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themindelectricdemo4 · 1 year ago

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wait it all makes sense the most likely reason why i got "ermm youre not ENTITLED to that INFORMATION" when i asked for boundaries in a listed format is because it was assumed i would use it for manipulation because thatsliterally how their brain works. like. i was vulnerable with what upset me & i had it blatantly used against me to disrupt me purposefully. yikes

#HOKO.EXE #11/26/2023 #i understand having low trust of ppl cuz god me too but umm #its kind of telling that thats a first assumption kinda cuz uhhh wlell (they literally did that)#speaking of assumption this is what this is it does make sense though #being overly aware of manipulation tactics can really be a yellow ass flag #i say this cuz like i think ive run into being a manipulator msyself just gonna be real & admit to my mistakes!!!#im overly aware of them but its the paranoia but i think esp at one point it was that #the bpd episode of 2016 or 2017 or whenever #good god to my fp at the time #i think my bpd makes me more manipulative sometimes tbh -_-#but other times im paranoid of these tactics being used against me from anxiety #so i think researching them helps to make me more aware (it only makes me more paranoid)#& esp in my bpd lows ive def utilized them ........#gordness #this is why my fp is a deliusion & hes a king cuz nothing i say iin my hashtag worst moments #means anything to him hes so awesome 4 that #cluster b x cluster b (mutual manipulation. its like if u both manipulate each other enoguh it ballances out #HELP ME #sorry for making this a hokomate post in the tags #HOKOMATE.HTML #GLOOMY.TXT #anyways i just need lists for my autism but if u dont wanna provide one thats ok #i will just have to curate my own thru trial & error & thats fine but will probably be annoying to u from me making mistakes over & over #i am attempt to unlearn the “sorry if i hurt ur feelings”apology though please why did i ever do that #also inb4 “its not an excuse” no its not an excuse its just helpful to be conscious of my conditions cuz they cause me to act certain ways #so certain therapy can help with that & looking up “bpd how to stop being manipulative” or some shit like that can come up with relevant #results or “how to effectively communicate with autism” (eveb though i mostly get shitty resources for autistic kids cuz ppl think it goes #away when youre an adult) its just a statement to announce correlation (to me at least. i know some ppl try to use it as an excuse which su

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