#i walked 6 miles yesterday 😭

[chronicowboy]

we rescued a surfboard rubber duck from the canal

[angesaurus]

I woke up at like 2am and was awake until almost 4, probably because I didn’t walk 6 miles yesterday 😭

[no-guns-at-the-dinner-table]

Hi! I absolutely love the MPU and also Ao3 so your account is perfect for me lol. I don’t really know how to do this because I don’t use tumbler a lot but I’d like to request a fanfic. After Into The Dark I left being happy for Bj and Parks but deep down in my heart I’m still a Julian girlie. I’d love to see some kind of fic about Parks and Jules taking place potentially at the house in lake como after he punches the wall from jealousy and she takes care of him. I thought that was a sweet moment that they never elaborated on. I also loved Daisy and Magnolia’s friendship as well and they ment so much to me 😭. Really anything with those two but maybe something at Parks wedding in Bali. You also mentioned that you prefer the daisy books over the parks books (which is totally understandable) so if these aren’t your cup of tea, it’s all good.

i will definitely write magnolia/julian at some point because magnolia looking after him was so cute 😭

for now here’s some daisy & magnolia :)

read on ao3 here!!

oneshot

words: 519

rating: general audiences

relationship: magnolia parks & daisy haites

comments, kudos & reblogs are always appreciated :)

Magnolia

At my and BJ’s wedding, I don’t see much of Daisy until the reception.

I know she’s here, she arrived with Marsaili yesterday.

I saw her as she was checking in and said hello. She seemed a bit off, kind of worried? I don’t know, but I mean to find out. She looked really tired though, and she was rubbing her fingers together so hard it probably hurt.

And she’s definitely been avoiding Christian, and therefore me and everyone else in our group by association.

Then last night she said she wasn’t feeling well and stayed in her room all evening, missing our rehearsal dinner. I didn’t mind too much, but it did leave the seating arrangements looking a tiny bit awkward.

Anyway, at the reception she’s stood in a corner by herself taking small sips of champagne. She looks beautiful as per usual, in a pale blue maxi dress I don’t recognise, maybe it’s custom made? With the Azia 95 strappy high heel sandals from Jimmy Choo, Valentino Garavani rockstud ivory leather clutch and—

“Your hair!” I yell and she practically jumps 6 feet into the air.

“What?” She frowns.

“It’s curly!”

“Yeah, this is what it’s like naturally.”

“Why don’t you style it like this all the time? It looks gorgeous!” 

Gorgeous is probably an understatement. She’s got these lush, soft curls that fall to her collar bone. They make her look a bit like a princess.

“People don't take me seriously when I look like this.” She shrugs like it's simple.

“Oh. Well.” I stutter.

“The ceremony was lovely.” She says. “Both of your vows were too.”

“Thank you,” I smile. “The receptions going to be great too, we’ve booked out the whole hotel—”

“I’ve got to go actually.” She says quickly.

I blink a lot.

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about. To say thank you for inviting me with, um, everything.”

“You’re my friend Daisy. Of course you’d be invited.”

I go to reach for her hand but she’s holding them away. Is she shaking? I glance around inconspicuously looking for Christian, but I can’t see him.

“Yeah,” She says, and I can’t decipher her expression. “But I’ve got a thing for school J need to be back in London for. Our plane’s taking me back in a few hours.”

I’m not sure if she’s lying for not. I’ve never really been able to read her, she keeps her emotions hidden behind ten mile thick concrete walls. I know she never used to like me, but I thought we had become friends. I’d consider her one of my closest. And sure, things have been weird between her and Christian, but not weird enough for her to be making excuses to leave early.

“It’s okay,” I say with a wave of my hand I hope makes me seem casual. “I know this was all last minute. I appreciate you coming.”

“I left your present over there,” she points at a long white table with a lace tablecloth draped over it. “Have an amazing evening.”

Then she walks away without a backward glance.

[mythicalthing]

are you walking? if you're sedentary, that causes constipation. you need to be physically active in order to poop our bodies are wild af

I walked 6 miles today, 5 yesterday, and like 3-4 the day before 😭😭😭 i just don't understand !! The days before that I was on a plan for 20 hours though

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

23 may 2023 Tuesday 12:07 pmpt

My mom has brown skin. When she was a kid 👦🏾 she said people called her a word that means black. Bcz she walked 2 miles to school 🏫 and discipline at her school 🏫 was to stand outside in the sun ☀️ Bcz it’s HOT 🥵 outside . 12:09 pmpt I think 💭 said also said she had to go home 🏠 on breaks to help take care of brothers and sisters 👯‍♀️ at home 🏠 who were babies 👶. 12:11 pmpt I have a lot of automatic thoughts 💭 that contradict each other probably. I would probably find out if I wrote all down. When I shared in 2nd grade my color pencil ✏️ and markers I did not discriminate. 12:13 pmpt In 4th grade (vag hot 🥵 acid pain 12:14 pmpt) I had for a short time a best friend named ebony king 🤴. But when I came back from counseling for children 👶 going through divorce I got mad at her for borrowing with out asking first. After that she stopped being my friend and wouldn’t talk to me anymore. She was very tall compared to me. She didn’t do anything wrong I guess but I think 💭 I might have had a change of heart ♥️ about sharing my stuff. It could have been Bcz of the divorce. 12:19 pmpt I also had a secret valentines I had to buy a gift 🎁 for and my mom put a lot of thought 💭 into the gift 🎁 and bought a nice coffee mug ☕️ and bought candy 🍬 to go in it. I believe she bought it thinking about what the parents would find most useful. She didn’t think 💭 about what color skin they had. Only what was probably a good gift 🎁. That was elementary school 🏫 to a boy 👦🏾 named fermen. My first ex boyfriend’s cousin is “blasian” and he’s one of the nicest friendliest guys I’ve ever met. 12:25 pmpt like I’ve written b4, if I think 💭 you’re nice I’ll give a chance for friendship but if I’m not attracted to you and you cross the line with out permission you’re not always going to get a welcomeing response. You might be “friend zoned.” But it is not always permanent as was the case with my first ex boyfriend. 12:28 pmpt but I guess it don’t matter anymore Bcz I am not well. 12:29 pmpt 12:32

12:33 pmpt tummy ache difficulty breathing

12:36 brought-> bought. 12:32 b->b4

12:40 pmpt. B4 4th grade pictures I dropped from the tallest bar on the playground doing a failed cherry 🍒 drop and landed 🛬 with my face flat in the tanbark. When I was 13 years old I was in the Philippines 🇵🇭 and I hit my head on probably the most dense wood 🪵 bench I’ve ever encountered in my life. The Janka hardness must have been extremely high. That was btwn 7th and 8th grade years. 12:43 pmpt

1:24 pmpt my feelings and actions were probably due to an incubus spell. I will not hold anything against Esther for what she thought 💭 or felt about me. If she was scared 😱 Bcz of something I said or the way I said something, I understand now. I didn’t like the way Scott said Pearl Harbor to me when he told me that was his birthday 🥳 , but it seems that fate is not in my favor anyway. All my organs have felt pain and I’m probably going to die soon 🔜. 1:28 pmpt

6:48 pmpt yesterday and today I momentarily felt the true pain of some of my organs. I think 💭 2 felt sore yesterday and today I felt one was bruised. They’re able to turn off the sensations of pain for the organs. They make me upset turning me on my belly and the organs probably get bruised and squeezed. 6:51 pmpt 6:52 pmpt he lied 🤥 to me about being my husband. So I should probably assume when he says that dugard wasn’t raped, I’m going to assume it is a habitual pattern of lies. 6:53 pmpt

7:06 pmpt I was conceived probably in my mom’s home 🏠 country so I will probably die soon 🔜 and be returned there. 7:07 pmpt

7:08 pmpt I feel like the tv 📺 and internet are being used to gas ⛽️ light 💡 me. (Pain 7:09 pmpt spine lower) left hip bone 🦴 not good pain probably acid 7:10 pmpt) I had a lot of illness and discomfort in my life through various things. I’m not happy with the way I am (right foot 🦶 bottom pain 😖😭 7:11 pmpt) going. Since age 32 I experiencedalmost non stop 🛑 hellish pain and agony. 7:12 pmpt the Virgin Mary story is something you don’t want for your life. During covid a lot of people got stabbed in the nose 👃 for the tests and I read some people got stabbed when they got the vaccine 💉. If you feel depressed you know who to beware of now for being prejudged. I don’t have the answers to everything but I seemed to have been offered at age 5 what my fate was going to be - predetermined preset 🤖 in a way that seemed initially less vilifying of me. 7:17 pmpt if you get raped it was preset by god. But to save his face he’s going to defend the rapist until the end of his life. 7:19 pmpt I guess when a new god takes over that’s when the rapists fall Bcz it’s the end of both their lives and the new god is not bound to that set of people. 7:20 pmpt hypothesis.

2:59 am pt the incubus miñion who lives on the floor of this hotel 🏨 has been eating my flesh with acid. It seems to be there favorite things to do = torture me. Same as child rapists demon angels. 3:01 am pt

3:03 am pt I’ve already told them to chop off my head. But they won’t end my suffering. All at the same time they ate a layer of flesh I think 💭 in my nose 👃 my vag and I think 💭 one other area. I got upset so I forgot which part. He is definitely not a loving husband to me so he probably is lying 🤥 about child rape ending. Which is probably why I am dying prematurely Bcz he is heinous. 3:07 am pt my cousin’s friend who was raped as a child... I forgot to ask how old she is now but my cousin is 21 now. 3:09 am pt which means that he (Adam Noah Levine) made child rape happen. 3:09 am pt and he probably was already exercising the authority to make those decisions. 3:10 am pt he said himself porn makes the world 🌎 go round and he likes donuts 🍩 with vanilla sprinkles so what else falls closely to that ? Kidnapping and rape/forced prostitution = porn? 3:12 am pt I never bought porn but sometimes I hear 👂 on the news 📰 child pornography but they never say what exactly is in it. If it’s of 15/16 year olds or younger. 3:14 am pt anyone who tortures a woman 👩🏼 with accelerated premature path to menopause and death ☠️ is probably an aggressive advocate of child 🧒 rape. Why would they cut down a woman 👩🏼 so aggressively that she feels her life is over at 32? Bcz men are only interested in child porn. Rapid turn over is needed then. 3:18 am pt

3:21 am pt the world 🌎 seems to be taken over by heinous goat 🐐 lecherous men who only value women b4 they turn 27 years old. 3:22 am pt they decided they don’t want anyone older than that. 3:23 am pt

3:31 am pt expect everyone who makes a lot of money 💰 to be ⛽️ gas lighting Bcz they want your trust and business back. Stuff online changes all the time. As was the case with a Sierra LaMar article saying that the call for help from Sierra over the internet was a hoax suddenly says it was located in the Philippines 🇵🇭. I was very shocked 😮 by this sudden addition to the article after I wrote I suspected the police 👮‍♂️ were the ones helping with Sierra’s disappearance. They’ve been stocking me it seems Bcz they’re Scott’s friends. And now it looks like Scott’s friends are apart of covering up 🆙 for Sierra’s disappearance so they think 💭 they’re being sly

3:38 am pt I know I’m dying 😵 a very tortured death ☠️ Bcz demon angels like torturing anyone even 11 year old dugard and others with rape for years. So obviously I won’t win. I have no more will or strength to try much. 3:41 am pt but I think 💭 framing antolin with crimes he didn’t do and writing ✍️ off her cry 😭 for help.... points in a specific direction. 3:43 am pt right arm pain... a direction....

queen 👸🏻 of isolation I am... in desolation. 3:44 am pt