[wip tidbit] it was only one night 8
Fandom: WMMAP
Rating: E
Ship: Lucathy
Goal: 15K Words (Oneshot)
TL;DR: Modern Setting + Lawyer Athy + IT Expert Lucas + Unplanned Pregnancy from a ONS
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WC Progress: ~11k / 15k
Note: still nowhere close to finishing. i took a few days off because i didn’t feel like writing that actual scene where athy finds out she’s pregnant (since my inspo comes from listening to “the negative” from the waitress musical and i didn’t want to use it word for word even if it is pretty funny to me). i also might need a reread of the manhwa to get some inspo tbh
i still don’t feel like writing the scene, but on the bright side, i wrote some ideas for future scenarios! :’D
...which may or may not get scrapped from the final draft, which is fine because that’s the point of a wip sometimes. anyways, i like to call this one the “shit happens” edition, in which i avoid writing lucathy family fluff (even though that was literally the entire point of me writing this story LMAO)
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“Athy,” Cabel announced, holding a small box in hand. “It’s time to pee on a stick!”
“I don’t wanna know, Cabel!” Athanasia cried, burying her face into the decorative pillow she was hugging. She was blatantly ignoring Cabel as Helena sat down at her side, rubbing Athanasia’s back in a soothing manner as she shot Cabel a flat look.
“It’s better to know, Athy,” Helena states, trying to soothe her best friend. “And if you’re going to have to find out, I think now’s probably the best.”
“You know what they say — there’s no time like the present,” Cabel added. “We’ll be right here for you…” he paused, “Er, maybe not for the ‘taking the test’ part, I mean. I don’t really want to listen to you using the bathroom.”
“Cabel,” Helena hissed before sighing and looking at Athanasia. “Ignore him. Haven’t you waited long enough, Athy?”
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“Athanasia…?” the voice made her halt, causing her to turn as she makes eye contact with familiar golden eyes.
“Ezekiel,” she frowns.
“What are you doing here?” he asked, his eyes wide as he looked at her. He looks the same as he did before they got together, back when they were younger and naïve with an idolized future in sight, back when he still loved her.
It makes her feel just a bit nauseous.
“I should be asking you the same.” After all, he lives in the Alpheus Estate with Jennette, according to Helena back when she still attended those stupid high class parties.
“A business deal,” Ezekiel says, clearly distracted when he continues on with, “I haven’t seen you in years.”
“Yes, well, father asked to see me, so here I am,” she flatly states. “If you don’t mind, I’d like to hurry back so I can leave on time. I have an appointment to get to and will have to get dinner after that—”
“—how about I join you for dinner?” Ezekiel immediately suggests. “We could catch up.”
“I rather you didn’t,” she smiled. “My husband and I are having a dinner date tonight. I’m sure you understand.”
“Husband…?”
“I was wondering why you were taking so long,” Lucas states, wrapping an arm around her as she relaxes into him. “A friend of yours?”
“Something like that,” she states. “Luke, this is Ezekiel Alpheus. He’s the partner of my cousin, Jennette. Ezekiel, this is Lucas Hwang, my husband.”
“It’s… a pleasure to make your acquaintance.”
“Hmm,” Lucas narrowed his eyes.
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Athanasia was at the top of her game — she was prepared for anything.
Or so she thought.
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“Why the fuck does he want to have lunch with you?” Lucas blinked, looking almost as bewildered as her.
“I… don’t know,” Athanasia grimaced. “Felix made the request for the appointment. I think it’s because I didn’t tell him about any of this directly? Maybe it’s because I’m also legally changing my surname to Obelia-Hwang and the process is really stupid because I thought getting married would make it a fast change? Or maybe it’s because of the baby — I definitely told Lily, and she lives with Felix ever since they got engaged, and Felix seems to always be trying to get my dad to talk to me which hasn’t worked until now, apparently.”
“Yikes… you okay?” Lucas wrinkled his nose.
“No, I’m not okay!” Athanasia cried, her hands tugging on her hair as her mind recounts all the possibilities. “Why now?! I would’ve been fine if he stayed a bastard father! Oh god, what if I run into Jennette? Or Ezekiel? Just saying their names gives me goosebumps and nausea and if I feel like throwing up, I’m definitely throwing up on them and pretending that I didn’t mean to.”
“And you’re confident that it’s not a business meeting, right?”
“Considering that when I was still the heiress, I still know my father’s contacts and business partners. That information is drilled into my head, Luke, and I just know that our meeting isn’t going to be business-related. I deliberately chose to work at The Lovely Success because my father has no affiliation with the firm.”
“Do you want me to be there for the meeting?” he asked, tugging on her hand to stop her from trying to pull her hair out.
“…a little bit,” she sniffed.
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Happy premiere day everyone!!! Here is the first episode of our 17th season!! I can’t believe how far this story has come!! Thank you to all of you who have been with us from the beginning, and for those of you who have just joined the Cuba v DR family, welcome!! So without further ado, let’s get into the new season!!
EPISODE 1
“I want you to meet a couple of friends who are looking for some work. I've been looking into some...art projects that I need completed and I was hoping you'd help them get acquainted with the city and how things run here,” Jasper said, taking a sip from his coffee. Things had calmed down significantly in the last few weeks. It was almost too calm, but none would dare offer a complaint.
Nevada looked up at Jasper as he twirled a cigar between his lips and puffed out a thick cloud of smoke.
“You want me to play babysitter?” he teased with a smirk and an arched brow.
“I want you to play tour guide and be nice. They're assets, both to myself and I'm sure to you in the future. You'll get along splendidly.”
“Yeah, maybe...I’m not that great of a tour guide, though. Plus I got some shit going down in the next few months with the Harvard games. We got around forty bookies we can place bets with from here down to Miami. I think this’ll be a big score,” he replied.
“I'd consider it a personal favor. I truly wouldn't trust anyone else with the job.” His phone buzzed and he looked down at it, making a face then turning his attention back to Nevada.
“Bad news?”
“You could say that.”
“Wanna clue me in, partner?” Nevada asked as he carefully rolled the ash off of his cigar.
“It appears there's a bit of a kink in my garden hose,” he said cryptically. “I have to apologize, I'm afraid we'll have to reschedule this lunch for another day.” He stood, throwing a few hundreds down on the table.
“You need me to send my gardener down to take a look?” Nevada asked, throwing back the coded language.
“Possibly, while he's at it, I seem to be having a bit of a pest problem.”
“He’s got some great chemicals, will burn those rodents right up.” Nevada took another long puff from his cigar as he walked with Jasper to his car. “I’ll give him call and have him swing by.”
Jasper nodded thankfully. “Do me another favor, make your wife think it's date night. Take a double date with our new friends. I have to be in Whales tomorrow to visit family.” He'd been talking about the visit for weeks now. A black market in Whales was showing a collection of art that hadn't been viewed in years, and he was determined to purchase a few for his collection.
Nevada rolled his eyes a little, a smirk playing on his face.
“Yeah, alright. I’ll meet em, but I’m not signing off on them unless they make an impression,” he replied. “I’ll give them the benefit of the doubt, though. If you talk to them later, tell them Ravoli’s, eight o’clock tomorrow night.”
“Scoring points with the wife and the business partner all at once.” Jasper chuckled. “It sounds like a rather good deal to me. I'll tell them to meet you. If you happen to need an extra gardener, they're quite fond of yard work.”
With that he got into his car and drove off. Nevada then took out his phone and called you.
“Oye, you should see if Izzy wants to babysit the kids tomorrow night. We’re double dating with some people at Ravoli’s,” he said when you picked up the phone.
“Really? Oh my god we haven't been on a date in weeks,” you smiled. “What should I wear? Who are they?”
“They’re friends of Jasper’s,” he answered. “They’re in from out of town, and Jaspers got to go to Whales tomorrow on business.”
Your smile faded, “So a work thing?”
“Nah, think of it as a blind double date,” he answered. “He says we’ll like them.”
“Okay,” you said after a long moment. “I'll ask my sister. I gotta go anyway, the twins need to get their shots and I'm already going to be late. I love you.” You ended the call.
Nevada sighed heavily, putting out his cigar and mounting his bike, riding it back to the club.
Rafael was nose deep in a case file; he’d been working nonstop since he and Roxie had gotten the news of her miscarriage, barely sleeping or eating.
Roxie spent most of her time in bed, staring at her stomach, fingers tracing absently over the space that had once been a home. London did bring her some comfort; her sister had stayed with her for a few days but nothing really helped very much or for long.
She took a deep breath and moved to the living room of the hotel suite when she heard a knock at the door, opening it and making a disgusted face before she could stop herself.
“Mum? What are you doing here?”
“Isla called me,” she answered. “I wanted to see you, and make sure you were alright. I was hoping you would’ve called me.”
Roxie just stared for a long time at her mother before opening the door further to let her in. “Rafi! We have company.”
Her mother followed her in, walking with Roxie to where Rafael sat.
“It's nice to finally meet you in person, Rafael,” her mother said with a smile. “I'm Helena.”
Rafael didn’t share her smile, this was not how he wanted to meet Roxie’s mother, and for the first time since he’d begun dating the pastry chef he wished her mother hadn’t come near them.
“I wish it weren’t under these circumstances,” he couldn't help but mumble.
She nodded softly, “I can understand that.” She smoothed her hands through Roxie's hair and looked her over. “You're getting thin love, when was the last time you ate?”
“Mum, I really don't-”
“Let me make you both something,” she said gently.
“Actually, we were going to go out,” Rafael chimed, neither having it in him to eat nor be rude to his fiance’s mother. “I’m so sorry, I don’t mean to be rude, especially when we’ve just met, but…”
“Oh, of course love,” she said softly looking a bit disappointed. “Um, well I'll be on my way then.”
“I would love it if you came for dinner tomorrow,” he replied, wondering if he would be able to eat at said dinner. Still, he wanted his future mother-in-law to feel welcomed by him. “Please.”
“That would be wonderful, thank you Rafael,” Helena said with a smile. She looked so much like her daughter, they almost looked more like sisters, though Roxie was slightly more beautiful, especially her eyes.
Helena turned to Roxie and stroked the young girl's hair, kissing her forehead before heading out the door.
Roxie turned quickly to him, “Why did you do that?”
Defeated, he sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.
“Because she’s your mother, Roxie.”
“And you think now is the right time to win points with her?”
“Roxie, please,” he sighed, rubbing his temples in slow, deliberate circles. “Please don’t start. She’s your mother, she wants to be here for you. Why can’t you just let her?”
She just sighed and moved back to the bedroom, she couldn't do this right now.
Frowning, he went back to reading over his case file, rereading the same paragraph five times and still not knowing what the hell it said. Dropping his pen, he ran his hands over his face, leaning back in his chair. Getting up, he moved to the minibar and eyed the bottle of scotch, biting his bottom lip. He knew if he opened it, it would be a long time before he would be able to close it. Shutting the small fridge again, he closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths.
His chest hurt, and he felt sick to his stomach, though he hadn’t eaten in days. Dragging his feet, he moved to sit on the couch, letting his head rest against the back and closing his eyes.
After a few minutes Roxie walked out of the bedroom, wrapping her arms around his neck and crawling into his lap, she buried her face in his neck.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I just felt guilty blowing her off...I didn’t want to meet her like this. I don’t feel much like being around anyone to be honest.”
She nodded and just kissed him, tangling her fingers in his hair.
“I understand, I'm sorry too.” She moved to unbutton his shirt as she kissed down his neck. He flinched a little, gently moving her away and looking up at her.
“We don’t have to do that,” he whispered.
“We don't,” she nodded softly and took a shaky breath.
“I’m sorry, I just...I don’t think I’m ready yet,” he mumbled, pulling her closer to tuck his face against her neck.
She nodded and stroked his hair, “I've got you,” she whispered. “We're going to be okay.”
He nodded against her, a well of emotion bubbling up in his throat. As much as he was hurting, he still had yet to cry for the loss of their baby.
“I love you so much,” he whispered.
“I love you too,” she whispered in automatic response. The words felt empty, grief outweighing other feelings.
Suddenly, he wanted more; he felt a disconnection between them that he couldn’t bear to leave unnoticed and slowly tilted his head up to bring her into a kiss that began slow and built up momentum.
She kissed back for a moment, pulling him closer as she ran her fingers over his forearms. Moving them to lay on the couch, he settled on top of her, humming against her mouth and reaching under her shirt.
She moaned, opening her eyes and looking at him, suddenly stopping. “I can't do this…” she whispered. “You were right...it's too soon.” She ran her fingers over his face for a moment before moving out from beneath him and sitting up.
She was scared to say why she really stopped, not sure if she was ready to even say it to herself.
Nodding his head, he put a little more distance between them.
“Okay,” he whispered. “I just don’t want us to lose each other,” he added, biting his bottom lip.
She wanted to assure him that wasn't a possibility. She wanted to tell him that they were destined to be together and nothing would ever break them apart, but she couldn't do that. The only words she could get to leave her mouth, broke her heart to pieces.
“I don't know if that's something we can control,” she whispered.
The words hit him like a dagger to his heart, and he just looked at her, biting his lip to keep it from quivering. He wanted to tell himself it was just the grief talking, but somewhere deep inside he feared that she would never be able to move past this...at least not with him. And if that ever happened, his worst fears of spending the rest of his life alone, he knew, would become a reality for him.
“I wanna fight for you,” he whispered back.
She looked at him, blinking back tears as she nodded. “I want to fight too,” she whispered. “But I don't know if I'm strong enough to do it.”
“Please just try,” he answered, looking every bit as broken and defeated as he felt.
She let out a choked sob, turning her head away as she stood up. “I need to lay down,” she whispered.
He opened his mouth slightly and nodded his head.
“Okay,” he whispered back.
She moved towards the door, back facing him as she stopped in the doorway, trying to keep her breathing steady. She didn't believe him. He didn't want to fight. Rafael Barba was a fighter in the courtroom but he wouldn't fight for her. She couldn't believe that, at least, not through the cloud of sadness hazing her thoughts.
“I think we should tell the wedding planners to stop...until further notice.”
Again, her words pierced his heart with the strength of a giant, but this time instead of nodding in compliance, he shook his head.
“But not permanently…” he tried to say. “Right?”
She didn't say anything, fists clenched as she still stood in the doorway.
“Roxie?” he called out in a shaky voice. “Don’t push me away...please…”
She felt herself start to tremble as tears slid down her cheeks. She still didn't respond, but she didn't leave, she couldn't leave him. The piece of her that knew the truth wouldn't let her take another step away from him.
Slowly standing up, he walked towards her until his chest was inches from her back. Carefully, he slid his arms around her waist and pressed his nose in her hair.
“Please talk to me,” he pleaded in a whisper.
She gripped his arms like their were the only thing holding holding her steady before slowly turning and pulling him close to her as she gripped him tighter.
“No giving up,” she whispered to him. “I'm not going to give up…”
“Neither will I,” he replied, holding onto her as though at any moment he would wake up alone, never having met her. After a moment, he passed a hand over her hair. “Do you wanna go for a walk?”
She nodded, slowly taking a breath and wiping her eyes before looking at him. “Not permanently.”
“What?”
“The wedding, I don't want to stop it permanently…”
He smiled faintly, kissing her forehead firmly and hugging her again. Reaching down, he took her hand, swiping the keycard to their room as he led her out onto the London streets.
They walked together, slowly letting the crisp cold of the London air shock their senses. It felt good.
She was scared to lose him, her heart twisting in every direction. “I'm scared that I'm going to fall out of love with you,” she whispered.
“Why?” he asked softly.
“Because every time I look at you, I see you curled against my stomach, reading it stories, kissing our baby, taking care of our baby and...it makes me not want to be near you.”
He frowned, nodding his head softly and looking up in time to see a familiar bridge. Gently tugging her towards it, he led her into the London Whispering Gallery, where she’d taken him on their first date. Putting her up against one side, he smirked sadly and slowly retreated backwards until he was on the other side.
“This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through,” he admitted in a whisper, knowing she would be able to hear every word. “And I’m...so afraid of losing you...and I’m afraid of losing myself too.”
She closed her eyes and breathed as she nodded, whispering back to him.
“I feel like I somehow failed us both. My body couldn't...I just…” she bit her lip. “I will never let you lose yourself,” she promised.
“You didn’t fail me, mi amor. You could never fail me,” he answered honestly. “This wasn’t your fault. I never once thought it was or ever could be. The midwife even said so, sometimes it just happens...and there isn’t anything either one of us did or didn’t do to cause it.”
“I'm scared to ever try again because I don't know if our relationship could survive another one of these,” she mumbled.
“I think for now, we just focus on making it through this...we won’t try again until we’re ready to, and if and when we do...whatever happens, I’m not going anywhere,” he promised.
She moved to him in quick strides, practically running as she wrapped her legs around his waist and hugged him as tight as she could. Holding her up, he hugged her back, afraid to ever let go.
“I love you so much, Roxanne Hume. Nothing will ever change that,” he said, holding her close.
“I love you, Rafi,” she whispered with a smile. “I love you and I don't ever want to let you go.”
She was scared but some of the veil had lifted, she knew her love for him would prevail. Eventually, it always would. She kissed him, soft brushes of the lips as she nuzzled against his neck.
“I'm really so in love with you.”
“So am I,” he whispered, holding tight to her. “We’re going to get through this,” he added.
He was already beginning to feel a little better, his stomach slowly began to awaken, growling softly for the first time in almost a week.
“Do you wanna go grab something to eat? Something small?” he asked.
She nodded and took his hands as they wandered through the streets together, not quite smiling, but not looking quite as sullen like before. It wasn't huge, but it was a start.
By the evening the kids were in bed, leaving you with the bedroom and the tv. Without sex, you had a lot of time to watch tv and you had to admit that Mob Wives was addicting as fuck. Nevada came in after a few minutes, glancing at the TV and snorting softly.
“Fucking Renee Graziano,” he mumbled, almost to himself.
“You're just in time,” you said with a grin.”Come sit, it's getting good.”
“That broad is nuts,” he mused, taking his boots off and tossing his jacket on the chair in the corner before he took off his shirt and climbed into bed.
You curled up and smiled at him before turning your attention back to the tv. “Yeah, but you always need to have a crazy one,” you said seriously as you grabbed another handful of chips.
“No, I mean she’s really nuts. She’s a spoiled little mafia princess,” he replied.
“You don't say,” you smirked and kissed his jaw once before snuggling in. “What time are we meeting Mr. and Mrs. Smith tomorrow?”
“Eight o’clock at Rivoli’s,” he answered. “Hey, why’d you hang up on me earlier?”
You quirked a brow. “I was late for the doctor, I'm sorry,” you said gently. “I didn't mean to but today was hectic.”
“Alright...sorry, just thought maybe you were mad or something,” he replied. “How’d it go?”
“NJ cried and Fiona bit the nurse, so...better than expected. But they're both very healthy and completely vaccinated.” You rolled off him and onto your side. “I have to get up early for the PTA meeting at Lily’s school.”
He looked at the back of your head for a moment before moving to take off his jeans, dropping them on the floor beside the bed.
“So you’re going to sleep?” he asked.
You turned to him with a smile, “I was but did you need to talk?” You stroked gentle fingers through his hair. “Something on your mind, papi?”
“No, just that I love you,” he replied, smirking.
You leaned in and gave him a gentle peck on the lips. “I love you too,” you whispered with a grin.
“That wasn’t a kiss, what’s the matter? Are you pissed at me?” he asked gently.
Your brows furrowed before you smirked. “You want a real kiss, papi?” You crawled over to him, leaning down and pressing your lips to his, letting the feeling of both of your lips meld together. Slowly you parted his lips with your tongue, tasting him and tugging lightly at his hair before finally pulling away. “Better?”
“Mhm,” he hummed with a smirk, tugging you back down and kissing you again.
You giggled, wrapping your arms around his neck as you deepened the kiss, trailing your fingers up his side but not taking anything further. Wrapping his arm around your waist, his free one grasped your breast, rolling and pinching your nipple.
You couldn't help the tiny moan you made against his mouth as you arched a bit into his touch. You moved your lips to his jaw, gently kissing along it before sucking on his pulse point. Growling against your mouth, he rolled you both over to settle on top of you, grinding his hips against yours as he moved his kisses down the length of your neck, working his way down to first one nipple, then the other.
Your breathing started to grow labored as you tugged a bit more at his hair, gasping as he gave your left nipple a tiny nip.
“Oh god… Nevada,” you whispered, rubbing your legs together as best as you could. You were already embarrassingly wet from how long it had been.
One of his hands moved to wedge between your thighs to push them apart as his mouth worked it’s way down your rib cage, biting you gently.
You giggled and moaned all at once, eyes closed as you tried to push yourself closer to him.
“Mmm, papi…” You used your hands to cover your face as you giggled again. “That kinda tickles,” you whispered when he kissed your ribs.
“Sorry,” he mumbled in a smirk, moving further down until he was kissing and sucking between your legs, groaning as he tasted you for the first time in a long time.
You arched your back, gasping and moaning as your fingers went to his hair again, tugging as you tried to calm your breathing. You wouldn't last long at all if you were already this excited. Your phone rang, but this didn’t stop Nevada’s head from nodding softly between your legs, if anything it seemed to encourage him.
“Nevada,” you panted heavily. “Sh-should I get it?” you whispered as you arched up.
He groaned in response, gripping your hips as he continued to feast on you.
“If you want,” he mumbled, going right back to work.
You panted, taking a breath and looking to see who it was. Seeing it was Izzy, you considered ignoring the call just as Nevada slid a finger inside you.
“Oh god!” You wanted to ignore it but you had to know if the kids had baby sitters for tomorrow.
“H-hello?” you said between short gasps of air.
“Hey, I'm calling to say I can watch the kids...you good?”
“I'm great, just watching tv with Nevada while he finishes his dinner.”
“Oh, cool...hey, listen, have you heard from Rafi?” Izzy asked as Nevada added a second finger.
“No, no I can't say I have! Why?” You bit your lip.
“I think something’s wrong. He and Roxie just took off. They haven’t been home or called in almost a week,” she answered.
Nevada curled his fingers, sucking a little harder on your clit.
“I'll call him, I have to go now. Love you” You hung up and arched your back as your husband groaned against you, moving his fingers faster inside you.
You moaned and whimpered as you arched your back, feeling the pressure build inside of you. Moving his digits against your gspot, he doubled the efforts of his tongue on your clit and growled against your sensitive parts.
You came so hard you blacked out for a second, arching your back as a rush of liquid hit his mouth, your body going slack, panting hard.
Groaning softly against you, he licked up the evidence of your orgasm before moving to lay beside you, chin glistening with your fluids.
“What’d Izzy want?” he asked, licking his lips and looking over at you.
You took a shaky breath, “To call my brother,” you said softly. “He's been off with Roxie for a week. I'm gonna call him in the morning.” You leaned over and gave him a kiss, “Do you want me to return the favor?” you whispered.
“You don’t have to,” he answered, kissing you back.
“I want to,” you smiled and kissed down his body. “Fuck I missed tasting you,” you whispered as you reached to his cock, taking him in your hand and licking him from base to tip.
He grunted softly, relaxing back against the pillows behind his head.
You didn't hesitate to take him down all the way bobbing your head and licking him with more enthusiasm than you've had in years. He hummed and arched towards your mouth slightly. Before long however, try as he might to stay focused in the moment, his mind began to drift. Screwing his eyes shut, he doubled his efforts to not let his thoughts wander past was happening below his beltline, one hand moving to the back of your head.
You stroked him with your hand for a moment before taking him back down, watching him and humming around his cock.
Moaning softly, he closed his fist around your hair and began to pant slightly. He opened his eyes, staring up at the ceiling while your head bobbed in his lap.
You moved a hand to cup his balls while you licked up his shaft to the tip, letting your tongue lap up the bit of precum leaking from him. You moaned and took his head into your mouth, using your hand to jerk him off while you sucked him.
“Oh fuck,” he growled lowly, closing his eyes again, panting a little harder.
You moaned again, taking him down to the base and swallowing as you let your nose brush against his pubes. He hummed a little, again trying to keep his head in the game, but unable to help it, his mind began to wander again.
You sucked around his cock, swallowing again, as you rolled his balls in your hand. Picking his head up to look down at you for a moment, he rocked his hips towards you to try and inch towards an orgasm, but release seemed so far away.
You tried to keep it up, letting your fingers move to his perineum to rub slow circles.
“Dama, I don’t know if this is gonna happen,” he said after a moment.
You pulled off, looking at him for a long moment, waiting for him to say if he wanted you to continue. You'd go all night if he wanted but you weren't going to blow him if he wasn't feeling it.
“Lo siento, I’m trying pero I can’t fucking focus,” he said with an apologetic look. “It’s not anything you’re doing, my head just won’t stop fucking running.”
You nodded and moved up his body, slowly rubbing his biceps and kissing him.
“It's okay,” you whispered.
He sighed heavily, rubbing a hand over his face in frustration.
“Least I got it up,” he offered with a shrug. “And at least you got yours.”
You looked at him and kissed his skin, reaching a hand down and laying on top of him. “Kiss me,” you whispered gently as you stroked his cock. “Kiss me one more time.”
He looked about to say something, but kissed you instead. You kissed him slow this time, sweet and tender, moving your hand away from his cock and just focusing on kissing him.
“I love you, and every moment I spend with you makes me love you more. I don't care about the sex, or the money, all I want is you. So don't put pressure on yourself,” you whispered. “You have a lot going on, I get that.”
“I love you too,” he mumbled softly. “Sorry my dick won’t cooperate,” he added with a tiny smirk.
You just giggled and shrugged, “I'm sorry for you, at least I got to come.” You snuggled up to him and closed your eyes. “You wanna talk about it?” you offered.
“Do I wanna talk about why I can’t come? Not really,” he replied in a chuckle. “Think I just need to suck it up and talk to Josiah already.”
“I agree,” you said softly and kissed him. “You should talk to him.”
You yawned and rolled off him again onto your side. He stared up at the ceiling, his mind still reeling a million miles a minute.
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