#i want the standing one i can prob find it on ali express for like hella cheap lol

[24hrfrog]

Time to waste my money on Mav’s spirit animal.

[gamergirl929]

I’m Still Coming Out (Emily Sonnett x Reader)

@arination99 Request:  Can I ask for a part 2 to the Krashlyn fic?? 

The reader tries her best to accept her sexuality, as well as her feelings for Emily Sonnett, feelings she has no idea if Emily returns. 

Spoiler, she does. 

If you’re looking for part 1 of this story, you can find it rightttt HERE: I’m Coming Out

It came as no surprise to you that after finding out you were gay, Ashlyn teased you to no end about your crush on one, Emily Sonnett.  

Ali reigned her in best she could, the woman rolling her eyes every time your mother would poke fun at you for blushing around the blonde.  

“Ash!” Ali shushed her, smacking her in the chest.  

“What? Look at themm!” She pouts, her hands on her cheeks as she nods to where you’re sitting with Emily.

The two of you were fast asleep, Emily’s head resting on your shoulder, whereas yours is rested on top of hers.  

“It’s just so sweet.” Ashlyn’s bottom lip trembles, her eyes glazing over.  

Ali shakes her head, but can’t help smiling when you rub your head against Emily’s, the two of you smiling in your sleep.  

In the seat next to them, Kelley and Alex are wearing the same expression as Ashlyn, both looking at their sleeping teammates with glassy orbs.  

“Oh my god that’s adorable.” Kelley whispers, stealthily snapping a picture of the two of you, her grin widening when Emily wraps her arms around your middle, pulling you closer, well as close as she could with the arm of the bus’s seat between the two of you.  

It’s soon after that the bus screeches to a halt, signaling that you’d reach your destination, which in this case was a hotel.  

The first of you to wake is Emily, the blonde’s eyes fluttering open slowly before widening, her cheeks flushing blood red.  

Her arms slowly slip from around you, the woman’s fingertips grazing your flat stomach, the blonde blushing when she feels the muscles beneath your shirt.  

She clears her throat, giving you a shake.  

“Hey, wake up we’re here.” She gives you another shake and you growl.  

“Emmmm, stopppp.” You whine, this time wrapping your arms around her, the blonde’s hazel orbs wide.  

“Y/N-

“Noo, five more minutes Em.” You murmur.  

Emily glances around, her hazel orbs wide and cheeks blood red when she realizes everyone is watching the two of you, each and every one of them wearing massive smiles.  

Lindsey wiggles her eye brows at the blonde, giving her a wink before Emily turns away bashfully, shaking you harder this time.  

“Wake up asshole.” She growls and you frown, glancing around bleary eyed.  

When you realize you’d made it to the hotel, you turn back towards Emily, your bottom lip jutted out in a pout.  

Emily sighs, rolling her eyes.  

“No, Y/N.” She says sternly, your bottom lip beginning to tremble slightly.  

“Don’t look at me like that.” She grumbles, the woman throwing her head back with a groan as you give her the best puppy dog eyes you can muster.  

Minutes later you’re grinning, you chin resting on the top of Emily’s head as she gives you a piggy back ride into the hotel, Ashlyn carrying your bags.  

“She’s so whipped.” Ashlyn whispers to Ali, the woman grinning as you turn your head, rubbing your cheek on the top of Emily’s head.  

“Thanks Em.” You whisper, letting out a yawn.  

Emily nods, her cheeks fire ball red. 

“No, prob.”  

                                                             ***

Emily watches with a small smile as you argue with the ref, rolling your eyes and shaking your head as you throw your hands in the air in frustration.  

Eventually, Ali guides you away, but not before giving the ref her own glare.  

Beside her, Ashlyn snickers.  

“Like mother like daughter, right?” She nudges Emily, who grins.  

“I mean, you’re pretty spicy too.” She shrugs and Ashlyn nods.  

“Guilty.”  

The two go silent, their attention going back to the game, that is until Ashlyn clears her throat.  

“You know, Y/N may be over 20, but she IS my baby...” Ashlyn starts, Emily’s brows furrowing as she turns towards her, somewhat fearful at the edge in her voice.  

“Ye-Yeah...” She mumbles, attempting to swallow the lump in her throat.  

Was this a shovel talk?  

How could it be a shovel talk when you were only her best friend...?  

Emily’s cheeks flush bright red.  

Did she know?  

How COULD she have known that Emily wanted more?  

“And seeing as she’s my BABY... I’m not above literally killing for her...” Ashlyn turns towards Emily, Emily whose hazel orbs are bugging out of her head.  

“You know what I mean?” Ashlyn whispers, leaning towards her and Emily swallows hard, nodding rapidly.  

“I-I-I do...” She stammers, the older woman nodding before her lips split into a grin.  

“Just, treat her right.” She nods, turning away.  

Emily’s brows furrow, the tips of her ears burning.  

“W-W-W-We-We’re just friends you know...?” She stutters.  

Ashlyn turns back towards her, a smirk stretching across her face.  

“For now.”  

                                                             ***

The confusion on your face was apparent when Emily shuffled towards you, her head down and cheeks pink.  

You give her yellow vest a tug.  

“Hey, what’s wrong?” You ask, head cocked to the side in confusion.  

Emily shakes her head.  

“N-No, n-nothing's wrong.” She stammers and your eyes narrow.  

“Sureeeeeeeeeeeee.”  

Emily’s cheeks flush darker when you slip an arm around her, fingers unconsciously dipping into her short’s pocket.  

Emily notices immediately, the tips of her ears literally on fire, her palms beginning to sweat.  

You feel her stiffen; your brows arched.  

“Are you alright?”

Emily nods.  

“Yeah! Why wouldn’t I be!?” She squeaks loudly, your eyes widening at the sound.  

“Umm, because you sound like you’ve been hitting the helium tank a LITTLE too hard...”  

Emily’s eyes narrow.  

“I do NOT.” She grumbles and you snort.  

“You do too.”  

Ashlyn watches from across the field as the two of you bicker, a smile stretching across her face.  

Ali walks up beside her, the woman’s lips splitting into a grin.  

“Are you sure those two aren’t married yet?” She whispers, giggling when you pull Emily into a headlock, the woman attempting to wiggle out of your hold.  

“Nah, not yet. Em, thinks they’re only friends.

Megan sighs.

“Oh to be a young baby gay again.”  

Ashlyn shakes her head, smiling when she sees your cheeks are dusted pink, Emily’s arm slung around your shoulders.

“Should we meddle?” Kelley asks as she joins the group.

Ashlyn shakes her head, smiling when Emily’s fingers tangle in your messy hair, your eyes widening as you turn towards her, face blood red.

“Nah, let them figure it out on their own. I have a feeling it won’t take them long.”

                                                             ***

Weeks had passed since Ashlyn had spoken to Emily about you, and the blonde couldn’t get you off her mind.

Friendship didn’t explain the way her heart would race when you were around, wouldn’t explain the way it skipped a best when you laughed.

“Okay, that’s it, you’re going to tell me what’s wrong right now.”

Emily jumps at the sound of your voice, the woman pulled from her trance.

“What are you talking about?” She asks innocently, earning an eye roll.  

“You’ve been spacing out for weeks, and I know you’re thinking because your nose crinkles.” You poke her nose and she huffs.

She remains silent for a moment and you groan.

“Em, seriously what is-

Your eyes widen when in a single motion Emily grabs your face, the woman tugging you forwards, her lips meeting yours in a kiss.

In that moment your body is set aflame, though you can’t move, you’re entirely frozen.

Emily pulls back abruptly when she realizes you aren’t kissing back.  

“Y/N?” She whispers, voice cracking as her hazel orbs fill with tears.  

In one swift motion you leap from the bed and sprint out of the room, slamming the hotel room’s door behind you, leaving a heartbroken Emily Sonnett behind.  

                                                             ***

A loud knocking on their hotel room’s door makes Ashlyn nearly fall out of bed, she and Ali sharing a glance before the blonde jumps to her feet and jerks the door open, revealing her incredibly disheveled daughter.  

The second you see your mother you burst into tears, the goalie opening her arms just as you leap towards her.  

“Shhhh, it’s okay.” Ashlyn coos, pushing the door shut behind her as she carries you to the bed, Ali frowning sadly when she sees you.  

“Aww, sweetie what happened?” She asks as you and Ashlyn move onto the bed.  

You turn, wrapping your arms around Ali, burying your face in her chest.  

“She kissed me and I didn’t kiss her back.” You whisper, Ashlyn and Ali sharing a glance, both unable to bite their smiles back.  

“You didn’t want to?” Ashlyn asks and you shake your head.  

“I wanted to.” You pout, bottom lip trembling.  

Ashlyn can’t help but laugh, shaking her head.  

“Then why didn’t you?” She asks and you shrug.  

“I don’t knowww!” You huff, growling when Ashlyn snickers.  

“I got scared!” You yell as Ali flicks Ashlyn in the ear.  

“It’s okay to be scared Y/N.” Ali brushes your tears away with a tender smile.  

“What did Em do?” Ashlyn asks and your eyes widen, remembering the look of pure heartbreak on Emily’s face.  

Your bottom lip trembles, tears yet again forming in your eyes.  

“She was crying...” You sniffle, your Y/E/C orbs darting around Ali’s face before you turn to your mother.  

Ashlyn cups your cheeks, leaning in to kiss your forehead.  

Afterwards, she nods to the door.  

“Go tell her how you feel Y/N, don’t let this chance pass you by. If you do you’ll regret it.”  

You swallow hard before nodding.  

You wrap your arms tightly around her, giving her a squeeze before doing the same to Ali.  

With no hesitation, you leap from the bed and sprint towards the door, hoping you weren't too late.  

The door slams shut and Ashlyn sniffles, a tear leaking from her hazel orbs.  

“She’s grown up, isn’t she?” She asks, Ali’s arms wrapping tightly around her.  

“Yeah, she is.”  

                                                             ***

Kelley lets out a literal screech when someone pounds on her and Alex’s hotel room door, the defender hitting her head on the night stand.  

“Oh god, call an ambulance.” She groans and Alex rolls her eyes, jumping from the bed and heading to the door.  

“Shake it off.”  

“I could be concussed JAN!” She screeches as Alex opens the door, frowning when she sees a disheveled, sobbing Emily Sonnett behind it.  

“Whoa, what’s wrong?” Alex asks as Emily pushes her way inside, immediately running to Kelley who wraps her arms tightly around her.  

“I kissed Y/N and she ran awayyy!” She sobs into Kelley’s neck, the defender’s eyes widening as she holds her close.  

Kelley glances at Alex, the woman smiling softly as she makes her way over.  

“It’s okay Em, it’ll be okay.” She whispers, running a gentle hand down the blonde’s back.  

“She didn’t say anything?” Kelley asks.  

Emily shakes her head.  

“No, she just got all stiff then ran away.” She sniffles, frowning when Kelley smiles softly.  

“Why are you smiling?” She asks, bottom lip trembling.  

Kelley cups her cheeks.  

“She cares about you Em.” She whispers.  

Alex nods.  

“It sounds like she’s scared...”  

Emily sniffles, wiping her tears away with the sleeve of her hoodie, her eyes widening when she realizes it’s in fact a hoodie, she’d stole from you.  

“Why would she be scared of me...?” She whispers and Kelley smiles, cupping her cheeks.  

“I think she’s scared of taking the next step...”  

Emily sniffles nodding to herself, a small smile playing on her lips.  

“You think she feels the same...?”  

Alex giggles, ruffling her messy blonde hair.

“She does, now go get her Em.”  

                                                             ***

You burst into the hotel room you share with Emily, a frown tugging the corners of your mouth downward when you find the room empty.  

You sigh, slinking towards the bed, your elbows resting on your knees.  

What if Emily didn’t come back?  

What if she decided the kiss was a mistake?  

The silence in the room is deafening, so deafening in fact that you can hear footsteps in the hallway, footsteps that are approaching your door.  

You swallow hard, fear coursing through you as the door to your hotel room opens, revealing the blonde you were wanting to see more than anything in the world.  

You jump to your feet, rushing towards Emily, who rushes towards you, the door shutting behind her as the two of you meet.  

Emily cups your cheeks, hazel orbs disappearing behind fluttering eyelids as the two of you close the distance between one another, lips meeting in a tender kiss. 

This isn’t just a first kiss, it’s a promise, a promise for more kisses to come, a declaration of love in the purest form.  

The two of you part, Emily’s eyes still shut as you search her face.  

“I’m sorry for running away...” You whisper, only to be pulled back in, Emily’s lips again pressing against yours.  

“All that matters is that you came back.” She whispers in between kisses, the two of you eventually pulling apart, your forehead resting against Emily’s.  

Emily’s eyes flutter open to reveal hazel orbs that shine brightly, almost as bright as the smile that nearly splits her face in half.  

"Hey.” She whispers, a smile much like hers stretching across your face.  

You brush your nose playfully back and forth against hers.  

“Hey.” You chuckle, Emily closing the distance between you yet again.  

Later that night, with Emily fast asleep and curled into your side, you realize that coming back to the hotel room was the best decision you’d ever made, a decision that led you into the arms of the one and only Emily Sonnett.