#i was literallyfine this morning and then i took a shower and went to work w my mom and the dysphoria has hit me like a fucking freighttrain
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#the sky speaks#i need to word vomit ^_^#and maybe actually vomit. or possibly cry#i was literallyfine this morning and then i took a shower and went to work w my mom and the dysphoria has hit me like a fucking freighttrain#i read my coming out letter to my therapist last week#idk i think saying it all out loud changed something in me. i feel like im constantly going to burst if i dont tell my famyiky soon#i want to rip my chest out and curl into a ball and scream#think i am Finally (after like a decade of wanting one) im gonna get a binder#it sounds so silly now like. idk at first it was a survival thing but.#i couldve safely come out like. 5 years ago?#but i was too afraid of change! and still hoping i would change my mind for good#i still dont know when ill tell my family but my step number one is gonna be gwtting a binder and boxers like ive wanted for forever lol#on another note my dad told me my outfit was giving divorced 35 yr old man who sees his kids twice a week#love to see it 😁
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