#i tried to isolate and it was like the absolute worst thing buuut the joke is that i was stuck in the middle of nowhere
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Only reason I have that url is to piss off and when everyone will stop being pissed do something maybe perhaps.
#like the amount of classist bullshot that king led his eyes upon was like#did anyone go outside or too online during unattended childhood or???#i wasn't out there looking for love wdkskskfk#like maaaan#when they pretend they caaaaare#dooooon't if you doooooon't#it's not heartbreaking it just provoke the worst annoying conversations#like you talk about the same thing 400 times because situations that take 400 years to sort themselves out#like let me smoke a lot and pretend nothing happens and don't ask me why i drink nooooo#i tried to isolate and it was like the absolute worst thing buuut the joke is that i was stuck in the middle of nowhere#like what were my options sllflslslflsldls#and the people i was with weren't people i had much fun cooperating with in the past sooooo 👀#i wanted to kill myself every single seconds of that shit because repression make people do THAT#i was disociating so hard#it was disgusting and i really thought i wouldn't make it out at all#like i really thought i was going to die stuck in some repressed state of absolutely everything i repressed in life#it was an absolute nightmare#i almost consider relapsing but im in a too vulnerable state#just because some nerd decide they stalk you and like a moron i really ate it up and that's the only ok part#and#still#if someone moans as if they're verging stroke while completely sober as if there was no way to control#makes me uncomfortable for too many reasons because autism#you do that and i will do everything to make someone not do that#that implies just giving bottoming with a deadstare#i dislike that so much#i fucking love to be on receiving end of chemsex because i love the cope and it sorts that kind of thing out#but if you do me vibeless entirely sober i will develop so much resenting i will just stop#just to not deal with the over stimulation while sober#because sobriety is annoying in every circumstances and nothing legal is coping as hard as it pretends
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