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#i told myself i would not like scar. here we are though. uhmmm
roses-fallen · 4 months
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it's the voices telling me to draw them not me
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anonymous-wolf22 · 5 years
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Fuck Yeah
1: Name   Kai
2: Age   22
3: 3 Fears   Fiance leaving me, never meeting him face-to-face, being alone with my thoughts
4: 3 things I love   My fiance, food/desserts, and animals ^^
5: 4 turns on   Hell, anything my fiance says to me, forced to submit, pain, and just looking at my fiance
6: 4 turns off   Talking bout my parents, my current life situation, thinking about a certain asshole, and my depressing thoughts seeping through
7: My best friend  That one’s hard.... It’s a tie between David and Kiana, though I’m leaning more towards David
8: Sexual orientation   Bi-sexual <3
9: My best first date   What first date?
10: How tall am I   5.1 ft   :’(
11: What do I miss   Triple Chocolate Fudge Cake
12: What time were I born   1:03 pm
13: Favorite color   Black, Red, Purple, and Blue
14: Do I have a crush   Yep :)
15: Favorite quote     I got lots
“It’s funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the tiny pieces”
“I choose you. And I’ll choose you, over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I’ll keep choosing you”
“The demons are back and stronger than ever. They are looking for a fight, looking to win, and this time, I might just let them.....”
16: Favorite place   Does in my fiances arms count if I haven’t been there yet?
17: Favorite food   They are all number 1 <3
18: Do I use sarcasm   Sometimes
19: What am I listening to right now   Criminal by Britney Spears
20: First thing I notice in new person   Hmm, the way they act, their personality~
21: Shoe size  Fuck, idk lmao
22: Eye color  Blue
23: Hair color  Dirty-Blonde  (Wish it was black)
24: Favorite style of clothing   I don’t know, I guess loose and comfy
25: Ever done a prank call?   Can’t remember
27: Meaning behind my URL   Don’t have one
28: Favorite movie   Fuck, uhhhh..... Deadpool 1&2    for now~
29: Favorite song   Lot’s,   Baby Don’t Cut - Bmike,   Anxiety - Blackbear,   Hold On - Chord Overstreet, and more fucking depressing songs <3
30: Favorite band   Hmmm.... Ramstein
31: How I feel right now   Eh, depressed, loved, horny, sad, upset, happy, it’s all jumbled up
32: Someone I love  My fiance~
33: My current relationship status   Engaged <3 <3
34: My relationship with my parents   I wouldn’t care if they died, not going to lie, I would do it if there were no consequences
35: Favorite holiday   Halloween ;o
36: Tattoos and piercing i have   Sadly, no tats yet. Only piercings I have so far, are my ears
37: Tattoos and piercing i want   Tattoo: A knife going through a skull with chains loosely wrapped around it   Piercing:  The tip of my ears
38: The reason I joined Tumblr   My fiance told me about it, and it was an easier way for us to chat with each other and send each other all of the dirty little naughty things we want~
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?   I don’t know if he hates me, but I don’t know if I hate him, I’m just fucked up and confused
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?   Sometimes
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?   Nope, but I hope to soon~
42: When did I last hold hands?   Hold hands? I think that was in 8th grade when my friend Kiana was dragging me away from the bullies
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?  Like 5-10 minutes
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?   Yep
45: Where am I right now?   In my cursed room
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?   Depends, where am I? In England, my fiance. Here? I don’t know, Kiana
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?   Depends on the type of music playing, and also what it’s playing from, like headphones.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?   Unfortunately
49: Am I excited for anything?   2024 :3
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?   Yep
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?   Honestly? 97% of the time
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?   I don’t know, uhmmm..... think it was in 11th grade
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?   Well, that’s a hard one, cause I have yet to kiss anyone. But, say if it was my fiance, I would slap the shit out of whoever he is kissing, and probably shove a stick up their @$$
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?   ....
55: What is something I disliked about today?   No chocolate
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?   My fiance, I just want him in front of me and to hug him and never let go~
57: What do I think about most?   2024, Desserts, Fiance, Music, Pets, unfortunately, John 
58: What’s my strangest talent?   Uhhh.... Don’t really have any, I guess hiding how I truly feel inside
59: Do I have any strange phobias?   Is being deathly afraid of ants a strange phobia?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?   Behind, 100%
61: What was the last lie I told?   That I was fine
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?   I don’t know, they both seem a bit weird to me
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?   Ghosts, yes. Aliens? I don’t know
64: Do I believe in magic?   Who knows
65: Do I believe in luck?   Sometimes
66: What’s the weather like right now?   Clear
67: What was the last book I’ve read?   A fan-fiction of RWBY
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?   Yesssss
69: Do I have any nicknames?   K
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?   My arm twisting completely around
71: Do I spend money or save it?   Save
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?   Nope :(
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?   Eww, fuck noooo
74: Favorite animal?   Entire Cat family and wolves
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?   Watching “Love 020″ on Netflix
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?   Hmmm.... I have no clue, never really thought about it
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?   Lots, but, definitely this one:   Dream of You - Camila Cabello and Battle Scars - Lupe Fiasco
78: How can you win my heart?   Be mindful of how I truly feel, care for me like no one ever has, be a dominant
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?   "I had so many battle scars from my war, but my love healed them away~”
80: What is my favorite word?   Chocolate
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr   @thelonewolf84  @we-are-beautiful-s0uls @britishdom 
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?   I don’t give a fuck what you think about who I love
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?   Yeah, my bio-father
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?   Invisibility
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?   What my thoughts are about my ex or how I feel towards him or what I would say if I was allowed the chance to ask him 1 thing
86: What is my current desktop picture?   I have it on shuffle, but currently it’s on a picture of an anime boy playing the piano in the rain
87: Had sex?   Not yet ;)
88: Bought condoms?   Nope
89: Gotten pregnant?  Do I seriously need to answer that?
90: Failed a class?   Yes.... I think
91: Kissed a boy?   Not yet ;)
92: Kissed a girl?   Nope
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?   Haven’t kissed anyone!!! Omg
94: Had job?   Not yet
95: Left the house without my wallet?   What wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?   Fuck no!
97: Had sex in public?    -sigh-
98: Played on a sports team?   Yep, soccer and baseball when I was 8-11
99: Smoked weed?   Nope
100: Did drugs?   Nope
101: Smoked cigarettes?   Almost
102: Drank alcohol?   Mhm
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?   Fuck no! I want my bacon and kielbasa!!!
104: Been overweight?   Nope
105: Been underweight?   Currently am
106: Been to a wedding?   Yep, my aunts
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?   Yes lol, longer
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?    Yes lol, longer
109: Been outside my home country?   Not yet
110: Gotten my heart broken?   ....yes.....
111: Been to a professional sports game?   I...think so....?
112: Broken a bone?   Many, many times. I was very clumsy in my teens, I still am but have yet to break any bones so far
113: Cut myself?   Yes and yes, to both ways
114: Been to prom?   No, skipped it
115: Been in airplane?   -shivers-  Too scared to be in one, but I will have to when I go to England
116: Fly by helicopter?   Nope
117: What concerts have I been to?   None
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?   Yep
119: Learned another language?   Mhm, spanish
120: Wore make up?   No
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?    Still a virgin.....
122: Had oral sex?   Nope
123: Dyed my hair?   Want to
124: Voted in a presidential election?    Nope, fuck politics
125: Rode in an ambulance?   Yep
126: Had a surgery?   Mhm
127: Met someone famous?    Nope
128: Stalked someone on a social network?   Hehe....yeah lol
129: Peed outside?    I don’t remember if I have or have not
130: Been fishing?   Yes... My instructor ate the worms ;-;
131: Helped with charity?   Yep ^^
132: Been rejected by a crush?   Yep
133: Broken a mirror?   Yeah
134: What do I want for birthday?   Depends, which birthday? This year, Triple Chocolate Fudge cake. 2024, to be in my fiance’s arms~
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carina-debayle · 7 years
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De’bayle Reunion: Return of Astrelle | Part I
Log Date:  3/8/17
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Sitting within the office, we all worked in a comfortable silence. Armont, working on paper work, and I assisting Hestia with her homework. The day was normal, nothing out of the ordinary, nothing outstanding, but it was peaceful and I was happy. This sort of peace I had longed for for many turns. I figured there was nothing more that could make my day better than where it stood…
The pair of De'bayles traveled out from the Lominsian coast, arriving at the southwestern shore of Eorzea and the docks of Gridania. Denz had filled in most of the time elaborating on the events of the past few years, centered around Ishgard and his and Armont’s travels in Eorzea, though ‘misadventures’ were a stronger word for the once culture-shocked Ishgardians. Leading Astrelle from Gridania towards the housing districts of the Lavender beds, the proximity of the two would eventually reach the conscious of Armont, Carina, and to a lesser degree, Hestia. For the two hyurs, they would not feel much distinction in the presence, it was hard to tell them apart without much practice, but Armont… He could keenly sense Denz, and alongside him, a presence he had not felt in years. One strongly akin to his own mother, yet individual in it’s own presence as well. He was sensing his sister, and she him. The two hyur were hard to discern for Astrelle, just a 'faceless’ feeling to them. Denz moved within that proximity, wholly unchanged, but he looked back at Astrelle after a moment’s thought, pausing before the apartment complex’s door.
Astrelle De'bayle followed along in silence, still uncertain how to feel over her brother’s changed appearance. It swelled in her both pride and shame at having not been around to witness it firsthand. As they drew near, her brow creased in thought and focus as she felt the familiar presence of Armont – and then picked up on the two unknown to her. She turned a curious gaze to Denz but kept her questions unasked for the time being, coming to rest as he paused in front of the apartment. She studied him for a long moment before tucking a strand of dark auburn hair behind her long ear. “Is all well, Denz?”
Denz tilted his head, musing for a moment before shaking his head. “A-ah, no, just…” He looks up to the rain that now was making them wetter. “… enjoying the… rain?” He shakes his head, opening up the door to the complex. Like the Mists, the building held a simple lobby and several retainers to greet them, but Denz gave them a passing wave and little else. Leading the sister up the stairs, he halted before a simple door, the presences more keen behind the portal. Denz looked at Astrelle, stuttering for a moment as he meant to ask for her readiness, before just opening the door up and leading her in.
Glancing up from her daughter’s work, Carina glanced over toward the door where she felt the familiar presence of her family approaching. Raising a brow as the entered in, her eyes moving directly toward the unfamiliar face. “Evening Denz…”
Denz gave a cursory glance to the hyur, before his head craned towards the corner where he knew his brother lingered.
Armont De'bayle blinked towards the door that was around the corner. It was a distant feeling, one that caused disbelief as he waited for the two to walk in. “Denz? Who do you have with you?” He asked out, curious.
“Armont… your brother brings a guest,” Carina smiled lightly.
Denz walked in silently, plated boots overshadowing the footfalls of his travelling companion.
Armont De'bayle nodded to Carina. “Aye, I know that, though I wish to see this guest with mine own eye.”
Astrelle, for her part, had simply sucked in a bracing breath of air and realized only now that she had been holding it. She released, following behind her brother, giving all gathered brief glances before her eyes fell on Armont.
Armont De'bayle stood up from his desk, sliding the chair back as he leaned over it with fingers sprawled out over paperwork. “Aye… There is a face I have not seen in years…” He said softly, though a smile slowly grew across his face. It was likely a shock for her to see, the last time she had laid eyes on Armont he would have been shades lighter in skin tone, far less scars and most certainly had two eyes. “How have you been?” He asked, fully standing up straight, still shocked that his sister rested before him.
Denz’s eye twitched. “How have you been?” A gloved hand came up to rub his forehead. “This family is quite lacking in meaningful reunions.”
Astrelle studied him for a long silence, her deep-cerulean eyes drinking in his changed features. It drew a small breath from her to realize that he, too, had changed much since her absence. Bringing a hand up to cover her mouth and stifle the hitch in her voice as she spoke, she cleared her throat and gave her older brother a reserved nod in greeting. “Well, thank you brother. I see time has been.. rough on you but you seem all the stronger for it.” Her smile grew, gaze lingering on him and shooting Denz a glare before turning to the three gathered at the nearby table. “Hello,” she said in soft greeting before moving towards the desk to stare at Armont, arms folding across her chest.
Raising a hand, Carina offered a short wave, “hello… I have heard much about you…” the Hyur nodded, glancing down toward her daughter.
Hopping up on her chair, Hestia turned around to look at the new face, her eyes spotting the mark on the woman’s forehead, “aha! Mommy! Look she has…” stopping short before a feared lecture, Hestia swiftly went into a proper greeting, “ah… h-hello!”
Alleria Surlaint looks around the room raising her hand slowly waving “H…Hello”
Armont De'bayle dipped his head down towards her. “It has been rough on us all I am afraid… Though our family has grown by two since you have left.” He extended a plated arm out to point at Carina and Hestia with all fingers. “This is my wife, Carina and Hestia, our daughter.” He smiled, though he visibly eyes the cut across her forehead, choosing to remain silent about it for the time being.
Denz shot a very youngest-sibling-glare back to Astelle, swallowing the urge to stick his tongue out at her.
Astrelle sucks in a breath at the mention, turning again to study the Hyur and child at the table. “Oh… my,” she manages to say, appraising Carina for a moment before fixing a stare on Hestia. She gives a soft, croak of a laugh before moving over. “Hello,” she focuses on the daughter - her niece. “Nice to meet you, Hestia. I’m Astrelle. I am.. Armont’s sister.”
“Papa’s sister!” Hestia practically shrieks out, “I didn’t know that! Uhmmm mm…” she panics, “is… is she an uncy too?”
“She is your Aunt, Hestia,“ the father smiles toward the little girl.
"And /my/ sister too!” Denz huffs out.
“Anty! Like the little black bugs…” she murmurs out under her breath in amazement.
Astrelle De'bayle nods with a beaming smile. “Yes.. Aunty,” she says, turning a pride-filled gaze to Armont. “Hello, forgive my manners. I am Astrelle - you are Carina?” she then asks of the blonde Hyur, moving slightly to offer the woman a proper bow and chuckling softly at her niece’s words. Astrelle bows courteously to Carina.
“I am. It is an honour to finally get to meet you. I have heard so much about you from the past from your brothers. Nothing but positive things…” Carina laughs, returning the bow, “I am glad I never lost faith of the hopes of getting to meet you myself some day.”
“Aye.” Astrelle gives a nod of approval to the woman’s words, apparently happy with the way she has introduced herself. “I am glad that we are able to meet - Denzel has told me much of you.” Sapphire eyes then move up to acknowledge Alleria, giving a small bow of her head. “Hello there. Who are you?”
“How long have you been keeping her from us Denz!” Carina snapped a glare over toward the youngest.
Denz looks to Carina. furrowing his eyebrows and holding up his hands. “Wh- Secrets run as well as a poleaxe through mud in this family, Carina! I found her naught a few bells ago before she requested to see everyone.”
“Aye, though that does not matter much to me.” Armont took in a deep relieved breath in seeing that his sister was in one piece. “I am simply happy she is with us once more. We are now whole again.”
“Not quite yet! We must get Guillemont over here! Who wishes to bring him here?” Carina chimes in, “he is her twin after all.”
Alleria Surlaint quickly stands pushing the chair back “Oh hello! I am Alleria Surlaint. I’m on of the Squires of the house.” she said bowing “It’s a pleasure to meet you.” Alleria Surlaint bows courteously to Astrelle De'bayle.
Astrelle De'bayle made to bow but quickly faltered at the name of her twin, looking to Carina. Her smile is reserved but the eyes shimmer in excitement, fondly recalling her memories with him. “Aye.. please call Guillemont. I wish to see him,” she says, turning a bright smile back to Hestia.
Denz tilted his head. “Tis quite the assumption that we have Guillemont on call…” He says in a moody tone, before looking to his older brother. “Armont, call Guillemont.”
“Oh hush Denz, you know we do!” Carina rolls her eyes.
Armont De'bayle raised a brow at Denz, nodding as he placed a finger over his ear.
After a short period of waiting and small talk, the twin finally arrived.
Guillemont De'bayle walks into Armont’s apartment, without knocking as is his habit. “Hello! Who uh… Who…” He pauses, a sensing a familiar presence. “Is that…” He steps closer to the group, armor clanking slightly with each step.
Claire Nyhmidu joins in with the walking, rather amazed at the gathering here. She keeps quiet, kinda figuring something is up.
Denz De'bayle backed up as the hulking mass of plate entered, knowing surely the weight of this reunion was stronger than the two other brothers.
“Look uncy Gui! I’s Anty uhmmm…” Hestia looks up to the woman again, “Asstt…rayy… Asttyy”
Astrelle De'bayle turns as the man enters with a woman in tow. Her eyes fall to the armored Elezen and immediately the voice, even resounding within the helmet, betrayed her twin’s identity. She moved swiftly to him and studied the man as best she could. Then, without words, she threw her arms around him and drew in for a tight embrace. “Hello, Guillemont.”
Guillemont De'bayle wraps his arms around the woman in turn, hugging her tight. Likely not the most comfortable embrace, given the amount of metal covering his body. “I have missed you so much.”
Claire Nyhmidu folds her hands in front of her, noting the crest on her forehead and well. Assumes family. She just smiles faintly.
Astrelle De'bayle offers a nod of agreement against the armor-clad brother. She holds him and lingers onto the hug, apparently unphased by the uncomfortable metal pressing against her frame. Finally pulling back, she looks to his helmet and raises her hands to it. “Let me see your face.”
Denz De'bayle moves to stand beside Armont, placing a hand on his shoulder with a proud look on his face.
Armont De'bayle nodded. “We are… finally whole again.” He whispered out happily.
Denz De'bayle nods silently.
Guillemont De'bayle: “Oh uh… Right.” He removes his helm, revealing the face beneath. The sideburns were new. At least he was making some effort to shave regularly now. But that was not the only change. His expression was much more… Tired– despite the slight smile. His skin is pale, almost sickly looking, and there are dark circles beneath his eyes. “It uh… It has been a long time. I uh… I am a Knight now.”
Astrelle De'bayle lifts trembling fingers to gently press and trace along her brother’s features. Taking in his look with bated breath, a low breath escapes her, emotions threatening to break through the reserved and polite exterior. Her fingertips brush along the sideburns and then down the jawline before she pulls her hands back, eyes beginning to well slightly with tears. She clears her throat and raises a hand to the back of her neck, forcing back the liquid attempting to escape. “…I am proud to hear that, Guillemont.” She turns a smile to Claire then, remembering that Guillemont had brought someone along. A small nod is given her way. “Hello,” she manages to say.
Denz De'bayle’s mouth creeks slightly as Guillemont’s face is revealed, eyes looking to Astrelle. He certainly had the greatest change in his look of all the three brothers. The emotion in her voice made him take in a shaky breath himself, before clearing his throat, moving away from Armont to lean against the desk.
Claire Nyhmidu nods in greeting to her, “Good evening. My name is Claire, it’s a pleasure to meet you.”
Guillemont De'bayle glances to Claire. “Oh, right. Sorry, I uh… I am awful at introducing people.” He reaches for Claire’s hand before looking back to his sister.
Carina De'bayle glanced down to her little daughter who watched the interactions with great curiosity, placing a hand over the girl’s head.
Astrelle De'bayle offers a subtle nod, still drinking in Guillemont’s changed features. She then turns to regard the other two brothers – examining them both with blurry eyes, she lifts her hand to wipe at them with a sheepish chuckle. Her own eyes appear tired, her features somewhat darker from her travels and her frame much more built than when she had left. The woman’s hair appears lighter than the brothers’, perhaps due to her time in the sun; she bows again to them all and looks about aimlessly. “…It is good to be home.”
“Why did you leave! Where did you go?!” Hestia asked out abruptly, her cheeks huffed out.
“Hestia!“ Carina snaps back at her in arrived stern tone.
Denz De'bayle smiles, before looking at Hestia. "Ge- wai-” He held out a palm to halt her, before closing it and holding it against his mouth as Carina shouted at her.
“Hestia, you can’t just ask those questions to people like that. Have some manners,” Carina scolds.
Claire Nyhmidu chuckles quietly, lightly holding onto Guillemont’s armored hand as she watched the others interact.
“Ooowaah…” Hestia put her mittens to her head defensively, “I’m sorry!”
Astrelle De'bayle glances to the child, then Carina, the question apparently lingering on her mind. She shot her niece a small, shaky smile. “It is fine,” she manages to say in a small, breathy voice. “I left for my own reasons, but.. I do not think I will be doing so again.”
Hestia De'bayle frowns lightly, “Mmm… you won’t go away?”
Astrelle De'bayle shakes her head at Hestia before turning to look at each of her brothers in turn. “No.”
Armont De'bayle cleared his throat as he looked to his sister. “I would like to apologize if I seem to come off as cold… The time we have spent apart has always left my mind wandering. Seeing you here has placed me in a slight state of shock it would seem.” He chuckled.
“I imagine we are all quite in a similar state, brother.” Astrelle returned his chuckle with her own, moving now to Armont and wrapping her arms around him gently. “And all this armor,” she laughed, pulling away from the brief embrace.
“Yes, this family has a habit of now living in armor, it seems,” Denz mused.
“Where was it you two travelled from?” Carina eyed Denz before redirecting her stare back toward Astrelle.
Guillemont De'bayle: “Indeed. It uh… It almost feels odd when I am not wearing it.” He smiles, tears beginning to form in his eyes. He reaches up to wipe them away, but decides it would be a bad idea to poke himself in the eye with his gauntlets and lowers his hand. “I uh… Sorry, I am just so happy to uh… You uh… We will have a lot to catch up on, when the time comes.” A tear runs down his cheek.
Armont De'bayle held her in place within his firm grasp for a moment as he closed an eye. “One never truly knows what rests around the corner, aye?” He laughed softly as she pulled away from him.
Claire Nyhmidu glances to him a moment with a soft chuckle and offers a handkerchief, if need be.
Astrelle De'bayle smiles at Guillemont. The show of his tear seems to pull her own emotions from her, orbs of joy trailing down her cheeks silently. “Ah.. the Mists,” she turns to Carina with a happy smile. “Denz found me there.”
“All the way in Vylbrand? Goodness that must have been quite the trip. If you’re tired, we have a spare bed within the apartment we house?“ Carina offers out, in attempts to be hospitable.
Denz De'bayle approaches Guillemont, rapping a knuckle against his chestplate. "There is no need to apologize, brother. I am certain even the Fury herself took the time to smile and cry amidst such trying times. It is alright to do so as well.”
Guillemont De'bayle nods quietly, blinking a few times as though to stop himself from crying.
Denz De'bayle stood beside his brother, holding his shoulder proudly as he had with Armont but a few minutes ago.
“Well your brother has the right of it, when it comes to emotions,” Claire spoke put in agreement with Denz.
Astrelle De'bayle nods softly, wiping at the tears running down her cheeks. “If it would be alright. The travel has made me weary, and I wish to be able to wake up to my family in the morn.”
Guillemont De'bayle glances between Claire and Denz, his face nothing but tears and smiles. “I uh…” He trails off, unlikely to finish that thought.
“Well I can assure you of that,” Carina laughs out, clasping her hands together. She was quite overjoyed to see the emotional state of everyone, the joy was contagious. “Hopefully you do not mind toys…” her shoulds shrug up awkwardly, “should we bring her to the home apartment? I would think it would be a bit more comfortable there before leaving her for bed?”
Armont De'bayle placed a hand to his sister’s shoulder. “Aye, and if you require a room, we have space for you if you wish.” He said, looking past her to his wife with a bright smile.
“I was offering her a room for that reason,” Carina smiled over to her husband, her eyes slightly narrowed.
“Yes.. that will be fine,” Astrelle says with an adoring look at Armont. She chuckles at the interaction between husband and wife, turning her eyes to look over Hestia again which seems to only renew the stream of tears quietly dropping from her eyes. She sniffles, giving a light chuckle in delight.
“Astrelle, have you… anything at all, beyond that pack of yours?” Denz asks in regards to the womans light luggage.
Hestia De'bayle looked up at her aunt, spotting the woman’s expression. Blinking a moment, Hestia’s face scrunched up, emotion filled like the older woman’s as large tears began to plop down her face and she began sobbing out.
“Hestia…” Carina chuckled out, “what’s wrong dear? I promise you she won’t break any of your toys…” the woman tried to soothe the little girls episode.
Armont De'bayle looked to his daughter, the smile still very much so still visible. “Happy to meet another like yourself? Astrelle is the only the only female elezen in our family who has the sigil like yours.” He said, chuckling.
“N-N-No… Mo-Mommy… lo-look, I m-made… I made her… c-c-cry!” Hestia choked out, snot rolling down her lips.
Astrelle De'bayle bubbles at the sight, holding a hand up to her mouth. “Oh no,” she laughs, her tears becoming more frequent. Tearing her gaze from her niece, she turns to Denz. “N-no,” she shakes her head. “I do have most of my effects being sent to me from Radz-at-Han, but they will certainly not arrive for nearly a moon.”
Denz De'bayle blinks. “Radz-at-Han?”
“Hestia, you didn’t make her upset! She’s just happy to see you, those are tears of joy! Don’t you know how special you are honey?” Carina attempted to soothe the poor girl.
Guillemont De'bayle finds himself thinking about quenching oil.
Astrelle De'bayle grins at her youngest brother. “Yes.. a city-state in Thavnair, Denz. I’m afraid the boat I boarded could not allot much weight on it, so I opted to leave them there.”
Denz De'bayle tilts his head. “I hadn’t… stop to ask where you had been. You were in the Near East?”
Hestia De'bayle sniffles, looking toward her mother a moment before hopping up off her chair and moving to go rake her hands up at the Elezen woman, presumably desiring to hug her… or have her be held.
Astrelle De'bayle: “Near and Far,” she asserts with a gentle nod. Her deep-blue eyes widen and glance down to behold Hestia and she quickly lowers herself to take the girl delicately and securely into her arms, raising her up. “Hello,” she breathes. “Maybe we can play with your toys soon, Hestia.”
Hestia De'bayle wraps her arms around her aunt’s neck, giving her a snuggly hug as she wiped her tears to the woman’s shirt. “I have lots of toys we can play with! They will like you, because I love you!”
Denz De'bayle puts a hand on his chin in thought of this news, musing silently.
Astrelle De'bayle laughs endearingly at her niece’s words. “By that logic, then I am certain that I will like them as well.” She admires the girl’s pointed ears and notes the similarities in the child between Armont and Carina. She turns her gaze to the three standing in a row, landing on Guillemont. “Ah.. begging pardon, of course, but if I may be showed to the room. I am getting tired.”
Carina De'bayle: “Oh of course, right this way!” she smiles, stepping carefully through the room of giants.
Leading her sister-in-law out with Hestia in hand, Carina moved them through the building toward their personal apartment.
Carina De'bayle: “This, is where our family calls home. For now… we are hoping to get an actual house some time soon.”
Hestia De'bayle still remains cuddled up against her aunt, seemingly sleepy as her mitten was now in her mouth.
Astrelle De'bayle follows along, still holding onto Hestia. She smiles at Carina before admiring the room. “It is nice.”
Carina De'bayle: “Let me show you to where you will be staying… we usually let people stay in Hestia’s room when spending the night and she stays with us, but she is free to rest with you if you wish to spend time with your niece?” she claps her hands together.
Denz De'bayle lead the group into the room, keeping the door opened as everyone funneled in.
Astrelle De'bayle glances to the sleepy child in her arms. She draws her in tighter before giving Carina a nod. “That will be fine; thank you.”
Denz De'bayle lead the group into the room, keeping the door opened as everyone funneled in.
Carina De'bayle can’t help but find the sight endearing, assuming the woman hardly expected to come home to a niece. “Our kitchen is open to you as well, Armont is an early riser, and depending on the day I am as well. The bathroom is down the hall outside the apartment.”
Astrelle De'bayle nods her acknowledgement, turning as the woman begins to leave the room. “…I shall be seeing you all tomorrow then,” she says in a tone of disbelief, almost unable to comprehend being with company – her family – when she awakes.
Carina De'bayle: “We look forward to it, I will be sure to have a breakfast waiting for you! Does everyone wish to say goodnight?” she glances down the hall, “you two rest well, from myself. If you need me, Armont and I’s room is the next door over.”
Armont De'bayle smiled. “If you need anything from us, please feel free to ask. You are family, and this is your home too.”
Guillemont De'bayle: “Good night, Astrelle. I uh…” He holds his arms wide open, as though awaiting another hug.
Astrelle De'bayle nods at Armont, his words threatening to unleash another silent stream of tears. She shakes her head lightly to fight back the emotions still raw in her heart before turning to Guillemont and Denz. She chuckles at her twin, looking to Hestia in her arms. “..I shall have to, uh… give you one in the morning,” she laughs awkwardly.
Guillemont De'bayle: “Oh, uh… Alright.” He lowers his arms, instead stepping closer and planting a kiss on her cheek. “Well, I uh… I will see you soon.”
Hestia De'bayle smiles lightly, clearly just feeling the joy that radiated from around her due to their connection.
Astrelle De'bayle nods at her twin, beaming a bright smile at him. She takes their proximity to again study his features in interest, noting all the vast differences the years have made. Finally, she turns to Denz. “Thank you for bringing me home, Denz.”
Armont De'bayle: “Take care dear sister, and welcome home.”
Denz De'bayle makes a bunch of awkward noises as he pushed Guillemont to the side, placing a hand on her shoulder and squeezing her arm. “Of course… 'tis only fitting. I have been there to find each of us, and now I need to search no longer.”
Astrelle De'bayle smiles in return. “The Fury truly guides you, brother. It guides us all.” She smiles and gives them all a tired bow of her head before stepping back into the room. “Let’s go to bed, Hestia.”
Hestia De'bayle was already knocked out, but she seemed pretty ready for bed!
Guillemont De'bayle: “Goodnight.” He smiles at his sister once more before walking away.
I had never known the feeling, of having a sister before. My family was larger than anything I could have ever dreamed of. I began to wonder… if perhaps this was the gods plan after all…
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1-64. 65 What is the worst thing you have ever done to a friend?
65 questionsssssssssss yeeeeeeeeee boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii letsss fucking goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo thanks for the ask btw! also sorry for late reply
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?
honestly sometimes, the whole “ life is a simulation” got me kinda scared ya never know
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?
1. because im not afraid of the dark im afraid of what can be in it that im not aware of
3. The person you would never want to meet?
idk. cuz if i say someone i hate then i can’t physically meet them to punch them
4. What is your favorite word?
love
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?
idk whichever lives for millions of years i wanna be like those giant ass trees that you see in animes that are like whole cities wide
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?
should i finally cut my hair? or do i perservere
7. What shirt are you wearing?
my ed sheeran concert shirt
8. What do you label yourself as?
someone with the capacity of good but chooses to be an asshole
9. Bright room or dark room?
bright room
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?
seeing if my new friends were playing games so i can join
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?
21
12. Who told you they loved you last?
off the top of my head? my mom pretty sure. 
13. Your worst enemy?
myself, my fears, hesitation and past mistakes?
14. What is your current desktop picture?
its a picture of hinata shoyo from Haikyuu!! doing a spike with wings on his back!
15. Do you like someone?
yes.
16. The last song you listened to?
Jacob Lee Slip
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
trump
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
trump. and i want like brass knuckles when i punch. 
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
probably a volleyball coach/ trainer or a professional volleyball player to just drill basics into me and make me a better player. (that or just gal gadot to like help me clean up my life and give me life advice)
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)
i guess my energy? its a fucking mess though cuz sometimes i get tired after like 4 minutes of activity but then sometimes i get like a second wind and i just go for hours 
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?
i mean there was that snapchat trend of every guy making a female version of themselves so i guess theres that. i would definitely try anything i could. periods, cramps, catcalls, masturbating anything i could so i truly understand what women have to go through every day of their lives
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?
im a very open person so most of my obscure talents are known but i am kinda proud of how i can name pokemon by just hearing their cries limited to like the first 3 generations tho lmao
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?
what happens after we die
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.
i wanna make the most bougie sandwich in the world. I want abelone, puffin, black truffle, caviar, just all that super high end shit
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?
save it. im going on a trip somewhere out of the city and i could use the extra pocket money
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?
venice italy. no question.
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?
oh shit booze! i love me some booze! i guess it would have to be like smirnoff kissed caramel vodka, or this one whiskey i saw a video of irish people drinking american whiskeys
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? 
dont be a fucking dickhead idk. i can’t make concrete rules cuz theres loopholes
29. What is your favorite expletive?
definitely fuck just because i say it more than actual normal words
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?
haha “loved ones” lmao. oh uhhh my letters from D.O when we were kids. that or my journal
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
my dads abuse. oh wait no then thats free forgiveness for him lmao no uhhh one of my past relationships. it was a mess and i still struggle a little with it
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!
Venice italy. that or greece or rome idk. i really like their aesthetic with small white houses, small walkways and all that
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
Steve irwin or Robin williams. or just to make a couple people near me happy, Kyle Fundytus
34. What was your last dream about?
uhhh I kissed the person I’m currently interested in. not just a normal dream too I felt everything. it was crazy. Felt, their hands, warmth, lips, body against mine and even their skin it was just magical.
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?
boyfriend? honestly? idk. i’d like to think that i am but from what I know apparently im not
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?
yes and no? i guess? i had one of those shots you give to enfants when their family is moving to a new country and i still have the scar so possibly? i mean technically any baby born in a hospital has been admitted to one lmao
37. Have you ever built a snowman?
YES AND SOME OLDER KIDS BROKE IT DOWN AND USED IT AS A BENCH . I fought them and got sent tot he principals office
38. What is the color of your socks?
im not wearing any.... but i do have a favourite pair of green ones that have a print of pringles sour cream n onion on it!
39. What type of music do you like?
Jazz, big band, kpop, RNB, rap, rock, swing music, electro...? sort of?
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
i can’t choose, I love both and have fond memories of both
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?
Vanilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa maybe some caramel in it
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)
uhh i dont know much about football but i can say i would support my local team edmonton eskimos
43. Do you have any scars?
a ton! i love em! its like the sentimental stuff i keep in my closet but on my body and i always trace my finger over them whenever im just in the mood to reminisce
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?
im not currently taking the courses i need to get my dream job but i’d love to be a power ranger either the stunt double or the cheesy actor. that or a school councilor
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
how dependant i am on others. i hate it. if i was alone i dont think i’d survive. i need other people
46. Are you reliable?
I like to think that i am though again, you’d have to ask my friends
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?
Did you find her?
48. Do you hold grudges?
hell.yes. if you couldnt tell i reallllllllllly hate my dad. like really.
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?
whatever animals it takes to make dragons a thing again
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?
I would have to say when this random stranger came up to me to complain about the transit system because the one in vancouver was so much better apparently. dude went on a 20 minute rant and i just drowned him out with music and pretended to “pause” my music while nodding like i understood
51. Are you a good liar?
not sure. I think i am considering my parents dont know half the shit i did AHEHEHEHE
52. How long could you go without talking?
couple days. long as i got my music.
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?
god there was this one christmas where my parents gave me like a stereotypical suburban kid hair cut where the whole head is like flattened with hair gel the at the forehead its just a tall wall of spiked hair. BUT HERES THE KICKER. they dyed half the wall red and half green for christmas. god it was awful
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?
does cheesecake cupcakes count?
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?
ive been told i can do a good russian one, chinese too
56. What do you like on your toast?
nutella omg. fresh toast with gooey nutella? god its so good
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?
uhmmm some secret stuff for a friends personal project
58. What would be you dream car?
Dodge Viper
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.
I love singing in the shower when no ones home. I can only sing when no ones home cuz the walls in this house are thin AS FUCK. 
60. Do you believe in aliens?
i believe we’re not the only ones out here but due to how we’re literally killing our own kind and planet for no good reason they choose to ignore us
61. Do you often read your horoscope?
yep! all the time! whenever i get my hands on the local paper i read my horoscope while i wait on the train or if theres a horoscope thing on tumblr!
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?
X idk x is just cool
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?
dragons are you kidding me? dragons are dinosaurs that can fly. AND BREATHE FIRE
64. What do you think about babies?
I dont think im a good father figure but spending time with kids is a pretty okay time for me long as its not long term lmao 
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.
What is the worst thing you have ever done to a friend?
I punched them full force in the stomach for calling me emo. it was a bad day but lo and behold that person became my best friend loooooooooooool
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