#i ve been yapping for too long

[sabin1108]

Thank you so much for the tag! @faneposting-my-beloved and @sadhaappreciationsociety

So for my Godwoken OCs, I got 3...

A male lizard named Edgar, a female elf named Navier and a male human named Lyon.

They have been friends since childhood. They got separated when they're adults, but got together again in Fort Joy.

Who are they ?

Edgar is the son of one of the main judge/jury of the House of Law. Before going to Fort Joy, he served as an advisor and work closely with his father. Edgar is named as a successor of the partriarch in his family due to a family prophecy, where only those born with White horn can be the successor. He works as an advisor by day, and by night, he leads a secret group named Shadow, with the purpose of liberating slaves in the Ancient Empire. It was until a member of the Shadow betrayed him and led him to his downfall. Tags: Noble and Outlaw

Navier came from a tribe that dabbled in Blood magic and necromancy. Her father is the scion of the tribe. She moved to Arx at a young age with her mother to explore the outside world and gain more knowledge, leaving her father behind in the Elven land doing his duties. In Arx, she work as a trader and a scholar. She would constantly dabble in potion-making and frequented the library to pursue further knowledge. It was until the Chaos War happened and the deathfog unleashed, She had to went back to Elven Land to find her father. Tags: Mystic and Scholar.

Lyon is a Paladin for the Divine Order. He is the son of a count and a war hero. It was his mother's tale of adventure and glory that inspired him to be a soldier. As a paladin, he used to work under Thom Hardwin, before being promoted to be under Kemm. His excellent work ethic, nobility, strength, and source skills piqued Kemm's interest, especially in the last one. Aside from Paladin's duty, Lyon also shares tasks with his sister to take care of the family and the estate. He was sent to Fort Joy as a punishment for his 'failure' at his duties as a Paladin. Tags: Noble and Soldier

What is their damage + Fighting Style

Edgar

Weapon: Dual Dagger

Class: Rogue

Skills: All Scoundrel skills + Polymorph for support (such as Chameleon cloak, Chicken Claw and Heart of steel) + Warfare for stun (Battering Ram & Battle stomp)

Limit Break: (1) Fan of Knives (2) Daggers Dawn (3) Mortal Blow

Fighting style: Finesse + Wits [Offense + Meelee]. He has speed as his advantage and normally uses backstab to land more critical hits. His style is more of exploiting the enemy's weakness type, such as blindspots. He is the one who normally starts off the battle by doing a sneak attack while invisible/stealth

Source Skill rating: 4/5

Navier

Weapon: Staff or Dual Wands

Class: Blood Mage (Necromancer)

Skills: Basic 4 elements for support (Fire, Earth, Water, Air) + All Necromancer skills + Polymorph for support (Apotheosis)

Limit Break: (1) Mass Corpse Explosion (2) Grasp of the Starves (3) Blood Storm

Fighting style: intelligence [Defense + Caster]. Before the battle, she buffs the offence (Edgar and Lyon) before they engage. She kept her distance while casting spells to keep herself safe from the enemy. Her style is more fluid and takes advantage of the surrounding environment. She served as the area denial.

Source Skill rating: 5/5

Lyon

Weapon: Two-handed weapon

Class: Knight

Skills: All Warfare skill + Scoundrel for support (Adrenaline) + Polymorph for offense (Tentacle lash & Bull horn) and support (Skin Graft and Apotheosis)

Limit Break: (1) Skin graft (2) Onslaught (3) Overpower

Fighting style: Strength + Constitution [Offense + Meelee]. His fighting style is more of a military soldier knight style. He uses his strength to overpower his enemy and constitution to tank the damages and endure long battles. He is the finisher of the battle (Executioner).

Source skill rating: 3/5

Are there any differences between in-game model?

In-game model

My rendition

Yes, but it's mostly the hair, eyes, and clothing. All of them have yellow eyes. Their clothings are re-designed to match their fighting style and personality. Lyon and Navier's hair is tweaked slightly

Who do they love and why?

Edgar: Edgar doesn't really love most of his family members, as he has bad memories of his mother and siblings. The only person that he looks up to, admires and loves in the family is his father, but even then, it's quite a complicated relationship. But Edgar loves his friends, especially his childhood friends (Lyon and Navier), and really cherishes them a lot.

Lyon: Before she passed, Lyon loved his mother the most. He also loves his remaining family members, such as his dad and his twin sister. He has a nephew from his sister, whom he also loves and likes to spoil. Lyon also cherishes his friendship with Edgar and Navier and the friendship he builds with people in the Divine order, such as Paladin Cork and Thom Hardwin.

Navier: Navier is the only child, and she really loves both her father and mother. She loves that her father taught her knowledge about people, culture and customs while her mother taught her about herbal medicine, potion making and crafting. Despite being a trader, Navier has problems with social interaction, as she can be a bit dense. She didn't have friends when she first moved to Arx until she met Edgar and Lyon, whom she also loves and care for.

Anything else you'd like to share about them? (Some fun trivia)

In my canon, the blood mage tribe that Navier came from dabbled in 'Light Necromancy': where necromancy is used to further expand medical studies and healing benefits. Necromancy and blood-bending can also be used for attack, but they prefer to use it for medical discoveries.

Edgar is really close to both Navier and Lyon, but Lyon and Navier are not as close to each other. They knew each other through Edgar and took turns babysitting him when he was in Arx.

Edgar came to Arx once a year to work with the Lizards consulate in Arx for his father. He likes to sneak to hang out with Navier and Lyon. When Edgar went back to the Forbidden city, he sent letters to Navier every month on routine for more than 10 years

The trio are the same age (currently 31), and they met when they were 12. During that time, Edgar first came to Arx with his father and stayed at Lyon's family residence as their fathers used to do business together. Because Edgar likes to sneak out, that's where he met Navier.

They lost contact with each other when Navier went back to the Elven land (Age 22). Lyon and Edgar start to lose contact when Edgar starts to do more work with his father, and Lyon starting to be more busy with his Paladin duties (age 27)

Lyon received his first sword at the age of 12. He became a knight at the age of 17 and trained with his maternal family's knight. He became a Paladin at the age of 22 after the Chaos War

When Navier first moved to Arx, she is having a hard time in befriending friends her age. Noticing that, a female dwarf merchant/blacksmith took a pity and starts befriending her. From her, Navier learned how to analyse and identify weapons.

And that is it. Lol.

I encouraged those who stumbled upon this, to please share your Godwoken! We need to fill Rivellon with heroes :)

DOS2 fandom, show me your Godwoken? Tell me about your Godwoken? (For example:) Who are they? What is their damage? What do they look like? Are there any differences between their in-game model and how you imagine them? What is their fighting style? Who do they love and why? Anything else you'd like to share about them?

Everyone who sees this post, consider yourself invited. And feel free to tag your friends if you'd like.

@flower-khajiit, @divinityiswasted

Just do it. This is a threat.

[vesanal]

ʚɞ  ~Blog Introduction Post~ ʚɞ  

Hey there!! Ok. So. It’s been long enough. Probably should have done this earlier but here it is now! (I’m not going to title this a writeblr introduction since I want this blog to include some other things (like art) and not just my writing lol)

Anyways, hello there! You can call me Ves/Vesanal or some variant of that! I love to write and do art because I like to suffer creatively twice. I am getting back into writing after a while and I will be using this blog to share my works as they come along!! I have some projects I’m working on that I am very excited to share with y’all!! 

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���Here is some info about me:

I love love love making art and writing. Those are two of my greatest passions in life

Pronouns are She/Her

Plotter by heart, I cannot call a story finished if I do not know every minute detail. Quite overwhelming at times but I get by!

I am a stressed out college student who probably shouldn't be scrolling tumblr all day long but here I am. 

Computer Science/Math Major, I couldn’t decide on which subject to drain my soul from so I picked both. If I am a bit inactive at times it is due to this 

Love to yap and listen to certified yappers about fandoms and OC’s. Infodump about WIPs to me!!! I will gladly listen!!

Proud lesbian, and yes the lgbt girl in CS stereotype is alive and true. If you have a problem with this you are on the wrong website friend

Some of my favorite genres are Fantasy, Sci-Fi, and Drama. Gotta love TV shows and movies to absolutely nerd out over :D

The type of music I like is all over the place but mostly I stick to hard rock, heavy metal, and thrash metal (I would be more than happy to tell y'all about the bands and like and even recommend some)

My MBTI personality type is INTP-T

I am a complete Tumblr NOOB. Please bear with me here while i try to figure out the hellsite <3

You can DM me anytime. Along with asks too, but please do not send me any promotions or begs for money. PLEASE. I have gotten a few of those recently and I just want to say that is not what my blog is for. Other than that, asks are completely open! If you have a question, please ask me!!! :) <3

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→Some of the wips of mine:

(There will be separate intro/masterposts for each of these when i get to them

The Bone-Binder’s Covenant 

(click link to see masterpost)

Basic Premise: The Bone-Binder has broken his promise with the land of Pytharios, and is now terrorizing the region to get what he wants. Chosen directly by the Queen, Aerlyra Ghorne–a promising yet incredibly unsure woman–is tasked to stop him for once and for all. With the help of her assigned crew and companions who join alongside her during the journey, she hopes to do just that. 

Tags: #The Bone-Binder’s Covenant or #TBBC

Genre: Dark Fantasy; Adventure

Status: Active (Somewhat done and planned, still getting a feel for everything, still brainstorming some ideas)

I will be adding more links as I post!!

We Die As One

(Adding masterpost soon)

Basic Premise: Tells the story from a series of ancient journals that are uncovered showing the events following up the total wipeout of all magic. The journal entries focus on a group of scrappy, young heroes who are on a mission against the world, and fail to stop the evils of the world from taking over. All that is left of them is the journals, leaving the ways of the past to be seen as a distant memory and an inspiration to the new generation, who see how the world came to what it has become.

Tags: #We Die As One or #WDAO

Genre: High Fantasy; Action-Adventure

Status: Active (ish, still in idea-phase)

I will be adding more links as I post!!

I still have more WIPS but those are secrets for later ;)

I’ll be posting mainly about my wips, ask games, the occasional art, and writing memes so stay if you are into that!! You can ask me questions any time, don’t be afraid to ask!

[tr4g1c-g1rl-j4m13]

Oct. 7,2024

i'm liek really bored and idk what to do w my time, plus i haven't posted here in like a year. i seriously need WWWY fest to post their schedules for each band bc i need to plan fr :(( i don't even know what im gonna wear the day of the fest tbh.. liek i''ve never been to vegas, idk how cold it gets at this time of the year. i only have 13 more days till i go to WWWY fest bc i'm going on the second day :0 i am very VERY excited. i've seen FOB and PTV live, but i'm mainly there for MCR and cobra starship (i'm literally gonna die). i also wanna see millionaires, but i'm going to the fest w my parents, so that would be really embarrassing to sing to with them there. i think i should go full emo for the fest, it's basically emo fest so it only makes sense; i was thinking kind of scenmo tho. this also means i need to make like 50 bracelets for all the bands i like.. so excited to be hunched over on the weekend trying to make bracelets like it's a sweat-shop. ngl i've literally been stalking mikey's insta stories bc he's the only member of MCR the actually updates :( and i guess frank too, but not as much. i need to udpate my spacehey profile too, i've had the same one for liek months and months. ALSOOO, i wanna try to get a purple sweater so it could be like gabe's in the viva la cobra era, it's actually such an iconic sweater. i'll prob find one on amazon or smt. also also, idk what i'm gonna do for my nails bc the press ons that i have are liek lowk not very emo OR scene, and i can NEOT have that. but at the same time, i suck at painting my own nails. might have to ask my friend to do it and pay him >.< i literally saw his nails tdy and he had BLUE CHEETAH PRINT and it looked so good, so i'll prob bring him nail polish and ask him if he could paint my nails. the only thing is, i'd have to buy new nail polish bc i only own dark colors and i want like highlighter pink cheetah print. ANYWAYSSS i've been yapping for long enough i really need to lock in with school, the point is i'm very excited for the festival. FANGS UP >:))

have a good morning, evening or night

-Jamie :))))))

[jacks-tracks]

Belize birds

I,ts the morning bird show! Up at dawn(5;30) to an outpouring of bird calls.The land behind where I,m staying has been let grow back to jungle and it's birdland.Trees are 50 feet tall, and the understory is too dense to walk through, perfect habitat. First calls were parrots, foot long squawkers,yellow underbellys with emerald green backs. they fly with that peculiar beak down flap glide, yapping all the way. There's a dead palm tree with a perfect parrot sized nest hole 40 feet up and the loudest bird made frequent forays back and forth from the surrounding trees. I',ve no idea what they are finding to eat, but there are ornamental palms lining the road with big bunches of grape like clusters of seed, like oil palm seed. I,ve been days trying to figure out what the very rapid flyers are that zoom across the sky in zig zag flight , black against the glare. Likely parrots. A smaller parrots, landed on the low growing palm tree in front of my porch, perched clearly visible. Size of my hand, very busy hopping from frond to frond, disturbing the tiny hummingbird zipping about from leaf to leaf hunting spiders. The parrot was classic golden bellied with a brilliant emerald green back, and short green tail feathers. It's overcast this morning, making distinguishing birds against the glare very difficult. A yellow breasted woodpecker, robin sized, made an erratic path hopping up a tree trunk, hammering a way for insects, while an as yet unknown bird, bit bigger than a robin called excitedly to the rest of the unseen flock.

After much searching i finally found the bird I started out looking for. Size of a slim turkey, very long sweeping tail like a quetzal, colour undistinguishable against the sky. Way up in the top foliage, calling with a remarkably harsh loud voice, something that sounded like "crocodile!crocodile!"Very sharp and promptly answered answered by 6 more, fellow flockers spread out unseen in the surrounding jungle."Crocodile!Crocodile!" Now the nearest crocodile is 10 miles away in the New river, so I know that's not what they were saying, but it's as close as I can get to it. Erect posture, long drooping tail as long as the body, and hoping easily from branch to branch, and running along the bigger limbs. I saw this ame species one early morning at Chichen Itza in the scrub jungle there. Most resembling a Quetzal without the brilliant colouration, no doubt a relative. Same call, same branch dashing progress. Very gratifying to have a backyard bird show!

[itsjaywalkers]

hello laurie!! <3 insane commute nonnie here (again) omg i read oby yesterday omw to class (ended up staying at my friend's again bc his roommate was still out. sadly he's back) and i should not have done that bc OMG?? BABE I WAS LITERALLY THINKING ABT THEM THE WHOLE TIME UT GOT SO BAD I SAW MY PROFESSOR (he doesn't even look like james. he's just fit in a 'Hear me out guys...' way)N BLUSHED I WAS ACTUALLY GIGGLING AT RANDOM TIMES THINKING ABT THEM also like. sirius n regulus in this😭😭 regulus cursing sirius out for being a good brother is so real to me as someone with 12 year older brother bc he spent my entire childhood terrorizing me n now he's the sweetest person Ever. not even in an evil way he's just genuinely nice to me so if i ever complain abt him everyone goes ??? YOUR brother??? its so annoying (i love him). just reg veing grumpy<3 he's my fav little purse man and ok oh god never thought i'd say this. i have NEVER gotten the whole daddy thing but now im just🧍‍♂️bc i need to call james potter daddy while he fucks me what who said that also like. extreme apologies for how extremely inappropriate this might've gotten i was up all night studying for a quiz we have today (cannot catch a break w these ppl istg) n i swear my brain refuses to function and i have no idea!!! (please pray for me) also i hope you're doing great<3 sadly i do know work and adult things but im glad to know that nothing bad's going on!! you deserve the best<33 also i Absolutely get being funnier in your mother tongue sometimes i have these sudden thoughts n they're soo funny but i have to translate them which is like. okay but the vibes change istg!! i usually end texting my siblings abt it bc someone deserves to know how absolutely funny i am!! (all i do is make dad jokes) and (im actually so sorry bc ik you prob dont mind the book-long asks but its still!! so embarrassing!! like girl why are you yapping sm!!) i haven't read the 2nd part yet (i read the first part n just stared ahead blankly for like an hour after i read the 1st part. it did things to me) but im gonna read it after my quiz as a little treat<3 thank you for writing them sm!!!<3

HI BABE <333 sorry it took me so long to get back to u, life has been soooo hectic istg

AND OMG IM STILL SO SHY ABOUT U READING OBY but i'm so glad u enjoyed it and that it had the desired effect, it's definitely not the type of story u should read in class or just like . in front of ppl . i don't blame u for getting all flustered around ur professor even if he doesn't look anything like james. it's just the vibe yk??? you're literally so real for that

sirius and reg in oby are !! so important to me !! i feel like they have the best relationship in all of my fics, bc they're on good terms on nothing happens too but they argue . a lot . and they're gonna have some issues down the line. and they're also very close in the boxer au but there's still gonna be a lot of angst regarding their relationship. in oby, tho, they're just brothers <3 they love each other so much <3 and i'm so glad i'm portraying their dynamic accurately bc a lot of their convos are based on stuff me and my sisters have talked/fought about lmao

LISTENNNN I ALSO WASN'T INTO THE WHOLE DADDY THING like i didn't mind it and i read it occassionally but i didn't seek it out. but now that i'm actively writing it . well . i guess i kinda get the appeal (girl who doesn't even have a daddy kink) SO I GET U I REALLY DO

u don't have to apologiseeee i'm always happy to open horny hours especially if it's for james potter <3 and also i know it's been a few days but i hope the quiz went well and that u never do that again bc u need to rest!! i mean it!!

i'm doing quite well actually!! work's been a nightmare but apart from that i'm great!! i recently moved into a new flat with two friends and the place is soooo nice i'm in love with it i can't believe it's ours <333 AND SAMEEEE i always complain about it to my sisters or my spanish friends bc it annoys me to no end like . i'm literally soooo funny and it pains me that you'll never realise bc it's only when i speak in my first language ugh

I REALLY DON'T MIND THEM BABE IN FACT I LOVE THEM NEVER STOP and don't apologise again i'll kick ur ass!!! and god you're so very sweet to me, i hope u enjoyed/enjoy it and i'm sending u the biggest hug + forehead kissie in the world MWAH <3

[selfpityandporn]

Rant- Okay, #1, fuck you. You started a fight and now like everything you’ve been a cunt about is fucking coming back and pissing me off. But lets just keep to I dunno, this week.

I literally had to fight both of you, "adults" just to take OUR cat to the vet, cause your fucking cheap and in goddamn denial, thats right GODDAMN, I can say that, because fuck you I can. I don't care if it uses gods name in vain, since when did you give a shit about god any way, considering the absolute shit storm you've given me for the last 4 years about going to church you didn't know anything about.

I fight just to get this cat to vet, long story short she's deathly sick. And I'm not complaining about taking care of her, I'm happy too, I will wipe her ass everyday long as she gets to be here, cause I love her and she's family. But the fact that I literally have to fight you just to get her fucking .70 food is GODDAMN ridiculous, god forbid her flea or ear mite medicine to keep her from scratching the blood out of herself. But I'm dollering you to death, and I'm a selfish peice of shit, excuse the fucking shit outta me.

Also, thanks for literally not helping me with her at FUCKING ALL. Like I said, I'm just happy she's alive, but honestly you wanna talk about how much you love her, and care about her, but you wont help me get the right food, and can't even take care of her. Our kitty was so sick she couldn't even move, so she had to be carried. I didn't want to take her to my room, because theres fucking shit and insulation everywhere from our shower breaking and dad still not cleaning up or fixing it, and I can't clean it up without getting bitched out. But god forbid we put her in your room, really? It's clean, your rooms not as hot, and you have a place to put her, but your terrified she's gonna pee or something, really? Your lucky she's fucking alive, I got pissed on taking her to the vet. Why, BECAUSE SHES SICK AND CANT HELP IT. I didn't get mad, I cleaned it up LIKE A FUCKING ADULT. You won't help me carry her when I'm trying to get her food, you don't want her in the living room. I could go on and on, you get the idea, I'm happy my cats alive, but fuck you for not helping me help her. SHE NEEDS US, your dropping the goddamn ball.

Lets get to today, the snapper of this, cause honestly this HAS SO MUCH SHIT, from you calling me a whore, accusing me of shit, not teaching me how to drive, cussing me out, not coming to my school stuff, thats might be a fucking tenth of all the shit that has been frustrating me. BECAUSE YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE AN ADULT, AND A PARENT, YOUR SUPPOSED TO HELP ME BUT INSTEAD YOU HAVE YOUR HEAD STUCK UP YOUR ASS.

We had our little family trip today, it was going so well. Till we were almost home, everyones in the car. Like usual you and dad are smoking like fucking trains and I can't fucking breathe, god forbid I roll down my window to satisfy MY HUMAN FUCKING NEED FOR OXYGEN. That wasn't the biggest issue, no the biggest issue is when you decided to fun your fucking mouth cussing me. Make such a huge fucking deal out of literally nothing. And when I say big deal, I mean on and on and on for 30 goddamn minutes. And any time it got quiet, YOU KEPT FUCKING YAPPING. I literally put my ear buds in, and ignored you. I didn't keep arguing, till you were LITERALLY SCREAMING SO LOUD I COULD HEAR YOU OVER MY ROARING TRAP MUSIC. Then I retaliate, you tell me to just shut the fuck up, the conversations over. FUCK YOU, I STOPPED TALKING 30 GODDAMN MINUTES AGO, YOUR THE DUMB FUCK THAT KEEPS GODDAMN TALKING.

And then, you pissed me off. Lets jump to last week. I got my first credit card, why? Because my laptop broke, I needed another for my online classes, we as a family were too broke to buy it. I understand that, I took it into my own hands. Then, you tried to start a fight, cause I didn't wanna go an extra 200+ into debt getting my little brother, WHO IS LITERALLY 8 a fucking laptop. You started a fight, because I refused to buy and 8 year old, a laptop, on my credit. Which oh by the way I know you would have never payed me back for, because your you and I've learned this lesson literally a dozen times, but your my mom so I keep letting you borrow my christmas money (I might get like, $60 each year, which is all I get from my family members, she "borrows" Then, will get her taxes, blow them and not pay me back, and guilt trip me about literally buying me stuff for my birthday at tax time, anyways) You tried to start a fight over that, then literally tried to put words in my mouth, saying I said I'd get him one. No, I didn't. I said I wish I could, I want him to learn how to type, but my line of credit is only $500, my laptop it's self was $250, the rest I was trying to save for emergencies, cause I knew we were fucking broke.

Now, I'm not on a rabbit trail, this ties in I promise. The day I got my laptop, we had went in Walmart to look, you said you were gonna get a handful of groceries while I looked, alright. I didn't get a laptop there, we go to leave. You ask me to pay for the groceries. I told you I didn't want to on credit, but how much is it? "Oh only like $20, I only got a few." Checked out, it was like $40. I got it anyways, and just asked that when you had the money, (She's literally getting a 1000+ check for her 401k in like, a week) if you could give me some for the upcoming comic con. (Comic con is a big deal for me, I cosplay, I go with my best friend and her family, I literally look forward to it all year. Most of the time I go, I'm usually broke, except for the last few cause I had a job until about a month before all this, whole other rant, anyways) So I was like cool, it sucks I'm another 40$ in the hole, but she knows how much con means to me, she'll give me it back. Then, I get my laptop. Back to the 8yr old brother thing, he literally has broken like 5+ tablets, my tv, and 3 phones alright. He gets mad, will throw them, scream curse words at them. It's ridiculous, literally didn't want to throw away $200+ I DIDNT HAVE on a brat who was gonna destroy it, along with my parents not knowing how to use it, neither does he so they expect me to fix LITERALLY everything, which is so annoying, cause then, he breaks it, its somehow on me. Anyways.

I was nice enough to lay away the laptop for you, another $30 I didn't have, but it got you off my fucking back. You also said you'd give me that back for con. I just wanna put in here, that when I got my job and actually had hours, I took my family out to dinner every paycheck, bought them stuff. Genuinely tried to not be selfish, Literally I think the only big thing I bought myself was my cosplay that I had wanted for like, years. But then my hours got cut, I was working literally 5 hours a week. I might have made $30-$40 for the majority of my employment, an with that I iterally saved up to take my friend out for her birthday and buy myself bedsheets, and still tried to take us out to eat, cause we got to do it as a family. But during this she was literally acting like, I had to pay for anything and everything. I needed to go to town for school, "You got gas money?" I asked for a few dollers so I could eat at work/before works, "Can't you buy it yourself?" Like, I would have HAPPILY if I had it, but I didn't, and your literally my mom, can you not drive me to school? Help me buy lunch, like WTfff?

And, today. Oh today, after you cussed and cussed and fucking cussed, I put my earbuds in and leave it alone, I DIDN"T SAY ANYTHING BACK, even though I know your still talking trash. I pause my musics just so I can hear you.

"Just wait till the next time you need something from me! Just fucking wait, and you can forget about your goddamn comic con money, go get a fucking job!."....................................................

I'm sorry, excuse me? Did I just fucking hear that correctly? See, I'm not a bad person, I don't believe so. But I fucking mentally snapped. I literally spent hours the other week helping her find another job, putting in her application. I can't get a job, because in the past fucking year and half she hasn't taken, and no exageration, more than 20 minutes to try to teach me how to drive, and not not only are you refusing to give me to the money you deadass owe me. But I. I need to get. A . God. Damn. Job.???????

At first, I handled it like a child, a child who loves their mother. "I don't care, I'll have fun without a fucking dime to my name." Then, my ass adulted, silently, excuse me. Excuse me, I don't think I heard that correctly, you not only are tryna sit there and cuss me, TELL ME TO GET A JOB, and, oh and, try to refuse the money you took from me?

I really, ya know, I really don't think thats gonna work. Cause see here, asshat, I have all your credit card info, all your social shit cause you don't know how to do a fucking job application, and, oh and, a cold GODDAMN shoulder. So heres how this is gonna work darlin, the day of con will come, and you will either give me my money (I didn't even ask for the full $70 btw, I said maybe like $40.) But you will either now give me all $70, or I will slip your card from your wallet, while your in your smokin drunken stooper, and frankly, cruelly, hold it fucking hostage till you #1Give me my fucking money, and #2 Fucking apologize, and admit you tried to do me so goddamn shitty. And if I don't think that apology is good enough, I'll take my money on my own and you will have disappointed me. I gave so many chances for redemption, and I still am.

But honestly this is prolly my fucking snapping point cause you have insulted me and frustrated me enough. I am 18, I am trying to adult, with no help from you, if anything more fight. Between finishing my senior year by my fucking self, to the stupid job shit, to omg, all the college shit she was supposed to help me with that I had to do on my own, to our poor cat which I'm trying to nurse off the fucking death bed single handedly, to literally not being able to get a job because of you, to you now more than likely ruining my credit, cussing me out, and just being an absolute pain in my goddamn ass along with every fucking thing else I am having to do on my own.

So, excuse me, fuck you. Get the fuck out of my way. You will NOT stand between me and the things I have earned and strive to get. In fact, no one will. You wanna be fucking petty, and fucking rude? Don't get made at me for winning a game you goddamn started :) K, thanks.

[cottoncske]

Sarah: The Abnormal Beyond the Life of a Teen Entry #2

•7/13/17• Well today has been uneventful, I stayed up talking to Katherine until 3am and i fell asleep around 6am. I don't fall asleep until the feeling of drowsiness falls over me ( it takes too long). Anyway my subject today is Parents... sit back relax and enjoy.

DISCLAIMER : This is a very controversial topic and I am sharing my full opinion, along with my parents opinion on race. I love all races and walks of life and have no problem with any race,sex, or age.

PARENTS: I swear, dealing with parents from the 60's are too tough. They don't open their minds to anything,nor listen. They always ask the question: "who raised these kids?" ( even though it's clear you have) I am a African American teenager, and I am raised in an African American family. As I am, I am raised to "know" these things:

1. Whites & the Jewish are the wolves in sheep skin ( which isn't true) 2. Being young means that you can't say shit. ( which is a dumbass term that shouldn't exist) 3. Just because your young, that means your dumb as hell and no experience with anything... ( which TOTALLY ISNT FUCKING TRUE)

First off, it's a really stupid to think all Whites & Jews hate blacks, it isn't the 60's anymore ,grow up. My mother makes these claims because her job experiences are pretty terrible, so she set up this mindset of that. Second, she thinks just because i'm 14, I don't know who people act truly. I can easily debunk that because :

Children in Iraq, Sudan, and Brazil,etc. are trafficked,raped, and some even have to provide for their sister and brothers since their parents are dead or out to war...

I'm not vain,but i'm not retarded. I know more than I should, I know people can be evil,disgusting, and at the worst sometimes even all the time. I know my history and I know others history... I'm not retarded.

I can easily make diverse numbers of friends and their parents love me, I know because I ask my friends...

I swear I hate the full "idea" of parenthood, they are too damn bossy,never give out privacy, and never shut the hell up. I love my mother best believe, but she doesn't believe in closing her mouth.....ever. After an argument, I can still hear her yapping after an hour! My mother can disagree on almost anything and everything just to start a fight.

My mother goes too far just to embarrass the life out of me. She always asks " is ( insert old enemy name)still acting crazy??" or " is that one over there bullying you?". The overprotective era is in my age range. My mom and family go so far as to ask if I have a boyfriend yet... -_- REALLY?!? DO I HAVE A BOYFRIEND YET?!? HAVE YOU SEEN ME?!? I FUCKING HATE MALES ( i'm joking)! I've worked too long and too hard to be treated like a child instead of a teenager... Now, my family is also Christian and they force it pretty heavily upon me and I hate it. They are convinced I'm possessed by the damn devil, just because I truly don't believe there is a god for moral reasons

God didn't help me with my depression, my friends did.

God doesn't heal my fucking scars, hydrogen peroxide did...

God killed multiple people in my family and one of them in a gruesome way. I have no hope or belief in a damn "god" . It was so heavily pushed on me that I was scared to be bisexual. I pushed "god" to the side, and decided to live my life freely. But when I think about religion, I feel 1million years worth of fear course through me. I can tell the only reason we have religion is because humans are scared of being alone. Loneliness hurts and it's scarier than anything in the world to us.

Conclusion * I went a little off track, but I wanted to get more characters in...

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2017-1(JAN)-14 & 15--Saturday & Sunday in this hellhole-2017.

2017-1(JAN)-14-Saturday & Sunday in this hellhole-2017.

Friday night into Saturday morning.....At 2am I was awoken terribly from a sleep I had only just struggled to obtain an hour before. I was awoken by a motorbike tearing LOUDLY along the roads and streets. (It was a 4-stroke, not a 2-stroke.) You could hear it travelling along the roads with total impunity.

Today, a magic-reset-button had been pushed for the criminal aboriginal household, and it is almost exactly as it was this time last year.....

Around 8:30am, an innocent man walking a dog on the streets as he was making his way to the shop, suddenly set off yapping dogs at the aboriginal criminal household.

Within a few minutes, out they start coming and travelling all about.....that heralded the 'start' of their 'day'.........

First out comes an adult aboriginal woman (the one who once badgered me and was lying as she tried to get me to give her money for some ficticious bullshit). She came out, and began walking to eventually stride off into Clayton Estate, Bellevue.

Then, moments later after she came out of the criminal household place, youths on pushbikes began to vomit out of the place and fill the roads, 1, 2, 3, 4 or so of them, like vintage film footage of emergency olde fire engines in a movie.

She yelled at them not to follow her.

Yes, that's all it takes, just one 'trigger event'....and then suddenly the shitheads are about.

And so she walked off. And the criminal (they are believe me) youths gathered on the road, then began all doing wheelies as they spread horizontally across the roads and slowly tavelling towards the shops. An innocent car came along but they ignored it.

A saw a Police wagon, go sedately along Clayton Street doing a patrol or whatever. It seemed to be just travelling along. It was not in any hurry.

All that in a space of a matter of minutes....all starting with the innocent action of an innocent man walking along with his dog past the criminal household. -- It acted as a 'trigger' motion, that roused the criminals from the criminal household.

I have not looked again. The SAME shit from the SAME criminals, just as they formulated it into being, a year or so ago. I can't stand it.

I know what is to come and even though I am writing this up offline in a text file, I will state it now...........MORE LOUD MOTORBIKES......MORE ABORIGINALS ROAMING THE STREETS, WITH MORE OF THEM ROAMING EVERYWHERE......

It is going to be a terribly HOT day, so says the pathetic weather forecasting for this hellhole area.

I am in a LOT of pain and despair.

THIS IS HELL.

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Then later, literally within the hour.....

Aboriginals have been gathering in the streets again on pushbikes.....this is yet another of the beginnings........

BTW, all the aboriginal criminals around here they use these pushbikes NOT as being 'owned' by anyone.......they interchange them at will at any time, all the time. They treat them as they would anything they have stolen. They truly, literally just drop them to the ground or road, anywhere. -- And please bare this in mind....that stolen pushbikes are extremely common around here with these criminals.

Then they all congregated on a driveway of an innocent resident, sat & laid down there despite them all knowing the resident has nothing to do with any of them at all.

One got on 'his' pushbike and darted into the yard of the household, and darted out again. Deliberate trespass. He came out of there. They yakked about shit and then all rode or walked off, one at least into a different direction and to the criminal household.

They dispersed ONLY after a resident had slowly reversed out of their driveway and saw them and stared at them. (and said something to them?)

I suspect that innocent resident knows only too well that their innocent residence would also be affected by them, as has happened in the past.

Monday EDIT:---I have subsequently been informed that this has indeed been the case above.

THIS IS HELL.

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9:55am........

Literally, within 10 minutes or so of the above.......I heard a VERY LOUD male adults voice yelling out, and so I dared look to see....

What I saw was that same group of aboriginals as before all racing off along the street and swearing and cursing at a adult male resident who had been shouting at them.

I don't know what that incident was about. I could not hear porperly what was being shouted at them but it was not nice. (as if you SHOULD be nice to criminals!?)

But this goes to show you what the hell happens here in this hellhole because of the aboriginal criminals.

They all rabidly rode off and went to the shops area, no doubt to cause shit there.

They are following their typical criminal behaviours.

THIS IS HELL.

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At 2:09pm......It's over 43C (104F) (outside in the brief time I had to take Sam & Max outside for ablutions they were literally whining to go outside for.

Came back in as quick as we could but I immediately noticed that although 'cooler' than the direct sun, it was no longer 'cool' inside this hovel.

There was a vehicle idling in the streets, just before the intersection, a small white one. I saw it then turn around, and go down the street and away. As it did so, several of those aboriginals passed it on pushbikes.

That's what happens. Any event that occurs here is an excuse for them to go all about and mill about, and be wary of, and report to others.

There was 5 of them on 4 bikes. And they all went straight into the criminal household.

The car saw them, but I have no idea what the occupant(s) thought. (other than...'geeez...this place really IS literally SWARMING with scum on the streets!')

Then the scum a few minutes later came out and was 'patrolling' all over the streets in the damn blazing heat.........and most of them are wearing black clothing.....

Oh Look! - at 2:21pm....out via the pedestrian walkway....out comes one of the unlicensable off-road-motorbikes with 2 of the aboriginals upon it, riding on the roads as if ALL roads were exclusively theirs and just theirs alone........

You see, they saw that vehicle go and I expect they thought it might have been an observation vehicle (Police), and so once they saw it travel away, they knew they (within 20 minutes), they could do whatever the hell they wanted......and they are doing so.....AGAIN....for coming into the 3rd week of SOLID EVERYDAY DAILY shit from aboriginal criminals on motorbikes in this hellhole.

And of course...they're all dressed in black......

It's the blazing heat of day and shitheads are all about......what's going to happen when the sun goes down and it's dark....?

THIS IS HELL.

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Earlier this evening between 5-7pm, I saw a mass of aboriginal youths gathering all about on the street verge outside the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD. They acted like pack animals who were barely under control.

It's HOT here. VERY VERY HOT, but do you know what the majority of them were dressed in? - All BLACK clothing. And often long black clothing, stuff you'd normally be be wearing in winter.

They drifted off down to the school oval.

Then around 7:20pm I saw another group of them gathering about nearby. And a snippet of what they were saying was heard....from one aboriginal punk to a kid.......about having to have to fight in order to 'get into' some idiotic acronym for a street gang name. Utterly pathetic crap from kids who grow up from the youngest age possible (even a toddler literally on the street) to be criminals, and who embrace being criminal at every opportunity they can, and who try to pull in other kids to be outright criminals with them. But those newer ones are never on the 'inner circle'....they are ALWAYS on the outer. And they suffer. And they relish it. And they also complain to adults about it when they are pulled up to explain themselves for their shitty actions.

And I know for an absolute fact that, THAT kid was told last year NEVER to associate with any of the aboriginals, ESPECIALLY those from the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD and the other shitty aboriginal households around. And he has been admonished by his mother and father countless times for the same thing.......but then the mother then freely associates with the criminals!? - What!?, for free or discounted priced booze & drugs? - Meanwhile their rented residence has been atttacked and its fence and gate destroyed numerous times, (they've given up fixing their fence....there's massive gaps in it now), their kids have been beaten up and been the target of thuggery, I've actually seen the mother herself had had rocks thrown at HER by the criminals,.....and yet the woman/mother STILL freely lets the kid asociate with the criminals!? - THAT is the level of shit around here. THAT is just one example of the extreme shit that the CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD has created about here. -- Police come in and can't make sense of what the hell is going on. They KNOW what is happening and yet they still can't control it all because the single one source of so much shit going on, the CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD is totally untouchable and immune and so much outright lies and false hopes are thrown at you whenever you dare to try to want someone to explain why nothing is getting done, the things that were promised many many months ago.....EVICTION to the criminals. Get back law and order and decency and safety and peace to live in........

And today, after that little gathering, they drifted off up the street towards the shops, and the overweight aboriginal woman (the same woman who lets a toddler in diapers walk in traffic on the roads by itself...that shows you how much mentality and responsibility SHE has and rolls in like a pig in shit)....she came along and started to roll her fists in the air over and over again as if goading, "Go on....hurry up and let me see a fight! I wanna see, I wanna see!"

The entire group of them, went to the shops direction where ordinary innocent people are.

And it is beginning to get dark.

THIS IS HELL.

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As I have previoulsy stated, all this entry is being done OFFLINE.

I will wait until later to post it online.

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SUNDAY:

3am-----Sam & Max fed early in the dark. in the cool of the night/very early am because they wanted to be fed, and I had to get up anyway because I was in a LOT of pain.

Outside, Sam & Max were doing their ablutions, and I could hear dogs barking off in the neighborhood. - Then I heard a TOO-LOUD (just shitty) car tear off somewhere nearby. Shortly afterwards, we came inside and.....THAT shitty illegal unlicensed motorbike returned and went thru the usual shitty way, once again not caring a fuck about anyone but riding slow so as not to be 'too' apparent and be 'tracked' travelling about despite it being loud anyway.

And I heard voices elsewhere from the minicriminals roaming about......

Funny that eh?

It's a full moon. But that is NOT an excuse. It just happens to be giving more light than usual that the criminals use in darkness. They travel around with hand-held flashlights which they flash everywhere and at houses any other time.

Out of the ordinary? No....it was just a daily rousing of the shitheads. The kind of thing that always wakes me up here and which none of the outside people believe.

Quiet nights.......I've long since forgotten about what they were like here....

A 'quiet' Sunday to come.....don't fucking believe it.

THIS IS HELL.

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Sunday at almost 4am.........I heard dogs yapping and I instantly knew who's THEY were........from the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSE.

They use yappers like that to act as their guard dogs....they only guard by making noise.

Are the dogs licensed or anything? - If anything of the past year is to go by, the criminals there don't give a shit about ANY laws, let alone having dogs registered, just like they had a dog in 2016 running around into everyones yards and fouling them. That shitty tactic caused Sam & Max no end of stress.........

Down the street, sitting under a streetlight in the dark, are at least 2 aboriginals 'camped out' there.

Those dogs of theirs just keep yapping and yapping non-stop.

I wonder if the local public school has been a target for attack yet again, or are are they just standing, awaiting criminal brethern to return, those staggering around on the streets drunk, drugged or both, or are they waiting for an illegal motorbike to go around yet again, or are simply standing watch keeping an eye out to spot any Police who may make a rare patrol?

You see, if a Police car DOES come along the long street, or on any streets here, the word gets shouted out there's cops around and the warning gets flashed around the neighborhood, which they then track the Police movements.....they do that either just by standing on street corners and yelling out to each other (I've seen THAT countless times), or they send mini-criminals on pushbikes out to follow Police (seen THAT countless times), and in any event they just travel about and dart into innocent peoples yards and properties to hide from Police (seen THAT countless times)...........

THIS IS HELL.

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For the rest of Suday, I'm not saying anything.

But I have been conferring somewhat with another of this hellhole and it is actually WORSE than I have been writing about in my blog!

Because......of the criminal aboriginals.

Without giving any details, in my blog you will have already seen that residents live here in fear and dread. I am the same. But I have also been privvy to know that that an innocent resident has in teh very recent past been physically attacked and required medical attention. And the injuries sustained were inflicted by the criminal aboriginals.

All stemming from the criminals of the CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD.

THIS IS HELL.

The Police ARE aware how bad all this is, and they keep trying to maintain the belief that they have control of everything. -- NO!, they do not. -- All the Police are doing is acting like comic firefighters wandering around with a water pistol against a massive blaze of aboriginal crime but all they're doing is attending little spot fires created from sparks whilst being completely ineffectual against the main blaze.

And the Police and authorities keep going back to the main site and source of all this and mutter, "Dear me.....this is silly you fellows. You really must behave yourselves. Uhhhh, you'll behave yourselves for me won't you from now on....yes? Huh? Why are you shaking your heads......oh well, I'll see you next time. I'll bring some more toys and ice creams for all you to enjoy. Do you want some more pushbikes? Oh, that's right you can steal all you want. Oh well, that'll save some of our budget."

That above is ficticious by the way but it IS a true indication of what sort of shit is like here. I've seen it for myself.

My pathetic attempt at some levity above is just that.

And today, (Monday after this Sunday), there is the 'traditional' false calm from the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD..................

And the scum have given up trying to be surreptitious about their stealing of neighbours rubbish bins and using them. They're are doing it outright. They don't give a shit about anyone or anything.

And as I keep saying....it IS A HELL OF A LOT WORSE THAN YOU CAN POSSIBLY IMAGINE, and IT IS A HELL OF A LOT WORSE THAN IS BEING ADMITTED BY POLICE AND AUTHORITIES.

I wish I still had my guns.

I've had next to no sleep AGAIN/STILL.....and I'm in a LOT of pain.

P--@09:26am--16-Jan-2017---Fliss, you have NO IDEA how bad things are here and how everyone is suffering.