#i wanted mapicc to be more evil but not at the cost of zamchu fuck my life | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

zombieslab · 5 days ago

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so im stuck in a really awkward situation right now as someone who completely supports everything mapicc does but also will commit mass murder if something happens to zaun. in a perfect world he leaves them alone and starts just tormenting people at spawn but i dont think thats happening

#zaun is such a big source of comfort for me theres genuinely nothing i want more than for zam to finally be happy #and this is the perfect situation for that thanks to derap being a fucking. angel i think. thank god for him and his communication skills #like i dont think zam has ever been so close to being actually Happy in a long term scenario #but fucking mapicc. but also i love him and support him conpletely. and i understand where hes coming from #this is the normal lifesteal experience of sympathising with both sides of the conflict but its worse this time because of how much i care #about all of these guys and how important they are to me. jesus christ #i wanted mapicc to be more evil but not at the cost of zamchu fuck my life #i love suffering and destruction on this server more than anything zaun is literally the one thing im sensitive about

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