#i told him befire he arrived i didn’t want to sleep with him but i let a man i didn’t know into my flat so what did i expect . i told him i
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#this is a vent bc i feel nauseous about it rn but i keep getting stuff about sa in my feed on different platforms and the comments are all#talking about how they don’t understand how ppl can blame themselves for the violent attack and i just. but he wasn’t violent . am i just#faking what happened was it actually sa he doesn’t even tho he sa’d me he just kept pressuring me into things i didn’t want to do bc#it’d be easier if i just let him and i know i was coerced into consent but there’s always a way where the blame comes back to me#i told him befire he arrived i didn’t want to sleep with him but i let a man i didn’t know into my flat so what did i expect . i told him i#didn’t want to sleep with him while i was there but i agreed to watch a movie with him which is code for fucking to men so again thats on m#he was still there at 4am when i wanted to sleep and i was too nervous to ask him to leave so again i kept leading him on despite telling#him i didn’t want to sleep with him and pulling his hands away from me#i let him do it in the end so why am i complaining . i let him .#it just . it wasn’t violent . i could’ve stopped it
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