#i too am in this episode 🧿🧿

[desire-mona]

blue eyed rsl is now on the nightmare moodboard. get this freak away from me BACK! BACK I SAY!!!!

[thecagedflightlessbird]

Doctor *I can't stop smiling looking at her* dhruv y'all

[youremyheaven]

https://www.tumblr.com/youremyheaven/745791906921988096/rahu-ketu?source=share

This!!!!! sooo true I don't have a personality yes , I don't know what my fav movie , colour , song etc is . ' I'm okay with anything you are down to' type. I try mimic different mannerisms , even for months i try personalities too like dresses . I'll be like 'what do you need ? Like I can be anything you want , a joker/clown, a baddie , a innocent girl , a pickme whatever babe just tell me ' . 🙂

I DON'T KNOW WHO AM I , WHY AM I EVEN BORN ON THIS ROCK FLOATING IN THE AIR , WHY ME AFTER ALL THIS STRUGGLE OF GENES FOR CENTURIES FROM A SUGAR MOLECULE TO THESE COMPLEX YET DUMB BEINGS?

I daydream , I get depressed, then the manic episodes, then I pickup myself, I stabilize myself by reality of life then the cycle repeats.

The ups n downs don't phase me anymore but people around me get scared when I tell them the shit I'm in , I have a friend whenever I call ( which I rarely do ) is afraid to pickup cuz she doesn't want to know what she gets to hear now 😂.

🥺🥺🥺girlieeee

Nodals are so brave for just existing cause I can't imagine what it's like to manage that energy (I hope I don't sound patronizing or anything, I just genuinely mean it, like idk HOW y'all do it 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨)

I've always had a very strong sense of self and very clear ideas of where I want to go in life and how I want to live. I'm probably the most decisive person I know, I don't tolerate fools and have no patience for bullshit. I've had moments in life however especially last year (Ketu year 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨) where I felt like I didn't know who I was or who I wanted to be or where I was going and oh boy, it was tough and it really helped me understand what it's like to feel untethered. Lacking any solid sense of anything was so challenging and made me do crazy things 😭😶‍🌫️😭 like not listen to my gut and tolerate toxic people. 7 months into 2024, a Saturn year, the vibes are soooo different and even tho things are tough at times, the structure of Saturn is no joke 🥵🥵🥵 I feel like I'm becoming a better version of myself 🧿🪬🧿🪬 after having my identity dissolved by Ketu last year 😪😪😪

[subtlesolitude-tailoredtaste]

Why People with Trauma Struggle in Relationships

Theo Von Clips

Excerpt from This Past Weekend w/ Theo Von #495 | Tim Fletcher

Full Episode: • Trauma Expert Tim Flet...

@DavidBee101

3 months ago

That whole line about being fine until something triggers you and then fucking things up beyond repair hit hard. When it's too late it's too late, and you will hate yourself once you come to that realisation.

ago

@ahem8013 I've never heard the phrase, but I love it. Something similar I say is "the truth will set you free, but it's going to piss you off first."

People who believe that their life is perfect and can't fail are always in for a worse reaction than a person who is realistic. I know exactly how close I am to failure, because it would take one bad accident, some legal trouble, or even a random freak accident with no explanation and I could be homeless by the end of the year.

A LOT of people don't understand that.

@jakx1115

2 months ago

@ye3472 same here bro. Dealing trauma has set me back.

Hearing Theo say “when I saw a functioning family I would be like ‘what the f*** is this’” killed me

409

13

@MsMak03

2 months ago

😂 now I’m staying to see this moment

3

@zackwebb8697

2 months ago

Shits real too. Just seeing a family eating dinner together used to break me

33

@MsMak03

2 months ago

@zackwebb8697 sorry mate

2

@zackwebb8697

2 months ago

@MsMak03 no worries, I eat dinner with my wife and kid now

16

@Shotzno

2 months ago

It was even better when he said,”that’s the dumbest sht I’ve ever seen.” xD

7

@BenLWolf

1 month ago

@zackwebb8697 ... Oh god that was probably not a good idea. You didn't have proper training to raise children to begin with. Most likely you're just going to transfer your pain down on them and keep the cycle of abuse going no matter what you do.

1

@zackwebb8697

1 month ago

@BenLWolf Thats the duty of any parent, to deal with their own baggage and stop the generational trauma from being passed down. I'm not perfect but I feel like I've done my work. I will say, epigenetics are a scary idea to me

7

📌🧿📿 @musicallyfedmonkey3 months ago “The highway of life is filled with flat squirrels that couldn't make a decision.”🧠🔫🧿

❗️

@jenniferbaker1561 1 month ago It's hard to be broken as a child and to have to spend your life trying to fix what someone else did. it isn't right, it just isn't right. I pray for all of us.

❗️

[kiwiana-writes]

How about 💥 and 🧿, please? 😁

💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.

I’m making the executive decision to ignore both podfics and drabble collections here, because that definitely skews things lol.

My least kudosed fic overall is A matter of convenience, a Schitt’s Creek 5+1 fake dating fic. It’s a sapphic pairing of two characters who never met in canon, one of whom is only in one episode, so like… I get it 😂 But I actually really love this fic!! Their relationship feels like it develops naturally over time and the premise was a ton of fun to write.

My least kudosed RWRB fic is… Pankakke. (Part three of the much ado series JUST overtook it, apparently, because I definitely assumed it was at the bottom.) And you know what? Pankakke is a masterpiece, actually, and it’s less than 700 words, so y’all should read it 😂 Listen, I am a Fandom Old ™️ and one of the EXTREMELY petty hills I will die on is what “crack fic” is. And by that old school definition of crack fic, I really truly feel like this fandom needed an injection of that. So I’m here to, er. Fill that gap, as it were.

🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to?

This is definitely something I struggle with a little, but I am very very privileged to have people who are subscribed to me, who are willing to give a lot of things a go if I write them, and ultimately I try not to get too bogged down in the numbers of it all. Or I retreat into my Airtable and start calculating truly ridiculous stats to make myself feel better 😂

[Let's Get REAL fic writer asks]

[skydinzeal]

🛸🙏Extraterrestrial Visitor, Episode 3.4) "We are on the sun! And this Teacher says... Channeled Visions, my art, voice and talisman design. No A.I.💜 😇🧿read below for a hidden message from this E.T.! ⚡👽🌟🦋👑🌷 The E.T. Visitor was an exclusive feature of my newsletter for many years. I've put this into story/video format! They're all from my drawings, spiritual teachings, as a whole a channel perspective of various extraterrestrials, their civilizations and most interestingly their religions. All the content including the sound and voices is my own. I create Metaphysical & Alien Jewelry & Art! 🌷🔥🌟☀️✨ So, Solar ET says our souls come from the sun. I received a mssg... The brighter the sun the more souls on it... If too many die the sun will destroy earth. There is more... 🌠💜👽✨🔭🌠💜⚡☀️✨ I have been trying to rebuild all my jewelry & art that was stolen when I was assaulted & robbed (many times). I am looking for a quality SPIRITUAL STORE or ART GALLERY to TRULY help with sales/marketing their work & mine! I am a rare, tireless entertainer, salesperson and psychic. I have huge internet reach and can work day and night continuously! I don't even need to eat. I have got by on hard work & skill alone, not cheating & it shows! If you would like to make a connection happen contact me. If it works out I will pay you! 🌟 A very modest GoFundMe here! Please spread the word! https://gofund.me/82ac1c5b Thank you!🌟💜🗽💜🎿💜❄️💜🦌 . . . . . . . . . #aliens #lifeonthesun #scifiart lry #handmadeart #extraterrestrial #spiritualart #metaphysical rt  #psychicart  #paranormalart #alienart #fantasyart g #pleiadian #pleiadianstarseed #m #starseed  #channelling #starseed #alienguide #newageart #spiritualartist #extraterrestrial #psychicart #channelledmessage #Spiritualart #alienmessage #anunnaki #ancientaliens http://dlvr.it/T4QRpy