#i wanted others to have my portions over me cause jt made me feel useful when i felt i had no purpose
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Ok the fact that Kabru and I have very similar disorderd eating for very similar reasons is making me so emotional. Like I cannot even begin to describe how it makes me feel
#ive had anorexia for over 10 years#i dont wanna tramua dump but it was a mix of wanting to control something giving myself what i thought was the best appearance#byt the biggest thing was wanting others not to worry about me#i wanted others to have my portions over me cause jt made me feel useful when i felt i had no purpose#i still struggle wjth jt a lot#and seeing kabru go through something like that aomething i would never wish on anyone especially him#it makes me just so sad and heartbroken ya kno#you cant pour from an empty cup ya kno ?#if u wanna help take care of kthers u gotta take care of yourself#ill still go days without eating on occasion hell i still dont feel hungry most of the time#but i have people who love me and want me tk be here so i do jt#and to see him going through something so similar it is beyond heartbreaking#im literally crying i just#im emotional im so goddamn emotional#i need to go to sleep or at least try cause im crying but yea#eating disorder tw
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