to help us, at least where i am she tries to help :/  As the game is heavy on religious symbolism, Angela's name may in reference to her role as the player's guide, being that one of the derivatives of the name Angela is Angel. And i think everyone who thought about Angela gussed it. Angela's naming could also be related to how A believes he is a god.(i just spoilerd myself a game for this! but i am ok) 

And oh yeah i read the wiki more and i found the Qlipoth! Qlipoth means: peels, shells or husks. Every Sepiroth has its opposite that is Qlipoth, If Sephiroth is holliness then Qlipoth is unholliness. And every Qlipoth has their own names, if you’ll like to read about it then write it in comments, maybe i’ll write about them something.

So now we’ll start with Malkuth. Malkuth from Hebrew means kingdom, even Malkuth told it us in the game. Unlike the other nine sephirot, it is an attribute of God which does not emanate from God directly. Rather it emanates from God's creation—when that creation reflects and evinces God's glory from within itself.  Malkuth means Kingdom. It is associated with the realm of matter/earth and relates to the physical world, It is important not to think of this Sephirah as "unspiritual". Malkuth is also associated with the World of Assiah, the material plane, and the "densest" of the Four Worlds of the Kabbalah. And every Sephiroth symbolizes the parts of human bodies and emotions. Malkuth is associated with the feet and anus of the human body, Sorry but its written there so i cant change it malkuth fans. Malkuth is also associated with Mouth Speech-revelation, and what we know about kings? that they need to speak very much and give commands and BLABLAH! Malkuth’s primary emotion is kingship. Nu i hope that everyone get why Malkuth is in control team, because king controls everyone, i mean Malkuth controls the control team. I mean even her personality is king-ish. Happy-go-Lucky and clumsy, a bit of a sadist from time to time. Sorry again Malkuth fans She is really pretty sadistic, like some kings in history, And we really have some great examples of it. So Malkuth fits perfectly in. I give her 10/10

Yesod our serious pal. Yesod from Hebrew means foundation. According to Jewish Kabbalah, Yesod is the foundation upon which God has built the world. It also serves as a transmitter between the sephirot above, and the reality below. The light of the upper sephirot gather in Yesod and are channelled to Malkuth below. In this manner, Yesod is associated with the sexual organs. The masculine Yesod collects the vital forces of the sephirot above, and transmits these creative and vital energies into the feminine Malkuth below. Yesod channels, Malkuth receives. In turn, it is through Malkuth that the earth is able to interact with the divinity. Yesod plays the role of collecting and balancing the different and opposing energies of hod and Netzach, and also from Tiferet above it, storing and distributing it throughout the world. It is likened to the 'engine-room' of creation. The Cherubim is the angelic choir connected to Yesod, headed by the Archangel Gabriel. In contrast, the Demonic order in the Qlipothic sphere opposite of Yesod is Gamaliel(opss i said that i would write Qlipoths later), ruled by the Archdemon Lilith. And also the secondary emotion of yesod is truth. Lets remember, Yesod always said about everything what he thought in game, he never hided anything. So Yesod is fits too, i am giving him 9.5/10

Our lazy friend Netzach. I haven’t seen so much times Netzach in the game so i dont know alot about him, maybe how i get it from the first time he uses drugs? Hod just wanted to help others with stress D: ok whatever in my opinion it wasn’t best choice to put Netzach as a leader of safety team. because he is tired and lazy and sometimes he acts uninterested. I think its funny how Netzach represents people nowdays that dont care about safety. Netzach generally translates to 'eternity' from Hebrew, and in the context of Kabbalah refers to 'perpetuity', 'victory', or 'endurance'. communicates the idea of long-suffering, strength, endurance unto completion or patience. Within the Sefiroth, Netzach sits geometrically across from Hod. This pairing makes up the third such group, the "tactical" sefirot, meaning that their purpose is not inherent in themselves, but rather as a means for something else.These sefirot mark a turning point. Whereas the first two groups of sefirot deal with God's intrinsic will, and what it is that He desires to bestow upon man, these sefirot are focused on man: What is the most appropriate way for man to receive God's message? How can God's will be implemented most effectively?Netzach refers to actions of God that are chesed, "kindness," in essence, but are presented through a prelude of harshness. Hod refers specifically to those events where the "wicked prosper." It is retribution —Gevurah, "strength/restraint," in essence, but presented by a prelude of pleasantness. Netzach is "endurance," the fortitude, and patience to follow through on your passions. It is paired with Hod as the righteous attributes related to group interactivity, with Netzach being leadership, the ability to rally others to a cause and motivate them to act; while Hod is community, the ability to do the footwork needed to follow through on ideas and make them happen. Netzach is identified with the right leg or foot and also with right kidney when the Tree of life is portrayed on the human form, while Hod is the left leg or foot.The angelic order of Netzach is the Elohim(one of the names of god), the ruling Archangel of which is Haniel. Nu what can i say, its doesn’t fit to Netzach from the game in my opinion, but i didn’t passed safety team so i cant judge. But i need to add something, Netzach also symbolizes victory and Confidence,    Confidence inspires determination

And the last one for today! Kitty, kissy, cutie HODY! Hod is my favourite one :3  Hod Cheery and helpful, tries to help everyone, Wanted to be respected. hm... we have alot common, plus one why i need to love hod. But it would be better if Hod would find the other way to help stressed workers. Hod from Hebrew means glory, the people who have glory also have respect, so that explains why Hod tries to be respected. Hod is described as being a force that breaks down energy into different, distinguishable forms, and it is associated with intellectuality, learning and ritual, as opposed to Netzach, Victory, which is the power of energy to overcome all barriers and limitations, and is associated with emotion and passion, music and dancing. The archangel of this sphere is Michael, and the Bene Elohim(the sons of god) is the Angelic order. The opposing demonic order in the Qlipoth is Samael, headed by the Archdemon Adrammelech(the name comes from two words “to carry” and “king”). Hod is said to be the sphere in which the magician mostly works. What can i say... in my opinion it fits and dont fits at the same time. But Hod from the game doesn’t help others because to get glory, she just wants to help. AND I AM GOING TO KILL ANGELA FOR MAKING HOD UPSET!

Sorry guys, but i couldn’t put all Sephirahs in one post, next week in my opinion should be the last about Sephirahs.

Thanks everyone who reads me and sorry for my English.