#i wanna go on top of a mountain and scream in agony for 14 minutes straight

[pirates-and-ninja-lover]

what a great day to be mentally unstable

[pxrtyanthem]

PLAYLIST ;; HENDRIX AND NIXON

TOTAL SONGS: 23

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1. OUTER SPACE / CARRY ON BY 5SOS

“i guess i was running from something, i was running back to you. lost here in london, with nothing, i’m still running back to you. if you could love me again, i could let go of everything. the darkest night never felt so B R I G H T with you by my side, love me like you did, love me like you did, i’ll give you everything, i’ll give you everything.”

2. WILD BY TROYE SIVAN

“leave this blue neighbourhood never knew loving could hurt this good, and it drives me wild, cause when you look like that i've never ever wanted to be so bad, it drives me wild. you’re driving me wild, wild, wild.  you make my heart shake, bend and break but i can't turn away and it's driving me wild. you're driving me wild.”

3. WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER BY 5SOS

“in the moonlight you looked just like, an angel in disguise. my whole life seemed like a postcard. you were mine for a night, i was out of my mind. you were mine for a night, i don’t know how to say goodbye.  making all our plans in the santa cruz sand that night. i thought i had you in the palm of my hand that night. screaming at the top of my lungs till my chest felt tight, told myself that i’m never gonna be alright. you had me wrapped around your finger, i’m wrapped around your finger.”

4. SHAPE OF YOU BY ED SHEERAN

“i'm in love with the shape of you, we push and pull like a magnet do. although my heart is falling too, i'm in love with your body. and last night you were in my room, and now my bed sheets smell like you. every day discovering something brand new, i'm in love with your body.”  

5. TROUBLE (STRIPPED) BY HALSEY

“would you sit me on the couch with your fingers in my mouth? you look so cool and you’re reading me. it’s cause a little trouble, oh you make me feel so weak. i bet you kiss your knuckles, right before they touch my cheeks.”

6. I WANNA BOI BY PWR BTTM

i wanna boy to keep the bed warm while i shower, i wanna boy to keep the bed warm while we're watching tv, i wanna boy to keep the bed warm when the whole house is freezing, i wanna boy who isn't anything like me.”

7. IFHY BY TYLER THE CREATOR

“for example, ten minutes can’t go without you brushing my thoughts, that’s fourteen forty a day, a hundred and forty four times i think about you or something like that. lost match. the fucking thought of you with somebody else, i don’t like that. cellular convos get left in the air cause i get so fucking mad when you don’t write back ...... fuck, i love you ... but i fucking hate you, but i love you. i’m bad at keeping my emotions bubbled, you’re good at being perfect, we’re good at being troubled, yeah.”

8. THE WORLD IS UGLY BY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

“the world is ugly, but you’re beautiful to me. are you thinking of me? like i’m thinking of you. i would tell you i’m sorry, but i really need to go. i just wanted you to know, i’m thinking about you every night and every day.”

9. AM BY ONE DIRECTION

“won’t you stay till the am? all my favorite conversations always made in the am. because we don’t know what we’re saying. we’re just swimming around in our glasses, and talking out of our asses like we’re all gonna make it, yeah.”

10. I WANNA BE YOURS BY ARCTIC MONKEYS

“you call the shots babe, i just wanna be yours. secrets i have held in my heart, are harder to hide than i thought. maybe i just wanna be yours, i wanna be yours, i wanna be yours.”

11. PLAYDATE BY MELANIE MARTINEZ

“it’s getting harder to breathe under the sheets with you, i don’t want to play no games i’m tired of always chasing, chasing after you.”

12. FIRE & DESIRE BY DRAKE

“i figure out you, you figure out me, we’re both a different breed. i’m following your lead, i ask you what you need you say a guarantee. i mean you say that like it’s easy.”

13. A LITTLE DEATH BY THE NEIGHBOURHOOD

“touch me, yeah. i want you to touch me there. make me feel like i am breathing, feel like i am human.”

14. HEART SHAPED BOX BY NIRVANA

“i’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks, i've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap. i wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black.”  

15. NICOTINE BY PANIC! AT THE DISCO

“i taste you on my lips and i can’t get rid of you. so i said damn your kiss and the awful things you do, yeah you’re worse than nicotine, nicotine.”

16. SWEET DREAMS, TN BY THE LAST SHADOW PUPPETS

“and all my pals say that i’m crazy, you bet i’m loopy alright.. and as your shrinking figure blows a kiss, i catch and smash it on my lips. darling i, can’t seem to quit. completely falling to bits. i really might be losing it, the idea that you exist. darling it’s ridiculous. i don’t know what to say. baby we oughta, fuck. seven years of bad luck out at the powder room mirror, could i have made it any clearer?  it’s love like a tongue in a nostril, love like an ache in the jaw. you’re the first day of spring with a septum piercing.”

17.  MERCY BY SHAWN MENDES

“please have mercy on me, take it easy on my heart. even though you don't mean to hurt me, you keep tearing me apart. would you please have mercy on me? i'm a puppet on your strings and even though you got good intentions i need you to set me free. would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart?”

18.  LOST IN REALITY BY 5SOS

“you throw me around like your rag doll and throw me away like your cigarettes and pick up the pieces of whatever's left of me, they're yours to keep.. i can’t escape you  anywhere even in my dreams, all in my head is pictures of memories, words that you said to me.”

19. SOMEBODY ELSE BY THE 1975

“i don’t need your body but i’m picturing your body with somebody else. our love had gone cold and you’re intertwining tour soul with somebody else. i’m looking through you while you’re looking through your phone and then leaving with somebody else. no i don’t want your body but i hate to see you with somebody else.”

20. MILLION DOLLAR MAN BY LANA DEL REY

“one for the money, two for the show. i love you honey, i’m ready, i’m ready to go. how do you get that way? i don’t know. you’re screwed up, brilliant, look like a million dollar man, so why is my heart broke?”

21. IS THIS HAPPINESS BY LANA DEL REY

 “you're a hard man to love and i’m a hard man to keep track of. you like to rage, don't do that. you want your way, you make me so mad...... i think you're fucking crazy as the day's long.. man to man, heart to heart, i love you but you drive me so far.”

22. CANCER BY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

“now turn away, because i’m awful just to see. all my hairs are abandoned, all my body, all my agony, know that i will never marry .. because the hardest part of this is leaving you.”

23. HOLDING ON TO YOU BY TWENTY ONE PILOTS

“you are surrounding all my surroundings, sounding down the mountain range of my left-side brain. you are surrounding all my surroundings, twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes.”