#i was legit surprised to get the +Kim Trusts You +Kim REALLY Trusts You bc...i didnt think he did

[kanyniablue]

i just fundamentally had a different experience with kim kitsuragi & i think it boils down to the fact that my daddy issues don't manifest as a need for praise and encouragement from an emotionally distant man

[aegyotrashcan]

Boyfriend Jin

boyfriend seokjin? thank you! :))

aaah I already know writing this will make me so emotional ;w; Jin is so stunning, his voice is so beautiful and he’s so caring to the boys omg,,

ok

so let’s start this pain fest

with how you ended up together

you were an old friend of Hobi’s. he’s the type that when he likes and trusts someone, there’s no escape, u are his friend for life

so even though you hadn’t seen each other in 5 years, he invites you to the after party of BTS’ debut

the uncertainty and excitement of what the future may hold was tangible and the party carried on until the early morning hours

you met Seokjin while ordering food,, you, the youngins and Seokjin were the only sober ones and the snacks had ran out hours ago. So you all went to pick up food in the local 24 hour convenience store, since nowhere nearby delivered past 3 am

Jimin, Tae and Jungkook branched off together

leaving you and Seokjin alone

his awkward nature meant there were many long pauses and neither of you knew what to say. until you realized you had a shared love of Mario and lame jokes

he likes to tell you that this was the moment when he started falling for you,, while you stacked instant noodles in a cart and the babies of BTS argued over which brand of crisps to buy

your relationship stayed in the “flirty friends” phase for the next three years. he was busy learning choreo, filming, promoting BTS and you had your own life. you never lost contact but weeks would go by without seeing him and just as you think ur crush is fading ... he surprises you with a phone call at 11 pm: “are you still awake? can I come over with the new Mario game and snacks??”

this odd schedule might have continued for even longer if it weren’t for resident match maker Jung Hoseok

he always sent you texts with updates of Seokjin: “your bf is really happy today” “he lost in a game now he’s mad lol” “I told him u were coming over later & he’s been smiling for an hour straight”

and does likewise to Seokjin

you knew you liked him, and he liked you, but you were afraid to make a move bc what if it ended badly?? and that effected your friendship w him and the other boys?? and he thought much the same

but Hobi didn’t

he kept pushing Seokjin to ask you out until one day he cracked and sent you a text message: ‘Knock knock’ ‘Who’s there?’ ‘Kim Seokjin’ ‘Kim Seokjin who?’ ‘Kim Seokjin who’s picking you up at 7 tonight, wear something nice ;)’

the dork took you to a restaurant, of course. you better like food bc that’s what 99% of your relationship consists of

the boys call you their step-parent, since Joonie is already the dad and Jin is the mom

he loves back hugging you

and when you run your nails along his back

or spoon him, pressing your face between his shoulder blades

he’s so whiny sometimes,, like a child

“jagi, why aren’t you playing with me? why aren’t you looking at me? why did you say Jimin looked handsome in this comeback but not me?” he needs to be your #1 always, no exception

((although he does love seeing you look after the maknae line))

((but not hyung line, that makes him jealous lol))

kissing him is usually soft and warm

he pecks you when he wakes up, groggy voice asking you how you slept or telling you about his dream. and kisses you chastely after you’ve had breakfast and taste like greasy bacon. those kisses turn desperate when he knows he’ll be gone a while. and last for hours when he’s going on tour

mostly, his kisses are loving and sweet. even when they’re needy and passionate, they express his love, his affection, his adoration of you

whines like a child if you bite his lower lip too hard

mewls and pants with heated kisses

can feel your kisses for hours afterwards

especially those on the sensitive spots of his neck since yes,, he has many

changed your screensaver to his selca, his name in your contacts to ‘World’s Greatest Visual’ and set his ringtone to the Mario theme song

which is super fun when he calls and you’re at a funeral or a wedding or in work and everyone thinks you’re weird :))

when you’re in his room and eating a meal,, sometimes the boys don’t know if he’s moaning bc of the food or bc of you so you’ll often hear timid knocks from hungry boys on the door

“Hyung?? ... Is it safe to come in??”

often goofs off in practice if you visit or if he’d rather video chat you,, Hobi is the purest bean on earth lol my bias is showing but you do NOT want to anger him,, so you’re quickly banned from visiting during practice

or shows, tbh

Seokjin is always more focused on you than learning lines or rehearsing for a show so you basically can’t visit him,, ever

no one loves you together more than his family

they love seeing him happy, knowing that he’s found someone who loves and supports their precious Seokjin

the boys are a close second

Taehyung legit talks as if you’re both already married and have kids,, which isn’t too far from the truth tbh ... you both already have discussed marriage, and taking care of BTS is more stressful than having actual kids

you and Seokjin know you’re going to get married someday, the boys know, your families know. it’s just a thing that is undoubtedly going to happen

but he’s afraid of the media attention, of anti’s targeting you so although you know you’ll walk down the aisle someday, you just don’t know when. but you have a colour scheme already picked out (red & white like Mario’s cap lol it will be the nerdiest wedding of the century)

like all couples, you have your fights but they’re rare. you’re both mature and the bond is so strong that you always can talk issues out. there’s no doubt in anyone’s mind that you’re soul mates, destined to be together, through thick and thin and shitty puns,, til death do you part