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heavenly-delusions · 1 year ago

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Romantic kind of love isnt bad in my eyes (ive had crushes duh) that i avoid it sm, its just that growing up im bombarded w it. Adult topics seep into children convos and consequently try to emulate it. Then when i show avulsion to it, other children would think im weird or just plainly a bitter loser for having no one like me or sumth. I remember my classmates in elementary school singing along to whatever popular love song is at the time with such longing in them id just know who they have in mind, then i remember thinking to myself "surely this isnt what life is all about". Its been a decade and years more later and its still the same scenario, just with different faces from my college friends and classmates. Still, im hoping this isnt what life is all about.

#now that i think abt it. even as young as kinder grade ive witnessed such interest on the topic from other children.#years of seeing the same sht ticked me off even more #when i see children doing just children stuff i feel jealous cuz i feel ive been robbed of that #then i wonder if any of them r thinking the same way i am when i was their age...#that being said i really enjoy it when someone from a show or a movie is just uninterested or such things.#i remember itd feel so fucking wrong and id be so disturbed when someone like that in a movie get a partner by the end of it....#lol now that i think abt it this is probably why i hated fushigi yugi sm. like compared to the other anime i like at the time its very.....#romantic love focused.#like i said i dont hate it. but “good stuff” anime tvshows or movies 99% got romantic interest in them #whenever i see a shimmering light of hope that is the loveless fuckless mc in any show it get snuffed by partnering them to someone at the #-nd of the show #my thoughts #love #romantic love #everyone should get a hobby🙄#text #vent?#rant fr #this has been on my mind for a while but today is the day ive decided to write it down cuz.#i wanted to watch dr stone cuz they seem to be animating a lotta stuff that isnt in the manga #but then id have to face the devil which is seeing uninterested-to-such main character get partnered off....#like please for the love of god leave senku alone mr author🙏🙏😭😭#well its not explicitly announced or anything its just hinted all thruout the manga #but then again yet another male fantasy is having some girl chase after them while they act uninterested so #im not surprised the author is gonna pull this one #dr stone #again everyone pls get a hobby instead of obessing over that stuff please😔😔😔#things i couldve said to my therapist

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