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i can't be the only one thinking about this right?
#i mean i know we best love was my 1st bl ever so that scene lives in my head rent free till this day BUT!!!!#i thought it was sooooo similar#maybe i should make a gifset about this? i'll see#shi de x shu yi#we best love#chen yi x ai di#kiseki: dear to me#esme comments
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i have to make everything about ash or else i die (and iris is here too)
#pokemon#ash ketchum#iris#art#fanart#my art#i thought minori was kinda similar to ash with how they both keep chasing their dreams despite fucking up#Sooooo#:3c
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Pocahontas (1995): 3 times Pocahontas is compared to her mother + 1 time she's recognized on her own merits.
rambling lil meta under the cut
see, what's crazy about this whole situation is that it makes me wonder what exactly pocahontas's mom was like to have left such a massive impression on literally everyone in their community? there's that outright statement that "yeah, your mom's spirit is in the wind, basically, and our people venerate her as a spiritual guide (at the very least)." we know that she's the main connection between pocahontas and grandmother willow, and there's an implication in there that whatever leadership role she held in the village is expected to fall on pocahontas's shoulders someday.
i am so convinced that this role is some kind of spiritual leader/shaman position. wise-woman, priestess, whatever it's called. we don't see anyone else besides kekata performing any kind of spiritual rites, and even he isn't seen acting in direct contact with spiritual entities. kekata has to perform chants, provide offerings, and use a medium. pocahontas can just fuckign. talk to the things. how is she doing that? why isn't anyone else really able to do that? john smith could talk with grandmother willow but would he be able to if pocahontas wasn't there (i actually think he could but that's a different post)? has she ever done that for literally anybody else? nakoma never mentions grandmother willow. nobody mentions grandmother willow. apparently, the only two people who knew about her before pocahontas brought her new bf over was pocahontas and her mom.
i'm losing track of myself here, but the point is pocahontas is Highly aware of the ghost she's expected to live up to. and it sucks. and there's a lot more to her character arc about this but the eventual come-around to accepting that she has a responsibility to be more than herself and more than her mother's ghost is so heartbreaking because it also meant she had to let go of her soulmate at the same time so i c ry
#pocahontasedit#disneyedit#pocahontas (1995)#pocahontas#help i'm hyperanalyzing disney's pocahontas again#<- blog tag for these metas now#queso*edit#i've been thinking about this for literal days#i've beein having a lot of THoughts but am having trouble writing them down lately so bear with me#but pocahontas's resistance to engaging with Anyone until john smith shows up is Fascinating to me#nakoma had to hunt her down to talk to her and got capsized for her trouble#they giggle about it at the time but pocahontas's reluctance to open up to nakoma throughout the film is sooooo oo#this weird semi-deified status her mom has i think fucked pocahontas up a lil#bc it gives her a similar 'unapproachable' quality if she proves to have the same capability#i think she has very Mixed feelings about that and is wary of engaging to closely with others because of it#queso*gif
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you know how in school they’d always make you (still make you) like choose random topics to give class presentations on while everyone politely clapped even though they didn’t really care about your powerpoint on fungi or whatever bc they’re too worried about getting their own over with. tumblr is like if every single person in the room was paying full attention and was absolutely stoked about it and gave you wild applause and wolf whistles at the end. you can just get on stage and talk about coelacanths and you become a celebrity for a few minutes. like on tumblr it’s on your own terms so it’s like oh snap education is actually supposed to be fun
#this is to say i got a big presentation out of the way today that i was stressing about#or rather i should say i thought about it as ‘getting it out of the way’#but then once i completed it and was ready to present i was like wait this is actually so cool i’m so excited to present#like i was waiting patiently for my turn#and i had a GREAT time yapping for eight minutes about parthenogenesis in sharks#and i’m like aw i’m kinda sad the project is over… :(#maybe i will yap about it on here some time#i love genetics it’s sooooo cool to me i love you punnet squares i love you genes and reproduction#peach rambles#ALSO i got complimented on the presentation by the girl i wanna befriend sooo bad#like holy snap we have similar energy and we both get way too into this class …#and then we yapped for like 15 minutes more on stuff bc we had to do a ‘group discussion’ for something unrelated in that class#and we were literally the only two people in our section doing that thing#we were only like half on topic lol#can’t beat the ADHDemons#then i had Another presentation in the class right after that and it was kind of terrible bc i can only prepare for one thing at a time smh#but it was much lower stakes so#but like WHEWWWWW i can’t believe i got a chain of massive assignments out of the way…. it’s been a wacky past 48 hours
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I've gotten to thinking about this and now I must know:
And I want details! Does he rent? Have roommates? Has he decorated his living space? What's the floor plan? Did he move after his promotion (and higher salary)? Does it feel like home to him?
Some of these are what I think would be realistic, some less so. Mostly based on what I've seen in fics or what I think the most likely options are (or likely adjacent). Maybe one day I'll do a post S3 version but we'll see.
(Elias version!)
#voting in this one as well#honestly i flip-flop between studio and one-bedroom#sparsely decorated with a handful of knickknacks#(some he couldn't bear to part with. some he got because he sort of thought that he had to)#it's cozy. i think he likes a lot of darker wood tones. likes to keep the curtains drawn too (Autism Light Sensitivity) (Projection)#but i don't think he put THAT much thought into decorating#the house is clean enough (more by virtue of not being very well lived-in than by nature of jon's tidyness) but his office is a fucking mes#(sidenote: his often is either in his bedroom. is the bedroom. or is a desk in the living room)#there's just so much work!!#oh but god help you if you so much as shift one of his fucking papers#and yes he knows where all of them are. he will Notice.#he's probably on the third or forth floor.#his building is pretty old. cramped dark hallway with chipped paint#honestly i imagine the floorplan as being very similar to my home?#tbh when thinking about house layouts it's almost always based on something i'm familiar with#(my friend's childhood home is the basis for SOOOOO many imagined scenes in my head lmao)#I think his building has a brick exterior#jon sims#jonathan sims#jarchivist#tma#the magnus archives
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kenjaku is such a mixed bag of character traits it stresses me out 💀💀 they r an onion and i am dutifully peeling layer after layer……
#sorry for the kenny posting do u still love me#(as if . the kenny posting is anything new)#;;;#i’m trying to make sense of them . in my brain#there is just sooooo much there but it’s different from suguru’s complexity ………#like kenny is mean but i think they can be tender …….. they can be silly they can be motherly . they’re a yapper they’re pretentious#i guess i’m just trying to find that One core trait that ties it all together#like suguru with his devotion + need for community ………#with kenny maybe it’s just that they’re always so far above everyone else#…. i might have said this before but they really are similar to gojo in some ways#…….#thinking thoughts >:3c#ari noises ✩#kenny !! ✩
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If I had a nickel for every time a character mistook his male first love for a girl, met that person again years later without knowing who they were, hurt them in some way, and then upon finding out who they were wasn't upset that their first love was a boy and instead did not want to disappoint them, I'd have two nickels,
#a3!#taiyuki#sleeping princess in the demon castle#akataso#I thought this similarity was sooooo funny sinced I latched onto both of them immediately#im embarrassed to tag it now tho#a3! act addict actors#nanao taichi#rurikawa yuki#maoujo de oyasumi#demon king twilight#dawner the hero#what do you guys even call them dgdsdfjfdsfgdfg#doodle#sleepy princess in the demon castle
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In the same vein as my Dog Thoughts post about performance foundations last night, the more I watch Sports People, the more motivated I am to distance myself from them and be done with dog sports completely.
#i had this thought while i was still actively competing#but mav was one of the top performers for his breed for his entire career and that is addictive#photographing events this summer doglessly made it sooooo clear that i dont want to associate with Sports People#no offense to those of you who are Sports People but it is so not my vibe#i have FOMO for sure but is it enough to return to that??#(there is an argument to be made that people need to see more people having fun in the ring and keeping it light -#but i am a competitive person and honestly there were periods where i was NOT keeping it light and thats not cool)#i can see how easily i can be sucked back in#i unfollowed and blocked sooooo many people because i simple Do Not Want To See It#idk its the same vein as calling your dog bad or asshole as a 'joke'#is it actually a joke or are you harbouring resentment and justifying it as a joke?#im not sure how exactly they're similar but in my heart they are#there is a very specific flavour thats prominent in dog sports and it is not the right flavour for me#hmm im posting a lot of text posts about my thoughts in the last 24h hope this is out of my system now#back to regular queued pictures of the pubby tysm#eta: this includes confo people btw#it should be Competition People i suppose#sports are at the forefront of my brain because i was so deeply involved for years#but ive photographed enough confo shows to know that is also not the vibe
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merry yaoimas mutuals. (in order, for @starredforlife, @vampyr-bats, maymerdoodle on insta, @littlemoondarling, @bmpmp3) (all of you make such cool stuff I hope you like em <3)
#every single one of these is in a different style oTL anyway a little bit to say about all of them :#i always draw al and lupa oTL i wanted to draw someone else but. they came out. i love them and am thinking about them. too much. always.#similar story w the val as i started out trying to draw spade and harrow and then. him. hes very. hes so. <3 <3#youre probably not gonna see this on here macie but i love them. i think. women <3 thank you.#disney princess dave ive wanted to draw this for a while i think hes fun! hes neat!!#i was intending to scroll through ur artblog for a guy but then. ezra. hes cute he needs cat cuddles on a couch i think. <3#hello yes see i draw#digital art#Other mutuals I also love y’all I simply started these late so didn’t have time and or am intimidated by you#<- not in a bad way more like anticmiscellany follows me on insta and what could I possibly make that would. Wah.#There are some of you that intimidate me that way. So I thought about it and then was like I cannot do this justice#I couldn’t do justice for these either tbh all y’all’s art is sooooo good it’s insane that any of you like mine <3
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AND WE KILL EACH OTHER IN EVERY LIFE
#asphodel grace#ebony damlonyn#my characters#they r sooooo in love yall#Nywaes some context:#Asphodel (tielfing) killed Ebony (human) in her original story. Big major part of her backstory that traumatized her for 4evr#we love some girl drama#Ebony was never meant to become a player character. Only a bg character#HOWEVER- i needed a character to play that i wasn't recycling from games previous and thought: what if i play this dead girl from my show#So i made her glorious and had her backstory mirror asphodels in that she kills her before the game starts.#Unbeknownst to me was the fact that doing so would give her scarily similar in-game events and parallels to Asphodels original storyline. :#dnd art#digital illustration#omens art#digital art
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⠀⠀remember me for who i was ⠀⠀☂️
#⠀⠀🍒⠀⠀koqen⠀⠀/⠀⠀mbs⠀⠀#hiraeth. wow. oomfie i was simultaneously scared as freak and jumping for joy when i got this.#LIKE. i ADORE them don’t get me wrong they’re ltr amazing#but you’ve got them down to like the last strand of hair on their heads i dont want to show up being loud and wrong 😓#colour-wise they feel a bit similar to hjx to me (esp w the clrs you use in grphcs) but i didnt wanna make them too samey so. this🤗#<- talking like i was slaving away on ps no boy you were pinterest doomscrolling. WHATEVERR 😴#ANW. hv you seen anything from nohluhn :o they kind of give me those vibes in a way?#attempting to explain why it looks like it does. w the whole angel & “i” thing i was thinking abt omnipresence 👾 hence all the clrs#middle left stuck out 2me bc of the “are we safe?” i just thought it fit kinda. icant explain why the fish r there though 😭#THE CENTRE i wanted 2talk abt it bc like Wow idky it appeals to me sm but i just love it.. + its v hiraeth to me for some reason ^^#last thingg i jst thought the song fit 🤗 a couple of the lyrics give hiraeth kinda but i wont yap abt that too 😭#THANKU FOR ASKING FRIENDDD ILYY 😢😢🫶 I LOVE THESE ABSOLUTE ICONS!!!!!!!! sooooo glad to say ive been here from the start 🫡#heol. ok.#random moodboard#messy moodboard
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My grandparents wrote genealogy books about each of their families. Seeing how they each organized their own books about their own families is this really interesting look into how they both functioned and you can actually feel the autism radiating off the page in my grandpa's books.
#sometimes I'll tell people I think my grandpa was autistic and theyre like “??? you barely knew him why do you say so?”#and I'm like “....I mean I HAVE read his writing”#I knew my grandma quite well and knowing her is how I learned to accept a lot of what was later diagnosed as ADHD traits in myself#and that also radiates off the pages of her books. just this jumble of thoughts stuffed into a perfectly adequate semblance of order#while my grandpa's has this organically sourced rigidly regimented and organized vibe#like. I am in a very similar field of work as him and can get the impulse to point to the report writing as influencing his style#but tbqh you can tell who's autistic in reports based on who is clearly fighting for their lives to stay in Report Style#and who is clearly thriving in the fixed structure and rigid speech patterns of report writing#and outside of reports the autistic people are like “oooooopsie I guess reports are just influencing me sooooo much”#while the allistics are like “thank god I'm not writing a report and can Talk Normal”#roz says a thing
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there really is no worse feeling than when you've said something a bit shit in a state of emotional turmoil and someone you care about has been understandably upset by that and you've apologised and then it's just like. well this will just always have happened i guess. i can never unsay it + i hope this isn't friendship-ruining but idk it might be
#sooooo much worse than just sad or lonely or whatever#i literally hate making mistakes in a way that hurts people ESPECIALLY when u wake up and youre like.#oh lowkey ive done a similar thing in the past so maybe i havent even really learned#argh!#thoughts
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Ashton Frey is literally so autistic though like it’s got me making organized lists here let’s see
He’s carefully mastered the art of observation and reading people cuz he was so bored as a kid being forced to attend large social gatherings and he isolated himself and just studied the way people interacted with each other to figure out why they behaved the way they did. Despite this, he’s still really bad at understanding social cues (he is never able to tell when Rebecca is upset or what could’ve caused it, he can’t word anything properly, he talks in such a logical way that he comes off as uncaring and he doesn’t notice when it upsets people, etc) and generally doesn’t interact with most people
He’s very intelligent but hated school because the system was structured so horribly. He fell asleep in professor Andrew’s class frequently but once the professor found a way to appeal to his interests he became super committed and passionate
He’s horrible, just absolutely horrible with words and communication lol. He fumbles and stutters and says a lot of mean things on accident. He mostly communicates through his actions and it’s why he comes off as cruel and uncaring to those who don’t pick up on it and kind and considerate to those who do pick up on it (my favorite example is the difference between Rebecca and Isabella’s feelings towards him. Rebecca relies on Ashton to tell her how he feels and because he doesn’t communicate very good verbally, she assumes he doesn’t care about her when he in fact cares a great deal. Isabella on the other hand is able to get on his level a bit more, like understanding that even though he teased her about the letter he still took his day off to help her in the way he thought was best and he gave her ice cream and the charm because he cares, and she is able to see just how loving he really is)
Earning his trust isn’t easy but once you get it he WILL cling to you like crazy and shower you with memes and bad puns and do anything to make you happy
He gets a lot of attention for being hot but he’s usually oblivious to it or finds the attention annoying. He also tends to turn people off with his personality
He fixates so hard on what’s important to him that it’s detrimental to his physical and mental health and he shuts out everything else to pursue his interests
He categorizes his life into boxes and HATES when things slip out of their needed space. He finds himself lying a lot to the people important to him because he’s so desperate to keep them away from the other parts of his life. He is easily transformed by the people in his line of work and finds himself becoming like them. Also he’s kinda gullible in his job and doesn’t realize he’s been manipulated by his boss since day one cuz teehee cops are fucking assholes and he has a naive sense of justice and easily believes everything his boss tells him and it makes him the perfect pawn for some abuse (seriously i hate chief lee so fucking much god I hate him Ashton baby I’m sorry but you’re being manipulated and your boss is a monster and you need to get a better career dude)
He’s very insecure and scared of rejection and beats himself up for minor flaws. He also has trouble understanding his feelings and expressing them he tries to logic his way out of feeling and only cries when he’s hit absolute rock bottom and is like. Told that he needs to cry because he’s clearly not holding up well and only then is he able to
He’s got a damn good memory and remembers every obscure thing about his friends
He’s very attached to objects and gives them names (Shirley and Ophelia my beloved)
#the letter#the letter visual novel#ashton frey#i also got similar shit for marianne shes sooooo autistic coded its unreal#but yeah i just love the way this manifests in all the relationships like i said here the contrast between rebecca and isabella#it really shows the compatibility of the characters like i mean they all struggle with communicating a bit#but with ashton and rebecca they got the classic problem of rebecca getting upset because she thinks ashton doesnt care#because he expresses his feelings through his actions but never says the right words shes looking for#so then she gets mad when he doesnt notice shes upset with him because she never tells him whats wrong#and he can be kinda oblivious to her being upset and he says things that make it worse#its just a fucking mess they are not on the same level at all they fight constantly and with rebecca in particular shes just never satisfied#isabella on the other hand she feels frustrated with ashton too because he teases her a lot and she takes it very literally#but theyre able to find a middle ground like ashton takes responsibility and apologizes for the times hes upset her#and Isabella is able to notice how ashton has been showing his feelings through his actions like she realizes he spent his day off trying to#help her and he took her to the ice cream place cuz he noticed it and thought of her and he paid for her despite being a scrooge#and he gave her the charm even though he doesnt believe in curses because he knows she does and shed maybe feel protected with it#and its really cute cuz once she realizes this you can just see the exact moment she Gets It BAD for him#they are so fucking aaaaaaaa so good for each other i love them they are everything
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maybe i'm about to have a change of plans. maybe i won't be making my mother watch last twilight and only friends this semester break, maybe instead i'll go for a star in my mind rewatch and will also sit her down in front of mafia the series
#possibly even warp effect#i need to talk to her about joong archen okay#also dunk and joongdunk hence the simm rewatch#bc we watched it live together from ep2 onwards when it aired two years ago#and she doesn't remember much from it (just that she has positive associations with it)#and it was a zero-braincells watch for us so we didnt really talk acting as much#but for the past 6 months i've been complaining to my mother about how people shit on dunk's performance#and that i think he's much better than everyone gives him credit for (and i have receipts!!!!)#(those people just don't know what the fuck they're talking about or what to look out for)#aaaanyway we're halfway though hidden agenda now and this time we've been also focusing on the performances specifically#and now i have a great need to go rewatch simm with her specifically for performance analysis reasons#bc the more episodes of hidden agenda i watch with her the more validated i feel in my opinions#she often points out exactly the same things that i noticed as well or voices (similar) thoughts as i had too#it's sooooo satisfying like. if fandom doesn't get me at least my mom gets me!!!!!#anyway.#airenyah plappert#mama schaut hidden agenda#mama schaut adrm#adrm#we were watching yank-kiss-yeet and at the beginning of the scene my mom talked about how joong has this very dense way of acting#we were discussing some things (like how dunk is very good at picking up joong's density and breaking it down again)#(these two are SO good at communicating with each other i wanna cry. ANYWAY)#we also discussed that some actors might be completely overwhelmed with a co-star that acts with such a strong density#and my mom was like ''i wonder what it would be like if joong acted opposite someone who can't handle that density''#and now i feel the need to watch more joong stuff with her instead of going into last twilight or only friends djkfkjdfg#i wanted to sit her down for only friends to discuss all things physicality but oh well#i'm DEF forcing mafia the series onto her at some point tho bc i have a desperate need to talk to her about joong doing comedy#i am of the opinion that joong should do more comedic roles i think he'd be extremely skilled at it#he's good at being serious and that's EXACTLY what you need to make comedy work#contrary to popular belief comedy isn't actually about being funny but it's all about being completely serious about everything you say/do
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ay bro.. wanna match byler pfps?
:D!!
#i got confused for a second because now you have the exact same pfp as robin so i thought you were robbie#so i was gonna go like “oh how about me match on discord :3?” because i was matching w/ you here#until i looked at the names and it's like no! that's derri :0!#so now i'll just have to keep an eye out for if ur der or rob <3#(<- dw about it btw i always find it sooooo funny when mutuals have similar/the same pfps /genuine)#derrick tag#asks
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