#hate her ass so bad

[cruesuffix]

Thinking about 'the thing' makes me so inexplicably angry.

I just wanna hold and cradle Mick and rock him back and forth like a little baby till all his pain disappears 🥺☹️

oh anon… i agree with you so much!! i could rant about ‘the thing’ all day but… i think that might just make me look like a jealous parasocial fangirl. still… i hate her guts like HARDCORE. personally if i had a cool rockstar bf with a crippling bone disease i wouldn’t ever put hands on him (i mean if i had a bf in general i wouldn’t put hands on him either), but i guess that’s just me and every other mick appreciator everywhere. you gotta be the most evil person ever to hurt the nicest person out there like that. also i think she was very jealous of his rising success with the crue… which is weak bitch behaviour tbh. idc if this makes some ppl uncomfortable, i think ‘the thing’ was a major bitch, and she looked like one too.

she was majorly insane… and i feel bad for mick cause like he only got a very short reprieve from the torture with nina but then he went straight to emi and… she’s a whole other story. oh and then going from emi to robbie… god what a train wreck. he deserved someone who loved him for who he truly was and not all the money and fame. He could have spent the 80’s-90’s with someone who was there for him and treated him like he should’ve been. i too want nothing more than to hug him and tell him how loved he is. like not to be parasocial and delusional at all but… i would have treated him with the upmost respect!!

(lmaooo thanks for the excuse to go buck wild on ‘the thing’ i hate her guts and im tired of pretending i don’t. in fact i hate most of his exes tbh… i literally only like very few of them. anyways i’ll stop yapping before i go crazy about this!!)

[clouvu]

Save me french yuri... Save me

[dewwshi]

The people demand more Minlach. ( please more we are desperate and your art of them is so good 🥺🥺🥺)

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my beautiful yuri... sooo critical to me that minthara 1. fell first 2. fell harder. something abt the idea of this self-avowed villain being utterly and inexplicably smitten with the sweetest nicest golden retriever girl in the world

[hardwiredd]

gonna be real i hate edgar x miles. i hate them by themselves. madeline x edgar x miles? epic, i love it. but madeline x edgar is so peak. only way to make it better is to add me brah

[yourgamemasterthewhiterabbit]

Both my parents actually suffer from HORRID emotional dysregulation and are prone to snapping and going into rages. My sister is the same way tbh. I am now realizing this is why they are constantly baffled by the question of whether or not I am mad at them.

I don't have external meltdowns.

I could. I don't let it happen.

I keep my rage on the inside and stay pretty quiet about it. It's just as strong as theirs [physically shaking nose bleed from high blood pressure kind of bad], but like as a kid I saw how terrifying it was to be around [dad breaking dishes, mom putting our lawn chairs into walls] and I just internalized that I wasn't going to wear that anger on the outside.

So my mother genuinely cannot tell if I am just being quiet or if I am silently hearing the dial-up noises of pure rage. This has lead her to both making strong and confident statements like "You are a pacifist who would never hurt a fly U.U" but also acting like I am secretly dangerous maybe... It's because she has never seen me snap.

She knows what her temper is like [throwing chairs through walls], she knows what my father's temper is like [pick up child and toss out door], and she can tell I am being tested, but she doesn't know what happens when I snap or where that breaking point is.

Her -perhaps unhinged- solution to this, my whole life, has been to do things that should obviously enrage me or shut me down completely, like ignoring important boundaries, repeatedly, punishing me for expressing emotions or needs at all, etc... And then to constantly ask me if I am angry with her when I get too quiet [right after near directly telling me to shut up].

It has occurred to me now, they have never once seen me lose my temper, so they literally just can't tell if I am angry at them. My sister is easy, my mother fights and screams with my sister constantly, my mother understands this. My mother doesn't have any grasp of feelings or boundaries that are not screamed at her [apparently, and I fear my sister is the same way]. Her and my sister are close despite constant fucking fighting because they understand each other.

They are trying to get me to engage the same way and it is not working. I realize now that this has been hard for them.

I was so successfully taught to suppress my emotions, by being punished for any outburst, that rage quiet looks the same as any other kind of quiet from the outside. To them anyway.

I did tell her. For the record. I used my words. I did tell her very calmly that my response to rage, in order to avoid doing the things that terrified me as a child, was to simply leave [the autistic urge to GTFO]. When a situation or person causes too much of the dial-up rage noise, I simply extract myself from that situation, up to and including never speaking to a person again. I explained this calmly. I explained it calmly 100 times and I explained that I explain myself calmly as my rage response 1-5 [also pretty much every other negative emotion tbh], and I told her that what came next was me simply opting out and fucking off. I told her this. I couldn't understand why she never took me seriously, or why she never fucking understood.

I couldn't understand what made her like this.

But it's the same problem I have with everyone else multiplied by a factor of 10.

If I am explaining myself calmly, they can't understand that it's actually serious or that I am actually upset. ESPECIALLY because they read me as "female" and women "aren't that rational" so if I am not screaming and crying about something, which I never do, people assume I can't be upset and it isn't serious.

And then after having my boundaries ignored too many times despite having calmly explained how and why it's a problem [shaking inside or not]... I leave. I leave and everyone gets upset like this is unexpected behaviour, even though I told them 50 times that is how I would respond if they kept doing *the thing.*

And for neurotypical people especially, they are expecting there to be a disconnect between what someone says they need or feel and what their actually boundaries and feelings are, and they expect the latter to be demonstrated with emotions. Telling them bluntly you do not function that way somehow never helps?

My mother isn't just looking for normal yelling or a few tears to know I am serious, whether or not I do those either [I don't], she's looking for an explosion to know there's a problem at all.

Fucked if I know how she proceeds through life this way in general or if this is just her expectation of her own kids???

And I couldn't get why my mother couldn't read my emotions and didn't seem to think I have any. It's because she's testing for the rage limit to see where my 'actual' limit is instead of taking my word for it. Never the fuck mind that she could simply *not* test at my boundaries instead of letting me have them. Separate issue.

I couldn't figure out what made her *like this*

She's expecting me to throw a giant meltdown violent tantrum at people when I have 'actually' had enough. Maybe she got away with those being like 5'4" in another time, but I am the size of the average man, I do not get to have giant screaming rages, whether or not people perceive me consciously as a woman, and least of all because a lot of people -at least unconsciously- read me as 'masculine' or at least always "they guy" of the situation compared to all other women and some men [bigger stronger and more rational, more able to just absorb the damage and let it go so the less rational screaming/crying one doesn't have to be dealt with]. Even if it was in me to be willing to terrify people [usually never], there are such limited instances where it wouldn't just blow back on me. Potentially very dangerously.

I am going to be the quiet calm one. You are going to have to let me use my words, bitch.

So she kept ignoring my boundaries until I had to cut her out of my life, and she probably doesn't understand and probably thinks it feels sudden -after 36 long years of bullshit- abrupt and unfair.

But I told her hundreds of times.

I probably should have just screamed at her.

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

ok i have to show you the dress the g*yl*rs are saying is taylor objectively and undeniably bi-flagging but honestly not really for g*yl*r reasons just because it is quite possibly the ugliest fucking dress taylor swift has ever worn and that is saying a LOT

[maranull]

I'm hugging Calypso and fighting every single one of you that said she was this and that >:(

[imogenkol]

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[bogfaery]

loving jean is like *goes into comic book store* *opens up comic book* wow mama you look like shitt

[bleetusmcyeetus]

TSBS fandom stop being toxic and misogynistic challenge (impossible)

[sieglinde-freud]

rly wish we could see more of the awakening second gen reacting to the first gen whos not their parents because man it would be so funny. like warriors giving me lucina and cordelia or owain and olivia interactions is fantastic but girl i need more. yarne and nowi talking about shapeshifting… maybe she could help him ease his anxieties a bit more. severa should speak with chrom more i think she’d hate it. inigo should talk to maribelle and im not even saying that bc theyre my two fav characters in the whole game, shes LITERALLY the reason why hes the way that he is. kjelle and stahl??? yk he was her favorite uncle. every single one of them should have the craziest beef with tharja and thats non negotiable

[barschter000]

barok looks like he's allergic to peanuts

woke: projecting your period cramps onto a character

Bespoke: projecting your allergies onto a character

[lunozapp]

'there isn't batz maru merchandice in the west because there just isn't a market for his dark and moody nature' BULLSHIT. FUCKING BULLSHIT. ATROCIOUS TAKE. HE'S ICONIC. HE'S RECOGNISABLE. HE'S CAPABLE OF FEELING ANY EMOTION. HE'S A BRILLIANT CONTRAST TO THE REST OF THE SANRIO CREW. AND DONT TELL ME KUROMI ALREADY FITS THAT NICHE BECAUSE KUROMI HATES ME. KUROMI KICKED MY TEETH IN AND TOLD ME BATDZ MARU WOULD NEVER APPEAL TO ANYONE OTHER THAN HIS MOTHER AND TO THAT I SAY BULLSHIT. HE WAS MY FAVOURITE. I KNOW AT LEAST ONE PERSON WHO HAS A BADTZ MARU KEYCHAIN. I saw a build-a-bear recently and in the window there was ALL OF THE MAIN SANRIO CAST EXCEPT FOR BATDZ MARU. EVEN KUROMI. WHO'S 5 YEAR OLD IS ASKING FOR A KUROMI BUILD A BEAR. I'LL TELL YOU WHO WOULD BE BUYING A BADTZ MARU BUILD A BEAR IF IT EXISTED: ME.

RECENTLY EVERYWHERE I GO WHERE THERES A TOURIST-TARGETING KNOCKOFF SHOP, THERE'S SANRIO MERCH OF EVERYONE BUT BADTZ MARU.

WHOEVER DECIDED TO EXCLUDE HIM IS GOING TO END UP ON THE NEWS WHEN I FIND THEM.

THIS IS WHY HE NEVER FUCKING SMILES

WE AS A SOCIETY NEVER GAVE HIM A FUCKING CHANCE

THE VICIOUS CYCLE CONTINUES: HE FROWNS. HE IS NEGLECTED. HE FROWNS ONCE MORE.

[girltakovic]

a guy brought a gun thru TSA at ohare today, grabbed his bag (where the gun was) out of the scanner and ran off into the terminal and they just...let him? yet i get accosted for bringing candles in my carryon???? pack it up everybody this years rosemont, il community theatre production of "airport security" was a rousing success

[rosenecklaces]

the types of brain you need to have to really be the kind of person to hold elain and nesta age as a ¨gotcha!¨ as evidence that they are oh so terrible about their first interactions with feyre... one of them is just like one year older if not two than her... yall now that, right. thats common knowledge... right?

i want all of you to tell me if youre mind and maturity at 21-22 changed completely from your 18-19 self all of a sudden, quickly