#i wanna draw it but i just woke up aaa

[bl-inkstone]

-goodness, where has he gone off to now...

heya miyo! i know this is my first time visiting your mailbox (mayhaps i shall drop by more in the future! but only if you wanna!) but, did you perhaps see- ah.... yeah, he's been taking a stroll... don't mind him. it's fine, just accept the gifts, really. he only gives them out when he you- what's the word- "pass the vibe check", as the young ones these days say. anyway, i hope you're having a good day so far and taking care of yourself, friend! <3

... i wonder where he's going next...

@/zhongrin

quietly puts away the broom i was holding out of fear bc wtf a whole ass dragon just walked into my bakery—

miss rin! hello, welcome, welcome! you're free to drop by anytime you want. is there anything i can interest you in? we just opened today so i don't have much put on the display case yet, but we're definitely already baking a few things!

and, ah, yes, your husband has been... standing there. menacingly. for quite a while. i think he was waiting for you to come and see him first before actually doing anything. thank you for arriving when you did, i was afraid he would've attacked my little door guard if he had to stand outside any longer... (also oml oml that animation is so cute im gonna sob dbhjdsnfds)

and me? "pass the vibe check"? i didn't think mr. zhongli even knew what that was! (kidding haha please don't smite me) thank you for all the lovely gifts — here, have some freshly baked bread and coffee in return! i hope you have a wonderful day as well. <3

[wishi-selfships]

What about Denji makes you attracted to him? I love him as a character, but I’m not attracted to him at all.

Hiii anon I'm very sleepy but I saw this and didn't wanna wait until I woke up in the morning to answer. So forgive me if this makes little sense.

Basic Tl;Dr that leaves a whole bunch of stuff out: what makes Denji attractive to me is a combination of various things about him (personality and appearance), while certain other variables make that initial sense of attraction stronger. Full yap down here ⬇���⬇️

To be honest, I think I'm a little bad at understanding and explaining why I'm attracted to a character— outside the instances where my attraction is solely appearance based (bc there are characters who look so good visually but that's to the extent where I'm attracted to them). I'm just not a person who is very good with her words or figuring out her thoughts. I'm actually ... very bad at this, and it's definitely a point of insecurity for me. Which is besides the point (I told you I was sleepy and wouldn't make sense).

I think it's a combination of his appearance + personality + experiences he goes through + mutual likability.

In the sense that: I think Denji is cute. His design is very appealing to me. I love his boyish looks, the sharp teeth. His brown eyes are so pretty and his hair, while frustrating to draw admittedly, fits him so well. His design is so pretty to me. Even when he pulls some real fuckass expressions, his design is genuinely so alluring and so dear to me that I can't help but feel happy seeing it.

But his appearance would mean nothing if his character wasn't likeable— and to me, it is. Again I am admittedly bad at understanding character. But when I read Denji's interactions and I see his actions and how he speaks and how thoughtful he really is and how sweet Denji is despite certain circumstances making him seem otherwise. And how much love he has with not so many places to put it. And his naivety is heartbreaking but makes me more attracted to him, but not in the sense where it's like "aww he's so naive and stupid (I'm going to use him)" it's "he's gone through so much and hadn't had the chance to learn or be taught certain things and it breaks my heart I want to help him I want to help him see what it should be like" and just. He's such a sweetheart but he's also so silly and lovely and aaa..♡♡

And then speaking on that last part: the inherent tragedy of Denji and his place in the world of Chainsaw Man makes me feel so much for Denji. Because I read the manga and I read analysis' and I talk with others about it. And I see Denji going through so much and I already care about him so much for the person that he is that I cannot help but feel incredibly sympathetic for him. Denji going through so many hardships makes me want to protect him. It's... odd, I guess, from an outside perspective? But to me it makes total sense. Seeing negative things happen to him and make his mental state worse make me worry about him more. The more worried and sympathetic I become of his plight, the more I think and dwell on Denji as a character but also as a person. In a way. And the more I do that, the more my love for Denji is cemented in my heart.

And then I mentioned the mutual likability; which is my way of saying. Well. Denji is a character who would like me. I don't consider myself as desirable by any means. I don't consider myself pretty or having the best personality or anything that makes me worthwhile as a partner. But I read more of Denji and I get to see more of his character and I get the feeling that he'd see something in me the same way I see something in him? I can't put it into words. I think Denji actually liking me helps me like him more as well. It provides me with a sense of comfort (as sad as this may sound lmao) and that comfort makes me love Denji even more. And me loving Denji even more makes me think that he'd love me even more too. It's like a cycle lmao.

I don't know. Does this make sense? I always think passively as to why I love Denji. I struggle with putting feelings into words, but I know how I feel and I know why. Just instinctively, in my heart. And I'm very tired so my abilities are even WORSE. but. I hope this answered your question anon

[test-tube-iii]

hey ooc ☁️ here, you inspired me and my friend to make an ask blog!!

process was a bit of a struggle and i lost all my bookmarks in the process of it but we made it!! ty for hopefully creating a new hobby!

(also idk if this counts as ooc for me??? but. putting that in because, idk? im being mroe serious for this ask because, i just wanna let u know that ur inspiring!! :))

-☁️ (ooc i think)

OKAY SO I JUST WOKE UP ITS LIKE 6:30 RN BUT I WAS SIFTING THROUGH MY ASKS THIS IMMEDIATELY CAUGHT MY EYE

AND I WAS INSTANTLY LIKE

*EYE SPARKLES*

AAAAAAA I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME TOUGH TIMES RECENTLY AND SEEING PEOPLE I HARDLY KNOW JUST SAYING STUFF LIKE THIS DIRECTED AT TEST TUBE OR NOT JUST REALLY WARMS MY HEART

I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH

THE DRAWING IS PANICKED AND RUSHED BUT AAA ILL GET YOU GUYS BACK

ALSO WERE AT 40 FOLLOWERS!! IF WE GET TO 50 ILL TRY TO MAKE A CELEBRATION DRAWING TOO

/ooc

[bezella]

[xzho-writes]

Aaa, excited to chat with you!! Is it okay if I ask for an emoji 👉🏽👈🏽 Either way!!

So I’m just thinking about how Diluc deserves all the love and affection from his significant other. Usually we all talk about him spoiling us, and I agree! But! What about all the love he deserves.

Mildly suggestive, but nothing too spicy!

Please consider: helping him get everything done and then surprising him with a nice relaxing evening. You spoil this beautiful man with your words and actions, drawing him a nice bath and then running your hands through his long hair, massaging his scalp and fingers gently combing through his locks. Giving him little kisses on his face and shoulders, rubbing the knots out of his shoulders and back. Murmuring words of affirmation, reminding him that he means so much to you, that he truly deserves all the joy and affection you give.

I think he would protest at first, finding it hard to be vulnerable, but quickly warm up to you and your loving gestures. Anyway!! Sorry I went on for a minute there, I just need to be soft for him.

yes yes, ofc you can ask for an emoji :) just leave me another message and i’ll add you to my smoll list on my pinned post!

AND PLS DONT APOLOGISE FOR RAMBLING, YOUR LITTLE RAMBLE ACTUALLY MADE MY DAY (AND I ONLY JUST WOKE UP 😭—) ramble as much or as little as you want to!

as for your idea… i wanna give you a big fat kith for it WKDJWJWJJD i’m so glad you agree with the smother-diluc-with-affection agenda 😭 it’s all good and all that he spoils us, but what about him???

(rest utc cause it’s a lil long!)

i agree with you so much nonnie, so much…

i’d be more than happy to spoil and dote on this man because archons kNOW how much he deserves it. diluc deserves the world and more, and i’m more than ready and willing to do just that 😭.

a nice relaxing evening you say? already on it! words of affirmation? a nice bath coupled with a soothing massage? combing through his luscious mane and littering him with kisses? done, done, done, and would you look at that! done!!!

i’m sobbing now, your ideas are so fluffy and soft it’s just so :((( i would treasure diluc sm, nonnie, sm… just imagine having him lay on you in bed whilst you sooth him to sleep, cradling his head close to your chest :((( hearing your heartbeat and feeling your fingers massage his scalp? he’s in heaven 😭 sleep often evades him so, but being with you is so comforting that he can’t help but fall asleep :(((

he always holds onto you at night, afraid that this heaven you bring him is only temporary. afraid that if he lets you go, you’ll slip past his fingertips and remain only as a distant dream.

and i agree! he would definitely protest at first, not accustomed to receiving so much affection at all. but you persist, insisting that he deserves all of this and more. and he soon starts to believe you, however long that process may take.

after all, how could he not when you look at him as if he’s picked the stars out of the sky just for you?

———

i’m excited to hear more from you if this is the quality of food you’re feeding me 😭 have a good day, nonnie!

[briannartoonz]

aaa i just woke up and now i need something to do, anyone wanna sends i can possibly draw for that would be great i am very bored-

[lonedailydoodle]

Daily Doodle 217 – November 19, 2018

We were so so close to getting that Victory Royale

I wanted to live the meme, but we gotta learn to build if we wanna win next time aaa

 Today I woke up early cuz of noise again, someone decided to start washing their car.. Ugh.. I managed to fall asleep again though and wake up a couple of hours later. I got on my PC for a bit trying to find an animation source, then left to the kitchen to eat a cheese dog

After that, I moved back to my PC to play Halo Online until Pixie mentioned me wanting to play Fortnite together. I quickly dropped my game and hit Pixie up on that offer as I’ve been really wanting to play with him

A bit of time later, Pixie and I were in a call in the game together waiting for a friend. He eventually joined buuuut.. Pixie had to leave somewhere. So that friend and I played together instead

It was my first time playing with a friend and we.. sucked.. But were doing decently at being careful and hiding, but whenever we had the opportunity to attack someone, we failed. Pixie eventually arrived and joined up, we then all failed together constantly until one round where we got 2nd place, but the odds were in our favor.. it’s just that we all don’t know how to build, we just run and shoot

Anyways, Pix and I were in the call for a long while until we played together in this Playgrounds mode where we’re safe. We were there for a while until Pixie left to play something else

I then caught up with news and waited in the living room for food to be ready as I was really hungry. I got my food and then left to watch cruise videos for a bit, later watching a meme video with my bro

Later at night, I started playing alone again until I got guilt tripped out of the game. I spent the time talking with Pix and started drawing a sketch he asked me to do.. until an old friend contacted me about a commission.. Actually a couple of them, it was a lot of work but I was fully down for this and with dedication as they asked with a deadline

I agreed, and we discussed the commission all the way until it was late at night when I sent the invoice. I then proceeded to finish Pixie’s part of the trade and get his <3

We then spent a bit more of the night chatting until he went to bed. I then just wrote the doodle and struggled a bit drawing it as it was very late and I was tired.. and hungry, cuz I get even more hungry than normal for some reason if I stay up too late

I then got emotional listening to that We Lost The Sea album called “Departure Songs” I’ve listened to it a lot but it gets me every time.. Gah

Anyways, I then zzz, tomorrow’s gonna be a busy day..

[lonedailydoodle]

Daily Doodle 86 - July 11, 2018

Normal prom driver during the day and scared as heck driver by night

With some time in between to relax or twitch all over by Pixie tickling me aaa

Today I woke up to realistic dreams involving chats I’m in, it was confusing but I kept trying to convince myself they weren’t real. I later woke up for real and got on my desktop to watch a few videos while eating cereal, usual routine

A while later I made a bunch of research on earth history again, I just love this stuff for some reason.. I think I’ve read it multiple times already but still enjoy it. I then made myself a delicious salami sandwich, got some pudding and my usual malta, then sat down to sketch. I had also closed all my room windows except the one next to me, opened the door to my room (Even though my cat started annoying me) and then opened the living room windows. This was smart cuz I made the wind flow directly through where I was sitting, keeping me fresh! .. Still wish I had a way to stop my cats from entering my room and annoying me by clawing at my legs like RIGHT NOW AS I WRITE THIS AAAGH!!

He eventually disconnected my PC’s ethernet cable again.. So I got frustrated and eventually found the way to block the door but keep it open enough to blow air in without letting him in, YES!!

I didn’t do much until mom arrived, just watching videos and eating a salami sandwich. A bit later though, mom and I had to leave to pick up my bro at his job (He works with my dad) cuz he had a prom tonight and had to be home early. Dad had to stay longer at work so we had to get him

We made out way through the winding curves and I eventually got dizzy as I wasn’t the driver. We made it there and got lost looking for him but eventually found the place. The bottling facility he works at is pretty hidden. We picked him up and left on our way home, making it safely

At home, everyone started getting ready and I ate a quesadilla mom made. We then got in mom’s van as I’d be using it to take my bro and his girlfriend to the prom! We got to her house and I recorded their encounter as she looked very pretty with a beautiful dress! I then drove them all the way to the prom at the capital and later made my way through some traffic towards my city to go to Pixie’s house

Once at Pixie’s, we talked for a while and then got in the Miata for Pixie to get food as he was starving, we ate at Taco Bell for a bit and then got home

There we just watched videos together, pet one of his dogs that is always so eager to see Pixie, rested my eyes a bit as I had to wait until late at night for my bro to come back and generally just had a good time.. Tired but fun. Pixie also tickled my paws which triggered a tickle fight, it tends to happen very often <3

I also started drawing the doodle on Pixie’s Surface but only did a bit of progress until my bro let me know he was coming back. So I stopped and we left outside to quickly kiss goodbye. I then very cautiously drove towards my bro’s girlfriend’s house again to pick him up. The city is extremely dangerous at night with carjackings and worse things, so I was paranoid. I made it safely and then we left home

He was exhausted and napped a bit as we made it home, once safely at home, he went straight to bed. Pixie sadly went to bed as well and I just stayed up chatting and writing the doodle. I also sketched the whole doodle but it was far too late at night to ink it. I’ll see if I wake up early like always, I barely get sleep hours but I AM a light sleeper either way.. As in I can sleep little hours without feeling like I wanna collapse.. Let’s see if this works out