#i wanna yap so bad but NO ONE TO YAP TO ☹️

[jayparked]

a small look at the messages i send lia when she’s asleep

[st4rboy-p]

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Halloo!!! I probably won't post much but who knows :>

(things in this colour mean i really like it(unless i forget to continue doing thag halfway through))

☆about me☆

I'm Oliver :p

(trying to think of things to say about myself is tricky what the flip)

I'm a 500 year old vampire *not clickbait* joking I'm a 16 year old boy from england RAHHH

i dont really know much about myself everythings all too confusing 💔

♡things i like♡

I have a LOT of interests and they are always changing so I will try my best to keep this list short...

•i LOVE anime omg if you watch anime/read manga me by friend PLEASE

~some of my favs are jjba, kny, one piece, aot, deathnote uhhh im trying to think EVANGELION omg and jjk AND IF YOU HAVE WATCHED ASOBI ASOBASE MARRY ME its so funny but no one I know has watched it 💔 wait sorry im coming back to this after i wrote some other bits BUT ATLA OMG i love atla... ok back again I FORGOT BERSERK (manga not anime)

•i love music!!! i also have the best music taste in the world 😝

~if you like malice mizer marry me. also love lana del rey, jeff buckley, radiohead, buck-tick, kamijo, lowkey love musicals, adrianne lenker omg she makes me cry, mitski, fiona apple I NEED TO STOP I COULD GO ON FOREVER

•sinjin drowning deserves their own category THEY ARE SO FUNNY

•HARRY POTTER (not supporting j.k!!!) omg or basically anything whimsical and magical i wanna be a wizard so bad ☹️ omg that time when dark fantasy was trending on tiktok was like my fav thing ever I WANTED TO BE A BANISHED KNIGHT SO BAD GIVE IT TO MEEEE if i was rich i would so buy knights armour and go to a renne fair (is that how its spelt??)

•im probably forgetting stuff but feel free to yap to me about your interests too! i love listening to other peoples interests :)))

holy im yapping

•I KNEW I FORGOT SOMETHING sorry im back BUT I LIKE GAMING!!!

~genshin (i shower i promise) and roblox are my top 2 games but i play a bunch more!!! if its free im sure i will play it 😝

•ok hi back again I ALSO LIKE TO DRAW!!! im not very good at it but i find it fun!!!!!

☽things i dont like☽

•DONT interact with me if ur an awful person please :3

this includes things like racists, homophobes, etc etc

also if ur just gonna be mean ples dont i will probably cry 💔

✦the vibe i bring to the function✦

(picture dump)

ok not really a dump im not allowed anymore pictures

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OMG I CANT PUT ANYMORE DIVIDER THINGIES thats sad ANYWAYS PLEASE BE MY FRIEND!!!

thank if you listened to my yap!!

oh i can add a song thats cool

THIS IS THE BEST SONG EVER BTW

\/\/\/\/

[punk-o-ween]

WICKED .... THAT MOVIE. WAS SO LIFE CHANGING. THAT MOVIE WAS SO GOOD PLEASPLEPALSPELSPSLS this is ABSOLUTELY a yap session so if u dont wanna hear abt that then thats why theres a cut PLUS THERES INSANE SPOILERS SO and also dont mind me sounding like a newbie i watched the musical but i forgot everything so uhm....

THERES ALSO SOME ZARI LORE IN THIS YAP SO !!! long story short: 10/10 absolutely gorgeous and beautiful but some parts did disturb me a little :-)

so i wanted to go see this SO BAD because i actually watched the musical thru slime tutorials because my uncle (not biologically, hes a meteorologist that works at the job i intern at and the job my dad works at as a director) requested it because he ALWAYS plays defying gravity everytime im there and i was like omg this shit is SO GOOd when the movie comes out ill be the first one there

and i was *PRIME EXAMPLE* 🗣️🗣️

this movie. oh my god. that was LIFECHANGING. i love how the story of wicked itself is just how to treat others the way u wanna be treated okay like its not that hard i fear...my mum said that she liked this movie mostly because of the indirect reference to how real life is with black women and girls who had to deal with what elphaba went thru and how just your skin colour can change everyone's perspective on you and my mum was so true for that 😕

but anyway, aside from that, that movie was LESBIAN. SO SO SOS OS SO SO SO SO HOMOSEXUAL I WAS ROLLING MY EYES THE ENTIRE MOVIE LIKE BITCH IF YALL DONT KISS ALREADY LITERALLY WAS RIPPING MY HAIR OUT ☹️☹️☹️ there was a scene where they both fell on glinda's bed together snd glinda was looking SO fondly at elphaba i thought they were abt to kiss PLUS THERE WAS A SCENE WHERE GLINDA GOT CLOSE TO ELPHABA'S FACE MEOWMEOWMEOWMO LESBIAN.

side note rq. fiyero MEOWWWW HMU BABYGIRL bro bro bro. hear me out PLEASE PLEASE he is SO FUCKING GORGEOUS the way him and glinda were like spinning around eachother omfg i turned to my mum so fast and said "GIRLLL 🤤🤤" like clean up on aisle my pants IM KIDDING

ANYWAY BACK TO THE MAIN PLOT, i love the little references to the wizard of oz! i never watched the og wizard of oz but i ALWAYS watched the wiz growing up (the one with diana ross as dorothy) and so omg!! there was a scene with a little lion that fiyero and elphaba saved from that fuckass history teacher (ill get to that soon) and i think that was the cowardly lion eeek ! plus there was a scene where glinda clicked her red heels together I FREAKED OUT plus they COLOURED THE YELLOW BRICK ROAD YELLOW WHATSYSGSHEH i just UGEHEG

now to the disturbing parts.... the animal cruelty in this movie did make my stomach turn a bit like im glad they touched on the fact that animals r treated so so so badly but damn that kinda made me sick

THE SINGING IN THIS MOVIE WAS SO FUCKING ON TOP I DONT WANNA HEAR IT. CYNTHIA AND ARIANA ATE TO THE SKIES BRO THEY LEFT NOT A SINGLE CRUMB IN SIGHT IF THEY DONT GET LIKE 5 GRAMMIES FROM THIS ILL KMS THE DEFYING GRAVITY PART. THE ICONIC AAUWYUAHAUAAAUAUHHHHHHH BRO. CYNTHIA LITERALLY DEVOURED I CANT EXPLAIN.

AND ALSO WHOEVER DID COSTUME DESIGNING BETTER GET 5 OSCARS THE ENTIRE MOVIE I WAS LIKE woauhhhh BC THE FITS R SO GORGEOUS? GLINDA HAD LIKE 500 OF THEM THE ENTIRE MOVIE THEYRE ALL SO GORG STOP.

anyway i think thats it for my yap....main points here is just that those two r fucking lesbians and ill die on this hill idc if its alone or with a community bc THEYRE GAY FOR EACHOTHER. until elphaba started singing abt fiyero bro get outta here.....

[b311zzz]

michelle!

HIII!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY , i know i already told you that thooo! but it’s now officially your birthday in my time zone sooo :) i’m gonna give you as many compliments as i can under this time crunch i have because i wanna do this before 12AM and it’s 11:35PM!!

1. your green eyes are literally SO SO beautiful and go so well with your piercings on your face.

2. your piercings are super cool! i think silver is definitely your color, and all the ones you have on your face suit you so so well.

3. you’re so loving towards me

4. you’re forgiving

5. you can literally pull off every hair style there is, which is CRAZY.

6. your lips are the perfect size for your face, and i love how emphasized your cupid bow is. (cupid bow’s fits the theme, which you will see later on!!!)

7. i love all the nicknames you call me (dear, sweetheart, ect.)

8. i enjoy the games you play with me on roblox, i have a lot of fun with them.

9. i love to match with you on tumblr, roblox, ect! we always look so cute :)

10. you listen so well to my yapping and keep up with my fast talking, i appreciate that. i’ve always been told i talk too fast or talk too much, i love that you adore it. thank you.

11. your patience with me is so kind.

12. your nerdy interests are cute :)

13. i love how like aesthetically pleasing you are to the eyes. you are very well organized, it’s pretty

14. you push me to become better, thank you.

15. you have good morals.

16. you are very hard working, specially with school. i’m so proud of you for your dedications.

17. your facial expressions

18. your pictures that you take of me, even tho i look chopped most of the time. but sometimes they’re cute :)

19. you give so many compliments

20. you notice my efforts for others

21. you appreciate the things i do, and don’t let it go unnoticed

22. your memory is so good.

23. you don’t forget the things that i tell you i want, or like.

24. you literally would buy me anything i want.. but i wont let you. i still think its cute tho!

25. you’re affectionate

26. you put up with my need for you every five seconds

27. you put up with my attitude that i always have

28. you listen to me, and don’t disregard my feelings.

29. you’re literally perfect

30. you’re so awesome sauce

31. your rings are so pretty on you!

32. i love your glasses on you, which you need to start wearing.

33. you match energies

34. you’re very reasonable for everything you say and do

35. you actually think before doing something 99.99 percent of the time

36. you’re selfless

37. you have self respect

38. you’re very sympathetic, which i appreciate because im hella dramatic

39. you baby me ALLLL the time, which i love

40. you were literally made for me, i bet you, our hands will fit perfectly into each other’s when we hold hands. not too big or too small for each other.

41. you repost about me, which is very sweet

42. you’re so gorgeous.

43. did i mention that you’re gorgeous???

44. you don’t judge me even tho i’m lowkey a weird loser that is very awkward!

45. your smile. gosh i love it so much ☹️

46. your teeth, they remind me of a bunny! but in the cutest way ever

47. you stopped being a poser about alice in the wonderland… good job.

48. you always pick the right colors to wear, they never look bad on you. ever.

49. i love those little bandanas on you or whatever they are. that adventure time one was really cute!

50. light blue looks pretty on you :)

51. burgundy looks so stunning on you

52. you remind me of the color purple because you stand out, but you’re still you. like you’re this kept to yourself kind of thing?? idk how to explain it, but that color reminds me of you

53. you’re well grounded

54. you’re very emotionally intelligent

55. you’re observant

56. you’re intelligent overall :)

57. your clothes always fit you perfectly

58. you have the most awesome style ever.

59. you’re so beautiful, inside and out.

60. you’re open minded.

61. you have good opinions that are very valid

62. you don’t follow the crowd

63. you are very understanding

64. your tiny beauty marks are adorable

65. your eyebrows express what you’re thinking, it’s cute !

66. your drawings are very dainty and cute.

67. your handwriting is pretty neat! :)

68. you’re clean

69. you are gentle

70. you are cautious

71. you’re aware of others feelings

72. tender hearted

73. you understand my very weird typing sometimes

74. you let me sleep and make me have a good schedule

75. you’re caring

76. you love me more than anyone could’ve ever loved anything, and that is mutual :)

77. you’re just so awesome.

78. you’re extremely lovable

79. youre easy to talk to

80 .you’re the best person i’ve ever met.

will you be my valentine?

[leansuccubus]

death of our sanity and singular collective braincell; heartsteel fanfic- pt1 - i know your secrets

warnings ⚠️ contains swearing, flirting like how you flirt w your friends, it’s more of a platonic thing really. Friendly bullying, just homies being homies

You created a groupchat

You named the groupchat “🤡🤡🤡”

You: guys.

Settrigh🗿: HEY WHAT’S UP?

You: HI SETT

Settrigh🗿: HI

Settrigh🗿: SO WHAT’S WITH THE CLOWN EMOJIS?

You: that, you’ll find out soon

You: i made a gc because we’re all homies here, and we needed a gc 🥰🥰🥰

You: i also have some interesting…news to share

Settrigh🗿: uh oh you’re scaring me

You: don’t worry sett, it’ll be okay 😁😁😁

Settrigh🗿: ALRIGHT… although something is telling me i probably shouldn’t trust you

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: spill

Croissante🥐: Hello. I’m here. I’m concerned but slightly intrigued 👀👀👀

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: the FUCK did they go, they can’t just come in here, say they have to say something AND THEN LEAVE???

G R E E N 🌿: i’m kinda scared too 😳😳😳

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: you’re always pscared what’s new 🗿

G R E E N🌿: THATS BECAUSE YOU GUYS HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH JUMPSCARING ME, YALL SUCK ☹️

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: #justiceforezreal

G R E E N🌿: SEE? APHELIOS GETS IT

Croissante🥐: Yeah…

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: ez. he’s the one who SETS UP THE JUMPSCARES

You: the dye must’ve leaked into his brain and killed all his braincells 💀💀💀

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: hes a blonde, he already had negative braincells to begin with 💀💀💀

G R E E N🌿: STOP BULLYING ME 😭

You: No.

G R E E N🌿: YES.

G R E E N🌿: DIDN’T YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL US?

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: if you don’t tell us, i’ll throw a shoe

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: i’ll throw his other shoe 🫥

Settrigh🗿: that would leave a mark

You: OKOK CHILL

Settrigh: We need to know please 😔😔😔

You: okay so.

You: yall know how i was at the dorm yesterday

You: i’m surprised it didn’t smell like straight cheese and sweat

G R E E N🌿: ARE YOU IMPLYING IT SMELT LIKE GAY CHEESE AND SWEAT

You: WHAT? NO. IM SAYING IT SMELT SURPRISINGLY CLEAN FOR A PLACE 6 SWEATY ADULT MEN LIVE IN

You: when they know basic hygienic 😍😍😍

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: QUIT YAPPING JUST TELL US WHAT YOU WANTED TO TELL US

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: YAPOLOGIST FR

Settrigh🗿:

You: CHILL IM MULTITASKING

You: anyways, I was on my way to sett and phel’s room to play some animal crossing bc they’re animal crossing addicts

Settrigh🗿: I’m an animal crossing addict and im not afraid to admit it XD

You: so on the way there, i had to pass ezreal’s room. and i shit you not, i hear him talking to himself

G R E E N🌿: oh lord. not this.

You: oh yes.

You: wanna tell us what you said EZREAL?

G R E E N🌿: nope i think i’ll pass 😃

You: that’s fine, i’ll just say it myself

You: when i walk past ez’s room, i hear him full on simping for lux, begging them gods to let her notice him

Settrigh🗿: WHAT THE HELL XD

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: jesus christ. i knew ez’s crush on lux was bad, but i didn’t know it was this bad.

G R E E N🌿: STOP NO ITS NOT TRUE

You: YES IT IS.

Settrigh🗿: oh it’s true, why would reader ever lie to us? xd

G R E E N🌿: ITS NOT I SWEAR 😭

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: we’re never letting you hear the end of this 😭

G R E E N🌿: I HATE YALL 😭😭😭

Settrigh: Aw we love you too <3

Croissante: Lol. Ez gotta be more careful next time

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸😈🤘👹👹👹: bro’s rizz is in the negatives

Settrigh🗿: bro is in the trenches

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: bro is tremendously down bad

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸😈🤘👹👹👹: we’re never letting him live this down are we?

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: no we are NOT

You: and that’s not even all

You: y’all are so strange istg, the shit i hear whenever i’m over is just insane

Settrigh🗿: THERES MORE???

You: after passing ez’s room and busting nerves from trying not to laugh, i pass k’sante’s room, and the door is WIDE open

Settrigh🗿: uh oh

Croissante🥐: Yeah… uh oh is an understatement

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: bro is cooked 💀

You: i saw him scrolling on grindr 💀💀💀💀💀

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: 💀💀💀

Croissante🥐: YOU CAN’T BE SERIOUS 💀

You: DONT ACT INNOCENT

You: I SAW YOU K’SANTE

You: I SAW YOU.

You: YOU EVEN SAID

You: “DAT ASS THO”

Croissante: I DIDN’T THINK ID BE EXPOSED. I DIDNT THINK ANYONE SAW

You: I DID.

Settrigh🗿: Oh god… what else? XD

G R E E N🌿: we’re all curious, don’t leave us hanging 🤷‍♂️

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: i second this 👀

You: when i FINALLY reach sett and phel’s room…

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: you’re making it sound like one of those stories old people tell you about how they got to school 😭

G R E E N🌿: “i climbed 2 mountains and walked through the snow” lookin ahh

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: 💀💀💀

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: real

You: STFU

You: anyways, what do i hear???

Settrigh🗿: oh god. please no

You: KISSING. NOISES.

You: YALL FR THOUGHT I WOULDN’T HEAR

Phel🤫🧏‍♂️: 😟😟😟

You: y’all have anything to say about that?

Settrigh🗿: READER.

You: yes sett? 🥰

Settrigh🗿: how could you…😔

You: because y’all didn’t invite me to join 😔

Settrigh🗿: you didn’t even ask you bastard

Settrigh🗿: ya snooze ya loose yk

G R E E N🌿: one time i heard them kissing in the laundry machine

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: same, they were like so loud 💀💀💀

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: at least sett was, bro sounded like a subaru

G R E E N🌿: LMFAOOO

Croissante🥐: Lol

Mother 🤤🤤🤤: What on Earth did I just come back to?

Mother🤤🤤🤤: I spend a few hours experimenting with samples and check my phone for the time, only to see a hundred notifications. Shouldn’t you guys be cleaning?

Schizophrenia🧑‍🎤🎸🤘😈👹👹👹: RUN. ITS MOTHER. RUN FOR THE HILLS

[hotties4gojo]

mic test 123, mic test 321?!?

hihi just want to say i love your works and it always bring a smile 2 my face whenever i see new stuff drop :3 ur soferrr amazing and yeah more yaps! im not really good at complimenting and uh stuff so sorry if this comes off as weird uhh. hopefully not though!!! hope you're doing good and have an awesome time ever !!

i kinda also really wanna see some sad and angsty kinda from your hcs, literally anything sad/comfort since i always like seeing sad stuff cus crying really helps me freshen up? :)) not forcing though n all!!

im ending this message here, again - really luv ur work and aaa hope u have an amazing day !!

tbh to me there’s no good or bad way to compliment someone cos regardless, there’s emotions + thought put into it 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ and nooo none of this is weird at all!! this is actually sosososo sweet it made me smile ☹️🤍 i hope ur doing good as wellll 🫶🏽

and we love angst I’m nodding sagely… i pondered this on and off while prepping stew and since this is pretty general I can’t settle on anything so i’m like hmm

so if anyone has specific angst scenarios to send in i’ll go from there and answer them ^_^ i’m down to do whatever as long as it’s not infidelity. i already saw one angst ask and i’m definitely answering that tomorrow!!

[thenickgirl]

nick with a bestie that's more reserved...you both complement each other and the differences in personality don't bother you...until one day when you weren't in the mood to talk. you were enjoying a quiet night at home after a long day, not wanting to be bothered by anyone, not even nick. he called you and immediately launched into a yap session, and you audibly sighed into the phone.

"i love you, but i don't think i can deal with all the talking today. i had a bad day, i don't wanna listen to you run your mouth right now"

you immediately felt bad because this was the first time any real conflict happened between you and nick, and you knew he would get upset :(

naurrr omg ☹️

he would be so taken aback by your words at first and probably say some shit like “damn girl, tell me how you really feel” in a kinda joking way, and you would feel so bad trying to over explain yourself, but he would totally understand cause even though he’s a certified yappologist he has days like that as well and he doesn’t want you to feel bad for wanting your space

“it’s okay really, i’ll let you have your time, and if you need anything just let me know. maybe we can talk tomorrow? i love you!”

[selfshipgushing]

idk when you’ll see this in comparison to my other ask from earlier buuut i can finally ramble abt my WIFE !!! :D

ouhhh goshhh where do i starttt (i apologize if this gets long) i have like a whole LOT of fictional crushes like a lot a lot buuut i only have 1 f/o whiiich is the f/o ive BEEN talking abt on this account

i love them so so sooo much their name is tallorannn likeee james martin talloran from the scp foundation (ill mostly call them talloran tho cause most scp personnel get called by their last name !) (they’re nonbinary btw like canonically just thought i’d get that out of the way first) and they’re most known forrr researching scp-3999

so like for the non scp fans like reading this (prepare for YAPPING) ! pretty much scp stands for secure contain protect and so they yknow… secure, contain, and protect some little creatures they call anomalies and it’s like scifi and stuff

sooo !!! talloran researches scp-3999 like pretty much they are the main researcher but the thingy abt 3999 is… it needs a host ! since tally’s been the main one researching it, it ofccc chose poor talloran as it’s host ☹️☹️☹️

3999 can warp reality to its will however itd like and so since tally is it’s host, it does the one thing it enjoys : torture

for 3 MILLION years without end, 3999 tortures talloran, killing them and then bringing them back to life in all ways that you can imagine and NOT imagine, making them watch people they love get killed, etc, and ouhhh i feel sososo bad for them ):

they are sososo strong emotionally tho and at some point they were even able to contain 3999 for a short while… and then it escaped AUHHH but my tally doesn’t give up they keep trying and TRYING for the better good ! they have to contain this thing to save the world cause it could just destroy and remake whatever it pleases, allowing for it to cause havoc on the world as it PLEASES !!!

sooo finally… talloran finds a way… but it makes me so SAD since talloran is it’s host they realized that… if talloran were to die by their own will, without it being by 3999’s hands, it would get rid of the both of them, but most importantly 3999…

so they went through with it and GHHH I LOVE THEM SOSOSO MUCHHH AAA THEY WERE WILLING TO SACRIFICE THEMSELF FOR THE GOOD OF THE WORLD THEYRE SO SWEET AND CARING AND GOSHHH AAUAUAUAAAUAA i wish that they’d at least be able to get some reward for what they did while being alive ouhhh 🙁🙁🙁 (they’re still alive in my mind and heart tho)

and as for the whole knife and scars thing i mentioned in the past :

during the writing of scp-3999, the author had like a really bad sleep paralysis nightmare (or whatever it’s called… i forgot) anddd i won’t go TOO much into detail but,,, pretty much in that nightmare talloran stood above the authors bed and cut off their bottom jaw with a knife and so in a lot of depictions of them they have long scars on both sides from their mouth as if their bottom jaw was stitched back on anddd a lot of times they are depicted with a knife ! (like in our emoji combo)

id includeee pictures but scp is all reading and stuff sooo it’s honestly up for depiction in your mind !!!

anyway IM SOSOSO SORRY FOR MAKING THIS SO LONG I JUST LOVE MY WIFE ISSUDHDHHSA I WANNA KISS THEM AND CONGRATULATE THEM FOR BEING SO STRONG AND I WANNA SQUEEZE THEM IN MY ARMS TO LET THEM KNOW THAT THIS IS REAL AND THAT THEYRE SAFE AND THE PAIN IS ALL OVER NOW anyway…

-🌷🔪

hehehehehe smoochie the wife

[imraespace]

‼️ before reading this i just wanna let you know i yapped so hard during this and i never realized how long this was until i started rereading im so sorry. i hope everything i said makes sense </3 ‼️

ohymogsh thank you for suggesting sae w mala by 6ix9ine bc you just gave me the most brilliant idea ever omg

ALSO OMG U ALSO EDIT/EDITED OMG YAYAYAY i wanna learn how to do like yk those complex transitions w them cubes and all that bc they look so cool but im so scared ill mess them up and its gonna look so bummy 💔

I ANIMATE/TWEEN AS WELL but i use the term animate more bc the term tweening reminds me of gacha life tweening tutorial and my gacha phase was something thats for sure..!

im lowkey considering to like stop editing and start writing stories or create smaus because it takes so long to animate and i cant really do anything else except a simple zoom in/out ☹️

ive been trying to tween this one kaiser fanart and i never realized how bad kaisers hair was until i was erasing each layer of hair for 12 hours AND IM STILL SOMEHOW NOT DONE?? I STARTED THIS ABOUT A MONTH AGO TOO. i have beef w ness now cuz he couldve just gave this guy a bob cut and my life would have been so much easier >:(

i apologize that i never stop talking bc once i start talking about something im interested in i just somehow never stop BUT IM GLAD WE HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON OTHER THAN OUR LOVE OF BLUELOCK !!

- 🐙

LMAO ITS OKAY once i start yapping i cant stop as well

ALSO YIPPEE IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!

ABT THE COMPLEX TRANSITIONS I REALLY WANNA LEARN THOSE AS WELL i went looking at my old edits and realized i didnt even have a certain style it was all over the place LMAO i mostly edit during my genshin phase and i swear one day it was a cute yoimiya edit then next it was a depressing albedo edit that looks wayy different..

i say you should do what you want to rn like i had fun editing for while until i got bored then randomly i made a book on wattpad and it was fun to do so now im here writing for fun! ive gotten the feeling to edit a few times before but i realized how TIME CONSUMING IT IS LIKE WITH WHAT YOU SAID WITH KAISER IT TOOK ME A WHOLE MONTH TO MAKE A WHOLE EDIT WITH JUST TWEENING.

and DONT GET ME STARTED ON WHEN YOU FINISHED CROPPING THE INDIVIDUAL PARTS AND PLACE IT IN THE EDITING APP you realized you missed something out or theres a noticeable spot you forgot to hide(esp for the hair) it makes me wanna just delete everything

i think ness was feeling a bit goofy when he did kaiser haircut bc his rat tails in the back of his head is kinda funny.. i wouldve just made kaiser bald and do the edit just like that for funsies

ALSO SAMEE i cant stop talking if its something im interested in AND YIPEPE WE GOT TWO(hehehe three if you count our non stop blabbering) IN COMMON

whatever you choose to do with the editing or writing just have fun with it and you can always go back to the other one if you want!

WAIT I FORGOT TO SAY THIS HELP I HAD A GACHA PHASE AS WELL I HAD A YT CHANNEL AND SADLY I DELETED EVERYTHING BC I WANTED TO WATCH MY CRINGE VIDEOS BUT ITS ALL GONE. but ya!

[forjongseong]

knock, knock!

nanaaa, its been so long ahh 🥹 i’ve seen that you’ve updated your carmesí series and GODDD it was that good?! beforehand, i know i’ve missed out on a lot so i had to backtrack and read from where i was up to before 😭😭✋🏼 (didn’t remember what ep but then i remembered i wrote it down in my notes and i’m sooo glad i did ssjdhsis) i just wanted to start off with how are youu? i hope you’re doing well, eating well, drinking well, taking care of yourself well! i’ve been offline n online here and there and i miss a lot of my favourite people on here, including you </3 i’ve missed my v v talented tante sm :(( i hope we can talk again 🫶🏼 (in fact, jays been hitting different lately and the recent ep made it sm WORSE. its raining heavily down there girl, let me breathe lord have mercy)

OKAY SO,— ouh the butterflies the fucking butterflies. who doesn’t want husband! secretary jay hello??? the way hes so incredibly ARGHHGGHH i can’t even describe how hubby he is like i want him like this is so bad for me pls. and the way hes always comforting his beloved wife and just genuinely loving her, taking care of her throughout the ep got me GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET i had to put my phone down to calm MYSELF down. god when can i have a man like him. “You look very fuckable, husband.” PLEASE. WHEN DOES HE NOT???? you always devour w the spicy scenes it got me.. ykwim.. and don’t even get me started w that little present he got her like i had so much fun reading that part bye.

the way he shows his love for her— the way they show it to each other through everything i might cry (i did) my heart instantly melted, i love everything about them 🥺🥺 and the ending omg!! 😭✋🏼 i was so excited for them ☹️ (although i already knew it was bound to happen i was so happy) i’m horrendously downbad for this man 🧎🏻‍♀️ its insane how talented you are and the amount of hard work you put into the series i could never??

eh tau ga, pas mereka di jakarta buat gda, yk i was supposed to be in indo at that time but pasporku abis bodooooo 😭 i need to renew it asap sihdjwhdjsvm i wanted to cry like i watched the live & videos and everything and all i thought to myself was I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE ughrugrjugu theres still a next time, (maybe LMAO) but we should go together and meet up one day 🥹🫶🏼

ahh i know this feedback (its honestly just me yapping and ranting ab how much i love the seriesjanishaid) doesn’t seem like a lot but i hope yk i’m still a sucker for the carmesí series forever n ever ‼️ i’ll keep rereading every ep if i have to (i will bae dw) i’m proud of you nana!! i’ll be cheering for you from afar always <3 🤍

who's there? BOYNEXTDOOR--

so glad to see YOU in my inbox after experiencing a major loss of moots going on hiatus and never ever coming back coughORIcough anyways!

I don't blame you if you had to backtrack because it took ME a long time to reread everything because I literally forgot where I left it?? and then I didn't wanna repeat or write similar smut scenes so I'm like... what...?? BUT I'M SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE

props to YOU for having it written in notes omg notes app is superior I use it for everything! but you making notes of my fanfic just makes me feel important 🙏 I hope you're doing well too! still in Brisbane I assume?

GLAD YOU LIKE THE PRESENT! that TOY is based on a real life device I have seen and I am considering buying BHAHAHA but I don't have a partner to use it on me so I am sadddddd when is Jay gonna be my partner irl you know what I'm sayin

it's okay, I didn't watch GDA either, and I went to PS in the afternoon only to find out Jake and Jungwon went later in the evening lol definisi ga jodoh, but glad Jay didn't make an appearance anywhere otherwise I will be jumping into Sungai Ciliwung

I don't mind ANY type of feedback even if it's just you yapping! thank you so much for being such a loyal reader of carmesi a.k.a carmesimp since day 1. your support means A LOT to me! and don't hesitate to drop by my ask box any time you want.

[koumeowkami]

Hiiii it's been so long !!!!

How are you ? Are you watching any anime ? What's your favorite song at the moment? Do you have any favorites at the moment?(can be a thought, story, person anything !)

I'll read whatever you tell me like a giggling school girl (kicky legs and everything) and also hope you have a lovely day today and forever <3

IM SUPER LATE BUT HIIIII LIRA it's been uh... months since this ask was sent im so sorry 😭😭😭 i deal with issues™ once a week and it took me a while to properly come back here after my break sooo . im terrible honestly lol

how have you been !!!!!!! im trying to survive while studying for an exam and i haven't been concentrated at all tbf 💀 but it happens every time i have finals so it's fine i guess um (last finals went well btw!!)

these past few months i haven't been into franchises/japanese media much except for a manga called tokyo aliens! been a fan since day 1 it's very cute and silly but sometimes it makes me cry as well. it's great if you wanna go through all the stages of grief in the span of 10 minutes <3

fav song... i actually have a bunch omg im having a huge kpop phase AGAIN and man i can't believe i have to say this but after like. two years im down bad for a group of real men (actually more than one but it's Real bad with them specifically). well anyways i got into monsta x and i've been sooo obsessed with many of their songs, i'd have a lot to recommend but i don't wanna write a whole paragraph so here :D

that connects to my fav thing lately but since i'd start yapping nonstop i'll wait for you to tell me if you'd like to know more abt them... hehe

also weehhhh you're so CUTE thank you for checking up on me once in a while :') im really grateful abt it even if i should really learn to text back sooner lol

miss you so much and i hope you also have a good day ☹️💜

[cruesuffix]

Thinking about 'the thing' makes me so inexplicably angry.

I just wanna hold and cradle Mick and rock him back and forth like a little baby till all his pain disappears 🥺☹️

oh anon… i agree with you so much!! i could rant about ‘the thing’ all day but… i think that might just make me look like a jealous parasocial fangirl. still… i hate her guts like HARDCORE. personally if i had a cool rockstar bf with a crippling bone disease i wouldn’t ever put hands on him (i mean if i had a bf in general i wouldn’t put hands on him either), but i guess that’s just me and every other mick appreciator everywhere. you gotta be the most evil person ever to hurt the nicest person out there like that. also i think she was very jealous of his rising success with the crue… which is weak bitch behaviour tbh. idc if this makes some ppl uncomfortable, i think ‘the thing’ was a major bitch, and she looked like one too.

she was majorly insane… and i feel bad for mick cause like he only got a very short reprieve from the torture with nina but then he went straight to emi and… she’s a whole other story. oh and then going from emi to robbie… god what a train wreck. he deserved someone who loved him for who he truly was and not all the money and fame. He could have spent the 80’s-90’s with someone who was there for him and treated him like he should’ve been. i too want nothing more than to hug him and tell him how loved he is. like not to be parasocial and delusional at all but… i would have treated him with the upmost respect!!

(lmaooo thanks for the excuse to go buck wild on ‘the thing’ i hate her guts and im tired of pretending i don’t. in fact i hate most of his exes tbh… i literally only like very few of them. anyways i’ll stop yapping before i go crazy about this!!)