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walterdoodles · 1 year ago
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My Band ocs aged by 20 years, they like 40 now 🤭
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Stick, doesn't get married and doesn't plan too. He's completely comfortable with himself and just likes how he gets to be the cool uncle to Mindy's kid!
Mindy marries Terrie and they have a long beautiful marriage! They have one kid and one on the way.
Jamal marries Melina, they also have a great marriage. They adopt a child and a puppy.
Noelle, finally comfortable with herself, lives with Jack. They don't plan to get married or have kids but they are happy together with their 3 dogs!!!
Happy ending for my favourite ocs♥️🥰
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puppyeared · 9 months ago
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mascot
#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe#i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor#but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes#like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk#i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time#it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume#i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing#and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me#its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others#plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib#i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity#my art#myart#my oc#sona#mascot#furry#??? is this furry art????#twinkle#puppysona#edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-
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dragonji · 4 days ago
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guys I cant keep lying by omission I do Have to say . it's not that I dont ship qyz with anyone its literally just that I do Nawt like seeing him with yy to be so honest with you
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cebwrites · 3 months ago
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fuck it we ball. woe team shisui be upon ye
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returning to this old flame is. wild.
tae and shisui were put on a genin team with someone else from the academy, but they quit a few months in (times of war were tough on a kid) and rio was assigned to them instead; the first two are around the same age, rio's a couple years older
i'll have a proper design for rio eventually, this is more or less just a placeholder for me to see if i could still draw in the naruto style - rio is also their team's medic
if rewatching this show has taught me anything it's that small children can be SO nasty for no discernable reason
tae had a lot of pressure on his shoulders to live up to his old man's name, people telling him from birth that he was gifted or spoiled or never did enough so eventually he just stopped putting in the effort until his team gave him the confidence to try again - for himself rather than anyone else
tae was a gloomy little ghost in the academy; he'd keep to himself a lot, freaking out some of his peers with eyes a little too wide and an unwillingness to be vocal unless it suited him, a complete contrast to his cheerful "normal" twin brother
even though it's widespread and pretty vital, there was, and to some degree is, a stigma that healing jutsu are reserved for mostly women, partially because tsunade was a big proponent for getting medics put on four man teams as a necessity (even though dan was right there with her), so growing up rio caught a lot of flak for it even though it wasn't a particularly new practice by then
the exclusion shisui faced was a lot more subtle and had less to do with his demeanor or personal choices, rather the fact of who he was to begin with - no matter how kind or cheerful shisui was, there'd always be a trail of hushed whispers talking about how he was so pleasant despite being an uchiha, or maybe rumors that he was some meanspirited asshole all along
some folks kept up the niceties, others didn't hide their wariness, but was was clear from the start was this undercurrent of distrust between konoha and uchiha clan that went both ways
tae never bothered with rumors (unless it was to pick a fight with whoever was spreading them about his friend) and rio was a refugee taken from outside the village unaware and indifferent to their politics - uchiha were usually assigned to teams of other uchiha upon request, but shisui could really feel at home with these two after they all got over the initial awkwardness of having to trust someone new
their sensei (not pictured) was a huge factor in these kids getting along at first, he seemed to genuinely love them up until the mission where he was found guilty of treason - a small part of them still wants to believe he actually cared for them (he did, he really really did) but at the end of the day their teacher's hatred for konoha was more important
they were given a replacement leader after that, a man who was less put together but tried hard to teach and nurture all the same
they had a solid handful of years together before the coup, after that everything sort of fell apart - shisui was gone, danzo had tae "interrogated" for potential associations with the uchiha which shut him down emotionally, and after a mission gone awry that resulted in rio getting held captive by enemy nin for a week and heavily tortured, they went on an indefinite hiatus from shinobi duty
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motherforthefamicom · 10 months ago
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uhh heres some oc art 👍
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What is DND COMEBACK?
DND COMEBACK is a Dungeons & Dragons 5e campaign that me and a few other friends have been playing for almost two years now! I am the DM and they are the players, going through a speculative magical realism homebrew world.
What is it about?
DND COMEBACK is about five people from different countries and time periods in the past that suddenly find themselves in a future (the year 2020 to be exact) that is devoid of magic, other non-human races, religions, and any countries other than the singular country known as The Peoples United Nation. The Peoples United Nation is a country very heavily based on modern America, with English (or as its commonly known as, Common) being the only language spoken and with a government system seemingly based on its democracy. But, in reality, the government is closer to a corporatocracy in reality, with a corrupt president focused solely on power and profits. The players are saved from what is known as a COMEBACK Facility by a group of small rebels. These rebels are focused on trying to bring down this corrupt government, as well as destroying these facilities, which are awful places that revive the recently deceased in order to experiment on them. So, with the help of these rebels, the players focus on trying to get together artifacts that should gather enough power to create a portal back home. However, due to many different circumstances, this task is not at all as simple as it seems.
More info, such as character information and extended lore, will be under the cut!
Have any questions, comments, or concerns about DND COMEBACK? Send me an ask!
LORE
TPUN, the world at large, and the COMEBACK Facilities
The Peoples United Nation is a country split into eight regions, Borealis, Kingston, Kilmaine, Amarus, Indicus, Mogen, Koshka, and Oiseau. The country and its regions all exist on a singular continent, with the exception of Amarus being an island off the coast of the Kingston region, as well as a few islands that closely hug the coasts. Outside of the singular continent and the ocean that surrounds it, the earth is bare with the exception of the Uninhabitable Zones. These zones are large swaths of the world covered in what most describe as a sort of white haze. However, its more so like simply a lack of color rather than being white specifically. These areas have existed since the beginning of history for The Peoples United Nation and most don't even question their existence, however extensive research has been done on them. History of the country is mostly unknown, with anything that the players know being considered fiction and disregarded if not heavily censored. Any evidence of past non-human races, magic, and religions outside of the religion of the Owl God are completely destroyed so that the general populous have absolutely no knowledge unless they actively seek out underground sources (which do exist no matter how hard the government seeks to silence them). Most people with magic, or any non-human races that are found out and not protected are sent to the COMEBACK Facilities. These facilities are government sponsored and focus on researching effects that products, diseases, and other things have on the body in extremely unethical ways. Once a person dies, they are also typically sentenced to these facilities (with the exception of those that are able to buy their way out of this fate) where they are revived. This revival is typically short lived, as the experiments will usually result in the death of the subject, but that's no problem as they are usually able to be brought back again unless there was damage to the subjects brain.
The Owl God, the Griffin God, and the Otherworld
Because there exists no old religions in this world, there are two that have taken their place. That being, the religion of the Owl God and of the Griffin God. The Owl God is what is typically worshiped in most of the country, with the Griffin God's religion being much more oppressed and worshiped in whispers in the more lenient areas, the ones that don't follow the governments teachings that closely. These gods have direct control over the world, with many disciples having personal experiences with the gods and some even being directly possessed and controlled by them. Typically someone who is experiencing this can be identified by their eyes, which will glow an unnatural color depending on their status and god that they follow. This also comes typically with special powers, again depending on their status and god that they follow. These followers usually also happen to have an Artifact in their possession. The most well known artifact of the Griffin God is the Griffin Sword, with its most well known prophets being the ones who wield it. The Owl God has its own artifact, the Holy Book of the Owl, with its own prophets wielding that. There are other Artifacts, however they don't hold direct connections with the gods. While they still hold intense, reality bending powers, they are instead directly connected to a mysterious realm known as the Otherworld. The Otherworld bends reality, showing both different times and different places all at once. It is filled with strange souls and monsters that typically become hostile to any intruding force. Most people, with the exception of magic users and the president himself, do not know anything about this mysterious place. The Otherworld can only be accessed with portals that are typically found in COMEBACK Facilities, opened through ritualistic sacrifice, or visited in dreams.
The Old and New Rebellion
Not long before the players joined this new world, there existed a rebellion that had risen up against the oppressive government that censored everything that didn't line up with its ideals. This rebellion was headed by a woman who was chosen as a prophet by the Griffin God, this gave her unique abilities to be able to fight against the previous president of the Peoples United Nation, specifically so that she could win the country for her own god. This rebellion was extremely popular and nearly succeeded in its goal of overturning the current government, getting many more lenient laws passed and slowing down the governments use of the facilities, with the goal of shutting the awful places down entirely. However, this changed as the past president was murdered and the new, more brutal and uncaring president was put into power. This made things harder but life and rebelling continued on as normal, with most people seeing the leader of the rebellion as a beacon of hope that they still could succeed in this fight. This hope eventually fell, two years before the events of DND COMEBACK take place, the leader of the rebellion was killed during what seemed like a routine training mission. After that, the rebellion slowly dissolved as the government sprang into action and people lost hope, causing many to be captured and sent to facilities, and others to go deep into hiding. Of those that went into hiding, there existed a small group that sought to restart the rebellion and continue the fight. One of these was given the Griffin Sword by the old leader, and though she wasn't the current leader, she was made into the new prophet to push the very hesitant leader into eventually saving the players.
CHARACTERS
The Players
Selene (She/Her, 26, Satyr) - An excitable and devoted young woman from Mycenaean Greece who used to be a priestess for the god Dionysus, believes that her god has sent her here for a reason and believes that aiding the rebellion is that reason! Her class is Warlock. Talfryn (He/Him, 29, Human) - A stubborn young man from ancient Wales, excited to get home as soon as possible to return to his family and hesitant to help this world with their problems. Fights with a focus on protection, putting himself on the front lines in battle despite being more of a ranged fighter, for the sake of others. His class is Ranger with a level in Cleric. Liao Rushi (She/Her, 60, Human) - Rushi tends to take on the caretaker role, not just for the party though but also for the people of this world. Having been a healer back in Qing Dynasty China, she focuses herself on helping the people of this world, and growing the rebellion. Her class is Druid. Jamie (They/Them, 24, Human) - A very quiet and eccentric new addition to the party from Victorian England, with more stake in this rebellion then they want to let on. Typically, they just follow what the majority says to do with no complaints, making them a bit more trustworthy than they would be otherwise. Their class is Rogue. Lady Coocoo (She/Her, 3, Aarakocra) - Lady Coocoo is a spoiled little bird from Rococo France, her neck is twisted around backwards, giving a pretty good insight into how she might have died back in her time, as well as unfortunately making her prone to running into things. She doesn't currently aid the party in their quests, instead staying with refugees from a town that held a magic school, with the hope of her furthering her knowledge. Her class is Wizard.
The NPCs
Henrietta Rose (She/Her, 41 at death, Human) - The previous leader of the rebellion who unfortunately met her death 2 years before the start of the campaign. However, she occasionally pops up and gives cryptic advice to the players at the end of each arc, typically being at different ages and stages in her life. Wiz (He/Him, 42, Human) - The current eyeless extremely hesitant leader of the rebellion, and not a very good leader at that. Not much is known about Wiz, besides his ability to do magic, and this leads to him being very easy to distrust, especially because he was one of the two people present at the old leaders death. Swords, AKA Thalia Lyon (She/Her, 24, Human) - The current spunky co-leader of the rebellion and previous prophet of the Griffin God, though the players have since severed her connection with the God. Has an extreme amount of hope for the future of the rebellion as she used to be very close with Henrietta, the previous leader. Was the other person present at Henrietta's death. Graduated recently from University with a major in journalism. Daggers (She/Her, 20, Human) - The most recent member of the rebellion at the start of the campaign, a very vain and naive girl with an extreme fear of death. Despite this fear of death, she fights strongly to be included in rebellion happenings and wants to do good, though its implied this is to repent for a past sin she committed. Hook (They/Them, 28, Human) - The mute, punk-ish, right hand person of the current rebellion leader, speaks using CSL (Common Sign Language) or using text to speech. Doesn't seem to be too committed to the rebellions success outside of finding their brother who is working in one of the many COMEBACK Facilities. Used to be a maintenance worker for the Facilities President Arthur Williams (He/Him, 43, Human) - The current president of The Peoples United Nation, a selfish yet charismatic man prone to violence when he doesn't get his way. Though he often tries to seem like he has everyone else's best interest in mind, he only looks out for himself and his own power. He seems to be aided by the Owl God in some form, as he has the ability to use magic and is much more powerful than any other spell casters. Winifred Dorothea (She/Her, 45, Human) - The current presidents ex-wife, she divorced him after he murdered the previous president and no longer recognized the man she loved. Now, she uses the training she gained after the divorce to try and bring down the COMEBACK Facilities and eventually to kill her husband, or, freeing him from the control of a 'demon' that she believes is controlling him. Vanya (She/Her, 27, Unknown) - The senior officer of the COMEBACK Facilities, a short mysterious person with a Russian accent that doesn't seem to be like the common citizens of this world. She possesses extreme power for her size and is absolutely ruthless in battle, though she seems hesitant to fully enact the rule of the president, most likely because she used to be a patient in the Facilities and aims to kill the president herself. (please note: she is nonbinary, do not refer to her as a woman/girl) Endymion (He/Him, 27, Tiefling) - Selene's best friend from her past in Mycenaean Greece, having been resurrected in an act of faith after learning of his previous death at the hands of a Griffin God priest. However, he doesn't seem to fully remember her or their home, driving a bit of a wedge between the two.
Side Characters
Rex Griffith (He/Him, 27, Human) - Hook's brother and a worker for the COMEBACK Facilities, working the body disposal room with the hopes of one day being promoted to become a surgeon like his hero, Dr. Shi, is. Dr. Shi Marshall (She/Her, 48, Human) - A medical doctor that works for the COMEBACK Facilities. Previously she had been the main doctor for the rebellion, however once the rebellion fell apart and the options were surrender or die, she chose to work for the Facilities once again. Delilah Martinet (She/Her, over 100, Human) - A very eccentric woman that the players found locked in a room with an artifact that had unnaturally extended her life, though she is over 100 she looks barely a day over 30. She used to build roller-coasters for the theme park she was trapped underneath, until the players finally saved her. Jacques Kohler (He/Him, 35, Half-Elf) - A very strict man that used to be a guard for the city of Corbeau where he had lived for his entire life. However, after finding out some hard truths about his home and the people that run it, his loyalty now lies with the players as he vows to help the rebellion in any way he can. Abigail Elytra (She/Her, 25, Human) - A wheelchair bound scientist from the COMEBACK Facilities that took a liking in Selene, with Selene reciprocating. She has grand wishes to build insect exoskeletons but for humans in hopes of protecting people from extreme injuries. Colton Cooper (He/Him, 25, Human) - The previous owner of the theme park that Delilah had been held under, only taking over after the death of his father and almost immediately plummeting them into debt. After the players mercifully spare him, he now funds the rebellion with the funds he secured before going on the run from the government. Richter Arnold (He/Him, 40, Human) - The first boss the players encountered, as well as one that returned after they thought they had killed him. Richter tried to take revenge on the players after they had gotten him demoted but was unsuccessful, then he was the first test subject in tests to bring someone back to life but completely under the control of another person. It was somewhat successful, but the players ended up killing him yet again, putting him in the ground for good.
Additional details as well as art of the NPCs and players can be found on my blog as well as my Toyhouse page!
The story of DND COMEBACK follows a set of arcs named after the stages of grief. The players have currently been through Shock, Denial, Anger, and Bargaining.
They are currently on the Catharsis Arc, next up is the Depression Arc.
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yewphoric · 1 year ago
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i should rlly make textposts abt my ocs and just post more here in general lol. ive delegated a lot of shit to my sideblog so this one gets abandoned AND i spend most of my time talking on discord but idk i want to actually engage ppl on here??
if i post shit abt my ocs thats not just art promise not to be mean to me ok <3
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sairitaikutsu · 6 months ago
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“All that’s left of me is nothing without you My innocence, my brittleness, my mirror Little me”
— “Little Me” by Duumu (feat. Karnaboy)
It’s almost 4am and I’m on caffeine why tf not
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winterlleaves · 1 year ago
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never introduced gabriel properly so i'll just dump some basic stuff here:
shes vietnamese and originally from the states but was sent to international school after some disputes with her middle class family
went to jorvik countryside after a bunch of shit goes down. probably more family drama + disillusionment + estrangement with her (ex) girlfriend
very curt, doesn't really speak much. as aideen's reincarnate/5th soul rider she's very compliant despite not seeing eye to eye with the keepers (especially irt the way shes resolving various conflicts) she also looks brooding most of the time lol
she's very physically gifted; very adept and has good motor skills, decent perception, etc. shes gifted in multiple areas of combat (street fighting but also some martial arts) so she's not very vulnerable in those situations
in terms of her powers she prefers to not use them at all and the keepers fret over this because the more underdeveloped it is -> less control of her powers which leads to the more times it arises in powerful but uncontrolled bursts that harm her more than not.
lost the steam to write so thats it 👍 i want to illustrate/write more abt her and eventually her dark rider (?) counterpart but that'd require designing her ex lmao
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walterdoodles · 2 years ago
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I’ve been experiencing some art block but in other news i made a funny thing!!
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Anyway, art request down in the comments :)
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alhavaradawnstar · 1 year ago
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sigh. I very specifically have Nev + Vyrthur paralleling Nađis + Gelebor to both compare/contrast their dynamics and characters and to process my own experiences and fears but I never have the mental energy to think about both at once so this is lost in their separate development
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spaceratprodigy · 10 months ago
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WIP ROUNDUP
Thank you for the tags @bokatan @the-lastcall 💖💕
Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.
open tag to anyone who wants to jump in!
I don't have any writing WIPs at the moment but I can share what's currently on my to-do list regarding (mostly) the art prompts currently in my ask box 👍 if y'all wanna ask abt what ideas I'm cookin' up for them :]
but also if you know abt any of my OCs or AUs in general y'all can ask abt any new ideas for them directly too!! iykyk sorta thing
Ask Box Art Prompts:
Faith/Max Smooch Prompt
Iris/[Dealer's Choice] Smooch Prompt
Faith/Max Autumnal Prompt
Faith/Max Intimacy Prompt
Iris/Deacon Intimacy Prompt
Faith/Jasper Autumnal Prompt
AUs/Other:
Maril Meets Rinzler
Pride & Prejudice AU (with captastra)
Western AU (with darkfire1177)
Phantom AU
Iris/Nick Detective Agency Date Night
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hearts401 · 11 months ago
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sorry to people who send me asks to infodump about smth and end up ignored those r waaay too general for me lol
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pentaghast · 2 years ago
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I saw your Dalish post and I am just So Normal about the Dalish. In my "elves save the world" worldstate I have a "the gods are still around-ish" au exploring like, what if the gods still had power in the waking world? Like, little things of the gods' favor for specific people (called their chosen among some clans), who held special places of honor in their clans. My Inky, Elara, is a chosen laypriest of Falon'din after having received a vision from him, confirmed by the Keeper. She is also an Emerald Knight, which is a specific military role in the Lavellan and other clans,, a holdover from the Dales. In this AU, Arlathvhen is often host to heated arguments over whether the gods have actual influence over the waking world, or if it's just a romantic idea that some hold onto. Very interesting for all involved. But I'm really proud of my Dalish Emerald Knight idea. Basically, it's a leadership role for the militaristic side of the clans, but not all clans have one. Elara trained for ten years under the Knight of her childhood and took vigils not unlike the Seekers to receive her revelations. She took Falon'din's vallaslin upon completing her training at 23.
Anyway, I love the dalish, and love talking about them!!! Do you have Dalish OCs? I'd love to learn about them!
the emerald knight thing is really cool!! i feel like even in the canon world state the dalish having their own version of that knighthood is really interesting, i'd never thought of it before!:0 in the playthrough i'm on right now, my lavellan is called nomaris, after an emerald knight!!!
i don't have a lot of thoughts abt him yet he's New Here but i CAN tell you that he likes knitting. there's a banter between sera & varric where she calls knitting stabby sewing and i feel like that just resonates w him
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desert-gays · 6 months ago
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mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom, you see its too much to ask for and i am not the doctor
read the tags for some character lore haha
#my art#artists on tumblr#fnv oc#brian sturges#<- it has been apparently three years since i last posted art of him!#i am in the midst of um. recontextualizing his and boones relationship?#i uh. think they are bad for each other and it eventually ends up in a breakup#should i elaborate#although boone is nice to him because he views brian as filler for carla#brian lets himself be enamored bc after a long string of directly bad abusive relationships#boone bombs his relationships both with brian and ty when he tells them about bittersprings#brian is a bleeding heart but i think he shoves away his thoughts on boone being a soldier bc when he warms up to him hes nice#while brian isnt from vegas he still represents that glamour and wealth. especially when he talks about the comforts he misses#these tags got out of order bc mobile sucks. anyway#hes nice because he sees a carla shaped filler#which is. super fucked.#but brian likes him treating him so nicely because its the first time in a long time to have someone romantically pursue him that way#or at least it feels that way to him#i think even before the bittersprings bombshell is dropped it becomes apparent to him that boone does not see him as equal#and holds him up to this high standard based around the idea of his dead wife that exists in his head#brian still goes along because he tells himself that he'd rather be seen highly and be codependant than outright abused... right...#but of course its very bad for him in entirely different ways#he spent this time going against his better judgement to allow boone to pursue him bc he convinced himself that he wanted this#and now that he has what he thinks he wanted he keeps trying to pump the breaks#so he becomes quiet and agreeable bc that worked in the abusive relationships why wouldnt it work for this ''''healthy'''' one#ty notices because shes been his best friend for like a decade. he knows that she knows theyre on a shared wavelength like that#but since theyre always in a group on the move theres hardly ever a beat where its just the two of them to talk about it#which also like im not gonna get into tys relationship with boone in these tags but its also very complicated#after bittersprings it all comes falling down though brian cant let himself be agreeable anymore#ive been thinking abt this for a while as ive become more of a boone hater
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celestialmancer · 8 months ago
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...Highkey was not. Expecting this one ramble I wrote of Ishtar to end up digging into some really personal vulnerabilities around my own.
...But. After several months of wanting to start opening the doors to rambling on these things (& chickening out) I finally. Got things down.
#This is. something I'm only sharing w friends i trust tho. DM only type of stuff cause its... its a writing that has roots in some.#very deeply personal/vulnerable type of stuff. & like. I kind of always fear judgment around this sort of stuff too?#when it comes to. writing on this particular topic. its cathartic to me in processing things. but i know it can be not easy a read?#I've already hinted at it before & i mean i know in the end on TH ima eventually have it labeled what this sorta ordeal is.#its not somethn i really expect will come up tho outside of like... if im musing w someone i trust & only in terms of like.#sharing/rambling abt backstory stuff or hcing things around chars opening up? or writing things abt chars opening up? i.#don't know fi that makes sense but fuck it sdjlkfsd. you get the gist.#its not somethn i will bring up in spaces where its not allowed & even in my own personal public spaces its a subject i kinda prefer to uh#not get TOO too into. the in depths are only known by ppl i trust & thats that. & thats only if they ofc arent the type to judge.#i love sharing my stuff w friends even if its more intense subjects? (given they can handle it obviously i aint droppin it on em w/o warnin#cause i know myself w what i write so). my only gist is i just fear those close to me judging is all. since its a lot of.#vulnerability ig that goes into this stuff for me.#...in time i do... plan to let myself open up more. be vulnerable more through my work ig.#it helps a lot w catharsis ig.#regardless... i gotta get back to research stuff#ishtar rambles ;#anyway personal hidden oc / sona / w.e lore that only is known to ppl i want it known by. & its not somethn that like ever's gonna be like.#brought up in spaces where its not permitted to discuss those things so yknow. yeah. esp bc the theme of this topic is kinda 18+?#w the ramble i mean. bc of subject material but it takes on a sorta heavy topic type of vibe really? so.#its not like 'sexy time 18+' stuff LOL-does touch on ordeals of sexuality yeah. but. the rest is analysis & touching on their past & some.#things that are again. sorta heavier talks & in gen other things.
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