#i told my mom about the therapist and she really said 'dimelo a mi de verdad le tienes mas confiansa en alguien que no sabes'
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#dont read this i just gotta vent#i told my mom about the therapist and she really said 'dimelo a mi de verdad le tienes mas confiansa en alguien que no sabes'#like oh my god this isnt about you jfc#this is WHY i dont tell you anything cause everything has to be about yoh#its so hard for you to believe that others have problems and not just you#just because i dont project and dont dumb any of my problems on you doesnt mean i dont have any#like jfc the Big Event happened to BOTH of us not just you#just because i CHOOSE to present myself as strong and smiling and happy doeant mean im not fucking suffering and thinking about it every#sexond of every god damn fucking day#and even before the Big Event u really think That™ didnt fuck me up either??? i was 15 for god fucking sake#9 years 9 fucking years of me shutting the fuck up cause i didnt want to be a bad older sister and now all of This is happening and i just#god i hate this so much maybe im just angry at myself almost 10 years of holdinf everything in idk HOW to talk to anyone professionally all#ive ever done is fucking write shit down and vent to friends and idk man it just kinda hurts cause like i ASKED for help all those years#ago and i was told no to be tough and now EVERYONE is seeing professionals and im just like ....you mocked me when i asked but because its#you its ok and fine? like im not saying everyone shouldnt cause idk wtf anyones got going on in their head im just HURT that i was brushed#aside basically man idk ima shut up and go do homework#personal
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