#i wanna be wanfedso bad
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What do I do if I'm never happy again
#i feel so helpless#like a wounded animal#im hurt and im tired and sad and i just want to be held#i hate admitting how badly i want to be treated gently or taken care of#it feels like i need to earn ot by having some horrible thing happen to me#i want to be pressed tight to someone i want to be urged to talk despire my stubborness i want to be held gently i wanna be desired#i want to be pretty#i jyst want to be pretty snd loved#i wanna be wanfedso bad#it always gets my heart skipping beats when im called pretty or good or even told that someone outright WANTS me#idk if this is the place to be talkjng abt tbis part either bjt god i want to be like#lusted after??? i want to wanna be sometbing you want so bad cause im pretty and lovely and desirable#i deel so ugly and undesirable like no one will ever want me again#i get these nice outfits and feel so ashamed of my desire#im so ashamed of my want to be desired like that#i wanna be like tbose other two who can unashamedly tell eachother they want eachotjer so bad#alex and vi can do it so easily and *I* want it#but i feel selfish#i love being called his wife or pretty or good or like when he just tells me he straight up desires me#my chest feels so heavy#i just want to be good#this is stupid im nog even making sense#i think getting to turn my brain off would fix me#god i feel so ugly
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