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fizzytoo · 1 year ago

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i’m trying to be more social and active with my mutuals. most of the time i come on here just to talk (to myself). forgive me for not answering replies, dms, or asks right away 😞 working on my anxiety isn’t easy

#*fizzyspeaks #i want to play games w my mutuals #or join discord servers #but i’m so anxious it’s taking me some time to work through #i’m a veteran overthinker #i hope no one thinks im ignoring them #but !!! i’m building up the courage. i’m a lot different than i was a few months ago and i’m proud of the growth #idk i’m feeling really guilty and vulnerable today #it’s the headache i swear

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tethrras · 1 month ago

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i keep telling myself i'm over it but then i remember thinking about it 40/60 seconds every minute is probably not "over it"

#sorry that this man is constantly playing mind games w me and our mutual friend #is trying to convince me to get closure AS IF IT'S MY FAULT!!!#god. i feel like i'm going insane #i don't want to talk to him but i feel like i need to talk to him but i don't want to and i don't want him #to see me or get to see me #i want to haunt his narrative without him haunting mine FUCK!!!#WOW. OKAY. I'M SO MAD AND UPSET. WHATEVER!#maia.txt

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armed-saphire · 5 months ago

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dipped my toes back into mgs for 2 minutes to watch the mgs3 remake trailer and the FIRST comment i saw on youtube was misogyny

#lowkey being in that fandom might be the unhappiest ive ever been while in a fandom #like i love the friends ive made etc etc like im never gonna unmutual w ppl because ive moved on from the game for the most part #but it felt like i was the only one really seeing the big issues and everyone was just drawing little pictures i thought i was going crazy #also just generally the problem with being a teenage girl into a video game series made for weird adult men #not to gas up the current game i like but it being made in 2015 and the cast consisting of teenagers has made for a much better experience #also. much smaller fandom. im probably mutuals with like half the active tumblr fandom rn #and so far no ones posts have made me want to rip my hair out #anyway #im still excited for the game i wanna make that clear i'd like to play it but jeez

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where-the-wind-travels · 8 months ago

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hey all uh quick question why the FUCK did no one tell me you HAD TO PAY DIAMONDS AGAIN FOR THE HONEYMOON FLOWER IN ES IF YOU PICK A DIFFERENT HAIR FOR YOUR MC????? i first played it w the curly haired mc and now i'm replaying it and i gave her the blonde hair (don't mind me trying to turn all my mcs into gals, i'm a gal myself and i want gal characters - in general alt characters that aren't goth or punk because they aren't the only two alternative styles that exist please pb get it together the only time i remember a different alt style mentioned is hayden's premium harajuku date scene in pm2 and even then it's still a dark spiky style) and then i got to the wedding episode AND WHEN I TELL YOU THE FEAR WHEN I SAW THE APPARENTLY UNPAID 30 DIAMONDS POP UP??????????? WHAT

also a heads up there is unprompted ranting about michelle in the tags. i love the woman and you'll definitely more than possibly be seeing me simp for her a LOT more.

yes i switch topics every 2 seconds

#playchoices #play choices #choices stories you play #choices game #pixelberry #endless summer #es #choices es #to be completely fair i don't actually like the li i'm romancing lmao #i mean i do like him. but not actually LIKE him like as a li #none of the other three lis are exactly my type either and he's the closest so i just went w him #literally all i want is to marry michelle #please dear god pb let michelle have been a li #you know what would've been rad af?#if they had diego be a li exclusively for male mcs and michelle be a li exclusively for female mcs #diego because obviously #but michelle? please bear with me #i personally think the storyline of her dating sean because of comphet #and secretly being relieved as all fuck when he broke up with her but having to keep up the facade that she's still into him #and then meeting the mc and thinking she's into sean or that they're mutually into one another #but being proven wrong and then michelle realizing she likes HER #and that the two nearly had a petty fight over a man literally neither of them liked #would be an absolutely peak romance route #plus michelle just gives off very internalized comphet lesbian to me #maybe it's just that i really love her #michelle thuy nguyen when will you let me marry you and be the woman of your heart #(i'm literally not even a woman)#calico rants

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phagodyke · 6 months ago

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dating an art student was so crazy I'm just thinking abt that one birthday I had where my ex got me stickers from the etsy of the person they were cheating on me with....

#they made them address the thank you note to me and everything ajskfjfkfb. i didnt know they were cheating at the time but wow...#every time i break out my sticker collection and see them im reminded of it. but i cant throw out the stickers theyre deltarune ones 😭#like they were a rly cool artist.... just unfortunate that happened 💀#the drama was insane. my ex only wanted to sleep with them but they (other person) wanted them to break up with me so they could date #but my ex dumped them rly harshly for suggesting that i guess 'romantic' cheating was a step too far even for them lmaooo #i heard abt their breakup secondhand and god could they be cruel sometimes. they made fun of the sex theyd had w them #to all their mutual friends n everything i actually felt so bad for the other person when i found out. at least our breakup wasnt that bad #i only finally got that cruel side of them directed towards me like a year after when they wanted us to stop being friends #but yeah. its also funny in a way bc my ex only suggested i had adhd bc the other person did too + struggled a lot with rsd #which i guess they found out when they broke up with them. and then looked at that and thought huh my gf is kind of similar...#and this was like. 2 years before i even considered i had adhd myself and sought diagnosis ahdkfidjcjdjfjfjfkdbfnf #this made me go look the other persons art page up on instagram + then i recognised some of their friends/flatmates art pages and i found #their (my exs that is) grad year film which is still being shown at animation festivals... good for them good for them #i dont think they have an art page themselves tho cuz they were always v shy and weird abt sharing art on social media #like everyone else except them is tagged on things... shame i wouldve liked to see what they were making now. even if we're not friends #also one of their old roommates made some REALLY similar squid game fanart to mine like a month after i posted it huh..#not mad abt it or anything i think its cool i just didnt realise they showed my art to their friends. thats cute #ah this was years ago anyway. getting my head out of the rabbit hole #im gonna go play some elden ring and then maybe do smth fun in my sketchbook we shall seeee #.diaries

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carlosfreckles · 3 months ago

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I’ve disappeared bc I finally got back into playing bg3 this past week but now I’m very sad because I didn’t realize until it was too late that I locked myself out of a romance I really wanted to explore on my first playthrough T.T

#and apparently I stopped saving correctly bc I was so invested so I would have to backtrack like 30-40hrs of gameplay #idk if I have it in me to redo so much but I’m gonna have to #I could go forward w another character that is someone I def want to romance in the future #but I got so immersed in pursuing my first choice that it changed the whole feel of the game when I got abruptly rejected in act 3 #long story short the game is so much fun regardless of the romance but my brain had a specific plan for my first run #it wont let me ignore it and move on so I will be low activity for another week #if any mutuals play bg3 its probs not hard to guess who im trying to romance tbh

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lamortwrites · 3 months ago

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Every now and then I become possessed by the urge to run a sort of sequel campaign to the hit video game vtm bloodlines despite knowing nothing about LA and also having been a child in 2004

#brought to you by thinking about pbp campaigns and also really wanting to run vtm again #and also. being SO tired and thinking about my favourite video game #ash.txt #like. I could. I COULD.#mutuals does anyone wanna play vtm w me...

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lesbianshadowheart · 2 years ago

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#hfw spoilers #hzd spoilers #hbs spoilers #horizon burning shores #ok hehe onto words now bc i need to scream. dont read furhter if u dont want spoilos ofc #anyways im having SO much fun scrolling thru the tag and seeing a #ans seeing all the people salty #just saw someone say this is a spit in the face of shippers AKHXHEJSHD do yuou think. they care #do yo uthink this is a cw show 😭😭#another person said that this was underdeveloped and rushed while she had 2 games of mutual pining w erend #i have to laugh #’mutual pining’ 😭😭#are you projecting maybe #is there any chance you may have overinterpreted #honestly i just. cuz i know there will be romance choices in hz3 but my greatest wish #is that theyre all gay. please please please #i want to see ere*oy shippers say we poppin the biggest bottles when it happens tomorrow #also saying that its rushed.. sure maybe i havent played yet but. its a video game romance forst of all #like how is that always the first thing said when a lesbian romance happens #like just how are yall out there shipping her with avad and nil and whomever and saying that #another thing is saying that she wasnt ready for romance at all like she didnt take 2 whole ass games to get there #like yall wouldnt be perfectly content if shed made out with middle aged man erend in game 1…#godd i just want her to be confirmed lesbian specifically. ive had it w being nice i just wanna go apeshit #cuz er*loys are already acting like theyre oppressed #there r some fandoms where #for shipping a lesbian w a man you would het your head bitten off mantis style #just saying #auauauaughaha <- this is what im feeling rn #sorry for this #ill delete it later shbdsj

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syn-odics · 1 year ago

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i just have to face up to the fact that no one gives a shit about your OCs if you cant draw

#like . im a writer i write but no one wants to invest in long walls of text and a short paragraph about some guy they dont know is Nothing #like. it doesnt matter if i post it here on my main thats followed by a ton of mutuals but very few others or on my fandom blogs w/ 10x as #many followers. even when the oc is related to the blog content.#across the board no one gives a shit #and like. i know my closest friends get excited for a minute when i talk about it over discord and its great thank you i love you #but sometimes i just . want to hang on that idea longer than they reasonably will care about it w no develoment #and i try to bring it here #and without fail it just absolutely flops #im lucky to get more than fuckin. 5 likes. i think i can count on two hands the amount of times someone has reblogged an oc post of mine #(outside of me and aforementioned closest friends trading in jokes about our d&d games we play together) IN THE ENTIRE TIME IVE BEEN ON #TUMBLR #its just. noooooooo one gives a shit if its not a picture they can look for 5 seconds and go #if it requires reading to invest. no one bites #its disheartening. idk what to tell you. why should i keep being creative if no ones going to care #im sick of doing it ''just for me''

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autisticredhood · 2 years ago

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stoned fj confession my spotify wrapped #3 is chug jug with you (number one victory royale)

#im sorry music mutuals 🥺#we just wiped out tomato town lyric is a best friend to me. idk this video game is he playing mine craft oh wait no its fortnite thats in #the lyrics. what is tomato town i dont want to know im in love w the visual in my head

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pepprs · 2 years ago

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having the issues i have is literally exhausting. like why do the miseries have to be ceaseless and the horrors unending.

#purrs #idk if im swaddling my inner child or str*ngling her (sorry) but she needs to stop crying bc my GOD i can’t keep living like this. my counse #counselor literaly told me i could get fired if i end up working somewhere else (🤨👊💥) and don’t heal AJD it’s like ok you’re right but also #shut up don’t fucking say that. but he is also so right like i can’t keep living like this. i was anxious and agitated all day and it’s good #that no one noticed but also like it takes so much energy just to sit in one place and do my work and respond to the stimuli and not start a #sobbing and howling. i hate this shitty fucking situation i want it to be over so i never have to feel this helpless again but im feeling pr #pretty helpless right now mutuals. i am feeling pretty helpless and i also cannot breathe because the elephants are taking up too much space #and i mean that in more ways than one. i don’t even have the energy to play video games rn like literally all i want to do is sleep. omg #still not as bad or in as bad a place as last week. and thank god i have not been dizzy since friday. but this is really pushing my limit. l #like im scared my heart is gonna give out from pounding so hard and i was trying to do affirmations w mysef and talk myself through the #logic and it didn’t work really and im like 😐 plus like almost every triggering / upsetting kind of situation that can happen has happened #today and i haven’t flipped out abt it it’s been more like slowly chipping away at me and.. i am at my fucking limit. i need to sit in a #sensory deprivation tank. and i also need to get married and/or a phd immediately. and i also need a lobotomy.

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thedeadthree · 2 years ago

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#leg.txt #i am grateful for y’all for my life for y’all helping my indecisive hind end and i am in a crisis once more AHH 🥀✨😖#being a responsible adult is my archnemesis ajsjzjxh #do i want to at last develop those s*tar w*ars girlies OR do i want to at last play vasha and e*so IM IN A CRISIS BESTIES #and i think? i plan on r*evan being aereas ancestor <3 neat !#(also mutuals if i do get eso and if y’all want to i would love to have vasha and yalls dears be besties 🥀✨🥹)#(ONLY IF YOU WANT TO OFC 🥀✨😖)#(i havent done an online game in AGES (though i may be playing d*bd very very soon hehe) and im like ANXIOUS sijzjzj)#(i think? the last one i played was m*aplestory in like middle school skzjjzjx)#but yea i was in the switch shop and was like OHHH SPACE BABIES but also was like I think it’s time to develop vasha u know?#once more leg puts her life in the hands of the besties 🌸💞#(which speaking of d*bd and if y’all would like to id love to with y’all as well 🌸💞🥹)#(and ty ty aj ill need all the help i can GET 🌸💞😭 the last multiplayer i did was d*estiny iron banner and it was a TIME ksjzjhz)#speaking of d*estiny i should play again i miss my hunter 🌊✨😖#*personal

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astrxealis · 2 years ago

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40 mil is the highest points i've had for gw ever tbh so i am proud of myself so far <3 also !! almost rank 175 >;D

anyways hi just small update/rambles uhm. i've been more productive w school but also school ew !!! and 6.3 is so fucking soon holy shit i am not ready at all & i hope this week i can finally start omori and/or p4g <33

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#still obsessed w p5. ALSO mcr music is so slay AND uh yeah that's mostly it. rlly obsessed w buncha kinds of rock music rn #i looooove rock <3 rock and orchestra are my favorite genres (i'm kinda into all kinds of music tho fr!) hehe <33 #i love my fire team now tbh. like. nemone & athena together is perfect imo and i'm glad i realized that a long time ago already #but woa me w having both michael and percival is absolutely amazing hehe #arghhhhhhh ... i wna play nier vv badly but i need to wait for lune yeah ? but anyways in reincarnation i have all the automata characters #which i'm vv glad about >;)) 9s refused to come home months ago but now he has and heheheheh i love him #tbh it's so hard to manage my time now bcs on saturdays i'm busy and then sundays should be my rest but we often go out as rest ??#and i like it but also my gaming time and writing time and whatever time is lowkey a big Rest In Peace <//3 #I LOV MY FRIENDS but i haven't properly talked to. quite literally ANYONE for a bit now i'm so sorry #unless they approach me first somewhere that isnt social media of any sort or i've seen them irl bcs of school or yk my family or class #ive fixed my sched quite a lot but also there's still a lot to improve !! by the end of january i hope that i'm happy w my sched then <3 #okay small update OVER !! today was a pretty good day so far tbh uh. like bad shit happened but strangely i'm all okay !! <33 #like uhh ive been a bit more active in class and actually reciting more! i am usually vv shy and only just comment my answers if ever #BUT YEAH !!! and there was smth that was supposed to happen and my class forgot so i reminded them. and we're like 30 in class #okay rambles OVER !! im anxious still to open my notifs sorry i cant explain why bcs idk how but yeah. uh. if you want to contact me #for anything IDK HOW YOU SHOULD TBH. SORRY. but yeah !!! probably ask for my sideblog for mutuals ??#but tbh i havent checked that in a bit too and just ramble sometimes. SORRY......

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arsenicflame · 3 months ago

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honestly i rly am like. what if i streamed mysims. what if.

#my laptop could probably not handle it but also #i wanna share my love of this with peopleeeee #nyxtalks #idk its been so fun playing for sage n i knowwww a surprising amt of my mutuals r mysims fans and just #idk cosy gaming friends hangout time i guess #ive already been thinking abt restarting anyway #idk. might do a test run if anyone wants to hang out at some point. see how bad the play gets w streaming running #(mysims mondays would b fun but i figure monday is a baddd day 4 people)

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foxgirlmoth · 9 months ago

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If only I had a pretty trans woman mutual to teach me how to play terraria 👉👈😳

I've beaten the game so many times, come take my paw and I'll go in depth about how you can stretch out your time in Terraria to fit whatever your play style is.

#Like we can get pretty good armor fairly fast if you want or we can just build and have fun and I can show what kinda houses I like to build #Hi though mutual!!! I am taken but I would not mind playing games and if it becomes something that makes you flustered I don't mind #Making friends a lil flustered can be fun but my heart doesn't get into it nearly as much fun as it is with my wife #Unless this IS my wife but she doesn't enjoy the game a ton #The invisible progression makes it hard for her to find stuff to do #Anyways uhhh rant over I'm almost certain I'd enjoy playing some with you #Wind Fae Maiden is my steam #Hope you read the tags here!#anon ask #ask #Oh I completely glanced over the pretty part thank you ;w;

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solemntitty · 2 years ago

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to clarify I play genshin and am not apologetic abt that so if y'all have a problem with it just unfollow, it'll save both of us the hassle

#jamie has made a statement #i just want to play my stupid game in peace like i kept on seeing poorly thought out criticism #from a maybe mutual and i just unfollowed bc i honestly dont care abt poor criticisms of things im into #like dont get me wrong there r things to critique abt it and other gcha games. 100% there are and some ppl have problems w them and impulse #and theres something to be said abt like. the popularity of gcha and impacts on ppl #but i dont care to have continuous moral panic on my dash

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