#i wanna live dawg. i wanna live the happiness that was dulled when i was a childer child | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hallucenati · 1 year

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yknow im really tired of comparing myself to everything recently. people are happier w/o social media, people have more weight on them than me, people have better art styles, people are "more autistic" which isnt even a thing to compare, people are more /me/ than /me myself/ and i literally wonder "why do i care this much? people say theyre so happy but im happy the way i am? should i be happy like them?" and then i try and im like "i cant do this like them" and that makes me sad and i cant change some things about myself so it really just makes me wonder why i even try to change. i dont have to. im literally the best me /right now/ and the more i live the better me ill be. so like. why compare? im not trying to be not me anymore

#crazed ramblings of dandel #i had a whole mental thng yesterday about why people like me #and today i found a video that was like “you should stop being on social media it rots ur brain :D”#and like. ITS NOT LIKE I DONT AGREE #but. what else can i do rn #im in a concrete jungle i just turned 18 im gonna go to college where im gonna be away from social media doing work anyway #i wanna enjoy /me/ right now im sick of hearing the negatives all the time #i wanna live dawg. i wanna live the happiness that was dulled when i was a childer child #and ill believe that forever and ever #that the world will get better. i dont care the world will become better and ill live to see that happen. and ill live with my loved ones #negativitey to living llife can go FUCK ITSELF

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