#i understand nothing

[gaylight-prairie]

Finished ff7 rebirth

Man.

[elliespuns]

Okay, someone just accused me (in their anon confession) on one of the confessional Tlou blogs of posting "strange" stuff about young Ellie. Basically, what this person is saying is that they like what I post, but scrolling through my blog feels off to them.

First of all, this blog is about Ellie Williams. I post about Ellie in general; including ADULT Ellie. What I post about adult Ellie has nothing to do with what I post about young Ellie (like, do I even have to specify this here? It's so crazy to me). I'm allowed (same as anyone else in this fandom) to crush on adult Ellie Williams, yanno?

NEVER HAVE I EVER written anything CONCERNING or PERVY about YOUNG Ellie. I literally beg your pardon.

Second of all, you're always free to unfollow or block if you have a problem with what I post, instead of naming my blog and throwing dirt at it to make people who have never heard of it think poorly about its content. To think something that is not true in the first place. 

You could've easily slipped into my DMs and asked me about specific posts if something made you doubt them, and I would WITHOUT a PROBLEM explain the meanings behind them because my consciousness is crystal clear when it comes to content I share.

Loving young Ellie for the sweet, freckled goofball of joy she is is considered "strange" and off-putting? Why? No matter your age (I'm 30 if you need to know), if you feel like young Ellie's babysitter who would just love to squish her cheeks, there's literally nothing wrong with it. 

I know folks are not used to blogs posting about young Ellie, because it seems that here on Tumblr, Ellie Williams is only known as the hot stuff lesbian everyone yearns to write smut fics about. But I assure you that not everyone is like that, and I also assure you that some of us actually admire her as a character with no intention to disrespect.

Loving the hell out of young Ellie while crushing on adult Ellie (crushing with respect in my case) is completely okay. There's a line that no one in their right mind crosses.

There are A LOT of people who still love to see endearing post about her younger version, you know. If you don't like this blog's content, unfollow and move along without throwing rocks at someone you know nothing about (me).

I'm so disappointed right now. I need a break for a while.

[gideonysis]

harrow the ninth spoilers below the cut

lying in the tomb that had claimed her heart, faraway in a land she had never travelled, harrowhark nonagesimus fell asleep, or dropped dead, or both (htn)

[scullysconstant]

Me watching every single scene of 1899

[sparklyoats]

Does anyone outside of the states actually care about that super bowl 🥣 thing??

[fwuitierfwogier]

College has severely humbled my belief in my reading abilities.

Before this everyone was all like "you're on a college reading level so you have to read these harder pieces," but, comparatively, ALL OF THAT WAS SO EASY

GIVE ME BACK SHAKESPEAR! I DON'T WANNA READ THE SPEECH OF A YE OLDEN H*LL FIRE AND BRIMSTONE PREACHER 😭

On another note, I'm reading "South Carolina Defines the Causes of Secession (1860)" and it lowkey reads like a pissy toddler with the literary comprehension of a language professor

[kokowolfe]

I realized I REALLY don't know how to socialize with social people ._.

Like, with shy people is easier because I feel emphatic. I feel like I'm "less shy" than them, so it's easier for me to talk to them.

However, when social people approach me, I panic internally, because I try TOO HARD to seem social, easygoing, and not awkward at all.

Well...

Some days ago I let a random girl borrow my computer for a while, as she had a programming test and wanted to practice a bit. After that, she thanked me twice and gave me a candy to show how glad she was I helped her out. I happily accepted and that was it. She seemed like a pretty nice girl, but I wasn't ready to keep interacting with her after that due to my own awkwardness.

Today she came to my seat asking how I studied for algebra, since she saw my grades (which are public for the whole class to see some reason and I really hate that ;-;) and though they were far from good (tbh, this year's been awful for me 😭), they weren't THAT BAD. And she asked me if she could join me the next time I studied.

Tbh, I don't understand the subject myself, but accepted anyway.

Later today, during a break, she came to me again to have a small talk of the current subject we were learning in chemistry and how interesting and not-difficult was so far.

So I realized, this girl has some interest in staying in contact with me. At least to some degree. And I don't know how to reciprocate to since I feel it'd be awkward if I was the one who approached her, since she has a group friend while I'm more of a quiet one most of the time (the reason I started hanging out with the other quiet kid of the class xd)

But yeh, she seems nice, but idk what to even do ;-;

[huntingsoundwaves]

[galaxythedragonshifter]

My Economics class giving me charts expecting I understand a single bit of it

[javertautismtruther]

Listening to the Spanish recording of a musical that was originally French and popularised in English, while singing along in Dutch like

[companionwolf]

My starter wolves on Lorwolf :3

[pozge-pridumayu]

[snixx]

SINGLE SLIT EXPERIMENT MY ABSOLUTE BELOATHED

[stupidbrainthoughts]

“Oh no, Titty, how dare” -My art teacher approximately 30 seconds ago

[juuuuunaaaaaooooo]

Months????? Didn't Rio gone 1 month?????

[brilliantskies]

Finland I love you